Bitachon 10 - Yosef's Mistake

you're listening to the tenth baton podcast and week and any where we left off were in the fourth chapter I'll be talking section I'm a Drake of Sodom and he says like this became what see no it's elesif we find this to be true also in regards to Joseph's exotic Charlie Duchamp Maher nebula adds because there was something about tomorrow that touched him was worried about nanoshells that he was punished for this okay so be talkin when a person is in that state and a person a person is in a place of trust in hashem tomorrow doesn't come into the picture because if I have everything that I need and we talk and I have everything that I need now and so tomorrow also have everything I need I don't worry about tomorrow so a service addict on his level obviously he was on an exalted level of be talkin Yaakov Avena we spoke about last time was also on this amazing level but because there was something about tomorrow that touched them or that worried them nanoshells there so you se Vitalik was punished commission our Hazael are you - I'm gonna say I'm asking Kim Sahar Thani like our sages say that because the occ of italic said to the sour mash came to the wine beer please remember me miss carton al perro mentioned me - para tosse evolutionist sign because he did a double language he said an extra time remember me don't forget me so he was stuck in jail for another two years and he plays that an amazing thing an amazing idea here and we have to understand who Yosef is what does he represent who is the who is Joseph Joseph is the quintessential leader of a me so I was gonna be the leader of the entire world he's in mushiya when Joseph of his time so somebody like that has to have the most deepest level of betoken and it's not just me we hear about this and we think of it as it is a punishment perhaps he didn't have you talkin therefore he was stuck in jail for another two years but we'll see that part of it is to develop for him to understand develop an understanding of the fact that he has to be called cooler completely recognizing needs to recognize at all times that it's only Hashem with sweet Elohim says the altar of Navarre Dec we need to understand how a hawk ape is a what was the sin what was the sin Holly Bovada estado show yes what season is a similar high summer it's a native much of a Concha now we think about Yoshie what's havoc who he was who he is what he represents so his desire was not make his physical situation to be better I mean I should cuts Lizabeth highway so sorry was disgusted you're sick of living in this in this disgusting place if I'd a macabre likova amazing thing certainly if we're talking about nice if exotic somebody who understands that every single thing that goes on in his life is from a Kurdish world who so he's not interested in getting out of the situation he knows that everything that ocean does is for the good right he accepts everything with love I mean I must make him be sooo renewed he was certainly somebody who rejoiced in challenges and difficulties became insane if I may live however since he was separated from his father warehouse relays a beam of a couple of tyranny of if he wasn't able to receive the Torah that he had been able to receive previously from his father shahe actually be I say it's a love live it was only possible to have that exalted level of Torah learning when he was with his father Mikey glad yeah my little my dragula has like he must have a Kemosabe he what why do you want to get out of there was for a pure spiritual motive he wanted to go out because he wanted he was thirsting for the opportunity to be studying with his father well how you have to keep busy so what was the sin in regards to this ashesh that initially late see emission la jolla kilala haiti massive armory what was he doing as we find them the altar of Navarra cheetah is when it comes to matters of rock Aeneas when it comes to matters of spirituality so a person is not only permitted to do dishes others to put in efforts but is obligated to his status as we spoke about last week we mentioned that a person is obligated to put in every Tod loose every effort when it comes to trying to attain be talking it's also true in regards so let's say supporting his yeshiva afternoon verdict would put in efforts he would go out and he would collect money for his yeshiva so since he's saying Yosef at Sadek was somebody why do you want to get out for spiritual reasons so what's the problem what's about ruining the entire purpose was to improve his spiritual situation hurry toughen Lamar we can say he I started Smits with a car shall I then in such a situation so doing is status should be considered amid so an obligation passivation Marcia Bureau cos Al Queda shallow you even according to that which our sages say that putting in these efforts was considered a sin for him yesh Lama dolls they should dicta Kazama Americans a heart an abyss Kartini we need to try to understand that our sages they room a dyke they were very specific when they said that he said twice you should remember me you should mention me my girdle Indiana hey people of Las Meninas Kira why was it such a great sin for doubling the language Lamar oil across shave Kate yes a girlish taper how many of Amata's why is it a greater sin if he says it twice versus one time she know how your national team's a heart Anya reached under studless whenever you tell me biblically Nikita no because if he only said at one time it sounds like it wouldn't have been such a great sin so if that's not a great sin in Russia cross shave Laila had every talking Gummy's care Tanya Cheney why is the second time that he says it going to be considered a great sin it's not Mustafa it doesn't make sense that's the question just trying to keep track of the time here ok so what's the idea the envious got any volcanoes Heather be talking miserable words the Irish if the first one requires some kind of punishment he naked I can write a lot in about Kim's a heart that Irish in Nevada I'm sorry the second one is deserving of some kind of punishments within the first one should as well the qualia schlafly Alice guy varnish we need to understand generally speaking it's a pellet so wonder why is he obligated to receive any kind of punishment he's earned a queen attack which to me is a bit tougher because of a small the slightest slightest lack and he's be toughened but hey game by the cold room I lost if America sweet doesn't require you sick why didn't you protect him at all the exalted level that he already attained in his be talkin the camel ha Irish Marquis turned up in a dock while he have to get such a such a punishment of being in jail for another two years for such a small lack very fine lacking his beat often in his faith in Hashem only might see nurse named machinist the machine will automatically surely okay so this is important and we need to understand this we need to understand what does it mean to rise up to ascend levels in one's rootless and one's spiritual attainments ok Jaquez so there are two points here you have a finish of Chevy Volt Sally would come one idea that we have is that a person a righteous person person whose striving to grow in his spirituality you can fall seven times and he gets up a Shane is with a patina shall ever be shown on assets like you had there all right there's a second aspect which is the aspect of when a person does a certain thing numerous times so then it becomes permitted to him meaning psychologically when person has done something wrong so the first cigarette no it's bad but the problem is that the second and third cigarette now it's like what's the big deal it's not such a bad thing before that person says it's terrible thing smoking causes cancer other things makes person smell bad etc right so but once the person is done a number of times becomes per minute to him so so we have these two different things though we have two different contrasting concepts one is that a person will fall seven times but get up versus the person who does it a number of times and then they give up beer in children come on Mario I used to Tom McLoughlin Ravi Reba Lila all to hurrah for everybody also true but we find the Gemara broca's and a few tests says that if a person sees a tomahawk I'm a wise person exotic person who's a student to Torah scholar and he's done he's done certain things he's done Serna varus so you don't have to worry about the following day he for sure has done Chile for sure has repented any move or possession she look in Kakuma are availa Talmud hokum there's a difference is the altar of Navarre II between someone who's a hawk Amanda Talmud haha Akaka means a wise person italic aa means the student of wise people shaima's esh there bikina Salem in a court of law court sir and these two aspects are distant from each other from one extreme to the other extreme because I'm sorry one second another second there we have a distance from one extreme to another what is the distance here like this yeah Thomas Holcomb someone who's a student of a wise person Nick Nick Shaw so when a person like that stumbles I'm actually over it's like they're AHA Evora Alma the thing that he's done wrong the stumbling that he's done comes to him in passing Shelia Malik means that gamma Adama I know myself it's impossible for a person to escape from doing something wrong even somebody who is watching what he's doing being careful about what he's doing he has a husband a nephesh he's involved in evaluating his actions okay mom I said we Drock online he come up here time with the economy there's a person who's trying to do what's right based on the Torah trying to work on his character he's dominant from a mere show sometimes he will stumble lemony Shaina Roy I'm sure I wasn't because he didn't see that it was a stumbling block I wanna show you a shrug it whatever it was an accident it was something that happened unintentionally I have Kiera I'm actually amazed it or even if he's not something wrong intended to do something wrong and in a Sardar Hocker has coma it's not like he's decided this is the way I'm gonna go now yeah they're certainly asking because this is what it's supposed to be hello I said sighs but there Suffolk he's gone into this path because it might be the right thing to do perhaps like a little bit there but he know the cleanest at that tell him raw sometimes a person this is an amazing thing this is unique she thought you might not find anywhere else besides with alter or neurotic that he says that sometimes a person will do something wrong because he's testing the waters he wants to see where the end of the boundaries are how far he can stretch the boundaries he wants to stay within the boundaries of what's right but sometimes in order to figure out where the boundary is a person will fall off of the cliff well he questions lee-char but there's a slalom but his intent is not to remain doing a thing he wants to see where the edge is he fell off he's gonna get back up and he's not gonna go off to that he sees that's the end that's that's where some you know where he's transgressed so Michele and Kayla who's dominating some of action such a thing falling off doing something wrong either by accident or intentionally in a case where someone is trying to see where the boundary is so that's something that can take place with someone who truly is seeking Calcagno Dara hibiku shave her mother Hannah Carla mirela also in the course of seeking and trying to find what's right back item Chicano Adam s college akamaru him Lyle a few day myself mean thyself before a person has been able to distinguish the paths that are probably for him according to his own self for each person has their own individual path in life their own individual of Vedas a sham service of God each person has those things that are his or his particular mnestheus his particular challenges right so he needs to be able to figure out for himself exactly what is the correct path for himself Rebekah's chrysocolla hey man you crushed over there half Cana right so such a person as he's going along in the world as is going along in life can make mistakes that's natural but the point that he's going to say we'll see if we have enough time to read it inside the point that he's going to say though is that such a person doesn't make a sheet out of it it doesn't become his new way of being oh I've done something wrong you know what everything I do is correct right that's the way of the Holcomb he's already wise everything you already everything he does is already correct even if he does something wrong now becomes correct because he did it but that's a ha huh Thomas Holcomb is someone who is a student of wisdom such a person is always looking to become more wise he's learning he's looking to learn what are the what are the boundaries of what's acceptable where where have I done something that has passed the line and I realized that that was a mistake and now I come back and I realized that I need to draw new boundaries right that's the person who doesn't make a sheet it doesn't make it's my new way of being he doesn't do that he makes a mistake Chevy polled Sadiq he falls even seven times become but he gets back up he doesn't make the mistake into now correct because he did it and he's not working with his guy but he's not working with that okay so we're going to see and again we're not gonna read this inside yo we'll see perhaps next time that the problem with your savate Sadiq the mistake that he made was that he did it once and then he reinforced it a second time meaning he showed a lack of bît-yakin and then he he doubled the the first time was okay that's part of perhaps he's experimenting but the fact that he redoubled his efforts when he shouldn't have been redoubling his efforts so that constituted a sin for Yosef at Sadiq for Joseph now when we think about this for ourselves second I'm trying to see where we're holding timewise sorry I apologize I'm usually looking in a different direction okay when we try to understand how this applies to us so so when it comes to be Tahoe it's interesting that we see that there's an experimentation aspect there's a there's seeing what's working for us what will work for us where are we holding an are we talking because it's possible that a person can be holding at a level of you talking we doesn't need to do any hashed atlas but it's also possible that a person is holding another where it does need to do if stelazine doesn't need to put in efforts it's just as an example something that happened to me recently sometimes and this is actually an idea I saw at the end of the book at the end of my jar you saw him he talks about the fact that that sometimes the person needs to involve other people whether it's in teaching being muzaka surviving that's the context of it in Majorca Sodom sometimes the person needs to do it all himself to the degree that a person accepts responsibility of the rob em of the general populace so that person gets a certain amount of co2 - why've help of heavenly help having the assistance because of it so does a person need to to involve other people in in that work well to the degree that they involve other people so then that's the other destroy that heavenly assistance gets distributed to others it's possible for one person to get that extra speed see at the dish man because he's taken on responsibility by himself talks about mush Robbie no giving it out to others etc but I also experience myself that sometimes when I involve other people there's a certain level of co2 - my I have divine assistance I'm trying to create music and trying to create videos that that inspire people so there's a certain Zico Robin that's going on there's a certain a being muzaka surround having an opportunity to inspire a large amount of people so I get a certain CI to the shrine and always senses I always get that I always feel that a sham is helping me in my videos in my music etc but to the extent that I'm do I involve other people a lot do I try to by myself it's the same see other dish my according to that altar so here we are I believe at the end of our time sorry I got the time got away from me even though I kept looking and so I encourage you to if you'd like to be part of the be talking group send an email to our ego like at gmail.com or the Batak own group at gmail.com our meetings are once a week for now and there's a men's group and there's a separate women's group and I invite you all to join thank you so much for listening