Chassidus Tuesday | Torah Ohr Parsha Vayechi - Yehudah Atah #5

[Music] at the moment good morning everybody [Music] morning welcome back good morning good morning yeah yeah [Music] 9 30 we also have a class for women here today could tell your wives or daughters or friends it's in this room yeah the people change the props remain okay the minion finished so early today thank you so much so page 90 the second column this first column on the right the second paragraph this is column three mem hey column three or page 90. foreign [Music] the class today is dedicated by Irina and Yuri Rocklin in the Merit of Rahul shandel Bass italiachana for refur shlima for a complete and speedy recovery our main speedily and completely also dedicated by Ibraham Bahar in the Merit of a complete and speedy recovery for David Ben de Vira amen Kenny rotten thank you very much may we hear good news from everybody in good health so yesterday we dedicated the class to explore at length the quality of shipment which is associated with healthy boundaries healthy distance a sense of respect and awe and reverence from the knowledge that I don't know and even what that which I know the ultimate knowledge is the knowledge that you don't know and that creates the gift of yira the gift of a sense of reverence where the person appreciates that there are things and qualities and secrets that I can't approach and can't control and that itself generates a relationship that touches that space through the distance through the respect through the year through the all that's what we explained at length by Richardson yesterday's class in the class before that the quality of shiman Hashem which in davening It's associated with the second section of the Shema from here he went to Levy after shipment is Levy and when Levy was born Leia said apam ye love now my husband is going to accompany me the first two children she speaks about the fact that Hashem saw my pain now my husband will love me and Hashem saw Hashem heard that I was loathed that shiman shama and he gave me this child now she says now the third time ye love it you share life my husband is going to accompany me he's going to so to speak reach out to me connect to me coming from the husband and what does this represent spiritually speaking in the avoid of a Jew so the balatanya said that you have what the reason says in the songs of Shabbos you mean yamina the right is Reuben or smaller the left is shiman because are associated with the right column and the left column in Kabbalah you mean says the right side Embraces in the left side Rejects and explains that the rejection here is not a rejection from somebody else it's a rejection with the person reject themselves in the sense that they feel a certain sense of smallness and inadequacy which is the idea of year or distance reverence so he says after that comes the end of the Shema the third section of Shema which which finish with the word Ms and we right away say the word Ms Ms vyatz all the 15 languages and then again MS in fact the word Ms is there quite a few times you have the MS right after Krishna and then Ms and Ezra's four times each it's it's interesting how many times we say the word Ms because apparently that's what's important here that there's some truth that's being presented here some MS and what's that m is he says that Emma says that the person says it's true that I and my own don't have the ability and don't have the audacity to be able to to be one with the infinite that's the concept of shim and smile but nonetheless the ancient reaches out my husband reaches out to me from that place that I can't approach he wants to have a connection with me and that's the gift of Taylor as he explained what's the gift of Taylor Taylor's compared to water because essentially it comes from the loftiest space from ain't safe itself and yet like water the Gomorrah says in Baba Karma the titles compared to water in my latter and one of the explanations that says water always looks like a liquid it always looks for the lowest surface the water itself comes down it's not something else comes down the water itself that was in the lofty Place comes down into the lowest place it trickles down to the lowest surface tidy essentially is very lofty it's ain't safe and yet it descends like water it comes down and it's malubish it's manifested it's enclosed in physical language it's enclosed in Concepts that we can understand it discusses issues and matters and Mitzvahs and Allah that are relatable to us it tells stories that the human mind and thoughts and words and actions can grasp that's the concept of water even though essentially you're talking about something that's Infinity so Infinity you can't contain in your mind you can't master it you can't you can't own it it's something Beyond it's beyond my calendar beyond my vessels that's why after the oven you came to shiman as we discussed the second step in the relationship this time the ishi my husband reaches out accompanies to me I am my own may be may be distant but he reaches out to me from that place from that place he reaches out to me and that's the the MS Ms vyatzimi says is referring to tada and therefore Imran when your heart is racing even when you return you go back you can still have the echad because the ishi my husband reaches out that's why you speak so much about the MS that the truth is that despite what would seem like an unbridgeable Gulf hapam you love it now there's a rare a connection that comes from above that was the main point and the same is true ah well yeah this he says comes milmyla this comes the Russian is that Hashem right me Alabama even though I'm unworthy but they ain't safe but that himself comes into that place again what yeah so it's also true like everything there's a metaphor for this also with human beings remember that our people was talking about her own husband right she's talking about her relationship with yaakov so in a relationship you have reuven you have that which I see and I become close to and I love and I cherish and I connect and I feel close that's the beginning then you go to a deeper place where there's those things that you know I can't touch and I can't connect to and I I certainly can't master and understand and comprehend and that's the concept of year of awe which actually represents even a deeper relationship in the sense that you you relate to it by by not relating to it you relate to it by by respecting it by being in awe of it because it's beyond me right it touches a place that's beyond me so you think okay that's it so now you're lonely so now there's loneliness and now comes the third level that you're not from that place from that place now I reach out to you Hashem reaches out to you where you are wherever you are even though you say I'm low and I'm distant I reach out to you I I want to be with you I want to give that to you lady comes only after shipment because if the lady comes before shipment then it's not this place it's a place where I I initiated it I connected it but then there's the connection that I on my own don't feel worthy of but hapam ye love the same is true also within ourselves as I said there's the part of us that we connect with is a part of us in a way that we ourselves can't understand right it's a secret but you love it that that part wants to connect with all the parts of me so that's what Levy represents now he goes to Yehuda Iko now all these three aspects that we spoke about these three states it's still what you call the world of mamalakalam what does mean means the Divine energy that fills all over the worlds what does this means what do we mean is he explains it's the flow of ainsife of infinity to what we call mammala kalaman to the energy that fills and saturates and infuses the Consciousness and all of the Worlds and he explains what he means we said is to arouse love the love liaise that the soul should crave and yearn for a relationship for a connection it's the craving that I want to be absorbed and I want to be one with my source with the matzo miklal but this means the very fact that I have a craving to be one to be subsumed means that I'm not really one in other words the very fact that I have this desire and this Burning Love I see and I want to be close it means that there's still some form of of distance the same is true with shiman the same is true with Levy so that's what he says what does it mean he's not one with save of column so he says in parentheses it's in the heaven above and in the earth below in the same way and just as the physicality doesn't create a katsita doesn't create a separation it doesn't have a a significant separateness spirituality or not he's going to explain what this means same is true the other levels shipment and Levy Allah they are all flows from the ancient to enter a place that we call mammala kilometers fills the worlds foreign and that's what schmonster begins and that's why there's the Bowing down the prostrating that happens only with Hashem means to bow down to prostrategies of that's the the that's the state of Yehuda after the third after the Brock after which is Levy now is Yehuda this is this is the Bittle in the sky so if Columbus and that's why this part of davening suddenly is silence you would think that if when people diving loud it creates more kavan and more concentration so where should be the loudest part of davening Vanessa you go into a kylina you ever went to a kylina they scream a old Avenue right it's quiet it says when you speak loud it triggers kavana you know people get into it there's a chant there's a rhythm like when people are singing together suddenly did Silence what does it represent because Vanessa relates to save of kalaman which means it's beyond the structure of estos which is the evolution of the world's it's not in the realm of ham means communication to be Mama to draw something down in the word shepher which means a flow so even the name love doesn't apply there foreign [Music] what yeah what year is the complete cessation and death of the ego yeah means identity reality but see is from the word Matsuri right nimsa something exists Matthias is not what exists but see this is existence that's the word matseus the rambam begins to say for Mishra is a primary existence and it brings in every existence the word is reality identity existence Matsui it's here same word like Matsu matasa you found it but found it just means you found something but the idea of something that's Matthias so what's bittlements is that the home it sees the home it sees is completely aligned and subsumed and one with the swords this is where the soul pours out into the bosom of its father so to speak pours out to be to be subsumed like the child who comes out of the womb and wants to go back in the child you know gets hugged by the mother and feels like it's still part of the mothers where there's no other reality any other reality is like North and nothingness physically the proximation of that is what bowing down represents why do you bite Bow Down commercial just like traditionally when people would bow down completely before the king what did it represent like having these parishes the brothers bowing down to Joseph or in front of a king the person so to speak nullifies themselves thank you it's an expression yeah but in order for this state of Yehuda to be behind us atom the word Atta seems Superfluous obviously you're Yehuda says let me tell you about yourself in order that you should be you yahuda should be you what's it mean you the hainaliers you should be able to see if you're able to experience it like something is in front of you that has to First be the video of your brothers you first have to have a reuven shipment and lavish only in them and through them he says in them and through them then there could be the access of the revelation of this state of idah without Revenue you can't have a revealed state it remains concealed and it remains Transcendent and superficial peripheral it's not internalized in a manifested ways therefore you can't start from anastra without such a dismina and without uh Yota and without Krishna it's it's a it's a build up you can't jump to Yahoo now that's what he said in the beginning of the Bible says now what's now after I had your oven after that shipment after that and the blessings of Krishna which is and Krishna which is which was Levy now you could say Hashem open my mouth open the zipper over my mouth could begin [Music] which is the krishman the blessings before and after what we do by might have been pushmeness that's where the beginning it says it says is etched in the end in other words already when you start you can't get to the end without the kilosa and whoever understands understands what's the balatanya saying here uh there's a muscle from the balship a metaphor from the Muslim that's brought and told us he was the love of a city called pulna pull now in Ukraine he was uh it was avbezden he was a very big gun he was a student of Joseph which is his name yaakov Yosef told us Yosef and because he was a student of the Walsh so the safest filled with things I heard from my teacher he constantly quotes him and it's a very it's a very powerful Source because the balsham didn't write any of his teachings so the only thing we have for them is through his students and one of the sources is told the Jacob Joseph because he was a direct student so it's very very reliable and very authoritative I think it's the first safer of hasidus that was ever printed if I'm not mistaking one of the first toughkeeps around 1880 or 1881. which was really after the market passed away but it's one of the first that he heard from his teacher that there was a king who uh a very benevolent King and he invited one of his close subjects one of his people who was close to him to come visit to come visit he wants to spend time with him in the palace he came but he saw that the palace was surrounded by fortresses and when you climb the Fortress to go down you have after every Fortress another danger like another major Hazard here you have wild beasts wild animals security guards uh snakes serpians every every crocodiles alligators sharks every every wall you pass there's a whole new Hazard that you have to get through and the King extended this invitation to many people that he wanted to be with but most people when they came and they saw they're like this is impossible it doesn't make sense one person said I don't understand the king invited me so if he wants me to die on the way unless he's a mashugana you had such Kings too but something was talking about uh theoretically someone who cares and loves you so you invite me to come because you want to spend time with me so you want me to die on the way I mean what's the so there's something up is off here so he decided you know what he's not going to think so much he's going to go he's gonna go and he started to go and go and go and go and he came to the palace and he turns and he saw there was nothing there in other words only from the outside did it look that it was a reality once you went into the inside it was all an optical illusion it wasn't really there and then he understood that the whole purpose was to be able for him to say that if the king wants me here he wants me here not a joke he's not driving me crazy that itself was the was the muscle that he had to flex the muscle of trust which is not an easy muscle as you know right trust that that's the muscle you know muscles have to be used if not you lose them right you use or you lose a muscle has to be used it's true with the body it's also true with the with the mind it's true with the brains you're with us so you have to use muscles foreign good night's story to scare children was saying that this is a metaphor for life when you want to approach the ultimate truth you look and there's walls and walls and walls and it's more dangerous and more dangerous and more dangerous when you have the courage to go through you come to the other side and you see there was never a separation was all here right now the entire separation happened in my perception now this really reflects a fundamental idea of the balship and this is the this is the print of Yehuda what's the difference means the way Divine energy is filtered through walls and layers and pipes and channels and worlds in order to be adjusted and contracted and concealed and custom-made to every single creature so that it could retain its identity there's nothing that lives not from a malikal Alman a heartbeat comes from Malachi is the way hashem's energy fills just like water fills a cup it goes into the cup right and the cup has to be the right size to contain this amount of water if you have a hundred liters of water if you have 100 gallons of water it's not going to fit into this cup you need a different Cali can put Niagara falls into the cup because a cup is a cup it's a Kaylee so every single niver has a Cali its own chemistry and the Divine energy has to be tailor-made to that if you can have the consciousness of this in a squirrel it's not going to be a squirrel for a squirrel to be a squirrel and wake up in the morning and say hey I'm a squirrel or actually squirrels don't do that that's what people do why am I not a squirrel right squirrel wakes up in the morning and hey food time to go to the porch my Danny for the squirrel to be a squirrel and has to have the chemistry of a squirrel that's Divine energy but it's mamala Kalama every one of us has the way we perceive the world that's mimale in other words it's the way the consciousness of the Divine is contracted it's but something it's restricted to be able to fill this particular cup and everybody's cup cup as a cup is different you can't compare the brain of the snake right to the brain of the human being to the brain of the beer to the brain over the elephant to the brain of an Angel to the brain of a soul ah or one brain to another or even my brain yesterday today and the malikalama we grow we expand you expand the vessel there's more light right we graduate we we we grow that's what growth is I learn more I'm more humble I open myself up more life experiences the way you saw life 10 years ago is not the way you see life today hopefully at least hopefully if yes it's time to um you know do something time to grow up as your wife likes to say grow up right that helps a lot when people tell that to you no grow up that's all mamale so mama is neurodiversity it's divine diversity because everything has its own unique I it's all ain't safe you're right but they ain't safe is it it filters itself to fill the world and that's what the word mamale means and understand this the word Mali is the key word filling a film when you fill something it means you have to always adjust yourself based on the parameters of that what you want to fill if I want to teach something to a child and I wanted to go into his brain now that should go over his brain it should fill his brain I have to talk language and Concepts that are relatable to the person if I just want to express myself we'll say he went over my head that's called Savor that's not my Molly mamale means doesn't go over it goes in it fills me now you have to understand the key difference in the metaphor the water is not the cup the water fills the cup in the nimsel the water is the cup the Divine energy doesn't just fill your vessel it creates the very vessel which it fills it creates the heart which contains it it creates the brain which understands it it is the vessel it's not two separate things like you put something in a suitcase and it fills up the suitcase it's not too big and it's not too small here it is the very reality that it creates it's not separate it's not the teacher I'm teaching the student and because I'm teaching it in a way that's relatable it goes into the student the teaching creates the very brain of the student that accepts this teaching so it's complete Oneness not separate huh what's save of kalaman the word save means literally Savor means surrounds right sometimes it's called Market what it doesn't mean here it surrounds like something surrounds the cup rather than goes into the cup it's a metaphor it's a metaphor and that is that the energy is not contracted and limited to the Kaylee to the vessel of that which contains it but rather the energy remains ain't safe it remains infinite and that's why within the consciousness of the vessel I don't experience it because for my eye to be I I can't experience so if I could only experience my mouth you want the elephant to be an elephant and you want me to be me and you want this the bush to be a bush and a tree to be a tree and every tree has a different mamalic allowment right my DNA is not your DNA that's a difference in my mouth the imprint of God in your cell is not the imprint of myself like the mission says in Sanhedrin no two people were ever born alike even twins no two people ever why because there's a different there's a different sequence in the energy every creation has its own nightmare its own utterance its own spiritual chemistry and therefore its own physical chemistry we don't look the same we don't think the same we don't have the same mission sometimes you see two twins you know for a stranger they look identical but they know how different they are even though they have so many similarities and these are twins that came even from the same literally from the same egg right even there there's a difference because the imprint of Hashem in you is not the imprint in me and that's why there's a difference in people and there has to be a difference we can't all be the same as somebody once said we're all born Originals we shouldn't die as copies that's mamale what's soverev so if you're saying it surrounds the world surrounds the world doesn't mean it's a spaceship that goes around planet Earth so it was also inside the cup if it could be around it could be inside it means that it's not limited to the parameters of the cup it remains in its ain't safe it remains purely infinite it's not met Samson itself into being filtered and perceived in a limited way so what is reality is it what is it so now that says you're busy with mamale you're busy overcoming the walls this way or that way yahudah means the son of the same reality so there's no separation there's no separation whatsoever that's why he says son of kalamat is Heaven and Earth are one is is not any closer than kashmirs rookie is sometimes people say God is spiritual that's a very very you have to be you have to be cautious with that term to say God is spiritual could be as idolatrous as saying God is physical not so easy to hear but it's the truth to define God a spiritual could be the same of a desire like defining God as a physical statue oh he's not limited by physicality and by spirituality it's also an energy you understand you say this can also be idolatry just like Ashley's could be you have to be careful with rookies too there's Allah speaks a lot about gases translated usually as arrogance but the word God says coarse ruach can also be gas it can also be coarse can also be coarse if it takes you away from the truth sometimes spirituality can also be a trap sometimes a much bigger trap than anything because it's spiritual huh it's powerful it's tempting you feel good about yourself you're not grub you're a spiritual person that says they ain't safe the way it is so the bashem says like this when I'm looking from this side of the painting I see one wall another wall another wall another wall and it's not that I'm lying it's not that I'm not being honest this is the real experience but you know when you go when you have the courage to go through and on the other side you'll see there was never a separation you were never separated you're as close as you can be in fact there's no such a thing as you could be separate because in several Kalama there's nothing else that's called bit of Matthias means that space where your very identity so to speak goes back to the source of identity within God himself and there's absolutely no separation there's no such a thing you're detached you're lost you're dead you're isolated that's all the perceptions that were allowed by Mama which we have to work through we have to work through because there was creation but that's that's the naked of Yehuda but he says you can't get to you without Revenge why not because we can't if I jump straight to Yehuda even if I can have such an even like if I can have the experience of not having an experience it's not going to be integrated like we spoke yesterday sometimes people hit certain perceptions of reality and the ego dies the dissolution of ego and it's an incredible incredible source of awareness but through oven Simon and Levy allow it to be integrated means I'm close to you that's mamala kalamus I'm close to you there's no I in you there's Oneness means I'm distant from you lady is I'm reaching out to you even if you feel distant because you feel distant I'm reaching out to you in your humility that's the beauty of Levy wherever you are I'm reaching out to you that's all language of mamale how is that expressed instrument Astra you open my mouth I'm a conduit for you what's bowing down physically the physically bow down is just the best way with our body we could say I go completely to a place of Ayah this is the ultimate Oneness and it's the ultimate existence because I don't need my existence to be separate in any way anymore and that's why it's called Yahoo means complete surrender complete submission I give up any the last fear of self-consciousness the last fear of self-consciousness this deeper oven shim and navy those are all very deepavoid us but then there's this and he says over there the silence there can't be any words if if I'm speaking loud it means I'm separate I'm trying to overcome I'm trying to compensate that's what words are words are trying to make sense of reality in schmidaster the last thing you do is is is noise it's complete silence and and there's no barrier it's not like the physically not the spiritual yeah Heaven yeah Earth not that's all of art of service but only with revenge and Levy does the person become ready for that type of relationship if not it doesn't mean much or it can even be dangerous or it's just it's just a joke it's not real that's what he means there's no matseus left why is it omitsias left not because you're a nobody because you ain't safe that's what's called his scalulous means you become completely subsumed [Music] and here comes a big kiddish with this state of Yehuda Jacob avino continues what are his next words he says the next words is your hands will be in the nape of your enemies literally it's referring to yehuda's Wars but he says it's something in it it's talking about something in a person's life your enemies could be things in the world and physical needs of the body which often could be great distractions of a person's inner life you need them upon him it needs to be in the back the nape the artif is the nape not the face meaning when you're involved with something in your face it means you do it with your heart and soul there's something you do so to speak Commander Shadi bastard when you throw something over your back sometimes you want to give something to somebody you're not so interested you just leave it on the table you give it to your secretary give it to them will you slip it over your back I'm not looking at you there's a relationship where I look at you in other words I'm fully present and then there's something you know yeah you have to do it so he says a person needs to know that when my physical needs become the obsession of my life that's the face then there's a disconnection you need to do it you need to do it but if not with that full passion what does it mean your hand and so yeah it says you can also read this every day foreign that's the right hand that goes down to the lowest place your hand which is your yud reaches what does this mean all the things in life that I need to do and yet you're telling me I shouldn't do it with passion so why do I have it I need to eat and I need a sleep and I need a drink and I need to make money and I need to do this and I need to do that then I need to do that says who caused the person to feel that to make him need all these things who did that for a soul eating is a whole life you have to understand it's like when you have a very deep spiritual experience and you're completely Hollow every mersal of food could be torturous and yet the body needs it the same is true with everything else who caused all this the answer is Hashem so it's Hashem um he's the one who did it because he wants darker should be transformed to light you should dive in with the energy of that food the coyote supers are anything else in the world whether it's relationships intimacy drinks money anything foreign but you have to have proportions know what's a means for an end and what's an end in and of itself so this idif this thing that you're doing with your back should become part of your hand it's hashem's hand that reaches there which is his youth is the hand of Yehuda why the fees there's the submission and the battle of the biggest and the smallest are identical so Darkness doesn't Eclipse darkness is like lightning and the spiritual and the physical are identical is like physical action and the fun of his brothers could be like by us the first the first level of spiritual consciousness is called so we say was like a physical tool it's like a hammer that you use to build something because by Hashem even the higher spiritual consciousness is a sister so he says what does it mean the opposite that even the physical food could be so there's no contradiction between the two worlds that has if the ultimate is like kashmi is so the ultimate gashami is so where do you speak about physical needs in davening tell us when asked that you talk about God when as you start talking about yourself the holiest part of daviding here you should talk about Hashem the hope suchundism is only about Hashem you don't talk a word about yourself because Krishna even more Krishna azer is of God so suddenly I need this I need this I need this I want to be smart I want to be healthy I need money whatever you need I have a dentist appointment I have another appointment Suddenly It's All About Me he says that's the real Vittle in the print of Yehuda there's no separation what is reality mammalia save says you're opening my mouth I'm now a conduit for you the ain't safe could be in the physical and the spiritual God is not any more spiritual than he is physical he's not any more physical than he is spiritual you're infinitely removed from physicality you're also in fully move from spirituality and therefore you're not removed from anything so the bosemite says on one side of reality you have all these walls when you go through you come to the other side of reality and you say there was absolutely literally no separation whatsoever there was no such a thing that you're separated there's no such a thing that you disconnected there's no such a thing you're isolated there's no such a thing that you're lost you're forgotten the very the very question am I forgotten or not is it ready a misunderstanding of the reality it's where there's no dissonance whatsoever that's the truth of that's the truth of yahudah so therefore in davening you speak about all the physical things and yadka your hand of yahudas who created all these Necessities it's not like now I'm living davening I'm leaving learning I went into the business world I went in now I'm eating now there's a separation he says your hand it's your hand it's all your hand to transform Darkness into light so you're there even in that which we call the enemy because it could be an obstacle and yes it has to be Buddhist with your back not with your face but it's your hand that's there it's yehuda's hand that goes all the way into that place that's what he says food and everything else by him is so if the is like physical so then the physical is like that comes out in a revealed way in davening your hand should extend into the nape of the enemy even when you think you're involved in those things which people may call your enemy foreign because then in my Consciousness I could have become detached that's why it has to be buried if you have to know what things you indulge with your face and what things you do but there's a certain distance there's a certain I don't go crazy from it I don't get overwhelmed with it a person needs it and therefore they do it and they do it with intention and they do it with Focus but it doesn't consume my heart if something is missing if something is off I don't go crazy for me this is not where my my passion my soul foreign he says is based on the idea that I'm not living in full Oneness and full Oneness there's absolutely there can't be any any separation whatsoever and that's the difference why he says the first three is mamale and you would save [Music] what allows there to be this and that the brothers should come to this place of Yehuda you do have we want Reuben to come there and Sherman to come there and leave it to come there meaning even my seeing and my hearing and the relationship that comes from above they should all reach they should all understand and experience complete Oneness he continues in the words he says your hand is in the name of your enemies the sons of your father will all bow down to you because he will be the king is bowing is also a concept of when you want to sometimes give something to somebody bowing down is almost like you're extending the flow downwards you're taking your stature and you're lowering it there's the concept of bowing where I'm surrendering to you and then the concept of bowing right like sometimes when you're thanking number one and then the person is bringing down their flow into a lower space foreign [Music] charity and kindness to give life to the humble ones anyone who's involved in kindness with compassion for poor people for Orphans for people who are needy this person is called beneath the child of your father because the father is the emotion of compassion and the child the child means that which is born from the father was born from compassion the actions of is the son of the Father the child The Offspring the result of compassion which is sadakh foreign like the father needs the mother the husband needs the wife so who are the children of the father again the child is the one who receives from the father those who are immersed in Tyler so he said two things which comes from of which is compassion and those who are involved in Tada because Avast so he says the sons of your father will bow down to you the children of your father is those who are immersed in tighter which is the father enigma which is based on the compassion of the father they will bow down to you what does it mean bow down to you they will bring you out they will be Mama they will draw out your own potential Leo is notes that the beginning will come out in the end your oven will come on that gives the power the muscle tone to the soul to arouse love to arouse or oven shipment and Levy all the way down till Yehuda which is a Dao Bittle so when you bow down there's two elements in Balance bowing down I'm just asking you for a favor so to speak so I'm doubting that I'm surrendering but there's a deeper element of bowing down which you're actually bringing out to the power of the person you're bowing down to it's not just they need it's not just you need them they need you too I'm giving the person a certain power you're empowering them you're giving them it says he bow down to Joseph he wants to empower Yosef also not just because Joseph was a malach I seven times a Jews those are the two pillars of Judaism somebody who's involved in Torah learns China constantly and is involved in what that does is it brings out the kayak of Yehuda which is in other words that the soul should be able to go on this journey of rouven and shiman and levian yud it needs energy it's a certain Serenity you need it's a certain Clarity to engage in this whole thing right a very personal person I'm stressed I'm over one but I don't even know what you want with all of this the soul needs to have the openness what's the openness for this so alive that's saturated with learning China this is what gives the an efforts the power to be able to engage and begin this journey of roof and shim and label all the way from the beginning to the end that's why he says they will bring it out in you they will reveal in you this ability because without paying Millis all these words it becomes empty it doesn't have a foundation it doesn't have like for a person to reach a certain place they have to have the energy for it they have to have the stamina for it they have to have the inner says is what allows a person to be able to go on this journey they came and then through this your brothers will come to the place of yahoodah that you should be able to be yahudah in other words that your potential should be brought out fully not just remain concealed but it should be after it should be you it should really be you in other words it's something that you could see visibly that this yahudah becomes a a real experience where there's really no dissonance where there's really no separation between Heaven and Earth between the physical and the spiritual between higher and lower there's no place where you're not one because in yahuddin there's an absolute Oneness with the ancient because there's no separation whatsoever that's the bit of Messias of of Yehuda Commissioners by elelas was explained before the word maida comes that's why we bow down there right says is the physical approximation of what bittel looks like you have a physical bowing down but then there's the spiritual bowing down emotional bowing down meaning I I don't have to hold up my stature when a person stands straight I'm holding up my stature right bowing down as I could surrender my stature I don't have to defend anything I don't have any defense mechanisms that can only do of this real trust the ultimate he says is inside of Kalam where Heaven and Earth are the one are one rookies and gashmias are equal because you want to know if this if there's growth and Soviet probably if it's real infinite there's also infinite growth but that itself is infinite I guess grows through us vicariously yeah mammala is from the perception of separatism and the slavy right but he says in Yehuda it's complete I don't know because right because if the person doesn't begin with Reverend Sherman and Levy so first of all it's very difficult even to understand and experience this but even if theoretically a person could it leaves them behind it's like we spoke earlier with starting shiman without your oven right when you tell somebody you don't exist on the other side of the wall you'll see that but on this side and then I have to protect myself so if I could just tell if you tell somebody to save if there's normally what happens with my identity it's it's left behind so it's going to backfire roof and shiman and Levy includes the whole person you understand what I'm saying it integrated in the whole person if not the person himself is Left Behind either MS savement but that has to include mammala kalaman also [Music] reach so after the avoid of Malik allowment now there's a deeper avoid of seven of Kalama okay ah what'd you say yeah that's the involvement uh it's interesting you're saying that he says you can't do without a you can ask also by chakras it says that uh if you come by burger right you could skip them is that they never skipped even when they came late right even when they came late ah or not to come late very good but even when they came the minute by many accident was never to skip even if they're holding barcode not to skip any part of the oven huh the Morgan of ram already says right that it's better not to ah even though hallologically you could but but certainly however you do it certainly the way they instituted is you see that's the but without stack of the reason why it's brought a mug enough room in other places not to skip because when Astra needs that introduction The Beatles you can't have that level of Oneness if you don't work through your differences right ah no when it's also packages the first part of Christmas second part of Christmas shiman [Music] okay