Don't Bet on the Wrong Horse - G-d as a Horse Back Rider

the yeshiva dotnet so we'll continue inside today three lines from the bottom page 239 cook off column one tater a right hey suffice McGillis Esther cough cough cough cough cough column one on the bottom three lunch from the bottom or page 239 her name Shalu after explaining at playing the muscle with the chaff and the straw and the kernel and the husk protecting the kernel throughout growth and then maturity allows the kernel to be independent she says her name Shalu all this was the Marschallin of sugars hagia image slay Musa giggle a person reaches maturity spiritual maturity as I who dove abouts Musa Musa is born then he becomes connected in the core essence of Hashem in the Atmos the Quorum owes in the essence mama shava show the garment and also call a type of our sucks all the reasons the flavors and the comprehensions share are you sure Shia military which previously was a custodian and a guard for the fruit Tellem now they become nullified the knife limb and they fall away with initial eating in levar Neiman Hannah Scalia because now one reaches one touches the concept the reality the experience of matzah says love of a name on that we spoke before of complete oneness Komori Cain the same is true mama the LaMotta of the service' delaila initial okok just as it's true but sad avoid over the person the same is true so above mill milo LaMotta from Hashem's perspective so to speak the big hill in the beginning of avoid the nasa Russa delaila Venus Gaius businesses as we explained as a result of the person's own gayest own sense of exhort the sense of aloof in a sense of value of dignity it mirrors it but it's mirrored also above a vehicle rom al colgar Masha Hashem sense of exaltedness to disregard and to separate negativity from the world but even though it's at infinity you could say everything you know nothing occupies a space like the spider so that's all in the stage 1 - k as businesses who are nicker mites with heavenly milah even above it's called the chaff and the straw but they Shia days Allah a pillar be recovered with Killian - so that the divine light should not fall should not get lost through the mould eNOS and the heat very unique a socket sign in via Clippers with Fischer Rommel card which basically a shams light wood can be manipulated through hit seinem through the externals through the Clippers to the shells it could be used in a counterproductive way it's unique a second sign it means when the external forces nurture they get their nurture like suckling snare Yannick they suck from the milk of the divine and it's used in their own way and the light therefore ends up in mold it ends up it ends up being destroyed manipulated so therefore you need the divine shaft so to speak to protect itself but for our fashion middle areas are dual it's a big guy all men one's the light that was planted the ozone Willits I think has now matured like the kernel Zoya's sometimes calls it Sadiq by all men alive in all the world's ain't sorry Allah penis mites for tevin's that one does not need this drawer because luckily the calls Montelena carry pot to minimizer indeed as long as the pile has not been smooth after the complete separation from the between the kernels and the chaff there's still the exemption of my surviving Commission is maria leal has explained the dialer maven this will be enough for you understand so right right yeah it could be manipulated they could just use it for its own benefits so you need exactly right right for though and that's the shot atomic awesome seriously is by gases should be Nisha Bushman is so we now conclude that's the meaning that the Talmud custom needs that sense of holiness and eighth of an eighth what's an eighth of an A through hey looks I'm a stolid because of course 8 times 8 is 64 so then eighth of an eighth represents a halex Amidala but Veloce looks a McGee mo it's not a 63rd part it's a 64th part because 63rd part whoo-hoo gasps the word samus gimel which is 63 is the same letters like the word gas which means arrogant thick dense course I thought we came but hey look some adalat but in the 64th fraction part years women are gaseous there is an element of of gaseous of holiness I'm Nam a truly Kasasa the Shibuya Volta and that's where the Gemara means that he carotid crowns him like the beard of the stork crowning and protecting the colonel in the stalk finish my ass relay it crowns my crowns him by authority it's a crown the gayest visnoh so zoom is an ish memory called over a because this actually protects them and encompasses and protects them from all detrimental behavior which is all based on real sense of self value of a high Loomis goggles or the person can grow deeper and deeper until they're ready for removing the chaff but you can't remove the chaff too early oka Mike in the Milo the same is mirrored or so above actually a lawyer does a rural at Sabich the penis artery the gayest alien the light that's planted for that side of the light of our Shem is protected with doctora the crown of gayest alien of the exaltedness commercial Asif Hashem Allah gave us love age Hashem is king he dresses himself with exaltedness he puts on all the bush of galas with fairy pets and olive wood chef Gaius Allah which is like a chaff it's a lavage the beard the brittle the stiff griddle around the kernels are a lavage that's what a little mite sizzle abortion that's all you take over the lavash him you take over the garments because you want the real material the core of the material so Hashem mawa Gaius lavash he dresses himself in a sense of exaltedness that lavage is necessary as long as there are the CLE poised that want to nurture from the infinite energy which because it's so beyond it's so beyond so therefore darkness doesn't occupy space like those in occupy space so you have to so to speak restrict it restricted only to righteous and good places that's all the beginning of our void right yeah yeah yeah exactly yeah yeah both see who this is the deeper meaning of apostasy eval Souza my Courvoisier Yeshua one of the prophets of the Jewish people who lived it's not so clear when he lived but he probably lived during the first base I McNish although there's there are other opinions was his name was havoc like Habakkuk is one of the shorter prophets from the tray Oscar from the 12 shorter prophecies in the safer of the book of the knife called three awesome and Habakkuk speaks about Jewish history and he glorifies the past and he describes he says Tasha kisser Cavazos aha when you ride on your horses Markovic akka Yahshua your chariots have become a issuer a source of salvation of help and the MER Ferrum interpreted as referring to different stages of Jewish because the beginning of that PASOK says do you get angry at rivers have been a harem ha ha ha never acceptable Yama do you get angry at rivers does your wrath extend to the sea why would you when you split the sea or the Jordan Payard then when the Jews have to go through the AMA go Tara to stroll they went from the Jordan and the Jordan split like you're angry at the sea obviously we weren't angry at the sea it's just you wanted to help the Jewish people and that's Rican cludes he says when you ride kisser cuff when you ride on your horses your chariot has become a salvation so many interpret it as the moment of of Korea Sam Soph or other moments that were similar but what is the metaphor Hashem riding on horses we know Pyrrha was riding on horses and it says Seussville a boy Rama VII what's this metaphor of Hashem riding on a horse and your chariot becomes a source of salvation Susa paint base poem says he doesn't say your singular horse your horses in the plural not suka but su seja that's two horses the high new base poem sag now the word sauce is gonna be interesting numerical value the word sources sama love sama right so the high new base for mhmm sac so that is twice sad because su says some of his 60 and the other sama has 60s you have to some others so you have 120 and then you have evolved which is six you have 126 samatha gimel is 63 how much is two times some animal two times 63 again 163 and 63 is 126 so the word source which is 126 is 2 times the word sag we explained sag is the same letters like gas the holiness the arrogance that's where the governor says he has to have an eighth of an eighth why an eighth of an eighth one or seventh of the seven what's the size with eighth of an eighth only Sabbath dollar a 64th 6030 reading would be too big so twice sag summer gimel or gas is now on a deeper level there's gonna be now reference to some this this particular period it's going to be very mystical and cabbalistic in terms of phraseology so even if you don't get all the points that's fine because it's difficult it's complex I'll try to explain at least we should get the perspective even if you don't get every detail don't be discouraged because it's it's hard stuff he shames sagnik do sure you do I show how valuable Milly Alice and if you don't understand something you can ask there's a name of our Shem known as shamed sag the name of sad it's how viable Milly Aleph which means in the writings of Jewish mysticism of Kabbalah and sinners history Ariza Tyra society you'll often refer to four names of Hashem they're known as Shane ma shame sag shame ban shame of shame mom means the name of 45 shame ban the name of 52 shame saga the name of 63 which is relevant here shame over the name of 72 whether these names come from it's basically four ways of how to write out a shams name of you'd and hay and vovan a we write it out fully you'd and hay and then vovan hay which is youth cave of K is 26 but what if you write it out fully which means you'd you don't just spell as a youth but as you pronounce it you'd write you this you'd love Dalit when you write it out fully when you say it when we write our you'd so for convenience sake we just write our you and then we make up a little mark we write a how you write a hey you right but if you really want to write out hey right how do you spell hey hey love love or hey there's four ways of spelling it and that makes four names forty five fifty to sixty three seven eight oh so for example if you spell it you devolve hey Alice love love love hey Alice you'd hey love Hey all with olives then you'll end up with the 45 you could see it I mean you may want to trust me but I'll show it to you you'd evolved dolly this 20 right you distend over 6 4 so 10 + 6 + 4 is 20 hey Aleph would be 6 CF 26 the last hey will again be 6 CF 26 + 6 is what 32 so how are we getting from 32 to 45 from 32 to 40 5 is 13 right above olive off so you got 45 then there is the way you write it out and you have shame ban 52 then there's the way you write it out and you have shame of 72 in order to get shame sag he says is javea be melee Aleph which means that the it's you'd and then hey with a good hey hey good because you could spell hey hey Aleph hey hey hey you'd it's all the accurate spellings hey right hey how do you spell hey with a while usually right so that's how you'd you can also spell of love of love a love of love you'd love so shame of is when everything is you'd shame sagas you have hey you'd but you have the Verve of our love and then you'll end up having 63 yeah I think that's how it works let me just make sure your would be 20 hey you'd would be 15 so that would be 35 another 15 the last hey you it would be 50 and now we need another 13 so it's love I'll evolve which is 63 that's those if you'll take you'll replace that I love with a you love you devolve you'll end up having your 7d - so that's how it works whenever you see Shane Mishima now this not just you know a cute way of getting different numbers the point is that there are different ways in other words there are different ways Hashem communicates you to cave of paint in the world scores a lot a lot yes Segarra Shasha yeah interests are so this is a big topic so every every name represents something for example ma is the geometry of Adam Adam is 45 bond 52 think about your Bahama Bay same ma is 52 so it becomes extremely significant what it represents why there's an olive why there's a hey why there's our youth yeah so it's not just it works on paper with numbers it's a representation of a particular manifestation of God's name in the world for different method here we're talking about samejima sad shapes odd so here's who are viable milli Aleph when he says a vial me I love means behind look I don't mean everything is been merely olive because the hey is familiar halyard the hey is filled with a you're not with an Aleph by my it's filled with an olive by Saget's filled with you but but I know cashier evolved - a my valuable milli Aleph the verb of the youth cave of K comes with an olive it gets filled with an olive you can right verb just as well when you can write valve of olive oil for hard Ramez buzzer the intimation is engine Lupino serum Emma's lamb chef Alyona before the shame of a illogical emission arrived it represents exaltedness as we said gas sag means arrogance horniness gases are holiness so this is a vehicle so to speak the holiness of the divine Hashem Malik Gaius lavash the exaltedness lamb shall join above of the shame of a lion it represents the concept of aromas of exaltedness gas for the ham circle you're in above of the shame of I love is like a flow of energy like a line that comes down that the divine flow slow young shaka Earlham Isha inner joy that the light which is infinite everyone can access from it the light should only go to places that are worthy of it and that's what the mites is that's what destroys whom I play tennis against canal behind openness sag big Ducie this is saggin holiness vu gas vapor Aspen which is the word gas when the letters are reversed vahana has so sirisha shumou Mottola Milo this is the first horse that goes upward he is not so super famous alia mama Ptolemy lakiya do exaltedness is basically a form of going up from a lower place to a higher place the person feels higher visa ruse Adela a Lisette this experience by our shamba Mothma saseru syndulla SATA comes from the person's avoider the cleanest gases the Talmud car can be a seaman NASA is not sure Thomas Holcomb exalts us so he picks himself up you look at yourself and you say I'm not nothing I'm not valueless and this is the beginning of a visor session for a person to be able to truly lift himself up to be able to appreciate his infinite and indispensable value and dignity Manasseh is now free to lift up your soul as we're gonna see what's a horse a horse those who go horseback riding or went horseback riding or were well experienced with horseback riding know there's something unique cover the horse the person gets on the horse and the horse can take the person to heights and will soon see also lows that are extremely extremely steep and the horses were that they're good at this they made at this in ancient times and even in contemporary times people who deal with horses there's a unique relationship between the rider and the horse horses are extremely sensitive animals they know if you're if you're a leader or you're a follower they know if you're in a mood of leadership or you're in a mood of a fear you know there's people who get on a horse and they're saying V Dewey and they ready right there last will and then there's people who have I don't want to say became one with their horse but there's an integration there there's a relationship and the horse knows it immediately and the horse is a follower that's what a horse is supposed to be yet the horse takes you to places that you can never go on your own the heights the mountains and slopes not cliffs it's not a than a mountain goat for the slopes that it goes with the speed and alacrity as the horse runs and gallops is extraordinary spiritually psychologically the horse then represents lifting up the person lifting up the soul so soos is two times gasps we'll soon see why two times because there is the one below and the one above like we said is the gases here and then that creates in heaven a similar a similar reality there shouldn't be Avraham yachts and women are you schmuck so he says but as i nemr that's when the Navi says he's Serie A Lucetta my Courvoisier yoshua when you ride on your horses you chariot which of course the horse leads the chariot MacAvoy Sesa becomes a yeshua Shia schewe me you had this the Knesset Istanbul vaudeville oh you cobbler Italian Mitama now in the chamber of the King you can have spiderwebs why if a person would come into the chamber of the king and enemy he would fight it but the spiderweb it's not noticeable it's so small it becomes insignificant lagaa by Hashem is absolute infinity what's the difference between the Tzadik and the russia between the light and the darkness it would seem completely insignificant and therefore in a paradoxical way they can get nurture like we said after amma vena was so big yesh mall can also hang around because he's very so not small and when you're so big when you're so large when you're so infinite you know spider webs can gather because of your bigness so when the Tama kharkom lifts himself up caballo Kailash mo so lifts himself abuzz Amin he lifts himself up he develops that husk that shaft to protect the oil that it shouldn't go to the wrong places it shouldn't go it shouldn't go to a show sometimes big big people inadvertently but negative elements could get nurture from them not because they're smokers they're big if they would be small they would be more nitty-gritty more picky or discriminative sometimes very very big people they just see the big picture and in that process a lot of small things can happen because they're so big there's a special you need a zoom in you need a momager zooming out and zooming in and each has a tremendous advantage zooming out gives you the full picture but zooming in then allows you you know to nitpick literally nitpicking now the less time for nitpicking unless you're a nitpicker good luck and you see this even you know how people deal with money how people deal with everything they're people as they're on mom says they're by nature does very stingy you know it's always zooming in like they don't they notice everything they notice every mistake in the world and then these people who notice almost nothing it's like hey hey hey wake up you gotta be grounded and each one has a beauty to it when they're married to with each other it's love with it so so this is caballos oh so this is the gas on two levels Sosa's twice gasps there's the suits that picks you up and therefore you says no I don't want this dirt I'm not gonna let this in my life it's a little thing it's it's worth something I put into myself something I see you discriminate you get rid of all the dirt because you see your value you see your dignity you don't want to have any poison in your life that's number one gas and number two gas supplies gas number two gases it creates the same thing Allah my Allah above Hashem okay is love it so when you have Mecca voice after yushua it becomes on your Schulich necess is so and not to show you micelles so spheroid I'm of a yam that's exactly Korea Sam some other did you say Hashem took the source and the rider Rama vayam what's remove I am yes we finish Rama base in yharnam in Russian Kurdish and in Aramaic I remove my may has two interpretations one is Indian remembers exaltedness with the a laughing in ash locker throwing Rama could come from the word run aloof right Rommel Koga an exalted remem us but Rama can also mean hurl throwing ash llaha Seussville a for Adama var : en effet de la fisheye they Isuzu miss Raymond through the worst one is uplifted the horse takes you to Heights where you cannot if you mean you could try to hike but at some point you're gonna get exhausted the horse simply has that that staying power that endurance that strength and that alacrity unless it's in a bad mood because you put in a bad mood or it's not feeling well but a horse that's functioning well you get uplifted commercial Kossoff ki gaga so we say a she relish am ki Gorger what's going us as the targum gaya al gave us Ania he's exalted above the arrogant ones ki Gaga sufi right he's exalted above the arrogant ones commercial cursive remark all going for a zine EMA then we say Rama Jakob Elia Kazan canal the pasta Canyon Shia quoted earlier in para gimel that when your hand is uplifted booyaka saw you and Irish are you will not see the energy initialism am called micawber's pirate a sailor so the chariots of Perry and his army with throw and cast into the sea Val call me Tom Assad Commission is very well based on one reason the map na hai Rehman was Yahweh Lee Clow ocupada from this sense of exaltedness there's a concept of Hakka pada pada means you nitpick your Mac bit shallow year unique ever seen Aslam missionary I do not want that something that's unworthy should get unique I should get nurture and here's but a mackerel and then it's not necessary should get for me become Alva down and therefore sues rewrite very Rama through the exaltedness you had the Rama there hurling in of pyrite who cannot now get you Nika from kedusha cannot nurture from holiness why because the leaks were sealed all the leaks that were something the person has a lot of leaks in life they were sealed and that always comes from a certain sense of exaltedness so your life becomes airtight right in a person's life sometimes there's a time you have to go to your day and go through your day and see where the leaks are you know there's an hour here that I have for now with it is an hour they're here I lie here i gossip here I go to websites I shouldn't go to here I stumble East my time and do nothing here I get stuck in politics here I get stuck in this issue yeah whatever it is and then you know you see when people are exalted sometimes to certain positions they can't afford that anymore and their life becomes airtight not airtight in a sense of uptight that's that's the opposite extreme that that's the difference it's hard for big people to be up there it's not up kinda more open they see the bigger they see the bigger picture they're not detail-oriented the problem is right when you're not airtight uptight people nothing passes them but it really no it's like at all every car that goes by I notice and you gotta pay your fee and say Kenema sugar mark I mean you can go crazy from it because I can't you ignore some stuff and there's this there's a virtue in life to that so it's a very sensitive combination and the ballot Anya here is saying that it's basically called at shaft that's basically protecting the kernel in other words it's not to become appetite it's ordered to be able to make sure that the energy is going in the right places because with the big people you see sometimes with their children very big people sometimes their children suffer a lot because they don't know you know a father is not about being global a father's about being local right and sometimes when fathers become global it's very nice for the rest of the world but not for the people who need you know they just need you to sit on the floor and play ball huh monopoly okay it's becoming local it's becoming small it's restricting your energy so that's the moist that's the shaft the lavash that restricts the energy here are the a maihotra the AV says holy so you have to finish the sentence on your own so you have to use your imagination here I think what he's saying is yeah I also got stuck there ain't may have having and then it's not hash which means necessary the word hacker commercial coders like bulk Oracle Ithaca they make it's not necessary that from infinite energy all the Clippers will get nurtured because there was the there was the he Surkov al su second there was the sous which is twice AG twice cos you're gaseous creates gases above when a person lifts himself up all the worlds get uplifted can I offer the ribbon - let them himself so to speak lifts himself up rum I'll call volume as the univee says your death or Rama and then bow bow Hashem Rama yoga and then bali a kazillion vis el shamah Ramon and this is the deeper meaning of hammam who tells Akash various your V love hush Malthus when a kashfaris wants to reward the man who was kind to him and saved his life so Hamid suggests let them bring the Royal garment and he suggests a royal crown he suggests all over the Royal accompaniments including soo Sasha Rockefeller vermelha the horse on which the King rides and take this man and place him on the horse dressed up in the Royal garments and let somebody lead him through the streets of Shushan and say Kaka ya a seller ish a share hemella of a speaker I love the creative aporia this is what should be done to the man whom the king wants to honor who the king wants the glorified now on the most basic level we all know what happens Harmon is just trying to have this come to him because who does the king wanna honor besides me and in turn it's one of the poems is one of the when a boy who's one of the transformations where he ends up doing this for Mordecai is arch enemy the man is trying to get rid of and kill but now we're going to take it from a describe it from a more spiritual point of view the Gomorrah says a fascinating thing Peter SHhhh stahma mellersh and misgovernment Gilles estimate I'm as acavano more comical his vertical cuz I'll tell us whenever it says hemella in McGillis a stirred just the King it's a hint literally means the King Akashi Irish but it's a remiz it's a hint from Ellis Malcolm Locker McCulloh Morocco for ahsha so when it says soos a shockable of hemella the horse on which the King rides it's also intimating a deeper meaning a deeper interpretation a shell well the cockney crab mellitus tom that's what the commode with the humerus says it's because that's why he's really called hemella doesn't the king why they play show mammoths Chloe the Clovis collage pouch was that silly read seriously a commercial customer who's a mouthful scholar long he's called the king because the king it represents the king that is a king in every situation and in every place and in every reality and in every experience the king is not the king of Persia or the King of Denmark or the King of Great Britain the King of England but rather we talk about hemella the king in other words it encompasses all of his councilors all of the world's mahasaya your mouth Liske extends call a lemon in every situation all the world all realities and hid the concept of Sasha Rockefeller lamella there's the horse upon which the King rides there's such a horse which King hemella lamella that Mela Hakodesh burrows who the horse on which she runs what is the meaning of this it's gonna be some reference system America's all here with with mystical interpretations I'm gonna go through it I want to get to the main point the Indian shamballa cuz I really thought I'll sue seinem isomerize ow the gomorrah says in the surface of a desert of chemo tomorrow asks what does Hashem do at night first he discusses what he does that by day they said what does he do at night so one of the opinions is listen to what a sham does every night he goes horseback riding to the gomorrah says for a desert of Gitmo what else should what else should he do ah good question for every person the same concept of respect over the Kadosh Baruch inverter who raised the whelk roof cow surely he has a very light horse meaning you know the Cossacks will have the real horses it's a light horse it's a crew foul crew bizarre chariot on my cover at the wood crew of cow means it's light light here means gates of Flint it's easy it's not heavy it's not lethargic you know there are runners and there are runners there are horses and there are horses those who know horses there's a system to the system that ahkamat says you know it craps is like we don't show a lot of time the clouds to my craft I get a mikvah and a steed soup and then it's truant and then Estrella mera yeah he's just saying either shy heat zoomtext last month it was resigned in stick mitzvah track the donners dictionary of sharpest option against the iron but the Jew is thinking of going to work there's a Jew Sunday thinks on Monday what should he do on Tuesday Wednesday thinks away it's Thursday Friday zeref sharpest forget let's just let's just call it a week right a crew foul means a light a light Shariat so what is a sham do at night the Gemara says he goes riding on this light chariot with sharp eared Casella for Lamas which flies at gallops through 18,000 worlds and then of course the camera has a posit the exhibit says until him Summerfest wrath haveli kill the chariot of Hashem is read by tsiyon rebus I am is 20,000 alf a chignon but 2,000 are seen on the camera says chignon is the same letters like to share a non mm you have to subscribe so you're left with 18,000 now obviously here you have a classic case where you can't understand this Gomorrah without appreciating the world of metaphor the world of parables so perish one level of understanding this is a Kadesh Buraku hi new penis I'm shocked I'm in a hell of legume al invader law well the cognition recovers Baraka malmö this kilometres galleon a cottage baroque was a combination of two world - were two words are Kadesh and vertical Kadesh means aloof holy sacred sublime baroque is grafted broker is in mission is a maverick as a Geffen is you bend the tree hum shahe even they have an Hebrew a break I as a pool why is it called breaker becuase the water from the source is now gathered it's drawn into a into a into a pool into a cavity into a sister into a bird so how car dishes borrow whose I'm Chaka from Helen to give way look I connect with me Alma this Cassie from a concealed state to a revealed state filly I see in a Scottish I moved oh look a nurse Helen who ball with a giver is since it's something that it's essentially beyond to bring it out la caja Duke mu King and I receive ulcers so the example for this my Cazalas always horseback riding why shy they receive a zoo Holika Melissa miss gallon buckets local area historically we know when the King were the general of the commander wanted her well we would say show off here it's not showing off but he would want to display the the Valor of the country the glory of the army what would he do yeah all the paintings Napoleon huh and George Washington and all arm all all all great leaders whether benevolent ones or dictators but the artists always understood you got to paint them on the horse yeah Putin always Putin has a lot of pictures of horseback riding without a shirt what why it's sometimes it represents this the might of the country what you represent and in a way that everybody's season can do this in the privacy of your room so that's the way it comes out in physical mundane realities but the metaphor is that the commercial Hakadosh barukh Oaxaca Dodge is kodesh a move though it's infinitely beyond the borrow is coming out I'm Chaka accessing it so the great Marshall for this is riding on a horse Kathlyn ila fix if he may Hashem release eval I've count the number of Shia says a Shem is riding on a light cloud once again the cloud is light because abuzer in you're much of a vertical race about proof cow that's what the Gomorrah uses the expression crew cow in a Vedas I read of Gitmo allied chariot or penis crew of cow one of the interpretations in the light Sharon hi knew in his mouth was that solution I love my look alumina Thomas what's called what makes it light is a divine world known as mouth was the quality of Malthus Allah which is the lowest spirit the lowest characteristic of our zilla's jameelah which uplifts man my in neuquén is the feminine water is devoid of earnest rhombus of all the souls with niekirk roof cloud it's called a light a light chariot who could do masseuse leg abeja relative like the horse relative to the rider commercial kosaki sick of al su Sakharov there are two horses you ride on your horse why - we explained that a horse does it lifts up a person to place as he can't reach on his own excel penis Susa BAE's sure you're the other viola novel but here we have the second horse which also takes you down to places you can't go on your own she heirs with me roots us a sous based Varda horseback riders know that when you have a good horse who wrongs there's two different experiences Alif LAAM omotola milan bays you read the same a mile alum at number one is the horse is taking you upward you're on the bottom you get onto that horse and in seconds you're up that slope you're up that mountain if you would have hiked i don't know how long that would have taken you and on the horse you're up there and it goes higher and higher and higher and higher and doesn't tire fast but then there's the opposites going down to places where the horse can take you with such speed and such depth that you couldn't do on your own or it would only come with tremendous effort and time lets you just behind the base farming sod and that's the two times AG Aleph oil above my lesser enemas Vikas canal various vanilla Matamata there is the going up of the source that's one element and then there's accessing it coming down but my moods at Madaba verbatim a Drago's when he says kiss circle also said he speaks about both Aleph Binion are you read the VAR doing coming out the manifestation the revelation whoo-hoo Borisovich roof couch alloy that's the writing on the light Shariat vibe base being in halia and ascending wooby Michonne Marva shut betrayal affirm illumise and that's where the gomorrah says he goes into eighteen thousand worlds this crew foul which represents coming down so called a light chariot and then there's the going up in the eighteen thousand with what's eighteen thousand that gamma shame protein miss Furillo masala dollar of sillas MBR generally we speak of for world at citizen breeds CRC is over there at clown I hope but there are crowd Hiawatha man generally we speak of for world specifically there are 18,000 the ash table michael madsen assalam optima Excellus they exist above at Silla slower than Epsilon's via talkin martians dropped the word shocked flying's bane valium axle islam eylem excellence Mamie did the maxilla slow illumise whether you're going higher you're going lower you can always you to use the word shut shabam with the new Clairvaux the cleaners similar Kimsey Shalimar because the correct of LA Kim rebus I am alpha Shin and I know you test Elif dari 18,000 lines commercial cost Commission is buyer by Sofia Coppola as all this is explained in the swaram of Kabbalah vedalam of course you don't want to fall off the horse but know about somebody who knows that a horse price knows had a horn somebody who becomes integrated with a horse so the horse is not you the horse is always distinct but the horse becomes a complete conduit for the person real horseback riding is this almost complete symmetry between the rider and the horse real horseback riders know this there's such a deep relationship so to speak between the person and the horse say the horse becomes an extension on extension of the person's power so sauce is twice gas soos is twice gas because the gas below creates the gas / above always here this - horses Kasich about su second this is the worst going up the exaltedness that we spoke about the exaltedness he says the 18000 worlds and then there's the horse going down which in the spiritual metaphor which means the revelation the way godliness comes out the way that leader comes out on his horse to display the power to display the glory the way the exaltedness comes out it comes out which as I explained above Superboy Rama vayam right as he gets uplifted so then power could be thrown into the sea because the Clippers will not receive nurture so hummin says your veal of woosh mouth was and the Susur Rockefeller vermelha hummin is looking for the horse that the king is riding on ha maan wants the wars that the king is riding on as the Gomorrah says hemella qui first hotshot so this was pretty little mystical abstract but let's now see the continuation of this which brought down what's the horse world right so that's the sense of exaltedness like we said the horse lifts you up it's when the person could lift himself up and so to speak Hashem dresses up in that garment of exaltedness right right right is the GU Yvonne Chaka LaMotta the opposite direction is revealing it below bringing it down bringing it down that the world's can feel it the world's can experience it we were discussing in the previous murmur that you know endeavor we can also experience us right yeah yeah yeah you know both positive experiences yeah yeah yeah see social hovering in this social Vimala Ashley beef wrap with all your empathy flames a locket is one who rises what does all this mean that there is a sawhorse on which the royal King rides and the Casals say it happens every night every night our sham is on a horse how do we understand this that's what he says keyframes all it happens but call you I'm the Gemara says every night he's on a horse what is this should be a mitzvah to go horseback riding at night to mimic Hashem right he dumped it with Rocco what does this mean for gamba cloud the whole out fishing in the half hour we want to speak about every day but what does this also mean for all of history 6000 years of the world hey he may honor a hymn called the halls man we see that in every generation and in every period of time yes - Gilly Allah coos LaMotta but LM her shuffle Solano gam cane machine ooh yay a phantom China we see in every generation and in every period of time that godliness is revealed viola ma shuffle also in our world in our lowly humble world but in different ways what does this mean it's different ways.the he may the may have annoy him in the times of the chameleon are you pin is Gilley Allah coos but terrible path the mission of Attalla mode shall I call your penis Gilly Allah Kasbah - Zaire the limo tarisha bell pepper darisha Carmela in the generation of car no um the chariot the conduit through which godliness was revealed primarily was through Tara Shah Baba the revelation explanation the deduction the elaboration of the oral torah because that's when the whole mission ER and the whole comment was developed the time of the Timaeus we're talking about towards the end of the second base a McNish the first century before the Common Era continuing for the next four five six centuries or seventh centuries when the whole mission and Talmud were developed so he says there was such a that's where godliness with this type of level of godliness intelligible but did not exist in previous generations or provide the gambit 37m can my by intuition how your penis gilja look Elizabeth Irish about / certainly in earlier generations for example the first base a mix dish there was also Turkish about path turned about that comes from Russia and godliness was revealed through it Ellis shallow higher called Castle my bismuth on I am but by the time Ryan it was an explosion during from Martin Taylor Jews have Turkish about that how do you know that villain are black terrible path how do you know that Scott can Asuka is not the glass or that you need a roof doesn't say in homers your oppa and how do we know that creates harder on circuses an asterisk it's tarnish about / there's not a single Mitzvah no mesh that if you without Terry show up a you can understand in other words you can't take nobody can argue that the Commish is a serious document divine and that except Irish about that because then it's a mockery God is giving me a document and it's completely inaccessible there's not a single Mitzvah for Hollywood tough ways bein a NASA put something between your eyes what may be sushi plate off voice yeah write it on the doorposts I would take a pen and write things on my door post there's not a single Mitzvah that without Irish about pay you could make sense of so if you say the whole thing those who would say that this totem is a divine document it's divine tarisha power parity is human it's made up made up by humans besides everything else the logic of it is ridiculous because there's no show yourself without so touching my best part of Jewish history it's part of the fabric of turn of he descried but what happened suddenly at the end of my ashaming machine is Talmud that annoy my Miriam the brilliance the depth infinity so that representing happened the Hashem that time chose to reveal himself through this path and as we're going to see that's what we mean by the horse the horse is Suzaku Alamelu is the venue the method of communication of revelation just as that person gets out on the horse and comes out from hiding and emerges to the world so this is one example of Gilly Ilocos but Vera Marcal when it comes to other things are you kiddin CLG Leah Lopez was mine by history enjoy some of his mom by a shame in other areas not tarnish about path and the first-base are mixed into was a more intense revelation of godliness in different ways Kamiyama fool and avium prophecy that didn't exist by by Shanee by the time i mean am i right tonight man am i right him their their experience with its god come out girl came out through terror through mission at talmud and the whole world that they live in the biased ruined it was also tarnish of a pen god came out through it you're having a moiré and all the things that dove it taught and Shlomi taught and amber know yahoo taught in different sun Hedren taught but it's a few little not little but a few individual things something there was a nuclear like a literally a nuclear explosion but in BIOS mission there were other things then there was gilja lucas through Novoa prophecy the gomorrah says that there wouldn't a vm to fly a Miata mitzrayim there were 1.2 million Jewish prophets we only have 48 because they only wrote down the prophecies that were necessary leaders for generations 1.2 million prophets prophesy was then the way that God was being experienced there was a time of Navarra later it went in the world the world of Toyota but the virus trishna was niveau and of who were meant the immediate intimate experience of God experiential experiential experiential navour yeah part of it and that's why I avoid d'asaro was so rampant Tobias tuition why because without an immediate experience of God you weren't part of the club you weren't part of the clique the problem is was kedusha and he disciplined you got a tame you got to be airtight so I fighters ro was basically reaching higher states of consciousness through techniques that didn't require your moral discipline very important stuff today it's reflected in all those who are doing weed and marijuana and drugs and and getting stoned and inebriated in order to feel close they don't want to do it through the path that takes work and this and real avoider I want the fast hi I want to feel good I want to numb my pain and bias tradition that was a very desert all their pagan orgies and everything they were involved in it was ways of reaching higher states of consciousness without the tedious process that Navarre requires because its condition because there's no replacement for truth there's no replacement for truth especially the car rims and in dasa ms is not a mare in other words if I asked you we were you last night at 11 o'clock I should say if your wife asks you we were last met 11 o'clock I don't mean you I mean somebody right if you're gonna lie how many places were you last night in a billion a trillion endless if you're gonna say the truth you were in one place lies are infinite so to speak not infinite but there's a lot of diversity because it's not true if it's true which one so a mess is always one you can't Forge ms you can't replicate it if it's replicated and forward it's not the truth so bias tradition had its way of experiencing God neva by is shaming that's bias Tricia the end of body shaming suddenly everything changed now they the Gili Eliquis came after tarnish about party he says it k no no Ryan what do we see she knew you a fandom of cleaners gilja Lacoste there's different ways in which a sham comes out at Shan dirty melaka very clap no two generations are ever similar Shahbandar is Emma's Gaelic husband over there but there is a bit of rock store denarian site every generation Hashem reveals himself in a different way and you have to know what that venue is you have to know what that channel is not that there's no other channels they're always diverse channels no channel ever gets stuffed up but the primary place of truth where you gonna find out of course we're gonna find godliness every generation has its unique channels this is breath Chi to write this I operate cut Shapiro's Emma's garlic husband / Z or commotion or a machinery a fine and big Elia Lucas damn Arthas Menethil am i right it's not just biased written by a neat a time afterwards you see constantly changes whoo-hoo but may I go anymore gilja look who's bringing in a cell for my show your cleaners Gillick husbands man apply scheme I can't mine of chakra into my hair is very amiable eat Isis the times of the you know our Jewish history works you have the tango um you have the Miami Ryan that Miriam ends in the fifth century of the last row bonnets for I would goes to the era of the the continues till the 10:00 till the end of the nine hundreds and then you have the era of the reshawna so he says the Gilley Allah curse during this man of the gunman was in a different way then it came out in this man I pushed him that's after them called the cat my name there is none like the wreath Robyn Hitchcock alphys from Fez Morocco it's called the rabbit's a golfer's dear if or the Rambam Maimonides so the riff is the 11th century the Rambam is a 12th century by Leia Taurus is the 13th century and the 14th century while there is a Holika wish Tommy Mottola diary in every generation this change is ad gamba dirty sock Lorraine and Mike Raven was my name and even the last generations very close to our time this is being said in 1806 topic of sama cloth are you Chanel Farnum hired by module adore so many different ways from generation to generation Archer Buderus hallelu until these generations Iker Gilly aleko super mitzvahs de las casas de the primary method in which godliness comes out this in the midst of Camilla Sodom which means helping people aspiring people giving people okay because uber Z but this is in terms of generations but it goats it goes more it goes more it becomes more detailed yes man very spotty every day is different sometimes every hour is different there's an individual time shaker gilja la koo super tiller now the main way in which godliness is revealed this to trilha vs aces man pro tip attire there's an individual time when ghillie Allah curses to tailor the Esch aces my limits of practice and then there's a time that gilja Lucas is through a mitzvah vehicle or at cleaners gilja regularly now these are all key lujah manifestations Alicia shot Risa she akiaki liebe eyeshadow vodka at this time the main way to access the revelation of governesses through this tools ruthless rock Ivana Mikula maca see in all of history you're getting to one kuda one cavern at one point rock shock Leela how Basu Baba she knew the vessel is changes the light is always the same the light of the neva and the light of terrible pear and the light of kamila saw them and the light of thriller it's always the same it's divine but the Kaley the vessel to access it changes changes in generations it changes in a in in a person's own generation it changes within every person a week a year a decade a miller you a chapter a period in your life and even in one day and even from day to day there's different and and one has to know because this is orphan becomes such a source of frustration when we compare ourselves and say you know they were so inspired why am i not so on strike so we try to copy we try to copy we're gonna clap we're gonna make a copy so it becomes a play becomes a show since he can't copy and lucas ash Emily Kim Chi God is alive and there's always a way in which Hashem could become manifested in the world and in life as he says the zel in raphy versus the frat but call your mobile always Michelle she says God is horseback riding every day is horseback riding not every day every moment every hour is on a horse every hour is on a horse why the gamble Allah , 30 shots of HTE or Nagi Lehman Allen basically but sometimes a few generations what's there gonna be the CLE what's going to be the horse the CLE that's where the Navi says he seer come I'll sue Sega my Courvoisier you shouid have a cape a redeemer he says that hashem you ride on horses the gomorrah says have a deserter the Navia shia says he said how could his burro school is shut pick roof cow shall I what is all of this this is the concept of race faith why is he writer he says basically what's going to be the cliche if he misses so so they're a commercial sell gum killing in shop with hi Ella Philemon's before a flick all year and I knew shuttle muscala shop that's where the Commerce's every night he goes to 18,000 world he's flying through 18,000 worlds meaning in these worlds he is miss gala he is revealed and you can't compare the horse from yesterday to the horse from today the horse from an hour ago to the horse from now you have to know what's the Kayle right now to touch truth I can't replicate McKenna's knock Markham I can't say this yesterday it was unbelievable we're always trying to compare and when it doesn't work you feel either very guilty or you fake it you understand what I'm saying building Gabon em Islamic oh you're saying we want to fake he wants to give you a burst LA meet Isaac Stern I say them say there but what do you have to deprive yourself true yeah it's not just a father you should learn our Father nothing changes that's the Voort and even the gill as he says all the gill william from then continue but you have to understand and every generation what's the source such a Rockefeller family in other words there are many horses out there you gotta find the horse on which the King rides humming could have said take a good horse and put me on and I'll go no no no I want to now the question is why humming is the one who's saying this we'll get to that come a minute are you mean I in house so this is a deep part with this home and come to this part okay who soon see in the continuation well how much do they get a good horse no no I want some a leg I want a horse to the king goes on what shot these beautiful horses in the world there's a lot of great things in the world we're looking for su sashay rocks have a la la Miller you're looking for the horse with God with the hey bruh stairs that's gonna be one horse and it could change sometimes nine o'clock in the morning it's one horse and then you go into work and it's a different horse you know what I want that God is here now that this is it to be able to be taifas that Naqada to understand the Kevon is always worn it's the same ms it's the same truth of a knight Mirada but the Kayle so to speak we're calling here the horse a Cayley the horses so to speak that vehicle of Revelation right that vehicle of manifestation the receptacle the containers the the props let's call it the props the perhaps change the methodology the way it's communicated the way it comes out the circumstances the realities then it could there's the same it's Eliquis so you need to sue such a Rockefeller vermelha sometimes a person says but last generation that was the horse I go back to that horse God is not on that horse anymore she changed horses so you take that horse Yeah right well hospital of course Caligula appointed the horse in the Senate he had a horse in the Roman Senate but he's not much sugar and I would say that's a great the mensch khalili of the Roman Emperor he took his horse and he put him in the Senate I laugh about I'm awesome the entire Roman Senate simply to show them that his power is infinite say sadism and brutality and so forth yeah so this is it the different ways our people express themselves through horses we can't you have to distinguish between kaduche and routes is a very important but then the kuda here is i take that old horse from yesteryear we're God was so to speak now I decorated I bring it into my house I I lift it up I turn it into the the the main thing there's only one problem Hashem changed horses he changed horses you have to know such a truck of Aloha Mela you gotta have the source with a mellitus with a mellitus you're betting on the wrong horse Cavalli that's what you're betting on the wrong horse it's a continuous press and something a person himself that's a sham every night goes on a horse - he started nineteen ninety's you wonder why not by day says by days making sure to him he's playing with Olivia so on they say that it was a lethal pointless she read one of the Polish Arab is very sharp she was once on a train he was travelling and he meets a Jew so Salaam alaikum alaikum Salaam in the essence truth what stood for par NASA you know the usually within two minutes the question is what do you do yeah what are you for living yeah right since most of our NASA so he says it handle Mitford basically a new dish I yeah I'm a horse dealer uh-huh a horse trader you sir so this rabbit says ah punked fear just like me so you speak about real horses vehicle the vehicle yet the Merkava the horse of the vehicle yeah and in every generation you have everything it's not like like it's not like there's no turbo pen by historisches motor it's always the question is what's the what's the main vehicle he says both he says clearly it's true generation but then there's also true in every person himself today in this to see you go to the sensations and 20 you're supported that you're okay slow yourself down you know by yourself and then give you some tools and show that your sensations are just blue evaporate so push them away welcome this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot a yeshiva net slash donate