Don't Take Yourself So Seriously - Likkutei Torah Pinchas "Tzav" #2

the yeshiva dotnet okay so the summation of what we learned yesterday was that the core the mother of all the URI dos decor the beginning the Genesis the progenitor of all the you readers of all the dissents in life begins 1:54 yeah Pincus and puppets Espinosa the mime its Ava's been a song the mother of all the you read this begins with the greatest you read them and that is that Kadem shanira Ulla Maija who was my beloved meaning that before the Bree asylum the lush in here would be the Ruxin for creation or the mythos her mouth hosts were the earlier which are all expressions of that energy that will ultimately be translated into the consciousness of existence it will be the divine the way it becomes the battery the engine of existence each world according to its identity all of that which is Schmoe it's his name why's it called his name because that basically is the energy that is going to be communicated into existence and therefore our Shem will be able to be identified by that and through that exclusively through that which is the function of a name and it all begins with a will with a desire that I want the world in order because I want to be a Mela so that me decimal hose which is basically the fuel behind all of existence all of that was completely submerged in the source the ire was in the modern as he puts it the light wave in the solar core what Bri asylum does is it doesn't create the oil it just allows the owner to emerge as separate from the mire as distinct from the mire in other words practically speaking that the ire becomes suddenly the source that gives life vitality sustains and creates all of creation may I in Liege and that itself goes to a you evolution which we call his thalamus from gradation from grade to grade level 4 level world the world until we reach the ultimate you reader of this world where you have what's called a age - me and a dove earn if admonish so he says imagine the Aveda Maga be the earlier the way it was in the source the way the air goes through the quantum leap from I in th in the source it's called I and wiser call 9 that because it doesn't exist it actually exists in a more powerful way than ever it's called iron because it's not noticeable it should not be noticeable it's part of the source it's completely submerged in the source like the light wave in the solar core the age suddenly not only going to become noticeable it becomes a source of creation so this is a tremendous you reader and the taxes of this you did they says it surgically what's Dalia Dalia is to go back from the edge to iron so creation is the process of iron th and alia that's a you reader and Thalia is to go back from yesh to a state of iron meaning that even the yesh even that which is separate and apparently disconnected and completely fragmented from the mucker from the source of all oneness that too should be realigned with the Ange safe with the early and safe and that is Dalia which we called Olivia so when the PASOK says that you created a lovely awesome to play with it to toy with it what doesn't mean that sham needs a toy and the toy is the movie awesome I mean it's a big toy but what's this concept so he says the concept is love your son comes from the world he bore upon me love is she a lie alignment connection and the great head for the great joy happens when the yesh becomes bottle to the iron Bria is the transition from int ash a hakama may I intimate say his have us from yesh back to iron that's a kiddush that's a shin whatever and as he put it the main joy and laughter always comes from a shimmer in his scotch this needs to be explained when he says what's the washroom here the eks like vasudeva is machine with his conscious connection tiffany Malaka be sorry they sell shouldn't be scotches the tsimko son the custom custom was and I guess still is Kings wanted entertainment ministers wanted entertainment people like entertainment they want to laugh they want to have fun if you just bring in the regular routine there's no fun you need a sheen really you need a deviation you need any scratches you need something new that creates Simkins like something that's not our PT Ava it's not what's expected and this is really what all laughter is all laughter if you think about it this is not just a little discrim after in life comes always from what from my scotches from the abnormal from the irregular punchline yeah yes yes yes Ozzie Melissa that's the idea the surprise the uniqueness a person here's a joke once it's funny twice maybe once you hit it a few times you're not gonna laugh anymore why the answer is it's the surprise that makes you laugh it's the punchline that was unexpected that generates the court of laughter in the human psyche why did people laugh right now so it's because they know you and they know that you don't make these jokes and that's the cloud every good comedian knows how do you get the crowd right it's always how you say the president what do they say so let delivery the suspends the build-up and the more time the timing and the more unexpected the funnier it is especially if it's a lotion loyola lotion there's one unexpected component people are laughing and then he goes off to another comedy routine that's again unexpected so the laughter is building on the previous laughter building on the previous laughter people become hysterical someone takes that if yes there's a new toy and you take out a new toy you're balding there's this thing but here you're saying that that the punchline is taking a few thousand years it's as long as though it's a long joke but it's all the joke right there was somebody who once said God is the greatest comedian who's audience forgot to laugh so essentially all of life is essentially seeing as a as a comedy but comedy not in a negative sense comedy in a very beautiful sense in a glorious sense because the process from INTs that's the process of creation which is itself unique but that's the divine process the human process what we bring to creation is the other way making from yesh are you for making I into yesh that's Hashem process so that's not funny for him that's what he does the human initiative what does the human contribute to the process of creation is we don't have the I and we have the yesh to take the yesh and to be able to bring that the H back to its true sources through Corp which is I in which means aligning the outer world with the inner world the physical with the spiritual the material with the transcendental the external with the deep the falsehood with the truth to be able to look at the shell of existence and see it as a shell and align it back to its core go back up the ladder from earth to heaven that is the she doing mesh iron that's the turret kaalia so creation is an e-reader from iron from a state where everything is one and everything is submerge them oneness and everything that submerged in ain't safe and the beginning of the biggest year it is that the iron of our sham goes through the quantum leap of what of going into a state of eh what's the state of yesh then it becomes a source of creation as discussed and the whole process of Elah valo and that's the biggest unit of all you readers that is the source of all you need us that you reading of the identity outside of the ain't safe into a source of creation and the tactless is Lavie us and say aside - lusaka quite that Schaick the simcha which comes from the finish of making from eh iron in other words looking at the age and saying and now we're going to surprise ourselves how we gonna surprise ourselves to see in this eh the capacity for it to be transformed into iron and that's the live EASA to be loved away left of the uterus super that's the concept of ebook in other words to link back things together that seem so disparate so disconnected that's the finish of the love iane and that's created that creates cycle which also as he says how straight explains entire era told us why the first name of the first drew was Yitzhak which basically means laughter Kailash a may I eat Suckley like a joke strike which we think about it it's a funny thing right if I ask you what did your father name you will say a joke great for self-confidence huh your father named you laughter just like he looked at you and he said well everybody's gonna laugh everybody's gonna laugh on one level at simcha yeah but you'd Scots mean subscribe so I could mean laughter colors shimmy it's a joke laughter laughter you're later than the first you what my person the first person born as a joke born one was a Jew Avram was a name given by his father probably but the it's hookers the first name of a Jew is laughter so this is why Jews do love jokes because it's inherent in our DNA our first name is Yitzhak that's our name Jews have a certain weakness for humor right so one reason for it is there's a professor's a Yiddish professor in Harvard name is Ruth Weiss Ruth Weiss so she once gave a lecture about this I read a lecture somebody sent to me and she said that the reason Jews love humor is by understanding why he's Raley's I don't have a good sense of humor he says she says go to Israel and make a joke and sometimes it can cost you pretty heavily especially in your taxi with a taxi driver so she says the reason is that Jews developed humor because they had no way of defending themselves against all of their attackers so their only defense was to laugh so humor became essentially a way of dealing with misery she said but in Israel they learned to defend themselves so therefore they stopped laughing that was her theory but the truth is it goes much deeper than that and that is because the definition of life from a Jewish perspective is to create laughter to create humor you say a guy has a good sense of humor what's try to sense the humor how would you describe you say this guy has a sense umer this guy doesn't have a sense of humor correct but what does it mean we know what it means when somebody doesn't have a sense of humor we all know that right what does it mean when somebody has a sense of humor what does it mean how would you define it anybody Lenny do you have a sense of humor sometimes I can't take a joke yes so if I could describe it at not as a scientific description but simply as a social description a conventional description is somebody who knows how to laugh about things somebody who could take a difficult situation right to see it as an irony you know you're stuck in an airport for 10 hours you could be miserable you could be depressed it's a legitimate response that's what Jews do especially if you don't have food but the guy with a sense of humor he just he always has or she always has you know the right way of looking at the same facts you can't change the facts but there's a way of looking at it with irony with humor with laughter you know you usually will find some point from left field that nobody thought about which makes people laugh it means you don't take anything too seriously you don't see things as completely civil you could laugh at yourself also you don't take yourself so seriously fascinatingly aquainted assignment this is the peak of spirituality why because essentially Hashem creates a world what's the purpose of it what's the purpose what was he missing what was God missing without the creation of the world and it seems from here that what was missing was humor basically what was missing was humor everything was predictable and predictable realities don't create humor it's like a predictable punchline it's not going to make you laugh what makes Hashem and the world laugh is unpredictable that which is unusual what he calls here is Hatch's shin whatever that's what creates joy bedre Elizabeth hedva with the Asin say it's a turtle assassin but you know when you see a baby behaving like a baby and an adult behaving as an adult you don't laugh but when you see a baby speaks like an adult you know sometimes a three-year-old to you although start telling you things that you expect from a 40 year old everyone starts laughing he's so cute and when you hear an adult speaking like a baby okay again then you start crying I guess but a three-year-old supposed to be a three or than three oak starts telling you things that you expect from an adult it's like that's funny somebody wants described to his at a conference there's three thousand people at a conference and they call up the keynote speaker who takes himself very seriously and is dressed to kill to kill beautiful and the answer that they shake is with all of his papers then he ready prepared for three months in advance and he's walking up to the podium and there's a banana peel and he slips and the poor guy falls down and the suitcase opens and all those 300 papers are scattered all over the place and everyone starts laughing and some of you even started to laugh right now not submit happening from by describing it not because you're sadists ah why not because they're say some people have a sadistic quality to them we're not talking about them they're not sadistic some like they appreciate well some people do they appreciate this guys my Paula you know that itself is a symptom but there's something else to it and that is it's the it's the the contrast between what was supposed to be and what was what was supposed to be was this man is gonna shine in his full glory and what once was a stupid banana peel defeated him you know he fell prey to a banana peel that contrast is very interesting take a guy out CEO who's a multi-millionaire and takes no very seriously when he walks through the office have a kid stick on some yeah whatever it becomes funny because the contrast there was the video around CNN is elusive big big what news to interview from overseas and his little kid kept running to the rumor he was live to CNN and claim with him the whole world went with crazier defeated he's talking about world events in the shape Amir and silicon it comes in and starts jumping around and that's not a deal with it the whole world went crazy with that video right that contrast so it's the abnormality the irregularity the unexpected punch one that creates thunder so the question now is why did I shall create the world and the answer is for this like why what's the greatest joke what's the most unexpected punchline in history the most unexpected punchline in history is human idealism human holiness or in the Russian of the minor that the Y H can be converted back to iron the fact that a human being is a narcissist that's not a finish that's not an unexpected punchline that's normal the fact that you're self-centered the fact that you go into a depression taking you so very seriously and saying your whole life is worthless because of this problem and that problem that's normal this finish of life the joke what creates comedy what creates humor is the human being having the ability to be able to steer at the yesh and not be swallowed up in it but rather align it and transform it and convert from yeh Shinto aiya or in other words not to succumb to the external selfish fragmented neurotic and divisive nature of man but rather be able to see the oneness in the universe be able to see the world not as a place of yesh but as a place of iron be able ultimately to take back to every detail of existence and trace it back all the way to the earth all the way back to the way it was in its source where it was in the Mars where was complete oneness that's the that human beings create and when God sees that he says whoo that was funny that was unexpected so whenever a person changes something in the in the script whatever that script is when you change that script that's basically a circus show it's a circus show and we say Livius on Zeya tackle assassin way with yusin as the idea of people how pom you lover that the husband and wife should fight welcome to the club thank you okay everybody fights big deal you have a disagreement China livvie Austin is a pom me lovey Sheila this time my husband will be close to me you'd once came to a rove and he said never never never still I get I want to get this is relaxed very finished good morning besides the few romantics that nature produces okay so you're struggling with your marriage fine gravel Mitch you think you you are Columbus discovered America then I get sure this isn't normal couples fight than disagree constantly especially if their druid okay that's not the kiddush so you get into a fight that you don't speak for a day in two days and they fit that Braga's and fine everybody's upset so your normal finally part of another billions of people who are fighting with each other you live your songs they attack Allah something boy you'll see it's brought to us in this very it's luck Ozzy melon he was named yet struck because of laughter and later and told us it says of him Ellen looked out the window look through the window what did he see ve may you took him it's Atticus refinished its hook was laughing he was jesting with his wife which is of course our euphemism for intimacy why is it tight after the same it's a sound like the home doesn't say clearly these words right my ultimate says your does karma by Yosef it says she saw later it says logano Sayreville here it says Misaka which is the name of Utes hug one of the reasons is because yet so can riff go opposites in every possible way the it socco's me the Sackville rifki was with us at acid eats was introverted completely rift caused extroverted there that was not a regular shidduch and even their own children and a disagreement with rifki loved Yaakov and Yitzhak loved a sieve and rifki was extremely aggressive with her lovely Apple to the point that she had him still taking the Brussels from her son a sub contrary to what her husband wanted you would expect after all of this you took would look at Rifkin say you know what this is not really a good let's call it quits the only one by it says m'yeah vera after the wedding he loved there is a token iftar what was the way the method of this was yet struck myths Atticus replication you took a risk and never failed to understand that the purpose of life was to laugh the purpose of life was masonic rift it's a clue this from his own name kailash a maya yes luckily sky castle ele kin that's what sorry and have rum when you talk is when they say sky Kausalya like in from a lake in could come strike and alec image meet us at simpson that's where dr. episodes ontario tell this you read it surgically a-- it's the la kim that creates a strike it's the h and it's conversion back into iron that creates if I could create simcha so when you wake up in the morning you say I'm not getting out of bed I'm gonna squeeze the snooze button and I'm gonna sleep another hour that's a predictable punchline people like the sleep people are lazy that's predictable when the person defies the predictable when the person transcends the predictable when the person dilash huh what right when the person defines the predictable and says this I know the predictable is we're gonna fight fine we'll fight well that's normal welcome fine you fight your lazy yourself is your beastly in our system this is the human condition we live in a world of Yash's it's a world of sharks people kill each other and beat up each other and they live at the expense of the destruction of the other right as Dale Carnegie used to say that he a great awareness in life when he discovered that I matter completely not to other people and I promise you that any person if they have a slight headache it matters to them much more than if I dropped that in front of them you hear somebody died okay you make a sigh but the fact that you have a headache or that you got late fee on your mortgage or whatever it is he says matters much more that's the human condition conflict war competitiveness jealousy envy hatred internally and externally the fact that we are each fragmented within ourselves for fragmented was separated we're not part of a larger oneness we don't even feel in ourselves our idealism our holiness our divinity these are all traditional but this is the great finish the greatest scotch's that is the essence of leadership right that's the essence of what the purpose of creation was which is a process of may I only ash that the person makes some yesh I but I knew once said in Yiddish she said the a burster marked for Russia is gaseous today as I yields on Martin from - miss ruthless which is it seems simple but it's so profound all of creation is Hashem takes energy and converts it into matter all matter is really energy Einstein taught us in physics that matter and energy and are interchangeable but the concept of it in a more abstract for I'm talking here about energy in a more abstract form is all matter it comes from energy that's what he's saying it all yes comes from I am the whole process of creation is I in develops in th the question is what level of ie what level of yesh this you know endless levels of what is the item but the concept is energy becomes matter and what's the purpose the purpose is that we should convert matter back into energy to take the gas room and turn it back into the rule because the gas room is really rural right it's really rural it's just another face of it it is really that's the point it's not really a finish it looks like a finish it's in whatever because at the surface this is a world of yesh so that's all in this possibly we are sons Elliot sorry but if the live easá he love away lack of insurance okay I knew they may love upon me love it is she a lawyer read through Leia says that's where the word lady comes from with awesome Leia says finally my husband will accompany me he won't be a stranger that's the finish of lady love you sir this is he bore whoa seaboard creates laughter why the status quo of existence is fragmentation you are you and I am I and we don't connect we connect for ulterior motives I can get some money from you I'll connect to you IVA she clue you bit over all connections are motivated by ulterior motives by narcissism that's how the world goes there's no real keyboard there's no real connection the idea of Livi Austin that it should be a connection this is Masonic boy this is the source of psyche these sculptures that they eh to come back in time if a state is this funny according to the ballot Tanya this is the greatest joke in history human holiness you men idealism that you could look at yourself and naturally what are you supposed to see a Bahama and that's what you that's what you were told right what were you told was bestowed a Bahama Ohio Olivia buy him a Bahama would be a compliment yeah what was your Pinner Ohio yeah why you're wrong and you know what Darwin will agree Darwin writes Charles down writes an Origin of Species doesn't were the most important ramification of the idea of evolution is that fundamentally there's no difference between human being and beasts essentially we're the same yes may took millions of years billions of years to evolve but essentially each one of us is a beast so what can you expect what can you just because we're almost sapiens were more intelligence we build museums we like opera we love ballets and we like classical music and we create iPhones so it's just because we're more sophisticated so we eat fish kebabs instead of going in and and on hunting that an antelope and tearing it into pieces and eating it with the blood we go to restaurants and there's back playing in the background and the way that comes out with little nice pieces of lamb chops and it doesn't look like the jungle but it's the same thing right and it's more expensive to at least in the jungle they're honest they go they grab the plant elope they tear it to pieces and it becomes to the swing of a Schlachter so we just do it in a sophisticated way but it's the same so this means when you look at a reality you could look at it in two ways the person without the sense of humor says it is what it is the person with the sense of humor says it's only here for me to change it who's right that answer you have to answer who's right one person looks at reality and says okay this is what it is you embrace it or you fall prey to it and the humor idea is no it's here in order to create an element of surprise surprise yourself surprise reality surprise history make that telephone call do that move that will surprise you that will surprise you somebody once said the definition of a good citizen my sir is when the soul surprises the mind when the soul surprises the mind the mind is predictable but sometimes the soul can surprise them you know you hear something about somebody and you say this summer surprise the mind that's what it is that's the concept of strike of his conscious the e-reader sorry Holly yes yeah simcha pilots gather why because there's no good gather means there are fences here you go here you don't go simcha breaches the Ghidorah it breaches the fences just like when you see when a person is very happy certain offenses and defenses don't exist right they'll speak in a way that they usually don't speak they'll speak to people they usually don't speak they'll say things they usually don't say a person is in a very happy mood the regular Ghidorah are not there but the whole idea of simcha is based on uh none princes gathered and that's what creates simcha breaking Ghidorah also create some special oh yeah nice oh so so human heroism human heroism human idealism human holiness the idea that the human can be holy that the human can transcend that is the nakid of yesh being converted anti the email Amata to so the next time in life when you could do something and it's predictable okay that's fine you could do something that's predictable if you do it or you don't do it but will you touch the purpose of life is when you do the unpredictable when you surprise yourself and Kevon your Co you surprise our shell that's where you could turn around and say wow this guy is really funny this I didn't expect this I couldn't see coming this I couldn't anticipate what do I mean I couldn't anticipate this it's at the TEVAR of things it should have unfolded in one way it unfolded another way like ten lines from the bottom yet Fahim a LeMat the launch starts hiya I&I they have little parentheses the he name one step deeper LaMotta bit Elias Lyon orbital gosh nice little mess down here what's shot the yesh coming back to iron ore being aligned with the iron it means that the Geshem becomes aligned with the rule everything in the world has the physical facade and the spiritual core bit Elias lion means don't become a victim to the Geshem see the rule in the Geisha like we explained many times as simple muscle would be food food could be very alluring on the outside but that's what's inside or put it differently what is it gonna do inside your body the whole industry of food is basically about seven seconds from when you take the fork you put it in till it goes into your mouth how long does that take depends if your so let us say with your zone as if it takes two seconds if you eat as I calmly take seven seconds nine seconds the whole industry of food which is a multi-billion dollar industry restaurants and foods and the decoration that creation is all for seven seconds right the waiter brings the plate it looks good right and then you put it into your mouth what happens if I offer you the same food but after was already regurgitated yeah most people will freak out the whole beauty is this it's so nice of it but what does it have the presentation but now ask yourself what's inside of it or what is it gonna do inside your system the same is true in everything in life there's the outer layer and there's the inner layer in a more abstract way one is the Geshe no one is the rural bit Allah Ya Allah aya means at the gosh meais and the roof needs should be consistent with each other the gosh man should be bottle the gosh women should be a vehicle for looseness not the other way around and everything in life is the person's body in a person's money a person's relationships a person's lifestyle a person tall her scuff Asylum a dysfunctional life means that the room is is lost and the person just falls prey to the outside a life of bitumen Alaia means that the gash knees and your knees are consistent the to--this arc of Yosef says and passions my gala he says we're learning now in the modern era Shoshanna such a very interesting word that's a good situation where person takes a Schieffer and it's a big chauffeur and he puts another chauffeur inside the chauffeur so he has to show for it and he blows is he go to limits for an out so the Gemara says in Coke Mimi Shama if he blew the inside Schieffer because it was sticking out a little bit it was sticking out on both sides then yachts are why because the fact that there's an outer cypher doesn't disturb the inner side but if in Co hits on Shama then Lanza if he heard the call certain if you blew the shits in he's not tied to any Mitzvah the total sacrifice isn't some mud the certain this guy's really bored one chef and others say says and everything in life does the coal hits him under the carpet in me everything has a premise and it fits into it that's the to show fruss so the Gemara says you have to remember and culpa image Salma yatza and coach it Somalia and hits in Shambala Watson make sure you hear the coil app enemy not the car markets don't get affected by the sheet signees de cacao always tune into the community look for the Plinius look for the Ruach look for the core look for what's inside of everything it starts with food but it's with everything in life every me could then life you want to see what's inside of it that's called bittle hey yesh lie don't ever fall prey to the outer facade of things not yourself and not others it's always the inner that's what it's in this world it's rumia-san - nice basically but he says Emma's hears a lot but my Laguna solution in Salinas yes here Rose misses I am and - missus yes he says you go a little higher loosely secesh the iron is something else completely remember yes ayan begins with the idea like the owner of a knife and the source it comes out of it sources already called the end we called down here it's almost very it's almost black and white almost right yes I yes is the physicality itself which doesn't express anything to divine any sacredness any godliness any transcendence that just plain selfishness and fragmentation beastliness but he says and the higher you go on your direction is that was down here I am over the Association so when you say yes and I in every my drag is at the finish and I am so you can have a very spiritual spiritual state that's really yes why is it the age because it's be tackled even though the Gabbay a lower level that's managed to peak of I the pinnacle of nothingness but really something this shame the face of Mamata shame lamaze almighty the gomorian is all saying madness there's no grass blade of grass down here that doesn't have a muzzle that strikes it and says the dog grow grow so they used to look at this my macaws all and say okay it's a cute white macaws off every grass has a muzzle some force some energy some guardian angel who hits it and says new box box box today when you study the world of botany the genius of every blade of grass of every flower of every plant and every bush to know exactly what to do in order to exist and grow and then procreate and reproduce is incredible you could sit in the university for thousand years to try to figure out how to do things and it doesn't come close to the brilliance of a leaf in knowing how to take sunlight and convert it into sugar glucose and in a flower how to attract the right insect in order so that the female should get pollination seed so that it can create a new generation and every flower knows exactly what to do always know but never makes mistakes then no one fails nobody gets to zero yeah so the shot is what you see as something at the surfaced is much more to nature than what we see nature as a whole internal spiritual life a whole internal just like the body the whole DNA Samba the body as a program there's a programmer who tells the body exactly what to do every cell knows exactly what they do you never have a child comes out of the mother's womb and the teeth decided to be on the feet give the saw on the two knees you have teeth and their eyes are on the elbows why have the eyes always know either how does the body know where to put the eyes always you have a person working in your office 40 years in he still doesn't get things right and he's been it's true he's been in training forever and where the Homo sapiens with the pinnacle after all evolution and these the this one cell of a chute 100 trillion cells in the body knows exactly what to do how to do when to do non-stop so what's shot the shot is unless you a person is Mamas Africa blind to be blind when one studies the universe one sees that there is a spiritual consciousness in it all of the physical tremendous qualities of our world are products of a physical manifestation that's what he says so there's no grass shame a spiritual core which is the iron underneath which is Muslim and now he's saying that or which we until today been quoting the the ioan underneath is really so nations look i bay deeper yeah yeah are you fine not your problem it's gonna be developed by Mazal Makabe wish mother a famine widows this mod you think this Mazel was in a vacuum he receives his instructions maria fauna means the sediments of the famine which is the lowest level of ten categories of Malacca in Deveny we have a famine - Mara - and gives instructions to the Mosel wife under macabre MacIsaac ridership recover by highest Mustapha sham Mazel mm I see Ashley got refunded and they found - yes look appetizer cut the got me the grass the muzzled is the iron that's its spiritual core Ragab a dish I found him the Mosel is eh they found him legate the Mazel as yesh Mugabe is I in megami hayasaka dish although a farmer yesh the highest Sequoia dishes I am the goddess ruffin hayasaka - ah yes yes yes yes yes yes yes we said that you're going to spiritual world the spiritual world is I in the gob of the ash but the spiritual reality itself that's how we learned is only let God be the deeper space is o city this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot they ueshiba net / donate