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in other words which
way which way do we experience the
higher level of kadus the this level of
of it's
called it doesn't pervade in the Box it
everything is equal throughout that's
the idea of
sa this refers to the will of God
bless as we explained at length in the
first section
ofter
46 after
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prayer to you God my soul lifts exalts
itself raises
itself this is the idea of the
connection of spirit to Spirit
throughout the
day and how do we come to this B is
through
meditation on the greatness of
God deling deeply into it with our
mind in the two blessings before
the and also the verses of Praise
throughout the verses of Praise
Halas we all come to we we we see the
awesomeness of God the greatness he
creates the the heavens and the earth
and the and the stars and the
constellations and and and and the trees
and and the rivers and everything else
wow
awesome the intricacies of creation and
that's so inspiring that we come to a
place of cleaving to
Hashem and since this idea of prayer is
touches the higher level of
CH therefore you need to
before
this like I said before before you clean
up your act if you don't clean up your
act you ain't experiencing this higher
level this is what the rabbis the sages
say m in the mishna
quote we don't stand in prayer to do the
the
prayer you need to have what's what's
literally means heaviness of the head
Rashi basic commentator Rashi explains
what does it mean you should have a
heavy head it means subjugation you have
to feel when you
pray that you're subjugated to God
Almighty and that's a heavy heavy load
right AB it's a heavy load that's why
it's called Co Rush heaviness of the
head this is the idea of the
lower to awaken Mercy on yourself
that you allowed yourself your soul to
go into into schutz and that you dragg
God into it that you say God have mercy
on what I did to my soul and have mercy
on on God God have mercy on yourself
because I slept you into Schmutz please
I got to get out of there and I'm having
a hard time help me have mercy on
me and and the gar over there expounds a
upon the verse in in tanak by which we
read on the first
the pleaded with ay you know and he
thought she was a drunk a drunkard it
says
there her soul was bitter it seemed very
bitter she's drunk and murmur murmuring
and and complaining and then I want a
kid I want a kid I don't have a kid ay
high priest please pray to God I should
be blessed with a
kid well it's a very a very frustrating
asinine kind of experience but that's
exactly what f is be frustrated with
yourself with the situation and say I
don't like the situation and I want to
leave the situation so we learned many
details from kan's prayers of how we
should
pray there in the it says the rabbis
taught seems to be a contradiction one
should not rise with prayer only from a
perspective of Joy s so make up your
mind are you supposed to pray with
heaviness of the head or you supposed to
pray with Sim so the AL
says the answer is depends when in the
beginning is
bitterness and frustration cleaning up
your act that's not a sweet it's not a
sweet uh you know food it's it's it's
it's
sharp once you do that you reach over
there it's
sweet
that's I guess in the it's
24 they're always
experiencing look what the AL says in
this generation which is y yum you know
what yum
is no aam
is someone who lost a
parent
what yeah so in this generation what
what's the
word an orphan an orphan correct in this
orphan generation she a
that we can't change instantaneously
from being frustrated to being happy it
don't work in those Generations when
there were higher people higher Souls
higher levels more refined they were
able to cry and then go into
SIM here it doesn't work that
way so what's the advice
you do you do showing the frustration
and cry and tears and all of that at the
midnight
prayer and then in the morning you have
time to pray with that's what he
says what if a person can't do this
every single night it's too much for
them he should do it at least once a
week before the shabas which is
traditionally known as doing it Thursday
night is
know to those that
know because shabas
is right the verse says man return so
the words and shabas are the same
letters what happens at shabas all the
worlds are sent back to the source so
when so shabas is the experience of
Ascension to pre-re
that's why we we prepare ourselves y
Thursday night with the the midnight
prayer of crying and and doing Chua for
our sins and then come shabas shabas is
prayer I think we could definitely say
that about uh the car because I spent
many Friday nights daving there when I
was in Bish and it was very leic and I
loved
it and says and even more so when you go
to the prayers of shabas right when you
D shabas not just the shabas itself
which is B but when you
D you're
experiencing the
parentheses this will also explain the
verse God says return to me for I have
redeemed
you since I
have I have wiped away this your
sin that's as thick as a
cloud which is the removal of the
negative force and
energy redeemed from the extru
forces through you arousing great Mercy
in heaven you cleaned up your act and I
helped you clean that up
up through your arousal below which is
the idea of
so when it
says it's not calling return to
me the means now you're now you can do
CH on the higher level of
CH everyone have a great day we see one
tomorrow byee thank you very much thank
you you're welcome byebye take care
