Fusion: Why It Looks Like We Don’t Have a Soul

also said [Music] foreign [Music] should be a good better for you you said that that wasn't already he said come after foreign you want to give a summation of what we learned yesterday so everything is related um yeah okay right so many things uh yeah [Music] uh Caleb yeah [Music] foreign um [Music] okay so we're on Patriot gimbal yeah in this country gimbal the second paragraph of Indian bazaar from the structure of the table of course yeah from the structure of the table you discovered the universe here the table was that miniature universe or Universe it was recreating a world a safety place a cocoon and then from there they could go out and rebuild the world to that's why the teaching of the balshanda was on the table um the three levels of the table okay so we're by the Indian bazaar yeah yeah I want to thank you for their dedication the class in memory of represented by his daughter and son-in-law and their family thank you so there's actually a story it's a very interesting story so Drew in California he's a religious Jew and a tire observant group his name is Dr hamnick I believe Jay Jay hamnick psychologists for many many years he once shared a story years ago this is years ago he was in the beginning of his career he was invited to a conference on psychology and the presenter at the conference was a Jew who was still a student of Sigmund Freud he himself was an older man Sigmund Freud died 1939 before the war around the beginning of the war yeah he was a student of his in Europe oh yeah okay I don't know why um so uh what was the topic the topic was this man addressed the question why is it that what you just asked why is it that every culture and religion has a story of a flood that wiped out all of humanity everybody and he went through the Bible the terror has of course the story of Nayak and the flood and he went through many different ancient cultures and religions that all have what he called the myth that there was a flood the Babylonians and the Assyrians everyone and he answered and his main thesis was this is if he said was that one of the deepest fears of people is death because it's one of the deepest fears of people so they really projected in their culture that it happened already everything was gone everybody died and everything was destroyed and that was a way of on leaving you know some people do it individually they imagine the worst case scenario that's going to happen right they don't want to be caught by surprise you know what I'm talking about yeah so you imagine you know the worst of the worst khasra Shalom and then you're safe because it could only get better from there it's one of the coping mechanisms of people so he said this is what cultures do they they have this imagine not about the future but about the past so Dr hamnick raised his hand and he turns to this student of Freud and he says may I suggest another reason why they may have the story so he says what he says because it happened because there was a flood so they have the story and even other cultures they have a tradition whether it's completely accurate or distorted but to have that story so he said the man fell silent and the whole room fell silent and you could cut the tension with a knife that was like electricity in the room he said it was almost like I said the most despicable evil horrific statement in the world that was like unforgivable you know he uttered the ineffable the the the that which is absolutely forbidden he said the man just stared at him you know like it was a tiger just walk into the room and he was quiet and he said my teacher Freud once said we will never know who's stronger the polar bear or the Tiger why usually you see which animals are stronger because you see the results of the fights but those two will never know who's stronger you know why because they can't live in the same climate where the polar bear could live biologically the tiger can't live where the tiger can live he can't live so they can't even come together to fight he looked at him he said that's you and me [Music] that's you and me and then he realized how deep it was fear of the fear that the flood happened so this is a classic example foreign why are you so afraid of something say you're wrong have a different argument the fear comes from something that eats up at you in a very deep place I'm Not Afraid somebody has a different opinion because you have a different opinion so so you could say I don't think that's the explanation I have proofs not okay such a statement I'm not even going to talk to you I'm not even going to argue with you you know when somebody says you're too you're too stupid for me to argue with me what's that that's not an argument that's delegitimization that's the legitimacy you're never having gemara right but somebody tells me silhou there's nobody even to talk to to say another opinion they never do that yeah love never tells shmuel I don't really consider you somebody that I should argue with they don't do that why not because they actually have a different opinion they're not afraid of the other opinion they have a different opinion it's a thought out process it's not an emotional bias when something is so scary it's a whole different element I cigar is a cigar but the flood is not just a flood a cigar is a cigar but preciousness huh it is okay so in in the marble that did exist they had to rebuild the world and what shot rebuild the world called the whole system of the universe all the wayla Mila from the highest to the lowest so this says three dimensions of reality the world Consciousness and divinity islands of the worlds the shamas are souls or Consciousness and all the closest Divinity godliness Divine pure divinity yeah Patriot gimmel in the countries we're holding our Indian I'm just giving us summation so the Boston says that in every word in every in every word of tyrant Villa you have three interpretations you have three dimensions you have three Vistas you have three aspects three layers means you have to open up the light you have to let the light fill the Taver how do you let the light fill the Taver to allow each word to be fully said and embraced with all three and then the three can be aligned with each other and Ascend together ads over there that from this has created all this joy and pleasure in the world the greatest in the world comes from the alignment of islamus foreign so yesterday we learned that length how you explain exactly what is different ways that it's explored what the shallah says about it says put them together and explain how the balship is really giving a deeper insight into these three worlds and conversely and the main khuda that was the main the main point was that is represent the shallah says it's here but when you say it said can be interpreted as the local bridge in Asia or based on their Hamas on the general bridge and that includes three famous worlds one is known as the worlds of infinity or Adam kadman the second artzilus and the third is the group of Brea olamis refers to Russia creation formation and action nishamas Consciousness refers to attila's and now of course even higher than Hashem is refers to Allah the world's events very very subtle and refined and gavaldica which means Epiphany understanding or perception or experience to be masculine obeying my lot sinless distinction between that sinless and beyond that Silas so the end of this year we dedicated to explain at least one and the main nakuda was is the difference between Otis without Calum and Iris in Caleb and that is that the islamus ain't safe is pure and pure Earth is something that has absolutely no identity you can't even call it an identity because real urge is nothing but the transmission the expression the revelation of the source of the eye that's a good question do you say earlier Right light or lights good question so in the island there's like a few levels in that itself foreign ERS together then you have nicodem which is 10 lights and 10 vessels but over there was Toyo when the vessels broke and then in blue themes in plurality because it's in Calum so that's a that's a good heart so in art itself yeah there's we speak General you don't always go into all the details but yeah it's it's a good order before Silas yeah this is sheep parallel those worlds is higher than that it's all the lights were bound up in one vessel and of course is the oral alcos has the oil so so the eulum is saying so if Arc represents elicus which is which the Earth itself is ain't safe because real I real oil is not a matseus that's not what Earth is the whole the whole Indian of Earth is a conduit is what's light light is the revelation of the source of the light that's what it is it doesn't ever point to an eye the moment o points to an eye it's not a and therefore it's Limitless if the source is Limitless the source is Hashem so the uh is completely that that's what though it is someone and you don't say that it is the source the it is the way the sources comes out the way the Earth that's what light is light light is the information that comes from one place to another place yeah it's what you emit The Source yeah it is the mission or it is on a mission to to it emits The Source it brings out the source it shows the source put it that way it looks like physically what does light do the light it lets me see you it doesn't say oh see me then it's not light then it's dark ah it illuminates what what its source where the O comes from whatever whatever is emitting this light in this case the source of it all is iron safe yeah yeah it's better it's by Boyer that's the fact that we each emit we're a lie that's already not our choice it's part of it's part of our chemistry I can't say I'm gonna be here but you're not gonna see me you know right everything comes with oil that's how it is the reason is because that's all part of Bria is that it comes with herb in the beginning the Earth is the sun decides this morning I don't want to emit light good luck if you want to be the sun you're going to emit light in fact everything emits light in the source it's what did you say what do you want to ask because the sources are inside and real oil is is is is is the Gili of the of the of the soil so therefore the Earth itself is called Einstein so it means the Earth well it emits something whatever it emits the rainbow yeah the rainbow the Cassius yeah yeah so in oil itself yeah oh defies every structure yeah because any structure is already pointing to a form of of a mold a limitation an identity so that's why it's called I look it's called ilum it's called it's already o and it's posted Simpson but it's called what's nirgish over there is a felt about it then you have atcillus Attila this is Iris became means that the O is manifested in and through Calum vessels and that's why you talk about Severus in the higher worlds there's no you don't talk about spherus Sirius means characteristics God's dispositions is also called Adam but it's the source The Source from there will come but not tell us you seek this is the answer is over there it's the way they ain't safe comes out through Calum through structure every Kaylee contains structures or to put it differently the light has spiritual frequencies or Divine frequencies which means the light gets measured the light gets contained the light gets filtered but not because it's really finite says the famous expression that they ain't safe as much as it's infinite it has the same capacity for finiteness because if something can only be infinite and not finite then it's not truly infinite you know a teacher has to know if you can only give a class in a way that nobody understands and you can't give a class that everybody understands you don't understand right by berenbaum huh thumbs up so that you understood right somebody says no you have something as a person gets up yeah within five minutes nobody understands it's very impressive he knows how to blow everybody away that's very limiting it's very limited if you really understood you could speak in a way that the five-year-old understands because if you really Master it if you really Master it you could find a a medium on a venue through which to express it a filter that is suitable for the person you're talking to and if you have to remain impressive it's not so impressive it's impressive but it's not so impressive it's much more impressive when everybody understands as far as a idea as well so we say I couldn't appear to motion that that and then at the session that's what Caleb is that's what Caleb is Caleb means what does Kayla mean you say uh yeah give me Caleb what's what's Calum Caleb means the ability to measure and contain the light that's what all that's what all came foreign that's where you get married you get married to go into the Caleb but in order to maintain your marriage that's not asking from the Caleb yourself I can't live with her I can't live without it but okay yeah yeah foreign so so that's Caleb so Caleb in many ways right is is it it challenges the Earth because everybody definition says what Caleb will really Kaylee is like it's a contradiction but on a deeper level Caleb brings out the Infinity of the Earth because it has the ability now itself has the ability to work through structure also and that's the vatsillus there's no blockage over there like I gave the example in avoida in a person's life wherever I am it's it's it's it's part of the mission of uh I may be in this structure but I'm not defined by the structure you're in it you're completely in it but you're not defined but it doesn't block you let me talk about yourself for example that's the hiddish of axillus that's the difference of olamis of nishamas and Allah has come from but it has identity consciousness is identity so here we have the definition of nation what's the definition of nashama definition of nishama is the aspiration to capture the undefined nobody has a definition for Consciousness because nobody knows what in the world is consciousness not how it emerged and what is it what is consciousness we know it's there what is it so he says that this is consciousness is not a Locus it's nishamas it's the way a Locus is in Calum foreign course itself there's no consciousness Consciousness is already a product of Caleb so it's the way the undefined becomes defined that's Consciousness and that's why Consciousness is so elusive because it's the bridge between Allah that's what Consciousness it's the bridge the most typhus it's the bridge between illicus and ulamus and like every bridge it has everything a bridge goes from one side to the other side like the rambam says about a translator an arbitrator right when you're an arbitrator people who arbitrate business disputes if you take one side you're done you're not an arbitrator a therapist a marriage therapist yeah the Brazil can explain the worst thing a therapist can do is take the husband's side against the wife the husband is waiting for that you know come come he'll knock sense into your brain right you know that one because I'm asbers I must be okay well the other way taking the wife's side against the husband that works I hear the therapist once told me the greatest compliment he got is every one of the couple that was a very difficult decision everyone was sure that he's on their side he said that he knew he's doing the right thing she was convinced he's on her side he was convinced he's on his side and then actually he was effective because you have to feel that I understand you if you feel that I'm your enemy you don't trust me there's no empathy my point is whenever you want to bring two people together you have to you have to really be able to bridge and in order to bridge you really have to be able to be in every place fully and it can't be a joke it can't be fake oh okay One Moment One Moment so this is nishamas so that's why Consciousness is so elusive because Consciousness it has the liquidity and that's why I'm in science Consciousness is the biggest mystery and it drives all the atheists crazy because it points to something higher in the world in other words if this table right this table doesn't have Consciousness I mean at least what we perceive one day we'll find out some other things we need Hashem so if you have something that doesn't have Consciousness after a do you expect that after a million years sitting here in the Muncie IN 1840 suddenly the table is going to have Consciousness nobody expects that and a billion years also not that 20 billion years also not you don't expect from a Mindless piece of glass or table that suddenly one day yeah there's there's a sense of experience and Consciousness nobody will say that and yet that's what they have to say how the world had what happened from from a Mindless Mindless reality suddenly what evolved was Consciousness and within Consciousness itself human consciousness how what when so everybody will say at some point to something happened and there was a a cognitive what is it called cognitive Revolution and Consciousness emerged and that's why so many are struggling so much and they want to say that Consciousness is an illusion it's like a machine you know it's like artificial intelligence you have Consciousness your emotions are not emotions it's just buttons it's it's you think you have emotions you think you have ideas almost why because Consciousness points right it is awareness so to say that the whole world was a mistake and the weirdness also didn't come from a place where to say that awareness was produced by something that doesn't have awareness that's that's that's pretty intense that that Consciousness Awareness on all its levels of what awareness is it all came about by mistake by something that has no awareness because the whole world is a random error a random mutation it's it's too much so what do you have to say if there's no if it's a myth you understand it's good but the truth is what's Consciousness it's so elusive because it's the it's this between so Consciousness defines the undefined but you can't define the undefined because if you define the undefined it's not undefined anymore but that's really what Consciousness is the bridge between islamus which is which is ain't safe and that's what Attila says oh it is so on one hand that's so this is yeah do is uh uh in the death of ego ah in the death of all ego there's no identity not even spiritual not even spiritual identity and it's very it's not easy it's not easy because it's uh you want to hold on to something to let go that for Consciousness to let go of consciousness is is mighty dick and that's what the balsamtov said and every nakuda to be able to see the islands see the nishamas and see that looks and bring them together because in every word you have all three no word is the voice from any of the three what's islamus that's Bree it's over there there's also Caleb but over there it's not called elucus anymore it's called Bria what's bribery means a creation until this is not called The Creation because in artillery is the calim are divine hashems Caleb Hashem Hashem what do you mean what's felt over there is that the entire Kelly the entire vessel is just a conduit for Infinity to be expressed through finite mediums but it's not finite but because there's already Calum so that becomes a source for a new type of world a world in which structure is divorced from insuff in very simple words from there comes in which they could be experienced what's called detachment our world 's much higher it's much more subtle you'd see it is lower but in asea it's a world where everything is only in safe but yet what's the experience the experience is isolation loneliness fragmentation to a point where there could be real disassociation to a point that's only possible here what's real disassociation my eye is gone was it mean my eye is gone there's a counterfeit I there's a fake eye that takes over I'm saying in in in a very extreme and dysfunctional situation what is that based on there could be a whole life that is not one with the source there's no seamless Oneness with the source and not Silas that's not China because there's no blockage there's no trauma capital T in artillus I'm talking about trauma in its highest levels which is the beginning of Separation fragmentation either is Caleb but the Caleb are all elucus imbria already it's a whole new definition you call it a creation creation creation outside of creator that's olamis huh you could call it it's more potential yeah sometimes it says in Russian that the the the notzilla is the limited it's the potential for limitation so we're not Silas like I spoke with Joseph he went into places he was there he couldn't not be there he was in a pit he was in a prison he was in Egypt but he said I'm I was Amanda schlichus which means I'm here but I'm not defined by this this is my mission yeah you have to work through these Caleb that's true and it's limiting but it's not really limiting because the limit is just because I have to transform this place so the limit is just a conduit of infinity I see you here they can be real There's real blockages that are perceived by the experience of the one living in that world so the balshev says that the tactless of everything is to constantly fuse together it's interesting that some languages point out to what you just said about the Consciousness somewhat languages like for example in Russian consciousness which is two words so it just means connection really core constellation connection and it's not against knowledge this means that the bridge of well EU that you build between that's Consciousness in Russian so he's saying it means the bridge and knowledge yeah in Hebrew they call it which is connected to das Java in Spanish is with science how do you say it in Spanish consciencia with science really in Yiddish it's design Ed so if you wish it's the way design is designed the gemara says in a few places that the place of a person for example when it comes to Trump Shabbos if a person shabbos's can't walk anymore but they have they have four armors for amus in the length and foramis and the width which is around six feet between six or a little more feet approximately on arm is around the foot and a half or a little more so it's around six feet is whatever is there you can acquire if it's Africa if it doesn't belong to somebody so the mother asks and they're even why four why four armas so he says because the height of a regular person is shalishamas to write a height of a regular person again childishamas could be either four and a half feet five feet or even some people saying Amma is two feet so maybe six feet so the height of a person so why four so he says because when you take your hands and you lift them up higher than your head it's another armor so that's the dalaramus so they asked the question most people don't don't operate like this with the hands higher than the head usually the hands are below so why did they hazal take that into consideration and turn that into the place of the person says because the tackles of a person is the power of the person is to go beyond the head what makes an Adam and Adam is that he connects islamus telecast so you go beyond the head is that it sees in Islam not only in season which is beyond the head which is beyond the brain which is beyond what my intellect grasps through my Calum because the brain is already Caleb so you have the three armors that's the regular you have the legs right you have the Goof the body itself you have the rosh which is the highest and then you have the adalium through our actions we can go la Mila maharash beyond my head and that's when you become an Adam that's when you become an Adam the sheer of a Mikvah is 40 Source says is an armor let's put it let's say a foot and a half by a foot and a half of water a volume a foot and a half this way breath a foot and a half this way of water or two feet below him in the height is why because since the height of a regular person is again anywhere between four and a half and six feet so therefore if it's that's the height so you can go into the Mikvah right and even if it's a small mixer you could submerge and it covers the whole goof could go into it over here you don't say that you need dollar Damas you say shalashamas amas because the Mikvah is a place where the person became ah the Mikvah is needed because I have to purify myself because I became alienated from the true Adam right so a person would have the full head with their hands over the head so then they wouldn't have reached a place where they needed so this is that in islamus and the Shamus and Allah all three are one that's the Toyota this is all in order to understand the LA Mata mata's that it says so now let's see inside Vita the Indian bazaar the neighborhood s he divides them into two categories one is the category called the worlds of infinity inatsillus versus there is a difference between course the way it's felt through Caleb it's pure and safe it's not defined it's not even defined in any Kaylee that's why this you don't speak about Consciousness over there because Consciousness is the struggle to define the undefined as I told you and that's the struggle of Consciousness that's why Consciousness drives you drives people crazy because the real the real the real ambition the real truth of Consciousness is to go beyond consciousness to go beyond the head that's what Consciousness wants anything else Consciousness knows is a lie and Consciousness knows that about consciousness it knows it's it knows that because it's conscious it's not dumb if it would be Islands without nishamas it could be blindfolded and I'm fine darkness is light light is Darkness but Consciousness is a weird so to speak of the undefined because it's aware and yet it wants to be conscious of it so that's where that's that'sillus this is there could be and there is Caleb he says both things there could be and there is in other words the attilis begins with the fact that there could be Caleb because they could be there for there is attzillus begins with the fact secen beyond that silica you can't have it it's not a space where there could be Caleb and that'sillus there could be and therefore there is but it starts off with could be you have to understand that edelkite that are not Silas it's already called the world the world means Helen a world where there could be an Indian of Calum it's tolerable it's tolerated Caleb is tolerant just like preach Simpson you can't have Islam you can't yeah as a result of the symptom Caleb but it's not shot at Silas is a world of finiteness it's a world of arctos it's a world event surf it's the way I look close is filtered and enclosed to the point that it could connect with Caleb but it's a Locus in Kayla in other words the matseus Bittle the Mitzi Calum is egoless Calum is Identity the identity of what Silas is infinity that's its identity that's the murder there's no blockages there's no stuckness over there but it's the way it comes into Caleb that's uh that's a big question how can the finite human connect to the infinite the answer is because the finite human is not so finite the finite human is not so finite yeah the soul is that Hashem and his lights are one Hashem is even though both you say is a difference it should have said he and his lights and as Caleb I want it says God twice because it's not the same why is it not the same it's a different artists the difference is as he'll say you have for example the soul and the Soul has faculties and then you have the soul coming into the body and then you have lavushum garments so you have the soul itself you have the way the soul connects with the body and you have the way a person wears garments very good and still you say it twice that means in the actors itself between EU and EU and garmayi there's a very subtle difference and as he says it's a skull it's a very subtle to understand the difference one of the biggest of the soul is that when it comes into the body it's not separate from the body it's one with the body what do I mean one not one that it's connected one that it becomes the body itself one of the reasons that people can deny a soul why do they deny a soul because it does an unbelievable job in redefining the body the body becomes like the soul like everything is whatever isn't an ashama it becomes the wisdom of the body so the actors are so deep that it's not differentiated but really it's also the body itself is a mace [Music] it's like the electricity the huh the electricity that was pumping the the heart that allowed the the blood to pump the electricity went off so the machine is dead the the the battery is gone what's the real engine in it the real Indian in it is that the Goof and the shama become completely one and that's why there could be this mistake that the body is its own reality and there's no soul because that's how deep the soul affects and redefines the body the body is alive the body is not like a a dead machine and there's electricity in it it becomes the identity of the body itself that's a martial for artillus that's a muscle for Otis and Calum the Otis the nashama the Kali is the Goof and they become completely one and the whole body is now a conduit for the soul is a backdrop you know like have a backdrop of what the world is in its most ideal place the world how it is from God's full perspective you understand that'sillus it's like the blueprint of the whole universe but the way it is in God's mind [Music] that's called that Silas and then it evolves into lower forms of the same world it's here I see on one level are like the same world but they're completely different because attilis is the way the world is so to speak in God's mind the whole world is there you could say that yeah yeah it's but cello yeah it's called Nostalgia and it's called nostalgalus so the soul and the body are two separate things right and in fact before a child is born the soul has all the faculties that we have later but it's without the body the gemara says indeed and in the womb the soul could see from one end of the world to the other end of the world so foreign everyone could see the other end of the world as long as you're not using your eye my retina has limits it could see a half a mile and some eyes could see much more but there's a limit you're not seen to the other end of the world because the nishamas vision islamish it's working through the physical eye so it sees the soul sees but it's using the Cali of the Goof but now the eye sees so you could say there's no soul the eye sees it doesn't really make much sense but that's why you could deny the soul because the body is completely won with an effish after a person leaves the body unplug the unplug of the it's not that there's no soul the electricity goes back to this when you unplug a refrigerator what happens to the electricity doesn't die it goes back to its source it's just not coming through the refrigerator it's not coming through the computer [Music] so death death doesn't mean death Soul doesn't die it's unplugged it's not coming through the Goof so now now with now what does the soul see with it sees with its own Vision so it could see buildings don't block it a building can block my retina a building can block the Soul's vision still go off the anime the word weird doesn't apply we're is a product of body and then even not understand where does a svara live where does logic live uh where when there's a sweater how much in Amazon Amazon Cloud before Amazon foreign there's a cycle two plus two equals four it's it's a true idea where does it exist only only in a chess game where you have four pieces the answer is savara doesn't exist in a physical space it doesn't need a physical space to exist that's even logic you understand so you say where does the nashama go it goes it's not a question of where the Goof needs a space hey the consciousness is not yeah it's not that Consciousness is in the mind the mind is in Consciousness so it's not that the soul is in the body the body is in the soul that's true that's not the soul is in the body the body is in the soul you understand the body is in the soul and it's one aspect of the Soul that's filtered through the body when there's no when the body is lifeless not only is the soul not affected the soul now is actually uninhibited it's not working through those those Caleb but when it is alive it's not just working through those Calum it becomes the Kaylee That's The Power of life it becomes the Kaylee that's a martial fratzillus because it has even more pick and have even more pain pain you're right but pain pain the Soul's pain can be even deeper than any pain foreign because God is worried about Earth he said at me so we are told we must bury the body immediately otherwise the shama has pain yeah so right away you see that there is a yeah Congress yeah a lot of people who um Is Random when there's a of the level it means doing the writing event that's going to be the same consciousness they have all types of explanations conditioning Society they say you're like a monkey the only difference you know and a monkey is the monkey doesn't think he's a person that's it maybe he does but it doesn't look like it he doesn't have guilt monkeys seem happy when they they give you what they need huh his Consciousness is limited yeah so so since this world is a Bria so there's no Evolution no no no one second so so so so the muscle of a goof is like attilis it's like Caleb the Earth becomes the Kaylee it's not separate and since the odors ain't safe so the Kaylee is elicus but it's in Calum then you have then the shama the way it connects within hashama itself with the faculties of the Soul so is like the unity between the soul and the faculties of the soul is like the unity between the soul and the body but it's a complete Oneness it's a complete Unity but that's the difference between artillers and higher than not Silas that's what he says let's say the power of reason or the power of vision or the power of perception or the power of hearing the soul hears the soul sees but it doesn't see with the tools that the body uses to see yeah yeah of the soul the being of the Soul the love of the soul the the awe of the soul the intangibles yeah it's intangible in the sense that it's not concretized the electricity is not flowing through the laptop or through the phone or through the refrigerator through the through the AC the electricity is pure electricity nobody ever saw electrons we can't see electricity we know it exists because we see its symptoms nobody ever sees a soul but we see the symptoms every moment the Soul's electricity is flowing through the refrigerator but unlike the refrigerator the body itself becomes soulful so yeah therefore we can always connect to the soul because of the unity with the goth yeah yeah you see you see that power in the brain the phantom pain even when the the physical is not there that's how connected they are so that's even though it's one but he says twice why because in that syllis there's Calum and Calum is a different type of Oneness because ain't Sophie essentially is not finite it's not Calum it's not goof that the Calum become one with the Earth they're not separate name is but even that tell us it's one it's not like separate that would be like putting on garments when you put on garments nobody says oh the soul is one with the body and one with the clothes that not the clothes are not me anymore I mean everybody knows that and when I'm touching your sweater and I'm gonna say I'm touching you I completely completely detached so the muscle for that from the perception of a person is so he says but because in artzilus it's still one in the house it's not a pellet it's not a wonder that the light of inside is revealed and shines because they're vessels because the experience of Oneness no blockages no Detachment no disassociation it's one with EU so wherever there's foreign Actos is the vessel to be metabolated himself why because what ain't safe ain't safe is everything and sofas Oneness and so for his Infinity so the Kelly is therefore becomes infinite in its finiteness it's still infinite that's why the body has a wisdom that is soulful people are amazed what the body knows what the body experiences the wisdom of the body actors is the natural state of reality when it's not disassociated from itself from its source because it's Harmony it's everything it's all one it's ain't safe so even though we're not Sellers and Calum is already as we're saying it's a compromise it's Google it's identity its structure but it's Calum are not blockages they don't disrupt the urge they don't become their own Matthias they don't have an ego it's like the Goof and the nephesh the body a healthy body never says never becomes its own other designer a healthy body means it's just a flow it's a flow through the body you know when a person is does when a person exercises or eats well right when you're healthy you don't feel your body more you feel your body less because there's no blockages if a person starts feeling their back and their neck and their head and their feet it means to something off right something is out of place this is an infection something there you have a headache you would think if the body is healthy you should feel it everywhere you should feel everything if you start filling your pinky it means it's a cut you start filling your ears you have an earache start feeling your teeth you have a toothache I understand if my teeth are healthy I should feel them no if your body is healthy you don't feel anything after a good workout then you eat well you don't you feel light like almost you don't feel your goof why because that's what health is health is health is that the body is a conduit for the nashama the Kaylee is a Kaylee for the oh doesn't point to itself it points to the soul that's a muscle fratzillus one second one second you understand when I start feeling my body I feel heavy I feel lethargic right because I'm not treating it well in other words I'm I'm I turned it into its it becomes its own Matthias because it's not connected to its source you have to examine your health I remember somebody once came up with the lab and he said literally means how are you feeling yourself it means how you doing but if he filters it so that but without skipping a heartbeat he says we filter how you feeling the self so if you're feeling the self is good it's already not good why it's better I feel myself I feel myself well I'm dead so feeling yourself means that you're not dead obviously it's good to feel yourself but we're talking about if you're feeling yourself as a self-contained reality There's A disruption of the flow and that's what illness means illness means that there's something in the Cali that is broken something in the Kaley's broken and the uh can't connect with it seamlessly huh you become full of yourself so spiritually there's no actors he says of course you're in Caleb you're in the goof but it's a conduit for others so therefore there's no blockage there's no blockage of the light it's a Kaylee for the light even though it's not higher than not so listen higher than that so this is no Calum foreign because the lack of Oneness means we're not ready for Infinity we're busy protecting our insecurities somebody once asked me why when he goes to a 12-step meeting of recovery he feels God foreign I'm not going to tell you the end of a sentence I'm not going to say the end of the sentence but it was a very it was a sincere question he wasn't asking it to to provoke me maybe hundreds of you I'm telling you one person who asked me so I told them a story of the balchem talk about Allah by the way every store every word from the balshamative every story The Bottom you'll hear in it everything there's no inside of the balship that you can't see in it Allah together just this is a cloud when the bashram said something it's it's all the way so the bashama once came to a show and he refused to walk in so they said why he said the show is ungerfelt metairo it's filler he can't walk in the Shull is filled from floor to ceiling with Tyra and davine but she can't walk in there's no space so later the most have explained what he meant it says without love and awe doesn't go up it stays down he says the shul was filled because nothing went up in other words there was a lot of ego there was a lot of self-centeredness spiritual narcissism judgmentalism whatever that is whatever there is by Jonathan sacks Allah once said how did yaakov know when he got up from his dream Angela Kim this is a house of God because it says that the stones were fighting who should get their head so he said a place that even the stones get into a fight ainsaki and Basilica it has to be a show if even the stones got into Allah because this has to be a sure and assured even their walls could get into a fight stop talking to each other he was a chief Rabbi for many years he had a Havana in this in this nakuda what oh so I told this person what you're seeing in the 12-step program is one thing everybody there their ego was shattered everybody they destroyed their lives every one of them who's there that they're not there because this is where they chose to experience Tranquility on a Monday night they have nothing better to do than to come to a meeting this is their vacation resort that everyone is there because they destroyed their life so when they come in that they destroyed it enough that their ego is done it's done they don't rely on it anymore so I said wherever that exists so automatically the God God is there he's always there but you have to let him in so wherever there's an accord of ego listeners there's actors because I'm not trying to outdo you you're not trying to outdo me in the place of humility there's a Oneness so automatically the end itself is felt that's the real function of rasul of course so therefore he says wherever there's wherever there's a fight it's already not a Kaylee Dane stuff fight here doesn't only mean or fight we're in a fight that of course but it means even the lack of actors in the self which is the source of all fights you know you fight with others because I'm fighting with myself so that's what he says so we now come to the punchline you can say that when it says in desire that early ain't safe is so amazing that it goes La Mata then tackles you can't say it's talking about the Revelation and act or even in attilis because over there it's not a Pella it's not a flood it's not a wow of course It suffers doesn't even begins that the Earth extends and the Gila is that they could receive it they can experience themselves as ain't so that's not a power because it's what is that's the next piece of the Mind in the place of separateness we could stop here the problem is we don't always live in Arkansas if you live with you can stop here so that's not all about that it's givaldi but it's not a Pella it's not a Wonder why is it not a Wonder oops it's interesting so just think about it the Hava meaning is that when it says maybe it means that's called the Mata well at least that's it and he says no it's not Le Mata de Tacos why because it's but but think about that would be called lamata you see how subtle the perception of this is what reality is you understand that because it's not but I have a minute is also something [Music] so now is the next piece look like and then what it means that is in the place that's separate and the place that's not ain't safe it's not in safe that's what I see is it's a world in which you don't perceive that itself and still desire says this is all on our side of the symptoms or it's basically saying in simple English that what we call the symptom is a matter of perception I always give away the punchline that's that's another dimension that that's you're saying that the the he's broken and I was just bringing out the point that he says about atzilla's that because it's a Kelly and therefore the Calum could be a Lucas because in other words the Kelly is not a contradiction the contradiction becomes when the Kaylee becomes a disruption of actus we don't mind when the earth goes through a particular limit as long as it's not cut off from the source the ego the ego takes away the Kaylee from the Earth it's like the body right when the body becomes heavy and and sick the self-consciousness takes it away it's not the I'm not in the flow I'm not in the zone of Oneness why not everybody else I could live with my son I could live in Tomah he says but with arrogance I can't because the very definition of arrogance is that you can't be with me if you tell me I'm dirty I'm impure I have problems okay I also have problems but when you say I don't have problems you're my problem oh okay you understand the difference a person says I have problems yeah I have challenges I have I have a lot of issues okay I also have foreign that's what arrogance does arrogance does you're the problem now that I can't talk to you I'm protecting myself by putting it on you so what do I do now I separate myself I separate myself from you from the source and from myself I create a counterfeit self that's not in the flow so kalim is not a state attained safe that's the list because it's there's actors there it's not blocked not blocked if it's not blocked the flow can go through different structures the structure doesn't become a self-contained deity and therefore it's not called Bria breeds is a disruption and it's called period the world of pirate yeah different levels of ego but that's the there's with this already a disassociation so that's why in the my mirror the basilagana he puts ulama saying together versus Beyond even though the malsham told us there's three levels because he's not here talking about going from one level to a lower level he's talking about the difference of unity versus fragmentation and in unity versus fragmentation attilis and ain't safe work together because there's actors and be our work separate so even though there's three but in this he says and he puts them together in one bracket even though they're so different because that'sillus is not what's beyond that cell is but because legabe had in terms of had in both of them there's Oneness different type of Oneness this is the Oneness of Otis this is the Oneness of Caleb but it's one this is the one that's beyond identity this is the Oneness in identity this is the one that's beyond Consciousness this is the Oneness of Consciousness this is the undefined Oneness and this is the way the undefined Oneness becomes defined that's attilis but it's still one is and then there's the new category called DIA yes so it's after the symptom that's why it's called oylum if it wasn't but it's still hot yeah yeah it's cold it's after that symptom that we have to remember when we're talking here about akanatsillus it's still posts and so that's why it's called worlds if it would be pretty symptom you wouldn't call it worlds no no you said the right answer it's called ain't safe but it's called Oliver saying so the worlds post yeah when you say Olympus it's usually possums in other words there's no there's no ability of explaining uh yeah well the expression is he's one with his life with his light and he's one with his garmaya or his Calum like his his vessels karmai means like his his Calum his vessels so the question is he should have said he and his eyes so that's where the mind is explaining they're both hard and yet you say it twice he's one with this and he's one with this because because it's it's listen one is Allah so so you see that even though it's means it's one it's not not one but it's a different type of Oneness that's what I was explaining is the difference between the one is of the Soul with the faculties of the soul and the soul and the body but even the soul and the body yeah it becomes completely one because the body completely surrenders to the soul a healthy body doesn't have ego a healthy body doesn't say it's about me a real body says I'm not even here I'm here but what I'm here is just as a conduit I'm here to channel and filter the soul through me that's what a healthy body is the moment but not by destroying the body as soon as you don't destroy the Calum you need Caleb if you destroy your body you don't have an ashama in this world when people destroy their body what happens to their soul they can't live you can't your body is your vehicle I can't think I can't learn I can't love I can't pray I can't connect without my body that's why the vehicle of the body is so holy it's so special the rambam says Hashem for the body to be healthy and whole it's one of the ways of Hashem from the ways it's interesting but the point is because the body is the vehicle I can't experience anything without my body so if we ignore the body if you disregard the body if you score the body if you mock the body if you abuse the body you're abusing the vehicle of the nashama it's all through and in the body to the point of actors huh that's the Kelly for the Earth yeah the body the prayers in the body but the point is that the body becomes completely one and that's what a body wants and a body needs doesn't want to be separate the healthy body is the body doesn't feel itself I'm a Kaylee I'm a vehicle that's a muscle that's a muscle fratzillus we're going to see later it says garments that's a whole different world I see everybody wants to sit ES foreign what do you say the difference of what I'm here right in artillos Caleb not only doesn't destroy the eye that's the only way that the Earth is revealed the the holy could of this mimer is what we start in the first year that the king puts himself in danger what's the danger the danger is not attilis so this is not dangerous he thought that till this was dangerous that's the Hava I'm in that Silas is a dangerous place but he says that's not that so this is not dangerous we could we could put we could put up with that syllis he wrote Olivet Sadiq and they say from his structures from emotion he wouldn't be able to finish the word because he was there so when he wrote out Silas he was experiencing it he never in Sav he wouldn't do more than alephs are the cute always with with an apostrophe with uh because he couldn't he couldn't write to finish the words when you're there you have much more when you know then you know how much you don't know when you don't know you don't know how much you don't know you know what I mean we smile when you know you know how much you don't know when you don't know you don't yeah okay I don't know a few things when you know you know what you don't know huh our work is not to make actors with everything our work is to reveal the actors you don't have to make it yeah somebody once asked there was a hostage he would say literally means what are you making she says what could somebody who was made make what can he make her in it from the cup huh thaladamus that's yeah a violin doesn't have an ego the player has an ego if he's not worked out the violin doesn't have an ego and if that violin does have an ego it's called a broken violin if you start ripping all the if you tear all the all the chords it's called a broken violin in other words in the physical world it's very simple if you have an ego you're broken in people we play games with our brain you understand we call ego confidence it's called Brokenness in the physical world it's not a Shyla a violin has its own ego throw it in the garbage or if it's a spread of areas try to save it you understand in the brain right I say I'm not broken so I create a counterfeit identity counterfeit means fake instead of saying you know go into the store and fix it I don't have to be you create a philosophy out of Brokenness that's the mind that's the mind game because of a lot of fear there's a lot of fear as we're gonna see this is all part of the period huh yeah listen sometimes if a person feels that they're shemata you have to build up their ego but it's not the ego you want to build up you want to build up a healthy ego if you build up a false ego it's going to come back to bite them again yeah because the false ego is where the problem happened the false ego well how did the problem happen the problem happened because myself was a very limited self and that self was broken by whatever happened to me so if I replace it with another fake self it's going to be broken again or it could be broken again or at least it's very vulnerable it's very fragile huh yeah ego as a healthy ego there's ego as ego easing god out you don't need that ego okay the next show will be Thursday morning Thursday morning eight o'clock AM yes so tomorrow morning there's no Thursday morning the women are coming soon they'll just bring it back yeah okay yeah you'll put it away on the yard said it says that the shama has an extra Alia a whole different that's why we say kaddish because the nashama ascends to even a deeper place in its Ascent to its own source even deeper place so it's a very special time so that's why we want to connect to the soul then because as the soul goes up we also go up and our avoid the here also helps us all exhales and then Hashem inhales that's like the soul coming back yeah when the soul goes through this world it goes to a much higher place than it was before it says so goes back to the very King itself which is Caleb and the Soul goes to even higher than actually and safe itself through here yeah yeah yeah absolutely absolutely your mother should be a good to better for the homage revealed blessings to all of you Allah so to speak himself in danger just a metaphor that he gives himself an eye which is my eye he allows himself to become an egotistical reality that's divorced but it's really him that's very vulnerable in the stand but he does it because of the confidence [Music] that's how you that's how you pick up the world you have to go into the place your soul never left your body even when there was this Association that's the heal the healing is that your soul which is which is part of Hashem goes it doesn't stop it never really detached we thought it detached that itself was part of the Clipper the coping mechanism is part of the the belief that we detached we really didn't detach we're really present even in the disassociation okay yeah