I Love You. But Can You Feel It? - Likkutei Torah Sukkos "Ushe'avtem Mayim" #2

the yeshiva dotnet what was the summation of panic Aleph that devoid of filler is connected a void of car bonus and then void of car bonus was we had a fire that came down and by assertion there was a fire that descended from above which looked like a lion and it would consume all of the sacrifices that were offered burnt on the MS back on the altar that was the gas miss physically what is this concept in a Vedas olive in each person Lintz Adva chaffetz banoffee sure this is the concept that everybody has a miss bay AHA which is the lathe not only one miss bath but - MS bethis coast is two dimensions to the heart and everybody has a fire everybody has a fire which is not their own food making it's a fire that's heavenly meaning it's a fire that was imbued in the Jew due to the very fact that he or she is Jewish every every person has a fire in them fire here is a parable for a powerful passion feeling experience of love and connection but one has to arouse the fire one has to be Atma gala one needs to bring it out actualize it it may be plugged may be concealed may be block may be repressed may be buried it may look like like a coal that looks like it's extinguished but really inside as a fire you have to fan the flame reveal the flame and that's the only way a shamanic a scar-h Alcala that's the only what does what does it eat up it eats up all the other fires the only Judaism the only Yiddish guy that can eat up all other fires all other addictions and passions is a fiery relationship I shall look at her age alone the fire has to burn only such an age could be us love it's not a she won't be alone that Ash will be what is it also that's a whole other age and this fire he says is the fire which is the main role of dominant and negative to Midland just like by the car bonus you had to put the flesh of the animal on top of them as birth and it got consumed in that fire and that's the fire a Jew tries to get in touch with every single morning every single day by Dominic which is the moose Rea Aria he shot after - Emily actually I shall locate come here later who are you sure glad that the Moose area will fire look like an area because it creates the roar of a lion the passion the passion and the Alpha the intense relationship of a life and what this was explained he explained about time you explained there is Sir to eat before Davin E because eating has to come from always from a place with the human being stands above the food mentally spiritually emotional as long as the person himself or herself did not find their own ruthless all I see myself is as physical mechanical I don't find within myself the divine fire I'm not in a position where the food belongs to be consumed by me but cepa's as I able kaya why why could the food be consumed by me he says ain't no royalist Litella Michael you know what why should it be consumed by you why does it deserve to be swallowed up in my midsi's ella my after Davin Inc the person found the H the H within themselves the carbon Thamud which was burnt on him is baya then the person is in a position where he is capable of heating and for karat elevating the Michael then the Michael wants to wants to be consumed by the person wants to be eaten by the person and that's the concept he says that just like the mosaic burnt soulless luminous the grain of Monaco's bread which represent spinosa the devoid of feel of this age burns up the daggers upon us is not parnassia itself burn assets of ezekiah capacity psychical ash wreck of a tale of an enemy gear copies of Ivaldi camilla however it means that I get to stress the tiger soprano so it's a passion people need a passion so he also see that a hug of an into the scent of art that people are stressed over pernessa not just cuz they want to because they don't have a choice because this is their passion in life a human being needs passion what's gonna be your passion that depends when we're stressed about something even if we say we're overwhelmed but in an indirect way it it's also give us a satisfaction because we're living for something you're consumed with something it keeps you busy it keeps you alive it may become too much and maybe overwhelming but it's a passion die gears or saw passion I'm stressed out I'm very passionate about it LMI the passion may be misplaced passion may be misdirected the passion may be fed by wrong information every passion is fed by something a passion is a fire fire needs fuel fire day needs oxygen the fire has to burn something up spiritually speaking passion needs information information passion without information dies it's like a fire without oil without kerosene without logs without oxygen every passion even though we think the passion is fiery there's no such a thing that somebody feeding the fire that's the big cloud and you always have to look what's feeding this fire to certain information certain paradigms feeding the passion it's always that way just not always easy to see in a fire we understand that the fire is not under sitting in living in a vacuum there's something feeding the fire constantly and if you take that away even for a few moments Casal said the pace of the fire is over that's what he says when a person can find the passion of our Malik aphasia o'clock so the passion that is given to us by stress which is a form of passion is consumed it doesn't have to exist and take over our life right yep yeah very well the tiger Sopranos is a passion in life and people need passion and it's it's a very powerful passion and and it's it's a powerful personal circus in many ways it seems like a legitimate passion I'm not passionate about some destructive substance I'm tired of making a living I'm gonna support my wife and children for Karen's but the stress of it as Thunder with supporting your wife and kids it's a mitzvah to support the wife insurance a big mitzvah but being a stressed out human being who's overwhelmed and stressed and anxious and angry and upset and frustrated and annoyed and all the good adjectives that doesn't help support your wife and kids so so passion the people it looks like yes a person thinks the more stress T is the more money he makes bass Vahini I'm Laura Zhao we now come to step two cuz I'll tell us our fault Pisa Asia in Omaha Menasha Maya Mitzvah lava man I had yet today lastest at Hanalei Shan my Lacerta died Asia comes the Gemara said says the Kumari Numa I think her father that even though there was an age that came down Menasha ma him so who needs anything else there's a beautiful fire of God's fire suck the Gemara Mitzvah love him an ad yet we say it every morning those who say in the car bonus the Mitzvah the part of true Messiah dashing from beginning of our south Zoey stylist earlier they'll make the red collar Lila voluptuous guy in him right the hmm is may have to cut by like suitable vir Allah lion ate Simba Boyka Boyka Boyka lila age stomach lemons battle i said but not only a sea of in heaven brings down a fire there's a mitzvah on the head yet meaning on the human being on the game being on the kyon m to create a fire mo mata what's the have one hostage in a fire so the ball tiny puts in here a few words today last us a correlation eyelash at erudite Asia that's his his addition is innocent addition this creates a Hana an openness of preparation that through the age that comes from the head it'll be a nation o my Allah meaning the a Shalom I'll is always much deeper than the age that they can create you can't compare this fighter that's fine but if you want to be able to experience that fire you have to first create your own yes yes interactively and they'd interactive and dynamic what is this in a void there now till now we explained the a Shalem ila because we establish that the fire that exists is a gift in other words it's embedded I'm born with it it's not something after create which is a very beautiful concept you don't have to create your love you don't have to create your purity enough to create your holiness you don't have to create your connection you need to reveal it which is are you side goggle but now we come to step two before that is another h and that's the age of mitzvah la vie min ahead yet now here we're going to see the d the Kazama diak Mitzvah loved him and I had yet what does I had yet to me I had it literally means like a peasant the Kumar says Alta he burkas had yet Caliban now they say it came to the rugged Chava gone for a broth he didn't like give him breakfast so he said that skippers cleaner brothels gates uncoil their Sameach gates some koi and it made simple he was a coil so he says he never finished the Kimura doctor I'll I feel out the hay burkas headed kala baina ahead get a peasant gives you a broker don't dismiss er that's even ahead yet cosas que McHale Homer did ever the Sara Taylor the rocket rover gone Kolchak a circuit reverses vas stuff is d gaben abraha mythic our time tends gaben zebra Kournikova fun what do I have to give you a brother with a carver time with our lumbers why don't you give yourself a brothel without a comma fine that was his he was very sharp he was a head you give yourself a brothel without a car behind me what do you need me with a gun sir let it be a healthy breakfast I'd yet so literally had yet means a simpleton right we'll say mice ahead yet here head he doesn't mean our peasant it's declare name in the base I'm McLeish it means relative to heaven ah the ordinate mitzva lava mean I had yet it's a mitzvah that the person should create a fire a sham created a fire you're right Mitzvah lava man I had the ballot Anya's gonna touch Mitzvah love him in a head you doesn't only mean that person has to create a fire Mitsu love Amina had it means you have to create the fire from head yet from those parts of your life that are simple from those parts of your life that are lowly from those parts of your life that are brute that our course Mitzvah Lahav II mean I had yet from head notice and that's going to be a whole different part as a Hana to the a Shulamite Lahav in onions a BA by the Sasha now the holy site of this minor is that everything that happened in Nevada the base--emitter is mirrored and reflected in the human experience so he says of an alien Zappa by the Sasha dissing the could he never could his bottle Nicholas say its darkest much smear issues we say this every morning little structure them of Davin and every mine is not her shade of Davin and if you collect all the my modern bestop and I can't stand a pair of Sharmila's we save this every morning but yes usual you know you gloss it over Lacaille borrows animus it a no they sing sweet melody star shams mirrors you're made of such boxes search me you can hula by the murder of a college now we start a series of adjectives why were these chosen gay first a coil governess okay Osaka dashes and Martin is not fake news the amazonite Osaka doses a master master nice ball mill humus okay fights master of wars idiots Dockers mutt smear his shoes how do we tag that he sews righteousness right and generates or produces salvations how does that help anybody say dad's doctor is Matt Smith his shoe is braided a food in ourselves in a nifflas ghazzal said okay let's put up another adjective here that I knock him off hummus Veuve us van from all the words like these dips are awry me a reason synchronization so he's gonna focus on these four four words a day at stalkers much smear see sauce what spreads a day as dr. Scott Smith officials obedience a even bihac tamasha Casas mother toughest Laramie minute a cop came to understand all this we have to have the Santa pasa can share Sheena puss success it him the song of songs Patrick based pasta cloth the collar speaks cinemas of course the parable of the Aniela died David ideally the two people the young man and the young woman who really take a liking to each other so she says smile a caucus Larry she his left arm is under my head the Amina took up cane in his right arm embraces me that's almost like I melt in his bosom cuz smiley takahashi he supports me he supports me under my head with his left arm via minute a cupcake she touches Peters room in it too cainy janeshia col.caf penis cathedral Yemen the Yemen mchavez common sources of homeless unnecessarily is Mahad amartia Yahud American Levada could exist I'm craving actual penis rebook mannish cardamom a tuberculoma have additionally potted memento bush - the kalamata named chiffon is gala available a sham Levada a shallow the party the men who has for shallow the concept of yemeni to a bikini means his right arm embraces me this is a mush right represents the Gomorrah says inside - you mean mchavez me the SARC acid has said that says enjoy our Castle do you mean the right um represents the acid left and represents the water so a minute the cup kami means there's such a explosion - such a flow of love there's such a test that drug you mean it's actually a mimic Erebus that all knit suits are embraced all the Shama sister all are embraced and they they they're pulled in they're drawn into this relationship to be completely one just like a hug what's the uniqueness of a hug there's many ways of expressing love I could look at you I could speak to you I could write to you I can kiss you I can listen to you and we all know these are deep ways of expressing communicating and experiencing love listening communication you tell somebody I love you that's communication there's a kiss is even deeper but there's something called people what's the uniqueness of hit book the book is a physical gesture very physical his lotion is I'm Adam I'm a habakkuk I'm a - a New York Italy part of the maneuver some I see when I hug you especially if it's a good teddy bear hug the cancerous top shade I talk to you say bye pond sometimes I can give you love you can give me but I'm not capable of receiving love and that's a painful reality some people are not capable of receiving love especially if they were hurt they don't even know what it means and therefore they interpret it always in a different way so I may be actually expressing love to you but you're not enough state where you can hear it will you consents it when you can experience you know what I'm talking about and this is a very very deep reality because you'll have sometimes relationships where somebody's giving a lot of love but the other person can never hear it because the only language they know is the language of whatever I didn't want to use the word abuse again but the language abuse or maybe just a very different language they don't know that language huh or cynicism which is also that comes ah neglect cynicism abuse trauma should we go through everything now I'll catch the tunnel of America for this for that for that but the point is you're giving it to me a bit published I don't have the eyes I don't know if the years I don't have the ability to be able to receive it huh the Kayla my broken yeah you're pouring and pouring and pouring and pouring and pouring the more delicious wine in the world or will soon be water in a row but the Calum I broke I said the EM Kippur from the SAR Shalom of bells the bells are there but the SAR Shalom the first bells that ever said we say him Kippur many times hi ray I'm Neela Faneca holy moly woosh woosh Buechele Clemmie I stand before you like a vessel filled with shame quickly Molly Bush so everybody touches it I'm basically filled with shame he says one second for a Kaylee to be filled with anything it can't be broken if a Kaylee is broken everything falls right out so for the have a Kaylee Molly butcher the Kaylee has to be wholesome she says yes the Kaylee's Molly butcher but the Kaylee is a very wholesome Kaylee that contains the bush and the Kaylee is never broken if the Kaylee is broken it goes straight through so if I don't have those calum beacons Gabon and Gabon and Gabon and Gabon so it garnished Allison so that I lock there's a hole that goes to a youth once told me an interesting worth it was poured in 1966 option curve of the Lubavitcher never was from bringing put it at the end he said put in state there's another color push it the odd noise dim light literally means in Stockton whoever stretches out his hand she gave a scream Kolhapur the odd noise to mine so everybody came up to get together lehayim and he gave to everybody he finished the wine with al-qaeda Mashka finished so he went upstairs and if I Blaine was it was a middle of the night like three in the morning and he went to his room he came out to go home and they brought more she continued to give he went to his car and more people came Crown Heights then there was a lot Big Oil um it was before the mass exodus to different neighborhoods yet also a lot of Evers day the bubble wrap it was a school and you will confuse the busting at the bubble where of hood Nana kylo there so a lot of people came was put in so people care she was by the car and thousands of people come and he stood there a long time giving out lehayim to everybody so somebody told me my uncle told me said he was dead a youth came by a Bock and you see the bottom and it ever took a look at him and he says that except torsion-bar coma I think you received her and he was from the first ones who received in sure he says yes about coming up a Hager half-hour lock in my cup those were his words I had a look a hole in my cup so that episode at the hostel walking car bus at healthfulness cabinets late the moment writer is Gibson if you have a lock in your car poor holding it what's gonna help I give you a second time will pour out again he says I figured clog and I'm a good cop it took a Krogan Ania cop I acquired a new cop in the interior mic when he says either hasta Anaya couple of the Gabby you have a new cup I'll give you so of course cop was used in a double meaning as cop and cup so if you have a look in the cop I could pour and pour and pour not on my I could pull for 4050 years it's a bit garnished - it's all gonna go out so you could receipt you could give but nothing is received not only it's not received the person could mean love and yet his words are misconstrued as abuse and that's the most painful or her words i misconstrued as abuse I'm giving you love but you not only can't you hear it you see in everything something else so spiritually what's he booked he booked means that even if you want to leave I don't let you leave when I hug you physically when I kiss you you could leave what I talked to you could certainly leave when I look at you you could look away when I listen to you could stop speaking or the other way around but the key book represents a New Yorker Department emission less when I'm holding you like this you can't escape my grip so physically it's not always - mark it's like Tati leave me alone Patti leave me alone enough right but spiritually what does it mean it represents an other that there's absolutely no conditions it's not nothing can stop-- can interrupt this flow of energy and even in a situation with the person himself look how it is not ready for it he's not equipped for it and if we can't experience it emotionally speaking the idea of a book is that I'm going to affect you in a way that you're going to remain in this grip of love that's inseparable so when it says the immunity cap cainy what shot that it's a type of human mchavez that brings the soul so close shallowly parted in mental hospital there's a type of relationship that's inseparable that's what the fee book represents we're not just connected we're connected in an inseparable way there's no peanut at least Khosla my little penis a ver a bizarre Elizabeth feeling I'm gonna smile attack hostile aggression but the introduction for you minute to cup kami comes first with smiley Takahashi his left arm is under my head he's small doesn't the gemara says in sight mm Zion La Hoya um - hey you mimic I reverse of small does with the right hand you bring with the right hand you bring close the right arm you've been close and the left you rejected so that's chat smiley Taha'a literally she does the concept of dice of Peter sh-should those home Asheville Assad there's an element of smile which humbles the person which pushes away this person what does this mean and this is the intro to a miniature cupcake kasha awesome alibi the yarmulke item a shaft I for this the person needs to be able to humble themselves in order to be able now this is very profound emotionally profound to be able to experience real love it takes a lot of vulnerability in some ways it's easier to give love them to receive love because when you're giving love Vista Bala bus when you're receiving love it's very vulnerable it's a very vulnerable state think about yourself did you ever feel an experienced love did you ever feel an experience unconditional love do you know what it's like you know what it's like it's nice to say I love I love I love I feel love really you say avisail Amalfitano hashem elokenu do we even know do I know do you know what the experience is like what does it feel like to be truly truly loved and do you allow yourself to feel it remember when you allow yourself to feel it it's very vulnerable because you allow yourself to be hurt if I allow myself to feel loved I can also allow myself to be betrayed if it doesn't work out if I don't allow myself to be loved I can't be hurt I'm like this right you ever see how juice it by lectures like this what's this all about this is a bulletproof vest basically remember whatever you say stops here nothing gets closer if I like it I'll take a trickle in and also just to repeat the other people not for myself but what's the concept emotionally is if I don't allow myself to be loved I'm never gonna get hurt yeah it's good I don't trust the world the world doesn't trust me it stops here so the immunity to help gain me is not a positive thing God can embrace you but for you to be able to be part of that experience you need to smile at a consolidation which is very very vulnerable experience and the vulnerability is I have to get rid of all the toxicity I have to first be dice' everything that's distancing me from the relationship without smiley without small dosa that will never be the experience of immunity that I've been he could love me for nine Bismark on but my spirit I will not be part of embrace the embrace means that I feel that we're inseparable I feel that you're hugging me and we you're not letting me go in other words there's nothing in the world that's gonna make you let me go I'm feeling it the only way you could feel that is if you have smiley tacos LaRoche what smoother taxes later she the beginning of small does what is this in avoid accession Kasia assimilable Yamagata Marsh after a shoe rocket Martian but Ashley's house mashaallah the coyote say by l'union M Asha calls enemy city to smile look a night for this the person has to realize all the things that are disturbing the relationship all the thing that distanced me from truth all those things these are poisonous venomous things in me that are toxic that keep me away from the relationship they rear cook that I have and because of that I'm shooting myself let's take in a human relationship to be able to really experience love I have to look at all those voices in me that tell me you can't trust you can't love you can't experience love it's too dangerous don't be vulnerable you're gonna get hurt stay away better policy not to trust anybody could the focus to remove the riddle the real hook that disturbs the immunity obtaining the law ye a penis small shallow cutters burrow hole at smile who are those it has become now he's gonna get to your pond don't think now here comes as our line but you'll see why he said this line because this is basically what so many people feel never think smile attack us literally means God is rejecting huh did for you minute is up kami first it's about guilt of how much God hates you shall cut it but mostly I cut his mother who ultimately who are they smiling of Hashem says out kela he does women only dog that doesn't exist there's no outcast who he says get out of my life smother that doesn't exist el Akasha awesome le boy who rather it's referring to the person himself I have to realize how I am rejecting myself from God that's very different than God rejecting me it's a whole different experience everything that the rejection is coming because I sham doesn't like you so therefore you'd feel guilt and dread because of how bad you are no all meters has smilin avoiders ashram is never Hashem rejecting you it's you rejecting those parts that never allow you to feel close in other words you're invested in living with distance and when you're invested in just like in human relationships some people they build up stories that maintain the distance I try to hug you and you'll never allow yourself you could see how different people allow themselves to be hugged right one of the things that people do is when they hug people your hug and you right away start as uh you start like this what is that about that's about removing the vulnerability of it like you're a good guy you're a good guy I'll take care of you you're a good guy you're not such a bad guy that's not what a hug is that's patronizing a real hug is you allow yourself and the other to melt into each others arms without any you know it's to start patting his back that he's a good guy it's just it's just a key book there's nothing else you'll see people hugging right away a second later boo bus collapsed or was collapsed it's the yet it's it's it's so awkward the awkwardness of a silent embrace is too scary switch them hate the clapping yes I'm a failure yeah yes yes okay yeah we'll soon see a minute have kami that circus smile the toughest leader she is rushan 'i'm kipper that's the whole processor ah there is a yeah there is one second one second very good very good so smiler once a good cry I smile as him the ninja finished I'll show okay so a mailer so what the practice is the person is dice himself what ties himself not does himself that you're unworthy of a relationship don't feel yourself that you're making yourself unworthy of the relationship you're invested in this rehook in this distance but with names of nostalgia Lamott openness taka slowly she this comes down Taha'a little sheepish Kashani no token Azula am shocked LaMotta Taha's Larry she the high Newberry Micmac shaft II had a niba Adson who had died so marshal attached in Madrid Oh sushi in Sigma toxic ask me Benny Manila that's the Duke smile why Taha'a LaRoche meaning I take smile why and I put it under my head that's what I'm doing I'm taking smile oi me does her smile which is the middle of small dosa and I'm placing at the taka serration what time I'm applying it I'm bringing it I'm bringing it down Annie night opener Zola Hampshire Clamato parkas LaRoche what status Larry she to get to the bottom of my head what do I need to get to the bottom of my head to get to the depth of my mashallah so in other words that the person needs to confront everything that's distancing him from his relationship with God and this is a very vulnerable piece before the love because I can give you love for years and years over the hasta la hand cup you will get nothing not only that at the end of the day you're gonna see me as your enemy as somebody once told me I don't know why he hates me album came on let's get on can't Isis I never did him a favor I don't know what he has against me right and this is a very painful reality the person is incapable everything is misconstrued because they're just responding from their own story everything is convoluted everything is misinterpret they can't even hear what the other person is saying there's so much pain there that what the person is saying this complete that's either taken as an attack or judgment or carelessness or detachment whatever it is and what do you do for this you can't start with love there's too much toxicity that's the word here now the word that works say you got to sucks but he says everything is a mirror image I'm standing in front of you so you're your min is my smile so you're giving you min and I see it a small dice yeah yeah yeah does a tremendous distortion I can't I can't experience you we spoke before Yom Kippur we spoke a few about leadership and I've oh yeah happy same thing your boy initial item said sugar bottom shave up and cuts me off here he couldn't hear it all the year it was good smelly ship enough for you get out of my life that's all the years so the bottom I'll tell you says don't think smiled means that he's dicing ones not pay for you you gotta be done to yourself because you're not letting him be close to you because you're distancing yourself you're feeding distance you're putting kerosene into a fire that's feeling like we spoke before about passion and the same is true in relationships what is going on that's creating this original non-stop that eat you can't even feel the albo just you not there in a voice Hashem it means that a person his experience English look now this could be very very Adel of things in a person's life that does not allow them to experience the depth of the minitek obtaining between Hashem and himself because the love of God to the Jew is infinite and it's constant but if there's a tremendous rehook here so I have to really break everything down and literally push myself off from the step by amount littered with the word Dicer he says mash will die Scott's me me Madre Ghazi so you see max Academy by a nine Mithila we all have a comfort zone here is where you have the whole concept a comfort zone means I'm on this step and I like it not I like it it works do I have the courage to push myself off this cliff and it looks like I'm gonna fall into the abyss but really I'm gonna fall into the arm of God but for me it's the abyss because I'm very very pushed off my step that's the it's the unknown love is very very scary for the one who doesn't know it it's like you have to redefine your story I matter I'm valuable really I lived 45 years with the idea that I'm nothing and it worked it worked I made a couple of million dollars I lost a couple of million dollars I sold I bought like this it this story work I'm aggressive when I have to be aggressive to create a new story in your mind it's not positive to rewire you need a lot of brain elasticity did that work okay we have the English professors it's a deeper it's a deep repentance yeah unbelievable stuff unbelievable stuff but that's what it is so I have to be after have the courage to push myself over the mother agar man this is where I was and really challenge everything say you know what maybe I'm eating poison maybe I'm feeding myself with poison always that's my latest literary and it has to be taxes later she if I'm superficial it's not gonna happen I have to go talk hustling oh I'm turnin cup I'm getting TIFF TIFF till you get to the bottom that's what it says huh subconscious that's that said so unbelievable he says as a three lines you have to go tackle annoys you what stories you got to go today the hole is always on the bottom saying it you look on top oh it's a nice nice coffee is coming out every time crisis that probably the environment is the environment global warming global warming is causing it to drip hurricane Harvey whatever Irma but you have to be able to attack us on to don't them to see and everything is relative it's deeper and deeper Val dubbers I'll call so now as always all spiritual experiences in Judaism are orchestrated in the system of the calendar so the calendar has times even though it's a daily process but the concept is given a certain time in the calendar I'll doubles as cedar as Alcala we do medium Kippur if you follow the Phyllis of Yom Kippur the Hazama Masada all the confessions of him Commission is random option people confess for homeland serenity Avenue the coyote Bell he takes us a these two words serenity Avenue says what's all this about if somebody believes that self esteem is a good thing and they come to a show on Yom Kippur it's like a thousand people get up we still we lied we betrayed we which we were bombing a bull we went astray and we don't stop enough with a Megan we're celebrating our song right it's like a little nuts he says so much what is it should my schpeel and Mossad some with Mecca - Miroku Moy if I only made a shame if I combine them and use butter people are humbling themselves and it's it's it's really meant to be a very vulnerable experience of identifying all those broken parts within ourselves where we are causing ourselves to become distant from our true self Vahey named edoardo mama ID'd him as safavids amon listen love is Barack Jocasta don't think this is about negativity this actually creates a thirst and a love to be closer it's never about breaking the person and saying God hates you that's this idea the moment you start believing he's rejecting you this has nothing to do with smile attack a solution then you're already in a whole different story this is all as a Hey look of the relationship to be able to see what's disturbing the relationship Boba's they are vivia Gilley is a Filipino zamyla average of a hog asuka's this brings a person to be able to experience you mean I take up kami of suckers that's the hog of the sucker Yom Kippur is the culmination of the smiler tacos little shimmy this a smile me this high era whose smile your own smile being dosa that's the preparation once done with Yom Kippur bamas you can experience the hug now when I hug you you could you could relax say wow this is good stuff this is where I belong this is where I am and it's not and you're not separating we're not separating again that's what the feeble cos it's not just a communication I talk to you it's a way that you feel inseparable from me and I feel inseparable from you you mean noise too complicated I feel the relationship is one where he won't let me leave and I walk and I won't leave a meal as he said any other live Poland and as he says another memoriam he brings from that reason which is also referring to here obviously that the sukkah is that fit book the reason even says we spoke a few times about it it says in Gomorrah that the halacha nukid of of style kill her son of our siliceous after Latifa two walls complete than the third one at fi you have a Sukkah four walls like summer cafe right he does some of his four walls office three walls and hey is two walls with @fr so that result explains because you mean they took up gave me a circus what's the minute the cup gain if I take my right arm and I put it around you I hug you so fascinating that Rizal says you remember yeah there's three parts this from the shoulder till the elbow elbow till the wrist and then the hand itself she says via minute the cop gave me if somebody embraces me with his right arm so basically there's one wall that extends through my ways through the waist right if I'm hugging into the waist and then there's the long part of the arm the second wall that covers the entire back and then your hand makes a left and comes on the other side which is Ashley she's a philosophic literally the hwacha suka is a graphic illustration of the divine hug we want the big hug so we do four walls you want a big hug is as I finale's Aidan for more four sides I hug you but the concept of immunity top kami that's the concept of soul so the whole office of Suki Nicola reflect the spiritual dynamics of Sutra which is basically a hug that's why Jews feel emotionally comfortable in a serpent there's something in the sukkah there's a very powerful energy so there's it's a mitzvah to sit in a circle you make a broccoli a bazooka but being in a Sukkah consciously and unconsciously is literally being in a hug being in an embrace and it's a very wonderful position a baby an infant you know they just love to sit and mommy attack the embraces and they just rock back and forth and there's a security and a confidence that the world is a safe place that security is what the chibok represents I'll always be here for you and protect you and you're always with me that's the energy that the sucker the sucker conveys posix2 kippered is the vulnerability to be able to experience the hug even if you do nothing in kippa suka still comes but we're talking about experiencing I'm challenging to see what are those elements in my life whether in my shava Deborah MYSA that are distancing me from Hashem like he says before your simile boy actual rock mathematical is the coyote said by a lure on him in other words I basically he's not getting very detailed the graphic cuz it's called every person in his life but he's basically looking what's distancing him huh what did I say I don't [Music] well what ask you something a lot what's your shine I was explaining that without the smile attack oscillatory one will not be able to experience the minute two cup ke because there's a distance push away the distance within relationships that could be a feel-good thing you've been betrayed so it's hard to love again where were you betrayed from Michelle well you weren't really but a person can experience that the people's relationships with our sham is something is very very complicated it could be that or it could be life's experiences more could be what you were told or it could be your own story or it could be simply a person's behavior is in a way that's full of Rital so I I was in a particular place in life I have to be able to have the courage to challenge that to push myself over that step to humble myself and say you know what maybe dump maybe I'm feeding myself with ideas that are completely dysfunctional so basically I'm pushing myself from the stand where I am on I'm here secure I don't want to move it's a very it's a very vulnerable experience we were opening yourself up to the fact that perhaps there were many mistakes maybe everything is like misinterpreted by me she says bazo's a day at Lucas now we understand what they read suck as much math issue as means why king heenok Nasus is so on the crowds Bechet Moustakas am i positive it's Docherty Kanani kanessa sister all the community of Israel is called stalker the past success in a Shia Perry Oakland olive its Daugherty Kanani through sadaqa through charity through righteousness you will be established soken sec cyril is called sadaqa through this docker you will be established stockett economic the gum college is Sharla Mata Malaya mitzva stock of a facet stock is the king of classicist wrong also when you look at the Jewish people down here kanessa sister all is all the souls up there you look at the Jewish people down there an interesting life it's filled with stock and hasn't the story of the Jewish people is filled with endless stock em casted by Jews well by seriously may cure the penis Judea I seriously mate Reuben juice plant so yeah that's Dockers Jewish people are called stalker I seriously made sugar they're planted what's up shot come I have got into science articles they all got be efficient after Shaitan mashenka offer caution while user develops McLouth take a seat and try to plant it you need one o'clock the earth must be toiled tilled ploughed well if you think offer Kusha hard soil you'll plant seeds for hangers market nothing will plan B plant nothing will grow cars call Homme it's a succubus esse cheese so I seen him asylum call you my sauna ''inna llaha Zara Vilayet smears baklava law a supreme Allah my Allah he my decree necessarily made sure Shama shabbiness Lieberman Dyson Amash villainous Atzmon cut off fortunate rush the penis Keisha the Marathi era the Gomorrah says in my cotton harissa plowing Marathi IRA it weakens the earth it shakes up the earth so he says all that stalker has said mitzvahs now we do our whole the whole year including ourselves in my children for it to get planted and for it to produce Paris lamella it needs one Kwan think Krisha what sirisha Krish is the earth gets shaken up the earth gets plowed that's what we're talking about a sarasim each other with the earth everything gets shaken up the earth gets humbled to be able to have this powerful relationship I have to be able to plow my own earth if I'm not gonna plow my own earth I did stuck I am stuck I give stuck arduous sadaqa dues gifts Tucker but it wasn't planted but hey no no Ryan beluche voice its Daka this is not just an idea you see it practically by people who do stock it shall i attain key my a shiatsu massage Micah offer real giving only comes when you're humble like earth my shaking in the cash of assets Malaysia to Dover when you live with a sense of pompous nough severe against while you team chiesa moisés with my fleshly you'll give leftovers you have some leftovers you'll give it away I have a lawyer give I'm Oliver hyena from Amish for a person to really shear his toil is effort his life shell assets are useless Chhabra typhus laburnum shark Mikasa struggling for this a person has to be able to challenge to Humble the tirelessly by the addictions of his heart that come from his arrogance o the activists outs my shell become my cavity I Mak abomino can you really feel similar to the person who needs to receive from you oh my causes the done with the dog some activate the famous expression in the Moroccan why do you think that your blood is more red than another person's blood she/he allowing my lack of Alicia's holy Russia anchor you have what to eat and drink and everything else and this poor man has nothing Meisner what's the difference between you and him the llama you gotta LA I have echoed lik Elano does it really is it really make sense what makes you deserve to have so much and this person has nothing that experience can only come when a person lives in a state of when they have the courage to plow the earth when a person sits on this pedestal that's untouchable so this dacha is never is a day at stockist and therefore it affects the nature of giving how much you give who you give to how you give to because it's basically I'm throwing away the extra bones start finished I throw it away I want to not be a kind person real doctors about empathy real stalker is about really shearing experiencing the plight of another human being shearing with other person that only comes from a very deep humility why is it that in life I deserve to be here and you have nothing and it's right it's just so we all have justifications for it in our own lives right we have wonderful excuses one excuses if he wouldn't work as hard as me in them and this doesn't but but they're talking about a situation we're talking about a real situation the fact that in life there's different levels people work hard and they struggle etc this is a concept of Zuria that there has to be Kaneesha for the seats to go in valued days happy Thomas Alicia through this this nice replica nurse at econo that's darker gets planted and without planting there's no growth there's no produce OB Amin should be incapable of suka suka nurse at Smith you have four days between Yom Kippur and suckers Yom Kippur is the ultimate time of Zuri Raya in plowed earth the next four day the TM Kippur and Circus is the beginning of the growth action B M additional hag asuka's Delvin it smokiness of raw fish vision of the first day of suka stress and alien penis be a minute a napkin yama zj adds daucus is a sesame Trivium Kippur much smear he show us that suckers smile a Turkish Liras she is Renea to doctors because you need plant you need a plant in earth that's plowed earth that's shaken up earth that's challenged the earth is here and it gets completely turned over and it goes up there there's this excuse me this is my earth you'll never be able to produce what you could produce your inner potential will never come out if you don't get plough the earth says leave me alone I'm fine you'll remain tough and harsh and nothing could be planted in you nothing so Jews are stalker they arts a duck they give stuck their cold stalker but the stock has to be so they did stock if it stuck it to be planted you need a shake of the earth real stock a real giving real love always comes from challenging my pampas nurse my arrogance and in a void also that's the void of a serious image above the video IAM of him and then after you keep it starts growing you keep it and that's after Yom Kippur circus circus is Nick Dahl Vinnitsa it grow it sprout it came out of the earth what's the first day of Sukkot in Univ Aram I said you mean you mean it a cup kami that gaminess am eyeless of Rome were they some of a noisy off of a fair the holding in of our armies as long as the my love of wrong you know was a nice man this is the nice people of Rome said Vinay he offer of a friend I am Eric the high no penis our forces island by a much me a comma after amma vino or noisy offer of a forum i mean who said an IC offer he feels like earth where you could plant seeds that was the my love of her i've rome wasn't just a nice person of rome was in the beginning of offer and offer that lets itself be plowed that's where sadaqa came from him in other words have rama v new sadaqa didn't come because he had extra and he wanted an honour and why not throw it away so you feel good about yourself Avraham Avinu soul was one that was interconnected with humanity organically interconnected it's a whole different type of dacha it's a sucker that permeates the whole person's veldt on sound it's a different it could your a shearing you're a person of love it's not just you throw love you know you have some extra why not why not big deal you throw a couple of bones for the dogs by the smoke is bored they go to the garbage rather the person really shares he finishes he says visa who Bozell mot smear his shoes that's shot Matt Smith his shoes what's he sewers while that is Masha Casa Vaishya aminika the PASOK says in to Helen Hirsch i-i'm in her literally it means let your ride aren't help us I share your min have on a knee right cuz you mean as him in Mecca revs he touches here a little he says he makes if the PAS success in a huh the urban Haitian offer you mean I meaning he took his right arm and he turned it back so it means he didn't get it's about Tanya taxes subpoenas Casas I am in militia premises and I invited it signing that sort of like shy of the last look they should tell ecclesia yad they learn lots of electors everyone has you mean that's your love but sometimes Haitian are you me not my love is used it's manipulated it's being used for backwards things meanings for things that are cleanest are clear on what's actually Raya everything has she is from Hashem but some things you give from your face meaning you're involved in thews II a Stickley you throw over your back things you're not interested in so all clipper all unholiness also gets to use motion but it's called a clarion it receives its unique its nurture from the hind part of a locust so there's no active relationship it's like passive-aggressive relationship so hey ship after you mean a means that you you mean it's put into beginners a clear eye and draw them could sign them so you have to help it to come back to crucial that's what happens hey ship are km in now there's a long long long long cut sorry Bua here a very long cut sorry boy but I want to I want to get to the point it's mama Shah with the minitek obtained ian-sue cos but I want to read to you after it's it's like a long very long footnote from that time I said this yeah that goes almost a whole page you see until on the other an alien tests on midbass the middle of the page the line starts by easily the zoo Amuro Rizal Mitzvah love him in a head I feel from the brackets however just want to point out three lines because people are sometimes find it a little startling when I speak about the hug of suka so just you'll see here all the McCoy is for it if you look one two three four five five lines from the top I ain't estimate base this is a hot girl from the time ecstatic on the mind map he says you mean I take a bikini resulting in a suit copy much the cost of the Priya kinda visa shower hog asuka's Perry Dollard that phone is a Sukkah Stein kill Hassan Alicia's a philosophical other gimel period him in the three sections of the right arm for penis you mean ate the cup cami but scarfs ocaña sell your mama Markovic Rinna semen that's the spirit I am with the ballot Anya do you say that sook is you minute a cupcake after the cuts or Ebola without chambre au Mitzvah love him and I had yet ah this was all a hawk dama you remember to the fire you have to bring the fire from the head yet what shot Peters had yet I knew the volume titanium shootin me Miller death later the fire has to come from the head get in you from the head yo Tia sinew from the lowliness in you Heinicke shaiiaja are the Melly barely smothered the cush Bona when a person will become a master of Hegeman doesn't mean you have a master in mathematics it means mother defers money become a master in accounting personal accounting call Milla dad yota all the head yeah it's part of the people pray for all the parts of the person that caused pain the column I shove it Deborah my session Loyola sham a must show how you break all your thoughts words and actions throughout his life that distanced him from his divine truth EXO rocket mash em Bataclan with sugar to Matua you have to be able to canal egde those things in you that have caused a lot of pain because they seem disgusting they seem abominable so you would think the way of dealing with it is it doesn't exist this is no no no if you want the fire shall are my limits and love him in a head need to go to those places soak in a small dosa the niccola I'd missus while your shuffle believes the bane of admirers bhai oh there comes a point you look at certain things in your life and you're disgusted with it you're horrified you want to run away he said as I you smile my MA ID'd the frustration the it's a collage shame but sadly it exists our CLE bump oh my readers as I see me the ostolazas are Hanalei Jean Milan who penis obvious a sham Shabanov shell the kitchen decider with a slight delay become the only way you can have the heavenly fire which is the real alga that exists in you the minute that up KT is mitzvah love him in a head yet meaning what does this mean it means we all have in our person a very practical level we all have in our in our live different parts we have parts that we write in our resume if I want to be hired by you and I give you a curriculum vitae right so what do I write about I write about my talents my my list Micah shrine is my achievements my accomplishments fine then we have in a deeper relationship not just for a job you talking to somebody you want to express in nice things about you interesting stuff via you I had but that there's something else does the head get part the head it means the parts that nobody wants to look at he's not gonna sell this this is not a selling point this is the the two broken kite of the purse whatever is not working whatever is malfunctioning in Isis of the cities it's the point where the person may have dedicated years of thoughts words and actions that completely distance them from their own God from their own truth from their own salt not now that map it's not even the question if it's been maze it over struggle - but much of their lives they were living in that orbit and when you look at it you sometimes see disgusting things it's masuka's it's petty it's ridiculous it's babyish its who wants to go there you don't want to go there should sit with you and tell you about these things they're petty they're stupid sometimes they're ugly their grotesque they're weird they're strange willfully anybody knows what I'm talking about it's very very humbling so here's the big thing mitzvah Mojave man I had yet there's no way to get to the fire from above which means the real love that's in you from above if you don't create an ash man I had it what something I had yet they had the ideas creates a fire other that the ideas create a fire that's the void of small little collaboration the void of smile desolation is that I can acknowledge it all and I bring all of that into the relationship all of that comes into my relationship with God everything of it it all becomes present in the relationship I bring into the connection all parts of myself there's no part that I mutilate that I cut off that I reject that I that I that I destroy that I make believe it doesn't exist making believe it doesn't exist doesn't make it go away just makes it exist in a much more powerful way today I'm neither fun at cookie lemo leave us elimi there's an unbelievable clear but I have to be able to see everything that's in the clay and by doing that I can actually not be defined by it it actually doesn't trap me that's the small light our house literally desert a that's dark eyes they'll have him in a head yet that creates action it creates pain there's a lot of pain there and the person screams out from that pain but Sarah that's the Hana for the Gilberry of the a songaila why can't you jump straight to the A Shau milah why because all these things are there and they will never allow you to experience the love it's just by denying them they exist in a more powerful way because now unconsciously they completely control you and they don't allow you to experience the love so you have to go into that place of heavier you have to be able to bring it out you have to be able to see the rhythm and it's a very humbling experience it's it's plowing your whole field the whole field gets shaken up you ever saw a plow you ever saw a plow the whole field gets shaken up it's insane you almost failures nothing left to you you had a beautiful here a beautiful field and there's nothing left the earth is all over the place you're like one huge mess right that's that that's does that that's tarea that's where the duck has to be planted and then you have much making sure in the calendar this is M Kippur a sarasim a true ver versus circus mr. Xiang nian keep possession make sugar this video is this smile Atticus lanai she - omelette Avenue etc the amenity hab kein e of the suka the Penev of ROM who set an idea of a way for the souk between M Kippur and circus it starts growing and kippers the plowing who works fast the seasons work faster it gets plowed and circus Serkis it emerges the love can emerge the minute to cop gaining which is the H Allah my Allah the H Allah my Allah that emerges on the miss baya the heavenly fire which is the tremendous love that there is and when the love comes out you see everything else was stung it was there but it's not the was there with a part of life is that we bring to God our pettiness to tomorrow morning will be a Shariah it's a Martin one even after we have to get to the water the first paddock is fire the second panic is the earthly fire third panic is the water so tomorrow they'll be a shear we're gonna learn I think we're gonna try to finish tomorrow it's not so much longer 7 o'clock tomorrow we finished good because coming in terms of one is that when you're not yourself when you do the bits homework but also he says that would be lit the whole year round there is only gonna yeah which is it later means I get stuck a decline it's an active silica but only does it really take root stuck it takes you through the countryside the doctor takes me through the courage of assessing make sure one second one come tomorrow going to learn at seven here a solemn I'm just like literally we plow a field when we know that we could plant it into control I'm saying just biking gosh miss you will only plow your fields when you know that you could plant it and it will grow if I have a because then they can start right hand is silently minute it's talking if you allow yourself to be but that represents the concept beyond the hog there's a love that's higher that you can't feel in the hog but so much deeper like that's a whole other this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot they you Shiva net / donate