Israel Inspired: The One Purpose in Life No One Talks About

[Music] my name is Jeremy Gimpel I live in the Judean mountains in the land of Israel and the context in which I live is that I'm a part of the most legendary story in human history it's called the story of the Jewish people America is moving its embassy to Jerusalem the world is recognizing the rights of the Jewish people to live in our ancient homeland as we approach the 70th year of the rebirth of the nation of Israel in our homeland wait a minute I also have bills to pay a farm to bill my dear mother-in-law was just diagnosed with a brain tumor my teenager and children are constantly testing my parenting patience how the hell do I tie all this together with Ari traveling around the world this week I go solo on Israel inspired and now live from Jerusalem you're listening to Israel inspired radio here your host rabbis Ari Abramowitz and Jeremy Gimpel [Music] shallow everybody and welcome to Israel inspired on the Land of Israel network at the Land of Israel calm this is Jeremy compel and I'm going solo this week aria Bram woods is on a world wind tour of the United States he's coming back at the end of this week so this week I'm here all on my own I have a lot to talk about so I'm just gonna start off and just let it rip we're right now in a very special time in the Jewish calendar we've just celebrated poor him and my poor him was spectacular and poor him is the end of the year you know it says in the Torah that Nissan is really the very beginning of the year and we end the year with this amazing redemption from Persia and then we start the year with our first redemption from Egypt one redemption was so hidden where God's name isn't revealed at all and then one redemption is with the most incredible miracles the world has ever seen and we're now in this in-between time we really try to internalize that God works in our life in both ways hidden and revealed miracles but something's happening right now you know there's so much going on in the world there's so much going on in my personal life but first and foremost what I want to do is I just want to share some highlights from poram and you know as the poram story goes we encounter Haman right after he has to travel with Mordecai down the road saying this is what will happen to the one who the King loves and then he comes into his house his head is down he's so upset I mean the last time I could remember seeing anything like that was when President Barack Obama had to bring Donald Trump around and give him the tour of the White House and all of the cameras of the world were like on Donald Trump and he's smiling in Barack Obama was so ashamed in so embarrassed after such a devastating and shocking loss and he was traveling around the White House saying well this will be your office and this will be your room and there was one point in the story when Haman comes in and he's just so embarrassed so usually the pursuit is translated listen if Mordecai is from Jewish lineage lota hallo novelty poll if enough you will not be able to overcome him you're gonna fall before him and the Alpha says something that we've been reading it wrong this whole time what it says is lo no period - hallo you can still beat him Haman his wife is giving him words of encouragement all you have to do isn't a faulty poll if enough just fall before him and in the Bible in the Torah in the Tanakh when it says vipole al Panov when someone falls on their face it's usually asking for forgiveness it's usually admitting that you're wrong and so what is Zahra SH Haman's wife saying don't worry he's a Jew don't worry we know the trick we're I'm Alec all you have to do is say you're sorry fall on your face say you're sorry offer a peace plan and even if you tried to kill us in 1948 and then you tried to kill us in 1967 enough full T Paul if enough don't worry if you just say you're sorry and that you want to make peace immediately Mordecai and Esther will forgive you and then later on in the Megillah it says that Haman falls on to Esther's bed now most of the interpretations that I've read say that either Hashem pushed him to fall in order to set him up that it would look like he's trying to sleep with her or that he trips and falls but here it really plugs in to the AL Ches interpretation that he fell on her bed like Zahra SH his wife told him to see you can beat the Jews all you have to do is fall before them and say you're sorry and now here we are living in this incredible time where we've lived through this like 20-30 years of this Oslo ridiculous peace process where Amalek was trying to figure out a way to somehow overcome us just give up your land just make your borders shorter make your borders we don't worry we're sorry we're sorry oh we shall we shall your rockets from from aza oh we are sorry we're sorry now we're building tunnels oh no we don't mean it come on let's just make peace together and for so long the Jewish people just kept on falling into the trap that we always fall into until Nikki hailey came around and of course the hat tip to President Donald Trump is the capital of Israel that's a fact and President Trump had the courage to recognize that fact when others would not sometime in the future the day will come when the whole world recognizes that fact it's M looks like a plan is unfolding here and just if you leave it up to the Jewish people we're just going to enter into peace negotiations because we love peace processes so much we just want to live in peace we're just a peaceful people and so it tooks people from the outside it took a SAP to come around I mean look at Donald Trump he's like the embodiment of a sob he's got red hair he's materialistic it's like fast food fast politics the man just became the leader of the world in no time at all the representation of the Western world but somehow in the best way possible for Israel I don't think there has ever been a president that has been as good for the State of Israel as President Donald Trump so we just got to give that guy a hat tip but what's happening here there's some sort of unfolding there's a story that's unfolding there's a destiny that's unfolding I really just talked about it at the beginning of the show because that really is in my heart and I feel like poor him the final lesson of the year is that we all dress up in costumes and why are we dressing up in costumes it's because the truth of this world is we are all actors in God's story the story of the Tanakh is unfolding today and all of us are playing our parts in it and there's a much larger unfolding that's happening here a global reality that's unfolding and it's center stage is the land of Israel and the center of the center of stage is Jerusalem and the Temple Mount and all of it is unfolding now for us to find our place within this reality you know as we celebrate Passover we're meant to see every year it's as if we left Egypt right now and it's just opposed to poor him to make it really real that we can really feel redeemed we can really see it unfolding now and so much is happening now at the farm I can't even tell you I feel like every other week is such an adventure here we were visited by a rabbi in the old city whose name is rabbi ohad torch Amon you can look him up online I think although I don't think he has a telephone but he is what we would call an e lui he is a giant in kabbalah and halakhah he's a pretty young rabbi but he is committed and dedicated that's for sure and in the old city in the Beit Midrash in the study hall of the Kabbalists of the rush he hosts his own little study group and the study group there is dedicating itself to what he calls Kabbalah never eat too prophetic Kabbalah and he says Jeremy I'm coming out to your farm and I see that you guys have plowed through lands that haven't been plowed through in 2,000 years he says what we're doing in the old city we are plowing through Torah that has been untouched for centuries and we're restoring prophetic order into the Jewish people and he was saying that one day he wants to take his small learning group and bring them out to our Center for Jewish spirituality for our Torah Center for the nation's he wants it to come to our farm and have a small group of elite rabbis that are here not to study philosophy not to study law but to restore prophecy to the Jewish people and son as I look at our farm and I'm like what we're going to establish the first school of prophecy in the land of Israel is that actually happening and that was just one of the meetings that happen another woman came back from Canada to the Land of Israel a Jewish woman and she discovered what is known as Jacob's sheep you can google it online you'll see articles from Reuters from I think CNN I mean it was global coverage that 12 universities discovered the genetic strand of these sheep their origins that are found now in Canada their origins are in the mountains of Judea and some of these sheep have six horns so they could make the most incredible shofars and she brought about a hundred sheep from Canada to Israel to bring them back to their original place in her dream was to protect these sheep to guard these sheep she doesn't kill them she doesn't shack them she doesn't use their meat to be eaten she's holding onto them and guarding them that in order that when the temple is built she wants to take these sheep dedicated to God to be sacrifices in the temple and she has right now all of her sheep are based up north and she said because of security reasons and other logistical concerns she wants to move Jacob's sheep here to our farm and I said you're about to bring Jacob's sheep whose origin were in the mountains of Judea to our Judean farm in the mountains restoring the sheep to their proper place I'm just sitting on this mountaintop and these things are happening to Ari and I we're just living this out and now it's challenging because this farm is much larger than Ari and I I mean we're about a million dollars out from where we need to be and that's about a million dollars more than Ari and I have and on one hand we see that miracles are happening here that some incredible unfolding plan is developing here in the Judean mountains you know when we're in our bait to Feli in our House of Prayer you look through the window when you're praying and you literally see directly towards the Temple Mount you can't see the Temple Mount itself because the mountain is a little bit sunk it's a little bit lower than the other mountains that surround it but we are like in direct line with the heart of the entire universe that when you're south of Jerusalem you're praying in that direction when you're north of Jerusalem you're paying to the south like in America you pretty much always face the east but in Israel or in Jerusalem it may depend on what side of the city you're on to know in which direction to pray and all of our prayers have been focused towards Jerusalem and towards Hara bite for so many years and now we just see that the whole world is now recognizing and slowly but surely moving their embassies to Jerusalem and all of this happening in the 70th year of Israel's independence I mean something is going on here every time we've needed to make a payment for this farm over the last almost three years miracles have happened and we've been able to make payments about a month ago maybe two weeks ago we didn't have any money and the workers that are out here that are helping us build they needed to get paid and we went up to them and we're like listen I don't know what to save it we literally we are out of cash we have nothing to pay you and they're like well we better get paid and we said listen we're so sorry as soon as money comes in we will pay you immediately but we are sorry to say that we just don't have the money and they looked over at our sheep and they said well you got a bunch of sheep here and I like do you want sheep sheep is about two thousand shekels this is well that would pretty much cover the payment and so I have a picture of it if you want it just send me a whatsapp we gave them about three quarters of our flock it's fun that we live in a world that the people around us they still like they'll work for sheep they'll barter with us in that way and we didn't have payment it's like well better sheep than nothing and I think we gave them a pretty good deal on it and I have pictures of these Arab workers driving off with sheep in the backs of their car in the in the you know the carriage that's pulled behind a Jeep all of our sheep are being pulled off of our farm so on one end it's very sad that our flock has been shrunk but on the other hand we may payment for that month and every time we see that there's some sort of challenge ahead Hakadosh barukh who has always given us the answer I feel in some ways he's training us to know that don't worry just take one portion of manna you wake up in the morning take another portion of manna wake up in the morning take another portion of manna because some of the Jews as they were being trained in this boot camp of Emunah in this boot camp of faith sometimes they would take two portions because they're like what if tomorrow it doesn't come and then by the morning worms would come and eat their second portion of manna and I Shan was training them don't worry I'm here for you he knows what's going on he knows how this is all going to unfold and in hard times it's really a gift to lean on that knowledge to know that everything is happening in his time everything is happening under his will he knows what's best for us he knows what time is right for us and our job is really to live in the moment of now we have this day is a high ohm assassin Nikhil Advani's Makabe that's in Book of Psalms this day we have this daya Shem Creek this is the one that we got Nagila Venise Makabe let's rejoice and be happy in it because we have no idea what tomorrow will bring I was just walking around my life Monday morning beautiful day I had a pastor from Texas coming out to the farm I had some dear friends from South Carolina that were coming out to the farm later on in the afternoon it was just gonna be the most marvelous day and to make a long story short we discovered that morning after rushing my mother-in-law to the hospital that she was diagnosed with a malignant brain tumor I mean the doctor walked into the room and this is already the late at night and the doctor said well the cat scan has come back and now we have well we have hope the best-case scenario is that it is a malignant brain tumor and my mother-in-law looked at the doctor and said that's the best case scenario if that sounds like the worst case scenario and the doctor said no the worst case scenario is that you may have cancer already in different parts of your body and it's already spread to your brain but the best case scenario is that this tumor is just in your brain and hopefully we'll be able to remove it in a very complicated and dangerous surgery and so you just never know I live with certain concerns about this farm about my children about Israel and I just you know that everyone I guess has concerns on some level about some issues and then out of nowhere on a Monday morning you are sideswiped with something that wasn't even on your radar of things to be concerned about I mean tequilas mother is a young woman she's like the youngest of all of the grandparents on my side and tehila side of the family and so this just came in such a time right before Passover and so immediately you know I sent out messages to my friends and I said listen I just you know people started hurrying the rumor started getting out and I said I want you to know that my mother-in-law her name is Dina but Vienna and if you'd like to you know pray for her so that of course would be so appreciated and then immediately of course my immediate dearest and nearest friends that you know we learned with in the mornings with Rabbi Kat so immediately they were like you know their prayer warriors they're like Mitzvah warriors and so immediately they got in action and other friends of mine from around was started praying and you know I struggle with prayer a lot even though I love prayer I just got is so far beyond our comprehension sometimes I feel like what is this prayer supposed to do am I trying to change God's mind am i trying to change myself is that somehow a combination of both well let me tell you what happened people started praying for my mother-in-law and then the next day we get the MRI scan back and the MRI scan comes in and the doctor comes in says we have good news we thought it was a malignant tumor but there is now quite a bit of hope that it's actually a benign tumor and let me just tell you I don't know what to say but the Gazzara the decree that was on my mother-in-law was somehow reversed the doctor came in serious solid this is a malignant tumor we went to bed it's a malignant tumor people started praying and in that afternoon all of a sudden now there's a chance that it's a benign tumor now I don't know if that's the way prayer works or if that's the way it's supposed to work but I don't really care what I see is that God is involved here and that Hashem has a plan and that everything that happens is led Tova and this for me was a wake-up call on two levels first take advantage of every day possible every day as a gift every day is should be lived to its fullest but that's on two levels that's in one level of living in the now don't get too caught up about the past and don't get too lost in the future we have today spend time with your children learn Torah live it up but more than that my mother-in-law for the last three years has been counting down her retirement and she says in three years I'm retiring in two and a half years I'm retiring in a year and a half I'm gonna retire oh my goodness in a year and a half I am gonna start living life to its list friends don't fall into that trap learn learn this lesson that I kind of Sparkle is bringing it to all of us now live the best life that we can live right now this is all we got start living the dream right now start finding your passions right now don't wait until retirement don't wait until you move don't wait until you finally make aliyah don't wait until the next day when one day it's gonna happen we have today let's make it happen now and so you know Hashem is always pulled through you know we've we have reached moments of despair in Jewish history like no other people and we've reached moments of despair so many times where we were just on our knees fasting whether it was in the times of Esther and the times of the Romans or in the times of the judges I mean all throughout history and now we come up to our first galoot the most powerful of all exiles was Egypt and we had no chance I mean if you were to take a snapshot take a snapshot of the Egyptian Empire 3,500 years ago and you were to see the mightiest Empire of the world with the most sophisticated technology their sciences of understanding astronomy there are sciences of understanding how the body decomposes in mummifying realities they were the most sophisticated and advanced culture the most powerful military and oh by the way there's also these Jewish slaves there's a bunch of slaves here that are building all of their empire for them who here is going to change the world take a snapshot right now who here is going to influence global consciousness bring morality to the world who here is going to teach the world about the one God of Israel who is going to change the world like no other culture has ever changed the world I think if you were to take a snapshot just in that time I think the slaves they were not on the radar it was going to be the Egyptian Empire and the Jewish people had no hope we had no chance I mean every other nation in the world has their legendary stories of how they were founded the mountains created this people and the stars and the moon gave birth to these people and these people were raised by wolves and so tough that they were able to establish this country every has their legendary stories of how their people were created the Jewish people's legendary story is really kind of embarrassing we were the lowest people in the world we were the lowest of the low we were slaves with no hope with no freedom with no choice and no place to run and that's how we started off artists our journey on our knees with no hope and from that place we begin and now it's been quite a long journey to the 70th year of the State of Israel oh my goodness quite a journey but here we have it time after time after time Myka - bara who knows what he's doing and he's crafted us to be this marvelous people that love each other that support each other that grow with each other that have evolved through the times that have brought such new Torre's into the world that have brought so many new technologies into the world and so now here we are once again you know what I've noticed that the hard times that I've gone through in my personal life are the times where I discover who I am you know when everything is hunky-dory and everything is just happening and everything is happy and everything is good and everything is you know just rocking and rolling so of course of course you're a strong guy of course you're a confident guy of course you're on the top of the world everything's going your way what happens when you get knocked down what happens when fear creeps in what happens when you're stretched to the limit that's when you discover who you really are it's in those places of challenge that we're able to rise up to the occasion and actually discover who we are you know so many choices in our life are imposed upon us what does society want me to do what do my parents want me to do what does the peer pressure what am I supposed to do my fears control me my desires control me what do I want what are my passions what do I care about and I find that this farm this place this Center for Jewish spirituality the Center for music the Center for Torah for the nation's whatever this place is going to be a school for-profits I'm finding that when people come here they're somehow able to tap into themselves they're able to find out who they are imagine the goal of this place to be a place where people finally turn off their phones and find themselves I was just learning this week in Netanya just about how prophecy works and how do we tap into the divine message that on one hand is concealed from everyone else but somehow some individuals are able to tap into to tune into a frequency that only they can hear even though the message is there it's just simply not revealed to everyone and in Hebrew or in Aramaic they would call that an aspic larrya the prism through which the Prophet is able to see into the other world or here into the other world is called aspic larrya now it's a question what is the word aspic Larry Amin well on one hand it means almost like I'm a window and it says the higher the profit then the clearer the window he is looking through so a profit sometimes just gets vagues vague images and from the images he has to understand the meaning of the images and then he has to sort of from that place know what God wants but most Sharabi know Moses his aspic larrya was me wrap his aspic larrya was illuminated or his aspic larry was clear he was able to just see directly through the window and receive direct revelation from uh Shem but another interpretation of the word aspic larrya isn't window it's mirror and why do I love that understanding because both of them are true a mirror when you look at a mirror what are you looking at you're looking at yourself and you want to discover God you want to discover God's message for you you want to discover a Shanna's mission for you in the world where do you need to look you don't need to look outside you need to look inside in deep within yourself you find a cut of sparkle now some of us just want that we need that we drive for that we strive for that we're learning towards that but sometimes almost like you need a kick in the pants you need a fire put under your toes you know what I mean you need to sometimes the challenges that come to us force us to go inside on the inside and discover an inner strength that we didn't even know that we had when Abraham is asked to take Isaac for an offering I mean was that for God maybe it was for Abraham maybe it was for Isaac to let them know how dedicated they were to let the world know how dedicated they were it's when in the hardships and challenges we discover the best parts of ourselves the Talmud says that the Jewish people are like olives and only under immense pressure does the best part of the olive the olive oil come out and just like a diamond under incredible stress and pressure that coal turns into a diamond so to this world is here to perfect us to train us to allow our best qualities to come out and I think that's the key because a lot of times I fall into a mentality of like why is it so hard if you ever feel that why is it so hard it means that you're off the path there is a very specific path that the Torah is guiding us upon when you learn Torah the purpose needs to be that we are learning Torah in order to train us to become a knight to become a soldier in King David's army to become a warrior the Torah needs to build us with spiritual muscles spiritual power emotional strength that when the tidal waves of life come crashing onto us that somehow we'll have the ability to sum out not fight the wave but ride the wave that's the that's the teaching of the Torah the Torah teaches us to become warriors but really rough doves Inger the Russia Shiva of mcore hain says all of the challenges that he lived through and you know just a few years ago three of his boys from his yeshiva were kidnapped and killed and he said that over the years Hashem has been teaching him too soft and through softness he finds strength and I was thinking about that so much what does it mean to be soft it means that the world is gonna throw us punches the world is so powerful this universe is like a giant tidal wave and there is no chance that we can control anything around us because it just might happen on a Monday afternoon that you've found out that your mother-in-law has a brain tumor and now the whole family is gonna change everything is going to be different but a warrior is able to somehow take that punch and like a judo master roll with it roll with the punch take that energy and then make it productive it's soft enough to know that we're not in control here that I cut Asheboro who is the one that's involved and if we know but emunah we know with faith that everything that happens in this world happens for the best that means that every tidal wave that comes is just an opportunity to catch another wave you know I feel like I learned how to surf in the beaches of Gaza when I was 18 years old after I finished high school I lived in Gush Katif for a few months learning India Sheva there and every day I was out on the beaches surfin eventually that's why I had to leave that yeshiva because I'm not mature enough to not go surfing so eventually I had to move out to Heffron so I could finally get some Torah study but when I was out there I felt like that was such a lesson I kind of bar who was teaching me at such a young age the waves are so powerful there is no chance you have any way of controlling them of stopping them of controlling yourself all we can do is learn to ride the waves of life and the Torah that we learn it's meant to teach us to become warriors in the army of David but a warrior you could somehow imagine is this big muscly man like a man of steel it's not a man of steel it's not the Superman it's not that the train comes and Superman stops it in the train runs into him that's not the way the tour is trying to train us the Torah is training us to become like I guess the only analogy that's coming to mind right now is a little bit like a judo master that as the punches being thrown to us to be soft enough to catch that punch and move it away and at the same time capitalize on the opportunity because every challenge that comes to us is a communication something needs to be fixed something needs to be discovered a good deed needs to be taken on something needs to happen here a communication is being sent to us and sometimes we could pull out the rebbe nachman card and we could say hey hey I'm just gonna be happy I'll call it till I everything is for the best I'm just gonna be so happy yay I have them now that everything is okay but if we do that we actually may miss what the purpose of this challenge is when I take my child and I say go to your room if they go to their room and they just start playing with their Legos they haven't really accomplished what I wanted to happen I wanted them to go to their room in order to think about their deeds and what they've done wrong and how they can become better and sometimes when a challenge hits us there's a communication being sent to us we have to really dig deep and figure out what is going on this is an opportunity to become a better person and the Torah is training us to become warriors warriors in the army of King David I can't stop thinking about that and as we become stronger and stronger in em you know and as we become stronger and stronger in Torah then hopefully the challenges that face us were able to see them in the context of our own personal lives in our own personal stories but even more powerful than that all of our personal lives and personal stories are intertwined within the most marvelous story of all and if we keep that in mind that all of us are somehow attached to the biblical destiny that's unfolding in the Land of Israel and everyone that's listening to this broadcast whether it be in Hong Kong or in the United States if you're tuning in to the Land of Israel networking music you're plugged in to what's happening in the center of God's plan for all of humanity you know I can't help myself I go to visit my mother in law in Hadassah Ankara and I haven't been to the hospital and I don't even know how long years and years and years and I walk into the hospital and it's amazing cuz my father-in-law works for Hadassah Haaretz Sophie Minh I'm always hearing that Hadassah is going bankrupt and Hadassah is going bankrupt well they are doing a fantastic job going bankrupt because the Hospital looks like nothing I've ever seen before it is the most spectacular building it is gorgeous the elevators the computer systems the rooms that my mother-in-law is staying in I'm walking through the halls and I'm like are we in a Messianic hospital I have never seen a hospital this nice I've never seen a hospital this technologically advanced so comfortable I mean we are living in an amazing time that the state of Israel my father remembers a day when he was a little boy growing up that there was one asphalt road that connected Tel Aviv and Jerusalem they called it Huckabee Shakur the black road and now walk into Hadassah and Karim and see the most technologically advanced hospital in the entire world people from around the world from Europe from Arab countries from the United States are flying to Israel on what's now being termed taya route brute eat health tourism people are coming to Israel just because they want that Jewish doctor and you want a Jewish doctor you're gonna come to the Jewish state and the hospital was marvelous and so even though I'm going to visit my mother lon living through this very challenging time for my whole family I know that I'm still living within a much larger context and I'm looking at the State of Israel around us and I just know that something marvelous is going on here and here's how we connect all the dots together everyone in life is going to have challenges everyone in life is going to be put to the test because that's why we are here we're not here to rest we're not here to enjoy life hopefully life can be enjoyable hopefully we say thank you every day to God but we are here in alumni hacia we are here in the world of doing we're here in the world of making a difference we're here to let accan alum bimmel huccha die to fix this world and the kingdom of God and if we know that everything that happens to us on a personal level is perfectly intertwined with what's happening to us on a national level and the Torah that we learn in our individual lives and the prayers that we say in our individual lives are affecting myriads of spiritual worlds will far beyond our grasp everything is interconnected the Jewish people are all one body and then righteous among the nations that are now attaching themselves to Israel are tapping in to that oneness as well and so when you live in this context everything is meaningful every home that you build in the Land of Israel is meaningful every child you send to school in the Land of Israel is meaningful every dollar you give to the Land of Israel is meaningful because we are a part of such a magical and wonderful and wondrous story and I want to end today with a little bit of politics I'm getting a lot of emails people asking me so what do you think Trump's peace plan should be I mean he's moving the embassy he's put Israel in a very strong negotiating position Donald Trump he's a deal maker he wants to cut a deal he wants to cut a deal with North Korea he wants to cut a deal in the Middle East he wants to go down in the history books as the greatest president in the United States and so he's going to want to make a deal what should Trump's peace plan be the answer is simple Trump's peace plan should be to do absolutely nothing leave Israel alone and let Israel take care of herself and believe me Israel will find the best solution for Israel and for the Arabs for the Christians for the bahai for the Buddhists we will find the solution for all of the people that live inside our country right now and if Donald Trump just lets us be it gives us a little bit of space to do what Israel needs to do we will see marvelous things unfold 70 years is such a big deal but I'm not celebrating 70 years I'm celebrating 74 years where were we 74 years ago in 1944 we were in ashes we were in dry bones and dead bodies with no hope and from the ashes and dry bones that you have scales saw the State of Israel has been reborn now all of us are going to be brought to our knees at some points in our life and we have an opportunity to attach ourselves to the story of the Jewish people to attach ourselves to the story of the Tanakh to attach ourselves to the God of Israel and we know that although we are brought to our knees has a plan and we're a part of it and so I want to bless everyone that a sham shiners light in our lives and that we're always able to see the light even in dark times and know that marvelous times are ahead and we're literally singing the first glimmers of the sunrise of a new day here in Judea and soon in Jerusalem for those of you that would like to pray for my mother-in-law her name is Dina Golda but Vienna and if that was a lot to swallow just say Jeremy's mother-in-law God knows who you're talking about thank you all so much we'll see you again next week but this time