Life is a Dance - Likkutei Torah Shmini Atzeres "Bayom Hashmini Shilach" #1

the yeshiva dotnet 172 jerusem on the top it says who could've heard Russia lush mini at Sarah's distributional tsukushi lush mini answers buy you a martini now this discourse this mind man was said by the ballot Anya on the day of Sinha's tyrant cough-cough samejima tough tough summer kimmel and the english calendar the secular calendar would be 1803 tough tough summer actually 1802 1802 I stand corrected simplest area tough Kusama Kimble is 1802 and even though it starts off with a posit that relates to Schmidt yet saris well as we shall soon see it really goes back to the entire month of Tishrei and discusses Richa Sharma says I'm a true vegan kipper suckas and then we conclude with spinning out Saracens and cristela which is the culmination of all the of entitlement now the opening passage is by Amish mini Sawa huzzah arm as you could see which is a posse from the hospitality of SH Minnie at Sarah's now that I remember was the little push at factual introduction the half third of Sweeney at Sarah's comes from Milwaukee I love Paris with his a story the story is that slime amela have finished the first base of McNish and he made the canoe Casa bias for 14 days there was a celebration for 14 days the 14 days began during that serie what we call a Saracen makeover continued through Yom Kippur there was the once in history that the Jews collectively did not fast on Yom Kippur because slime mamela dedicated the first base emitter and then it continued throughout the seven days of circus it was seven days before circus and seven days of circus so it started scientists us you need olive trees and ammonia down it started yes tests tests you'd get out of it base you'd give all your dalit for seven days and then the smoke design you design it classy tasks offer for the next seven days what we would call through a shiny robber was the celebration of the first place a malicious completion by yo-yo ma me me the puss success on the eighth day which we would call him in yet saris the eighth which was human yet saris Shama Hossam he sends away the people back home by a Fargo a sumela they blessed the king by Yale who la ley him Smith him the to Vale 8th they go back to their tents full of joy and gladness of heart and the puss ik finishes I'll call her to Vassar Asajj Hamlet of and of the least all are my they were thankful for all the great benefit and goodness that God bestowed for Dov and his servant through his son Schlemmer and for the Jewish people his nation now at first glance this posit has no thematic connection with SH minutes eres it's connected to the celebration of the completion of the base--emitter that happened to coincide that year with circus and as a result of that all Jews came together to Yerushalayim to celebrate the humbuckers base-emitter it just happens to me that it happened on Schmidt near Terrace don't you mean the answer is they were sent back but yeah I'm assuming he show us a psalm he sent them he sent them he sent them back home now I should just mention she mean as serious as a young tooth there's no Thalia now that I walked home Yom Tov what do you mean he sends them home but yet much knew how could they go how much when the outsiders so rashly explains it vividly Hyomin that it means that your hush mean he gave them permission to leave after young Tiff's show us means he said ok guys it's time it's time to move on but only the next day so many had Sarah Sisk of Bey's right the narrative strong by us of gimble of sahasrara the next day of gimbal with biases and castrated that's when they went home cuz then i just chose only one day young tough of course so therefore that stop shot that that by a marsh maniacs arashiyama hassan by a workhorse a mother only the next day they went on okay sober mainland the mela I'll get our people shot this is not connected to civilian service it just happened to be on the eighth day however the mine where is going to bring out that there is a deeper connection between this pasta and Schmidty at service the fact that it happened at romanian service is not coincidental could have happened any day by a marsh mean doesn't only mean the eighth day from the celebration which is the literal interpretation it also is connected to Schmidty of suckers Schmidty accents especially especially there's a deeper in a container remember they didn't leave that day they left the next day so why did he have to tell them a day earlier is the haria that there was something about schmitty at saris that is connected to this message and that's why even though wasn't necessary for practical reasons but that demonstrates more than there's a somatic connection between the two he may wish many outsiders McCollum called his old chef on agustin potato sambhaavana sunako-sama truth is for this you have to understand the hog Adama Schmidt neots era is the day that all the Jewish people receive the hash bar the flow for their behavior in turn an avoided throughout the whole year in other words Schmidt nyet saris is not just the end of the holiday but rather as he's going to show us it's the end of a process there's a whole process the process begins in Eleanor's Hashanah and then finally the final moment the crescendo of this entire order happens hutchman yet Sarah's and that's when they get the hash spa for Taylor and I've waited for the whole year we invited our guy Shin Semin Amishman yet Sarah's have that paste from which on Vale equated atop this is the deeper reason for starting to say Geshe on Schmidt at Sarah's we start saying Murray digression he descends rain this is not just physical rain it's also spiritual rain Minnie at Sarah's you get the rain in other words the flowed rain is a symbol of the flow of our spa for the whole year they absorb but they get the rain they absorb this seed of heaven on Schmidt's Aris and that's when you start saying murdered I guess until Mesa when it changes to Meredith or he may be called son of a sonnets are as Leah's - killer - Shawn million people Sookie's record 28 cents now every year you have to have you don't go but you don't come to SH many outsiders there's all sorts of things from in the upsetness the afterburners your sauna then you have W Kippur then you have to have a circus and then you can have as many outsiders in other words to absorb the rain that the sense spiritually on Schmidty outside is the flow of energy that will be able to give you your turn and avoid them for the whole year you must have the first time 1000 before it together to mean that saris is not a cell isolated self-contained holiday it's the summation of the energy that accumulated throughout the entire month again to explain what we mean here and this is ultimately gonna bring us back to slay maja Meletus blessing the peeps I'm Alex sending the people home and then blessing them which we say in the house tariffs mini answers boy Union key makes Eve the pasta tells us in year Mia pay to climb a tower with us kiss mark Sula Burma understand the whole system of the oven type in from dushashana through so many arts areas there's a posse can hear me hasta supermodel then Sula the young the young maiden is going to rejoice Bamako in a dance give me a Navi prophesizes for the future as tis Missoula Bamako grief will be transformed to joy and the Sula will rejoice in a dance soo Latinas classicist romaker comments on mrs. Shaw the main bhi Sula is an expression for can SEC shop for the gathering of the Jewish people what do we mean classicists at all McCoy Coleman Thomas is strong if you could bring over the summers together and bring them to their source of all the nurse summers the wealth it's the spring the fountain that from which will neshama submerge that's called cat that's called the Sula that's the classes is shown with her all together and therefore he says this Sula is gonna rejoice bamako the maka lash like bass finish the word Martha less two interpretations in Washington carnation alma flushing the Sheila's oven bays cooked a lush Andy could be ma-kun's the literal truth of a mock Hollis dancing we have the Gemara at the end of moussaka Stein is a sadhaka - Morocco also the college borough colossus mockolate a beacon and we have in the back of illustration as we began it's like a division excellent timing we have small systems connected so us this Mozilla bamako one is parsha trickable Michaelis dancing with a muckle the first shot however he says is muckle from the word mozilla forgiveness we have a whole yom kippur / la no makaula no copper lung Shakira Himalayan of Assam Solana one of the most frequent words used in all of the fillers of yom kippur because of the theme of the de Mesilla forgive us and that's the same at Amala ji like the word maka maka la pila which is a dance bharat Samoyed ma what's the connection at first glance the two words seem so distinct so disconnected from each other one in the world is the connection between forgiveness and dancing the lots of lime are with this pasta brings out is sin cos classes should all Bosch am I so Kemal that a commercial Sherman Act in Bamako the sim of the sulla the joy of classes is solved souls of Israel with Hashem is like a metaphor of Moroccan the motto when people are dancing in a dance what's to say that what's the system chamise a fix anybody who's a skilled professional dancer knows the way you dances to mr. Africa echoed me havedo the closer to miss Gareth you distance yourself from your friend and then you get close again the whole dancing is the the a band the what's the word Evan flow the ebb and the flow the yin and the yang you get closer and then you get further and you get closer again and the real professional skill dancers you notice get distant from each other but there's actually you twirl around and at some point you face each other back to back and then you turn around and you get close but that's this rhythm the rhythm of a dance is Kirov and then we hope VAR little kou shibasaki roof this is the key and the new hook is the CIPA sake roof the distance is the reason they could get close look fish a miracle admit T because it's not a real distance when you're dancing Shane I really miss I'm a coffin your objective is I don't want to be near you if I can't tell it's a dare and recoat castle but as i townsman this is how you dance so the Seder of dancing is you get a little close you get closer and then your mama sh tights face to face in a very intimate encounter and then you distance yourself more and more from the dance until you got very sad as far as you can go to the point that you're still holding hands and then you come back together that's why it's called maka maka means an eagle a circle why because basically in an eagle after you complete it after you finish the complete circumference you come back to the first point and then you go again in the circle the circle expands and it can be a very big circle and you go out and out another then you come back to the first point so the record is the person muckle coming back to that original space and then you expand the circumference and you come back and so on and so forth so nobody's gonna say that when you're distant now the relationship is really a distant relationship no we got into a fight no that's the data that data are nickel in other words delicious because only for the kiddos in order to be able to come close you have to go far because if you just stay close then you're not close you just you're just in the same position in order to be able to get close to experience the closeness there has to be some element of distance the Catalina's simplest narcissists are all the pinnace little clickers understand how nurse Thomas work the similar focuses of us this martial law and the samba sister all celebrate it's always with a maha in other words distance and closeness but the lady who commands a special just like in a dance don't think that it's real distance l of a penis not super chef it's the two movements of what we call a rough side and what we call show Rutsey and trouve is an expression of the Haskalah mafia cusco MonaVie says how pious ruts over sheriff can marry her buzz up that's where the buzick name came from how high is there and gellick beings a rustle you shave ruts a means from the word rots they run they yearn they come close and Chavez they retreat they return so the Malaka are always in this double motion of Rothesay and shoof so the rut Zoe is the key roof and the shoe is divisible what is the definition of rough Senor should buy a person by a person there's two different states in the spiritual life of a person and really all the life of a person roxy is yearning yearning to transcend the status quo you running somewhere you want to you're not complacent you're not smug where you are doesn't work for you so therefore you run into another space sure this relaxed embrace what you have come back come back and sit down sure relax in other words tension and resolution the lack of complacency and complacency the aspiration the pining that some Aloha Navi I don't like Ryan Marsh Rubino a surah know the area samara godless as Akashi a surah makan least I rave Lucia what's the Iike it's a pseudo mcconnell is got of a sum it's both Nicholas I want to be there but I also don't want to be here a ceramic on I fear I don't want to be the sky revolution that direction and then there's the truth a sham says stop Sean the less America I'm welcome I shot a mandala Varmus condition that's the truth that's returning in spiritual terms is a person has moments of tension moments of tension is I want to get out of my shell I want to get out of where I am and that really is all about ambition motivation leave transcend and then shove is the ability to make peace with what you have and both to newest their highest rot citrus truth that is essential to as we will see the whole evade of a person latisha e F Shelia stomachic winners roster it's impossible to always be in a state of russet just like practically speaking a person who never has a moment of estrangement of satisfaction no moment of satisfaction only tension it's impossible to sustain it there has to be on one hand a person who doesn't have Rock sorry is stagnant is stuck I have no ambitions no yearnings I make peace with my prison with my solitary confinement so ROTC represents the the power of the soul the yearning of the soul but a person can't sustain themselves in a state of ROTC there has to be the ability of shoof and that's the key roof and they rehung when it comes to avoid this hashem as we will see the ROTC is the yearning to get much closer to God and therefore to transcend my present state and the shove is the awareness and the knowledge that where I am is also sacred and I have to be able to embrace my life and not just go some ah sugars develop sugars the Red Hook and ROTC is the cure every sugars a higher truth because you internalize the ROTC and then you go to another ROTC and then that comes back in this room and then you can go to another ROTC and it doesn't stop and that's why it's always a dance us and that's what a good dance is us to smokes a little more now this is very powerful stuff because one of the hardest things for people to be able to make peace with ROTC and truth some people are good at drugs right no because because that's what he wants to be Magda Schneider should always be in the Matteson of Rutsey right you want to be in a matter of closeness he says you can't you have to have the distance you have to have a certain separation but the reason you're separating is not that you really separate it it's red separated spent that you should be able to be closer the next Kirov is gonna be closer if you remain close that the dance stops there's no dance anymore you could just become one yeah of course contraction the heart contracts and then the heart expense is yes in the physician language that is the biological you see this in biology that's the fascinating thing Roxie and true is not just a spiritual concept and avoid discussion on the basis of human life for us to be able to have the circulation that we need King nefesh a buster madam knee so you have the heart contracts in other words it tightens up it tightens up and that's what allows the blood right to be released and then the heart expands that's the heartbeat and that's the rhythm oh so breathing so you have the droughts in ambush Oh welcome I'm Moritz essence a forget Syria say Fiat Syria is one of the earliest if not the earliest kabbalistic texts rashly says son hadron created by other Mauritian or some suburbia Kiva like even learnt it that's for sure the gomora says the in ruts lippisch of Allah say Fiat Syria says as follows if your heart is running go back to one the in rut slip car shovel hunt now it's interesting there's a gear sense a Fiat Syria in rut slip-on shoe Locker go back but there's another gear since a Fiat serious uvula go back to Ed hunt the Bala tiny attaches that's the finish and Gambon is surely through commercial I don't think that in show you lost sight of the effort because it looks that way because rocks are with a person is feeling this tremendous inspiration in a very practical way ROTC is when you're feeling inspired what does inspiration mean somebody's pulling you you inspired to something right you inspired your move your move you've been pulled by an awareness by an energy by a person by an idea by God by something but you're being pulled you're inspired then you're in a state where you're distant in other words there's nothing pulling you you're just back in your own space so look I either it could feel like real cookie says no even McGinnis truth this duvet cuss in a shot now this concept of ROTC and shoof is going to be relevant to understanding all the amount I've them that he discussed of Rosh Hashana through in Kippur through suckers to SH minutes and some Costa she starts you've ins are back to Marshall costs over half this a shambolic a car call above commissioning so definitely understand this we have to understand the posture of behalf to such a mother Catherine should love Michelle the hub of offer with all your heart so we all know the Mishna says a massage his brothers and the brothers but olive off because wish made surround with both youth stardom with both inclinations [Music] love in a - yeah versus sham be it's audition accrued up this needs an explanation how do you love God with you a Sahara which is called the eighth Sahara the bat the negative inclination so how do you love our 738 so hard what does the mission I mean the call of off come with your whole heart mission answer so this is going to be an explanation that will allow us to understand it within the rut same issue which is he's gonna come back to show that the whole Tishrei is based on these two motions the month of Tishri is based on the rocks and is also based on the shoes different holidays will present different motions different newest and in each one itself you have both generally it's the first half of Tishrei verse the second half of Tishri so the whole Tishrei is a dance the question is which stage of the dance you're in and in every new code of every young if you also have both because everything is crawling problem but first we have to understand the union of McCallum of kibosh Knights are occurring in Haley a snail of others bottom there are two hearts in each person the hi new hallo hi a mummy vocalist Miley you have the right what we call the right ventricle and the left ventricle what do they represent mummy poignant on with lava such a Molotov cabal and the two hearts would represent two spiritual states of consciousness of a person the right ventricle represents the place of the age certain times meaning it gravitates to love of God Lord of Kuwait the Clifton by smoothly the left is labor the opposite lived bottoms on em - no to fall in love with alien things that are materialistic divorced from a divine content you have - MS that's not czar because it's infused with a divine content zaardon wasn't more bizarre that means a stranger you know it's a stranger - it's a stranger to the true reality of the universe and the true reality of the person behind the location message from the Cartwright's via his penis the reason the heart synthesizes both is because really the soul in its source marker Heights was the source from which it was hewn from which it was chiseled out yesh love base premise the soul has two dimensions exhibit the pus access until in calamitous Arabic atoms are tommy mm Allah says you created me ah her vachetta author means the back ketamine's in the front you formed me as an author and as a captain what does this mean Peter's so has all time they're often tight I've heard uncle of my sebaceous shall Adam lived yourself : of right Oscar means you put me at the end of the line cuz man is created at the end after everything so after everything was created on the sixth day the last thing that was created was other Mauritian so this is Oscar then you have the cabin on the other hand Yosef or me cat and cat that means kinda meaning you saw Oliver marsala cuz I'll tell us it's a man dressed up in the beginning of Mauritius you saw all the marsh over the Jewish people ascended in thoughts and this is a hillock because by Saaremaa Morris Neverland the world is created from D born by yo American everything is God speaks doesn't think he speaks metaphoric but he speaks he straw alone but my shovel Mistral are connected to thought uber Nations which will use ocean operations rushing rings what is variations bara elokim voracious ration says bodacious burger comes Primus are it's so now she says I'll be thick thick it's a problematic pasta qui because it should have said burn rashanna bara elokim in the beginning voracious voracious of what you have to say Malaysia some of the immolations mom laughs is your Yocum should have said Beaudry's shininess or actually touches voracious bara elokim hashem created the world because of Bayes ratios to things that are called ratios Toyota and you saw which when you socially courageous or commandment as out the Midrash says also the matter sir has been mean nimbala finished my saying Schultz that they can also be latest rapper and bachelors bodacious Hashem consulted somebody before he created the world who did he consult he consulted the souls of the to thicken whether to create or not in other words in the summers precede the world he brought three sources he straw all over my Chava voracious Basilius notion iterations Akhilesh burrows animal evolution essential tsadikim three sources and kazow that Israel precede the creation of the world because you can't consult somebody to create the world of their non existing so therefore they have to be there before you can't say you strong all of them are Shover if they came after my stomach recedes deeper not after so to receded asaram amorous so that's proud of her vicodins our Tony you formed me both as an author at the end and kept him in the beginning the lights at dick Campbell Vaughn when it says he consulted said thicken don't think he means it's a deacon alone Ella commercial customers call him said they could God consulted every Jew whether to create the world he consulted every juvenile masculine some documents as a new Shia whether to consult the world or not but then finished all Silvio Dudley is replenish safe Calabria mice but afterwards the soul evolved and descended to become the end to emerge at the end of all of the creations in action so in other words even though this soul precedes all of creation it descended and ultimately is enclosed in a body and this body was created at the end of the line in the whole rung of creation if the last thing that was created so in a way if you're creating things in the savior of her shivers of prominence the goof is the lowest and the fact that if the low is you see that in order to survive we need the animal kingdom we need the botanic world we need the world of the soil the earth and the water and the produce the vegetables the fruits animal food etc we are Makabe from diamonds and maokai madaba where the water earth trees flower plants and so forth vegetables and of course sky because the gulf is the lowest one but to save myself much of it as we say Mahad ID we crash our business cubanelle car right Kiki McRae de Braga so if my sir my shovel killer the last deed is always the first thought so the Gulf of the person which is the last date on Friday is when my shovel is the first thought because the existence of man was all over my shovel before everything so I've heard of academics are Tony in the creation of humanity God synthesized the paradox the ultimate paradox the soul of man is Kevin it's hired before every other creation the body the Brutus of the body is Arthur comes after all of creation and the unity of our current captain follows the principle of safe mice of Mashav Attila the brute body is the safe mice the soul is the mushaf Attila and weirdoes the Mushaf Attila come out in the scythe my son the heinola fisher Makura quite special on official penis knows the law Simba sighs this is what it says in safety it's Syria notes feel awesome beside from a second but Colossus the beginning is etched in the end and the end is etched in the beginning save my said much of a Diller a very practical Marshall for this as a person has a dream you have your dream house for example you dream business your dream company your dream vacation you dream whatever your dream year now you have to implement your dream the original thoughts you only come back to after you finish everything the original house that you imagine what its gonna look like and may take three years you have to build the foundations after you have to drove make the plans and then build and build then when it's finished finished hopefully that was my mic over to Sela so it's only at the end of the my that your original plan original dream is implemented and same as in everything in life so if mice of my shop at Hillard know it's so fun but Ricky Lawson the end is next to the beginning so a male of the goof which comes at the end is etched in the CAD demand the neshamah which comes in the beginning the Primus McCoy Hoyts official unofficial in its notes all summer so functional chuckle primis save called Ullman says very beak it's about the depth of the could of the and he wants to say here is that in a person the two opposites could come together keda man doctor really because the soul is rooted in a place of save of kalam and meaning that which transcends the worlds the circle that doesn't have a beginning and doesn't have an end as we spoke about a circle right the summer and the angle you put it on turn over the sama to the top to the bottom turn it over to the right to the left it's always the same sama because there's no higher and lower no other letter in the olive base or the alphabet would that work besides a circle so therefore the top and the bottom become connected the soul is rooted in that space and therefore Arthur and cut them could come together me Zen name shall be as believe colada - Roxy sugar shy and that is why in every single person you'll have two different Nicholas you're going to have rough size and shape in every single person you're going to have both Nicholas there's a long along brackets a right let's go after the brackets you see long brackets after save of kawaman - 1 2 3 4 5 5 lines from the bottom is then them shall cleans believe call them from the sorts of a show from this you have in every single person's heart two opposite experiences Roxy and stuff because the soul because life is a paradox so therefore life is about a paradox because you're made up of a paradox so your life is about a paradox and this is a very fundamental idea in the turn of the Vallot Anya life is full of paradoxes like with everything status contrasts contrasts now paradoxes drive us crazy because we like things to fit in into a box so how do you deal with paradoxes you could deal with them on a domestic level you could deal with them on a cosmic level you could deal with them on a divine level domestic level means you try to figure out on the local you know what how to deal with the parallel cosmic level is you philosophize eloquently about the paradoxes of of the world what we call in Yiddish our grandmother Pilar meshuggenah veldt and that's somehow justified everything the world was forever I'm a sugar developing I don't know when it was normal but somehow it was like I'm a sugar novella okay if it's mushy I don't expect it to be normal but the truth is to really come to terms with paradox you have to understand that the origin of life is based on a paradox of her vicodins art on me and that's why every person does Roxy was showed because the very essence of where they come from is a paradox when you have offerin Kadim so that's why every heart has roxy and chef what's ROTC and save hallelujah money and callosum only goodness rot soluble pin asleep enemies lakota saleh shabak hallelujah money Lia's Coulson off shalash Hamlisch topic now she'll kick via Moncada libel rot sorry that's one slew in life that if you're in touch with the core of your heart you'll see that it desires and yearns to pour it sold out there stop it now aims at the heart since the soul should just pour out it should melt away in the bosom of its father from the depth of the heart that's the rough sea because since you saw all over my Chava so therefore there is a chord in the soul that what it wants is it wants to go back to that original space of being the divine thought because that's what it really is you saw a lava and that's the rock see that there is a very real and authentic if you could become aware of the properties of your soul you'll experience the pinna me is Nicholas are live in Hull allow your money the core the honker deliver which is at the depth of the heart of the soul the hallelujah money would as this yearning to become completely absorbed in the bosom of its father the nickel Ummah slave it's also called the secret heart will be seen Allah mom miss that that is betray Haleh and the reason is because not that it's concealed that's inaccessible that may also be true but here it means something else because it's concealed in the heart meaning shame a ball that called Pelias augustama das a little my lumina das malaysia sure sure my little mechanical valve a nylon my lemon a combi dies my service and of right it's beyond as the source of this love is from the bond between the soul of man and hashem that is beyond intellect beyond beyond seho it's not something that can be grasped in her saga and conv das it comes from a place that's beyond comprehension it's not rational and logical I understand that you mean something to me and that's why I want a relationship with you because what I'm gonna get from you now it comes from an essential Vegas and intimacy that is super rational for who prima SCAD then we call this caddy Markovic Adam jamilka Jimenez keloid Maximus I'm actually safer you stroll all of them are shoving now let's remember what the Navi says my thoughts are not your thoughts in other words my thoughts are not logical comprehensive thoughts that you relate to your own foot so when you say you smell all over my shrub it means that the soul is rooted and the line marks away so much should we save him but in this your cessation sister the pus success on this in tehilim your test your cessation sister which means it's hiding place is poison which is like my shovel which is concealed from somebody else it's darkness that's concealed from somebody else it's not revealed in tangible ways that we could be able to wrap our brains around it and that's where the soul is room Val's nmi you should be say Sedalia but cells shall die you swine on loops if Hashem Silva so put in a Cell the leg you'll hear commercial customer c'mon that's why we say yo should we say civilian in the shadow of our sham why is it called the say sir alien but sanshin dollar dude in the shadow because a shadow always comes in a place where there's no the light doesn't reach there the light does not reach there that's why there's a shadow so the shadow represents that which is higher than that which could be expressed through oil it's basically Tulum a slave it's a secret that is beyond what could be tangibly manifested in in descriptions that we can easily relate to its but sales Shambhala Lucas Lima open Mizuki Emma slot and this pin endures forever Suresh Nevada mr. Telus McAuliffe it means draw it certainly concealed in every single Jew you just I didn't go through the brackets right yes yeah just actually by vote on that because there's a lot of brackets there so I skipped the second bracket so so right so he says okay Mizuki I miss LA Josh Nevada mr. tennis believe kalafat means straw it certainly concealed in the heart of every single Jew it's always there this deep catcher is not a result of something you did you generated it you accomplished it because you have this national and we learned in previous moment you cannot lose this catcher you didn't create it and therefore you can't de blitter ate it so therefore it's always there she also Lord in the south of a shots that feel of a car in support and therefore a person could arouse it for example during governing because it's always there it's not like it's gone it's never gone it's there it's because it's by definition of who you are that there is this dimension of the soul which is in the body that is keda it's all over my shop it's completely won with a sham it's but sales shin de la nuit it's beyond light what do we mean beyond light it's not manifested in a way that tangibly you know you could rationalize it and base say it's a rational relationship you know I learnt about you and I like you and then you're good for me and it pays to be a friend those are all rational relationships your great company you give good scar it's good to hang out with you I have fun with you I enjoy your whatever you challenge me different reasons why people engage in relationships this is La Milam and Asael in other words it's not based on an intellectual justification it's at Vegas that it's deeper than rational the rationality of a person that touches God himself it ceased all over myself Akuma Kenda and with this this is the first lathe this is the first this is your us-africa it finally is high levels of evidence but we all know that this love can completely pass in other words you don't have it you don't see it anymore if nation will know better so mr. teszler cleanness get Sonia slave a cleaner softer because the Khadem lives in the author this love is concealed in the external heart what's the external heart the author of a person the option of a person means the person has the lowest rung and creation the person as as a different system the person here operates in a different system so it's octave academics are Tunney so there's a capacity in me there is to understand your soul to understand yourself you have to understand the Kadim element of the soul this exists in the song but then there's other moments when there's the other element because this is concealed and embedded and what he calls the external heart which is called off her Oh Michal McCoy regime Anika Venetia kaya a regime which means a residue a rush will always endure by Helen McGinnis massive lovato it will always remain even concealed as a Mac of market means as a peripheral energy above you and hovers above you Leah smack so master to be like a shade a protective protective shake there's usually a sermon avisae terrifically on earth impious Naqada sleeve of a bow in my business really hdmi bashar assad's villain the clerk of this other is that even if it's not tangibly felt a rush some of it a residue of it can be felt in the person to give him the Koya to be sir Marianas a tithe to stay away from negativity and do the right thing the whole day even though he doesn't have the reach the edge there's no fire and therefore the fire may be elsewhere but there are weirdness of that dimension of the self that dimension of the relationship is one that informs and enlightens the rest of the day that even when your state of occur you still have a memory you still have a Russian leftover and therefore the house looking around you remain in the realm that you should remain below hey NIC Rapinoe said that's why it's also called a shadow you should the Cisitalia Menzel commercia Salem a genious master master with Hamish a mushroom is animal in mutt just like the shadow protect the person from the heat the scorching heat of the Sun or the wings or the rain caffeine a evolution of canis premies Lakota select ashley mr. Tennyson miss ulemas a meatball the cloud Gilly McCullough immaculate Philip okay it's above this have even though it becomes concealed and after Davin Inc one may not feel it Macomb ok - Mac if openness concern yourself - of her shallow Yip will offer legume me Barbara Hospital it still protects him that he shouldn't completely fall off her you should completely fall on his back and develop an aviary develop an addiction of love - that which is completely alien to to him in his relationship with God so it still protects him like itself 'hi new hope initial - Ava's zoo Eve are they mr. tennis macrinus premies Nicholas Oliver km is liable to meet loyal on whether we should whatever but the initiations maybe legends come out because this Ave is always there it's not like you have to doubt if it's there this Ave is always there in the core of the heart that will never ever falter it will never move because it's in the Tavor habría it's in the nature of creation measures in maybe ratio so therefore even if it's completely concealed and inaccessible in a tangible conscious way one still knows that it's a deer because it's there it has an impact it has a certain power and influence that an influence is the person that the Kadim influences the arm so but mainly we have two penis in the heart come along a mummy call us Molly uh curve academ - penis in the soul one creates the rupture in the soul the lack of complacency the lack of smugness the yearning to be completely one to melt away - completely lose your ego because there's a space in you that is completely egoless on the other hand who is the author of a person and life is about negotiating and navigating the two aspects and even though a person may not feel the kedem it's always there and they could trigger it they could arouse it especially during the time of Davenant which is the objective of Dominique but nonetheless even after that it always remains it always remains Crescent now he says he may be can avoid the Sodom Leah Snicket of a shame avoid the seventh now the main avoid of a person is called avoider what does the word avoid the mean avoid that comes to the word I've added them right or you say salvo do che che son and I avoid the cantle avoid this Evan which means that void of a servant the Eclair avoid the belief now the main avoid is in the heart could exceed we say Krishna Allah of die how do you serve him but how love Africa behind you on Avila eats Medina Salamanca miss a goodly belief it means to extricate this love from concealment to revelation so the avoid that is the avoidance of effort and avoid the belief is to bring out the other from the lay inside one heart to the outer hamsa prima facia I know cleanness your sorceress is right now there is no penis irregular could exist Kisha but Richard javea early to bring out the question which this is a positive question this is a hardship that's higher than iron it's deeper than light it's not seeable because there's no way to describe it I can't see it because my eyes cannot define it it's like the black hole and science doesn't have too little either that's too much light then the force of gravity doesn't allow it to release its light it has too much light so it's dark this is the question that's higher than iron so to bring out this husha then it should become revealed kaduk saved upon success in mija the Asian bhai sure Hashem early I sit in darkness but God is a light to me so what does this mean literally it means even when I'm in a dark place Hashem is still a light for me right here he's touching it in a very positive sense the hava is called an avaricious because it's higher than safe homes higher than das and can't define it it can grasp it it's not revealed in ways that we can articulate it it's completely beyond the intellect so therefore it's called a nav of Haifa but key a shove because sure this aval which is called Russia 1 what to turn it into oil in other words that it should be able it should be able to be mayor it should illuminate the external conscious life of a person Vahini hooing in Miami Valley Manila Kimmy Irish are its isolation this is the beginning of creation this is how he touches the beginning of creation it says the earth was dark how does it start relations borrowed look mo such - our relations is between strong first thing you have to know Verret I saw Russia saw you of a void Rohullah camera heaviness by you mirela kim hee hee this high shock of the first day is when he's tight as a young Simba say sir LEM itself alias Lima yo yo yo she's holy sister and God was alone and therefore there was no order there was no Gilly there was no revelation that related to creation by yo murrelet Kimmy he earned that this should be light this was already the lower level to bring out that you should be able to be revelation meaning that godliness should be articulated in a way that it could be perceived it could be experienced just like light allows us to perceive things to experience things velocities are at leas avoid the Tama this requires real avoid that to bring this out in you the Inc called huggers taco sauce Amish Matt Lloyd semi Alamelu Gilley and on the other hand it's not really new there's nothing new Under the Sun cuz this is who you are you just have to bring it out from Hell of tequila the Luzerne did not kissable and may other nation is saying mention Shana kadai lhamo Boveda zu this every person was given their measure of life plus it says the days of our life as she drew summers my name's Anna in order to hire that llama to work with this Aveda that the other of the heart should be felt in the external heart the inion Shivam Shana beer a cost of the mission I say no but him by him died custom finishes around the toilet of the pasta defines the function of the 70 years it says the emotion I say no ba hem in the plural what's by him and then life is called rooster Robin it's a resource of the public of multiplicities that's why it's been in other words the whole qivana is that to bring out by him in the new Shuster album of a person meaning that part of life will you feel everything is fragmented or since Arab nothing is connected there are many many diverse people in kedusha there's a sense of axis of unity everything is one the closer you feel the presence of God the more things become a ritual Sayaka the further you go away from the source everybody's on their own I am i you are you and everybody has their own issues the more you feel the source the more there's oneness less you feel the source the more there's a rabbit today should your Helios Minister so solidly including Sparta sort of avoiding to be geared up a kebab Canosa my Vegas ID Malaya spinach even Shona so Shiva Shona represents a work through 70 years which is basically 7 metres too many my greatest emotion I say Nova hem to bring into the sir Sir Robin the Atlas of their society because Kadim is your society there's no distinction author is all about resusci Robin everything is mobile there's all multiplicity and fragmentation to bring in from your society to make mahem to transform the lost your abdomen to your fit you have the Nakota of life of a person you mention a saint immensely from Shauna it's for a person to be able to experience throughout life who they really are so he says the slickness of a person and life is to be able to bring out to their conscious external life who they really are inside who are they inside inside it's Kevin the soul is completely one with Hashem without any separation of fragmentation whatsoever beyond light in other words from the valar its isolation to make it you heat our creation bahasa hashem should become utterly shouldn't only be in a state of darkness and concealment it should become it should become early she says being they say that a void now there's a long parenthesis again you see a long parenthesis that goes to base what another few months he may say that i've way that sonically is till inertia tion now you could see the system of the Yemen tighten basically we said that the whole avoid is comprised of two minutes roughs and shy like the Damned so first you have the ROTC what's the Rutzen the rupture is the yearning there's a Nigam animus mirus Rasheed him Eric right from the shear Aisha she recovered calif enough she's Eric now if she calmed up its Elliott Ethel the dance called Reseda ah you know the yeah so there's a beautiful Megan on the words that was taught battle of average forever some clusters such a big enough of roster so before he talked to Megan he said ah mice its broader social orders that the day after Yom Kippur you should come early to show my skimming the basic masters he come early the day after Yom Kippur so people came to church that's what they came to shore they came to show toda Vanderley chakras and they saw that there was a Jew on the big man with a Tallis and he was singing Alan's mid especially man he never left for sure laughter Manila why because during the illah there is such a feeling of the Vegas that he didn't want to tear himself away from it he didn't want to leave the state of nila where basically from there it goes downhill you go right back into the real world and even though it's still a sucker's fish today but it's not new anymore the de vega especially by Shania song assembly well look him by the Hilda there's such a deep intimacy didn't want to leave intimacy with God so you didn't go home he stayed with his tallest and neck this day morning they found him with a kid to the thousand he was singing this dynamism this was the hawk Adama that he gave before he taught the so you see the rhythm of the Megane represents this nua of naath she come to battalion F Alaska Reseda that's rough see that's one two but you don't stay by Robson because there's an author and the officer will emerge there's an author that emerges that's the second part of the person person as a lowly physical often beastly creature the goof that actually is desperate for food it's desperate for animal food for vegetables it's lower than diamonds America it's inferior it's the most inferior creature so this is the paradox of a person so you have the rough suit and then you have this truth but he says that's the pathless of life don't get in this fall from this paradox that's the holy Mason I say no behan you got to work with the dishes that happen with the world of multiplicity the world where there's no unity with the no inspiration the dance not so sure rut suits your artichoke well soon see we'll see the ultimate calm is not so partial to them so therefore you have these you have these penis now we're gonna see right now so now we're gonna stop us that the whole rhythm of Tishri is a dance today's a dance meaning generally Tishrei has two sections and people feel it does research on yom kippur segments of different does this mean he had Saracen cos theta this circus and brunettes a segment of this tree generally we Shoshana Yom Kippur is devoid of rasa SuperSearch minutes eros is devoid of sugar mr. Sean Mannion kiplyn is the time that the soul is capable of getting in touch with its primordial deepest profoundest essence and therefore it expresses itself in the yearning to melt away in the bosom of its father that's the negative mr. Shanmugam Kippur that's what the whole experience revolves around then you have the void of circus which celebrates nature person goes outside to the world person takes the Dollard minute it's a different - it's not the flu of rough sea of transcendence but it's more the to know of returning of what you received is a sunny and Kippur chiesa bhai Sherman should be a sham early Maya marilla Kimi he earned it should be able to be accessed in the tangible life of the person that's the void of circus that's why in the soul there's a son Ian Kip is a very different energy than the way the surface however in each one this is not saying shy because there's never a nut see without a shoe there's not sure what that was for them to be dynamic it's always complicated it's never just one that could so that's why nourish Hashanah you have also the tunic goodness and your Kippur and in succoth you also have the tunic could this NH minuets article star you also have these two Lakotas as he's gonna go on to explain you see page 173 HP Zion pay Zion Duff phase I in column one on top it's institution vignette service in this mine where the ballot Anya began with the posit that it says about Romania Terrace in half tied by a marsh mini Sheila Hasan by Ivar Horsham Ella on the 8th day after the Holocaust by some ictus first a submitters from the 8th dish my mom Alex ends sent everybody home and he begins explaining that the the whitish Tishrei is a high dish filled with many different human type as we know of course which hashanah sesame chili and kipper the preparation to cyka cyka stir in the add service but it's not stung random holidays that were all put together in one month you know one month that's filled with action non-stop but there's actually an order there's a system there's a rhythm in other words there's a beat if you will to all the untie them officially from the beginning throughout the month and in order to explain this he introduces the pasta candor mia us tis Missoula mamako which means then the Sula the young woman will dance will rejoice in a mock Alana dance and explains that Alpena stir Sula there's always a metaphor to kanessa sister all to all of the neshamah sister and Marco has two interpretations the literal interpretation is a dance like I said I could use vertical losses muscles and some bacon but it also shares the same entomology as the word Mozilla forgiveness to forgive Mozilla's oven and what's the connection between the two she says because the simcha of the Sula of kanessa sister with Hashem is like a mother like a dance professional dancers are skilled dance what happens is the two people who are dancing they're close to each other but in order to facilitate a skilled dance that distant from each other in the dance and then they come back and then again that's the rhythm of a dance you got close and you go far in you get close to them and you get fun and it's not that the distance is really a distance that now we're alienated from each other no simply the distance allows there than to be a closeness because if you just remain close always you can't get close one said when you have the distance it allows you them to get close and there's some dances where they even turn around and they face each other back at the back they don't even see each other but that again is just to twirl around and and come back this is us two-syllable muscle the discipline of the Jewish people in the relationship with Hashem operates on two different levels one is called the rock side the one is called truth Rutsey means yearning or running or pining or aspiring right and that's the emotion of closeness I want to be close to you and then there's the shoe returning retrieving back to your own position in which there is somewhat of a distance and those two rhythms are essential to all of life and all of our by desertion a person could never be always in a state of rotc must also go into a place of truth but it's not that true vis real distance that he's not connected it's just a different type of connection that's why it says do not slip eschew blur after them say if we inserted that even in short he's connected connected to the effort that was the introduction that there's two elements in life ruts official explained this more he says that there's two parts to the heart the right ventricle the left ventricle Cola your money color smaller cause I'll save after session well the catch of a cup of vodka is fishnets around with both hips are what's the idea how could you love God with both you sorry she says there's two ventricles to the harms and the to represent two very different things in fact opposites there's one element of the heart he says that craves once Drake is in a shell and the other one completely wants alien things things that are completely ungodly and the reason there's these two aspects of the person it's not a mistake and it's not that the person is bad and that's why there's existence it's because is inherently life is a paradise author of academ sir Tommy laburnum Ellis says you created me both as last and it's first what does it mean last in us first so he says there's actually two elements to the soul one is that the shunt discharge of the neshamah comes before all of creation you throw a little bit my shovel it precedes all of creation on another level author is that the body in which the soul descends was created after everything so the soul of the human being precedes all of creation the body of the human being which gets married to the soul follows all of creation it's the last rung in creation and the soul is the first rung in creation not only that so that Hashem consulted with the nationís of tsadikim and he says vomit coulombs a dick and whether you should create the world so not only are they the first creation they are like the the founding fathers that I care the builders be meaning that matters has been mean nimbala finished essential subject so it's not only the first creation it precedes the whole dynamic of creation that's where the meddler says he stole all Obama cava not just DeBoer the whole creation is deeper and this is my shovel which is more intimate it's more internal and yet the same soul marries and goes into a body that was created last after everything after animals after fish after everything on Friday this was the last to the point that the human being needs all of the other creations to survive we need diamond we need the earth than we need the water and we need botany we need produce and we need animals we can't live without them why because we are like the lowest rung and this is the paradox that every life has to deal with so even the most perfect ideal pure unblemished righteous life there is a major major comes together and living so to put it in very simple English what this means is that be a human being is not easy to live is not easy because you're always negotiating a contrast and not just a contrast an absolute contrast a contrast of extremes and that's why humans are capable of such extremes because we we negotiate with extremes the first step is to understand this to be aware of it it's not a mistake it's not a tragic thought because your Meshuga or you're crazy or you're having a bad day every day could be a bad day and every day could be an awesome day if you master the art of paradox then every day is a very powerful day because you put it in context of the story of creation of the story of existence and if not they could tear a person apart because they think they're split they're schizophrenic that type Meshuga and they don't know who they are and it's like it's very very becomes very very difficult so you really have to I mean it's not the main message here but I think it's part of the messages you have to cut yourself slack you have to understand that there's certain paradoxes that are beyond a person's control it's it's essential to the person and that's why he says in every person you'll have two penis you have ROTC and Sheriff they're also inherent to existence what's the ROTC and the shave from the Kadim of the soul comes the ROTC the craving for closer nefesh really with the soul just wants to become completely one with its source because that's what it is so that's a very genuine experience of a soul in a very deep place very deep love and he says it comes from two beyond rationality it's yo Shabazz say sir Elia and itself shouldn't a load you'd know she was a setup itself obviously not and that gives the person the power that even the rest of the day even when they're not feeling this they should remain protected so from this comes the ROTC but yet the purpose of life is to connect the two ventricles of the heart the offer of a cadence tonio of the bacala vodka that the love of the Kadim should be able to permeate even the author of the lay small usually the problematic part of the soulful like if I were that still comes from that same one the shoma the salic it will come him out its mission also knows the whole soul is well here he's referring to the soul versus the body so he still metal the the way my Somali or the he's not talking about the nefesh for him as part of the soul he's talking really about just the influence of the goof on you are you talking about the part of the soul that we yeah in other words that this soul ultimately the descends and thus ends and has to become a soul that's that accommodates and becomes one with the body within that soldier and do these criticisms slowly in ljubljana can't match up to nephew my name is yes of course yeah the nefesh a bahamas will affect that aspect of the never shall because that would be like the aqua versus the is wrong that has to come in to that space and that's why there is this ROTC and sharif and both are very genuine experiences there's the element of ROTC and there's the element of show and say says but the catalyst is that ultimately the two should be able to be synthesized and this takes a lot of avoid that says this is a void of life every person has their year's emotion i say no but hmmm sama but Hamlisch and Robin in order to transform their sister Robin into their society that was the Nakula I mean a very brief of what he said till now now he continues sieve Bay's painted Bay's you see stuff pays I in the first column page 173 the he may say that I have a that suddenly is still early Shoshanna the savior of this avoid there has to always begin with Rosh Hashana after we explained that avoid the includes two rhythms ROTC and truth and by the way stomachs interesting is a else with of a Latonya says in relation to operations that a real never real melody will always have a rotc element and a shove element is the element of vases about every real melody you know he himself was a genius composer something me compose him he could hear from his Nagumo the talmud bava Sorvino volcano called aidid a fake even came the abdomen brilliant compositions so he says somewhere else that they said every negan has in it a real ligand has in it the ROTC and the truth you'll analyze any profound melon any profound ballad is the element of the and where you're not at peace with yourself you learn your yearning to you yearning for something else you need to melt away in something else and then ultimately you have to return and embrace what you have because if you're always in a state that nothing is good and I always have to be something else ultimately existence loses its meaning you know closed on efforts for there's no person left emotionally also there's no person with so it's always a like a seesaw what's the word yin and yang they erupt sayin truth where there's a pool of aspiration and then this truth by the tension and resolution really tension and resolution not to the show so these these two rhythms like in the dance for getting close to the getting far so he says during governing the focus is ruts but the person ought to bring it back but Kalevala the Schnee it's RL so we're now going to learn that the young entire McCoy dish dish today are based on this rhythm as well he says say that I waited certainly is to literature shop Josiah and Phyllis myself is accordingly English in the Musa VEVRAA Shoshanna we say it's from the Sakura Shoshanna and gomorrah da from zion this day is the beginning of your creation is he currently a mission a commemoration of the first day open is Rosh Hashana gonna smile Atticus Larry she in a small diner it's brought in Zion that the pasta can share share him smile a Turkish Leroy the minitek obtaining the caller says the bride says about her groom his left arm is under my head and his right arm embraces mr. desire says it's two times of the British run on Yom Kippur this mullet acceleration su curse is a minute a cup Kenya is the right arms embrace which she also brought in another minor we learnt on young to fish after mind assassin this concept of the two stages of life smile represents shoof the gamora says inciter you mimic i reverse slalom tell you mimic her Emma's was small does with the right arm you should bring close with the left arm you should push away here he's taching pushing away doesn't mean pushing away as rejection pushing away means pushing away as independence it's a very different shopping small dozen small desk it doesn't mean I push go ahead get out of my life small dosa means it's not a moment of closeness it's a moment of distance it's a moment of autonomy of Independence she says the thanes say there avoid the solemn feeling between a small bunch of cleanest River in the Seder of a fight that starts with Rosh Hashanah which is as desire says smile attack aceleration which smile represents small dosa relook the Highness Shaheed Minar shakeila who rocket Martian commander has a lab in Africa Russia the person is madam Abhinav shy he imagines in the soul as though he is far from Hashem and as the Americas all the Gomorrah says in media that a child in the womb needed a flame and a child in the womb of its mother they teach him the whole Torah and before he leaves they make an oath right much me and I say - he's a big vault eruption the Gemara says they told the solver fill the coal oil and coal America's a dicapta he may not have a rush even if the whole world will extol you and say your exotic in your mind you should experience of car Russia what does this mean what does it mean he says Ladon to kill the damn inertia killer rocket myself it means the person ought to be very honest with themselves and break down and see with their distance how there is any scandal we do inversely as credit mr. Sean about Saracen MacDougall all the confessions all the slippers that the Casal will the Crimean weather is showing him instituted before Hashanah meaning and alone or I said to make sure the slippers what is it all liras by ABS McCullough pisses sure boy it's really an act of with a person what to open themselves up to everything the ultimate vulnerability to see to be open to every Nakota in me that needs help that needs fixing that is off Lea shuffled by a novel a varnish for vanity college hook in my shop which creates a very profound humility and a humble heart on the distance that one may have from God over flat VSB monitor hutch Bonner somebody is a master of cache bananafish the blacks have colored the Buddha in Varma Chavez he really can analyze his words as thoughts he's not afraid as a yearly boyish member kimba via national flower mock naturally what this creates is a humility in the heart and a subservience function so what this is really this is small tight weather smell does to me smell does it means the ability of a person to be completely honest with everything about their life now we know how difficult this is for a person to really be open as he puts it here to see litters box we call up mrs. shimmer and this is not as we will see in an accusatory way simply to break a person to crush a person it's part of a dance it's part of a rhythm there's no real wholesomeness if a person is not ready to break down the person is not ready to break down all of the aspects of their life and really see what's going on there's no way of repairing it and making it wholesome again you could make believe your wholesome but if you're skipping over the truth when you're skipping over the truth the intimacy is not gonna be a real intimacy it's gonna be substituted by a fake and for the city because you didn't work through the broken parts so he says open a small boat kazoo goddamn Leah stop hustling a ship goodness mercy is much too much because of Mahamaya but the truth is that this smiler is tates leadership meaning when you put your arm under somebody's head you lift up that end that's a attaches attack alliteration you lift up it creates a Nasir Suresh like the dance the distance is only in order to be able to get closer the smiles the her is Taha's literation it supports my head in other words it lifts up my head to the point that Hashem is Taha's little Shi he's under under my head and lifts up the head Archie bmk Perla finish MT taru lift may Hashem can despondent opponent until the person reaches him Kippur and then the posix has a parasite Ramos lift may have aa titarros see tides lift knee lift knee Hashem means lift made from the word like the premia step in the me is of youth cave of K that there are not enough pond and opponent in its face to face it's the deepest type of Kira between the pen amia sano-sama and the Premier's of Ilocos that's Lily Hashem micaiah Hawkshaw Vermillion can deliver because of the children the depth of the heart could exceed as the passage says me mom markandkirsty Hashem books even Lucilla devadasi Mary backs upon a Espinosa Hashem avocation his Plinius olive the focus on both of these premiers Mima maken box upon I seek out my my depth Mike Linnaeus in other words really the depth as we said before off Eric Adam certainly the Penna me asunder sama the depth of the soul is completely one is completely connected for a person to be able to feel the closeness the dance goes first in another direction another direction when we actually turn around from each other we don't see each other that moment we feel distant are we really distant no we're getting ready to turn around and get close what does this mean in life in life if you're never feeling your distance you'll never be able to feel close if you always feel close it's not real closeness because you're not going through the real process of who you are you're ignoring it so first of all you're ignoring it so it's gonna come to bite you whatever you ignore come want you after you know if you repress it it doesn't disappear we all know that question is when it comes up how it comes up but it's in there you can't ignore an infection and put a band-aid and you know drink a cup of lemonade or have ice cream the infection has to be dealt with the texas city has to be dealt with if not the times to bite us besides the fact i can't really experience closeness with you because I'm not really close because there's stuff that I'm not working through but if I go into that place it's painful there's a distance there because there's unresolved issues is unresolved tension there but it's the only way I can get to the immunity to cough candy this leadership so he's going to explain that there is your Sonny and kipper is one part of the dance and then sue Chris you could turn around but without it is your son Ian kipper you can't turn around because you like skipped over that part you know you can't just come up to the you can't go to the graduation party without without going through the exams there's this girl and the exams is tough you got to learn you gotta study you have to stay up those nights and wrap your brain and feel like a slow muscle and a failure and you don't know what you're doing with your life now but that's how that's how growth happens so so Yom Kippur is lifts may Hashem you reach the pious let's try the Plinius your own polybius and the relationship there is very deep it's very pen amis it's face to face behind Russia amalgam oscillation the Torah Zabur Haleiwa nefesh what does this mean in a Vedas Hashem that a person's desire etosha maintain is with all their heart and soul Valley estas acapella mazandaran careers although a person is involved with our la maza but that's not where their passion is it's colder Kibum welcome surely wish allowed them to cool book olive and nefesh nicotine espanha is a definition and every any situation where a person's heart is completely involved with entirely that's called your faces there you eponymous their Bozell Indian pond and upon and she called Plinius libera of an option a flipping a mistress any as well face to face does not geographically that I'm looking at you you're looking at me we can both be looking at each other and estranged from each other face to face me my entire heart is here I could be looking at you we could be right near each other but we're back to back back to back doesn't mean we're not looking at each other physically we can be looking in each other we're not interested in each other even if we're interested in each other we're not fully interested in each other it's just to be out sir lots of see they serve us so just like everybody understands you're talking to someone are you busy texting their son but it's not called the conversation I'm gonna do why you there you're talking you're listening you're talking because half of your heart is not there maybe 90% of your heart is not it she's a definition of pond number pond and back chiffon I seek out my Plinius Espinel kashama vous couche means that I'm fully fully present my entire presence my entire heart mate are you slow that's what punim opponent means it's a tier of creamy so when you say a person is face to face with God it means they're alive with each other he's present in the relationship mashenka nama hateful the opposite is never on this deposit says keep on no a lie I love you Mia Navi says a parent base they have turned their back to me out of there Nate they're back ville upon what shop should point them are Shambala Mitzvah you turn to God not that you don't turn that's what he says he doesn't say wipe on the way light upon the way like you did turn to me you do the right thing you show us the show you do everything right but it's between us curious but you're cold you're there you turn to me but you turn to me with your back you come when you show up to the wedding you show up to the event but you're there with your back you don't show me your face but Peninsula and believe inefficient latina sake right weird where is your heart has to be somewhere where is your heart where is your enemy as where is your depth the coconut soccer I'm finna soccer I mean it's focusing on the back after am is the hind part which basically represents the back parts or the speak of God in the sense that even though everything has his energy but his energy is not manifest so his face is not there his back is there shaming young and gosh Boober hula should record Khmer part of his body when the person becomes obsessed and involved in materialism that their plumbing come stash them they do everything but it's with a back I'm not really present well the fish'll a Shia claimant negative seven is what a flushing your cook maka caroling Malaysian along its pray they never ablution oil if sure there if Marshall called them eliminate silk of Aden Ellison epic art bale of today's over that was surreal since bash em you can't speak about geographical distance because the local arts fighter so you can't say you're far from him you never far from it he's not far from you you're not far filaments right here so that's why when the Navi wants to bring out distance he doesn't say you're far he says you're here but it's beautiful you're facing your back in other words geographically you're right here but emotionally spiritually you're completely not here will be in hipper Enrico Mattei say from with Nash MT taru with Leisha Ozma's gala penis you'd gimel mid this Hara common hipper you have this tyrant that comes from the Healey of enduring the Seraphim which is like pondered upon him on his part the lohank's if that's why the post success in the Shia in yeoja taken cash on him kasha legal be new within me Adam okay Taylor cuts Emory you that if your sins will be as red as scarlet or become as white as snow and if they will be and if they will be read as a trim level is it called the Crimson they will become white as wool the wool of a sheep she shell it with seminary me given me the Soraka man snow and wool which are white represent the 13 meters of rock a mile shame opposite the caustic says in the Neal Luke who shake his slack given his cloak is like white snow slab is in animation and stuff becomes exchangeable so Shelley become slug fever means white who say Irish and they hear of his head kamar naka iron and solder are interchangeable so Sam where is amar like a moniker like clean white wool you know a beautiful white sheep and the Wallace's is bright and luminescent his cloak is like white snow and is here is why white clean here so that's why there's a new hot asian kahshanna mashella Delfino and cuts Emory you they represent his lavash which is slab given as white as snow and is here which is as pure as wool that's the garments of Hashem that's called you'd given me the Seraphim full official miss Allen Kali surely is pondered upon and within as Clemens Nicholas Olaf so you in Kippur you'll see all Jews become elevated to stand face to face that's what happens if kipper um Kim / they stand face to face with her shell his entire heart is to them in a revealed way and their entire hardest them and I revealed with full of hanging kiponniemi lofty level HC that's why then Kippur there's no eating and drinking why not what's the title so again people type he's supposed to suppress yourself or crush yourself this is notes for Karen but who are Shana Adam is in Matthew Lucia - a whole year people need nourishment they get Nisa they get Muslim from food and drinks should Assam and am sure one efforts could say this eleven but food and and drinks and preferences are converted into blood and they become part they converted into the bloodstream depositors Adam wanna fish we live through the blood the soul is so to speak enclosed in the blood the blood carries the energy of a person and that all represents shiniest haleh the external heart the colorless Miley which is filled with the Dom and pumps the Dom which is Don Juan efforts which comes from Valencia he says mashenka being keep him as eloquent as Plinius Aleph Shan is in macular see a gaseous onion caper what's revealed is the nefesh that's nice calendar hallelujah money the penis of the nefesh the parameters of the nefesh that that aspect is not dependent on physical food remember there's two parts to the soul there's the soul that's the Kadim that's higher than creation that's not dependent on the deployments ma fi and then there's the soul that's dependent on all of them because it's the last rung of creation becomes a recipient of them all here that's what I live with I live with my heart my blood sir that's what I have two feet it'll see it Yom Kippur you don't drink why don't you even drink was Yom Kippur the person has so to speak operating on the level of Nemea saleh and therefore and this happens from the real hook from the real hook of the slickest and the v doing they come to the Kirov of M Kippur of live now shanty taro leaf Masha it's the Pina mizuhashi and its box upon knowing the premise of a purse mean my mark and Academy merges and when the Kadim emerges so then that's the day of Noah in Lucia because that part has its own adrenaline so to speak it has its own its own source of vitality of electricity that's not dependent on a few Lucy will have moments in life I mentioned on Yom Kippur that it's brought that that Kippur especially by nillas like the ether drew the illa is brought in every citizen the illaoi halacha is that the gates of heaven are about to close and therefore you have to hop around the last moment you gotta seize the moment before the gates closed because the Sun the Sun saguaros are based in the illest shine sarcoma shar-peis needless trouble there's a deeper touch of Nayla and that is that during the illa the gates of heaven are closed but you're inside you're inside you're inside this complete intimacy you're not anymore outside so that's the incurable Clow especially at the peak the crescendo of yom kippur if you compared to our relationship would be like after the foot potassium tomorrow says 'i'm kippers is my comparative Lukasik hereditary custom no sir the end of tightness and the ill is like The Fader year for the year huh group so I can tell you from the heat quite a few years of experience the infield room is always filled with food good food because the hustle and shallow fast but most cases you come out of the Yakama the hood room and the food is not touched it's always for the rabbi and the photographer that's to say that they come in afterwards you know like the hyenas after the prey and they kappa this is good sushi they're always the photographer eats at all with the tongue with the mic guy the mic guy and usually the rapper casino is there and if the food is eaten up it's not such a good Simmons why is it semi-custom the collar will take was in the hood room there's such an excitement they're starving all day they don't feel their hunger they don't feel their hunger so that's push the gas miss in Russian is if you go a step deeper in other words they're in touch with a space in themselves that's not dependent on food it's a pen amis her life comes up let's depend of yom kippur mela aimed by laughing the valachia see let me check up my diction once said then it doesn't understand why there's a pasta can actually miss the another de Geum Kippur and why there's a pasta can you have Scalia now that a tisha bought the fast day he says even if a wouldn't say nobody would eat Isham Obon Yom Kippur he said I was a Tish above vet can assess when Yom Kippur aver Villas s dish above who's capable of Eden and in Kippur who wants to eat I didn't understand why he took him to prohibit he says who wants the event if it in other words when somebody's really in touch with this they don't want to eat it it doesn't do anything for them ah ah so generally the smile Acosta's alliteration is destroyed right so that's generally the difference of the first half of Titian and second half of Titian your son Ian KITT principles but in each jump if you have both so you have a seriously make sure event then you'll have Yom Kippur and Kippur will be the the Roxy that comes after the show the kid if that comes after the riddle the shoe is where you was the service the surgery the sugar is the distance I don't understand while you're away yeah that's his whole point that the dude is not a real original the refocus are common to the kirov huh the coop is off like in the dance it's not that the other person is not there for carat the riffraff is our corner to the pewter is that very much less she tested from the earlier line where where did the pain of Rosh Hashana was the pain of feeling the fragmentation yes yes yes yes yeah throw it out the link that's still attached to the human so you're bringing it back me it's not like you're lost right right here is Marshall singing it's like a fishing rod when you go fishing you throw it out but you still reeling it back in right beautiful she says now valued a pin so now you see there's a there's a little brackets here that's interesting you see the brethren that's a myself why appropriate I'm shy and kippered the studies of I'm a petitioner Mosby's ayah it says God by Alma de hace lesbian Lucia behind new keep enemies I lave new cojones cadnams are Tony cardamom is a bodacious ship in a zoo enema complement diamonds I'm a hiker my penis are full of my separations I'm a camel Nibiru damn L look ya'll coal mines appear sham your yard it's not any more dependent on the Diamonds American suburb may look generally the void of Rosh Hashanah Yom Kippur is the ability to be able to get to a rock Sri but in order to be able to get there the person has to go through the real hook and leaky roof so the killer venereal cook so in order to Hashanah Yom Kippur you you get let me make it clear sunny and Kippur you get to the rock sir but to get to that rock see there's also the rear hook as he said in order to be able to get to the key roof now the tactless is the shoe that comes after the roster not just to remain in the roster the other that comes out also in the pit Sonia solid so generally speaking Girish sunny and kippered even though they have both and suck us even though it has both generally speaking one focuses on the loss of self or on the elevation of self deduction and then one focuses on returning that into the person's life this is I'd a pin this truly laws of simcha deliver miss caliber suka spinners me a minute a cup caning this Chauvet love the depth of the heart what happens on suckers you mean it FK knees right arm embraces me shame in Lu new penis a vertebra Shalom alumina tompa does you mean always represents love has said Draya you mean it says in Zoya so the love that's beyond rationale miss Carla LaMotta Peggy Lee a life it becomes revealed in a person's actually evil in a snifter cosmos other woman in his birth that he should not be separated from him so after the smiler tacos literally she comes the other of suckers the Alba that comes the Alvarado that comes love my lammie tomba das from the kedem and the person that it gets revealed that the person should not be able to get separated without to cap kami commercial a macabre cassava - Layla's women that's the metaphor of a hug when you embrace somebody you don't let them go away from you even if they try to tear themselves away from you you created a fortress right I hug somebody and can't get out of the hub so sometimes it's negative the person wants to leave you're not letting the believe but here he's talking about the metaphor you mean attack Afghani means even that part of you that wants to get away ultimately it remains connected without the C book you would go away this ebook allows you to remain connected what does this mean that circus represents that the plenum is a lathe the other of the inner heart comes out into the external heart the rupture comes out into the show and therefore even the space of me that would be separated ultimately remains not separated behind ye daija suka in his sail Selina's hashem self this is what the suka represents the sukkah is the shadow Hashem solution versus Italian but sale shoddy is line and he said that that Ovid protects a person like the shadow protects us from the scorching Sun and that shadow is transcends light in other words it can be articulated in a visible way because it's deeper than articulation and that's the embrace that sales si la semana momentum awesome that comes out in the sukkah which is the key book that doesn't let the person be separated now here there's a need for a little husband it's really a very very rich idea being conveyed here and he explains it in other places more by richness and some of the successes explained it as well I'll just have said in a kuda in in love there's different expressions of love a person wants to show somebody love how do you show love the basic way is through Dibble speaking I love you I appreciate you I cherish you that's what we do there's a deeper form of love that words can't capture and it's expressed through a kiss yushik a diminishing kiss for you why are you kissing say what you want to say it's up something that the words can't capture so you give a kiss take tell you shot I love you it's not enough you have to give a kiss there's a love that's even deeper than a kiss it's a gaze again issue I shoot him a natural Yanam cuz I'll say like lovebirds doves they gaze at each other ever see for hours it's very very affectionate it's a look he can't capture it in words or even in an action those people gaze at each other it's a very deep form of love because eyes are vulnerable whenever you look at somebody straight in the eyes for a while either they're gonna start a conversation or they can look away because it's not comfortable you can try it up the seats I'm gonna work well with most people you have to be personal very comfortable with yourself and comforted with other person look somebody in the eyes it's a level of trust it's very deep but that's not a fit book he's talking about a symbol and embrace what's the difference the difference is in all of them it's interesting it's a very powerful observation of the ballot on Yeltsin all expressions of love are directed to the face of the person I kiss you on your cheeks I talk to you on your face I I look at you he book yeah you put your hands and you bet your head it's on the back of the purse this offer of academ Sartana the offer the back of the purse what's the have fun in it what's to stop okay so how it is a hug is odd I think you're around I put my head in behind you you know I don't put my head in your face it's not what a hug is I mean maybe there's such a type of the real few Booker's macapa we may have heard of he says else from a happy mother what's the have or not the Havanna is that what's them do the face in the back the face is the place where your personality is most expressive that's when you distinguish between people you look at the face you line up people from the back it's very hard to distinguish between people I mean unless you know ma Mystere physique their shape a face you right away see no two faces are alike backs were more or less identical more or less the face is also the seat of your personality your unique features your eyes your nose your mouth it's the place where you speak you communicate that's how I get to know you you communicate who you want every person communicates differently in terms of language in terms of personality in terms of disposition etc the face is basically the house that carries your personality more than any other part of the body of course it's the region of the but the face specifically Poneman from the word nummies as he says it brings out who you are and no two people are alike as the commander of the mission says aimday asain Chavez made parts of a in Chavez parts of his the face the face of the person parts that I fear I am the back of the person this doesn't display the unique contribution of personality of the person all other forms of love what are they represent I love you but what do I love about you I love you because of what I get from you because you enriched my life because of your face because of your opinions that's why I love you what if you don't enrich my life anymore like the missioner says if I hear this bottle lover what the one I love you because because you're brilliant because you're kind because you're sensitive because you're fun because you're awesome because you're great whatever because I need you because your month whatever it is I'm not getting into how noble the reason is it gonna be very noble I love you because of your soul your passion your your creativity your your depth your your emotion whatever I love you because of your love what attracts you to certain people what attracts you to your spouse to I love you because of your face or to put it differently I love you because of what I get from people I hug your back what's the back it represents a different love I don't love you because what I get from you I love you because of you and therefore it's unconditional it's not negiah what you're giving me and that's why she book there's no separation you can't get out of it because if it's a love that's dependent on your face if you get it if I don't get it from you any more than love could be weakened if it's a love that's directed to you essentially unconditionally of what you give me then there's no way we could be separated like the Mishna says right there I wish a metal you bend over it's it's endures forever like covered in unison that all the reasons to hate each other he was his competitor Shaul told him he's going to usurp the kingdom but nonetheless they loved each other what is this type of love it's an avatar the exit to the essence of the other person that's not based on reciprocity meaning what you're giving me in return therefore I love the after Here I am as much as the plumbin that's a different type of album I don't love you only because of what you do for me I love you essentially and therefore you may not do anything you have parents with children parents always say you should have Nasus from your child it's a beautiful brush sometimes you don't have not accustomed in Sean a sieve also had a son called Makos that's where they say the something additional they suppose sad a son Marcus you're sad knuckles okay Parsons we're stuck he could see and what if you don't have masa oh then the wonderful child is not capable of functioning well I mean physically or emotionally the love disappears because you're not gonna you're not gonna give me what I need from a child sometimes the love these is even stronger why is the love strong with because I'm not loving you because of what you're doing for me I'm loving you essentially or to put it differently it's my very essence that loves your very essence in this first case it's not my essence I love your essence it's the aspects of my life that gets something from you the part of you that gives me that's what I love not you and the moment you are divorced from what you're giving me then I don't love you and we understand that I could love my business parties a great guy but there's one reason even vets of my company yeah we become friends but the aside is I get something from him what's the finish of Circus you mean it the cup kami that's the finish what does this ebook accomplish he says shall I even is nificent he can't become indifferent which part is it permeate as we're gonna see the author of the purse where do you see this in circus what do you see this in circus so this can explain this isn't a hoodlum you see and suckers one biggest site what's the midst of some it's different in all other mitzvahs all mitzvos involve some spiritual dimension we put on tefillin put on scissors you da man you say Krishna bring us some bows whatever it is Shabbos light voice assess the condition in Kippur key a show for Lula eating matzah it's physical things but it involves some types and that's unique what's the midst of some it's sort of an interesting mystery whatever you do in your house all yeah you do in the soup you sleep the soup you take a walk in the soup you want to read the paper do it in the soup a person goes to sleep they do it in the sucker there McCallum it's a person wants to schmooze with somebody not about holy things you do it in the circuits omits what's the Mitzvah what's the Mitzvah a whole year it's not a minister it's not what you did it's where you did it you did it in the souk it became a mitzvah means a way to connect to God so how do you connect that lemon suckers you connect our shame on Circus by being just you that's how you connect a whole year you do something different your darvany you're putting onto them so come back to sleep I'm right to sleep discussing sports since when is discussing sports a mitzvah I'm not talking enough there's an element of little tiny and that's a separate issue but we're supposing about something losing about the weather but he's talking to circus about the weather right talking about the weather is not a mitzvah in this truck it's a mitzvah you're talking about the weather you're drinking a cup of orange juice and you're reading the news or you start reading or whatever it is it says whatever you do in the house doing this hook I'm taking this news I think our mattress I want to sleep in this what about no it lost Nagamani is I shall show you see your son on the tile bazooka I don't how many people take walks in the sukkah but you take my stroll suddenly it's a mitzvah what's a mitzvah you're connected to God why what's the connection the voice here is this is the SAP King I love you in your ass high in your Arthur not only the CAD then also the ARCA that's the shoe in other words in your position as a regular human being a physical person that becomes that's how we connect that when we connect I'm there I'm present I cherish it I'm involved that said that's the relationship of suka see me need to have gain so what this accomplishes is that the whole rock series are sunny and killer which is a state of elevation on circus it goes back into the pin of show back into the portion of a book that's the hitters of circus a minute to cupcake what that does is that even in the space when there's distance the relationship is still the same intense relationship like a relationship of Nemea Soloff that's why it's called to hop Kenny that's why pinion of sale of hashem silva that's the shadow of the soap so it's if BAE's the ballot on you discussed with Shoshanna and yom kippur and then in SIV give only guts to circus and ultimately shman yet saris and some crystarium what follows so the main Nakota that's being conveyed here is that by definition life is a dance mostess maxilla bamako and every neshama is in a dance and the rhythm of a dance includes two paradoxical motions what he calls Roxy and shoof or Kirov and rehook closeness and distance running retreating yearning and then returning literally ruts a yearning running and shy returning one is the aspiration of the soul to forfeit its own independent identity and so to speak melt away in the oneness of Hashem and one on the contrary is true the consciousness that I live I'm not gonna say a lonely life it's not lonely according to this whole explanation but that I have to live my life I have to return to myself and deal so to speak with my own existence my own self the finish of Yiddish kite is that in rutte slippers asurela a thought that even in the shoe want what to be able to see the duvet curse with the effort because it's not an authentic distance or alienation it's part of the Mokka it's part of the dance one cannot remain in a state of rut so all the time unless they forfeit the purpose of existence and on the other hand one can't remain in truth a whole time but it's a constant ebb and flow a constant fluctuation between the two and this has to do with two aspects of the soul that are both very real because the soul itself is rooted in a horrific Adams our Tony the Kadim creates a rut so and the offer creates a shoof and both are very real the soul precedes all of creation and it feels that it senses it and that evokes its rots drugs is natural for it on the other hand the soul descended to a point that it follows all of creation because it marries the body which was created last on on Friday the last Bria and it needs the other creations tomorrow says 100 sham created Adam last to be able to say how come to show them that how cool motionless until you know everything is ready for your meal the world is ready for your taking so that's all the offer and it's expressed in many different aspects it's expressed biologically and the two ventricles of the heart hollow out your money the halal smiley one is the focus on blood and wanted to focus on who are high in the spirit of life and these are the two prisoners of they create Grazia in the Yamuna toy room generally speaking it's the difference between the first half of Titian and the second half of tissue the first half of Tishri is more of a motion of brats the second half of tisha is more of a motion of truth but again in each one you'll have both as we will see so specifically speaking Russian iam kippered his emotion of Rutzen the focus then is that the neshamah leaf niosh mt taru you facelift Neshaminy in terms of easy titles live may face the Pinay Hashem you stand in the presence of Tamir schambach supination amale's me ma mark and Christi sha sha keep I am as a capitalist and the tired-ass can live near sham as it says in Akram eyes the focus of recession and Yom Kippur is the rod sorry that the soul is what sugar means Trueba means you return back the candle you return back to Kadim it's that experience of complete rotc that itself is not so portioned in order to get to the key roof you have to go through the rhythm that's the whole system of as he says we do him and Chava and the lave nish bar one has to be able to go through that process in order to get to the key roof of Rosh Hashana and ultimately in Kippur when there's no eating why is there no eating because the person is being nourished by then the coup d'etat lave by the Khadem which is beyond the Brio that is Rosh Hashanah Yom Kippur so there is also a shrew there is also a dance there is also the risk look that precedes the kirov but ultimately one reaches that moment of intimacy so to speak which is onion Kippur and that's by the way the connection of the two pure Shimon Makkah the dance and merciless oven forgiveness because that's what allows all forgiveness then right that makes a muckle right muscle makes muscle the muscle of the dance creates the Mozilla the forgiveness that's why he started off the Nautilus has the two premiership now the truth is it exists in all the ailment item but it doesn't begin with the authorizer it begins every day he says top Dominic a real governing is about Roxy but then after Dominic is not about grodd's everything about truth the Chimera says loving brother salvation is power under McCullough and cooler right it's a love I a person ought to go back in life there are there are moments of ROTC but a person can't remain there unless they don't live in the world anymore you know unless they cease to exist and it's not just ceasing to exist in gastrous it's also ceasing to exist in roughness because that's how deep the ROTC is so then there's so even everyday you have that that Kirov and in hook that dance he says Allah my when one experiences that ROTC it's enough to remain a shadow Yoruba says sir Elyan but sail that protects you even during the day that even when you're in a state of show you still have so to speak of memory of that state of consciousness and therefore you don't falter like a shadow which protects you from scorching Sun and it's interesting that this in the code of the rut is called sale for two opposite reasons it's called sale on one level because it's higher than higher that's complementary it's higher than it's Russia no the scorching scorching heat or whatever the shadow is protecting you from passion heat addiction habits you know fires that people have experienced is that it's a different type of heat we're talking about he's a strong mine and LaVon akhom time on muhammad were talking about comma here who could represent various passions that are not productive to life so the person has the protection of the sale but originally it's to find that sale in a much more elevated way that it's higher than higher he says you're suspicious sister because it's not it's not tangible it's beyond beyond the dots so everyday you have these everything in and you described as Clallam prot you have it in the mmm toy oven but then every um turf is reflected every day so originally it was higher than our and later on what we think of a sale throughout the day as a protection so it's the same sale in two different interpretations it's higher than iron it's the high stress that precedes by Admiralty me here and then the objective of the show vis you go out into your external heart so to speak you operate on another level of consciousness okay so needs to live and you gotta bring that alright that pushes into earth or here means to the fore to the light to the realization in the more external aspect of life and then the first one remains out sale that's what he sent in Perry gallows yeah Cristina tell us higher than our house that how does that relate to us we're saying they were trying to bring back with Kevin before it reaches well sale yet because sale is re the nightmares it's not tangible it's not the relationship is beyond something that can be articulated and it always exists it always exists now the main avoid the wife is to bring that out from the hell them to the Gili or from the Roxy to the show or from the first shift to the Isle of foolishness a yog the Turkish Arab in the different forms that he spoke about after a person experiences dis rotc on Yom Kippur now comes circus what's the rate of circus he says circuses William in aitikaf kami you have this smuggler Turkish lira she this smile which is only there to pick up your head Turkish lira under your head to pick up your head to the state of Russell axiom Kippur then comes a minute to come kami what it says you mean it could help claiming that the deep love comes out in a revealed way in this state of Shu of meaning in the revealed heart which is what the book represents that you cannot be separated from me even in a situation we should would be possible to separate for me that's what the book represents and that's the sucker which is that sale Hashem Hashem Silva where now you have the pen emmaus olive coming out beguiling 11 suckers that's that sham Silva to be able to access that deep love in a revealed way on Circus which is how the Jew so to speak retreats into his regular self or her regular self with the external art to retain and reveal that pen amia sarva in a state of Shiva and the first thing he said is the sucker so we discussed that the souk is unique because the midst of the souk is not to do something holy or spiritual in the sukkah only the midst of suka includes even the most material physical aspects of life nonetheless and the circuit becomes a mitzvah right is the famous all the solution part that the sucker is the Mitzvah negated I know mr. Schmidt's accursed evil yeah the Mitzvah there you go in with your with your dirty boots your dirty boots it's also on the sucker you don't take in your dirty boots to other mitzvahs it's not applicable to you have dirty boots you have dirty boots here you have mud your shoes are filled with mud nothing this weather but some other suka soon and you go in with that but it's representative of something there's only one more Mitzvah there you go and like that you should register off a point is cyka shalom Elena while Columbia still value really the only gun says parties took a solemn Elena boys Marshall I am the play this circus is the sukkah and then this year shall I am so the to mitzvahs other mitzvahs are you going to get with your whole body so what's the nakorn what it doesn't represent that represents the feet the head everything goes into the structure a person is sleeping and suddenly in the sukkah sleeping becomes a mitzvah sleeping is not a mitzvah sleeping is action Mitzvah sleeping is important I mean it's I guess part of the myths of nish martim idol enough she says I'm a briefs a goof but there's no specific Mitzvah to go to sleep suddenly in the sucker it's outside Mitzvah how can we don't dammit in the sukkah make it clear hat didn't you have to depth in other words plain how walker look either you have to Davin in the sucker because it says the sukkah becomes the substitute of your house but one second the Dalvin in your house a whole year somebody who Davin's in their house the whole year has the Dominus but we don't have it in our house a whole year why because we want to dive in with a minion and we wanted evidence show so so kiss you know so gives us exchange for your house so it may look but tuck is somebody who thousands in their house a whole year for whatever reason and there's soup is comfortable enough to dive in the wouldn't disturb their come on and they have the dominance like everything else so therefore suka represents bringing their up see back into the show in other words the way the person is let's call it a normal person a normal functioning person on a level of concern is 11 on a level of hvala smiley on the level of blood cat I'm one of why do have to eat a drink I'm not in the state of of yom kippur of umbilical of elysia hashem silica that sale Asuka that's did seem awesome Aruba make a muscle it's the shadow the shadow darken the shadow of that error which is higher than her that's why it's called sale yet super sister a lien not protects the person it's a hug what's a hard a hug is even if you want to run away from me you can't run away from me why because our connection does not depend on you being in an elevated state the relationship extends to every facet of life even the sugar that's the first thing in crush under arrest of a show so cases never hire my Drager because of this deal way of the yes yes of course incremental yes yes yes it's incremental yet and then explain to him what you just said the word Milan vakidis by they under the top line by deigning Leal Lula the second thing is the shaking of the lulav which is the second main midst of circusy of the signal which starts at night and then in the morning that's why he says suka first in the morning you have the lulav move doesn't start at night I didn't do a howl lulav what's the connection he doubted minam shall Balu love him Remsen Bechet mafia what is a cabal of at the Dollard minam represent the for Isis of shame javea the hardest is shame you'd and the robber is the shame Hey and the lulav the wrong stick which looks like the valve is devolve and the esteridge is the final Hey the youth and the hay in the Verna hey that's the valid minute omen Anand is a fascinating story that's wooden in Halawa unusual invasive and the Torah as I am and also suka I think it's cement operation on a low fee brings that one of the roshaniya maha benar Menachem rekon tea you were the famous commentary and untighten didn't known as they were acanti it was a great great macabre great gone so the base of rings that they retain in in his halakha there's a lot of work by Joseph on tour that the recount he writes your account he writes some precious Emmer then he once had an idea of a circus his name was a bit shocked Ashkenazi it happens to be the name of the Ariza Llosa but it wasn't our results lot before that reason but it happened to be that name repeats akashi-kun oz so and he was staying by him it was circus under account he says he had a dream at night right she had a dream what was the dream that somebody wrote the name of Hashem you'd and then hey and involve and then took a break and he wrote the hey far away from the first three letters she said I woke up but the poem Ruthie was very very not relaxed on the dream country was a big mokuba what it means in the morning he went into the souk he says I see my aura shaking the lulav the Condors and our oven and then he takes the ethic he shakes it separately and he wasn't mad serif the s trip to the Lulu so I told him I dreamt about you last night that you're separating in the last a from the first three letters youhave off even though others are my collectors interviewed their opponent if you have to take the dollar minim together or not so even though Tlaloc you know if the thing that that was Menem together as long as you have a kazoo is ooh but as long as you have all of them but the bass joseph Baskins based on this dream understand that there is shine entrusted their dreams got to call them okay funds gotta call people that for worst dreams read how they trusted their dreams that based on the see postions that the myths women are muffler is to shake the dollar minam together which is what we do we put the s turd near the rule of you shake them together because it's duuude than the hand of love and they hate to be together the separation the separation but based on this we understand you want to bring it together yet she says oh man and you shake them all when the vm la llave should call hvala life they'd say that by ninu us cuz i'll says my little maybe my little my read what's maybe maybe is maybe a little a view bring it to your heart and that's the key all the Dollard many of you bring time in other words could alias mayor miss down with the libra a lot it's not stomachs at their had if you shake the lulav and then you put it by your heart no that's the whole vault you're trying to bring shame our value into the late into the color house smiley which part which side to you to you to put the little of you put on the left ventricle of the heart that part that's the hot damn wanna fish that part that's fed through food and drinks in other words the author of the purse the person the human being as we know the human being the soul the way it comes into a body which feels beastly which is a Harlem I submit anxious it's lower than all of my separations and why is it lower than all of my sebaceous because all the animals creatures may not have a transcendental consciousness but they all follow a code they follow a program right as we have said never does a sheep or a horse look and say you know I would love the potato chips but next week I have a hasanah I can't gain weight somehow they don't have that issue they do one of three things in their life they focus on survival searching for food on propagation making sure there's a new generation and in the way that they're programmed to help their environment whatever they do they contribute a lot to their environment cross pollination whatever whatever it is that this particular animal or insect was chosen to do they never wake up in the morning and say you know what I'm depressed I'm uninterested in living anymore I'm not interested in living or today I'm gonna become really really obnoxious because I'm not in the mood of my wife doesn't happen they follow a code a person we know how we wake up in the morning that's the author of the my simulations so that's that's part of the lave house murder the whole are smiley and on the other hand the person is capable of rasa which is not shy at any other creature and in that itself and a Shamas is beyond so then the norm is you take the download minim and you put it by the lathe could they lease mate or miss gala bill official of the Missouri banana and that's where you shake it the citrus to all six sides mile Amato LIBOR roses didn't I knew him of the little of you two are above up up and down and the four sides mistress might have thought himself and why what's the point he who use bar as at HUD Mishima Boris so there's the reason out the allaha because I'll say the Clallam it should be good do with good rain and a good abundance and all that but he catches here on a deeper level okay who is what a heckuva Shamima Boris with alligaroos Hashem is one in heaven and earth and all four sides all the fishermen commercial island commercial Kosovan a mob committing massacres of MA hazael famously say on the pasta cooky sisa he name opping eat even it's after a lot soon there's a space with miso has I'll say whom economist a lot of them very nylon coma he constitutes the space of the world the world doesn't constitute his space so therefore wherever there's a space east west south north up down it's his space he constitutes even though the world doesn't constitute his face but he constitutes the world space which arkla hampshire falafels penis effort belief she yeah she met her children is galih bible and may have a after birth so that void of the nanoo IAM is not such a partial to avoid its to take the effort which is all the four sides and my LaMotta which is really all part of the Eckerd but it should all come in where it should come in into the heart that the hashem and god and the effort includes all aspects of the world which should is a part of because in show of your part of my separations it should all dwell and be revealed voluma have a echoed by effort he should become that sort of expression from the qivana from isaiah that we say that many say smart him say friday friday evening before Marco let me have a effort bahut to be one with one in other words that the person slaves should become a fraud with Hashem and that's the needle so that's the same concept similar to the suit which is the Amina to cup cami which is the deep other that's lamella Mutombo das coming out in a way that it's revealed in the shoe of the person that's what's expressed in the mitzvah of Ceuta the e-book we mean a take up kami hashem silk on the same idea in a similar in a different ways by the new liam of lulav to be able to take the dollar a shochet mariah on all four would just which is in all four sides and my LaMotta and bring it into the lave into the collar smiley that the person should be able to realize that a - I want the Mavi ackA Backa that there's no distinction that even in the show he is completely connected Shayla after he's completely dark in the echo just like in the roster now the lesson l'm a BFF have actually in the key government of the russian there is we say key governor the MMSE Akkad in laila bahut right hua GE cicadas Masato president just like this de hoodlum Allah is also the hood LaMotta so when the soul of a person what does this mean Laila can governor didn't miss academia Ella means that the higher part of the soul is me you hooked the Kadim of the soul is one with Russia and then the hidden issues cadaver nerdy nummies a sedan Laila FB chef Cantus LaMotta that even the Matta the way the soul is LaMotta an author should also be one so the man they echoed by after the two exits become one the a crystal Mela becomes also the after slow mountain so therefore you're having the two minutes of suckers one is the feeble where I hug you from your back he's gonna say later in the mind man as I mentioned he booked his McLaren iHub you up I hug you in your back in other words I'm connecting with your hind Park with your are you with your so to speak most simple or primal or or or physical or human or earthly part that's what I'm hugging or specifically that the gosh me is of a person is part of the kedusha of the suka and then a new a hollow love is the give way of Allah Coast LaMotta in the Laver Adam the external life the halal smiley that the Dalit Isis a Mariah are brought into that place into the show and that's where it becomes difficult in other words accessing the rocks early is not simple because it's concealed but once somebody accesses it the flow of inspiration there is an obvious one it's an immediate one but the task Lisi said before is to bring it back into the show and that's what happens on surface l'm Ave X about females NMR understand the sea to see this whole process we really speak about this process every single day here he gives an extraordinary interpretation we have an English student he gives an extraordinary interpretation to the misery of tilling we say everyday accepted as Imre from the end of tehilim the last verse of item of tehilim I'll just read the pasta because he's been basically going to be explaining this pasta now we say every single day at the end of hallelu coquitos Amborella que no naturally it seems like we're just talking about the weather and the truth is when winter comes Montse winter comes a New York winter comes and the weather you know climate change occurs dramatically so we can relate to this possible so let me just read it to you first deposit speaks about you know allelic IFC and I Sun bullet solid then he says Hanoi sent shallow cut summer Hashem gives snow cut summer like fleece like summer wolf the same color fired hooray for your father he scatters frost fight his frost he scatters it like ashes massless curtly or massless terrified to fit him he hurls his ice like crumbs with nacre Russ and me are made before his cold who can stand so this is disgusting mm elihas discussing a real a real ice cold winter we he hurls his pieces of ice like crumbs you know the ice becomes like crumbs who could stand before this cold then you should Laurie Williamson he issues his command and he melts the ice Jasha Luka used Lamine he blows his wind and the waters finally melt and flow and then the misma changes suddenly markedly a cliff hook of him is positively sir I also had Nicole garnish but the biodome a little which doesn't seem at all connected you're describing to me the miracles of the weather of how things happen it's raining it starts snowing nice and shallot cut summer the whole world is by decked in white you know a real small or 30 feet smell all you see is shelling what looks like summer but soon after that the shell it becomes for it doesn't remain shelling we know after a few days it becomes food and basically acquired means frost it's a frost and he scatters the frost like ashes but the frost doesn't remain a frost the frost turns into real ice and MasterCard Carla crumbs and nobody can deal with this cold and finally there's a big rain and the rain melts away the ice and you could walk out in the street again without slipping and hurting yourself and then market lot of layout he's not gonna show that this this pus it these program are really describing the process of Tishrei which is in microcosm the process every day but it's expressed very much in the month of Tishri he mails NMR massless particle to fitted this deposit says he hurls he throws his ice my crumbs just like the little kid thinks bread takes crumbs and throws it across the room the reminder shall Ellen throws he hurls massless particle his tariff can fit kinship eaten not like pizza but like crumbs but that's I think with the name people claim for pit what a shot he may feel enamoured a nice and shallow cut summer first opossum says before Marshall Coley's me to him I'm nice inshallah cut somebody gives snow like sure who penises Gallo Sid Gillman with the Ciroc remember vucic is like everyone is gala bi mát deported this represents that he gives snow like fleece not only physical snow but the two concepts of shelygin salmon which represent pure white and it's the revelation of the 13 minutes of Rahman which come out on Yom Kippur as he said earlier that POSIX hasn't danilevich it is like Liveris Aisha Tamar naka his garment is like white snow and the hair of his head is like clean wolf Amiata a concussion in college Albie knew that even in the Katayama kahshanna Malik's Carla red they'll become completely white in the edema khatola Kasimir ye shall again simmer represented given with the Syrah common and when the Jewish people are miss I'll upon an opponent when they're elevated face-to-face that their deepest premieres so to speak faces Hashem without any concealment slim finish em the premieres of a sham finished enemies the goodness a leg that's integral so that's why you have annoys inshallah that somebody gives this he gives the shelling he gives it something shiny days in them Shalom is gala bazookas cleaners we mean it to cup kami and therefore I'm suckers comes that the ROTC comes into the show which is the right arm embraces me imma send them subpoenas marshal aspersion forfeited what happens now is the ice the snow turns into ice he hurls his ice like crumbs so nice and shallow cut somewhere isn't your mother sir afternoon of Yom Kippur now you have suck as much with part of it what's the connection between suka sand ice so if it was a frozen suckers then the connection would be obvious but a circus like this year which nobody could believe is a representation of spiritual global warming the whole world is warmed up at least here come our exes yeah so what's the Kenan what's the Kenneth see cesky he may put in this a vertebra Zumba class Italians and inshallah my Nicollet vanassa cara all has said is compared to meiyan meiyan is a set versus ashes grew at meiyan is a liquid it flows its extroverted the camera says my marriage come up on the vial of malcolm nama in other words you can't get water if water could go down somewhere I'll find its way there unless you block the water if it could flow down it's gonna flow down which is what Cassidy's the Mayan which is acid which is the other what happens niggler it gets congealed it gets frozen it becomes terrifies kauai Martian is - in Viana position amadeus ice represents very interesting how the AVA Eliana discussion it becomes material it assumes a material incarnation and descends in the secret levels maíam is Cassatt mayan flows my in descends and that's what the Siddhas person see somebody needs something and i give you a sharing the Mayan bozeman welcome to viola Malcolm number character is the Mayan freezes what does this mean spiritually when the IRA avid descends many many levels until it freezes this is called discussion it becomes material what does this means he says his gosh symbol yo did miss a cinnamon links made a cold bag and yes understand where this comes from the water is descending from the high from the top creates the head the beginning of all the moderators outside unless much of its mr. BAE from a space on which we say desire says blaze much of it disobey no thought can grasp it that's a lotion of takuna sir in the akadama some say it Erev Shabbos before Mincha pasa hello yo the introduction to the Kuna Sawyer lace Mac sharbat viseme a space that no mind can grasp that's the ankle this is the avenue of hallelujah money this is the avenue of creamiest nicolas a lathe that no mush of it could grasp it that's why it's not even cold or it's called sail it's called the ocean but it's called yerba say sir Elliot that's why he has neither word also say sir he always uses the words that he has in the beginning he brings it back to the end you'll always see so therefore second of shards of gin of your sensations history it's a peanut of a ver that is Kyle Loomis slave it's concealed it doesn't come out to give way because not because it's low because it's so deep so it's low mile-a-minute Amba dossett's l'm ila for my suckers and everyone because it comes from Hashem he saw all over my shovel and as he said lay Masha very much every say so you have to understand that your soul comes from his thoughts and his thoughts are not your thoughts in other words it comes from beyond any finite component water you can't grasp water ice you can hold on to so ice is water but it's the way the water becomes tangible it's the way that water becomes graspable what's the right word for that there's no word graspable palpable I can hold on to the water you can't hold on to water you can't hold on it's not knit fists water is not mitzvos it's a liquid it's illusive that's how it has to be it just flows it flows ice it's the same water ice is not a piece of new material yesterday I'm it's the way the water becomes frozen now I can take a piece of ice put it in my cup I can hold onto the ice I can also slip on it we'll see that in a moment you can also slip on it but this represents the lace mush and spiritual spiritual terms lace mush of it to disobey the way it's congealed it's frozen so what happens from Yom Kippur you come into circus circus the Alpha becomes frozen what I mean I can grasp it it relates to me as a human being it's not anymore the rupture which is basically the human being melting away losing identity going back to the place of lace much of its viseme which is the genuine experience of the depth of the soul but it's rather than you mean aitikaf gaining that Shamsul in the sukkah that the way you are the way you are as a human being in the left ventricle of your heart the way you return to the way you function on a daily level with your consciousness with your with your Pecola with all of your issues in your shove in the distance it's the second rhythm of the dance it's the same love to save water it's just frozen in other words it descends and it comes down into the human being in his or her finite structure that's what he says it begins with lifestyle a smart shopper disobey his slavish to be manifested leus Nick France bazongas gonna yoga that the Alva could be grasped in the comprehension of man will halt hobble ensure delay each person according to his sheer nope do people experience love in the same way so the fact that it's tangible does that make it a lesser unless Virginia as if it was discussion well that's the whole College of Business it asuka's is that the pinna miss a lathe the ave of the pinna missile eighth and the polybius of a sham comes down into from water it comes into ice we start off with nice and shallow cut somewhere and then is massless partly to fit any of it so massless that's why the lamella says the word massless why massless when you throw something this is giving in this throwing he says beginners are Schlachter made our gala dargah you throw it it represents right leaps sometimes quantum leaps you're throwing it from one bag another male because this is not an easy transmission the water turning into ice massless kartha he throws it down the e-reader of the maíam is like throwing something far from one level to another level to another level keep it him and then he continues if I crumbs aceptas crumbs he hurls ice like crumbs so our people shout he's trying to say you know for us you throw around crumbs it's a natural thing children do it all the time right you throw around crumbs and for him massless cartridge to fit he says it's something deeper depict him as put in his period ViSalus crumbs represents you have a piece of bread but then it becomes fragmented becomes divided the divorce madre goes into Myriad's of levels that's the whole point Lea's nemesis gamla Mata Tennyson because the whole point of Circus is that the efforts have been felt LaMotta and in the matter everyone is different discs absolute fragmentation like he said cold had become sure delay and that's why we say everyday how do we finished our China's he puts it in Lomond ask Allah meeya or it's a sham o alikum a night the Omni Haaretz gosh mo look him the nations of the earth the nations of the world LaMotta Lomond Oz Columbia Aris mr. Shanmugam Kippur is not the man - column a or insertion shaumyan Kippur is Yom Kippur is the pinna of elevation the matter goes back to the mile of the ruts sue kisses for carrot Lomond Oz Colombia Oryx you bring them all of the dollar minute Lafe you go into the sukkah Silva in the physical world so therefore the careth is hurled like crumbs in other words it's divided more and more and more becoming individualized according to each person's capacity that's what the kopitiam is ah but then the person continues there's a problem now when the snow becomes ice nobody can deal with the cold let's make her awesome EMI who could withstand this cold it's freezing so now what does he do he brings water again to melt the ice she says that he makes a fancy now there's a long there's a very very long practice very long the whole beer of Kenneth him and hearing keratosis hear it I mean it's a long long beer we could die to have a in it but not now and it ends ashed it really goes huh no no no yeah yeah oh yeah the third line 174 174 and he makes it with nacre rustling me am i who can withstand his call what does this mean this ice everywhere it's like crumbs but nobody can deal with the cold so you should love Navarre Williamson he sends his word and he melts the water he melts the ice he actually fruits they use Lamoille now we're gonna see the opposite direction rosh hashanah was a liver was rots but the only way to get to the rocks or years through the shoes because we are in this world so if I don't work through my vulnerabilities if I can't break down what's going on I won't be able to access that rots because there's too many blockages so therefore you have to have the truth in order to get to the rod see the dance must include the two penis you can't have the muscle if you don't have both premiere so the shift comes to the rods circus is now the opposite direction it's coming back into your own individual space and saying that God loves you the way for who you are right he loves you in simple terms for who you are for who you are that suckers that's where the water becomes ice it's tangible it's contracted it's it's unique it's individuated it's not lace much of its Visser Bay it's it's bringing it back into the space of life and not getting frustrated with that space but embracing that space appreciating the purpose in that space the meaning in that space it becomes a mitzvah that's the sucker the love Hashem is there in that space Suvla Erica there's the effort in the truth as he began the whole mine now there's the opposite lift make her awesome emi they can get very cold so now you need a melt ice so now from the rocks are from this troop of supers you go now in the opposite direction that's mean yet services some custard okay one second we'll explain he makes it with Nakuru samyama it says who can withstand his Carosa Crossy from the word carriers he come Shaka Zulu is Ella Mata betweenness Carosa who penis critters you have to understand then when dis Gilly the tremendous love comes down below the man - Colombia are it's in a state of Kerala if the penis penis it's called Isis cold what is this Passat again spiritually Leah's limited monotonous truth the kara is what facilitates the truth hey poppy miss Robson shopkin is rich pay I shall have asylum a line which is the antithesis of the Rutzen which represents a glowing flyer glowing fire inspiration means calls that are a flame you know burning calls are called miss Shiu ish right we have it in in in in sure I'm at the end Rafael Reif a a shall haveth you Takei shall have us come so rich voracious coals that our glow shall have a soy lamella you have a shall haveth a flame that ascends upwards so the different holidays really when you tuned in every young TIFF is an energy in the world and the young it's like a certain a certain presence of Hashem in the world in a certain way the energy that I Shem reveals on Yom Kippur facilitates in the soul ROTC in other words if your antennas are up we'll talk about somebody who has antennas if I don't have an antenna up then energy I had energy I had you know I could come to a wedding and you know be busy texting during Hanukkah Duchess want but you know right I don't know if it's a joke I don't know if it's a joke I don't know if it's a joke I was at a minion center then the hasn't this was a MacGregor the costumes the fasten himself but has are such shots okay maybe his wife had to go maybe he was wife was about to deliver a baby christening so so but I was that a hopeless a person one of the people on the Pope and her father whatever one of this is taken at his phone he's texting okay maybe a - I'll on the ring yet ask is it off I don't know but but the point is if your antennas not up you can have you could be in the presence of greatness and just lose the moment when then I'm just saying that as I hugged um when the antennas are up you can keep her the type of energy that comes into the world it it Shriekers the Roxy of the soul it triggers it it it evokes it it speaks to it if I could say it tickles it you know it you know what awakens it the energy of circus it triggers the truth it embraces the truth it gives dignity to the show and the beauty in this is that you this guy operates on both streams and one never captures all of it we get frustrated because everyone has rocks aren't sure based on who they are okay some people in a more extreme fashion and a more inspired fashion but the concept is a concept of life and everything right ROTC is you always want more and service you make peace with what you have ROTC is you never you never content you never can and you always want to like a respray age the fire try to relax fire you can't relax a fire tella fire you have your oil you have your wick by really exist there's no such a thing the fire is always dancing always swaying always licking the air kissing like dancing towards heaven a little my love shall ever Allah may Allah never never relaxes and service the opposite service is resolution service embracing Sugar's coming back service don't run don't run you know what a sham tells moisture moisture says a surah no Valerius a morales on i want to go become part of the fire medulla evilest nanny what does he say a mocha macchiato a middle of atmosphere the shoe you have to be able to embrace makamaka time of the love but on the other hand if you only have mocha mash a time of the love you could remain frozen you could remain cold you could remain frozen so you have a very subtle paradox on one hand a rock so you got to go into the shoe because that's the human condition of the human existence and it's the catalyst of the avoided as he spoken the moment of inertia Shauna tinkle before the show for the whole avoid there was leus lady Reba Tottenham to bring the iron into the yesh remember we spoke that at length to bring the high end into the yesh of the world it becomes a separation there has to be a separation separation means you're not in a state of ROTC take it take it between a husband and a wife the same thing you have a rock so you have sure there's moments of oneness and this moments of separation and everybody knows a couple with the wife of the husband the man that 24 hours we have to be together right nobody could survive you choke each other you just even if it's a good relationship there's the show this and that's the beauty of it the dances were close and we're distant and you will come back close now the distance could be on many levels some people are Mahathir in the distance okay we know that but the concept is the same there's an element of separation but we all know when there are the someone took the message of citizens Wow I want you the way you are I want you the way you are in other words I want you to make peace with your physical self so the ballot Anya says but this could get cold this could get frozen because it doesn't have the ROTC which is reshef area H shall have a okay not a judgement call you did it right he didn't do it right it's not a judgement call you do it's a reality part of the show reality by definition is is a distance yeah because that's that whole qivana the qivana was that the person should be McDowell Allah asked us in the distance you gotta go back to the shoes and we have the shoe what point the synthesize is that you recognize the contrast that's the synthesis yeah it's the heartbeat look at your heart what does the heart - does your heart ever say you know what I've been contracting constantly expanding instructing how long decide what you are you want to contract but you want to expand decide what you are you know what happens yeah then you got to go to a cardiologist and it's pretty bad huh you don't want you don't want the x-ray and not to show you don't want the the image to show up that way right you want your heart to operate on a paradoxical level why because that's how we get in touch with with with with life that's how we get in touch with the rawhide no it's both with the focus super finish of Circus is March the perfect fit the image of super sister oof however he says ice is cold vocês that becomes cold what we don't despite it - a flower - right this is heip of penis not a super famous leash finish Malloy called Adams oh Allah made the penis uvula effort should calm the penis shoo vbeq russia not every person has the ability to be able to stay in shoes and be one again the safety in Syria says him rut slipper her shoe leather that's acidic that in the state of shoe of the person should have that Vegas and I'm sure mr. Carmyle can ask in book three minute to cupcake me you just told me that he embraced you it's immediately obtained yes but he says remember Isaiah commercial I'm a comic have made a matter of what sassy book of he book is the bat you embrace the person back to anguish Arvin nemesis gum king la pagina sorry Ryan I'll bet a Floyd Quran chef's Illuminati small the uniqueness of an avid ebook is I embrace where's the hug in the back of the person the difference of the face in the back of the person spiritually speaking is the poem of the person the pen amoenus of the person who presents the route Aeneas of the person the kedusha of the person the transcendental qualities of the person that areum of the person represents thinness are quraían which is the Garcias that may be separated from the dilution so even though we're dealing with circus which is a minute of a bikini so what do you mean he's not covered by sham I thought but take a look at it a book you hug the person in the back the back means that I embrace your physical self I embrace your animal self I embrace your matter and what that happens is like have rum she got so many you small the person may become stuck over there it says I've rama v knew the gomorrah says I'm so not like I've robbed your tournament is small how can I use small come from enough wrong in other words from the ave of of Rama V new that could come out so you small why can the combination while you're smaller was also a man of love but he was frivolous he took of rums energy and he diverted it he took of roms energy and he distorted the energy he was also hasit but the hesed of his small is not like the facet of a rum oven I remember Venus acid was disciplined it was divine it was selfless his Schmalz Hesed was a party animal also once everybody should enjoy but it's about self aggrandizement yes yes yeah yes recessions become bazooka sorry my clearance even part emotional moments logical I'm a schmuck and this was Circus Circus you a sacrifice seventy Bulls right he started with thirteen twelve eleven connected the ship infamous in other words circus embraces the whole world the whole world that's the evade of circus that's the beauty of circus the beauty of circus is you embrace nature the download minim you go out to the sucker and you mock have connected Shiva mom asylum you don't have that onion Kippur but what that means is you become a universal person when you become a universal person you may forget who you are as an individual so there's two motions and both are important this there's the Jewess part of the universe and this is the Jewish part of the Jewish people and that tension is not easy so some say just stay in the state of rough city segregated aloof and then there's no worries right you never go out of your house it's fine others say no you're part of the world Shiva MoMA solemn but over there you could lose your identity it's bringing a very practical level right it's one of the biggest arguments of the Jewish people who are we are we Universalist so are we parochial ists are we particularly lists are we for ourselves or are we are the Guardian famous slang tikkun olam just is another to worthless a kernel of a mouth of Shambhala dude hope neva sneaky nourish matter but that's the tension again of ROTC and sure but in the person himself there's the of illness in me this small and me so that love love love love love is give Alden and sook this represents unconditional love but what does that what can unconditional love breathe we all know unconditional love I love you I love you I love you and I love you the way you are I love you the way you are but what can happen is that a person becomes stuck in their shoes they're not moved they're not moved to grow they're not moved there's no fire anymore why it becomes a frozen experience the frozen experience means that the person becomes detached or desensitize that's what he says really Medina strove to miss traffic men are absolutely Yahoo leaves witness in the Philadelphia business after Iraq when they shoved the taxes from their route so the person could fall and slip slip and fall on their back all those I started laughter the lawyer this advocate Ishmael Ennis Robson well I'm gonna say Java so now the person has to go back and reignite the fire in order to build up the fire of love the so you slug fun of me I'm saying that's the next stage of its very small was he was a considered for huh no if small came from a from a said he was his son so he was but what did he do he took his father and he didn't have anymore the same type of other like of Rammohan but he technically rekindled his fire by continues no no the point of his small is that from of Rama V know you can have any small that comes out how come from a from a small comma half a masochist that's what he says from the greatest of Aven you could still a very small you have to make sure you rekindle on the right way yeah I've ROM hold the seeds about you ungraspable right to come yes right to go back into the water right it's not feasible he said before he said yeah right to be a nilly here in the first first augment of the mind where the line starts to not save a chef mama's close to the beginning he says Castlevania Symphony insisted all right ladies let's all open tundra with EEE F surely is time at the finish your answer which sums it up it's push it imposter it's not a sustainable life if it's not a sustainable life it also means it's an undesirable life that's an out given if it's not possible that means it's not desirable I want to take not good it's it's just it's it's it's you you lose the dance you lose the rhythm of the dance back to the muscle this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot play ueshiba net / donate