Likkutei Torah "Ki Seitzei" #2 - By Rabbi YY Jacobson

the yeshiva dotnet so let's summarize if Aleph the kids are you asked me to make a summation so I'm gonna make us a nation he started off this minor that the Zohar says that the time of SLUSA thank you very much the time of Dominic is a time of cravat time of war and he says this war is not a pasar you think in life it's moham Allah shambolic leader there it's every generation and he adds every day every day there is a battle what is the battle what is it I would say in one line it's a daily battle for transcendence in many ways that may be one of the better ways to define Yiddish guide a daily battle for transcendence you know what transcendence means go beyond your own surface go beyond your own surface to your own premies I don't only mean transcendence go out of yourself in yourself it's a daily battle for transcend the outer layer discover the inner layer or in this words is as el lummus le kid there's two souls rifka and every Jew is pregnant with two souls full of I'm Elaine yemen's and the Shah Sequoia the appropriate time the divine Islam designated to fight this battle for transcendence is the morning and that's the dhavernas every day the davines of every day is not just routine habit the governing of every day is a battle and MA and I'm we don't mean a bloody battle or a violent battle that can be too depends where you are in life you know what type of struggles you're having but it's simply a battle for the confrontation other words it's a sensation is basically yeah in other words instinctively the human being looks in the mirror and just sees a beast a flesh-and-blood and I should say where Charles Darwin wrote in the Origin of Species in the close classic book I believe he Lord I once read that one of the great ramifications of his theory of evolution is quite quite loaded statement that fundamentally there's no difference between human being and beast because if our to say this and now we're Bubba's we're swinging from trees they were the Apes and other primates so that means it may have taken hundreds of millions of years but essentially it's just a process of evolution so we may walk on to any way build museums gymnasiums circuses baseball fields etc for create theater and literature and poetry and music and art but we're part of the zoological species it's just that display has a higher IQ it's capable of a spectacle sensibilities that maybe the Frog with a cheetah or even the gorilla is not yet insensitive to Mozart and Bach in their inbox and of rebel free yes don't inspire don't inspire the gorillas or the now or the hyena as much as they do some of us so if this is the case the human being essentially is only a Bahama just a sophisticated one developed of course the asite in disguises if it's Alabama kenosis are though and in the case of our discussion here the net messages could never show the kiss so darvany there's a time to be able to uncover to excavate to excavate I would say your only death let me discuss the first three hours of Krishna this intervention and maybe this month fillers another hours the queen of you hood there's our coverage then says somebody who kills the snake gets the daughter of the king and explains put this Malcolm has two stages what you can do what own and what the King gives you in stage B stage a is what I could do with my own efforts and stage B is what I received as a result of my own efforts then he explains what is the daughter of the king the daughter of the king that the Kishan gives you the King gives you this daughter because you killed a snake because you were engaged in this battle with the snake essentially when the novice basically is what he called in the Kudus C and in a good of seer or Connexus is wrong that energy that or McGregor that has within it all of the penis of the Jewish people the Horus is called Allah Allah Jewish people when they come together as a conglomerate interesting one entity and they capture within themselves then the code of classicist ohhara sister Aldila a blur what did you above represents that is called makuta CA he said it's the new goodness how lave opening me you say that's revealed in Columbus neshama stroke no one has roots in the liver there's an energy that comes out in the collective entity of neshama system you may not see it in one individual Hashanah here or there but it comes out in clonus neshama sees small it's called rusev the liver and this is the bacala waha what's the color of there's two parts this is it's only a silent enemy is away and from here the end of the rest of syphilis goes here to discuss it Sonia select accessories Sonia solid they external hard but as I said we should not be deceived by that term and think that it's completely external in the sense that it's it's meaningless it's quite internal it's quite profound what does concern esla it's the emotions that are born from awareness all emotions follow perception awareness breeds emotion the way I think about something is the way I'm going to feel about something that is how the psyche was created the same is true when it comes to our relationship with Hashem there is the meditation he says that creates it's a me as her lathe which is and here he goes into a long relatively warm on the nature of the cosmos which is the function of a cicada Zimbra moshe rabbeinu says I have given you life and death you should choose life what he means is in everything there is the happy memory at the time and the mother's the external layer and the internal life the facade and the true depth in every situation in life what you're looking for is a tire the premise of it or as he puts it the delle cose of it the devar hashem of it the borough of difficults vom la a verse a sham he who died yeah according to this the definition of God is the life of life the core of life love God because you are ready love God if you love your life this is your real life you already love it lavas are shymala cavity who say ever diamond must scale degree nom when you have this meditation then you have the therapy theories the other lasas nakama of our going to take place below woman lesser male in the Sikkim as a result of darvany which is raymond moscow big regnum you have the sword in order to be mavet all the mice in the Daboo demand among service that come from Malik that's bhai be of a caste which yeah cleaver Venus speaks about which really means dabbling with slice your Bulow's and the final point is that this is Boyd earnest as always in mouth us the male called almond that's the key because why do you remember why because here we're defining a Shem as the king the leader or better in our meta maybe the more contemporary vocabulary as the consciousness of consciousness as the consciousness of existence as the reality of reality God as the battery the engine the gas the fuel the essence the substance the ultimate sub structure of the universe the spirituality the divine energy that lay within every atom within every subatomic particle within below the molecular atomic and subatomic and sub subatomic structure of the universe when I say below I don't mean physically below I mean within it beneath that the core of it is Eliquis ma Houska mouth was calling him a relationship with Hashem means a relationship with the core a relationship with the reality with the reality of self with the reality of the other with the reality of the universe this is all a meditation that relates to Hashem as the male Kuhlman that's all the Hajus of anatomists and mawatha when they speak about God we samedov earning a whole meditation this Baretta Lenexa when I hate to talk about injuries every morning we have this whole view the first brush of krishma to tell us about the Malakand you might say my mind off the minute we know them I love them are great guys I didn't build oh my gosh mean be here the coulomb Ahonen cool including their all beloved no Moloch is thrown out of any a Shiva no Moloch is thrown out of any seminary you bullied him though she should pull the mice and bam of Internet's and clean them right the fool on paisa must be my thought he wants to my son this is a very deep story it's a very moving story in my eyes there was the six Lubavitch a rebus name was known as there ever is the father-in-law of the most recent Obama Trevor about Yasui in certain areas and passed away in New York in 1950 he was in Poland for many years and then he escaped Nazi occupied worse in 1940 so he had a big year Shiva time to trim a biggie Shiva in a bus but what is a beautiful suburb of war son one day he had a secretary who was burned live in Riga his name was Hatcher Fagan a big Haskell Fagan was burned with his wife is all family of many other person them in the show big Shirley rivet 1941 by the Germans he was a very very very profound extraordinary person he was a secretary of the grab areas so he cousin one day says going to the south and bring in the best walker bringing the best bathroom I'm going to say specially for them are mine my custard is I'm gonna straight for that - like so to speak appreciation hotcha Vega was an educator who's the best boy who's called the best boy did episode the best water so he went to the best bottom and he told them they'd have his doors open but he made sure that you know every base matters has a Yenta before facebook before whatsapp nothing is Shiva you know if one boxer knows the story everybody knows it within three minutes the guy who goes from table to table one cumbrous another charissa shares the news every base Magnus has one two three today everyone is with the iPhones but then there's always one guy he made sure that he heard the news the Deborah's tears often did have his doors operation right away so who's not gonna go to the hole never ayaats takes a look that he sees everybody's there he says the mine as planned the whole mine finishes the bottom it's a very special moment moment learning of intimacy they will leave them Katja Fagan a because will fade in his dick never what's up Tim mrs. Hatcher what the hub Jeanette the best of all I told you to being in the best boxer so he says whoever Coulomb illusion Coulomb illusion so the rabbit says a mess of a Coulomb droolin so he says it's racist of a Coulomb Dubailand he says ms of the coulomb condition says his face list of a Coulomb Ison behavior beater it's unkind let me thank them thank in other words he said I said bring in the best is everybody's beloved so the repet says that's true but are they all refined he says I don't know but they're all fighting he says true but are they all holy he says I don't know that everybody one way or another is trying to do God's well Coulomb ICBM of unit circle you thank them he thanked them that's uncommon that's on the fan of the rest why are we saying this of the Malakand about the mountain because this applies to every person this is the hosaka of the Malakand Coulomb shopton the father in my read some additional ISM a shame okay a shame McKellen's only the name the D occurs only the name name represents projection reputation reflection your name is never you ask anyone of the tragic realities of the world is the story of celebrities the contrast between the name and the person the contrast between the name and the person is always very very sad as a great celebrity once told me why he got divorced he gave a concert fifty thousand people would lick up his saliva he comes home and what do you think the first words his Jewish wife tells him what do you think the first words are take out the garbage 50,000 people just were doing clearing him of a stack of them or meet them I was God in the concert hall right then they those people who weren't decisive to get that exalted feeling remain normal so the wife says take out the garbage you're like okay simply the total eve of how was I get the so similar boognish allowing them to be able to take out the garbage for you I don't know I got this list I dive in the shoppers are buried in ski so you tell them myself that there was a bar currently in the mountain tells in Cleveland Intel's and he took his learning very seriously and one day decided that he's a real tumble cloth so when his wife told to take out the garbage she said he would love to come it's not covered up IRA can't take out the garbage and course cover that tire rubber medinsky said it with with all the gay smack that comes with cover that area so what did she do she called her a mortal gift mortal gift if until she called him up and she says yet Martha her gift gift so she calls her of gift there and she says he was the Russia Sheba of tells one of the Russian shivers of tells she tells him to myself the radensky said that the next morning 8 o'clock in the morning there was a knock on the door do come on open the door any season of gift her she the ye here he says I heard the mid-south covered our Toyota you can't take out the garbage and I know that your wife is you know the seventh month or eight months so therefore I came to take out the garbage that's fine you didn't have to take out the garbage I came to take out the garbage okay I was actually just a desperate act accuracy he said he heard this blue I was in towns not long ago I spoke at a dinner over there tell us I asked the altar tells about the story so they said that it's more of a story than then a reality but it's a story I guess the message of the story is is what's important here just like for the sake of accuracy it's good to mention that's what the altar tells us over there told me they know this story but it's more of a story I'll call pollen how did we get into this O'Shea injection shame shame yeah now caballo hole so something that's in a tragic situation here it's not a tragedy it's just God's name is not God it's God's name it's a Shems reputation other words the way he's experienced as the cosmic essence the cosmic energy that's it so Gnaeus that's the his bonus of mouth was that creates an emotion remembers tell banana mechanical fears be Adam it's only a son live and that's why he says you say borrow shaved white man who Selim vote via after from the shame excuse me comes the graft is that all in all of whom are able to be myself yes that's what they could because basically they're being massive what they experienced what they and but and they're really my SIGINT and they melt away in ecstasy as we describe in Britain's finished up with the scrap coal among them but a Muslim must mean be here at the relic and cryin right place I must be in but do sure the target machine of Zim margin my chakras ever the far in my estimate issue I'm this all a shame okay we have macabre melly-mel malucia Mayan nice and wishes lol actively I'd son it's all the pin of shame okay more equator Shannon claim the next brother is avisail lamothe Donna will see the next brother but this is all house others a mile off which is also our son Cassandra Chalmers he says this is what a nefesh who understands God could be da fukken and his words is for shambled at Vegas an emphasis on my skeleton is bananas Bashar shocked Bella Kim Kyle in a small cozy as well this level is within mi scalice the soul that meditates to become double in her source Bella Kim Chi sure sure she's elegant kind when you find your shaders you find Ella Kim Chi your Shailesh base prima spinning missile a rooster the liberal autonomous life now you have pen amazingly the missile Ava's not read sign es la which means the heart that's born from the mind the emotion that's born from awareness but in this alive is called Russa deliver Russa deliver means the pining of the heart who sir as I told you was Aramaic word for Rutzen yearning pining the Tao has laid the secret heart I shall mile a mile a minute on the das a moose ago moose call the Cuyahoga son effort vas colossal this is la my Allah my Allah meaning it transcends completely Tom reason vas perception which is comprehended and understood with the ability of the soul to wrap its brain around godliness in other words there is what the neshamah and Mama could be massive what could I be my sick we can only understand things that are in our realm that is why we understand other people based on who we are it's hard for people to understand even people based on who they are how could I I can peer you to me I have no other way of dealing with reality that's why it's so easy to judge I compare you to me and I'm like me I would never do this this guy is insane it's very hard for a person to strip to take themselves out from their own cuyahoga and put yourself into other shoes but that's even somebody else that you could understand through avoidant here under some is capable of being Masek surrounded with doctors we're all healthy we have physicians we have psychologists for example ok so this is the Muslim that the nefesh is capable of understanding that which methods could be master to be Moscow I could only be mass things that somehow relate to my realm in one way or another he this is la my lumina tomba das so if it's from I love Anna tomba das what do you want from the neshamah how does it have access to it she says we he put in us a loose ship and a fish I'm as gullible innocent addition but this is the Ilocos in the nefesh there's a godliness in the soul that is expressed in the heada of the soul the term Yashida we say in the her shyness on the third day of circus there's an expression there about the Jewish people Gulliver sided dumps on the summer km/s wholock if he da Li a kadai you've hidden from the word the Ox it's singular the pin of the hinder of the soul is delicous in the song list Abhinav shall take of the imamat written as bitter this is expressed that the souls nefesh stop Hosanna Hosanna means the soul pours out to the bosom of its father mama Sh LK caveum Amish what's the mama SH not the name of the Father the bosom of the Father into the creamiest of the father you know when a infant a child was being held by the mother by the father it's that sense of intimacy with the father himself or the mother herself the penis Vittel what are the mean-looking as Middleton as middle means nullification what nullification of what this is not anymore I wrap my brain around that which I'm capable of understanding in other words I'm relating Tosh M as the cosmic energy behind the world so the love of self is really a love of God and the love of God is really a love of self that's lava Sasha malloc a cookie whoo yeah maestra Boehner says you should choose life love God because he is your life in other words what is he being Mikado share that a love of God really means a love of self and a love of self really means a love of God but it's the true self it's the plume Ustica self here I'm relating Tasha as the cosmic essence that's who we is here we're talking about the liver is another course in the nephesh with an effort just pours out into the bosom of his father transcending completely what it could be mastered the our resume a penis celluloid Kalama he comes back to his famous two terms so even in contrast to my male in the last chapter man malik al alamin is what he fills the world's save of kalam in is he transcends the worlds in other words there is Hashem as the battery of the world Hashem that is tailor-made custom-made to the structure of the universe and the fields of every single individual is distinct based on amount of Kalama as we learned that length in the mind there by you Dabish who is time and other my mario mao the kawaman is always individuated there is the heels in their insect and in the animal and in the human and in each human individually and one cannot be compared to the other male but this is all Maha Maha skull Allah save of kawaman means he transcends the universes and transcends them completely but it doesn't mean it's not in the world it's in the world and it's not tailor-made to the consciousness of the universe and therefore my brain with its limits cannot contain it in its realm because I have no access to it because it's not part of my experience which by definition is limited but this bin of the new shaman who still live is rooted in the glimmer of cyber kilometer key he may explains the Mali column in Heindel deveining sidebar who say you're either the most fashionable stylist ahmad reagan's mamala Kalama represents the energy and the light of God not here to explain the difference of bias and or even fight of what's the difference but it's a small businessman but it's not Stan redundant is the fuse and is the oil two separate flows within mamala Kalama but chi is an alien say mother who she ordered a mist also their spouse through some other ranges which evolves the spousal comes from the word shall shell us a chain which races represents an evolutionary descent from one room to another room to another room but unlike in a chain with the quality of the lower rung there's just like the quality of the higher rung it's just physical physical descent here in specialist means a spiritual descent the energy in each level assumes a more brute incarnation until it assumes a physical incarnation in other words for an atom to become an atom it doesn't begin with an atom it begins with a spiritual energy that then evolves and metamorphosizes that's what he says miss fowl fish stylist Ahmad Vegas the evolution of steps of levels may eat lowly ela from one course to another caused to another cause in other words one antecedent to another empty seat into another antecedent so you have the tree and the tree grows from the seed so the seed is the antecedent of the tree but that seeds came from a previous tree and that seed produces a tree and then that Sri becomes an ela for wood and that wood becomes an ela for a bookcase or for a table so it all evolved it all began with that seat sat releases me in Lille illaha are navaja dadada you have a rain they have array of array an array of array of array coolly that's warm and male column the size of column in hi new Shahu Livadia sparse Kamisha column Newcombe academician liberal cypher represents Hashem who is as he was before creation what was that son before creation the a made began their almond cloud it's that Nick CUDA of al-sham which is not in the realm of oil on us Lily shine into the front of his bottle can as a specialist clop the process of evolution is not applicable there Kamisha cos over the pus successors Asha Mayan mr. Oren's Omni mullet you're Mia Nova says I fill heaven and earth to eat I just rush am I in the air it's shovel here heaven and earth are tentacle I'm Molly and what does he mean you're mine but it's not only physical got made in an alum has Olam haba a llama hasn't how could you say they're identical in Shaa mind is a perception of ruefully as here there's no professional dancer is the differences of a male kilometer in size of survive is in Eretz just like in Shania because it's not that you're Kaley for it if you're a Kaley for it you can't compare the Kaley of areas to the Kaley of Shania I can't compare what my brain is capable of experiencing for what my pinky is capable of experience that's only Mossad in a poodle feels that is custom-made that God be together a brilliant but without saving some I am an heiress are both blocking and therefore both not blocking shamayim is the same spirit is the remain concealed SOI but as much as Eretz conceal save it's completely infinite and therefore both don't conceal Somalian Bharat Ronnie Malaysia shall mine bought a travel commander we say in estaba establishing salah volcano okay lamella can gobble vodka Gersh bash Somalia over Aras he says when you're dealing with Kadesh it's heaven and earth identical cheveux cognate should move dobisch a Miami mouth to my knowledge with Turkish shagging Haru Shania's can my gosh Nia see Akasha more fond of his mother spirituality is not a way to define God as much as physicality is not a way to define God so when you say God is spiritual it's like saying God is physical we like the word spiritual because it's less than German ice cream is physical mommy is physical the body is physical food is physical this cup of tea is physical God must be spiritual metaphysical Ruach spirit energy he says that's all we're defining it as energy and when you talk about real Ilocos ruefully is as much like ashes why cause rouhani's is also a definition ruthless is also a certain way of defining reality it's already an energy okay it's not matter its energy one of Einstein's tradition in physics was that matter and energy are Basava interchangeable he wasn't talking about energy that we're talking about here but the concept that matter and energy interchangeable so grew hideous is kamae gosh mrs. herschell of one of his burrow ha it's also a form of gosh news releases to my gosh miss to say that he spiritual is just like a saying that he's physical in other words he's infinitely removed from spirituality as much as he is from physicality which breeds one of the biggest sizes of terrorism our shelters that to God's essence you don't connect to through Aeneas more than through - nice because Ramirez is infinitely removed from Hashem as much as gosh enos one of the biggest size distribution of terrorism Ashanti and if you are connecting to him because he said you could connect them that could also be through gaseous this doesn't mean release is not higher than gosh yes it is what's up mama local and more sensitive it's more subtle its optimum Molly there's a big difference on my aim is not eros but then there's a coverage over there shamayim inherits of a shovel I mean Molly I fill both of them the Lehane I'm alone in my room that's why we brought back to the Malakand what's their statement they say i-i'm a crime fighter where is he though I'm him the answer is Milan calorics boy died in the earth as well he makes if the PAS success Club in the cult's Varsham I am a sure color Shem tells the type we have a safe Advani Hashem says don't worship the stars and all the legions of heaven asha HoloCam voiceover : he says click of him a mama's oldest one of the fascinating things in homage especially safe at bottom is the obsession with our voices our non-stop with our voices are one of the explanations among others is that our voices are is not just a physical star that they used to worship but they represent something could have him a Mama's dollars from economy i insert curve represents all over the planets and all of the astrological signs that receive energy from the 70s ro 77 are basically the 70 spiritual governing angels of the nations each nation has its Saturn Bahama Cobham Caius miss Marie hurry famine they received highest from the SH Mari I found the meaning the haven the the the residue like the SH Marham is what stays at the bottom of the wine what is it called the sediments the sediments the sediments of my farm which are the lowest level of Malacca big of volume a alga vagyok Sherman table middle of Pythias bar till they receive from the spirit of our Shems mouth shoe but that is who Senators tonsils - madre calamara ger this is Alba dareth fish stall suppose so you have the could cover me out of the Missoula so you have the iron Sodom you have deeper you have very fun and there's money if I'm you have a fun and you have this is okay if you have this rough them it's all the evolutionary process female me Raja but the governor says in Shabbos a mausoleum there's no Mazel who could exceed 4,000 this side it's now Zeno key hail Akash M Amma or in yeast driver act until you leave I'm life is kinda over apathy Lila meaning what's a mausoleum shame a compliment in a Scottish a Moodle shame they be gathered I suppose put in a save of Kalama there's Anna kuden in a Shama of a Jew Russa dilemma that receives consciousness from save of Columbia in Missoula so the process of misawa's which is representative of the process of evolution from the spiritual to the spiritual to the spiritual to the spiritual to the physical there's an occluding is ro not all of his job it's almost as a shaman say with this a muzzle came across a man live at Mt Lee over there you relate straight to say the Vashem who show Dishman goodness bulimia solid that's where the kuda of a Jewish heart comes from not Sonia saleh's its own ESL Abe is also very Jewish it's only this how life is on fire to God but that comes from meditation from awareness from wisdom from perception deep perception this first perception of paintig olive is not external this is very deep this is the spiritual scientist physicist master of the cosmos who can look in the world and see the presence of God everywhere that's good sign es La Vina versus fossil in here not at the moment not at the moment nude that's blooming is however the Jew then a good of the heart when he called seeing the daughter of the king rooster the Libra this is destroy dishes from where scythe live is expressed from in a genre it's called the acidity of enough Lisa Avila Shambala my little clean astounded oz with cleanness rusev the lid that the other is also another but this is a different Alva this is an avid that transcends reason and transcends perception it's not I love you because I love me and the you and the me are really one that's an eval peak Tom with us I love me and when I find out that the real me is God of course I love God and that's beautiful it's beautiful it's the definition of Hashem key who chiasm and it's an important time the vel patches la vez a Shambala Catholic tu casa love God because he is your life in other words he gives you life well thanks as no money gives you life lava soshim la casa key who hire course of middle the others there already when you realize that that's really higher but that's to sign a solid then there's the pen amia solid commercial course of millibar Shama in the in college of Fox T Bharat scholar share in the Velvet Revolver holidays whatever a model describes an iron gimel to Ellen who do I have in heaven and with you I desire nothing on earth in other words he's rejecting even heaven miele mashallah what are you rejecting heaven for I don't want the mallet he once saved there's one issue here and that the issue here is that wahala this remains very deeply concealed and inaccessible completely concealed even though it's always present there's the nakid of Salem that's expressing the neshamah and this is what he goes on to explain the double struggle of life one is the connector its ideas are life and then there's something even deeper to connect the pen Amissah lathe but when one connects to that the ramifications of that are quite different in the way it informs one's the other side 70 it's actually the week of partial ski Sates a so let's assess Asia has manga Rama as a special feel terrible mana you know Lucas I had both had my economy saw you darshan the whole hog Balthazar hawk okay so page seventy the second in the middle of the second chapter one two three four five six seven eight nine nine lines from the bottom Pirate Bay's de Miami key states Allah Muhammad Oliveto we he may have a zoo the nefesh so as you recall the the heart has two chambers there's it's only Assembly of dyspnea cell live the outer heart the inner heart the outer heart means one level of emotion and the inner heart is another level of emotion outer and inner are of course symbolic symbolic words metaphors to the concept it's only a Sol a vis emotional connection - them that a Jewish soul is capable of developing as a result of awareness meditation reflection perception Tom das and say ho and the key meditation that is involved is the understanding of lava sasame la caja p who say aha that the fuse in every single makuta of life in every item in every physical phenomenon and every food in every action and every component of the human body and the human life its true identity its true substance its true reality its true core its truth in one word its truth is the divine core of it Eliquis over the gate lenght of it uranus our telephone our sahayam the hum of assassin 12s around the heart of a lion it's not just an admonition or a warning not to jump into a fire not to choose death kalila over life but it's a much more subtle subtle instruction a much more challenging instruction in everything you could choose the death of it or the life of it you could choose that which looks good but doesn't blast or that which is good and lasts you could look at that which is superficially is appealing and powerful but it has no real real substance or you could focus on that which remains alive because it was always alive that which was never alive never remains alive because it's ultimately the death component of it what's its power its power is appeal attraction it's dazzling its persuasive like a good diplomat who can sell you the Brooklyn Bridge as they say it looks beautiful but essentially it's mothers and then there is to choose in every single Mukunda of life high in the parameters of it the core of it this is true the way a person eats through them people that types of people you connect with it's true about the conversations you have with people it's true and everything every type of relationship every code in the world whether it's in a person or in an item yourself and others there's the time of it and there is the mothers of it well I versus America kakahiaka choosing God doesn't mean choosing something above the world only it means choosing the truth of the world you're looking for the Emmis of life you're looking for the Emmis of life so that's all thin Sonia psywave this is her Saugus on ashram Mississauga Sam I love him as Shane Michaela melaka google this is mouth who this's remembers Cal be grown of a sheriff if he is BR the Masters to come over go into Hitler's Parliament then this premiers a life Clemmy is a lave truth is it's a nice alive itself is something so sugi can sit on for a few years to stand what Allah coos is what the world is what life is Suetonius alive is in itself amok amok as I said it's not so it's like me it's with all with all the shiitake uses the word spits aeneus but he knew he knows like we know that sinner stars I should say me is the relative to polybius are lave gonna miss Elaine is so powerful so deep that this becomes good sinus but this is this is really you know this is the meat and potatoes this is the essence of your district well Alvis are Shambala carefully who faith religion is not in this view is not a doctrine not a superimposed faith it's not about dogma it's about sucking the marrow out of life that's the first definition of Judaism the Hearst to suck the marrow out of life the heart of a lion to take Messiah min every new codon in every Nakota to take this I am out of it noticing the goblin is an ice cream you have to say I do well yeah I don't know if it's from not seeing the godliness and ice cream I do have to say that if you are really focusing on this then some foods may have to go to the garbage you know what I mean because they really have very little little little things that are gonna last Charlotte Charlotte Charlotte is life I'm not sure there's life without sullen baccala I'm not sure people that don't eat shown how they alive it's a final show I don't even know they exist you think it's reasonable you're trying to encourage somebody to encourage them to spawn with this equipment it's not a lot in here about Mitzvahs really it's really about a spiritual anthem is it reasonable to try to get somebody to start with this money I think not only it's really he's asking if it's reasonable you want to be makar of somebody to hear this got to start with this Mahalo I don't think it's only reasonable I think it's I think it's it's vital it's crucial I think it's transformative and I should say not only for people you want to be micariff to this guy but also people who have been religious for many many years I think it's vital it's crucial because it's it's really it's it's a change of paradigm of how we usually see religion and God and Judaism you know which is basically there's a constitution that's trying to govern and limit your life anybody's definition of religion is it limits your life so somebody will say yeah I love it I love the limits to my life but here's the exact opposite part the heart of a high means actually it's trying to make you live live but live in a deep way live in an authentic way live with the full depth of reality live with the full depth of reality in other words it's a search for a sophisticated way of life not for a mark said religion is opium for the masses the idea of opium is people are weak people are stupid people need the support people need faith to make them feel better about their miserable lives so you talk about Elam ha but you talk about God you talk about religion it gives people hope fake hope of course according to that perspective but that's what a drug is so there's different types of drunk some are psychedelic and the most successful and rich is drug in the world is called religion and it lasts very well because so many are invested in maintaining the drug and it's legal it's legal separation of church and state huh why is that not true I cannot tell you that it's not true you know that I'm not gonna tell you that it's not true you have to reach your own conclusion about that what I'm explaining is that and it'll put that tighter here you see that he has a very different definition of it it's not out of weakness or because people needs a crutch to hold on to because they don't want to walk on their own two feet they don't wanna take responsibility for their life so they blame everything on God and everything is the next world and next well the next worlds of this world you could you know just be miserable and celebrate it because in the next world you're gonna be wonderful but for him I think the whole idea of in disguise was mom-ish maybe to the opposite coming precisely from strength coming precisely from confidence coming precisely from the courage to look at the world and not just stop short and say what is superficially appealing or intuitive is the end of reality but actually opening one's selves up to the mystery to the infinite mystery of reality and the first mystery of reality is that there is so much depth there and that depth has to do with having the ability to see the fact that nothing that exists is just what it is nothing that exists is just the physical brute manner that we make it out to be and let's face it I mean anyone who's even familiar a little bit with the world of science and physics I'm talking not even profound scientists but people who even you know taste a little bit from the eights of us know that for many years for many generations there was a tyranny known as the tyranny of materialism till amend this world as a dashed the world today no sophisticated scientists will dare to say the universe is a physical universe it's very little physical about it now I don't mean literally it's not a fifth course it's a physical universe but even the physical is very little physical about it it's physical but if you go a little beyond the physical it is so multi layered and complex and when you reach the core it reaches states that are so intangible and so mind staggering I'm talking here about specially the fields of quantum physics as their knowing they are so mind staggering and counterintuitive Stephen Hawking said once I read an interview with him he said when you talk to me about quantum mechanics I open up my draw to take out my gun it's I'm not dealing with it because it's - it's you know they for the last few years they figured out that subatomic particles are moving clockwise and counterclockwise simultaneously when the rajma wrote this and chalice of silver sir Raja sim and Toph you toss the rajma this is the 1200 to 1300 s Barcelona Spain writes in the Middle Ages that Hashem is nimnim neues it could be cluesive in a case of abbas oz writing and not writing writing the release of a new race of about chakras the clock could go this way and that way yeah release if Alba argued with them the bow safer our eekum argued with them who says he says yes Lanham knowest have a Cayenne buffet cabaret there are things that even God is limited by you know why because they don't make sense you're not helping God by telling him he can do stupid things doesn't make sense doesn't make sense all the miracles entirely they have a theme they have a purpose they have an objective they have a cycle to them I could split the water in my sink and God could split the Red Sea okay I can't split the Red Sea he could I could take a little water and turn it into blood I can't take all the rivers I can't think the whole Nile and turn it into blood Sean I could bring one frog I can find them I pool of frog and bring you a frog I just can't in you date a whole city with frogs why but but but writing and not writing the basses a child is gonna become older than a father it's like saying two plus two equals nine okay that makes sense doesn't make sense saying that God can make two plus two equals nine according to the Jewish philosophers was a foolish statement the rajma said no nimnim knows and in a bottle said this this became a very big thing the Rajputs view versus the safer a crimson you today this is if you're self-respecting physicist this is the language of course it's moving this way and that way simultaneously Schrodinger's cat cat could be dead and alive how exactly it works we're not even sure how it works because there is a fascinating leap from the from the world beyond what we see to the world that we see somehow when we look at the world that collapses into predictable measures and shapes and and movements where we're not our eyes cannot deal with paradox and we observe the world and we change the reality of the world so I'm just bringing out that when you read here that you know the ace of you have to look at a piece of grass and you have to be able to see that Virage gem in the Asaph in other words the world is made up of thoughts the world is made up of words yeah today with DNA what is DNA here what's DNA basically the world is made up of Isis the world is made up of letters whoever thought about this it says in part is voracious but this was considered lunacy for the modern thinker the world is made of words basura memoria snip raha hai mom and Tania it says that the thieves of everything he says here also is the devar hashem the police is that imma have it basically there's a DNA to existence in the whole universe you could look and you could ultimately see it as thoughts as words the sidewalk I'm walking on the coffee I'm drinking the keys I'm holding these are words these are letters what are you joking you're mocking but he's saying here is that there's the argument everything and everything has the time of it isn't he nice even ice cream even ice cream I'm just saying you know it's when you eating a black and white or potato chips I don't know how to break this to you if you really dissect it it's probably gonna be more mothers than fine you can ask your wife but that's what they say cucumbers on the contrary or kale or barley kernels oh now you're talking about life now you want to know why God made that for kale and for barley kernels and lettuce you have to develop a taste and for black and white ice cream and potato chips you don't have to develop a taste that's an alter Shiloh that's part of everything why do you not only have to meditate you don't have to sit and meditate to develop a taste for vanilla ice cream but to develop a taste for cucumbers and lettuce and kale for breakfast lunch and dinner it's absurd tickle avoid okay that's part of the void of life but that's just one example food is just one example of this the shyam versus versus the mothers okay and the truth is it may be that when people get the control of how they eat and what they eat their lives change and that's why people are afraid of it because food is such a powerful element of Yiddish Gaytan of life as long as we've remained dysfunctional and our attitudes to eating much of our Judaism can afford to remain dysfunctional - it doesn't challenge us but you do understand that our whole institution of shabbos injunctive and food is completely distorted from its original objective I mean we learned about che she's young insightful Matz's about toyou and ticklin and how to eat and what eating is eating today became a substitute for for a lot of things in life that are probably a little more important to put it simply many of us today live to eat we live to eat we don't need to live you don't need to live you live and you know you're gonna come home it's gonna be a meal it's the purpose of life you live to eat that's not what eating is you're supposed to eat to live the whole eating is a hack shot to live who does that anymore very few people eat to live you live to eat and that's what the eating is to start the eating today is the center you had a hard week Friday night there's gonna be a Toyama that scar of all you're avoiding when eating becomes a if not give all the gevalt that's a disaster eating is a sign right it's a strange phenomena eating is a hazard the problem is we have a lot of anxieties and food dolls anxiety for a few minutes when you're eating colobus you don't feel anxious the anxiety comes right back afterwards so you go and you eat more and then you're even more anxious so you'll eat double it's not a problem then you go to the gym and then you get more anxious so you eat again when you come out then you say now I could eat because I just worked out so it's not a problem I'll cope um you get the point so on everything I think there's the time and the Marvis now where is it an opium for the masses this this is a journey everyone has to discover is it to an opium for some people of course it's opium for something well nobody can deny that is it really an opium for the masses I think when one opens themselves up to deeper layers of Judaism they see that that not look that was not the objective the Jews were not driven to embrace God because they were insecure or they were fearful it came I think not from blindness but from sophistication okay that's all he'd see me as a leaf that's all fit Sonia Soloff you do mention Isis oak reminds me do is a big mush spear Mubarak his name was missing them enough it was a serious / - em yeti-ish even Breno ah which is a suburb of Paris you learn temporary Noah so his name was of missing them enough he always used to speak about controlling yourself and eating and he had this war against in Russian DigiWorld word called my Regina my Russian amines ice-cream so he would for bring he would talk he would always talk about the terrible mimic in America that people eat my raja'na he couldn't understand it ice cream ice cream I dodge in a menage anna-marie once an army passed away in the early 80s he was sitting at a wedding in Brooklyn he came from for a wedding goodness sent and you know at the wedding today he's just sitting there they serve ice cream sort of missing a sitting and eating ice cream the heat comes over to Matt almond of his a former dancers I don't know get this for years I heard you Chris speaking against my raja'na what are you doing he's just hot dose is my rossi not that's my sister hiya you got a respect respect but I don't know if many people are in that patina that's it Sonia Soloff what spening Mia Sally so yes it's only a salad really is changing the paradigm communism in many ways from Dogma to self-discovery DoCoMo to self-discovery maybe you saw wave has to do with a whole other reality that the neshamah is really an antenna it's enough that's the word it's an antenna for a sound that comes from sovath kilometer not mammal a common molecule almond is the cosmic god save of kawaman is the transcendental god the molecule almond is God as the core of the world now that's big stuff that's big that's God is the time of the world as the truth of an atom that the truth of a particle the truth of a cell right the truth of a gene the truth of a genome the truth of every Nakota truth of a tissue of a bone of a sin you and Nina couldn't the truth of a piece of food he said in the truth of a blade of grass the truth of an Asaph but that's not the sum total of what God is this is we are a different note completely but just it's good to mention there was a Jews name was borrowed for Naza Spinoza and he developed lived in the 17th century in Amsterdam if you go visit Amsterdam and you go to the show you'll still see on the wall the harem original hate him against bottle hole Spinoza or Spinoza he was one you know Haram him in Jewish history have a double-edged sword because they demonize somebody but they also make him world famous you know the best thing you can if you're publishing a book the best thing you can ask for is a ban on the book because maybe not sold in the regular bookstores around here I don't know to view maybe you know but but I don't know the other stores he's anti-establishment a little but but other stores they may not sell it but everybody else will buy it everybody else will buy it so so she Spinoza was put in hate him you know how how effective Grumman were in Jewish history after it's still not the good debatable item you know Grumman was that the best idea to put somebody in pain for one thing you give him a lot of attention maybe undeserving second of all anybody who wants to feel like a revolutionary has to go there because that's anti-establishment it's not always okay but sure one of his speak this is known as pantheism pantheism basically equates very briefly and simply very simply equates God with nature in other words what is God God is the sum total of nature God is nature when the baal shem tov started to say words like gutters outs on ounces gods or the words that you're seeing here while visage amalaka sake hookah yoga right that god is not something different than the world but the pious of the world that is God there were those who didn't have a hoof comma but some scholars who wanted equate the two they didn't understand that it was mean hot cuts la casa y if you would stop with mamala calm and mela maybe but it's also sizeThe in other words you say there's no nature outside of god but you don't say there's no God outside of nature you heard what I said you say there's no nature outside of God but you don't say there's no God outside of nature so that's safe of Kalon even the malla kilometers not mamas what he said it's a whole different prima but sigh I just want to mention that point that's why the second I could is that the neshamah is an antenna of something that's completely transcendent of the worlds he says Masada neshama the pen amia shall lave of the neshamah there's another course in the nefesh which is revealed in finis e Hidde and here it's a reflection out of mammalian of saveth which causes in the neshamah or Russa deliver our ruts in Haleiwa avisail lived that transcends Tom das say ho ha saga it's what's called lucid the Lieber melee mastermind in college of Arts t Barrett's it's not based on the reasoning and the perception of understanding God as the core of life it's rather that the soul has in it a divine antenna that have picks up and the text the reality of our Shem of save of kawaman that's completely beyond where Ruth Aeneas is really like gosh miss he's not even defined as erroneous more than gosh mates in fact leukemias and gosh bees are identical ha kodesh Basham i'ma Boris I session my investor attorney male a mausoleum at the a muzzle is wrong the Jewish people are not experiencing the vibrancy of life only breath through the process of evolution from the Malakand to the Missoula's from the Missoula's to the planet Earth which is the regular process of evolution it's Adam to you lis its Taylor custom am i their macabre from Kadesh and moved on he says as follows the he may Alva Zuba nephesh he mr. Terrace or Mizzou civil divorce at Pocono scholars but I suck of an effort about this love and assault could be completely eclipsed in a low voice ah you know what a sack is a sack loss and therefore it's an exile what does it mean something as an exile people were let's say political prisoners were sent into exile what happens in exile an exile you're not free to move around the way you would like to and you're not free to be creative as you would like to be basically you have to serve the enemy like somebody who's in prison Khalil or in exile basically they serve their master do what the master wants them to do their schedule conforms to the master schedule not to their own schedule their own creative abilities can't be expressed because they are confined when you say this others and Gullah s-- it means something very profound these are not simple what does it mean it's in colors sin colors but touch how good for nefesh a Bahamas ke me and my mate I saw the Gemara the end of McGill the gondola ed I'm Sheena Imam everybody knows I'm Irish be the end of Magilla the hallmark of Chicago you stroll Shamima wherever Jews went and tag is all the I went with them and he goes through the list Galil above al ghul Ulla a long Galia vongola add them okay this different gear says in a knock if he goes through the various ends are that rushes we can talk about in his generation basically from Babylonia to Persia to Greece and then to Rome known as Edo in East of Eden Rome what we call the West she may mom how does the world hide screen a mom Hashem goes into godless with the Jewish people Bala Tanya says there's something deeper you know the Skinner that's in mom the Sheena he needs a silicosis of a nephesh shrim is your own Tina Shin is the godly spark the godly fire in your own song sure who behind his gums when you go into gallows don't think you're going yourself the skin of your shin is going to call this your niches is going so marinas goal of a Shabbat it becomes exiled and it becomes subjugated it becomes an Evan from what the first thing is dagger soprano sir the stress of making a par no sir Shama caphis Oh mal Besh's Espina me as Oliver huh nefesh the stress of Parnassus so deep it encompasses it envelops it engulfs it encloses not only part of your mind and not only part of your heart Nimmi is Haleiwa her message this Penna me is a lay that we're talking about that detects sort of Kalam in its now hijacked for the stress to fuel your partner that's how stressful it is keeping not show your V last one he takes hear that expression from the sauna taketh but with his own twist but now she'll be laughing remember the end of an assignment type of atom you soda me off of a siphon offer but not show you what that mean with your soul you go bring your bread in other words people have to sacrifice their soul to bring their bread he says what's been a shame inertia is the Plinius an effort but is an effigy of Alaska mine the course old eponymous Oliver's involved that are oddly boy Barabbas my Chavez one's heart is overwhelmed with the many multitudes thoughts around Tiger soprano so what happens here is the pin amia son nefesh is engulfed by stress now it's in Collis when something is in gull something there's a difference between being asleep and being in exile when you're asleep the part of you is latent is dormant that's called shayna godless means you're being manipulated by the enemy it's much it's a different condition you understand the difference you could say the pinna means sun nefesh is in gullies you don't have access to it that's one thing here it's not only you don't have access to it it's go Lula Adams Sheena Iman when the drew goes into their personal goal of the NIT suits Allah costs the leadership NFS OSA goes and what happens then is a reality that is really there to feel and experience a relationship with Hashem own court with size of kawaman is now feeding a whole different reality using its passion using its creativity in exile using it for that which is contrary to its own natural design and here in two three lines will understand a fascinating phenomenon that the seller said that collaborates on its grants and elaborates on elsewhere and that is how Jews do business anybody who ever thought about how Jews do business and maybe you can even look in the mirror if you try to do business once in a while you know Jews don't have the concept knowing 9 to 5 it does not exist no Jews know what it means nine-to-five the middle of the night in the middle of the day 24 hours a day they're miserable on vacation they don't even know what it means they're sitting on the couch texting email thinking planning scheming the stress is overwhelming god bless them Gentiles know what it means to come home at night you come home at night you sit down you actually relax Jews have a very hard time doing it they're always stressed out very stressed out but nationally of a lack of my what is it what he is suggesting here is that Jews relationships with parnassia has a quality of infinity that fuels it why because this soul the premium nefesh is really rooted inside of Kalama psycho kilometers beyond the world when you take that quality and you put it into a business so now you know what's happening now you're never satisfied you're never content you're always looking more more more more more and more you never have a moment of serenity and tranquility because you see the potential to take over the whole world I already made you $300,000 to see and pay your tuition and go on vacation and be quiet for a few days no I gotta make more more and more and even if you have it's not relevant we all know this how much do you have how much you don't know if you don't have a vada if you have it's even worse because you can pee yourself to somebody else so what basically is happening is the infinity of the soul is fueling the stress of Pernod so that's a tragic Colossus because you're using a very idealistic quality it's the most idealistic quality of the Jew what is this idealistic quality a relationship with the core of reality that's infinite but what is it being used for it's being used for something that's really alien to the fabric of the soul gelila Adam you're not gonna go into gull us with your bass qualities does from Michigan go ahead and rename on your whole skin it goes in there your whole skin is fueling it take a look at all the revolutions in the modern or ancient era annual see the Trotsky's of the world are Jewish their names are not Leon Trotsky their names are label at brunch day label of Bronstein is Leon Trotsky or Carole marks etcetera it's and why a small people like Jews less than a quarter of 1% of civilization should learn to keep to themselves you're such a minority you keep to yourself stop making noise stop making a ruckus move to air Montand be quiet III said be quiet so that's what some Jews do but they can't help themselves I told you last time they don't know how to play Little League what is this the answer is Shana a mother save of Calallen is not content with sitting in a little corner in a plane seat and reading the magazine in the seat of the plane doesn't work that way it feels something that is transcendent beyond the world and therefore it fixes the world where does this energy get it go have an outlet aha that's the question so you could decide to turn the world into a socialist paradise or hell but that's where it's expressing itself what's expressing itself sort of Kalam and shame on infinite infinite transcendent energy and that's why it has no bounds it has no limits it has no day and no night it's often becomes fearless it often can be even beyond say home because it's rooted in a very very deep powerful place very powerful I once heard the Lubavitcher never once said very very poignant and sad statement he said he'd inaba Nicoya have muna that's Beyonce ho this was in the early 80s he says I mean gained new momentum clarify muna I mean it's the stuff Arafat you understand the power of faith beyond reason is rooted in the Jewish soul so he says some Jews they have a Munna in Arafat meaning it's not cycle day you could see to call it today a peace process Palestinian state whatever you want to call it it's the concept of I believe you I every reality in life shows me against doesn't have to do it's using the power of Jewish faith misdirect instead of using it for our sham says they use it on their own enemies so therefore whatever the enemy does you cannot miss you cannot prove to me that you want to destroy me there's nothing you can do to prove it I once asked to do only with the baiting there was a panel about this I asked them what do our neighbors have to do in order for you to say then at this moment in history for Israel to give away territory is lethal and suicidal for Jews what do they have to do tell me give me a number of how many people they have to kill how many children have to die ah come on Allah tell me what they have to do I say any any debate that there's no way of verifying who's right and who's wrong it's not a logic on the bedroom I can tell you what they have to do for me to say that I'm wrong I'd say in a second for me to say I'm sure Ron left Gaza 2005 and the next day they built university's campuses hospitals daycares playgrounds parks that used the greenhouses of the settlers to create a billion dollar economy I would say I was wrong Sharon was brilliant thank God I was wrong look here is an experiment you give refugees a state at least semi state and look what they're doing with it I I would say I'm wrong unfortunately within a few hours the missiles were flying in one day it became commerce time I want to know the other way what would convince you that you're wrong tell me what tell me what nothing that's the tragedy nothing a bus should blow up they blew up already they should call for the destruction of Jews they did what do you want what do you want them to do name streets on terrorists we tell the kids in all the schools that Jews are the devil what day what's gonna prove it to you this is the clash of emunah understand it's a moon or a sham but it's directed in the wrong place that's gold atoms can Emma finish with a mice a very deep story mr. Nabil Khan once I heard this from red vol Khan once he said that they said by the boss jumped about subdiv used to Darvin for a long time there was a hidden issue of the Baal Shem Tov he was a chicken an alcoholic he used to come every day to the bar sometimes darvany after Davenant he would go and spend the day drinking they once asked him why do you come to the bar sometimes darvany I wanted to hear what he says this is a response of an alcoholic who was a deep soul he said as follows every tiser is limited even addiction to alcohol that's itself as a hitter's but that's what he said even addiction is limited why because a human is mortal so everything in a human is mortal every craving is limited therefore whenever you have a craving lit of limit that's limited when you fulfil the craving the tying of is also limited because the pleasure of filling a void is always commensurate with how deep the void is if the void is infinite the pleasure is infinite if the void is finite the pleasure is finite we all understand that he says after a while I'm drinking and drinking and drinking it's limited the Teva is limited and the fulfillment is limited and I wasn't having the pleasure I wanted to get from the alcohol I come to the Baal Shem Tov's darvany veered is an experience of infinity my appetite becomes infinite now I go to drink it's a different drinking experience that's the tragic story of the Jewish soul changed I read that a change muscle that's a gardener take something concealed and no matter what you want say what am argue when you come up with to safe you know God doesn't exist you see God is Lucas he says well if he exists but you haven't understand if there's nothing that can disprove then there what kind of result but they say it's a bit countries with each change being right let's continue writer inside one two three four four lines from the bottom on page 70 keep it not shy of the last my lead by Barabbas mush of a song so the new CUDA is that sometimes for a person to bring his bread to be the breadwinner he asked to actually pay with his soul enough solve a lot of my and which sold the entire soul could become overwhelmed and submerged drowned in the tear dis and the stresses of these of the of the Perrineau so this is one example of Gillooly ed I'm Sheena Iman when the soul goldwyn that you goes into gullies the shimmer his own strainer the NIT suits on the course goes in to gullies and the activities that are done in gullies are often done with the full power and intensity of that soul there's a night from the Baba Tanya on the pasta gets us into Hillen McPhee room yes she does see Dava Tamela asks and have a stew Hillen me feed him if he does he literally it means save my ishida my my singularity my one is from clearin you know what the freedom are ya having translate Young Lions theorem sorry again lot Arif Ola Vikash male Aslam in burkina addict of Dalit freedom the freedom of the young lions crying for their prey in the tariff Hussain working off me fear me she does he saved my Ishida from career iam from Young Lions shut the ballot Anya touches her McPhee remarried Aussie save my vida from being involved in clearer because once the header is fueling the fira it has no limits once your atheism is being fueled by religious fervour it knows no bounce there was once a yeah professor a Christian professed so he described Jews he once gave the definition of Jews as religious he said the definition of a Jew is that he is a religious person so somebody said to him you know most Jews are really not religious even some Jews who are religious are not so religious and most Jews are not religious he says you don't understand it's the definition of a Jew a Jew cannot be not religious because even a Jewish atheist his atheism is practiced with religious fervor so he's always religious the question is what's the nature of his religion ah sometimes atheism becomes a religion yes global warming whatever it is pro-palestinian it because atheism but it's not just neutral it's done with the full intensity of a religion and that's why it has a power of faith lamella monocycle the facts can be pointing the other way it becomes irrelevant McPhee remarried ah see save me freedom ichido see save Maya feeder from fuelling my cleaner because then it has a whole different gather but not Shyamalan so this other could be completely inaccessible and this avifauna miss 11 even more than that could be in Kalos it could be manipulated it could be used in ways that are contrary to its very design its very nature but its revolutionary spirit is very deep the question is how its harnessed what is its outlet sometimes the outlet can be something very unproductive or even destructive but the energy the energies are give all decay energy you have to be able to distinguish between the energy and the way it's being expressed the way it's being harnessed I'll say an M R we now come back to the words of the ZOA Armand de catalunya Yavin they brought to the malcolm desire said as he brought earlier in the beginning of the Mimer he who kills the snake they give him the daughter of the king so the alter rebbe Anubhava Tanya said that there's two elements in the Mihama of life one is the Mohammed that a person on their own the Koyuk of the nephron shell the kiss they never shall the kiss has the power to overcome and then there's another element of the Mahama excuse me that the nefesh on its own cannot accomplish it's a gift from above the oven limb Allah Allah so he says man that caught tool Olivia these are the two elements of the heart the outer and inner heart man that caught the lucia via the scabrous an effort which its adsl Laden will come I'm assertive the other be chaos is Lavasa go saw somebody who kills the snake what do they mean what is wooden what do we mean the person makes their soul more powerful through Sonia saleh in the external heart meaning through the battle that is available to every person through the power of the soul saiful and the power of the souls are some guys explained before that sony is how lave is always based on awareness it's always based on perception the way you think about things is the way you will feel about things and therefore when a person wraps their brain and their mind around the truth of lava sasha melaka kaki who I echo automatically that will generate a certain sense of concern ezel of a certain sense of emotion and inspiration but that's only in that which you can understand how saga sana Thomas house Agha samel often as Shay Mikaela melaka god let's explain the para caliph but that's the first level of them all summer that's the most common that you can accomplish because every person can create a mindset a person could think about certain things a person can meditate on certain things and that will naturally result in how they feel about life that's the chaos of your Mihama that's what you can do on your own then there is Yavin lame la la la to the Malka what's the daughter of the king the daughter of the king he said that's the Kudus kanessa is roll the Kudus seeing that premia Saloth Linnaeus a wave is a gift meaning Yavin lamella a labrat at the Malka the daughter of the king he penis given a coup display me as a layman a fish that you can experience you can access then it could've the core of the internal Jewish heart of the South in the soul then the Kudus Peninsula vehement caramel a sham bammel ecclesia mellimelon Gillet this is the Muhammadans tamale that's mohim illusion this is not always in the capacity of the person himself or herself but the - mmm is Muhammad to help you bring out from concealment - revelation that it could us Nemea saleh the acidity of a nephesh the inner heart which is delle cose of the soul rooted not in mamala Kalama but inside of Kalama that aspect of the soul that is an antenna to detect the intimus presence and reality of our shem transcending all of the universe's the shale akash em are my the merely Masha lion that is the gift from above cell who top of la mothe love I'm an Aleph page 71 vers L kiss eight salam will come and the high normal chemists are nefesh Mazzello massa par success key satan will come when you go out to war it's not just a physical war or that's on one level but on another level it's McAmis are nefesh it's the war of the soul the human psyche is made up of two souls human life as we said is a tale of two souls we operate on two levels of consciousness we have two operating systems so does the Mihama of the nephrons el lummus ah there's the nefesh of kedusha and then the nefesh a Bahamas hula imal ome emma's he Satan llama llama as idea Oliver apparently the possession of such case a syllable common negative fo case a syllable coming emo vaca when you go to war with your enemy against your enemy not what the passage says the tone of the beginning of the cities que se llama llama how above your enemy if you're above your enemy you're not going to war what sucked he says he pinned his Gillian kudasai life Joe home obtain a save of kalam in lamella Maeva he Said's say there's two stages here mr. kise te llama comer and there's the álava when you go out to war and you accomplish whatever you can accomplish in your own internal conflict between your own efforts Eliquis and your own efforts obamas the Reimann must scale bigger numbers headed be fierce be other masses nakum of are going to Hezbollah unless I'm okay and as it can explained earlier the function of Davin Inc then you could come to stage two phase B which is a lever what's a lavaca when you have the giver in a coup d'etat lathe the revelation of the core of the heart which comes from save of Kalama not LeMat mamala column that's llama llama Ava it's above your enemy Shane La Joya of Shalimar - Letha VAR Jesus shop the enemy below has no dominance has no adhesive has no hold their commercial Kosovo's the passage says I should home Akash M asam local Hamid when it comes to the Stars and the legions of heaven he says that he gave to the nations in other words they operate on they have access to some concepts of Mameluke alone but survived the olive has no access there because when you're dealing with godliness that restricts itself and it closes itself in the world world say it is a process of Missoula's but we said a mausoleum the neshamah delle cose of the nefesh is connected to save of Kalama that completely transcends the world's feared the enemy when that part of the Jew comes out there's no opposition there's no foe there's no competitor there's no Zelizer the as Irish of visa Sevilla next that happens que se te llama llama and then there's Olivia well miss Sonia Shambhala Casa baya daca the posse continues was the end the shah visa shiva yo you will catch it's captive fish a visa shivay you will go into enemy territory wish a visa you will capture she view one of its captives and the pasta continues where ISA Varsha via Asia see fast tire you're going to see a beautiful beautiful each a beautiful woman in the Mihama the harsh active are you gonna wonderful a cocktail Alicia the whole process that the trader continues and he said that he's gonna discuss I'll Peru me is what that means what's wished a visa she VI Janice happy her Albertosaurus of God in my saw him coolly fish a visa she really means you take its captives one of its own comes over to you this means that there's a transformation in a person's life from ratatouille because the goddamn hot saw him unclean clothes are removed and therefore the rock had been a sample type commercial coast of baits can be a messiah who verb is safer shall bathe in him South Bay detest bhai no be Carlos Nicholas Irish i'ma save of column the pin is pinning me is no Kudus olive Shalom I'll America from Africa when there is the revelation and the expression of the light of our Shem that is save of Kalama that transcends all over the world's how does that come out that comes out in the pinna me is Nicholas olive of a Jew which is beyond the enemy then there could be wish a visa VI that Iraq can actually be transformed into tithe what does this mean what does this mean the kids are what it means is he speaks about her Soros of God the mother saw him and then there is misshapen ha the tithe when you talk about the nefesh of bahamas the animal soul or you talk about the ryan a person there's always two aspects there's the outer shell and there's the inner core and the two are never identical there is the outlet of the nefesh a bahamas the right self in order to be mahapatra you have to first remove the god messiah unclean clothes and then the rock of each because when you take away that pagada Matt saw him you can actually cultivate and metamorphosize dinner what do we mean by God the Messiah Club the Matt saw him literally means filthy clothes on clean garments it's a metaphor of course garments is our appearance what we look like I don't see you yourself I see you through your clothes tomorrow says revelation and Kara Leila money Makabe deucey if you're gonna used to call clothes miss copper do say that which is macabre the person people invest a lot of time and a lot of energy into the types and some people into the types of clothes that they wear some people stand in front of mirrors for hours to make sure that their clothes mamas reflect a certain image and the spirit of let live and let live and let live we don't judge we don't judge anybody so everybody could feel good but that's different people clothes becomes very very important and we know that clothes could be very deceiving the word Beckett in Hebrew has the same etymology like the word boy gate begad means a traitor why because the begun in Hamburg didn't clothes betray you could be a wealthy man but you dressed like a homeless beggar and everyone never looks at you are cops in Ben Carson or the other way around the Moga schmuck it could be a captain been cops and been competent but you dress up and suddenly you're not Mitchell Colburn a hog oiler you're the Gewehr from the shtetl okay god damn mean very very little give it a little of a more contemporary grease you could watch and shrill somebody walks in to show and they're dressed for Shabbos with the SH mind of God them of the Cayenne goggle Strine melindam peckish and and guide them the sucks and the pace and it looks mama SH holy beyond holy what's happening inside I don't know sometimes the inside is as Holy as the outside sometimes it's holier and sometimes there's other things going on or whatever the garment the person wears it's not any gay of this garment dad garment point is the baguette reflects something but it's not always synonymous it's not always identical with that which is inside the beggars in fact if you really think about it the whole safe operations from beginning to the end is one warmed meditation on how clothes betray reality from parshas voracious on and on till the end most of the major dramatic stories happened as a result were connected with clothes other men kava come and Noah of course yak of an ace of you hood and Tamar Yosef and his tunic Yosef as a prime minister it's constantly all the dramas revolve around the Jordan clothes betraying a person when you say here but god damn hot saw him therefore this is the message when you look at a nephesh a Bahamas you could look at it from its close perspective its outer appearance or you could remove the gut about Siam and look at it from its pinna mystical perspective once you could remove all the clothes you're free actually to transform the Ryan to tithe wish a Visa Sevilla why because the clothes will not distract you anymore what does this mean this means you always have to be able to distinguish between what a person says they want or feels they want and what they really really want what they say they want where they feel they want is usually not what they really really want let's take most habits of people or most desires of people almost uh we like to use the word addiction in this class I don't know why but many let's use the word cravings okay much more benign a much more benign term let's use the term cravings or the good old term typhus that he uses earlier typhus I want ah type of Piper's today certainly okay he's saying Ella there's only typhus there's no addictions I hate to tell you the other way around lol and Tishrei are not easy months for addicts because the guilt comes down and it's full and intensity and it's very difficult months very difficult month everything toxic about religion in their minds full blowing up blows up affiliates you have to be very careful very careful with lol in Tishrei you have to have an you have to know how to celebrate lnitially with a serenity with joy with some kind so a person has cravings whatever it may be it could be a woman it could be a website it could be a piece of food it could be alcohol it could be gambling whatever it is it could be covered whatever it may be more benign Lessman mind more destructive less destructive terrible not so terrible it looks terrible whatever it is what is it there's two levels there's what he is feeling and there's what he doesn't know he's feeling but he's really feeling it when I want something I have a void that I'm trying to fill that void is usually not bad at all that void is seeking something that I really really need however the way it's translating itself the way it's expressing itself is I want this person I want this experience I want this website how do I know it's not that cuz you got it is that enough it's never enough why is it never enough you have it already you need more you need more you need more because that's just a smokescreen that's just an appearance and always the bar goes higher and higher and higher and higher so you have to be able to distinguish between the core the core Yakima Sava and the tither the Tiber maybe rah the coiler come asada what's behind the driver sometimes very Abell very very noble maybe a person never got affirmation that they really exist maybe they are just in need of endless validation they have a bottomless pit of insecurity know what a bottomless pit means as many compliments as I give you it won't help because there's a leak it just goes right out so you could sit and get compliments your mum Valaya and you still want more you still crave more why because I don't have a core I don't have a core somebody once said if compliments create you criticism destroys you if compliments don't create you criticism doesn't destroy you person needs validation the mother has all seco a birthday at color I read the factor are covered are covered beret of somebody who chases after covered yeah the covered runs away from him why why can't you chase after covered in the covered stays what's wrong you chase after money sometimes the money stays there why when you chase covered the covered runs away why can't the covered stay for heaven's sake someone gets not anybody he ran after covered it always runs away so the Maharaj says it runs away by definition you're not capable of it the biggest bizarreness to run after covet how could the cover not run already the most disrespectful thing you can do for yourself is run after covet or to put it in different terms I know the void is looking for something good it's looking for something that a fact that a person should feel that they have absolute value is very important it's it's Noble it's beautiful the truth it's the truth of what a person is now the kindness Sharma chana south of Atari but selam aleykum assess are them and never shy shy knees we started helical they come Imam Amish so a person never got that they're yearning for it they may they wait and they express it ah maybe still very pathetic pathetic things that won't even satisfy them some buns people especially young people have a crush on somebody anybody who's familiar with this okay you don't have to all raise your hand simultaneously have a crush on somebody yes sometimes with both whatever a crush getting into what type of crush I know there could be millions of types but it could what is it this person I always want to be near this person live with this but talk to this person I need more what is this what is it you're not looking for that person there's something you see in that person that somehow in your mind could fill a terrible void that you have and you're trying to get it from them but you don't have the ability to be able to see that at the moment so all you feel is that they get the external craving but that's a bug it it's betraying what you really need the same is true with almost any maybe every almost any tither in the world sometimes what you're really looking for and what you say you're looking for I'm not the same thing when you could figure this out now comes the journey of real liberation but for this you first have to break the patterns you first have to remove the godom out same as long as you're stuck with God the Messiah this is what we call you're addicted you're stuck this is what you know I have a craving boom as where I go that's why you can't come to the second stage without first stage first a person has to remove the blood and mud saying that means they have to discipline themselves they have to be in full control where their hearts and actions and words and thoughts are going remove the blood I'm excited that's one state in the Mihama once that happens now you have the ability to identify the core of your anxiety the core of your cravings the Clackamas other and the rod could be transferred to tithe because you'll find that the nefesh obamas is not evil it's not evil it's an animal it's not evil it's an animal it may not have this sophistication to figure everything out but it's color hummus Alvin is pure it's not evil in cover schmuck that's my encouragement of course sometimes a person needs somebody else's help MS but he says before you get the wish of this 'she vo e which is transforming the rata toys for that through give a penny me as a lathe first there has to be a stories of God the Messiah without that the person can't come to the services of you it's impossible but once there's a start as a brother Matt saw him even on some level now transformation is possible well Tanya says look at the turtle because that's the para Dumas secrets the para doom is you take the animal it's red you burn it and you reduce it to ashes what is that all about and you sprinkle ashes with water and abracadabra you're cleansed so we say it's a hike it's a hike slime I'm Alan said a smarty a hokhmah the here if I come in many because I'll say was teleported even sly mama so there's elements of it that are height but there's an ax could be here that's very very powerful the para Duma represents the beast in the person sometimes it's red it's passionate everything is made up of four components a shoe of Miami for fire air water earth if you wish positive and the positive gas energy you burn something the H goes up in the fire the Ruach goes up in the smoke the maíam goes up and evaporates and then you have the offer and the offer remains in the ash and that's the core that doesn't go away the aside ha offer to make the para Duma into a source of Tyra you have to be able to remove all of the extra components and get to its core to the offer of rum says var noisy offer of Ava and when you get to its core you'll see it's a source of cleansing it's not a source of Tillman it's a source of cleansing but to get to that core have to be able to burn away all the saw all the extras and really get to its ex and really get to its most before and no source I've got the much sodium as before after her Sora sub goddammit saw him then the person can experience the alloy vessel which allows the virtual viscosity as he will explain so therefore we often define ourselves exclusively by what we're gravitating to but that's not fair to yourself what you're gravitating to and what you're searching for really internally may be completely two different worlds and you see this constantly with people they have anxiety so therefore this becomes the outlets really they need something else what helps if you're ready to work on yourself it helps if not not if not nothing helps if you're ready outlets never help by definition cuz it's not what you want it's not the alcohol I want it's not the woman I want it's not the website I want it's not even the attention I want it feels good it feels good for five minutes no question but I just makes me more hungry nor thirsty more yearning I can't get enough of it why because it only exasperates the void and it frustrates me even more because I'm not getting it I thought I got it I still didn't get it and tomorrow of course I need a higher level because that the thrill has to be more powerful because the void became stronger and besides what I happened yesterday is already boring today and so it goes on and on so what really we have here in some ways the definition of our nice word called the diction blush Enochian what is really all addiction what is it really it's really seeing in something a substitute for your relationship with God that's what it is using something an object a person a reality as a substitute for that which can only be fulfilled through your relationship with God there will be nothing that will be able to fit and if there's anything that becomes a substitute for that that's essentially the definition of addiction and that will not do the trick because what you're looking for is a relationship with God which I can expand that means a relationship with yourself with your core self with your true self with you deep itself with your Creator with your inner sama with your ultimate identity with your ultimate identity and when I go to something else as a replacement for that I don't know that I'm searching for God I know that I'm thirsty for a drink I'm hungry for the cheesecake I'm hungry for this I'm craving that I'm hungry for the compliment for the for the covet for the attention for the validation for the thrill for the tiger for whatever it is doesn't look like I'm hungry for God but what is it really there's something very deeply internally unsettling here and this is going to escape it's gonna allow me to escape it and if you understand in a moment if you understand this you understand why moisture that Boehner doesn't stop warning about making an image of God who cares the biggest myths of entire non-stop whole Seifert varam my soul pastel pentaprism pen you're gonna make an image first of all who makes images of God and why does God care this shape them it took us decides that this is God shine purrs Alastair meshuggenah you decided that a turtle is God okay tell them sign citizens and he decides a venetian blind is God okay what's God so in sit here okay so he's not an image so you decided he's an image see this re is a video camera there's something very deep here it's the basis of all healthy versus unhealthy living making God an image is not like we say in the school I get sketch again well Sam I get remember the get suka a catch get at school it's all addiction is that what is it it's attributing to something divine qualities it's looking at something and thinking that is gonna fill God's role and the image in the world whatever that is be an abstract image of concrete image of physical image of psychological image and emotional image but that's gonna fill gods are all it won't it won't that's of a disorder that's a form of wit oh sorry you're attributing to it divine power divine depth divine substance it's gonna be a terrible disappointment first of all you're abandoning your real relationship with God second of all you're using something that is really not that it's destined to disappoint that's where you have to get rid of the goddamn hot sodium the dirty clothes its betraying you it's betraying the nefesh a Bahamas - so the nefesh obamas becomes the Attic but it's not it's really a core core it's a core there's a its core its kedusha in its deep core but you can't see it you can't see it because it's a dog that was never trained it's a monkey that was never refined it's an animal that was just allowed to become a monster but really if you go back back back to its core it's real basic needs cravings are not bad at all they could be transformed so ultimately a vadas Hashem Lapidus Derick is not about obliteration of self but ultimately about sublimation and education of self just like with a child the worst thing to do to a child is to look at a child and say this kid is a raw anybody ever heard this expression you are just a wild beast a hopeless higher or there's nothing to do take a bully how do we say bully in Russian Kurdish alum alum called the alum dryer everybody knows about about stress how long I strike a bully alum is the same letters like the words Elaine you know what Elaine means mute sometimes the bully is bullying because he has been muted he has no way to express his frustration so he's bullying now this doesn't mean you should ever allow a kid to be bullied Kalil of a class but yourself to understand that the bully may be eclipsing his own muteness alum is Elaine so you could look at him and say he's a higher arm like they told you hire ice get out of here or you could look a little deeper and say maybe he's not another way to express his needs so this is the only way you can get attention or the only way he can get validation or the only way he could be popular or the only way somebody looks at him so you turn them into a bully really he's mute he has no power whatsoever this is his fake power that he has you have to be able to appreciate of course you have to take out doesn't allow him to cause other to be to cause other people danger harm you have to protect it understand that too but you have to appreciate the omec only when you could remove you could remove them God the Messiah ah of course my Chavez big bore my Samish of a hairy chef is a crush is not a physical thing at all listen to you Zionist casaya fire colossal that's what they said about Joseph that's what they said about yourself hierarchal are sources of the wreckage of their value Rafa Lhasa you know what they say the Keshava says about yourself like a Chavez says they slaughter daddy they dip the ISAF's tunic in the blood of a goat the Gomorrah says the blood of somebody who had relations is different than the blood of somebody who didn't have relations and once a person had relations it's already looks like a goats blood so when the ISIF and yeah curse of hierarchal Lhasa he didn't mean physically he meant that yosef felt the promiscuity and the Traverse says him because it came out from his mouth this we had the Meister with four different white cuz Jakob said it already that's what he says guy a rock a Lhasa doesn't mean physically means morally so they're like a chocolate rights office but my dad huh he said that's why it happened was the Gemara says kilowatts Coughlin Phil about tonight he bought that's why you have struggled so much with Asians but different because of that cuz Yaakov thought the blood it wasn't really his blood it was a goats plant but he thought it was Joseph's blood and he recognized in the blood that he was a he ready fell so he was very upset that's what hurt while you my enlists nothing this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot they ueshiba net / donate