Mamer Ki Yiddativ 5736 this is also a Ma'amar of Mayim Rabim Part 1, Rabbi Yossi Paltiel, 5783

foreign [Music] of the material that's available at inside casillas.org it's a special occasion because this is our yemo lettuce [Music] our site was launched on the day of the Marvel [Music] it was relaunched a couple of years ago gimmel schwat a but the beginning of this website was I think it was Samurai that would mean 2005 may have been 2006. so in either case we're either 15 years old I'm sorry 16 years old or 17 years old which is wonderful and when the site was launched it was a mom-and-pop effort I was doing the classes in your head was working incredibly hard in editing and loading it up but so many things have happened in all of these years about Hashem people have gotten involved people have started to help us we're the site is better and the app is apparently a very very big part of the new dimension of that which has been going on now for a year or two with the help of Yehuda and pesach of course and many many others and you have it rabbits in your habit seidman who started all of this is involved [Music] um and we have thousands of classes and thousands of talmudi mental meetings all over the globe those that we know and those that we don't know and we have an incredible Hashem and like it says nothing that when you come into a basic message [Music] that we should be mizaki makachi shame in a transition on the opposite but it's for me every year when it comes to die my question so our flawed our marble is a tiny little marble a little puddle the fiercano foreign so I'm just saying that as an out to the outset as we go into today's mind so for those of you who follow my modem crunch we're up to date it's Friday Apaches this moment is only six pages the moment before law of an Indian dictionary was eight pages today I did in one class which was a little bit more than an hour and a half um some would say I should have done it in two parts I say the way I thought it was the right way to do it [Music] um that moment was not particularly difficult this moment is is one quarter shorter it's six times but it's much more difficult this moment has such nuance such detail and I'm giving you the class and I'm not even sure yet what I'm going to teach it now I'm going to teach it I always rely on Seattle you do what you can you prepare you think you're my iron and in the end when you sit down to talk they wish it sometimes helps or always helps sometimes you see how the English helps he puts the words in your mouth that you need this is one of those moments I'm sitting down to give you this year and I'm I'm really not yet fully certain about what is the correct way and what is the best way do the two different things what's correct versus Incorrect and of course best means assuming I do it correctly how can I deliver this moment in the most succinct and Crystal Clear way to you which is my job but a few things that I know for sure number one this is a moment within a moment that means to say the first half Ahmed on page 45 and then the bottom of page 49 and the top of page 15 which is literally a page and a half or even less is a class [Music] this piece of the moment Ive is as much time to the keyed it is but don't let the few words fool you into thinking that there are a few ideas it's very very concentrated and I'm going to give a special Chevrolet just on that alone it's based on this question is that if has two translations is going to explain it's connected to the Hampshire if you know and he's going to build a pimple explaining rashi's interpretation of geodative and the target with explaining explanation of geodative um based on those two ideas and he's going to touch on many people's favorite subject Free Will and that will be a class unto itself so that's out of the way between the beginning and the end is about foreign which begins like I said on the bottom of Paige 45 and it goes till near the bottom of page 49 it's about four pages four sides which is our shield for this morning and it goes on my rabbit says so the first thing I'm certain about is that the beginning and end of the moment are not part of today's class they're a differentiate so at least I've taken off two pages or a page and a half to worry about and this leaves us with these four pages of Miami how are my best gonna teach these four pages of my rabbit foreign [Music] 1975 six it's a hundred years since the Miami Dolphins 100 years the the rabbit speaks to the Miami because it's a hundred years the 100th anniversaries so this is 1975-76 verses 1875 to 1876 but the beginning he addictive goes on the sambar because at that point it was the 70th anniversary of the my middle okay so whatever says that might be within a moment one to commemorate the moment from 70 years before the other commemorative which was said a hundred years before and we're going to start off with the moment that did episode 100 years before mutants and the posset before it is now what is the complication of this magnet you could look at these four pages and say for most of it is simply reviewing what the devamara says in his mind there are two years of complication and I'm not teaching you the moment I'm telling you my problems in other words I'm explaining to you why I'm undetermined as I'm talking I don't know yet what's the best way to present this moment [Music] the first complication is that the dev is trying to make this my mid into three mind problems that was arguing that this is based on the Maya mirabim involved from the river maharash which is in turn based on the Mayim from Toyota from the outside but the al-qaab has two mayor Adams just tell this meaning this moment is built around three different [Music] the devil wants to argue that these three different albums are speaking to three different things on the one hand and then in the same breath it ever wants us to show how all three are really saying the same thing on the other so this is where my dilemma begins [Music] what should I focus on or what should I focus on first should I first focus on how these three mind problems are different or should I first focus on how old you see my Robins are one now Common Sense would dictate that you should first focus on how the three mind problems are different then focus on all the things are joined together they become one I'll tell you what the problem is that in the order of the Reba first he speaks how they're the same and then he indicates very shortly very briefly how the three mind problems are different so I don't know what to do [Music] so in uncertainty in Suffolk I am going to first articulate [Music] the differences between the three [Music] most of the attention if we if we go that direction that first we're going to focus on the difference between the three-bedroom I just tell this is [Music] we'll first focus on the different so if we focus on the differences between these three my modem the vast majority of the words the bulk of the maimed is going to speak to them until this is mentioned very briefly and after we point out the differences between the three we will then try and figure out how the Debbie is arguing they're all through my modem are not only giving the same answer [Music] but they're really asking the same question which is presents it so let me let me tell you what I see my problems are about okay now there's two ways to go about it you can go from the lowest to the highest or from the highest to the lowest if we went from the lowest to the highest we would start with the mind then we will do the mind and then we use if we're doing from the highest to the lowest we would start with the my middle of till days then we do the Miami passes I'm choosing the latter approach okay we're going to start with the Miami passes till this then we're going to go to the Miami and then we're going to go to the Miami International says right look at if you could take out your page it's on page 45 um but yes from 100 years ago four lines into the um second paragraph page 45 that everybody brings my email abundant Waters cannot extinguish the love and flowing Rivers Raging Rivers cannot extinguish the love the question is what will be the concept of the water should extinguish the waters and we therefore say that it's not extinguishing the waters now notice I'm not continuing to read because the web is going to go in a different direction with this question so there's something called love there's something called water love is stronger than water so how are all three of them going to explain that the love goes on the pintalaid every Jew has a heated but it's called in our culture an album is a hidden love him this stormiest Waters cannot extinguish this love so the question becomes what are the story Waters so look at the Theta air which means you have to look on the top of page 46 third line and I'm writing the numbers as I'm doing this number two and when I put up the PDF you'll be seeing the numbers that I'm writing three lines In This Moment which appears until this move over what he explains [Music] when you say that there is a raging love to Hashem called them a hidden love other Mr Terrace incredibly high levels of holiness foreign [Music] and he wants to quench that thirst through learning Theta through meditation and godliness through great spiritual levels so the Mindless says I am now five lines into the page says Ava raging powerful waters are not powerful enough [Music] are not powerful enough to extinguish a person's love foreign so the moment until this is very able right a person has an ishama the new Sharma wants godliness you can learn data on the loftiest of levels the love is not satisfied of course the question then becomes if a person is engaged fully in rooknis and he cannot quiet what could he do that will quiet it so the answer in the theater is a mutant ninja through avoid Us in kashmirs doesn't speak the second half an apostle we'll get back to later how you can quench the ahavarab so they tell their smile says that have a deep inner love for Hashem that is I don't want to say because Mitch is already touching on the answer but Toran is the bonus Hashem deep personal spiritual involvement with Hashem is never going to be enough to satisfy the nashama's urge this is the moment in tell this [Music] now is a much lower level how so look at the first line on the page of page 46 now went backwards vahini this is based it appearance that is he explains in explaining the turbulent Waters him tear this upon us it's the worries it's the preoccupation it's the distractedness that comes from panoso which is which is the same basic directions a totally opposite perspective [Music] is a much lower level than the T8 intelligence dictated until this is saying I haven't in Allah Hashem which I can't satisfy through Aiden saying yes and all of the burdens of my physical life can't quiet it meaning to say exactly the opposite point that even though I have a preoccupation with gosh me as the kawaris all of my gosh musical worries will not take away the love that so it's been said by many I'm not the first one to say it and I'm not saying it for the first time either the Mayim government tell this minute the mind would happen until this means I have a deeper love for Hashem which I can't satisfy through saying I have a deep love for Hashem that my distractedness cannot quiet I still love and then of course the still question is still going to remain [Music] how do I satisfy the avaraba this other this attention the answer of course it's going to be and again it's not in our mind that these words a meeting is calling them then you get to the Miami Dolph which is the third mind map the third Bible on the surface is very similar to Nayak just like in Nayak the argument is my nishama loves God my body is busy trying to make a living and no matter how preoccupied my body becomes to making a living my neshama still continues to love God but here there is a third dimension [Music] what's the third dimension that in Islam we're talking about a person who is risking life and limb for luxuries we're not just talking about a person who's trying to make a living defeat his family and they're living to me to feed his family is already exhaustive enough it's no matter how busy I become with trying to make a living my inner life remains [Music] the moment of moment I've been saying that this person has forgotten this principle that he's not only proactive by the finances because he wants to feed his family he's regardless because he's distracted by materialism and a desire for Unnecessary Matisse materialism which in some cases he will risk his life for [Music] eign that even if a person has descended so low that he has to teach us including moistness things that he doesn't need and nevertheless he's risking his life for say it cannot distinguish [Music] foreign that a person has in his nishama and that's the third mind map of and this takes us to the second paragraph on page 46. where the rabbit now has it so to speak and here the devil gives us more words explains the Maya mirabi turbulent Waters him till today the preoccupation and this the enslavement of trying to make a living which is specifically is and we all know what it says in the uh sanitation near the end [Music] people pay with their life to get a piece of bread an entire pentagram is dying is high enough so people are amazing is because I find myself in goddess and as I said to you when you'll see momentarily inside I'm not just doing it to survive I'm doing it for Macy's he says the meaning of this burden is not a Shiba too that since we're in golus and we have a king is taking taxes from us and therefore the Maya mirabim of our mind is more severe than the ma'am because since you're in golos and you're under the sovereignty of a non-jewish king the taxes are increased it says that's not the shot [Music] foreign [Music] the Kings the authority of a king according to Taylor is a lot more than a president in America the taxes were even higher as it's 10 to the king to the federal government alone so that's not the advanced over the Miami the difference is the worry the preoccupation the emotional exhaustedness that's probably the best translation of the word emotional exhaustion how you're worn out by your thoughts that person is totally preoccupied with this maybe it's not preoccupied by the simple fact that he has material needs and the pre-occupation is him [Music] foreign days because his preoccupations my teal and steak is when people are unsure people worry when people are exhausted from burden they start to doubt and doubting is a terrible thing because you're not doubting what you're doing you're doubting who you are how we should do things or perhaps what he should do Fame hame and it's this uncertainty that I'm sorry they completely exhaust the person with intellectual worry instead of using his mind which is my infotain then my email attita we're going to get back to this idea later the person is utilizing spends every thinking minute every awoken minute think about how he's going to make a living [Music] there foreign [Music] the greatest joy in the world is releasing redeeming oneself from doubt says from the very fact that we hold [Music] that removing doubt is the happiest thing in the world is proof that Adam how entangled a human being is before he redeems his doubts There's No Greater Joy than the joy of redeeming a doubt and the rabbit says the fact that redeeming and uncertainty is so positive is proof that the uncertainty is so disruptive on the absolute degree of one's preoccupation with his mind to try and make a living [Music] but we're not done there's another point [Music] we're going to call this number five um add something more now we're going to call this number six okay it's near the page of 46 at the bottom number six foreign people invest themselves in worry in emotional exhaustion to try and make a living even risk their lives but it's to acquire to reach material things shayn America which are not on his what they call standard of living he doesn't even need them foreign much risk and he describes the risk how in the olden days they would sink to the bottom of an ocean in these glass cups with a little oxygen line to the surface to find um muscles to get pearls out of them oysters yeah people on his level in his standard of living and even they're higher than him ain't lemon they don't have such things and he doesn't need them and nevertheless who mark this at me because he risks his whole life seek him to access them and this is really the extreme of the Miami is a person is so he's investing himself in Vanessa with such intensity and with such emotion that first of all he's never sure and second of all he's risking his life for things that he doesn't even need well maybe famous he brings the past the foolishness of a man makes his path false wrong and while Hashem is anger Davis he suffered this setback and this setback he didn't need it [Music] and the rep is presenting us with a unique perspective all of them translate the words the same way that it goes but three different interpretations [Music] they cannot quiet the other mesuteris and then it's not just gosh he has two more things and being Mason risking his life for myself now later on in this moment at the very bottom of page 47 is a bracket now I'm going to read this bracket with you the bracket is going to have no context at the moment but the bracket is going to show you in the text that what I just said I did not make up okay that the rebel wants to present us on the one hand that the three translating the words as in a constant way means three different mimeters whether it means whether it means within a certain parameter or it means tits up and also that's reckless so look at the bracket I'm going to read all the words but I'm only going to Focus on the point that I want to demonstrate which is how the rabbit is saying what I just taught you that there seems to be three gradations in the Mahmoud Abbott okay but divided [Music] the worst the third of the Muhammad Adams presents his posit brings and the eventual overcoming demanded serving Hashem he brings only the Madre you can overcome he doesn't want to mentioned explains why key Miriam [Music] he's discussing a person's preoccupational kashmirs the eighth and the Lake of the body in the wrong way the odds when a person is involved the gosh means incorrectly if a person successfully overcomes that distracted this and comes by overcoming the preoccupation the emotional exhaustion that comes from 848 now foreign [Music] and therefore you have three different avoiders of overcoming the maim RAB so the driver says if you successfully overcome the Miami you can only reach because also translate he says you can even reach my overcome you know why as follows make even because number one potato potatoes in patches tell this the Maya mirabe is [Music] my involvement in spirituality will never quench my misunderst for something more and if I do what I need to do I can reach bachometer but then he says and I Circle the next three words but not says legitimate I'm not trying to find diamonds and pearls and since [Music] it needs to be ideas now [Music] let's say I have cautious on understanding why this is because look either the lower somebody goes the higher should be able to rise but this is an observation that is making he's pointing out a very nuanced difference that nobody about that ever would notice that the mind would happen is a problem right he said I want something and the mind can't help the ahava and the Bible is trying to figure out how the mind would happen can be overcome to satisfy the ahava but he translates to Miami three different ways in the mind meditator Aid in toiled ice means my spiritual involvement will God will not satisfy my urgent desire of management to be one with him until I learn to do mixes actionably begashmias [Music] is I'm worried about my panosa but my investment in parnasses as it is I got to make a living I have to support my family I'm not risking my life for things that I don't need therefore whatever solution he finds to overcome and to satisfy the average who's basing his moment on the my mermaid but he makes the mind of a worse case of my mirabim than the he says that this case of Miami was the person is so preoccupied so burdened by the need to make a living because he's not trust trying to survive he's trying to acquire material luxury that he doesn't need that others don't have and because he's trying to pursue materialism in a way which is not necessary for him his a much more severe case of Miami and one of the symptoms of the greatest severity of his case of is that not only is he exhausted by his desire to make a living he's not even sure he's confused he's uncertain and therefore that points out that the dev Madras points out that if he overcomes he'll only reach the level of he's not going to be the level of his now the business I don't know about I don't know it's too much for me in other words we're going to work away from this moment with I don't understand chat but one thing that ever showed us clearly is that he at this point in the moment is telling us the meaning of is a constant that it means Abba Mr tennis [Music] but the meaning of isn't constant in Taylor Aiden told us it means foreign which I don't need so we have we have we have one constant and three challenges the constant is and the challenge is [Music] so we got to do something about it in a way which is self-destructive and unnecessary certainly is not going to quiet it also doesn't quite have a Mr Terrace and we've got to figure out what to do about it [Music] so what I did just now I made a choice and the choice that I made was to read the moment moving around a lot skipping many words to present to you the first side [Music] of what I see that ever tried to do in these few pages it's just foreign to show you how there's three different albums this is but in all cases The Dilemma is the same what do we do about my unsatisfied half [Music] now [Music] the next thing I'm going to do is learn the pay the bottom of page 46 and 47 and [Music] 48. [Music] all of these Pages this whatever a page and a half however you want to slice the wording are going to speak to the maimirabim of the rabba madash in other words primary focus is because it was the 100th anniversary of where the deba maharash said this moment the first time he just intermittently intermittently alludes to the other two and I'm pointing out that he's not just mentioning them because he wants to be a nice guy he's mentioned them because he wants to [Music] emphasize the differences between each so that you see that although it looks like that is saying the same thing as as he said in a different occasion or that a different rabbit said they're actually saying something different what's going to be the end of this in other words how we're going to turn this around and make it positive I don't know but this we see clearly that the dev is trying to make a difference between the same problems so let's just say this the next 10 15 minutes of Shir are going to be what they would call the Learning Easy I'm going to read and Translate the Deb is going to be exploring the third the worst about a person that's risking his life to make money not to bring bread to his home but to buy pearls and diamonds and jewelry that he doesn't need and Deb is going to discuss why this is a bad thing why it's a mistake [Music] and when we're done with all of that we'll decide what we're going to do next okay so let's go so I'm going to number this as eight very bottom of page 46. begins with a question why are we considering it negative that a person is so preoccupied with miraculous and the question is specifically why are we preoccupied with the fact that a person is concerned with materialism that he doesn't even need is speaking to you could make a case that a human being must risk his life for diamonds even though he doesn't need to survive because Taylor says so and here's the argument says Beauty strength and wealth it's beautiful beautiful of the world the reason it says both expressions [Music] and beautiful for the world is that the only reason these things exist in the world is for the sake of tadiq the community we all know about the world this is the only reason God was graphics I knew in other words the only reason God exists in this world and once it's created for the base of miktas the whole world can benefit from it and of course we all know the what remember this is a Miami from the river maharash was the only one of the Chabad for some [Music] personal life was lived lavishly his personal life was lived in considerable wealth so the Arabic said that his age [Music] I just did criticize the leban marash lives in luxury there was a period of time at the end of his life he stopped but there was a period of time they lived in another how come the never mind so materialistic so the the message [Music] fool for whom was gold created if not for that ever so the argument is that physical things and even physical luxuries were created for Tata and their credit so the Arab is pushing back against the worst of the Mind rabbits that even if means the kind of Titus [Music] that you're risking your life available [Music] he blames Hashem for suffering because he's risking his life for pearls for Unnecessary materialism so the driver says it's always necessary because For Whom these luxuries were created a little at the base amazing through Jewish people that since that's why it's good for the world the only reason it exists will the fees and accordingly since the call and yanama gosh every physical thing was the question becomes why are we seeing these such a emotionally exhaustive circumstance and in negative circumstance because he's risking his life for things which are not high enough which are not vital needs but for luxuries that bring them into a state of psychological and spiritual uncertainty he's he's pursuing them because materialism gosh means the affluence and Beauty was created for Aid so the dev is questioning why we're seeing that as a negative and the answer is yes it's true gosh means was created for the base Amigos gospel is created for Aid which is [Music] when a person uses them in the kind of ways that he feels the entire purpose of this materialism only for the sake of the Jewish people the US when a person recognizes that he's engaged in materialism and even in Beauty and in exactness and lavishness and wealth it's because it's available then the person can be involved in materialism even in a way which is wealthy and it's still avoid the session and he brings the famous idea [Music] which you have in two different octaves yeah it's a near me but we say the sauteed it twice right the wise man shouldn't boast at his wise the strong man shouldn't both that he's strong the rich men shouldn't boast that he's wealthy says if my wisdom my power and my wealth are self-serving I'm great because I'm smart I'm great because I'm stronger because I'm rich Fair on the other hand when my wealth my strength and my intelligence is part of my relationship with others who then us is that it becomes a good thing and you should be proud of the fact you're using your wealth you're using your strengths you're using your wisdom I saw a very interesting thing by dollars we're a group of entertainers singers came to the river and whatever used to tell them [Music] which is Apostle and the devil would say that is through singing and on one occasion that ever said to one of these cavities you see it by dollars he says you're providing us something for Eden that I cannot do so he got very self-consciousness can do anything so there was his name is going to run away and when you sing people come to listen that's what they have told them it's so interesting to see such a you know no one wants to hear me sing I'm good for a lot of things but no one wants to him but they want to hear you sing and that makes the point that he should use it in a constructive way you know Yiddish away and that's what the person can say you have a gift if it's then it is so it's not using it's not an end in itself [Music] in the later years I wrote it on the margin living very very spread out and they lived isolated sometimes one Jew in a shuttle and these were not you know Bali Madre and apparently they were slipping in Janam in whatever ways there was an objection to this right the bashemta was the one who told them to go back to the Villages they had been gathering in large concentrations and they were starving from hunger and they were very distraught and disheartened and had no morale and the mashem gave them back their lives by helping them make a living by going back to the to the isolated lives which was classic and typical for yada's Poland that they couldn't live in large communities and the result was a decline in yidus Hashem and there was apparently a Kid Rock was that they're doing this is trying to do something here this is a payment and then I was teaching Tyler but I think that there's no doubt that the devil is also saying you have hidden today who are making lots of money and you can make the case that they don't need this money and they shouldn't take these risks and that this investment and this pursuit of extra material largesse is directly in conflict with and the Tenant says [Music] I'm going to say that the rep is not just telling the story because it happened by the balcantif the Deb is telling the story because it's happening by us and what's the deepest point we all know this goshmias is a good thing Debbie said in touch base that's a myth whenever you do to make himself rich wealth is a great Messiah we see it in fact having a lot of money is a wonderful thing but if you have to be exidish when you're poor you have to be double exidish when you're rich because the tests are so much greater and to hold on to your principle and to your way of life and most importantly your priorities now you raise your children when you have a lot of money is an extraordinarily difficult avoid them and sometimes you sleep and about symptoms I think the rabbit is and he's saying they're doing it for good reasons but having explained the avoid of the mime going back to the haskala of the Miami is saying gosh means is a good thing even the pursuit of luxuries and gashments is a good thing to use the cliche expression if you control it and it doesn't control you but if it controls you then it's a destructive thing trying to make a living even more than you need is a good thing but official tato mitzvahs for Judaism that your life should be lived where all of your actions are the sake of heaven and ultimately you come my days then all the ways you're not gonna you know God if you'll take a quick peek on page 49. the middle paragraph that ever brings three lines but the whole body of theta depends on this attitude that being the Jew is not just paying bills by doing individual mitzvahs your whole life is to come to know each other's brother and if a person does this successfully then [Music] Masha ain't came so in your text it's gonna be where the number 10 is page 47. they are as opposed to and Kane as opposed to okay a person is that it renders him unsure but that is totally emotionally exhausted by it because he's pursuing materialism that he doesn't even need or to use the Allah uses on the last line on this page buddy mcgosh made from the lake of the body says that it's supposed to be and when it's not supposed to be it's a bad thing [Music] so just to summarize [Music] money to acquire material things which are Moises which I don't need and it's in a bad way which is why it's so severely mattered it's so severely exhaustive and of course is even such exhaustion from involvement in kashmirs and not the involvement in Kashmir is [Music] but involvement in goshmias [Music] still my love rock others butthole remains and I have to address it right I need to address it is going to get to that a little bit later on now let's continue I'm on page 47. second paragraph I would say 11 lines from the bottom where you're going to see your number 11 if you'll follow my text if once conduct is correct meaning is involved in materialism but a never opened you need to be him he's not letting them emotionally exhaust them it's only for the sake of Taylor Swift and he also then the other side of the coin is correct how so that laid action will tell us this is the turbulent Waters of uh involvements being involved in titusapanasa IM to the boy and even involvement but it's naturally [Music] foreign [Music] the end is not only good but the m is Redemptive I'm reaching the magic because I'm involved in regardless of revealed hidden love from a concealed to reveal State as the Apostle says that besides for you I have no desire on the earth and the Bible brings word for word from the time in the name of the altara Mexico and this is when a person is involved in kashmir's to feature him to the boy for the sake of idah it brings him to an half of a homemade because he's involved in Kashmir to serve Hashem which is so if I'm involved in gashmi's correctly it can get me home if I'm involved in gosh Miss incorrectly then it's no good [Music] and we turn the page and we read after the bracket I see the bracket I read with you before and I did it for my purposes the reason I'm skipping it now is because I honestly don't know how to explain it at this point let's continue behind you the zeppel the idea that if a person is involved in gosh I am seven lines on top of page 48 now and my involvement is consistent with Taylor mitzvahs is man was made by the Creator to go Joshua and he does it is involvement is consistent with the instructions which speaks about the lessons of the office and what do we know about the others who are part of Savior where you show them they were materially very richest so the others were very wealthy foreign that there's a way of being involved in the pursuit of kashmirs including moisturas and not only is it acceptable not only is it not wrong but it brings people is trying to make a living potatoes which is infinite to my psychology to my wealth finally is great wealth and at the same time this itself is Hashem how how could this be so the debit continues I'm not pursuing my wealth through natural means which is so time consuming and so emotionally and spiritually exhaustive King behave with the belief is Hashem because the Apostle says so if you want to make a living you got to work for the living but the debit says it doesn't say how much work you have to do it could mean within a drop so what is the devil saying if a person is involved in gosh means the way it's supposed to be the gosh me is not only is consistent with but it actually enhances so I want you to think about it okay is a spiritual involvement with Hashem which doesn't satisfy the album is to tell us you want to established you got to get involved in goshmias and serve Hashem with gashme says well and this will satisfy that with us it'll bring you to be home is in preoccupation with vashmirs and the Posse is saying my preoccupation with Josh means if it's done in a correct way is not only not a contradiction to the ahava but it'll actually what will quench it it's going to bring with them so I guess you could say you have a problem and a solution the problem is I have an urgent desire for Hashem which I can't satisfy is not going to satisfy it the answer is kashmirs how is Kashmir is going to satisfy it when the gash misses kid the boy when the gosh man says kid the boy they become part of it this Hashem he gives you a muscle the boy the Utah government Yankovic The Boy and of course we would add right away so it satisfies the other because it brings to the bahamada foreign [Music] but on the other hand it's like [Music] or perhaps you could say that I'm correcting I'm healing my mind that it should be the boy look around so it also brings people [Music] but I can satisfy the love he brings the Posse immediately involvement in kashmirs if it's if the boy can bring me to [Music] so first of all I'm not sure the description at the moment second of all let's assume that what I just told you is the correct shot in the moment that there's something called my mirabe which is a problem I'm sorry something called Ava which is a problem I want something and I can't have it second of all I have Miami that in one version it's not enough to satisfy the yahwah in another version It's a conflict with the Ava but we're saying that if I use them correctly I'll solve not only the problem of the Miami I'll solve the problem of the unsatisfied [Music] is based on the fact that it's shalaking the boy the third mind which is the mind that we are learning is bad so if my involvement in gosh means is bad everything will just said fails I'm involved in gosh means I'm pursuing materialism not just to feed my family to pursue my Isis you cannot say no Allah because I'm not doing it to the boy I'm doing it to the boy so what's the solution to this problem what happens to a person who's in a moment [Music] to the degree that it makes him completely confused and unsure about himself and that this Vegas that the Titans create are because he pursues materialism that he doesn't need and when things go crazy and his life Falls to Pieces he blames the abish to where is God what's the solution what's the answer to this guy's Miami now of course when you learn the mind it's straight up Musa don't do it right but this is where a mime it takes an interesting twist [Music] if I'm not incorrect and boy could I be oh boy could I be the rabbit wants to explain foreign with his heart the sakest this is all no good that I was gonna find Redemption even for a person yeah forgive me for saying the real truth Living in America where we have unprecedented opportunity to enjoy the largest material blocks of the United States of America and the consequence of disability gets so drunk in the pursuit of our materialism that is and if it's the Lake of the boy it's not serving any Positive Purpose it's not bringing it to any kind of it's all messed up but that even this is ultimately favorable and can bring to something good now how am I gonna spin this what kind of concoction am I gonna I'm teaching you a moment of that ever right but I'm putting so many of my own thoughts into it it's a crime I guess at this point I should apologize again if I'm teaching the moment incorrectly I'm teaching it terribly incorrectly and it's but I was teaching it correctly I think I'm flushing out uh an Indian which is consistent with the rabbit's thinking certainly consistent with limous INE that's going to be flushed out in the next part of our learning okay what I need you to do now is go back to the first page of the monument number 13. so you've got number 1 and 13 side by side because we read this once we're going to read it again a short introduction a short introductory thought [Music] everybody knows the idea that the rabbit says often enough [Music] my the mission says and there's a difference between the rambams gifts and the argiers data [Music] and according to some without a right kavana because now what's the simple meaning the simple meaning today I'm doing it for the wrong reasons today I'm doing it for cover today I'm doing it for [Music] foreign [Music] hidden underneath that wrong reason is the right reason and this is what the rep is now going to flush out [Music] could mean [Music] in which case you can redeem the Miami and you can come to Ava Bahama and satisfy the uh what about if I'm doing the Miami wrong [Music] if I'm doing my mom wrong they never just explain to us that it's a terrible thing it's not your father it's not not it's all no good but if I'm doing my Mirage the boy I'm involved in materialism and I'm pursuing not just things that I need to live I'm pursuing boisterous luxuries unnecessary things and I'm absolutely doing it because I want to indulge and that I'm complaining to the ABC when things don't go the way I want them to go so the dev is going to say underneath that you like it the boy there's an existing and that's how the rep is going to redeem the dev is going to find a solution a correction a healing [Music] for the person [Music] who's involved in Miami let the rabbit talk page 45 now nobody said you you're listening to me right and if you're a nice person you're not a judgmental person whatever I tell you is good right you either understand you don't understand it you agree or don't agree Miss Thomas but if you remember if you're yes you're sitting listening to me for over an hour you're thinking what's this Mission you're going to concocted he's the well he's creating a new mind [Music] I want to read the next 20 lines with you and you tell me if I'm making it up okay the the first three lines are preliminary whatever talks about it being 100 years and so on and so forth and then I just reprinted it so we start with the words page 45 second paragraph fourth line turbulent abundant Waters cannot extinguish the love when Harvest and Raging Rivers cannot flood it is now asks a question which I deliberately avoid pointing out to you before foreign why would we even think that Waters should extinguish love what does water do with love what else do it fire and I would love if I love something how would water be able to take that love away [Music] what could possibly be the connection now according to the moment and told us so it makes sense [Music] and this is not strong enough to satisfy this but what if Maya means kashmias panasa ever come close to quenching why would the even say that has nothing to do with being extinguished and particularly so what does physical water have to do with physical fire so the rabbi immediately answers and in answering the question the Deb is overriding the my modem he's overriding what says and he's certainly overriding the mind and he's coming up with an insight which only Adam has a lot to do which is wonderful and interesting and incisive it's only one problem it doesn't say at all in the moment and what is it ever going to tell us now it says when the Apostle States the point of the Mayim the reason it's a question is doesn't mean physical Waters extinguished love a spiritual idea of water and the rabbit continues him came accordingly we could have interpreted the Gamba passed exactly even in this we mean spiritual Waters now spiritual Waters and spiritual love do a line and as they aimed him and we accordingly say that the spiritual Waters cannot extinguish the fire and therefore this is if it's true that Miami means not physical Waters but spiritual Waters wisdom to intuitiveness involvements how is it that they're not yet so the statement is that they're not able to tell us they cannot satisfy the hidden love because hidden love Islam and I say it's abovearies ericshire how could it be possible and should be able to influence means and the statement is you would you would never think so now there's a fundamental problem with what the rabbit just did the fundamental problems and tells you it says a and I'm telling you it means B why because I got caches for any continue yeah top of page 46 right you have a number three and I'm gonna put next to a number 14 because we're reading it twice I'm involved the Miami that we are learning which translates all by himself foreign top skip the parenthesis love you see but in patches is [Music] and the rabbit says it doesn't mean what it says it means on them three lines into the page and parishes tail days before it says high levels in Holiness doesn't mean only on two levels it means Also spiritually even the highest levels cannot extinguish the love canal when you learn Taylor if I just told this you go back and you look at and you go back and look at the momentum at least I'm involved totally differently the question not only entail this is in other words where they're talking about him and in both cases you transcended means foreign [Music] hidden love which is infinite and that's the Kasha and the Bible continues and he pushes his point further um that is a connection between Mayim foreign [Music] and this is the chatnam Ahmed how do you expect to satisfy I have a with my it's lower than it how do you expect to satisfy AV with more Ava it only makes it more intense and never concludes again [Music] this question again proves asks the first question [Music] is so you tell me if I'm making this up you learn to mind from that which says a simple psychological it is if I'm a Jew and I'm materially in indulgent to an extreme I think about gash me as every breath I'm a totally magosha person totally absolutely [Music] and you say it doesn't matter how magusham I am the other is intact okay statement or to use the language of the rabbit it's Akasha how could it be that no matter how magusham I am the Ava story remains intact that's the question means my Indulgence in kashmirs but if you hear the boys [Music] they're not going to quiet they're not going to be able to shut up the previous level of the nisham Islam whatever takes this question and does a 180. he says itake says you're talking with the boy he says guys that's what it means no that's not what I mean gospel it means look this what are my diets right number one why would I ever think that one thing should have to do the other in pastures tell us it means and then in one place Maya means ahava in other words doing is he's taking the question of the Reba maharash he's taking the quest without the revenge is held in patches and he's re-asking it exactly the opposite of what they intended they intended to say that a Jewish pentality remains intact no matter how much the world tries to destroy it is intending to say that they mean to say that the Jews pinterly yid which desires Hashem an infinite way cannot be satisfied by all of my ruachness of Miami [Music] and why would I think that it could be that's the Shyla I have an Ava to the abistor and then I have Maya which is why aren't my mind satisfying my Allah now we understand the answer we know the answer I'm not sorry my answer because what's the passion look at the last 145. foreign [Music] the question is how [Music] or to read the posseck in another intonation [Music] I guess that's the wrong intonations try it again foreign [Music] so you see this is what a rabbit does all that I buy him do this because he didn't write as considers because he spoke against there's so much more Nuance there's so much really he's reconstructing the moment of the rabba marash and he's reconstruction is a very good thing is not as great as ahava Mayim somehow quenches what I have a needs and that the question is how how does it do it it's a totally different question [Music] so the Debbie here is learning alignment from the altered and he's telling you that they mean exactly the opposite of what they say so you tell me how crazy my idea is [Music] and the idea is that when a person is involved in Taylor stop another sufficient to the body a person survived in the tears have been unsecretion located you should know that there is more it may be that on the surface my kavan is wrong but under the surface after all um [Music] and so on and so forth the monitors involved in kashmirs is for the wrong reasons which is of that is the primius of that is to use that gash means for the base of mikitas and because the panemis of that is this is how the Miami [Music] in other words especially if it means gash means which is and the only reason we're connecting the Miami to the Ava is because underneath the surface this person's pursuit of Miami is Hashem I'm going after gash Miss because I'm a glutton because I'm a materialistic hog I'm a consumer but I'm a Jew and behind all of that material Pursuits you have to use the two expressions that they never said I want to marry my son to my daughter I want to give my son or somebody else so the penis of these is but because the penis is connected to goshmias that comes from that is strong enough to quench Java massage and that's the tenants the Akasha is how could Seiko quench a desire which is because in this case mime is [Music] and I think this is what the dev is doing [Music] this is why I reconstructed the homage first I told you the positive shot in the Taylor until this is [Music] and we explain how in Taylor ate it it's possible that if it's or if it's the boy you could reach home directly and then we went back and we learned the beginning that that ever holds that ever our ever holds the episode holds that the shot and Taylor Aiden and moreover the shot of my Islam is even though he says that it's mysmiss the question is how could my mirabum which is lower than and the answer is because it's an involvement in gospel [Music] foreign [Music] what's my second proof that this reconstruction of the Miami literally is true go back to where we're holding on page 48. and we're going to call this number 16. um if we're correct if we're correct and it's a big if we're correct [Music] that the Debbie is learning a magnifier that the pastors speaking about an involvement in glass [Music] this means I never lose my pain to the Heat and the devil says means not only to ask the question but it means how could it satisfy [Music] the other Mr Terrace and the tenancies because I'm involved in gosh Miss I'm involved in gospelization of maesters I'm involved in kashmiration if an amazing the boy but the premius of that is [Music] continues and he says yes but there was the complaints there's no way involvement with Waters that are many the preoccupation the emotional exhaustedness that comes on by NASA particularly when it's a lake hit the boy Dennis that they used to use we can't survive there's no way you're going to come out of this world which is intact Ive organized you need to be evolved in kashmas you must rely on gosh there's no way to come out of this world with your calim intact first of all that even though gosh mrsopia occupy me it shouldn't destroy my avaraba Village not only should destroy the average to be sure they can actually quench the other so there's two questions question number one superficial I'm magusham how does it not destroy my pinterly yet question number two I'm a gosham how does that satisfy the desire of my pen to leave [Music] and that's what the dev is doing is but the premius of that is and he brought three precarious and level were three because said that in the beginning of this moment and he meant it it wasn't just advantage and now he's explaining how [Music] um they have great hardness with power and Truth foreign [Music] the age in addition the fact that Taylor was higher than tick and it comes before the method because of this advantages [Music] I need a human being to fulfill their purpose but they don't need a human being to stay alive a human being needs demons to fulfill his purpose but also to stay alive so how could it be that Maryam which means shouldn't destroy the album and that Maya that behind this is which can satisfy the album how is it possible nevertheless number one [Music] is and number two that the premius of this is [Music] how could those both things be true I I really think this is shot in Miami but I also really think that I'm a very big husband Nick because it ever didn't say any of this I'm just inferring it I'm constructing it in a way to being at this point and I hope I'm not wrong now comes the tenants [Music] goes on to explain it comes into a body which is the deepest pit which is the lowest level possible but at the same time the source of this nisham is not only a higher than element which is Adis muatim it's even higher than mate which is [Music] after all the world of tehu is also Gilroy and the world of taking a certainly and then the real power of the neshama is higher than both Moscow and we all know a fact that is not saying that our advantage is of course it can be written the rep is saying is our advantage is that we're above bedroom [Music] foreign [Music] and it's destroying him is not only is going to bring out the deepest because the premises of these Pursuits is because the Premiership is dead or the word that ever used they actually satisfy theirs foreign [Music] what am I meant what a half of my man I should say what am I meant the neighbor takes mindfulness first of all explains to us what means by juxtaposing it against my modem of today second of all completely reconstructs the web's intention by adding a whole spiritual dimension what carries us through the my mid and shows us how this is the sort of speak the deeper intent of the rabba maharash and yet you have both dimensions on the one hand the possible is that no matter how involved the Kashmir is gets in the most wrong way status remains intact and at the deeper levels successfully how could Maya mirabham quiet the abham will tell us is answered because now I'm not giving you another on this moment and I'm bleeding at the putting this up I may decide over shop is that it was terrible amaratus and scratch it but I think I'm going to put this up and let people listen to the shears they choose to and criticize me for Reinventing a mime which is not in the moment one remain one question remains outstanding if we follow this logic that the rebe is learning first is and then he's learning second uh that the bible really means [Music] so One Thing Remains unclear because they never told us earlier in the moment it reads on the bottom of page 47 at that page 48 that is when your person does it right he only reaches he doesn't reach home if [Music] the way we're understanding the rebe is correct so the Mayan rabbis Lake of the body which is the lowest level in her sudden becomes the highest level in malusa when it's doing the kibui if there is interpretation that you have to understand two levels number one is the lowest gosh means number two it's the highest roughness so why doesn't he say that now I have thoughts about this I could make up a Terrace I've made up a lot of stuff this morning why can't I make up one more thing but I'll let this be our open end and I'll just say this [Music] the next which I hope to give either Sunday morning or Monday morning building I will do the beginning and the end he addictive it's very connected to them [Music] but it's not going to be that affected by whether or not what I told you today is or isn't true and I want to thank you for listening to me in a good and Shabbos now foreign [Music]