Music Is Created By a Void - Torah Or Chanukah "Rani V'simchi" #1 - By Rabbi YY Jacobson

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usually said for a more select group of people who were masters both of halacha and Kabbalah he would trace back the ideas to the writings of the result other writings of Kabbalah Zoya and development so it was more winding more complex more subtle showing next one was called an explanation it's not always an explanation sometimes it's more it's harder because he's trying to trace back the ideas but in that process you would also explain things more so that's why a lot of them I'm Artem at the end have actually a beard just firfer a reference for your own knowledge so we're gonna start the mind we're here on either simply by CA Kenan Evod now what is this faucet how does it come in here you see page 72 to one from the bottom of this thing how does it come in here look later what's the connection Ronnie the simply Marcia is a Cossack and Shia and scary a panic base posit you Dalit it's the opening words of the after of Shabbos comic and what it means is Ronnie dance the simply rejoice daughter of seeing daughter of Zion Kenan Eva because I'm coming the hunty recitation Omar sham and I will dwell among you God says and many nations will come to Hashem this is the beginning of the appetite of Shabbos Connect there's something surprising here it was just a few pursue come later pass the key design period base engine starting it and now starts pay a Gitmo and pay a gimbal is the continuation of the half Toyota which tells the famous story about yahushua who was a coin goggle during the beginning of bias Shaney and basically the novice kaya has a whole prophecy about him and that prophecy includes a description of a menorah and a monoid of burning which is a continuation of the niveau and pay regular pay a dollar which that would seem connected to family and yet after inserts a few pursuit a previous chapter that completely don't discuss conical they don't discuss the prophecy that deals with the malarious and that's his Pamela here his question on which he builds the mind man why that was inserted into the after of Hanukkah now the interesting thing here is this would seem like an incidental detail of Hanukkah that doesn't capture its essence but nonetheless is all often in illustrate that from a nuance you somehow get something you somehow can get perspective on on essential ideas and this is an example for it most people between you and I don't notice what often of champers comment is if they already lived through creosote Ida it's already a big miracle by the time of the half Tyler you know it's already the kiddush even those who concentrate on the half-day that don't bother to look up with after it was taken and why they chose this soft ed okay but that's because we don't you know most people don't even know how how powerful and insightful these things are but obviously for him it was different so but look hey that doesn't seem a pasta at the beginning of that film but he's going to show how you have to say that these specific amino the header they're not connected they actually convey a major theme of Chanukah and that's going to be the connection right because I'll tell you there's a lot of nervous like this is the Navy my full of these navour fill so if you have a panic and and we're not doing this whole pain it they'll pay that comes also before the pay that causes taste of your shall I'm did a lot of the stuff before it that he doesn't say starts off with this pasta that means this pasta k-- essentially is connected to family the concept that you're saying is true but that continuity have before in the panic he doesn't choose it he starts with these circuit which is a middle of a panic and then goes over to a new period which attack is going to deal with the Chanukah meant with the Manoa of the based on the condition which is obviously connected directly so that's gonna be is prove that this passage somehow conveys and it's the opening message of the afraid of hack Sedona Nevis simply by seeing Keenan Evo Robin irani was simply pressure to understand what this means running to see my dance rejoice and what's the difference between the two but gamma earrings are laughter in Islamic I know so what's the connection between this posted enough third of Canada's Hamas killing be done in is simply well it's not a flaw Haslam in release even in my notice of foolish of a cipher posh the first question is what is run even simple what's the difference between dancing Ronnie's from the word arena and similar what's the two expressions is Ronnie and this simply the second thing is what's the connection to conical ahead at the beginning of the operator should have been with your ECB name and know yourself cooler which is directly connected the Hamaker because that's the eater of the nests in the Manila in fact the gomorian massage the Megillah at the end recounts and enumerate what we do for half Toyota so when it comes to Hanukkah the Gomorrah says in Magilla that I'm Hanna Kim I didn't bananas disk area now state is about the nearest of scardy Hanavi so Rashi says over their neighbors Disgaea Romney was sympathy I'll say Marissa Vinny maneras off cool so it's because natus of sky which is the monoid and yet we begin as R as she points out from the positron emission but in you know the explanation and all of this is and now he's going to completely change the subject and at the end of the Miami is gonna come back he's gonna come back to Sam again so there's all you know big major build-up here a major buildup is going to be and then at the end he's gonna come back to run Eve is simply by scene and show the connection the hammer can show how this actually conveys one of the most essential themes of Chanukah this possible Dixie for this we have to understand another plastic and this is a Cossack we say every single morning in darling even to us a sham the simcha boy you the fun of banana in tehilim capital cough we say right after borrows our mom is mill aside our real a sham calorics even as a sham the similar Biola phenomenon what does this mean serve Hashem with joy come before him biron Nana how do they translate better known in the English Sedona and probably with with singing with jubilation the ISA by Zoya and this is a fascinating expression in Zoe Hart kala kalah the operation of tears of desire simcha but Safra rinona belong sir desire says sims's in the morning in aramaic safra's morning promises evening night so desire says similares in the morning and ran and their singing is at night that's what is all yourselves even to us smbus images in the morning while you're the fun of banana is the ramps in the evening area it's arias love in mouths after an hour I'm somehow similar Maori nama saya says the two are connected what is it what is morning what is night what a simpler one is Ana nomina and then we can understand my sympathies in the morning and you're known as at night what does desire mean with this so for this he explains now the concepts of Reno versus simcha and Yan versus Lila day versus night morning versus evening the human body this will be understood by an introduction my dad's is it snowing shall voidness a mile off him he remembers similar machines versus bars when has I'll talk about the Milwaukee Angels they tell us that the Milad him their service of our Shem consists of rina of singing and of Zimmern of melodies and of Shira praises and his buffets extolling extolling God so when we speak about the vitae some Elohim we speak about rina they're singing can no doubt whether we see this canary Dominion Pater Sheeran we know this from painted Shira familiar with paid exterior right paid exterior is because I'll tell us that all the brewery and all the creatures every morning they have a Sheeran months you get to hear it sometimes if you wake up early enough right you hear everyone is singing people are sleeping but everybody is singing they never have a problem waking up they're always there before the sicken and everybody has a Nigam so the pay of sugar goes through many many of the animals what does the frog sing about in the morning and what does this bird sing and this animal and that animal so fascinating so peyrac sheer especially we see this by the Malakand that in all of the world's and i love obsession call a bream a no-shit a really impatient with the old creatures this is what they do what they do with their life is they're busy saying sure they're busy singing the same i'm i lock up some bologna my grand my mindless coulomb I've never seen this with such boxes but into the same room all them I love them in all the worlds - the highest wool to the highest level they're always saying they're all saying is versus buffness with song and jubilation you have many my Vegas in my locker room we look at an angel you know a white winged creature who flies around the lux and kuba leader Amala really is a very subtle idea which we'll see and every my love's in its own world depends which world is different types of worlds different types of Melaka but he says the common denominator is their sanction the Simla enzym that's what we say every morning to sparta cologne that song right Staubach simcha live volcano ash a mushaf coulomb i'm them mush me and Mikkel divarella him so cool my ovum Coulomb brewed him and then we say poisonous beer mashiro of a simra maverick and Machado in the father in maritza and this is the whole introduction to krishna as we will see to understand that my welcome are seeing a shame a caramel look I got Wilma caramel and they're very dramatic words very poetic powerful words I mean unfortunately when you say something every day you don't stop to think about it but it's a whole experience that's being described in somehow but huzzah who instituted the new socata filler the Britta's krishna felt that this is apropos each morning to tune into this type of song of the Malakand until they finally explode oddish oddish oddish and that's this rough and then there's a fundamental Sakai dish they have another new circuit board of Quetta chemin Chi Minh then we say la que el burro from the emails she ate a nose the attendants mirrors she made a business professional and that ultimately finishes the first brother then we get into another brush Ava's only mouth done or a virap it depends on the noosa but the point is the love to us how both of em is so Bob and then you say schmeyer yourself what is this singing all about what are they doing exactly what is this that they don't know what to do with their life so they have to occupy their time so they see what what are they supposed to do what is this country this is we in Ioannina zoo when we speak about this type of linen he ate some Chuco so basically it's an expression of their intense sugar you know what Sugar's yeah they're intense desire pining they're intense pining and yearning dismissive of a gum called Sanath shop paraphrasing apasa can tell they have kissed sufen kiss ooh film is a craving a kiss kiss kiss often is a missus necks after mixer for become Colson off they have a profound yearning and their soul yearns and pines ladunka by his birth to connect with him blessed be he only scowl buried in Southborough hoe and to become included to become submerged to become nickel to become part of a cloud from the word cloud to become part of the oneness of the light of infinity blessed be the term he uses a fraction is as usually doesn't use the word God doesn't even usually use the word rahbaniya Shalom very rarely the term that's used this ain't safe bar ain't safe means infinity in the presence and the light light is presence and the expression of infinity they want to be submerged but taught me to call you Mahan Linden which occurs oubli half-sack max must say my mother took on Harris and this is not something to have absent inspiration once a year they get excited about God this is a craving a yearning that is not interrupted they actually don't have any other love they don't have any other desire they don't have another Alva they're only a ver their only experience of emotion is I want to be part of the ain't safe I want to be miss low in the inside I want to be part of infinity completely absorbed a my mom would chuckles call you may omit stomach it's constantly it's perpetual began a lamb I find out Harris not only don't they have another desire we have different desires we have different voids that we try to fill in different ways we have different cravings we have different aspirations so therefore even though there's a place in the human psyche of the human soul that has this it may not be consciously experienced by the Malakand and the medium there is no other average sugar this is there so lava so that's why they're always singing so they're singing singing as a form over here of yearning seeing there's a form as I'm trying to touch something I'm trying to connect to something it's a manifested expression of the souls of the angels yearning and craving to be one with God completely to be completely absorb absorbed in the early inside particle that's what singing is the God main lamb avoid a that is they also have no other avoid that come I todo mitzvahs a local don't have enough eyes I've turned them into shame goodness I'm shocked I'm on my Balu motto Toyland mitzvahs is actually the void of bringing down godliness no my love from above LaMotta down in other words Terry that mitzvahs is about sanctifying the world bringing it down they don't have that other every their lack of a dosimeter kuku snaps on the mat Allah my Allah their whole avoid is going up not coming down by human beings first of all we have other loves so we're not always singing we're singing but seeing the question is what's the meaning decides that they have no other avoiding room is their soul avoid that is the yearning the craving the seeking so Mahler the they have no avoid of tario mistress which is the opposite direction of bringing the Shimon down through time it's a different type of coming down yet recovery doesn't he stated Gustafson and Mottola my look there avoid is the spectacles the yearning of the soul no not no my alma mater but mammoth Allah my Allah I'm in a lower space and I'm striving I'm striving to go free to release myself to extricate myself and go into how high would should kazooie bit in the visible this reddish of sugar is expressed through singing Conoley dominion honey get as it's no end to those who understand that concept of a the concept of a saw the concert of a melody showing in his spineless her life on this basically as the heart emotes in yearning the person sings PhD control simcha via Shri Ganesh tell me readers that different types of mucuna there's a in that has within it a new emotion of joy of celebration there's a Megan that has in it emotion of marinus Medina sis frustration a sense of bitterness a sense of melancholy and angst and angst that the person is experiencing ah yes but the common denominator is anagen is a spotless alive meaning when the heart the heart so to speak explodes in a powerful feeling in a powerful emotional experience the person naturally burst suddenly he's not talking here about robotic singing we're now gonna sing the song let's start singing he's talking here about the that comes that grows out organically from the human beings heart it comes whenever there's a very deep emotion but depends what type of emotion some emotions will produce a negative simcha and some emotions will produce a of me readers so therefore by the malorum you also have different types of Anna Goodman but the common denominator is that there's an element of the stylist alive of sugar of course of course of course Malaika Samoset to erican every day there was a concerto in the bass on Victor it's hard for us to understand there was a huge Symphony that we're not you can have a hundred and twenty vocalists you understand a hundred and twenty vocalists standing on the steps by the hula in the morning and in the afternoon when they did the carbon in the morning carbon after the whole major and you had instruments and yet vocalists the whole mouth like a semi sector erican of the equations but path or the Eco shooters be clean if the main avoid of the Shearer was with the mouth the vocalist for was but CLE with the instruments right and many posts from holder the acres but CLE with instruments which in some ways is even deeper than there than to the mountain it's even deeper in them in some ways I'll call pom him so this is the common denominator of every single type of Nigam and this is the concept of the Malakand see now of course when he says yes because it simply has negative some arrears as he brings elsewhere very often one megan has both that's the power of some Nikodim one Megan has stands us that are filled with simcha stanzas that are filled with me readers or first me readers usually and then simcha and then a deeper marius and then a deeper summer some of the new gunam but in the gunam are about attention every and for it to be a powerful megan there is a tension there's a tension that is either resolved or increased either the tension is resolved or increased but it's a tension of the lathe is yearning for something does it reach it does it experience and how much does it experience it to what extent does it experience it and when it experiences it that itself comes through the previous tension and this is the spiral celeb that's expressed to a yeah the some alarm is is is there wished I could cause it's their yearning it's their craving that's why them I'll awesome are always singing because they have this kiss super faheen a prima zoo this pin Wahine a zoo replenish good sinus now you see really you could stop here this is very powerful stuff what a McGinnis yeah but alter never never stops he says this is really good scientist this is released and I wanna explain this not social Chinese when he says it's it's ideas yeah it's very clear mystic this is the whole of weight of the Malacca they say all them I lost him I just you know it's just the external stuff but he's gonna you'll you'll hear what he says and that's why he calls it to Chinese leg a be the Penan means it's called it Sonia's you know just to say that the home I love him it's all just you know it's just fluff he's not saying it's just fluff it's it's a nice leg a be the creamiest now what does this mean this is all concern is can no you doubt that as much this is let's give a much me show an epiphany mid-may sumela if somebody is standing inside in the chamber of the King it's an intimate moment in humanity mama had to do this a professional what are you gonna start singing about the king you're with the king - 8c LaHood's when you leave his chambers you go outside the island wants to know new oh you die baby ass a promotion now you'll start seeing this praises l'hospital going to like some smart member kymo cuddle or miss boba holy now we'll start extolling and telling the story praising the king how great he is how how how emotional it is and so forth now Ave the Rena which represents the thirsty yearning ultimately intimates that there is a distance when somebody is standing in the presence of the king embracing the king in a moment of intimacy they don't have the mental space to sing about the relationship you're in the relationship when there is tension when there's distance now you dream about the relationship you crave you yearn you write books you you compose melodies you write poetry because there's a distance there's a void and the void is filled through music music fills a void good music fills voids music comes to answer questions or to question answers one of the two music that doesn't come either to answer questions that the question answers is usually not worth the music notes you know what I thought a certain genre of music that's just what what it called noise it's called manipulation of notes manipulation of notes is probably a better description but there's a void here and because it's a void so you're trying to overcome a distance when you're with the king himself buzzing still what are you singing so the melaka we went in a circus mind matter now about some Cosby's of shame or right meiyan meiyan vs. lion lion vs. young age versus Maya yeah so even though the mulatto Marmol often they have no other avid ever know that shook nonetheless they're still on the outside why are they on the outside because the light is restricted because the light is restricted this one we say they're still in a state of its own ears and because of that they feel the distance and that's what creates the music now why is this called it Sonia's versus vs. venom is the difference between attorneys and chemists and simple terms in societies as the outside college votes prim is inside right kanima is the inside there's two types of people this is the lexicon of how about I said this speaks about two types of people open in me and it hits a hits in means somebody who lives for the outside appen in me means somebody who lives internally I'll discuss it in a very simple maybe very external fashion which is not addressing it I'm talking more concerning there are people that there basically what they do and they don't do is simply what the environment demands from them what we call ultimate conformists anybody is familiar with this concept people whose entire life is just a response to the outside I'm basically reacting we don't tell that to ourselves every moment cuz Ruby were able to live with ourselves who would become disgusting but our psyche become so accustomed to this type of life you don't even know who you are anymore you're just always responding and if you grow up in a certain environment with enough pressure and of brainwashing enough indoctrination enough penalties enough threats or enough incentives you must become like that and it's basically that you're not talking to anybody because that somebody is completely defined by others and those others are also defined by others and everyone is defined by somebody else so your whole life is on the outside there's nothing on the inside opening me is very different opening me there's a lot of fluctuations because it's internal it's internal so sometimes I hits in in many ways is there's no relationship you're kind of a relation cuz there's nobody have a relationship with but it's often consistent because there's no nothing disturb him cuz he's just responding economy there's hourly just as you read this this who you are who you are I'm not always the same person I have moments of up at moments I'm down a polemic struggles of clemmy fights but if cleanly means you're living internally you're living inside it doesn't mean there's no concept of all to fish may not zipper by opening me there is but it means that the panini is somebody who's internal they live internal they're in touch with themselves and they challenge themselves and they work with themselves that's generally doomed in a plebeian assets on a deeper level what it really means is you know they tell them ice but they say there was once a mouse and the mouse was living in a house and everything was wonderful the the hostess of the people living in those loved cheese and mice love cheese everything was wonderful one day they decided to too many mice to get a cat once the cat came in the life of the mouse became a nightmare so the mouse prayed to God and said why would you want to make my life miserable so God said what do you want so I want to have security I want to have confidence he says so what do you want says turn me into a mouse I mean turn me into a cat so God says no problem abracadabra could do and the mouse became a cat and was sauce of a simcha one day the owner decided to get a dog got a dog now the cat was miserable the cat says how she'll make me a dog no problem you're a good kid I'll make you thought it becomes the dog one day the owner decided that the dog is out of hands he became a powerful dog trainer and he starts disciplining the dog and zapping the dog and the poor dog is miserable God helped me what do you want now he says make me the man of the house if I'll be the man of the house finally I'll have me Lucas on Netflix I'll be in control he turns him into the man of the house he feels confident amatsu and then his wife comes home wife comes off and she gives him a piece of her mind about himself he's like rebinding shillelagh what happened God says what do you want is just make me the woman of the house the woman of the house finally I'll be the book God says no problem he becomes the woman of the house she or he standing in the kitchen with full tranquility and suddenly she sees a mouse I don't have to tell you what happens when he should sit cornice sees a mouse in the kitchen or anywhere else right the king of cakes of Moroccan dinner and it's not literally how college the collar herself so good so the woman tells God God God I can't I can't even have me look at them out that says what do you want she says make me a mouse that says that's what you were that's what you were so the mouse is trying to be the cat and the cat is trying to be the dog and the dog is trying to be the man and the man wants to be the woman and then the woman wants to be the mouse again that's what you were so this is it so sometimes people are scared of somebody who is scared of somebody else who's scared somebody else's scared of someone else who's actually scared of me and that's the joke of life right people's fear of somebody who they think has an opinion and that person is just responding to somebody else that ultimately in this circle it all comes back to the same person so it becomes very comical and interesting and psychologically complicated or tragic on a deeper level that we haver the concept of it sonia's versus premise in terms of perspective whenever something is relatable to the outside that's called Suetonius whenever something is relatable to the inside it's called con amis so how many levels of plumies and hit sonia's are there infinite infinite solar muscle you'll have a teacher and he has to give a shear the shear is a very profound idea there's the way he learns it to himself would be called the pious there's the way he teaches it he has to dull dilute the wine with water compromise the intensity of the idea because nobody will relate to it so he's giving over the seats aeneas of the sugar it's not a bad thing it's just he's giving over the external of it the externality the external layers of it why because if you were taking them into the internal depth of it the way he understands it for himself which is the premise it would be too overwhelming that's why he says the whole reading of the mawashi it's a very deep expendable it's shiniest why because it comes from a state of them being in an external relationship meaning what they get from God is not his intimate self but an external energy which fills them with a void and with awareness and with passion and that's why they're singing they're not inside the house they're outside the house I am a conclusion yeah measures of shaolin Zelizer I am a Concord and if not you Minh says that it's not a question it's an answer right the announcement says Musharraf Shah aalam Salem doesn't mean ass Salem means borrow from Martian soil Musharraf Cyalume Zelizer IAE Macomb Cloyd a they borrow from each other this awareness ie in the question of where that is the place where he is in the question of I am a crime fighter sometimes in the question you have it much more than in the answer because the question is what creates the song the question is what creates the void the question is what creates the existential angst and the pain of distance that allows a person to feel closed in I am a concluded because they're in a state of distance and mistake of distance the closest you can get this by feeling that you're far the feeling of distance that somehow that sometimes the closest you can get and that's a very deep relationship but it's a relationship based on the fact that there's a it's a mystic element there's an external energy that you're experiencing and therefore you have the mental space and you have the void to be able to sink to be able to yearn to be able to point this is the stylus of the nican the motion of the Nick that's why he calls it clinical science who again who in a massacre solve with it Cosmo year and a know we now come to the pasta can ashtray what do we say nationally remember what's the full Paseka they fare out to FOIA bu which it costs for our name so really Ashley Ashley is one of those capitalist that has bad I once saw an article by a non Jew so they asked him which poem which poem moves in most which poem that was ever written and makes him melt she says Psalms chapter one forty five so I was really and I'm thinking wow intelligence arms 145 and he already experiences board and be on board and what psalm 145 - Hillel the Dove Anatomy McCulloch I am Ella here we go in fact we want to give an example of saying something and I'm thinking what do we say ah sure but really when you think about ash today actually is a very powerful poem very powerful mismo so this man said that chapter 145 in some makes him melt you say it so many times a day you stop thinking about it so he's gonna analyze your a few piece of information first is Whitsitt costly renee no bits it costs a little in your righteousness they sink her in a bikini Tsukasa we see that Renee knows connected to the decision to sit Casa why he said that he may lose the condition the point is gonna be here you're on a new can only be when we speak about said Casa because we speak about said costs for therefore this Rena based on what we learned what Rena is therefore Rena is only when we appreciates Casa he said that's not what said the key Melissa condition this is a quote from Zoe I personally oh those who say personally aware of shoppers before Minister as the meaning of many for the introduction of tikkun is a there's a virtually ascetic Mahoosuc edition Saavik is the holy mouth of Hashem another with some alphas of Hashem is called Zedeck because dinner democracy dinner dinner said that said that said that teared up it said the cutest boy Tommy Sarah justice is the idea of dim a mother has to build his empire and his Moluccan din unsaid they con justice that's the key issue but said the critics but I myself had said that said it filters the schuftis Amish but say Beck and their forts ethic is associated with Mallos and therefore the energy that comes from it as a mouse cause is always restricted its with a cleared in which is always about a sheer a fixed amount a dim is always about a defined judgment and verdict and he says it's a man where Musker moissanite said the computer she ashram is misnamed coconut so mouth assumption absorb Mohabbatein sugar delay personally oh he says the ascetic whose the condition Marisnick said that which means static has a scale in which all the energy is weighed how much every person gets of the oil Malcolm and awareness of Russia okay see another parsec tells us into hilum said that mullah in me never said that fills your right hand what's the connection between said the Knesset came out who's the malkos cobalamin Civ the POSIX says in Ashley your mouth uses the mouse's of all the worlds what does this mean literally it means God is a king of all the worlds you have a king but may have a this is my little boy David cush whose car is Moscow by Lana wait what does he what's your Empire all the world is your Mallos that's what it literally means but after Emma's gonna tide share a little deeper that color lemon all the worlds receive their consciousness and energy from ma who saw all the worlds come for Mallos meaning Shan and a laburnum million of rymakov moonrise when a body is Baraka the truth is there's no error there's no comparison between the Boyar the creator and the NIV really created that the created beings could receive their fears from Hashem from me for you to give something to me we have to have a common denominator as we say in Yiddish from the Robin I can Maine's Amish proc theft of a common language you have a teacher you have students they don't share the same language they can't communicate to each other nothing I have I can give you nothing you have you can give me because this like different wavelength you know sometimes you'll have a mentor a teacher they speak to students but they don't know they don't understand not that anybody is bad or good it's just no communication the sight of communication means we have first have to establish that we share a platform that we share something common your emotions are my emotions your fears on my fears your insecurities are my insecurities that's why humor is a very integral part of communication why because when you're speaking to a crowd and the crowd mistrust soon and of course Jewish crowds mistrust anybody who speaks to them that's the essential to the Jewish psyche who is he who does he think he is consciously or unconsciously the first thing you have to gain is trust it's not about information a lot of people don't realize this they think they're gonna say brilliant if you're made nothing do with information if I don't trust you I'm not gonna listen to anything the only way I could trust you is if you're vulnerable if you're human I have to feel that you connect to me humor basically what it allows often to do is we both laugh at the same things we both deal with the same issues vulnerability any form of vulnerability humor is a the easy form of all nobility it's not that vulnerable but it's a certain form of it humanizes the person I don't take myself so seriously oh you don't think yourself so seriously that's good because I'm not a serious person so we could somehow connect so there has to be a relationship there's no giving to somebody to know so here is making a fascinating conversation God has nothing to give us he has nothing to give us there's no error between the liver and the bone it's not to say this is infinity this is finite air like a treatise maluca he has to become a MELAS it's Huma Luther that he actually connected till official use but if melis a layman can become imagine you give a share to a rap and you expect the rack to absorb the shitty Canada right in the Shiva some of you have heard as a cloth mr. Klotz you know where klutzes so would nobody ever told that okay you're lucky no no one ever told me it was a piece Oh okay so now you know it was a clutter that I'm not explaining myself well clothes know the clothes yeah he's nobody explain it again to give another marshal given clutching a cloth gloves they said once a bass a lady once set off I yield he says yes tremendous say after - Maya I haven't said what Zack is right he sits and learns 18 hours a day and he knows nothing he says for that you need to say after this Maya they learn 18 hours a day nothing should go and you need special help from heaven so that club are you gonna speak talk lots no give a marshal give an explanation it doesn't work sometimes you're speaking to somebody and they're busy texting it's not what you say it's not how you say there's no relationship I'm not in your world you're not in my world if not shot so there was a hakama speaking to a person that's not at the same air he says for us to experience divine life it's not Shia divinity is infinity is infinity the believer is a whole different reality so therefore there's no error unless Hashem identifies himself as a king as a leader a MELAS is a leader once he identifies in him the quality of leadership the quality of leadership create space for other nassif initial means a real leader we're in tuned with your constituents you're there for your constituents so Hashem as a mela redefines divine energy into finite energy it creates the commonality between the divine and the creation so now that fuse the sheer that he's giving is relatable to me it's relatable to meet relatable to my consciousness my wholesome mouthfuls color long car why lemon can only be here because of me the some malice because of Martha's gonna smoke weed but it's melancholy mankind okay young man because he's a mammoth therefore they get their existence and their existence is one that is defined as limited as restricted it's my heartbeat it's my consciousness if I was feeling the full intensity of the divine there was no other would be no I there would be no alum and there would be only the binary ain't safe excludes everything else so it's me there's a mouse who's that Kazama who's from allah's kalam him and the next line woman shouted up a hog over there only women in Tina's maken verdes penis man how come them Shekinah smokers mal who's her mouth use of all space alum in this space ma'am shelter her is your Maluku you ruled befall David there is man the whole world is defined by space and time relationship time and space David oh it is time generational and al-amin is eylem space smoker all of maka man's man what's maka man's man definition comes from Malthus said as man by maka maneuver-roid ambassadorship me I only I should cordon Bleus Omaha cleaners monomakh and claw now you got to wrap your brain around this one time and space are created from nothing to something before Bree asylum there was no time and there was no space in other words before creation there was no before we speak about before creation but really before creation there was no before the concept of before is also created which is how the Valentine explains when he heard from the market why Hashem decided to create the world five thousand seven hundred and seventy seven years ago if it was such a brilliant idea to create the world why didn't he do it fifteen point three billion years ago or maybe twenty nine point three billion years ago or maybe 60 million years ago right and the answer is before brie asylum there was known as a man the concept of as a man of time so you could say before why the great the world before that's creation itself time and space is a creation so when hein Stein came and was Mikado's in our century last century and he got the the Nobel Prize for the theory of relativity that time is really part of space time is a dimension is a dimension of reality so here he's telling you maka man's mind go together maka man's man look how do you think what would we need time had to be travel time is not created climber's is this a fact time is time time passes God created entire he created reality what about space how'd he create space had a great time see he says that's what you have to understand all while um in all space and all joy the concept of time is my foolish Marion Leah its Edmond completely and obreon so another with debris asylum is not a creation of physical material atoms of molecule molecules of the physical matter that comprises the universe now the very definition of time and space which are the boundaries of the world the parameters of the world within which matter exists all that is created well the higher you hilum leaders never I'm ashamed bout League volcanism on I'm welcome la fin de semana but there would be no way you can have created beings who are finite and they live within time and space and we don't know how to go out of that structure I can't go out of space and I can't go out of time I respect the once asked to students who is the greatest teacher in the world but he murders all of his students there's no teacher like him but every one of his student that he comes in contact with he kills his answer was time there's no teacher like time and there's no killer like time so we can't get out of that win the late motive rule la the cleanest malluci's but of shabbat shia winners man Noah Hashem Ella has a mother her son young would we always say desuka right Hashem Ella now Hashem all of him in maluca suddenly we speaking about crime in terms of him when he becomes a melon and others when he identifies himself as a melon comella means you're a leader you can't be a leader if you don't have anybody to lead there's no relationship its concept of marriage malice says in Kabbalah is the feminine why you can't be married to yourself although many people think they could but in reality even the Supreme Court at least for present for the present is muy de that you can't be married to yourself the law may change at some point after all most of us have split personalities so why can't you be married to yourself and get a group discount and there would be more Shalom bias because the arguments would be between years okay in your psyche so there wouldn't be hollering there wouldn't be screaming and so forth but nonetheless even modern world recognizes for marriage you need other nests other nough staking somebody else seriously which is the challenge of marriage not to take other people seriously you can't get mad I mean you could get married but you know what it looks like you become a married man when you start taking somebody else seriously what to quote one philosopher who said we don't love other people we love our version of them when I love my version of you I don't take you serious I take myself seriously and I put you into me that's not malice and you have two types of leaders one leader is not talking one leader the only reason he's a leader is to feed his ego so that's not Mallos I need you to be me so actually I'm not a mellow common effort a mammoth means I don't need you to feed me I'm fine therefore I can actually be here for you understand this mouths go see it doesn't me what we call a king louis xiv or tsar Paul or Alexander we're talking to the concept of Malthus means a leader for me to be a leader after be able to think about you that means I don't need you to feed my ego because if I need you I'm not a king I'm a slave it looks like I'm a king really I'm asleep are you a king boris life I'm sad a couple that came to me so there was an issue over there so the woman says he never consults me never talks he's like a dictator in the house she says are very Jacobson why don't you tell my wife this is our Rambam people start quoting Ram bombs and therapy sessions you know it's the Saudis rambam is good Morris because then it's not that many more it's already God doing the job and God tells them what to do and once God once God tells you how to treat your wife then there's nothing to do so it's a divine right yeah so I said what the Rambam I mean I knew what she meant but I played dumb Rama no this is Suri beer that a woman has to treat her husband like a melon yeah in her eyes yes to be a mother explain this to my wife that I'll be tighter I'm the king first of all you should read the whole album over there that one law that says you have to love your wife as much as you love yourself you have to respect your wife more than you respect you so so how does that work with a melon then it's a limb expect you what am l f is a Melek means that you're so confident that you don't need another person to feed your void because you're a wholesome person and therefore you could be completely dedicated to that person that's what a king is a king is so confident it's so wholesome internally that they could suspend themselves and tune into the other person's needs tune into your world if a king means I control you because I hate myself so I need you to be subservient to me so I could feel good about myself I'm not a king I'm a slave I'm being the king because I'm a slave I'm completely a ping means I said yeah after and this time with ramen I'm gonna say something very very deep and he also says that the woman has to treat him that way because in a very interesting way women have the power to help men feel like this about themselves which feminism feminism did not do so well in that sense it didn't a lot of women forgot about their power because they're trying to be men so they forgot about the power of women okay but that's a separate circuit so the point here of Malthus is very profound mouthfuls is where God becomes finite why because if I'm to be in a relationship with you I have to create space for you if not it's not a relationship with you to relationship with me I'm Adam Ella a melon below yeah so my Lucifer is what creates I love men would create my cold over there that's bitter some olives and therefore he's gonna come back as well see this is what explains what's it cost is what your and a new is which is devoid of them.i walking which is talking tiniest as we look at it less is my ink in the oiling saber who adds Marrakesh my cane who ain't myself kiss my cane who am i safe how does one grapple how does one wrap their mind around the concept of infinity of a definition of our world is safe its finiteness everything exists within the realm of finiteness there's nothing that's not finite our faculties are finite our perceptions are finite and just as every piece of matter is basically consists of three dimensions we speak about length we speak of breath and we think they speak of height there's a fourth dimension and that's that I mentioned he's saying here that I mentioned of his a man of time so there's no three dimensions there's four dimensions just like everything occupy space which is called maken everything exists in time how does one appreciate the concept that there's something outside of time something outside of space what does not occupy space so we can have some muscle of something that occupying space in terms of a soirée for example take a smart as syphilis an intellectual logical idea there's a Sparta and Gomorrah I might see Matt have a knee Oliver ah where's it's morrow it's a smart I might see make Aveda the onus the burden to bring proof if you want to take away something from me you have to bring proof not me just smart where does that smart exist in your brain and before your brain was formed it didn't exist with the wisdom akhom of this smaller so obviously it doesn't have a mahkum - to me sound like the smart exists here in this unit in space mad rich and somewhere else man it exists in the world of logic in the world of idea this is called maken Ruffini not malcolm - me it exists in a mahkum ruin in an animal kingdom you can give it a geographical space in terms of physical matter everything occupies physical space geographical space but now we have to understand the concept that transcends space it transcends time and not just physical space and time but even spiritual space even conceptual space seho smart doesn't have a physical space but as a conceptual space it exists in the world of cycle where is that world it doesn't have a weir it exists in my brain it exists in your brain it exists before our brains were formed and after our brains it's not limited to a certain space but there's still a concept of maka Brooklyn so here he says just like that genius can't communicate with his student why can't he communicate with the student because there's absolutely no common denominator there's no sharing there's no platform that they both share and therefore there can't be communication all communication is based on the fact that there's common ground this commonalities I speak to your world I speak to your mind I speak to your heart but I have to speak to you not at you if I speak at you I'm not communicating with you I'm communicating with myself so therefore I have to find me in you and I have to find you and me I don't find me and you I can't talk to you and if I can't find you and me I also can't talk to you and you can't talk to me so God can't talk to creation wouldn't me talk here doesn't mean talk it means create here means create wouldn't mean he can't he could do what he wants he could do what he wants what it means is you want creation to be finite and it should be divine because it's coming from the divine yeah very paradox so the divine has to find creation in himself in other words he has to find the Google in himself and that's what malukas so whenever we say all of existence comes from me that's our mouth Oh Smith is a mouth closed means that the reminder solanum can be also identified within himself the quality of one thing to be in a relationship which is moldos which is what a real leader is a leader is a very deep form of relationship because as I said the leader is not seeking himself if you're seeking yourself you're not a leader you're a slave the leader is really there for the people that's the definition of a leader the Gemara says in hurtness after hideous i'm Gamliel summoned two of the two over the great comment of a compound a Shinto becoming to see him and they refused I mean I'm Leo says come a Duma Adam shush rorani noisome ahem I would the son annoy so much you think I'm turning you into leaders I'm turning you into slaves into serpents what do you think leadership is you think leadership is people serve you you nobody serves you you serve the people so perhaps if there's such me a house and don't thought that's not such a sickness where's your shoe I told my son obey no claw him I dineymarie Shack lion so now she brings one of the petitioners claim is you have enemies you know what you do have tell all a I'm sorry it's improv and call in melee and turn them into community leaders that's it you need make sure they get elected as chairman of the board for the next the next meeting and that's all you ain't call in my lane the job will do it okay so that's more in a humorous fashion but then it could is a mouthful is if I become a Mela because I need your validation because I need the attention because I like the publicity then I'm actually a slave to my throne I'm a slave to the people so therefore the real malice is that I could suspend myself and be there completely for the people in other words tune in to you so mythos amalouna is what creates Zaman and mock line in Ilocos and from that comes a world which is a divine with divine energy that is defined by space and time that is defined by Hashem Allah Hashem l a-- a sham al hashamayim with loyal avert as we say in chakras from the sukkah mental Hillerman he heard them before mark Strama that is the other end is DeHaven is the awesome see continues my shaker buddies say Bharatha Watchmen Shakur schmack a no a my scythe I didn't safe itself like the name represents kiss my Kano ain't myself it has no such since it has no safe so therefore you need mouth-to-mouth whose color lawmen who I'm shall to have a hold over there it's the balloon me there's a mouth that allows for space and me the sam'l who's that allows for zoom on the whole alum in and behold over dirt it's me the some mouth hose that allows for both this is alt explain Zephyr Zephyr after Fabio it's at Costco year on nano so remember the Mahalo he he got into the issue of Romney was simply Basia desire says even to assemble Simcoe boy on the phone have been known as simply is morning ranana is night what's the difference between your nun and simcha what is morning what is night she explains that our void of the mala him and all the creatures like it says imperative is to sink there singing all the time all song he says comes from an explosion of emotions from a yearning from a craving from aspiration of course there's songs that represents bitterness or frustration as songs that represents some of them but is the person experiencing something higher that they're there they're clinging to their craving that's what Shira Shira is and the Malakand their whole life have this chuka this craving that never gets interrupted because there's nothing else to interrupt this Alva there's no ghastliest interrupted and they also don't have another avoided like Terry on mitzvahs and therefore their whole avoid that is shreya Nana to sing which is the historical the craving to be included in the insights and he says at nonetheless he passed khun's up this Renault nose hit Sonia's when you're in the house in the chamber of the king with the king himself why are you talking about him only when you go outside when there's a distance that's when you start experiencing the song so he starts to explain this is which is costly Renae know coz said that is basically the Sawyer says Mahoosuc addition which is like a scale Mose Nate's epic said that male him in there cuz he starts explaining what mouth was so now goes right the fish ice ninja sleepiness malluci is bored he began a said that the cosmology mean a couple in the same in with has that's why the posix eyes into Hillary said that Malo you mean ethical which literally means your right arm is filled with justice your right hand is filled with justice but he says really what we're saying is something deeper and that is since the theist comes from mouth closed so we understand why said the Kamala Amina because said because the pinna of mouth knows de nada ma who said dinner it's based on structure it's based on justice it's based on verdict Mushaf to Assam mishpat said it said that he who did and that's the scale me the some mouth who's to make sure that everyone gets the feels that they need according to a mid with a just sheer amid the Kolkata Machado from sir in delay like a scale and therefore he says said the Kamala you mean after why because since the highest comes from Malthus was she said it so it fills your right arm meaning it represents your min and fasted commander McHale killed high in possesseth since the fears of all the elements is from alcohol so that means Malthus is connected to you mean because they're the source of high and Michalka climate acid is giving so that sabic fills your right hand because your right hand which gives life has to be through Malthus if not you give something that doesn't relate to people so just like when a person communicates you have to which is a form of hesse said there has to be that said that has to be the mouth was it has to be tuning into their world this is the concept of me the sama looks at said that Kamala you mean natural you mean which is giving has to be filled with me the sama who's which allows him to become from a safe to redefine the energy as an energy that is relatable to existence save now the passage says Virata Mathias Coulomb its washer mine the Hamish Knox of and we say this every morning it's from the Nemea P Doge trophy shot the Mathias Coulomb Akash let's wash to Miami Hamish Davi to begin this bit of his scholars this our Hampshire for after Mathias Coulomb you give life to all and therefore it's washed mine will Hamish baffling all that sloshed a mine which represents all the heavenly troops the heavenly legions which other angels sins they recognize that the anthemic is Poonam through me the sam'l host via former stock of him therefore they pass through prostrate themselves the he made him as beatles l who burned inside bharanam circle miss lavish a penis Malakal Ozzy awesome this beetle this dedication of Varsha Miami how much talk of him is that the Malacca Mar craving to connect the hawk to bow down to you so he says because this bit bull is buried inside parandham shahu miss la bocha penis maluca laugh is on the earring so if that comes into them of course comes into Mallos its name chakra miss lavish the mall house and the recognition of medicine mouth holes brings them to a sugar to reach a sham himself ki a louisville oil amid a surface wash a mime the hamish back of him when we talk about is an expression in c free a love the light illumined ice of Milosz m bulker a new a love you call out to him not to his mid this you don't you don't dive into his mythos you dive into him in other words even though their experience is through malkos where they're looking is for him they're looking for him in the mouth so the mela what do we have here we have the visit costs earlier than a know the history costa hashem that comes from recognizing said casa what said cosa said kostas the fears that comes through mouth hose this creates the aaron a new this creates the song this creates the Nenana the cells they heard after clear beer is it costly renee no that's the hampshire's of the pasta they share of to Freya bo will you read these supplements like it's nice prose but it's hard to understand the words xavier means the memory raft or photo of your tremendous goodness yeah bu they express which it costs her your justice your inane who they sing about so he says understand this pasta can a deeper way the puzzle is telling all story peers to flourish poverty Austin M says Mary Lombardo when you speak about to throw your goodness what's the connection between Zeta of to rehabilitate costly inane to flow represents - paths are highest from Hashem for all the world's mahakal high in the tacit that's what's called tufa commercial costs of Emirates advocate Oi the passage says enroute Sadiq Imran Siddiqui tithe possibly new Shia tell that sadek that he is good she says charter evil can establish or mccoshen must be a mile of a diamond doesn't getting into the details I'll just saying City Kabbalah it's explained that SABIC is basically - how you saw it Sadiq aside eylem the concept of his side is the connection from the mush spear to the macabre it's about an intimate connection between the giver and the taker so it's a big which is mythos how you saw it is Micajah omar emi alone Wahda island it was what what what connects the flow of energy from the highest to the lowest from the higher world to the lower world so that is generally the connection between toys and the Micajah from allah Madelyn commercial Asif Keiko Bashar my mover Eretz the caustic says he colbus from the harsh a module about water but affair is vanity so far height Robuchon I move onit's in the targum says with our gumo the athlete the targum says on it the athlete Bhishma Oh Byron he's one with earth and heaven so you have here the meter of his side which is coiled Akasha medulla is has said guru the fairest Nate's authority coil bachmeier Voris it connects to my Amon eretz so it's the connection between the Mafia and The Mikado so to follow where it presents you goodness which is the flow of energy into the world and Toyo is the concept of Sadiq which connects all of the worlds the raft of law is not just type a new comedy be revolvers my tragus adding cats Myriad's of levels that are infinite and the cleanest espousals we need to somebody like this my oil Lombardo no actually I didn't say for Hoboken a small hole sorry la havas Allah Hafiz never I'm adding cats Raph - who is the infinite evolution from one world to another world to another world to another world until the arranged save goes through all of these transitions where it gets restricted because ain't safe itself is infinite and then it gets restricted until it can enclose itself and what we call me thus amorphous and give tithe to all of the worlds and this is Ralph Topher Mohini Peters ATF to kind of clean Isaiah Varla McGinnis enough to clear B and that's why it says a here of tufa whoa we can relate to his as a a memory as the korenev raft ova raft oka means the island safe itself which is ain't safe a person cannot comprehend it all he can have is a Zeta for example when a person has a Zeta we remember something so it's not like Xavier of Toby was just as a current the motionlessness brought a new me you mentioned somebody's name so a person remembers them through their name so how much of them do they remember they remember something something of the name of the person so Zeta of two three rbu means that the Zeta of raph - that they express with all the cocky Renee no should mistake accompanists off from this caliber and say brother who shot I'mI'm ia makan quitter that's why you ran a new what is Iran a new they craved to be absorbed in the earning stuff and they say where is he I am a concrete so here we have the pasta they fear of two variables it costly renamed RAF to Fleur is the infinite flow of energy that comes into the world what do we express only Isaiah of it because it has to go through the process of restriction in order to be able to create a finite world but Mela what's the result of its it costs kuririn a No so when they experience it costs for which is emitted some alphas near our naina this creates a song and that's why they say I am a client curve either they want to get absorbed in the inside of their yearning because there is a void knock Sheamus other better and safer who I'd smell like the cleanest Maluku cleanest of casa they have know our saga now the inside himself only the way he's defined through me this amethyst which is the source of the tears of all creation which it Kozma and if it's at casa creates feeling of urine a new of ranana which is trying to overcome the Gulf and trying to touch and be absorbed in the infinite so they're very very aware of the divine reality and they sense they sense that what they're getting is the pinna of its it pasta and therefore it creates the ki-suh from the chuka which is what rena represents that's the meaning of the positive asia after therapy was it last year and a new because melissa is Maha sky London and shout the Kaaba call over there everything we know about existence including spirituality has to be based on the emitter some alko's which is like the the sieve it's that step that that converter the adapter malthus is the adapter that adopts ain't safe into something that's relatable to safe relatable to Zaman and maken there could be a la meme that could be d'oeuvre and there could be time and space mouth loose is like the adapter the converter in which it adapts itself the aid Soph adapts itself to ah adapts itself to structure even the highest spiritual structure because it's only and therefore it creates you remain and he says for so this is the chakra in nan de beer amps now we go back this is why the Zohar said that written even to a session be similar boil of fun of banana rinona is at night simply is by day meaning Ramsey made the sly La Mina is connected to night tonight which represents darkness why because it's the darkness that creates the music there's no music like the music that's created by darkness that is the deepest form of rina because the darkness allows a person to experience the void the distance and from that depths from that depth jana when he's in the stomach of the fish he says me Maya maka from the depth of darkness one reaches out there's no song like that song cuz song captures the full tension of human existence the Jarama of human existence it fuels the profoundest emotion because you're trying to overcome and deal with that void deal with that darkness so he says that's what desire means you're in aa real Reena Zimmer is created from night what's the connection to everything we spoke about not that a person is an avoid now of course voids exists on many levels but the first void exists in penis mal Jose is born when a person is experiencing Hashem small cosmos her mouth was called a lawmen me Larson Helen here is a new tie to nylon net we touched alum in your mouth holes so you have muscles Oslo has three interpretations Peter sharp our is Muslim uncle's call a llama means your mouth loose extends to all the worlds a fresh radishes mouth closes may I do that push Trump's mouth closes United States of America okay now whose car where is it call a lemn this world all the world's that's the path to spiritual party Paulo tang attaches malkinson it's not a spirit just the ointment well who's her mouth was column means all along with the concept of Ireland the concept of space or the concept of time behold David Aaron is only mouth only because of mullahs mythos amazos in with the finite emerges because the infinite needs to create space for other nests hey mallesh Malaya but he says because of that Malka Malka scholar lawmen from the word Halep sagem RM sockin Duffman I think alum is Malaysian Helen the word Olam comes to the word Helen concealments ash Malayalam sub de cámaras Ashley the Helen cash Ames Annie mr. Vanek ashame Johnny now she brings a llama lotion Helen concealment because of Malthus ha by definition the highest spiritual experience in our world is dark why is it dark because it doesn't touch infinity because it's for moldos so mouth loose mouth was column milosz inhaler so that's why the level of the oil that's revealed to the Malacca which is me thus a mouth owes its meatus Lila why is it me this Lila because the ATS meais of the iron scythe cannot be expressed it cannot be cannot be manifested me the samel whose creates the concealment it doesn't allow the full energy to be communicated so that's why rinona which comes from Malthus always comes from a state of darkness now of course that's very high level of concealment but from there ready it trickles down more concealment then till this complete concealment pause atoms will be Gemara this is really me rumors and Gemara sardis lahaska mid this lie low being so fascinating sucia till here between the Cabal and the miglin's the Gemara in the sector brothers that fear Dallas the gomorrah says why do we say yo sir earlier variations in chakras whose talk about darkness by night we speak ash abattoir a merry are robbing a merry vairam he creates Arif in the morning we say yurts are all very hush so the Gomorrah says sorrows lajas give me the sly love the island you have to mention the media of Lila the concept of Lila even by day he says the hind of commission before bizarre laughter all of Holies and seem in life that everybody knows only about paths he doesn't even finish the sentence desire says and in life you have to have lalala smaller be Amina the left side always has to be submerged and included in the right side in other words the to mid-ice mid the comm in this Lila has said which is our urine and gora which is Lila what to be integrated it has to be a synthesis what shop shopping tomorrow is I day she must seek him official vellum chelating safer who your suspicious is Rea like a famous target given itself my love is Baraka through the culture you can have the young when a person recognizes that the whole range self is concealed in other words Jasha special system which is a posse came to hill he places darkness as his concealment Hashem is in a state of Croatia this creates this tychicus this creates the ranana this creates the song so therefore you have to mention with us Lila buying because it's the Millis Lila that allows the person to create the yime commercial costs of nafsi Avicii saw Val ila you Shia how nobody tells us and parrot cover my soul craves you at night was upset night was upset night Peters so I'm a lock of this burner who had a knife she otter a person tells us you're my soul you're my soul Lacaze v-sit oh that's where I crave you the pleasure is ours Oh mr. McGuiness lyova Helen because it's all concealed in a state of night or the traffic ticket alike shook about Joseph Lea city city that's why there's such a unique intense craving there should be a visa but conoid as it's known shall i shy at a view chuckle the savviest available mission huh still enough Shama Shama sovereign law there's no other without a void there's no chuka there's no craving to have a real title to something unless you're missing it unless there's a void is an emptiness in your nefesh so when somebody has it he has it there's no experience of it there's no craving to it the reddish of trucha comes from distance when I feel the emptiness I desire so when the person in the Marshall that he said before when the person is always in the presence of the one he loves and there's always intimacy there there's no sugar there's no peace offering there's no hava because it's there it's there expression kind of timidity a night I know only when there's a distance as Nava de Milo says some of the kunafa come a little bit sorry why because I'm the arid see over is bulimia came back why because he sees as much something sustained as means a la vie à la vie when I will be back I - cause he sees her I will be able to look at you the way I looked at you when I was in a barren earth in a barren land Eric see of are you see Amin's parched parched earth where there was when there was no water so that's why you Shia now she is sick Herbal Island now there's a very interesting deal care that's easy to miss Opie dick talk now she he says it as either a but it's very profound now Shiva seeker doesn't make sense in grammar and Hebrew grammar either you say EVC kabbalah or not she if Saba Lila cuz now she means me my soul if he sits or means I want you EVC I want you by Lyle at night so in English would be my soul I want you at night either you say my soul wants you at night or I want you at night either Sainath sheafs acaba lila or evey citable I thought elaborate types is looking Titus Peter sorry Malacca this vertical knife she oughtta two separate things now she is not him now she is God since you're my soul therefore EVC curb alignment nasi at Ian said not not she visit he's talking - um since you're not she what is what what is this idea he said what does it mean have a relationship with God since we spoke many times in that a visage Shem is really a ver to your ultimate self Alister Shem is really the Avot to who you really are it's an upset a visage shemin's there's some creature in heaven that you said now you gotta love him what love what who what when yeah every person has a visa you have our session you don't need a visa you need self-love if you have self-love you have other sense if you hate yourself you can have a session our session means really the love of your true self not she you're my soul because what is a human being human being is divine energy a human being is divine infinite energy but it's by line last night it's all concealed it's all bark person doesn't feel their true consciousness person doesn't feel what their true soulless it's a state of Lila and that creates EVC huh so he Shia is saying that Lila is actually what is the impetus to springboard for the tiger for the chuka for the craving for the yearning it's the void so therefore the Gemara says you have to be masking me that's Lila being because the Yom comes through the Lila fits it Cusco is what creates you're on a new nature of to Freya be you because ma who's the mouse was come element that creates the the the you remain however when the person already has it they don't feel the intensity of the yearning and therefore the real concept of Swonk which is about a yearning it's about an aspiration it's about overcoming the certain tension either in a state of me readerís or a state of simcha maybe this means your mama's don't have it and you're bitter about it simcha means you feel that you can have it and that's why you're so happy but it's coming from overcoming the void that's two types of Laguna that is all the concept of Renato Verena the selling in Boyle the fun of bring on this is the shot when we say boy you will the fun of banana so every word this Mohnish meticulous wasn't me come before him bearing on what do you have to come cuz you have to show up I mean Matt de la Milo you have to come from a lower space to a higher space Lux's main article goof to extricate oneself from the sheath of the GU full of Lucian official bombers and the cloaks of the animals so with of caballos but if to connect ru de ranana the cleanest ram so me thus lila through the non which represents night he finished a muster of a lubbers but inside were homogeneous alabaster now we understand why it says boy you love funnel you have to show up you have to combi ranana in other words you're not there you have to lift yourself up and enter lutheran on why because the person is actually in a distant place the person actually is in a state of Lila the person is in a state of alienation there's no relationship but there is a yearning for a relationship there's Lila Lila means dis concealment I don't feel I don't know I'm confused of course Lila itself can have Myriad's of levels how deep the darkness is but even the highest Malaga who experiences everything it's only moldos and therefore they're looking for the rinona for the swamp so when a person feels disrespected couse sober you'll have fun of he shows up here anon Rizzo in burro's shame quite methuselah lombard we are after that's why the cars output in baroque shameful sedan but before the hafting entirely you don't have it and tell you go from Schneider all straight tube after Sascha Malekith but we know as the Gemara says it's often that the instituted to put in borrowed shame quite monticello avoid before raft why because based on this that me thus Lila has to be there in order to fuel the oil when the person understands that the fears of all the world's only comes from Alice where godliness is completely concealed the earrings safe is completely not recognizable which is why our consciousness is finite even though it's all divine energy because it's divine energy that's filtered through malice and therefore its complaint safe element is concealed now in this world even the safe element is concealed even the limited energy is consumed but even in the highest worlds of the Malacca the Ange safe element is concealed so we understand that before vow after you say Barack said I knew shallow Vava of in the heart has to comprehend a Sbarro venom sunshade venom Shara shame her rmer in safer holiest void Malthusian the Hara Gila Longford LaMotta a Dinkas Shia days a guerrilla Abbas Hashem who I didn't say para homage the introduction to vow after his Baraka shame what his Barack's ain't played moccasin island wat borrow as he will say soon means grafting and Mathias maverick maverick us again friend brief is a pool it means bringing something forth so borrow what comes down is shame what is a shame a shame is a horrible myth I hear somebody's name I can't know their essence from a name a name doesn't tell me in essence it tells me who the person is I know their name but it's only a name even on a deeper level you say somebody has a name a name of something a reputation it doesn't capture their essence in fact more often than not people's names and who they are as nothing to do with each other right the matter says every person has three dimensions is who you are is who you think you are as do other people think you are it's very seldom that the three match who you are who you think that is a fourth thing will your wife thinks you are now that often maxes who you are but that becomes complicated a little bit so who you are who you think you are your name is your name for yourself your name like when you think about yourself what do you think of and then there's what other people think of you what they think of but it's not gonna do with you so that's shame so he says borrow to shame what we have here do we have God as energy in this world of course the whole world is a night Malvado but it's his name what credits his name it's hit sign is what means good sign is it's the way he relates to the consciousness of the world so when we speak about God we never speak about God we always speak about ourselves that's the assignment when we speak about God we're never speaking about him we're speaking about ourselves just like when we speak about other people we're not speaking about them we're speaking about ourselves when one when one can appreciate this then one could get into a real relationship when I speak about you I'm not speaking about you I'm always speaking about me how do I really touch you that's even with human beings who share so much in common but still I'm not talking about you I'm talking about me I'm talking about your name all I know is your name somebody once said a line he says all we knew about say Ave ramble Finkelstein was that his name was none of them Oh Finkelstein sometimes all you know about somebody's name is that it's not his real name so that's what about God so borrowed shame and now a name is very significant because the main captures your projection the world is not a small place but a thermos is cooler it's all you but it's bar of shame and that why cuz it's quite marvelous if it has to go through moldos what small hose a malleable ayah and this is lawyering on where this goes down loyal and vote LaMotta then gets throughout all the worlds in other words it's this disarray permeates every universe wherever this consciousness to the lowest lowest lowest space therefore vow after sasha Milliken was about the Chimel occur it is devoid creates an IVA what's the Arve that he wants is a particle mama schlissel Akasha bacala Volkov home absolutely love kookaburra he wants that have ayah which is ain't side should be Alocasia the two should become one that your God should be behalf this Hashem should be le carefully that should be your God another I should have a relationship with you not on my terms but on your terms the real essence so are the words also add that idea you think it's redundant shame and mouth was st. is highly redundant huh chemicals me beyond what you perceiving it what do you were young perceived in the same shame is just what you perceive you want to know what's quite malluci what is it my sniffing shape it's a good harder it's a good order let's leave it for now but it's a good harder it's a very good honor so that's the Duff crucible okay so the bar of shame is like the lie low again which creates the ranana which creates the rafters a Shambhala cow now let's begin a few lines another few minutes let's begin what he starts off the next step out of coals over thinness Mamata love my love Loyola fond of Isaiah Berlin honor this is all when you're going up this way you're starting down and you're trying to come up so boy you'll the fun of you want to approach there's always ranana there's a void and you sing out and sing your voice and the Gemara is MacTavish that there's a reason to celebrate the void because it allows for the music it allows for the music and then is rinona the catalytically is to avoid the sodom that's always how avoid the begins you don't begin any other way what's the source for this vitamin and Shabbos eye enzyme Cabrillo social oil member asiashanks of other no higher this is again he realize you know the Gomorrah the Gomorrah says with a very interesting thing I think was a then he saw that the Debbie hood was in a very good mood it was like the God allowed or this is whatever you want to ask you can ask in a very open move some say this says I have a question what's this question in the farm goats always go ahead of sheep why he says ah cabrillo special oil because that's how the world was creating it voracious a shy some other night the first darkness than light so that she says that sheep are usually white and most goats are black dark by he every like that's death the end of the story you have the greatest person of the generation says you can ask and but what would you ask if you get an opportunity to ask the greatest drew anything you want what would be your first lesson that itself is a good question to think about right what would be the first question what's the lottery number what's what what would be the first question why okay so his first question he wants to know why sheep go far after goats this he couldn't sleep for sixty years so that the answer is much better because that's how God created the world first darkness then then what then light so obviously there's a there's a profounder element air but the Emmis is that it represents a whole a whole Mohammed and so here he's made omelets very big Kitson that before simcha there's always rinona before the night that date is always nice so he says that's that that's how it starts the voice I saw the Miss bodacious Hashanah someone alerted me this year what's me the CEO in me this gem is the opposite me this joy means I'm Jacques failing cypher Camille my element this is how the ain't safe comes down from higher to lower the slavish by elements of sillies bleed serious ear premise if there was a sham discipline this is not boil ofon of banana this is even though assertion be simcha it's not that he use that a sham gives in a concealed way it's that the age size directly comes down into the world how when a person experiences this it doesn't create your own honor create some man that's why senses in the morning she's a yeast Erna my lisanna shamless alarm a lock and here's with a neshama shrubs Tamala homologue the mainland that Peniston evolved at the malla only has remained the Mashable says rena sheep in a silo of his skull Islamic ulama the mollusk calls in one direction male motto lamella that's why the camera is so astonished that yeah cos melaka will open the earth but the Emmis is that stuff right over my walk its oiler he's always only and when he's only easier than his only it's always more Mottola male it's one direction in other words is trying to get out of something it's trying to go up always trying to go up and that's why he's singing my thanking the psalmist is wrong the actual I'm avoid the nice service they also have that void of of Rena shall bestow have them next the starters the starters it starts with night but there was have another offer what's the other vendor gonna some shot come on my little Martha melomelody lay the opposite direction the hamsa chakra that comes from higher to lower from concealment to revelation not from darkness going outwards upwards to light but from a higher state of something which is an aloof state to come out in Gimli should call simply is gallows up nummies and that's what's in says there's a difference between song and Simba all similar is always the pinna medias gets revealed that's what joiners famous expression ain't simcha Qataris oscillators there's no joy like when the fakest get resolved whenever pious an inner truth comes out that's what generates a man to put it in other words similar verses depression are not emotions you don't have casted Gura Taveras nets unhide you so it's similar more answers rather axle is depression blacks all emotion you don't know who you are what simcha does is it removes like when you have leaves blocking the sewer you remove everything and all what's internal could emerge that's what symptoms is gallows of nummies that's why you see when people are in a very happy state their full self emerges things that they didn't even know about themselves or things that they've tell somebody that's really from them but usually this blockages what similar does is it is this Gallus economies and it affects this gala supply miss and that's and that's what's amiss so therefore in aa is on the contrary here nomina comes from the void from the distance from the yearning that's what creates song key sufen miss alum calls an option that's what a real League Innes anagen is paying tribute to yearning it can't concrete eise's nothing it expresses the key softener tonic that's why it's brought he brings that new Gundam without words aren't much deeper than a Goodman with words cuz lyrics even very sophisticated profound lyrics always contain the energy I'm Lincoln without words you don't even want to be defined by words it's a different type of the different type of communication a without words while tanya was a big composer so a lot of isn't a good amount with words like a Vina McCain okay leotta called ID defect will you hear all these experiences by the way in his new gonna but then he has Nocona without words the famous one is the dollar Bubba's the famous dollars Bubba's without words African because there's no words why is there no words cuz the kiss often are more infinite there profounder simply something else simply is the Plinius comes out but Mela one is Mamata lamella yearning and one is know my dilemma Timon my dilemma is that the harder deeper inaccessible unconscious reality emerges and the person is overwhelmed from joy the state of ecstasy it's a state of intimacy it's a state of oneness when the outer becomes one with the inner in dinner the outer is frustrated by not being one with the inner in similar the outer becomes one with the inner because the inner comes out into the outer in the into the outer there's an element of simcha that's the definition of cinema and this is on a voyeur that the neshamah has it in my Worcester doesn't have how the Duchamp experiences it will continue but that's a separate avoid of simcha that comes dark in the morning not not not at night this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot play you Shiva net / donate