Near Death Experiences TESTIMONIALS (Afterlife Series #5)

um last time we spoke about this idea of near-death experiences now that you saw idea that we're trying to bring out is not just to watch people who uh went through difficult times and came out of it okay that's obviously not the Kon here we want to bring out an important concept to see that everything that was brought down already in the talm in especially in the z m word for word everything seems to be exactly what these people speak out there are a couple things not but I'll speak out later why that's that's also not but uh B we find that these near-death experiences that we obviously have only been able to see in the past 50 60 years the number one guy who started this whole trend is someone by the name of Raymond Moody okay in the 60s he's the one who wrote the first book of life after death as he calls it and he has you know he has many many cases over there he was just starting the beginning of the rungs nowadays I told you as a 20 years ago there's over there were over 30 million cases of it 12 million in America alone and this obviously by now there's millions and millions of cases and you don't make up you don't I'm sorry there as of 20 years ago there was 13 million not 30 million 13 million cases of it you don't make up these types of ideas okay it's obviously not like this this person especially I think it was a talid her this Elizabeth Keras this Elizabeth Keras she herself was an atheist and believe in God at all but she investigated into it with hundreds and maybe even thousands of people if I'm not mistaken thousands of people she wrote books on this stuff and then like I think I mentioned it last time if I'm not mistaken God is a good sense of humor sense of humor she herself went through one of these near death experiences this couple of users herself went through it by then she was already sold she was already sold that that's uh that that's a fact and that's what she writes in her book whoever wants to listen can listen and whoever doesn't want to listen is in for a big surprise and that's the that's the someone who wants to take it can take it you can't make up things like this when you're talking about this many people and many this s obviously everybody has their own everybody is a different way of thinking of things but there's no comparison everybody has their own ways but the statistics let me just say a little bit uh again kazal background which I didn't mention last time things from uh K and then from there we'll be able to mention a few stories and then we'll see a few videos okay that's what we'll try to uh try to do in this time first of all we find in the gamar in many many places that we have this idea of life after death you have to know very St straightly so that a sworn atheist very much believes that we have obviously something that makes us alive and makes us think but there's no difference between our body and our Nish there's no difference between our body and our Nish they're all the same when the body dies just like a donkey goes in inside and just like the person who's an atheist is a donkey and they're all in the same place they all go to the same place the way is when they're dead that's the way is when he's alive it's all the same thing there's no real difference between there's no such idea as a separation between the Goof and and the everybody in this room obviously knows we of course don't believe that we of course know that the Goof is a it's a dressing it's something that dresses on top of the it's something that's it's one that separates from the other and we're only here as a temporary basis until until afterwards I mentioned this because there's one video we have here which I'm not going to show if you want to see it afterwards again you record it and watch yourself the reason I'm not going to show it it's only in Hebrew is there's a guy who used to be in the KET by the name of Yosi Sid I don't know if anybody knows who Yosi is here do you know who Yi is a bunch of Americans huh he was a merit guy a person incredibly anti anything that had to do with religion a guy who you know they always have the Canad has one of these guys who you know have their like ups and then Falls and ups and Falls is on the next the they always have these guys who up and they never make item has a way of taking care of them usually was also a guy who was very very anti- everything anti everything and he was also a very strong atheist doesn't believe in anything like many of the unfortunate clessant members give him a kapara that but uh he himself was being interviewed one time in a radio station and within the radio station where the guy was talking to he asked him you know even a passing question did anything any experience that you ever went through that's a memorial type of experience that you went through and he goes yeah and he started telling about a near-death experience that he had he was going up the stairs and suddenly he dropped he fell and he was there and they brought the they brought the ambulance and this and the whole time he saw his body Underneath Him He Saw himself on top and his body Underneath Him and uh he experienced the whole idea and he was able to see his his his wife and this who are very you know antsy and this very antsy about what happened if I was married to him I wouldn't care but anyways yeah that's what was H all this all this action that he was still allowed to the people were there his kids were there Etc until he was able to come back until for some reason hasm decide to put him back in his body he died a few years after that just say you know now you would say after now the person on the radio said and he said okay let's talk about the next subject the guy in the ra said oh one second one second one second you know I've heard about these ideas but coming from you this is big stuff because you are not going to make this stuff up because you don't believe in any of this stuff so he actually said that he said you know he said you know he goes look it's true that my what I believe and what happened to me don't coincide but everybody has free choice I can decide to believe what I want to believe I want to believe what I want to believe I don't have to believe this garbage that's basically what he said I don't have to believe you know I don't I don't think it is doesn't make sense but the guy said but what about you know I don't know what to do he said he said you take the story do whatever you want with the story I'll do whatever I want with the story and leave me alone that's basically what he says I have it all in Hebrew if you want to you want to see the context I got from denal here he brought it to me it's uh it's not it's not it's not so long it's about minutes or something like that seven or eight minutes but uh you see the extent of a person and this is the this is the point where I'm bringing this out is the of the difference between us and a person who doesn't believe in anything is that he was saying you know the and the Goof both exist and they both die at the same time there's no separation so this disproves that whole Theory the second you can show and prove by these near death experiences I don't there's nothing to prove it's a fact it's just you don't go to 25 million people and you say maybe they're all making it up it doesn't work like that right the fact that the Goof and the Nish can be two separate things is a very solid proof for what we've been jumping up and down trying to plead to to tell people all the time that people don't want to believe you understand this idea that the Nish is not necessarily A connected entity the Goof it's two totally separate things and that's why when you die when a person dies right when a person dies it's automatically separated from him it automatically separates from him you understand this that saying that's why these things that's that's the importance of knowing these stories because they bring out in its full luster the idea that there is what we're going to speak about in the future what it looks like and what things are around it brings out the idea that the is all that we are working on and that's our focus in this world and that's why we're talking about this subject you understand it teaches us why we're here in order to do that and that's why he was very strong about trying to deny anything about it so let me just bring a few quick kazal I'll try to do it fairly quickly first of all we find in Yi thei inot brings that the first three days that the Goof is nered from the we spoke about this once also we see the idea that the speaks about the know what's going on in this world it talks about a guy who got in a fight with his wife and what does a good person do when he gets in a fight with his wife went to the B he went to the cemetery he went to the cemetery and decided to sleep there she threw him in the dogghouse he had to go to sleep in the cemetery and while he was there he heard some talking to each other and they were deciding where to go and she was trying to take him I'm not going to go through the old story it's about a half a page of gar but we see this idea that even after death they still seem to be aware of what's going on in this world there seems to be some type of of death theab says they know what you speak about them we all know there's you're not supposed to wear when you're in front of a met because they're aware of what's going on you're showing theim now razar Shai the famous we all know right and knows is he had a son also RAR he was the one who was in the cave with him he was an incredible man also just to be sitting there for those those years where already makes it but interestingly enough brings that he was also a tax collector afterwards I'm not sure exactly how that happened but anyways people didn't like him people didn't like him and whatever he had a lot of different stories about R what happened when but kids over there over there thear does talk that he had a certain death he died in a certain way over there and he was in an attic he wasn't even buried for a while he was in the Attic he needed to be locked up in the attic there and whenever people atot they'd go to the door of the attic they knock and they'd ask a question and he would be answered and he wasn't alive he wasn't alive how is that possible because thisum which we spoke about in the previous theum the image of the person the of course was able to still respond because re we're talking about rezar who was able to respond so you see there's still this idea of the being around the Goof that's the we're trying to bring out here [Music] they all went to visit their and they would speak to each other from the C thear talks about the brings that Rabbi would go back and make KES at his house so you see a dead person has connection to his house to his K to his Tombstone where he's living he's still connected to the bet in the cemetery there's still it's not a good place to sleep at night you never know what could happen because there really are spirits that are going around there that's a or in a person's house where he was nifter it seems to be somewhat of a connection the brings that when they unburied he gave them leave me alone what you guys uning me for why are you doing that the seem to be still doing okay um another which is a famous important second and bab brings down the famous case with rosi rsf after he was Nar he went up to the next World and his father Rua wanted to know what's going on up there what does it look like up there and the famous words that he says must bring it but it's such a true statement I think about it all the time spoke out that I see an upside down world he sees everything that's on the bottom the big famous people all the ones that over here you would ah you get to see that person and this they're the ones who are on the right they're the ones who are on the bottom of the bottom and the ones who are on the bottom over there are on the way on the top us little people all the people that make it to a she that are able to push themselves that able to learn to be able to get whoever heard of us whoever knows our name whoever knows what we are those are the people up there up there and all the losers are on the bottom all the people that get all the kav here all the people that are being chased after right people bury some celebrities in a gold coffin right in a gold C some dodo brain black singer that doesn't know thing for life and in a in a in a in a gold coffin for some type of thing it's absolutely ridiculous and the people he was considered like almost a Godly type of figure it's incredible but uh that's how it is but in the next World we all know what's happen I happened to think about him because someone told me that uh that they have Sam there's a whole idea of people selling themselves to the sitra to the devil and he did that also and that's why he died early because they said the came to take him and this okay you can look it up and Google it I don't to get involved in these things but but I'm just saying that you have this idea of things going up on top and things going up on the bottom and that's also this that everything has a connection okay like I said there's there's a lot of varities here I don't have to bring every single one of them I think most of you U uh most of you know one last nuda which is also important is that in the past you know when you would talk about the idea of the next World people would believe you it wasn't something that was a big leap of faith for them it was something understood there's something to do nowadays where people are stubborn or very akan they're very set in their ways people don't want to give in to be able to listen to someone above me so therefore sometimes we hasem levels things out he gives us more of an opportunity to have free choice so that's why he gave us this if I could say a present that we call technology to a certain extent it's a present that we're able to have these near-death experiences they didn't have them in the past they could believe without them they didn't need them we who are handicapped we who are stinted we need to have these near-death experiences which they didn't have in order for us to be able to realize that I mean after you hear these things I don't even understand know what person can stay an atheist it's very hard to understand but L said you see people do right people are still there so at least it gives us more of an opportunity to uh to work on it okay that's uh that's that now what we spoke about just so you know what we spoke about basically in a nutshell is we mentioned that the zor writes that a person sees an orod he sees a big light which we said as some relevance to the we also mentioned an important factor that the zor even writ said everybody sees the everybody sees the just what happens is that for the rim for the bad people oh you want I'm sorry just wondering when someone they do they drive where the house was is there reason they drive what they drive the men close to the house right when someone passes away a Russia no no no when someone passes away thead they drive the the whole thing passes usually at this that was close to yeah here I don't think they do it so much but you're saying connection they would be connected because that's where he is picking up the they're picking up the on the way but we say that's what we said in a during those seven days the is there during that day he goes back and forth you're coming to be not only the people cuz he does have that thing so that's why they it would make sense that that's what they would do over here I don't think they do that but I wouldn't be surprised if they would do such a thing in other words for the to see the Goof and be able to connect anyway so we mentioned there's a few different things so this big light the big or which is the we just said for the Russia when he sees it he gets a lot of a it becomes a painful experience a painful experience it becomes something that hurts but in the beginning it's very warm it's very nice it's very comfortable it's very assure everything it's a very ensuring type of feeling in okay right yeah Etc okay that's first of all second of all we also mentioned that person sees his whole entire past that's also written he's able to see his whole entire history of everything that he saw b c we mentioned we spoke in length about also that you see all your a person sees is relatives all the relatives is old relatives the ones who are not alive that is right the ones who are not alive who passed away they come to greet the person if they have some connection to upstairs at least they're able to greet the person that's that's three number four we mentioned that it's also brought down that you can see your goof the Z brings that that the N is on top of the Goof at least for a certain period of time like we said 3 Days Seven Days changes Etc till 30 days we spoke about this I'm not going to get into details but Al we see this idea all these phenomenons were all written 2,000 years ago I'm not coming to prove anything I'm just goinging to point out that we see an incredible consistency with everyone's story together with the fact uh together with the fact that the everything works out and last but not least we also spoke about when the or which the zor speaks out is not an or a light like this light obviously it's not a type of light like this it's a it's a it's a it's a seeing that you connect to that you're able to feel you feel something comfortability the word or is always used in the in the words of cabala in the kabalas far they always talk about orot they talk about light because that is the most metaphysical thing that we have in this world the most spiritual physical thing we have in this world is light because light we can't travel the speed of light we cannot we cannot get there and if you go the speed of light you're able to actually affect time so to speak because it's above time light to a certain extent is above time so to speak right so therefore we see that the idea of light and all that light has to do kind of uh can be effective to be in more in the spiritual worlds okay that's uh that's that's that idea okay what you want to you want to speak that it's true right huh that's that's that was his point that it's a fourth dimensional anyway so that's uh that's that okay now the common denominator which you see with most of these people is they all say that they're going through a light through a PR door through some type of corridor and they don't just speak to them they speak to them in a telepathic way when they hear things you don't hear with your ears you don't smell with your nose you don't see with your eyes doesn't have to do with that everything is very can't be described I don't know how to explain it it's just something that happens and the answer is that you know what we understand is like a telepathic way of understanding when you do you know when you do something telepathically through your brain and the answer is because when you don't have physical senses when you're called metaphysical when you're R there's nothing to be physical about you just connect to the idea without any type of thing there's a REO of a of love you see the ETC and you feel a certain type of Consciousness etc etc okay there's different types of things like I said I mentioned even I think I mentioned this last remember there's a few stories I saw one video which I don't have it here I wouldn't mind getting it of a woman who's blind from birth she was blind from birth she never saw she doesn't even see black she says I I don't see anything she doesn't able to see anything and she was when she was married they got a car accident and she died and she saw everything clear as day she was able to describe she didn't know colors but she was able to see that this was her she only knew it was her body cuz she saw the she felt the wedding ring she know where her wedding ring was on her finger and she had a feeling and she saw that and she realized wait that's me that's why she finally was able to see herself she was able to describe herself afterwards that's something you can't play games with and they have a video of her speaking I told you I don't have it if I can get hold of it I'll try to get it okay but I'm saying she was able to see everything she was able to see the people working on her and this pronouncing her dead okay there are a lot of examples there's one scientist who died in a chemical explosion be careful and he didn't die he had a he became blind in a chemical explosion he also went through a near-death experience and he was able to describe a number of things about who was sitting in the waiting room he was able to he was able to see the people relatives in the waiting room crying maybe people not crying don't know it depends right he was able to say describe a number of things which nobody could do which nobody could do he's even able to see things in a far in a far basis okay now I'm going to say three or four five stories and then we'll do the videos and we'll stop okay we'll do with that they all say they saw the warm light and the good things but there's no experience of rash that saw or something okay there is going to be a little bit like one place that sometimes people get Bor people get test it or things like that but that is one of theas I mentioned there's an idea that there's also there is and there's also or seeing ahead of you scary things in a now most of the people at least the ones I have seen it could be some have it some don't you don't really hear them speak about that but the answer is very simple and straightforward these people came back to life they're not the ones they're not the ones who ended up staying there the ones who end up staying there those would really be enjoyable to interview those guys but it's a little hard to do right you can't really get to them unfortunately but but uh those maybe one day we'll figure it out technolog is advancing you never know we'll be able to get there one day get there but these people most of them came back to life whether it was within a certain amount of time or period is and uh therefore you they never really saw the end of the tunnel they never got to the end of the tunnel right they saw the tunnel they were getting there they saw they heard the voice speaking to them some and then eventually most of them end up turning back right because they're the ones who came back to life so you these are not full stories where you can get the whole entire picture of what's going to happen there the only way to get the full entire picture you have one of two ways or to go there which uh you know I'm not inviting anyone to do that or to come to the Future Sher and B will'll speak about it I choose Plan B personally but it's up to you right but they were not the 25 million were not old I mean some correct that's what I mentioned I said I mentioned the zor says everybody sees the light he says even even Russ everybody sees it what what happens eventually is the turns into a a negativity for the person it becomes very bad for the person person realize how bad he is and the comes and and he gets bad things you will see that a lot of people saw B they had a ba and they had a judgment and things like that and then it come back there is there's one story which I don't know if I'll get to it today I'll speak about next week about unbelievable story that he had a baited and all that there are people that had such things but I'm saying to get a full thing of going to gam you're not going to come back the guy's not coming back he's finished right you got the thear famous gar in San H yeah tells about what what happened to R the what that tells you about the three rashim Titus B and oh oh there going yeah going sorry yeah we're going to speak about that when we speak about we're going to speak about what happened to them but thear says are you asking howar thear have no questions that I'm saying how do we know these guys on the computer are not going to know but I'm saying yeah the gar knows what happens again I'm going to be telling you what happens I'm saying there's MIM about what looks like the seven levels and what happens there also say that much we know but somebody in a they would all I I I would have said not but there are a couple stories which I've heard that people had a coma and they did feel it I think they feel on a lower level though that's what I think but apparently these people in aoma sometimes they get it obviously it depends on their pulse right it's usually people that lost pulse and this whatever their heartbeat stopped and things like that but yeah different levels okay let me mention just a few quick one woman says I knew that I was dead I'm telling you just word for word a lot a number of things but I couldn't do anything about it CU nobody could hear me I saw my body underneath me and I saw I saw many doctors giving up on me I was very depressed it was very upsetting to me but I didn't want to die I was looking at I didn't want to suddenly I saw a pale light a pale light and and L so but surely it was getting stronger and stronger it's very hard and difficult to describe what this light was I don't know how to explain it but it wasn't like a light that we're familiar with until suddenly it sounded it surrounded me and I started to get very confused I didn't know exactly what was going on it started to actually speak to me I started feeling like I was in the middle of a test in the middle of a type of test but even though I was in the middle of a type of test she says she says even though I still felt a feeling of Love of warmth of of security it's hard to explain it's it's hard to explain and that's stops another person by the name of Susie holda a woman who died because she was having trouble when she was giving birth she was having um hemorrhaging did I mention this one last time I remember I can't I don't remember if I said I said one or two stories I remember she said the similar things I saw my body underneath me and there were people surrounding me then I saw a light that was coming I felt a feeling of of warmth and and security and Etc I went into the tunnel and I saw at the end of the tunnel there was a very very strong light I started walking towards it and I really wanted to get closer and closer until suddenly I started to remember that one second what am I leaving behind I'm actually leaving leaving now if you remember we spoke about it I think it was last year or two sh ago we said one of the ways that a person usually dies is they get to this and the automatically wants to go home he wants to go back to where he came from and slowly but surely that's how the person ends up dying it just goes to upstairs these people a lot of times they just somehow one way or the ended up deciding to go back okay he said she says if people knew what death was like they wouldn't be so scared of death that's important thing to point out I had a choice and I was finally given a choice whether to continue in the light or go back I decided to go back and suddenly she fell Zapped back into her body K another guy by the name of Fred says sounds Jewish right that they gave up on me and they and I was supposed to have an autopsy but the autopsy was pushed off for religious reasons I think the family was pushing off so you see he was Jewish and as a result of that I started seeing a a ball beneath behind me I didn't know what this ball was I started seeing a light ahead of me and a ball behind me and in the end I got thrown back into the ball and I think he decided or it was decided that what he meant was the kador arit it's referring to the Earth K was flying way above the Earth he was way out of it that's what it sounds like and then he ended up finding himself back into into uh the Earth another story of a person who was walking to get water in his office and on the way suddenly he crashed down on the floor why he had afterwards obviously figured it out he had a ruptur of appendix or rupted appendix which could kill a person obviously on the spot he just fell to the floor and just was conked out he was out cold he said suddenly I was walking towards the water and suddenly I feel myself on top of my body he suddenly saw his body he feel but he felt so much more free he says he kept going he just kept going and but he didn't have to open the door this time he just went through the door that's what he writes he said I went through the door and I was able to go right through it and I got into this pink he says it was a pink Mist which was around me I can't describe it it was a very feeling of security of warmth it was a very good feeling it was very strong um nothing was hurting I felt everything was very uh fantastic there was no one there but one thing I understand this this is why I quoted it cuz he has different thing I felt like the light understood meity you understand it was with me it was something not only did he love me but he understood me he understood what I was going through something that first time you feel you know some of us feel alone right you don't I hope you have your wife that doesn't but uh you know some people feel alone they don't know no one knows me and suddenly we felt someone was behind me one more case one more case umti I know that I I was dead I saw myself on the surgery table I saw myself um uh going through a certain light Etc and then the light started getting stronger I didn't understand what was going on it was like a 3D experience he says I just saw things like that the the light was speaking to me and it started talking to me about what I did with my life did you actually do things positive or not I started seeing my whole life pass in front of me every time um it was going to take a couple seconds so I should do this now actually right um it was very real it was very realistic almost like that I wasn't able to uh explain it okay now that is a number of I a quick question yeah if it's relevant how many of these people you do this the quote is one one okay that didn't any of these people make life big life changes after so one of the one of the things you're about to hear now there's one two in English and one in one in Hebrew by the way two in English one in Hebrew the one in Hebrew has uh captions underneath it and he definitely made proper changes because of it but it seems like a lot of people take it to a place where also the two non-jewish ones for sure did yeah like you'll hear but uh I hate to say it but I've seen a number of these These are only a few of them but the Jews are less than go the go do a better job of this than than the Jews they they definitely make a change with ay look I could blame Jews anyways but Jews know that to make a change it's one by the way you have to make a much bigger jump so by the GU it usually means they say interesting things like I'll start being good to people and being nice and being good to family you know like okay you know I appreciate it you know like thanks a lot like it's not such a such a massive uh thing yeah you want to put in your you want to do it I mean I have it here anyways I say again you what might say I understand what you me there's one more story which I really want to say but it would take to the end of this year cuz it's a detailed story which is a famous story I actually have it here also but it's all in Hebrew so I'll speak it out in English if you want to see it in Hebrew I told you you can I don't mind leaving it to Le on I'm going where is it let's try the next one you tried both where is it go to the PC shortcut the shortcut thing and then yeah okay there is one story of of who has a let's see if you no it's on let's see [Applause] yeah there's a guy um who uh I'll start I'll start with this one you're going to have to qu around the screen I feel bad there's a guy named that's him this one over here he's a very very good story excellent story but it's all in Hebrew but I'll go through the details of the whole story next time cuz it's going to take till the end of the sh so you guys want to watch this so I'm going to leave it are you able to see the screen here or not doesn't work so well what can you zoom yeah one second I'll make a letter second second what you making a letter yeah yeah I'm just going here God or Bible or or Divinity in 1976 I was trained with pathologist for psychiatrist as a neuropathologist for me God never existed I ready okay I'm just going to play ready this guy's a Russian guy who had a yeah just watch everybody could see right believe in God I never believed in you got the camera zo the camera sees or noair lady from uh Texas and I tried to leave the country many times but I didn't have such a help this lady tried to help me and uh I trouble with kgd uh because my work I worked on adenosin triphosphate it's a neurotransmitter in our brain and with a conjunction of oxytocin I discovered several things and I was a scientist and uh KGB didn't want me to go so that's why they decided to kill me that's how I got into another dimension of my life I was standing on uh on the sidewalk ready to depart to uh New York waiting for cab uh when the car ran on sidewalk and uh hit me I flew 10 m and I fell and then run the car runs over me uh my friends and relatives took me to hospital and uh the hospital uh staff friends of mine and uh two other professors uh ConEd or declared me dead they put me in more in a frison and um uh 3 days later they took me out on Monday it was Friday night and on Monday morning they began my autopsy and um these three days being out of my body seeing everything what was happening around seeing myself my body seeing my birth uh my parents um my wife uh my child my friends um I saw their thoughts I so what they were thinking how they how how how their thought moved from one to another dimension it was incredible experience I was in darkness in total darkness and this Darkness was pressing this Darkness existed not Beyond but existed within what I want to say is that Darkness was pressing and I was in the middle of this spere and um and I didn't understand why and how this Darkness existed where was I and uh I understood I didn't have a body because I didn't feel it but then I thought about light I I I went through that little Hall into light but light was more powerful more burning I you cannot compare it to anything and no world can explain it and and this light was so burning and and and uh um going through flesh but I didn't have a body that was the most uh most interesting part and I was scared of that light I thought where is that hold to Darkness go to shade to save myself from this light what is that light I don't know I mean it can be called light of God it can be called light of life but light is light and darkness is darkness and then as a psychiatrist and scientist I didn't uh think about that the only thing was that I was in light we were not raised in G you know Soviet Union we didn't go to church we didn't have there were people people who went but they were some kind of limited people we thought I mean we thought they didn't know better that there is no job but during that 3 days being in morg in friezer changed all my life to begin the autopsy they they began to cut my chest that that was the first incision then I opened eyes so when I open eyes and he saw the pups were convulsing uh becoming smaller to say simply um he he saw that it was reacting on on light it means it's life and uh they put me back U into hospital and began resusitation my lungs were collapsed for many time I mean long time I was in respirator for 90 days I mean it's not it's not that it happened fast but the life came back and what they discovered was that life was there during the oopsy but it wasn't that all old worked I mean it was hard work for 9 months being under uh the recovery um it didn't happen immediately I mean the life was there but it doesn't mean that I could survive not doctors who helped me uh to regenerate my uh health and organs when I came to life back a lot of different experiences happened and I I experienced a lot of rejection lot of fight with the with the reality of others but nothing could change my mind I knew uh my destination I knew my way and I decided to leave the country and again this lady from Long View Texas helped me to move uh to United States and U we came to Texas and we continued to live in Texas still sometimes things are beyond our crust but I don't try to explain it all because I know uh and I believe uh that God knows better and uh I believe that I don't need to be explained and why it was shown to me and why it's me chosen to be it wasn't question and I don't care about that honestly I care that it was I deeply believe in god of love and God is love and I believe that God uh um God created everything for betterness and for incredible incredible future if we don't ruin it as a psychiatrist as a neuropathologist for me God never existed I never believed in God now this one is also a good one just at the very end is one thing that he sees a woman and she doesn't have sleeves she's wearing clothes I'm going to cover the that part don't think that it's a besides that it's mine can you do it you put a just put a paper on paper on I'll give you a paper you know before this I'd spent 20 years in academic neurosurgery I thought I had a pretty good idea how the brain works and how it generates Consciousness I heard occasional near death experience stories and I was certain that there would be some brain explanation Ean Alexander is a Harvard trained neurosurgeon he put his faith in logic in rational thought then in 2008 he spent seven days in a coma now he's a Believer as a neurosurgeon has this experience changed your thinking about life it has totally changed everything about my thinking most people have some idea of what happens when we die if you do indeed believe in heaven it usually involves white clouds Bright Lights mountaintops well Dr Alexander is a man of science and of medicine well he says he's been to the other side and now he's back to tell us what it was really like what you saw or what you felt is God is that your definition [Music] yes were you a man man of Faith before this before my coma I had no belief whatsoever in a personal loving God adopted as a baby eban grew up in a conventionally Christian family if you would asked me before my coma how much would a patient who was extremely sick and should have died from a severe case of bacterial menitis how much would they remember I would have said nothing they would not remember a single thing that all changed when this life-saving surgeon suddenly found himself facing his own mortality November 10 2008 it didn't really start off as being very good did it no it was basically like being struck by a freight train woke up at 4:30 in the morning had severe back pain like nothing I'd ever felt before it was a very severe menitis and the CT scans showed that uh it coated my entire brain there wasn't any part of my neocortex that was left unscathed the 7 Days Dr Alexander was in a coma he was all but lifeless completely unconscious yet he experienced a Consciousness that defied all his years of medical training here was this beautiful Melody and this light spinning closer and closer opened up as a portal into this gorgeous realm that was verdant uh waterfalls colors Indescribable and millions of butterflies flying through a very Ultra real scene and then there was a warm breeze blowing through that was like the breath of divine in the hospital his doctors were losing hope my Physicians were telling my wife that basically she'd be raising our sons alone my 10-year-old son paa who' heard that realized it was very bad news came running into my room pried my eyes with Daddy you're going to be okay Daddy you're going to be okay Daddy you're going to be okay as if he said it enough it would make it true so your son was calling you back I had to come back I had to claw my way up out of that very deep hole and somehow do whatever was necessary he was pleading with me on this seventh day Against All Odds Dr Alexander awoke by medical standards he made a miraculously quick recovery but nagging the doctor was how to explain what he' felt and seen was it just a fantasy before death was it your brain basically telling you you're about to die and it's a nice way of shutting down all the systems and making it a pleasant way to exit well it's very important to remember that I had a severe bacterial menitis that had uh greatly damaged and destroyed my neocortex the part of our brain that makes us human the part that allows for any kind of conscious experience so that with that amount of Destruction there was no way to have a dream a hallucination a fantasy a confabulation those things could not occur because that part of my brain was gone it was one Vivid image seen by Dr Alexander that finally convinced him that what he' experienced was real there was a beautiful girl beside me on the butterfly way I can remember her face so perfectly the sparkling blue eyes and light brown hair and uh this loving smile and she never said a word but her thoughts went right into me you are loved you are cherished dearly forever there's nothing to fear I knew her face so well but I'd never met her in my life this is the woman eban saw her name is Betsy after Evan was adopted his biological parents went on to have more children including Betsy sister she died in 1998 they never met and it was only after his coma that the family sent him this photo and it was was the very same girl who had been on the butterfly way and her face in the picture was almost mocking me like do you finally get it I saw things I couldn't understand couldn't explain and uh I figured someday there would be a brain-based scientific explanation now I know there's a much easier simpler more straightforward explanation that is that our soul is eternal and our spirit lives forever [Applause] what she she was a sister he was adop died she died she was died yeah she died that's his real sister from his biological parents but she never met cuz he never was raised by her I do have one more it's up to you guys if you want to do it want to stop continue I'm just asking it's up to you you want to stop stop enough I'll watch whoever wants to go go there the last one is I'll show one more it's it's about five minutes it's in Hebrew but there's captions in English it's a very good one you fill off a cliff and this whatever he he used like I said it's it's good it's a s similar description but at least that's the whoever wants to leave can live you can say 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