New Episode Out Now with Sruli

At the height of my addiction, I was lying to my wife. I'm going to take my wallet, throw it out of the car, and I'm going to tell my wife I got into an accident. The guy mugged me. It was almost like the casino had a force field around it. If you're outside of the casino, you have money problems, you have Shan Bay's problems, you have family drama. It's an escape to such a degree where in the casino, nothing mattered. At the height of my addiction, I was lying to my wife. She did not know where I was going. In the beginning of our marriage, I wanted her to feel like I'm a big mach. I have free rooms in Atlantic City. So now I got to start pointing the finger at other people. It was the casino. It was the player. It was this. It was the table. Next time I play at a different table, a different amount, a different game. Maybe I should play slot machines first. What's the big deal? I'm eight and a half years clean. I bar Hashem worked on my finances. I own a home. I have stability. My wife trusts me.