Noa: Daughter of Intermarriage Converts To Orthodox Judaism

thank you Michelle hello everybody my name is Noah I live in Israel not far from the center of the country we immigrated from Latvia in 90s my father is unfortunately non-observant Jew he's coming from Holocaust Survivors family and my mother is not Jewish I never ever thought to be religious if you know in Russia the nationality goes according to the father and I naively thought I'm that I'm partially Jewish as if there is such a thing I liked Israel and Israel Israelis but had mixed feelings about being part of it I was even planning to leave Israel and to live abroad I was quite spiritual and even looked for spirituality in another religions but thank God I didn't fall for it I just knew that there must be something huge and Powerful behind our existence that rule everything regarding the moral behaving the Soviets substituted anything related to Faith by conscience I had this basic inner feeling that if you do good then you're gonna get good in return and for bad things we get punished only later on did I realize how it is not enough in order to be considered a good person I have always respected Judaism and felt the pain for the persecution of the Jewish Nation as if it was mine we too experienced anti-Semitism even while alachically I wasn't even Jewish but what was missing in my life it's a clear knowledge and understanding that only Judaism is the true religion and all the rest of beliefs are pure lies which only became clear to me during the conversion process I underwent later on [Music] had a mercy on me and thanks to my husband I began the conversion process almost five years ago and from the very beginning of the guild classes I fell in love with Judaism and was amazed at what was hidden from me for all those years since we immigrated to Israel when I was 50 years old till I discovered Judaism in my 40s how many things I missed but there is a right time for everything so from that moment on my husband who was till then just traditional Sephardic Jew and me we began to be more and more Torah observant and we continue till today to do chuva everything I searched for in my secular studies and in literature I found in Judaism I found all the answers to the existential questions I had my my whole life changed my whole perception of life and world has changed for better from a rather pessimistic and anxious person I became so more peaceful happy positive and energetic a whole world opened before us it's a huge Merit and we are thanking Hashem for this it's it's not evident because you see how many poor people do not have this married to discover The Treasure of the Holy Torah and Judaism and do not get to know kadosh barjo [Music] foreign two years ago Hashem sent me a huge gift the head of the life story of Rabbi yaron rovin chilita popped up in my phone Hashem took back his millions I got very curious I watched the whole film and that's how I discovered bezata Shem org I got familiar with Audi Rabbi rabbis covered Avion Roven and kodab Efron Cajon which completely changed my life although till then Baruch Hashem I also listened to other true rabbis such as Rabbi Josef men torad Rabbi Yosef mizaji and others which is a big Merit in our generation since there is a lot of heresy around us and everyone must be extremely careful and to check well who his list is listening to and to make sure that the rabbi you are listening is God-fearing person and has a kosher Jewish ideology but the lessons of Rabbi ruvin and Rabbi kahlon was a real treasure of life-saving knowledge and wisdom all the topics are super important and fascinating such as ashkapha Musa Allah thanks to them we are learning how to look at our reality through the glasses of the Torah what is the right approach to do care of and the importance of fixing the character traits the channel offers plenty of fascinating series such as Jewish kapha according to hasanish equity stamped rabbi there are also amazing films such as the world of Lies signature of God gehino and many others inspired us to make few KIRO flyers and to be able for us to spread the light and wisdom of holy Torah thanks to the organization besat Hashem we get answers to any alaha questions Rabbi Ruben and Rabbi Cajon are always ready to help and to advise the rabbi Calhoun even helped us personally with such an important issue as schlumbite literally they are saving Our Lives it is a great privilege to be some kind of humble Partners in this organization whether it is by symbolic donations or just by sharing their sharing when you see how much this organization supports and saves Jews in every way it gives us a real feeling of happiness that we are doing something useful the most important thing is that it is not some kind of organization that helps only others but it helps us we have a direct access to ask any questions the rabbis are replying to any email and for every question we get answers we won't have enough time to praise them enough I think Hashem for such a married to get familiar with BH org and you see the Seattle Ishmael Hashem the numbers of YouTube subscribers on its channels are growing from months to months and the main reason is it's because all the organization's activity is For Heaven's Sake and everything is done with a great devotion a real messy with no fish which is very rare in our generation so it will always be stable and successful May Hashem keep blessing them [Music] throughout the whole process of chuva I felt how keeping mitzvot makes a person more happy peaceful how emuna and clear knowledge that everything is from Hashem helps in life in all situations and we have been through pretty harsh periods recently whether it is Coronavirus security problems in the country political crisis and more other unpleasant stuff today we can't imagine our life without a Muna how we can start the day without thinking Hashem how could we start our day without modani without a prayer without a connection to Hashem how it is possible to eat without a blessing Etc at the very beginning it might seems like a heavy burden but little by little a person feels that it's not true keeping its vote only improves Our Lives and helps us in every way it is only for our own good Hashem is complete he doesn't need it but we need it and besides the enormous reward is reserved for us for the next World which is even more empowering and encouraging so there is no reason at all to complain and to be set for a moment Hashem forbid because we are on a way to winning a lottery as a rabbi illustri often says in his showroom [Music] and Aina would like to address our dear ladies please put it well into your mind that everything depends on woman we are huge Force women have the power to influence men and the world and to save the world which has unfortunately reached a very low level the holy Torah respects and protects us enormously all modesty laws are only for our own sake true modesty according to the holy Torah protects you all your family members the entire nation of Israel and the entire world we can make closer the geology of the world that's why it's important for you to start keeping modesty laws it's a real blessing to be a modest bat Israel at first it seems a little bit difficult and strange to dress with long skirts lose closes white colors to wear socks and full kiss Rush to behave in a modest way but after a while the Habit becomes nature and it brings such a blessing at home in the relationship with a husband a modesty protects you your husband your children it brings blessing to your panason who doesn't need such things in life everyone at some point needs help from kadoshba home and who will Hashem answer quicker of course someone who is closer to Hashem the one who is keeping mitzvot regarding the exterior image it depends on Reinventing the image if I can say so if the nations of the world have created filthy Hollywood style and horrible fashion and so many people follow it blindly we can recreate pure Jewish Trends to be dressed as Batista El the queen that inspired high respect look in the mirror and ask yourself to whom I want to resemble some Wicked Hollywood star or someone who resembled our holy mothers imagine that if you choose modesty those who meet who will meet you in the next World will be our righteous mothers and Robinsons and they will inform you that thanks to you the whole nation and the world was saved that's why it's worth it go for it you will gain already in this world called The Homer in the next one and remember the modesty of the Batista El is the most beautiful thing in life another important thing that I want to mention is the importance of getting closer to Hashem to get to know our Holy Father and to pass the emuna through your heart not to keep me sword as a robot people that live religion they just never get closer to Hashem never got to know the Creator otherwise they would never go off the direct the common problem is that people are ruled by their emotions and if they were hurt by somebody they related somehow to Judaism but it has nothing to do with Judaism and keeping its vote the thing is that we worship Hashem and not people so we don't lose our fate because of crisis in life and in order to overcome Disney Scion to understand this the person has to work on the emuna and beta Honda Shem every single day every Jew has to learn the right Jewish ashkapha what is the purpose of life it all starts from simple understanding that without Hashem the life is completely empty and meaningless there can be no blessing no happiness without Hashem when a Jew works on a moon by Hashem he or she can overcome any difficulty in life to overcome any obstacle May Hashem guard us and help us to do chuva to be and stay holy May Hashem keep blessing org audio rabbis olamisrael in each one of you that listen and support this wonderful Torah organization best wishes beso to vote cool [Music] foreign [Music]