Oneness, Chaos, Diversity - Torah Or Beshalach "Lechem Mishnah" #4 - By Rabbi YY Jacobson

the yeshiva dotnet so we have now to explain the difference that the waha Tanya articulated at the end of the paragraph about last Menasha maíam samokov column - some are common base page 131 the difference between to use his words his scholar loss the way it is in the world of khuddam versus the his sky lose the way it is in the world of Bruton has explained there are three universes three states of reality could them could remember written or to use a different different terminology but the same concept and I'm gonna go now from bottom up brooding which is automatic on the couldn't which is I'll Omaha tell you and above tar you antique own which is the world of Akutan and the way the Kabbalah defines economist I could them that the 10 lights are bound up they're integrated their synthesized in one vessel one container we're in Tahoe there's 10 lights and 10 vessels and each one is completely self-contained with no give and take it's called s-sir the kudos Z Picasa or zut a kazoo actually Russian a caver one below the other meaning no integration and then in blue them where the ten are working as a structure what we call a parts of which means an organism the definition of an organism is you don't have one limb doing its own thing the definition of a body of a parts of is that every component is constantly interwoven interconnected integrated with all of the other components and there is a central nervous system the brain that actually is the GPS it contains every single limb it navigates every single limb it directs it experiences it there's like a central system in which all of them find find a place and all of them are working are working together that's what a functional parts of is and when you don't have that of course we can appreciate the detrimental consequences you say that in brooding I couldn't the spirits are a parody name in the bourgeois such a lush and I think it was actually that motion if you see here that Russian is basically I mean almost when he says here that the toy cthe of the of the me dose the way there and I could then is not much at polka from a horse its Mossad people yelling saw that was a call from this minor basically that was a talk he doesn't use the word din because wooden applied to it I'll um how could them I used it from Tucker solution but the for the Shiva shower long so let's try to understand understand what this means at least a little bit well we speak about worlds when we speak about worlds whenever you hear the word worlds it's very easy it's extremely important spiritual vocabulary is a very different vocabulary then a hollow heck vocabulary or certainly a material vocabulary it's not just as different concepts it's a different vocabulary that's important when you speak about different concepts you still may be talking to the same vocabulary but you're introducing the concepts when you speak about these things it's really a person has to appreciate that the vocabulary changes and that's really sometimes the greatest challenge to be able not to learn a new concept but to be able to learn a new vocabulary it's a contend the world so we speak about three worlds we don't really mean three world as we will understand three worlds here we're living on a planet and then there's another planet somewhere else and then there's a third planet somewhere else the one is called a codon one is called the couldn't one is called Bruton and if you get into a spaceship right so you'll leave the earth and then you'll hit another planet so one day you'll come to the moon as they did in July sixty nine and then maybe one day you'll hit either my it's ear and then one day I'll hit a llama Bree and then one day maybe a hundred billion light years away you'll crash into oil um hot sillas and then if you go even further you'll meet to tell you and you'll explode with this very sigh Caitlin just like all you explore well let's hope that doesn't happen before you're born what do you mean I'm saying don't confuse this to be spatial terms like you have to learn spiritual vocabulary everything is right here there's no different worlds everything is right there the maiden is here again and Michelle it's basically a different set of glasses it's all percentages the same reality the way it's perceived in a different way oxalis is here bree is 82 years here RC is here the Rambam writes and look as true verts called Olam haba not because it doesn't exist now alum hobby says is not a future world that's gonna be he says I love hobbies of the world that one can experience after death the Rambam and his children you're here well um hammer doesn't mean it's a future world you know one day you'll be in the world so the map is right now it's just a world but we say it's the future because one can experience its reality only if certain distractions are gone when it says that Jakov came into its hook for the Broca's it says Nicholas II my average Canadian right you took felt the Canadian is there when the ace of came in he felt get him them was their waters and what do you mean their maiden again am i Laden again and was somewhere else the product is that you're dealing with reality that is spiritual reality spiritual reality is not limited to a space there's no mocking that this is where it exists too silly doesn't us so we speak about three worlds here I couldn't put in a rhythm we really speak about this week it's states of reality and me states of consciousness the same tissue box the same cup the same iPhone the same wallet exists in our Zyliss and breed sericea i could include the member it emits just my glasses are different and therefore what i see in this reality is a completely different reality generally when you speak about the words which is one of the most frequently word frequent words used in these my martin seder estas willis mist also missed also lists also missed also comes to which all jealous shame but it doesn't mean like a chain like we learn at Cheney and I've run run run another run another on the chain here means an evolutionary chain we're the same reality evolves in two different states and when you're in one reality the way you see it is in a particular way if you would be able to be in a different reality which look at the same island the same person the same object to same circumstances where you would see something else in it you would see something deeper in it and then in a higher world you would yet see something else in it and that's what sedulous parcel is it's the same reality but it revolves in a way that at each state you see something else in it and then there's a state where you only see the most external layer of it which is also part of it it's also part of it I mentioned this that even you know today in science we know when you're looking at a table they forget worlds just one table has many worlds what do you see so you'll tell me oh I could swear that this is a cup this is a Styrofoam cup but anybody who even has a basic knowledge of science the most very primitive knowledge knows that that's a very very primitive definition yes it's a cup I'm not lying but if you just have some tools of perception if you just have a microscope you'll just delve a little bit in you know that there is a very very dynamic universe inside this cup and even in a drop of water and you're dealing not with millions and not with billions but many many more atoms that are around tea is swerving around in extraordinary speed and what's extraordinary structure creating the ultimate chemistry of this particular item and so that itself on an atomic level isn't seeing an atomic I'm seeing the subatomic level and seeing the sub sub atomic level and sub sub sub atomic and quantum levels which is true which is true the answer is depends on your glasses depends on your prescription depends what glasses yep all I could see here is a cup I could swear to you this is a diamond the result right for the tangent there's no such a thing as a diamond he says everything has a soul everything has a piece or such a thing as a diamond we call it diamond because we defy the determine if you'll talk to this cup it's right from diamond it's not quiet it's not silent it's not lifeless we define it like this because our observation defines reality reality is about observation it's never about reality you know that right yeah reality is always about observation whenever I tell somebody you're this you're nothing I don't know what you want what I see is I'm seeing this in you that humility is one of the first prerequisites for real spiritual understanding that distinction between reality and observation of reality which is why the bhava Tanya will write in some places that say the responsibles doesn't really exist it doesn't really exist it's like really hundreds of my moneymy tell me it exists and then sometimes I'll say it's not sure nothing exists really what this is you walk we woke up one day decided that everything was just destroyed no no it's a very very important idea the definition of a specialist is basically perception which is existence that's what God wanted he wanted to allow but you have to understand that there's moments of truth when you can transcend perception and you say all this reality is basically when you're limited in your perception this is what you see now look at it from the divine perspective and the whole thing is something else the same as shown we speak about academic kudamon brutal and this is very important to understand because we're dealing with similar realities with the same reality but it's within three different states one is a state of toy one is a state of thickener one is a state that transcends them both so what are these three states of reality what are these three states of consciousness what are these three worlds number one you have ten lights but they're bound up in one vessel number two you have ten lights and ten vessels and they're completely distinct completely fragmented to the point that there's a head and head collision and they smash against each other and they kill each other literally by humor fellows vamos vamos first of all the Kaylee can deal with the earlier because the ER is too heavy and too infinite and the Kaylee smashes it just crushes would be like you have a boss and the boss is impossible the boss wants you to work 24 hours a day seven days a week 365 days a year three o'clock in the morning you're getting texts and when you don't answer them within 10 minutes if it comes obsessively wild and will tell you you're not loyal in other words you're partial can't live the Kaylee and if you take him seriously and you don't resign you will crash at some point huh if you could deal with the deal with that sometimes resigning is a good way of dealing with the hand I mean I'm not suggesting that to anybody but yeah sometimes that's what you have to do in order to deal with that most people most people survive that way okay and then you have and then you have I'm not getting you know into business advice you'll talk to your local therapist and you'll figure it out but the point here is that the k-league crashes and then you have blew them and improve them there is diplomacy there's ten artists and it's ten Taylor but you know what everybody is a little more chilled out they give breathing room for other people and there's like yeah I'm very important but you're also important and you know we negotiate we give we take we work together so what's the entire when Tiffany says entire every minute is but Tokyo Pharma hosts and then click on it siliceous this bittle any and he and he elderly extols it this is not it's not something to mock like he explained before that toy you could look at ticking and market occur but actually ticklin appreciates the sophisticated idea but there's a truth that's larger than me and you so it's not just that ticklin is a-- is a neighbor whole Shep's Allah is a spineless a spineless weakling and therefore he creates room the room that tickle creates for others because of the depth of taker not because of the superficiality of people but he says it's very different than I could and I've put them they also all work together to the point that they're in one Kayle not even ten Calum it's not like tickler and over there they work together but not because the mid lists are weak and you don't feel them in their full strength you only feel their manifestation you don't feel them in their poor in other words and tell you you feel them in their core whenever you're in touch with something score there's no room for four there's no room for negotiations we all know in our life when something affects you to your core there's no politics anymore there's no compromise if it doesn't affect you to your core you say okay I'll come in I'll do it I won't do something affects you to your core something affects you in a way that you feel your very life is being altered here you'll become a wild on ten even a very functional and nice person because this is fight or flight you're gonna lose everything whenever you're dealing with something in its core there's only room for extremism because in its core you feel it with its full intensity but in tikkun we don't feel things by their core already we feel we're in touch with it on some level that's why I tell you there's no compromise in Tikhon there's a hellacious the mouth can already weakens it weakens the intensity the middle ready doesn't take itself so seriously it's not in touch with its own core that 19 primal emotions are non primal emotions he says but in I couldn't it's not shot that the midde star we so why why is the unity there why's the know it's Alice and why doesn't why isn't there a collision over there and the answer is because the type of is not taken from a hostile talk of his do it in soft shoes like most of the cooler and that's why it's one CLE it's not that there's many calum which basically weakened it was Caleb weak and I know there's not many Kalyan there's one Kaylee but business humiliated self and take offense linguist and that's what we want to address him and yet there's an ultimate toy Kia than all of them in this court and yet the title doesn't create this breakdown that it was going to create in the next level of consciousness which is which is nachrichten what is what is the idea that the ballot tiniest each other sooner we did learn about this remember in Patras neue and we learned about the tariff logins and the dirty Locker we learnt about the world of occurred in the world of 'no could in the world of brooding he spoke there about the mistake of the dirty flog of an assalamu shame they actually wanted that afters they wanted to go into world of unity so this is this over here he actually discusses on the cuda they didn't even bring out over there so clearly this whole article the milah of academic a bit rhythm that it's not the delicious in the minister take it but it's not like if I'm Louis its token which I'll give reading stuff you'll see that he uses here a word that's not often used in its adherence officer who slay Musa Bakula slay Musa the cola users at a few times she's like most of the color means it's - lame us of everything a few lines before he also said that in academia sacked Adan thus column yeah and that's a newly in in South Mahan the pianist harshly most Africa because the Gillian and stuff is perfected slain was like Vere fortunately most of the color therefore there's a toy given all the mid this and yet there's no spirit as now as heartless thank you now how do we how do we understand this so well first let's talk about the concept before we apply or to put it in the words that we spoke in the previous year the pen emmaus and then the concerns but to be a little cynical the boring part and then the exciting parts but really the boring part is really always more exciting which is why it's boring because it's more exciting we speak about diversity test centrality ferrous nets and high decide maltose which is the source of all diversity the soul is made up of these ten faculties and that's why the soul is multifaceted and multi-dimensional the whole world is made up of these ten building blocks the ten building blocks of creation of the ten spirits the spiritual chemistry of the universe that enters the spiritual chemistry of the soul of the ten countries on a fish the spiritual chemistry of every world physical and spiritual are these ten spirits these ten lights these ten divine characteristics and that's the source of all diversity and that's why ba sorry mama is never aha eylem and that's why there's a Sarah satirist and that's why this essay Marcus as this possum is often writes that the ten Marcus allowed the world to convert from asaram amorous to a serozha deborah's so the number ten seven minutes and then you have also Hofmann being a dance is three-month the sphere of Toyo happened in the Middle East not in the motion because it's the Mikan that it caused no shanira right that's why there was seven kings who died you understand the Sharia of Toyo is because the business had no - because my ex Allah Tala left Maya weakens the Midna so therefore it take on you have Horace - which is no sane man and that's why the myth is our weekend because Maya Charlotte Ella left but in tell you you have the business and then full primal expression when you start negotiating with the business just look at you and say there's no room for discussion there's no room that's it were at the ferris and that's how you said Maltese that's what the spirit was I am looking for Yama's by my Yama's the 8th King do you remember the 8th King had dark didn't God that's actually be not that's actually been it didn't dock with it there was no spirit the sphere is always in the mid this because the my friend are missing over there RSM - is missing there in ticularly have a horizontal which is Shaima and therefore it's weaker moisture remain who is not the heart of shape militias add some Shaima which is why Moshe is struggling with giving Perdita the losers and stop for me I cannot come down into the world of that's not my thing we should split me a stockman the kauffman that comes down to me this is always the hits ideas Hoffman never economies Lisp enemies doesn't come down anywhere enemies is what it is it's a state of being it's not a state of illuminating somebody else whenever you're illuminating somebody else it's already not you it's already the way you are appreciated by that somebody else and that's what all leadership and communication is about as discussed the previous year so all this diversity hasn't worked the first nuts and Huggy aside mountains we did it exist before creation we did all of this exists we say I share my song a sum is not made up of 10 pieces cosmic Allah the Rambam and he'll kiss you said yeah 39 laborat set length and Lacaze is not more curved it's not like a body which is made up of many different components and it becomes one body some if God doesn't mean a Shem is made up of heads and toes and limbs and n and feet even spiritual even spiritual limbs one of the great things that you have to graduate when you learn look at the Toyota is to stop associating God with spirituality spirituality is also an existence where solid is also creation when you say God is spiritual from his perspective it's as erroneous is saying God is physical and it's a very important idea which has tremendous ramifications that God is spiritual is as erroneous as God is physical spirituality is a form of existence and in many ways it's even more dangerous to say God a spiritual than God it's physical because God is physical is hard to believe God is spiritual is easy to believe but God is not spiritual so therefore even to say God has said were to Ferris love emotions or wisdom these are all traps these are all what do I mean traps they're true but they're only true as manifestations they're basically emotions that Hashem identifies but what what what where are all these witness and God himself pre creation do they exist I'll tell you this is this like a new thing that happens the answer is and that's the word here slay Musa the cola actually most of the cola means the perfection of everything Schlemmer says the word slime 'less which means wholesome saleh as in sullen complete solemn peace which is also complete by Yahoo Yahoo sullen Yaakov comes home that the words lame-o's and it's also the word solemn because when there's peace there's wholeness when there's no peace there is there was no homeless I I was talking yesterday he met mean it's a big asking in a particular Hasidic Court so it was consulting about this some expecting some huge mark like is there whatever so we were talking about it so I told him it looks like that is and after after the spiritual leader may move on and there's gonna be yeah cuts there there's gonna be yeah she says that would be fine he says yeah that's I don't wonder how I was gonna be matzo mouth yeah cuts would be goodbye Matt Samara so by of a yak of Shaolin when there's no Shaolin were broken were broke Salah means that this piece when you say um is Slade Musa Dagh Kula she's like most of the Kula means there's complete peace is complete awesomeness because infinity includes every possible reality endless possibility means that there's endless possibility if you exclude any possibility from endless possibility it's not endless possibility so when you say you're in a state we there's endless possibility it means there's endless possibilities there's no possibility that's excluded and that's really one of the great definitions of Ange safe that is no definition which is why it's so wonderful that he never calls God God the best he will do the only name it will usually uses ain't such because the greatest definition of Ange so first and it has no definition and that's the best thing to know about God that you know nothing that the moment you give it a definition even a possible definition it's really not a sight ain't safe means stop giving me definitions don't put me in any box don't define me ain't safe means there's no sighs no sighs means there's no limit to it no limit means there's nothing excluded if there's nothing excluded don't turn me into orange don't turn me into yellow don't turn me into glued onto me Tourette which is why if you remember a few days we spoke oh we spoke about to keep it selam aleykum assess all of them Hashem has no energy he's imageless and because he's image list the only way we could connect to something that's image list is when we don't get stuck in one image because we get stuck in one you're not aligning yourself with the image lessness of God you're aligning yourself with a guard that you created in your image and that's really the question of religion is religion a God that's created in man's image or is religion about man who's created in God's image and it's two different types of religions there's a religion today where God God God God God but it's my god I create him I create him in Miami my conception of what God is that's the god I worship in other words I'm worshiping my narrow-mindedness I'm not worshipping God and where should be my creation of God the Hebrew Bible if you want real English or what we call the halacha Tyra says keep it Salam alaykum assalam as far as we're concerned God created me in His image I don't create him in my image and the first prerequisite for understanding that is that he has no image so h safe really means endless possibility and I use the word possibility because I'm not saying God is an endless reality because lumen an endless reality he's this and this and this and this no he's Ashley Musa the color which means every conceivable type of reality cannot be excluded from him and yet I'm not gonna define him by it because that's again going to be compromising the inside that's the significance of the word Schley most of the color so most of the color means it's the sum total of everything but it's not even the sum total of everything it's the it's that which also transcends the sum total everything it's the possibility of every Olam haba is also distraction in this sense how can I find out my understand infinity I don't know how find out Michael understand infinity be a finite mind can understand that it doesn't understand infinity which is pretty good and especially and the soul has an element of infinity in it so there's a certain when a person can open themselves up to that there could be a certain experience of infinity yeah of course the very mechanism of trying to understand infinite as part of the finite experience it's not just what I understand is the very fact that I'm trying to understand understanding is negotiating reality from a particular perspective you heard what I just said understanding is negotiating reality from a certain perspective which is fine it's beautiful but that's what it is and it's always perspective that's why Cochrane is part of a socialist it's a mechanism of defining reality is it a great mechanism yet it's the most brilliant mechanism we have and it's something you have to cherish it's called a mind but remember it's a mechanism of negotiating reality it's called making sense out of things you have to be subtle here I didn't say there's no real reality I second there is real reality but all reality we talk about is basically our observation of it and that makes it real it's real in that sense I would say the soul can't understand infinity the soul can experience infinity I'll tell you a voice from the fifth floor barber chair ever delivered our shop you have spiritual masters could convey profound profound ideas and one-liners this is what he says you could think about this for a few years dinner summer zette the neshamah zet the saiful stout so far when the heart slept either the soul sees the mind imagines speculates and the heart experiences the soul sees the mind thoughts afar tries to grapple with reality on the heart slept either three components of the human personality three elements and each one is what it is it has to remain what it is the soul sees the soul is a helical economy Mao the salt is ain't safe with them on the nefesh on the kiss here and you have the the sake of the very practice cycle is very precious you never denigrate say ho never denigrates a full cycle is the great gift of mankind hopefully and then you have mid this you have the heart and the heart lives the heart the heart breed the heart pumps the heart experiences the heart feels feels now yeah only elevated perspective yeah but Seiko has to at some point reach a limit and say this is where I can go to through the door I can take you through the door say who can take you able to take you up to the door but it says there's a stop sign the heights left image you know what left dip amazing but elected but he's he's living it through with such a spirit spirit and emotional experience yet it's not an intellectual pursuit it's all different experience it's an experience of it it doesn't see but selective it's a webdiver now because to me that's not gonna that's from abusive old boy one of the early Jewish philosophers he wrote the cyclical safer or a Korean did a solid typical premise Oh mom great works of Judah I have an expression e lui adopted he said if I would know him I would be him you say how does God if I would know him I would be him you know what I mean I wouldn't quit my job I would I would do something else for a living I would be gone if I you could understand them so then just be him you know homey it's hi noir now so you get what were too much like most of the cooler the source of endless possibilities answer so does age so I have acid of course does have guru of course after Ferris of course and how strong are they in the in so if I asked you now how strong are they are they weak or are they potent what's the answer ah so they're in the greatest there are limited in the ain't side they're infinite so it's much worse than time much worse than tell you I'm saying more dangerous than tar you and some volatile it's insight at least tell you is a creation at least tell you this some man you're busy negotiating at least until you're in a warrior in a fight you know the one guy has musles and you have muscles but in but over there you should have the greatest explosion of all all it really should be a sphere with you with the biggest smearer but the answer is of course over there it's ain't safe but what's big and there now we're gonna go back to your Shirish the language because they have a good vocabulary for this but what's big yeah they're of Masset entire you together of tester of glorietta fellas what's together they get there is by him las bahamas I'm not employed I'm the king glorious truth the ferris is truth Nexus is truth your sight is truth mouse's is truth the ultimate truth the only truth to the exclusion of all others when they announced by the hook but these are the two aides to the exclusion of all others I'm the truth and truth is one in the world of time truth is one in tikkun truth is not one truth is diversified truth is fragmented everybody has a little piece of the truth nobody has the whole truth but what's the gather of the hesitant are you present Loretta Faris and when glorious primal intense volatile infinite and kinda a create room for others so people who are in a mode of Gura they get angry and there's no negotiation they're angry all the way all the way when you're in a mode of nexif you're a bulldozer there's no backing off we're of tickled in caduceus it is not only in kedusha there's never only in conditioners always ask Alice Clow Gotham in Colusa there's always a scholar whistle the Gemara says you don't say a dovish a bit lucia Pacus Maiasaura why why can't I say Kaddish and barraco in my house what's gonna happen God is gonna get insulted you ever thought about it huh what do they explain to you as a kid what's important of a minion okay so let's explain let's explain doctor don't worship a goddess Bacchus mastered is a very profound idea it means if I don't have ten people I don't have a scholar loose I don't have different types or different types I can't capture an image list God you understand so Boris was a shaman voters who use God will be Scottish mayor but could only be said that articles every minion is a microcosm of the ten sphere is coming together when you have ten people you have ten universes always and when they come together and they agree to say his God will be Scottish made I was like God is like Wow the Jews agreed on one thing does Yahoo Avena woke up from his dream and he says anger came based on the Kim how did he know it's at a place where even the rocks get into a fight with each other has to be a sure only in a silk and the stones of the wall fight with each other other places the stones get along right so finally the job okay that's more humorous but the Tyson had varam is a double should be kedusha only comes with us Carlos that's the smile of taking which tell you doesn't have but now we're going back to slim us in the cool attained sight over these should have the biggest fear in the world everything is endless the answer is that Anna couldn't again I quote the words it because there's no better way of saying it the myth is the title of the ministers not taken from a host it's tight Christmas outgive lyrics off the gather of Guevara in ain't safe is not cavora the gathered of glory is it sad in in the Ange sight so let's understand entire the ain't safe is a didn't Cora and I couldn't the glories of Dylan the inside it could be that could be infinite there are infinite yeah he chose that and I thought you never write some way of a llama I saw a more national no you Adam let's divert that's planets of didn't aim safe and therefore it never becomes individuated to a point where it's gonna fight its colleague wise are not gonna fight its colleague because it's colleague is not its calling its colleague is itself how is it's calling itself i express same size and you expressing that's what I couldn't mean that the better makes us bound together if they're bound together why you saying it's ten don't call it ten say there's no ten I have no problem you telling me to ten and then you say it's bound together on one clearly with you making a joke yeah so though in the world of I couldn't what's near dish the consciousness of every minute is that what it's a hasty tensor of the expression of a self it's one of the endless possibilities and therefore it never assumes an independent definition and because it never assumes an independent definition it never grows into a conflict with that which has an opposite definition because just like you express the Ange so if I also expressed and said but it's not me I express it that is my very definition and because that is my very definition I have no identity outside of a possibility of infinite if I'm a possibility of the infinite then you and I are completely different and yet we're completely one and I could be in my most primal infinity you can be a most primal infinitely and there's absolute coexistence because the software may be different to go to the computer language but the hard core the hardware is the same in the hard core it's both age safe and therefore it's completely want it's just another demon it's a gathered in main site it's an uptight remain scythe that's the word it's an uptight names of the titrant ain't safe how do you might change safe you take things so it has a good at the fenders that's ok you say it's an affectionate safe it's sharpening so that's it you Saints at the Knights of I'm Saints out to myself I say this way I say they say sometimes you'll have with you're showing them deer on will say something the rush will say something dices will say something they're all saying the same thing but the lamb has his way of talking toaster says its way of talking to rushes his way of talking they're saying the same thing their vocabulary is different in Omaha put them the vocabulary is different but they're saying the same thing even though they're saying it in opposite ways that's it is saying it through tested and Gotha saying it through order but it's an uptight in each side so there's an update remain soft so you have your very interesting paradox each leader has intensity add ad infinitum pronounce that correctly are denied them ok ad infinitum sounds good it belongs here you know what I mean these conversations are belongs it means a Dane side ad til infinity laughing right so so so so you have that on one hand the mythos are adding size and on the other hand this complete unity not only there's unity we say it's channeled through one vessel in other words in the expression you're not gonna have ten expressions even though you have ten lights there's no differentiation why is it no differentiation if there's no differentiation don't say it's Omaha could them don't say there's no tents they just want just like in God himself and we'll soon see let's now get a little Susie there's something deeper than I could them because then I couldn't already talking about ten you're not talking about one if you took my one then you don't have to make a pill pool that it's awkward then it's because I could wonk Lee and I could them first of all there's a Kayle Kayle meat is already a receptacle there's a container there's a mechanism of expression but the Kayle is one for all ten but the ten are opposites and then tell you there's gonna be a war how suddenly are they I want Glee the practice was and I couldn't what snare dish what's negation is ain't safe and they'd say firstly most of the Kula actually most of the cooler you have this possibility of this possibility of this possibility and they're all basically the possibility of infinity expressing itself so it's one clean what happens in Peru is in tell you the intensity remains but the source of the intensity is that the world the source of the intensity is concealed so now what happens and tell you is each mid the fields it's full impact and it's full identity but what it loses is the awareness that its identity essentially is just the possibility of ain't sight so now what happens is the ain't safe now becomes a gene in me rather than I'm a given a safe the uptight kind of egg that's it is not a protection ain't safe ain't safe isn't uh protection tested my facet is ain't safe there's no room for anything else this is truth I hold on to this truth and I'll fight for it till the end because there's no other truth why cuz tell you every minute feels I am God I am God and if I am God how can I compromise I have to fight infinitely so I use the quality of a safe what am i using it for I'm using it for to define my meaning each witness so now each meter is completely intense just like it was before completely intense but now its intensity suddenly becomes to the exclusion of all others because my identity is experienced so instead of my identity simply being a possibility of infinity my identity is basically about my identity I'm not M like by him la vie yamas and therefore for me to be king you can't be king I wait till you Daria then I emerge I kill you in order to be born and I could they might never kill anybody well over here there's a shredder from the sharira becomes the world of clipper as he said in partial Vader in the mind now comes the next step so what happens in the code in the code name is really very close to that good then because you still have the intensity the primal extremism the volatile quality but it's a quantum leap in the sense that are not could them there was complete after us and then tell you this completes Mira complete period even though the energy the air is very very powerful and very very beautiful but it's the exclusion of others that's what happens that's why each sphere is completely self-contained I'm not everyone Ange Naima welcome and I'm sure the casa record I'm not an optimist safe anymore I'm an objection myself the moment that I picture myself it's a whole different reality now you have the world of Gruden the world of brood then looks at this looks at these two worlds and so what do we do now what do we do now we basically we're not going back to the state of ain't safe so what do we do so basically we have to start preaching to these ten spirits and explaining to them listen press it you're a wonderful guy I love you very much but you know what you cannot turn yourself into the ultimate definition of truth you could see yourself as a fragment of truth as a speck of truth as a greater truth as a glimmer of truth because you're missing information you're missing information you have to understand and appreciate answer so tickle goes back to Akutan in the sense that it appreciates that ain't safe is larger than anyone individually but on the other hand you are ready in a world of experience we're in the world of identity you're not in a world of ain't so if you're in a world of identity and in the world of identity I am I I'm not you huh you have your own mouth loose you have your own identity and it's very valuable and take on identity I am NOT you and you are not me and I can't be you I can't make believe I'm you and you can't make believe you're me cuz it's gonna haunt both of us like I told you many times a husband and a wife who get married and they decide that the reason our marriage is gonna work because we're momma's twins we're identical in everything well smash them at the cup and it works for around six and a half hours or if you're lucky six and a half weeks or six and a month as long as the honeymoon as long as you don't get into a fight in the honey but yeah who's to say there's no such a thing so you'll say you'll turn to your wife and you'll say and I couldn't we were the same so she'll tell you so go get married to I couldn't go get married to a khuddam you go get married to the Gemara that's you want to get married get married yeah yeah yeah once that you're not really know are you living in a world of identity what's the best you can do here you have to have motion you have to have motion that mixes in and basically it's like a fad it's like a fan to cool down to cool down the untamed ox and say this room for your identity and you have to cherish it but you also have to understand that it's your it's an organism and you have to create a we out of our you have to create a we you have to create a one plus one button tell you one plus one equals two and tick on one plus one somehow can equal more than two right are greater than two by revealing that is something that that connects them that there's something there is a name so fear and therefore I give to you and you give to me without compromising the integrity of any of us here is the humility yes bit but the humility is that since we can't appreciate they so once upon the time there was a vision not in time but there is a certain vision of things of which allows us to talk and exist as independent realities but we're humble enough to say since we don't have that vision we know it's there but your function yeah now let's understand there was a break because Hashem wanted that inch so I should morph into identity our world is a world of identity compartmentalization i am i you are you there's a tree there's a dog there's an elephant and there's a galaxy that's tough diamond to be able to create a derivative tightening that dinah means a world that's not inside a world that is basically defined by Google by finiteness and the definition of finiteness says I am I and I end right here and you begin right here and I cannot invade your space and you can't invade my space ah God doesn't say anything yeah me god is everything in God is in this whole process it's just different ways in which he allows his reality to be manifested in experienced so now finally yeah what allows however a marriage to function once you emerge into separate people once you create separate identities you have to have a memory of a site but you don't a memory of ain't psychic then you have the other extreme and that is let me just live a single life always very good their memories ain't Sofia's when you're in la-la land you're always good whenever you're in la-la land you're always good to go just make sure you don't land make sure that the air balloon doesn't land as long as you're flying in an air balloon will you call out clip them doesn't they just keep it up there you know stay up there fine spaghetti sometimes you look up and you say just don't land just tell that cuz you're gonna crash you're gonna crash it the question is once we discover identity can we still coexist peacefully and we can we really create from an AI are we the answer is one thing if there's a memory of a site that's really the mystical basis of what we call the date night date night to bring back so to speak yes yes yeah to recapture that magic now can we recapture the magic and the daily grind of life the answer is brooding tikkun has a hot aura of ain't safe that Toya doesn't have what try to Hara or doesn't mean an experience you're not going back IRA means a glimmer array a reflection a memory something that tells you and your spouse were so different and yet we're so one we can create something together because there is a larger a larger story that we can create out of our diversity not by compromising our diversity but by actually upholding our diversity but it would be like pieces of the jigsaw puzzle where Intel you know tell you so and so you have a funny thing tell you really is more loyal to our code them in its expression but it's really a betrayal of Akutan in its message that's why it's unstable yes burden is much less loyal to our code demand its expression and yet in its core in its message it's much more loyal talk couldn't tar you looks much more exciting it's more ain't safe but in its ultimate message it's not loyal to our code them Tikhon which compromises everything and makes it limited it's really more loyal because it appreciates it appreciates the inside that's a bit selam aleykum assess other ahuna cave a bottom other miss Shan MA autumn versus Bahama Bahama star you an atomistic on the uniqueness of atom is the concept of long-term marriages right there and bounces in voracious why were other men however created as Adam one person and then split into two all animals yet a male horse female horse a bull and a female cow are some didn't make one cow and then split it into two why by a person that he make this whole thing so the RAM bond says something very interesting and that is because they would never be able to be marriage because if he created two people so you would always know that it's two people for marriage to happen and it creates one person and then he splits them into two so there's a deep consciousness that we really want what does it mean up here if this epiphany is it means that the uniqueness of Adam versus Behaim is that bahama really he's on his own so even though they get married but it's basically a product of procreation of reproductivity even over there you need actors to create a new generation because children are always a link to a life where is ain't safe manifested in our life the fact that when we die there's something that remains after us which is the miracle of existence we are here today but in many ways I've realm is still alive and Sarah's still alive and other mist Aloha because we're here look at us human mortality is achieved through children I mean human immortality okay so what do ya learn once says I don't want to achieve immortality through children or through my legacy I want to achieve immortality by not dying fine but we know that that's that that's a wonderful idea that's a wonderful idea they say that there was once a priest and a minister and a rabbi discussing in Starbucks what they would like to hear at their funerals so the priest says I would like to samba somebody to say how loyal I was to God and the ministers I would like somebody to say what a good friend I was as a clergyman and the rabbi says I would like somebody to say you know I think he's moving so we love to achieve immortality just from staying alive however immortality is experienced through children through the nits pious Binion are they add forever for half children you have to have a male and a female I'll Pete ever write maybe the Supreme Court will change it but I'll beat ever you still need to have a male and a female coming together to reproduce why is that because children are a link to the inside and a link to the inside only happens when opposites merge brooded that's the memory of the ain't safe so the Eternity of brood them can only happen to B'Tselem even in the animal world even an animal even in the botanic world plants it's one of the fascinating ideas elusiveness even plants cannot reproduce if there's no male and female coming together why is God so obsessed with boys and girls coming together the Orthodox hated but God apparently loves something about there's something very special about it right right I told I told some teacher of kasanga Mikasa they also have to tell people that God made this whole system it's not a dirty sister was created by the Sultan there's a terrible misconception now people are educated about intimacy but this is like a product of the devil himself the worst thing that ever happened to humanity there are monsters it's quite a shock adoshem people have preparer you can distort things you could turn things into dirty experience we have to understand these are designs of God these are holy designs and it's very very unhealthy when you make hasanah makalah's feel guilty about being human and being jewish and doing wonderful things like loving each other and being connected to each other okay but that's a separate varsha even though the cinema getting excited so therefore what we have to understand one that could then that is this why is the male and female synthesis so powerful because there will not be a new generation without it because a new generation always means seeing the bigger picture outliving yourself seeing something beyond yourself and tell you that doesn't happen what's it say about another than our view all the different reasons that they died but suddenly apart is about mid birth is a new reason who born in why how you love em one reason is they got drunk they went in ages are born in love my love of naraba who born in my home I have not even a vo were very high souls extremely high so dark I am says in after a mite they died because they wanted a kiss they wanted a kiss cut they said we don't need all these mice Allah we're not interested in tickling Shardas compromises we're going to the honeymoon we want everything we want the primal experience they want to the kiss garden and one kiss of God is basically a taste of infinity but a taste of infinity basically causes a expire the voltage electricity is too intense for your body so you basically melt away in that space it's a beautiful place to be but there won't be any children there won't be any children because that's true they got drunk they didn't get drunk and stomach coholic s-- so yeah and this masala mikdash means they got drunk on roughly as they got drunk on ungodliness the guts rotten huh it got drunk on in safe they got very very close it's called a sin but you know that sin in other words there are sins that are ugly and our sins that are beautiful another man our videos sin was a very few it was a nice cinnamon it was a beautifully simple it's still a sip or bonham like how you laugh so we process the ange life always do soccer and a caver salam alikum synthesis because that is what allows us to remember something beyond us and that's who it allows us to tap into eternity eternity within a structured world within a world of you would suggest divorce you you ever met such aa husband no I'm just wondering ah I'm in Tibet I once met a couple they came to me that perfect soul unbiased but they had everything differently what mama says opposite as you can get and I was lonely what's the glue here what's the good and I realized I had one glue they were both stingy odd Ange toys and they're stingy as they loved each other's they both thought over the last penny and they would go crazy if a nickel was spent and that's what they would talk about this was romance for them how do how to be stingy and it was so interesting but they found they found that which somehow connected them to a sign the fact that we're one you know it's quite a pathetic form of Ain sorry but but it worked it was fascinating to me we're up to some above the second column we he may page 131 bohemian calls are you so we have we have three states of consciousness but we discussed the truth is three states of consciousness is not very accurate I'm just using that term because I don't find a better term because really some of them can't really be defined as consciousness consciousness is already quite a dramatic definition for three states of reality from the states of consciousness three states of perception defined here as I couldn't I couldn't have ridden or as I could demand toyou and tickled and the great distinction was in the first and highest state what do we mean by highest and we say highest again we don't mean high one is on the third story of the building and one is the second story I want is the first story highest means a state that is more reflective of the source of reality the essence of reality which is ain't safe and then lower means a state where it evolved into a situation where there's more distance in the sense that the original quality is not as recognizable and there's somewhat of a distortion question is how dramatic the distortion is that is always what we mean when we say higher and lower in these in these discussions never higher as an space space higher and lower in space the Rambam says this until Chris you said you know not a judgement at all it's not it's not a judgement at all it's a description to understand you know where we're things originating and we're attitudes originator even though it's not a judgment though we're still striving to be in the higher state I mean not when they may be developing and lower statements all striving you know it's awareness the weirdness is very well the whole point is to tell you is the stuff of the physical world and there was this whole point that gosh news comes actually from titled there's an aspect of tickler the soul is a essentially a soul particular but the interaction with the physical world is an interaction with the world of toil that's what we're interacting with [Music] yeah higher deeper but what is what you mean by the word deeper yeah that's what we mean by high we don't mean higher they're right on 2% yeah they said before in the mind way that old varam Goslin diamond Samir high macabre essentially is title so we have a lot of that so you have this I could Amanda could remember no didn't and and and briefly the distinction was that and I couldn't you have all of the meters everything but over there they gather is like most of the color so most of the color means because of the endless perfection of a knife that has endless possibilities including the possibility for each of the midnatsol of the minutes are there and each of them is there in its full intensity but because their definition is not detached from the insight on the contrary their entire definition is that they're bound up with ain't safe there as we set a diamond inside of an expression of a knife so therefore there's no conflict there's no breakage there's notice how cuz why because the whole would see is the home of hosts of the mid that there is an up tension inside it such flame us discuss it as hula dis defects in kickin it's the other way Tikhon you also have diversity and they also get along very well but the reason they get along very well is because each one of them is weakened in other words there is so much more diversity the distinctiveness is felt and because this think the Venus is felt and the thickness is felt in a very powerful way so therefore I have to recognize that things are very distinct from me because of that I can't create space for that which is very different than me and this means that there's a certain element of my identity that is weaker that is more calm than compromise that is a little more diluted because of the Maya Charlotte of our life which weakens the mythos and then you have the state in the middle which is tell you which at the surface tell you is really more reflective of I couldn't really tickle is more reflective of our core team tolly was more reflective I couldn't in the sense that the myth is there a very ain't safe there very prime of a very powerful volatile there infinite but on the other hand what's an irrigation tell you is the ego of the meter so to speak the identity of the meter not the fact that it's an expression of a knife and therefore it becomes egocentric in the sense that it's it feels that it needs to exclude everything else that is not it that becomes like the enemy by my Yama's very unlikely I must and that creates the Chavira so such intense divine energy goes haywire and goes into a state of chaos and falls apart to the point that the shards and they are splintered and they end up everywhere and they ultimately evolve oh so those are the sparks I've taught you and the shards of Thalia the broken came them of tire that evolved from one world to another world and then in this world they translate as material physical brute reality which do not despair achoo source even though they are all part of divine energy and that's the secret as he spoke of food whether it's the secret of animals especially a really all physical matter including all physical food that we need now most of the cool amines slay Musa the cooler ain't suffer some of the color means it's the source of perfection and therefore it has endless possibilities everything and many more why would you exclude anything from eight so if you don't exclude anything if you exclude anything that's not in sight ain't safe means or has no limit in other words there's no concept that is not part of it if there is a concept that's not part of it it means it has a site just like physically yeah I live in this I'm sitting in this chair I'm not sitting in your chair because my identity has as parameters it has Coulomb okay so the world is made up of the building block the building blocks of the universe is tensors the entire universe of course different if Ryan have one emphasize more than another just like in people you have a person who's more noted to test it you have a person is more likely to worry and a person who's one note okay consciously everyone has everything but what do you mean so like wide that negate in the mid the exterior and the moisture there was no severe okay motion comes down the middle so in the mid this that's where the schmear of thought you was most seven littles my thumb is three carbon Agassi the first is Kaufman are generally and that's where you feel the intensity of emotion Dom wanna fish now yesterday we defined it in terms of relationships which always works but we defined it more in personal relationships for example in a marriage you'll have a marriage that is based on the conception that everybody is one everyone is identical there's no distinctions problem is when the distinctions emerge how do you deal with them how do you deal with the separateness how do you deal with it can you can you contain that within yourself do you have space and that's the difference of cuddle and tickle an entire you everything that's so extreme and powerful that I'm the king and for me to be the King you can't be the king was interesting a lot of assumption look at Soraka wearing tick on the model is that there's a some memory of a safe some heritage of insight and therefore there is coexistence what looks like compromise is not coming from weakness but it's actually coming from a depth from a certain awareness event sight but you can't compare to what good because then I could then the me dice are not diluted in any single way on the contrary they're in their most perfect fashion why because they're aligned with the source of all infinity so then they're they're actually more perfect than int it good they're even more perfect there to tell you and therefore you would Express over there the greatest competition because over there each one is completely ain't safe but precisely because of that is also no no conflict because each one essentially loses that sense of individuality that creates conflict it sees into the other itself not because the other is itself but because what's near vish what's felt that each of them is as I said that it's an uptight and inside it's a hazy Tillotson ain't safe it's just another way that this Schley Musa the cooler is manifested it's just another form of the endless possibilities and therefore since the endlessness of it this felt it's an expression of of infinity so therefore you are an equal expression of me because of its had to ain't safe that we actually want and therefore it's I couldn't be clear they're bound up in in one in one they were never separated right even though you speak about ten lights you're not saying it's one like you're saying it's ten lights in others you're not speaking the ain't safe in its source you're speaking about how they ain't safe right is already a source for endless possibility but what's felt in each of them is one between a wonder could what is it what is it it's a huh good daughter it's an uptight it's a din in inside that's that's it together so therefore what's the real gather of house evening so if what's the real gathered of Gura not its own identity rather an expression of the source and therefore its I couldn't be clearer hunt if you will I said this when we learn to tire I purchase Naya one of the greatest complications in human history is how to create the balance between the oxid and it's able between the individual and it's simpler we're learning to reform a sector of Shoshana tomorrow Sudarshana de Feud speaks about the fact that there's birthday's in China today when do you celebrate your birthday let's say you were born on Pesach your birthday's not pasted on your birthday is on the Rosh Hashanah of the Chinese New Year that's your birthday so for example if I was born a day before the Chinese were Shoshanna the Chinese New Year I was born a day before that and then shined up a flower when you're born you're considered already one years old stomp as we discussed earlier so now want you one day old then you're ready to years old why are you two years old because they're new year began and that's considered your birthday so what day after you were born as your birthday I you didn't even pass a day I do days than in past that's your birthday what is this based on it's based on the fact that your identity is part of the national identity who are you who are you and the answer to that is you are part of this country and that's the big question the balance between Yaakov and sibling we all understand that if you have people living together they need to somehow surrender some of their individual rights for the collective why if you're not gonna pay taxes you're gonna say everything I make is mine so then what happens you won't be able to support an army a move defend you you won't be able to support an infrastructure that travels the snow and it's snowing outside somebody has to clean the streets somebody has to pay for it so these are the rights and so to speak surrender for the benefits of having the things that our garbage is collected everybody understands but a certain element that they offered gives up whether it's money or time in order to contribute to himself as part of the simple things should be able to be protected and get the services that he needs but how much how much do you cede your own that's the big question in politics for thousands of years what's the best regime what's the best system today you don't have so many people arguing about it very often although it's quite heated different areas but in the last century after the First World War and during that time this became one of the hottest conversations especially among millions of Jews who identified with socialism and communism because it was very promising what was so promising was the idea that there's no ownership everybody is really one the kibbutz movement in early Israel was based on this idea we all work for the same cause you harvest the potatoes and I work in the kitchen you plant the cauliflower and I build the tents and the huts but essentially the car is owned by all of us and the wedding gown is owned by all of us and whenever somebody gets married we give them the wedding gown and the food is owned by all of us if somebody has six kids they need more bread and if somebody has one child they need less bread this was the idea of socialism and Karl Marx believed that this is that it's gonna create peace in the world because all conflict comes from the jealousy and the hatred and the anger that comes from those who have in contrast to those who have not and if they could be economic equality we're you don't own anything and I don't own anything we both contribute what we contribute to society Society owns everything and Society allocates based on needs so then you and I are completely equal and the workman triumphs in the long battle of his there's no king and there's no laymen everyone everybody is evil this spoke to very idealistic parts of people especially Jews while looking for one messiah or another looking for a new world and and this this idea was very very compelling extremely compelling it's so compelling that millions of Jews came in raptured by its vision and many of them were leaders of the Bolshevik Revolution most famous voice was Leon drugs feels real name was label it but understand and even Lenin I believe was a Jewish but he came from a Jewish family he was of course the architect of the Bolshevik Revolution and the 70-year held that it would create in the Soviet Union and the 50 million deaths Joseph Stalin would cause over the 30 years of there's a river drain from 1924 to pull him from March 1953 so Churchill once said that the difference between socialism and capitalism is he said capitalism he said is terrible because it's the unequal distribution of prosperity of money he said socialism is the equal distribution of misery so misery is distributed equally to everybody of course not to everybody because we know that some are more equal than others but that was a very interesting attempt and I say interesting very fascinating attempt it came crashing down after 70 years because of the levels of decadence on paper it's very idealistic and practicality there was a hell on earth what they did it with it one of the worst worst experiments in history in terms of criminal activity the bloodshed and the violence etc map that doesn't mean that the system itself is bad sometimes the leaders are corrupt that's what happened as an animal farm you know some people are more equal than others but here is a bigger question is the system essentially correct is it an onion let's say we have innocent leaders who will not manipulate the situation right the kibbutz movement a lot of leaders of the kibbutz movement were very and remained at the allistic people not everybody but some of them were very what's called they had the key copy and very clean hands the yellow parish of Kaddish lose huh yeah some of them were very Nicky cop I am you know they're very very innocent very honest in terms of money in terms of manipulating the assets obviously some of the key boots boots leaders in Israel you know they were very very idealistic and they really meant them not only the cross parent in the Soviet Union you know one spouse to Stalin Lenin and indeed these guys were just lot thirsting murderers of the probably Stalin killed the most people that anybody ever killed in history for more people that Hitler killed between thirty and fifty million people one man one imagine a man that murders fifty million people in this tenure but not know lots of uses to everybody everybody between his gallant off not even close nicely Marsha what they did I'm just saying it's not it's not close that's what I want to say here that's what I want to say what I want to show you is that the three worlds I couldn't look at them and brood them really if I could apply it they really reflect three Sciences of politics three perspectives the world of a Coogan is a very tempting world for the depth of the human soul which seeks to forfeit individuality and melt away in equality and oneness like that feeling of young people three o'clock in the morning sitting with each other and everybody with a guitar right singing the music there's no boundaries there's no barriers there's no hierarchy there's no responsibility you're not worried about the future and we're not thinking about the past we're just completely melting away in the moment there's something very compelling to the human spirit and the reason it's so compelling is because it touches a chord that is very very deep and what is that chord if you trace it all the way up it's the chord where really there's no distinctions and even though there are distinctions from that perspective there's really no distinctions because all the distinctions are just another manifestation of oneness sometimes yes I get that caught that sense of cosmic oneness with is absolutely no distinction and in many ways I would argue that if you really want to say this I mean it's a little Dearing everything as a cherishing kedusha it could be that a Shura shove socialism in kedusha is I'll Omaha could it not that Lenin knew about I'll Omaha could then or cared for Omaha could them or even cared for God the base of the Bolshevik Revolution was of course that God has non-existent at all and economics was ultimately the only driving force people problem have assault all people think about is real estate and money maybe he was right about that but of course Judaism believes that humans also have personality whose individuality beyond realistic is individuality beyond money which was one of the great mistakes and that is you create economic equality right what about it the problem is motivation because what's there to motivate me as the mission Mars other notes of the council like Yosemite Shekhar Michelle Phaedra and is that true to the human spirit how deep is that other notes of a car show like I want to create something I want to create something even if it's completely innocent even if it's not manipulated but those that undermine is individuality a real thing so from I could them you come into the world of miqo'te and it could them individuality is not only real it reigns supreme it reigns supreme to the point that if you don't recognize and surrender to my individuality you don't even exist this is capitalism in its extreme capitalism and it's extremists what is mine is completely mine now this is a great motivator because what you create you own nobody else owns I am for myself I am for myself now in just dying you have it in an extreme shall be surely and shalash a lot and sometimes what is shelach is on socially you know so socially that's the opposite that's the opposite where where individuality becomes extremely powerful right talk about it in terms of communities how should a community run should a community be based basically on the K Hilla or under the individual some of us grew up in societies where everything was the killer the killer the kill they hear the word Killa they have nightmares there's nothing but the killer you can suffer your family can suffer the main thing is the killer right huh okay it's killer that's it Kayla that's it you fit in you to fit but that's who you are that's your idea even your birthday is not your birthday your birthday is when the killer was born and that's a birthday cuz that's who you want and then there's others say no life is about me life is not about not community and not society and it's not my parents and I might teachers and the same questions about religion right I am I I am I Hillel says it huh when you think either capitalism or social extreme then you have a limit oh well he's gonna explain it's my way or the highway and right right right yeah so Thalia was like extreme capitalism you know an extreme individuality there's nothing but I I to the exclusion of all else and everything else but what we see here is that there's space for each one in other words in the evolution of reality each one has its space so when we have these emotions and we have these experiences they have a place enough to be afraid of them they have a place primal infinite intense emotions when you're the only one who exists has its place it's called over my pile you if you don't deal with it it could break it could break you and break other people but it has its place Omaha could them is actually the original source where there's absolutely no distinctions and no competitiveness and yet everything is all that everything is there because what's near dishes pain sighs it's very very min do young because you say you're supposed to really evolve from all on a toe for a deal with it a baby is the classic example of some is all myself yeah he's nothing exist yes yes her maturity yeah he's moving beyond that in the baby's world I am the only thing that exists my mother's very days and the extra her very Macias is here just to serve me there's no such a thing your baby wakes up three o'clock in the morning after waking up two o'clock in the morning after waking up twelve o'clock and mommy turns to the baby and says I love you so much mommy hasn't slept in three weeks give me another 45 minutes what mean that and then I will change your pamper I'm nurse your play with y'all spend time with you I'll talk to you the baby looks at the mother and says absolutely not it's not negotiable you're gonna change my pamper now you're gonna hold me now you're gonna verse me now and if not I will make your life miserable and that's exactly what the baby does it fulfills its pledge and hollers and screams on you learn your lesson that there's no negotiations I am the king in this house and everybody is here to serve me now some of us actually never leave that paradigm we just scream and shout in different ways but essentially that's what we do throughout our life right and mommy says but I worked so hard for you okay doesn't make a difference I am on and as the one guy once said I think I told you he once said that he always likes to wake up middle of the night to help his wife but since his xavius a cost so that she should do it so therefore he goes back to sleep as the most success rob is my shovel is believed ish the man lies in bed and he has many thoughts to go and pick up the baby and give him a bottle but Hashem the way the reboiler wanted it is Hisako she should rise and he should go back to sleep she says ma s silat silver shovel by initial only I can't repel I can't defy God's decree God's edict okay so this is the baby grows up and this is the common this is the conception this is this is the baby's paradigm this is essentially an expression of toil you're me dice a fully fully extreme and there's no room for anything else anybody else part of maturity part of growing up is that my can come in and what is my sin my sin is awareness and the awareness of my friend basically tells the mid dice that you're entitled to your emotion but you also have to create space and understand it as somebody else who exists and yes you have your needs but they also have their needs and really together you can create something much larger anyhow and that's why it's not only you have to compromise it's also in the compromise your enhanced but that makes the metres weaker and it's the weakness that allows the coexistence we're not good then it's not the weakness that allows the coexistence it's actually the ultimate strength that allows the coexistence the fact that it's aligned with its ultimate source that it's Allah allows its coexistence in other words the fact that it's infinitely strong is what allows its full existence in Peru them if you would translate that model into brute you wouldn't lose it why because that's what Toyo is tell you is the attempt of translating the ultimate strength but without the key which is that you're all an expression of ain't safe so really as I couldn't as the Rebbe initial island wanted to create a reality outside of a couidn't there was a transition from transcendence to identity from from I&T yesh right for come from complete Bittle to Macias from from non existence to existence because then I could them it's non existent Laura me non existence it exists but what is its definition of it its non-existence in our terms its exists as an expression of ain't safe as endlessness but when you want that evolution from transcendence into identity now it takes time to develop a system here so in Tahoe you grab onto identity but you're still busy with infinity so your identity is infinite and in Tikhon basically what happens is the identity surrenders to the other identity because there's a feeling of range size and that's the compromise that ticklin creates which system is the system of tighter there was once the previous love amateur ever known as there ever a yacht was in a train he writes as he was traveling in a train this was in the early 1900's and then the debates were very fierce young Jews would sit in the saloons and Berlin and the cafeterias in Paris and in the in the in the cafeterias of Russia and they would whoever it was whatever the Starbucks was the czar box and they would and they would debate the future of society this was this was it you know everybody was busy saving the world today you're looking for iPhone 7 but they were busy saving the world everybody was waxing eloquent about saving the world yeah of course Zionism was one way of saving the world socialism and then and socially we had the booth distant it was the sister it was very very fragmented religion was mom wished on the decline and are very seriously and all these she was in Europe and maybe a few thousand Bona probably fifty percent of Jewish society left Judaism late 1800s and 1900s between the world wars and before the First World War it was complete terms of the Jewish future the situation was beyond belief it wasn't a simple time time of tremendous upheavals and also tremendous bloodshed and suffering as well everything that people took for granted and security was shaken up to its essence so he was on a train and he hears a debate between Jews what system of government is the tightest system of government many argue that socialism is exactly what area wants Masha Maher some lawyer after freshman at Sibley for half dollar Eric America Passaic TIF takasaka no ribbies Truman's mystras my sunny you think you own a field you owe nothing Pena is a million lepak Shikha true Mr Colley and my solution is Tel Aviv my sunny poor people my sis a knee or shall I am yeah we let's go to do of course my sister oh so many I love this the whole concept of a minyan all these things Sid born artificial cetera the clown clown obvious all these are marketed as a socialism such a thing the Gemara says and and but a bastard cut it fin of a masculine arts doctor you don't want to give stuck a takeaway that you offered stalker and even if you made a lot of money so this is this Meister has to go for soccer and even a higher shot a olivarez but twenty percent etc and you have to it's not voluntary I'm giving sadaqa because I'm a nice guy you have to this is socialism others argued factual tell you there's a capitalist ecology this ownership look a little learned he'll Chris Kingman about become a member messyellen Baba bastard this is my house in my house much of a love affection miss bird did Joel mine his ownership does identity this property this poor people this rich people huh harsh elaborate LMI masters a shaker but everywhere else harsh I've ever dolly homage yeah was cool eva holy holy they're arguing I saw there was a big debate which one is tighter the tighter data which was basically the West was America versus versus a Soviet Union this rule of the question and so they turned to their Edmonton Lubavitch remember they're right after they asked him what his opinion was he said something very very profound he said every system that was created by mankind from the beginning of creation and philosophy and psychology and politics and in any other field of wisdom generally there's a cloud ain't cave below darvany rabble a tithe it has segments of toy unit because the human mind has in a tithe things that are beneficial productive and divine and has elements of Wrath broken destructive wrong erroneous and there's no system that's gonna be a perfect system there's elements and spoil we would call sparks of holiness and use debris this garbage this rubble and it's mixed it's mixed and he said the toys in every is ultimately taken from Toyota every the toy when that is taken from thing of the Toyotas the conglomerate of the toy that every then it coulda satire that you'll find that every will originate back entertainer on a different level of cook rights of Remington eClinical Crites what's shot it says that when Messiah comes the posix esence Rania Raman reason horses were welcomed as epic Safa burner liquor a coolant Bechet Marsh Amla of the chef Samantha I will call out to all the nations there'll be a straight language a common language everybody will call out in the name of the same God everybody will worship one that she really tights is in purchase was kind of schmeyer you sell assemble economic hub you know where actually touches what do you have to think about smile you saw what do you think my smile is so according to Rashi you're really thinking about mushiya you know that so it actually says I'll tell you what actually to look it up smiley straw listen juice assemble the K know the God whose our God today Hashem I thought when my shift comes he's not gonna be our God anymore it's gonna be one God that's a Russian Turkish lawmaker assemble a K mu today is really a shame I thought that's what's gonna happen that's how actually touches the posture because I mean it's a little bit of a difficult bus crash humble the King not sure what to say smiles tallish I'm a cop remember the my Michelle my Lisbon my maken spoke about that well Hashem Allah came nearly sir all Yaakov and all that but that's why she's shot sort of cook asked the question it's a very good question I'm asking a little bit of my word so what is exactly what is it gonna look like basically all the Zen Buddhists are gonna move it to bar a park for Shabbos and after Shabbos they're gonna have a kid dish and they're gonna eat jalapeno herring and sponge cake and solvent I mean all the will die immediately and especially in the East I mean either from heart attacks or from from what do we really mean really mean that everybody's gonna become integrated into this amazing Jewish culture what about all the elements of Jewish culture that are not ie Iceland what exactly is gonna happen suddenly we're gonna be we're gonna we're now 14 million right maybe two million people come to show so suddenly there'll be seven billion people who are gonna we're going to start arguing with the gabbai about who gets sheshe I mean what's exactly what is it exactly gonna look like well who gets Khalil who gets how did we the sermon was too warm stone with two wounds it's a mister who's it's a minor B's etc so he said the very powerful insect which is really what the previous sensation isettas follows he said every culture and almost I actually say almost almost every culture every civilization every nationality has a certain identity and a certain lifestyle ain't toy Ballard available airtight it has within a divine spark or some things that are very beneficial very meaningful including religion take Christianity take Islam there's some components that have produced very good behavior Christians in the name of Christianity have sometimes done and do a lot of good because of certain ideals that exist in that religion the same is true with I should say I mean other religions as well but we also know that a lot of them most of them have components that are very very corrupt and sometimes evil Christianity the name of Christianity has murdered Louis look what Islam today from the Memphis is doing in the name of Islam or so on the name of this one yeah I should say Allah have them we also know some of us know this very well that some of our Jewish co-religionists can use Judaism as well and turn it into a very very corrupt system that has nothing to do with the truth it's about manipulation the containership oppression and abuse whatever yeah and always the name of God is used it's never about me it was about me I could forgive you it's not about me it's about quite relying and of course quite sham I am I could murder you are coming to your wife I can whether your kids that can embarrass I could throw you out I can burn down your house even if your kids are sleeping the middle of the night it's not a problem because I work for God I work for God so we all understand this now sometimes it's the individuals sometimes it's a community sometimes it's the whole religion is is wrapped into its core because the authors of the religion are wrapped into their core or not to their core but any type of a gravity he said what's gonna happen when Messiah comes is danica does have toys that exists in every philosophy will emerge fully and everybody will be able to identify the source of that toy of and Toyota so the unity that's gonna happen there are vut will be able to be disregarded and the type of it Weber committed they were able to celebrate those elements in their culture and their religion that represent the divine spark that always existed there without all of the accessories that are really garbage and and toxic and therefore the unity with the Jews that will happen automatically because the recognition of the source of all the elements of light will be there so now you ask is tired as socialistic or capitalistic is tired about identity to an extreme or straighter about surrender to community it's about the larger good the collective good of individual good the Yaak you know that's a blur you'll retain and you'll find support for everything you will find my mother in Kazan you know some of the people write articles and they prove that Toyota doesn't believe in individuality and they'll bring you like a hundred kumaris and I think I'll bring you a hundred Campari the exact opposite Thomas Hayek is quoting to Manas you want a cross because cause etcetera etcetera huh yeah now who's right the truth is this attention there's attention this is attention there's an element here that's very tight there's an element in social in that it's very very idealistic as an element in capitalism that is very very tight personal ownership creates personal creativity creates personal initiative but even more than that its identity real or not that's the question that's the real question is identity real in other words can we create the world in which we don't really recognize identity can we create a society in which we don't really believe in it it's almost like an illness I read about a certain place that if people have issues they right away medicate them and they don't fit into the system they give them medication it's almost like neba you're like an upper case you didn't conform okay well medicate you embark assume your brains will fry and you'll conform and everything will be wonderful it's like this recognition that you're sick if you have this that this need for identity well really what we're learning here is that that's a wrong description of life there's an element of I couldn't where we're really all part of one we're part of but life is also the transition into a world of being into a world of identity it's called the 10th Kurtis and Kahlan they're not the same anymore until you go to an extreme Tikhon now comes back but these are the components where a chicken tries to negotiate between the truth of Akutan and the truth of nepotism chicken doesn't say let's just go back to our code them let's just nuke the whole system and just go back to our code them everything will be wonderful why don't you just do that if Talia was such a disaster so let's nuke it and go back no no no no we leave tar you you have to work with Talia you have to deal with Toyo taken elevates tell you tickled sublimates tell you take Odom that basically negotiates between a kudamon Talia it embraces toying with a sense of identity it embraces I put them in the sense that my identity needs to create space for your identity so as a result of that we have here a situation where Hillel says I'm a nun Ely mealy Shan ela asked me Mommy in pre-k Elvis if I am NOT for myself who will be here for me but if I am only for myself what am I so listen to his words if I am NOT for myself who will be here for me I have to be here for myself this is not a selfish statement it's a spiritual statement I was created to be I I was not created to be you if I will not be here for me I will be failing God not only me you understand what I'm saying I will be failing God because he created me to be me I have a gift I have a contribution will be like a musician who has you know would be like would be like Mozart saying I'm sorry I don't play the piano I'm not different than anybody else he doesn't play the piano I don't play the piano who are you fairly not only failing yourself you're failing history you're failing your mission you're failing your purpose it may not need leave if I am NOT for me Neely who is here for me it's not a statement of neediness or of or of competitiveness or of a 9r and extreme independence like I will fight for myself maybe that too but melee means I can't have you beat with me I need a live me because you have to live you what do they say don't copy other people they're taken already they're taken or somebody said we're all born originals but many of us died most of us died as copies so it may not need Lee if I am NOT here for me me Lee who will be able to do that this is my Lissa's identity is real I have my own and Mike Elliott and you can't do my er cuz you have yours now kushai me laughs me but if I'm only for myself then money then then what am i what is he saying here what he's saying here is just like if he may not need leave me Lee you're depriving yourself from the gift of self or shamela ask me from only for myself then more on me I'm equally depriving my time need for my and me I'm limiting Miami to Miami jameelah asks me if I'm only for myself money really your Annie is much larger than your army because your army really is rooted at infinity if you want to become I you have to recognize that your eye is infinite your eye is not just a little small orbit an infinity I can experience only in the relationship that I have with myself of course with others with the universe and with God so which one is true and the answer is that is exactly the point the point is that there are these states of consciousness and each one captures a certain each one captures a certain truth you know is a very interesting much like this i'ma set to cite them how the Jews sang the Shira it's one of these much locusts and you read it it's like we have to argue about everything there's like nothing that you could just leave alone cause you're sure moisture Bernays so I don't have a problem with that my share the Jews sang but of course they come on as a problem could have did you say emotion is insane if my should say they didn't you so what was moisture solist moisture was the vocalist moisture was the hasn't my Sherwood moisture was held got what was happening here who was singing make sure the Jews when you ever concert one guy sings and everybody sits and nmn and videos so you say who sinks Oscar Micheaux Vanessa huh Hoover may you slow okay that works for you that works for you but how exactly did it happened he was louder usually this four million people singing and there's one person singing you won't hear right MS so what sucks they never bothered okay so the miself decided that flam and it's a huge much like is huge if I give a blizzard of Nehemia can't summer closes maybe a keeper says only moisture did it nobody else did it nobody sank only mush so what did the Jews do state of a blazer biome relay my Reshiram a sham basically Moshe said this at the end of every passage they all screamed a Sheila Shem like a real real huh a real concert so I just says a Chumash mpgray got four million people a shooter Russian sister a widow male Yamashiro Russian us he was even us come into our room our shams that came to make sure my son I've shown him looks like a shoe election that's what happened by your rule a miracie russia they did the cortical decorous the responsive the responsive chorus at the end of every stance that's his ah the pizmon yeah the prisoner yeah they're blessed time is no moisture rob a new said the Shira and they also said the so why does it say he they repeated after him he was the soloist he was Ash lift simple he said they repeated my Joshua leshenka guy God shouldn't though my famiiy says absolutely not absolutely not he studies my younger lamer is they repeated after he says oz Yasha my chauvinists also she has a slash M by mu lamer my should just started off the shoe he started it off and then they went on their own independent they went on their own that's the third so moisture started off he gave the the cue he gave him our team orders he started the sink and then it's quiet too it's just part of everybody and they continued singing the whole thing the finishes that they sang the same song if you're repeating after somebody else it's not a problem if you're just giving the crew Icarus it's also not a problem but for everybody to sing on their own and yet seeing the same thing that was the amazing quality that they sensed they sensed a certain consciousness and awareness that expressed itself in one in one song now what's the type in a mark like this you hear what the title McLucas is so you could have lamina midbass I think what's the most like this I couldn't I could them yeah it could be brood them it's not a small much like us this is three models of leadership it's three models of leadership how do you define it there's one model will you create loyalty there's another model will you create students there's another model where you create leaders yeah in one model you create loyalty you create people who are loyal to you Moisture sings but four million people say we're in a she relation and that's a very special moment if it's not corrupt of course you have dicta we're not about to Fidel Castro Nia what when it's a moment like moisture it's like we're four million people can melt away in the oneness Rashi says and hook us my shoe you saw you saw a moisture and not see who were cold rationing pressures cook us I'm not see who are coiled the Rambam says analyst Menachem LAIV hemella who wave called Kahala strong the the heartbeat of the King is the heartbeat of Klaus so it's one heartbeat imagine four million people could feel one heartbeat that's what happens willingly and we're talking man enthusiastically we're not talking about my portion that was the level the loyalty the dedication they all found their place in motion I mean how can I and you find our place in motion we can't with separate if we could find our own size then and moisture is completely bottle he's a conduit there's no ego there that was mich talking about moistures I could then wishes the man Wilson see this is my job so if moisture is a condom if much as an ego this doesn't work only through dictatorship because then it's his ego versus my ego he crushes me and then I surrender but it's not surrender it's basically become an effort and everything has shifted it's a whole different I'm not talking about that that's a different level that's oppressing what is I couldn't doesn't oppress no don't pressure on the contrary it's as he says here the mid listen I could them are not suppressed they're actually the most powerful why they're the most powerful because they're aligned with the ultimate truth but over there this complete bit too low so the humility the sense of self in the sense of selflessness is one because the self is selfless you're with me the definition of self is selfless the definition of I is eyeless I just make a board does it work the shoulders work it doesn't work okay the definition the definition of is let's do different the definition of the eye is the definition of the eye is the larger infinite eye and that eye merges with it and it doesn't compromise it's not like I feel like I remember tortured it's the greatest spiritual if I could use the word orgasm experience in the sense that you melt away and it's the ultimate freedom I don't have to carry the burden of existence you know how heavy the burden of existence is the feeling that I have to exist that's a very hard feeling does anybody have that feeling you wake up in the morning you say I have to exist and anybody who makes me feel I don't exist I have to murder them that's a very hard burden imagine you don't feel you have to exist you just let God exist you know how easy it is life is when your wife criticize you looks like wonderful come on you're talking to God it's wonderful it's fine no but I mean that concept there's no burden of existence there's no burden of self of self-consciousness they melt away in mush wide mouths shut because motions not Mercia right let me know by emotions that emotion my Macias is crap pal quad motion moisture is the conduits for infinity that's the first shittim that's a react IVA ah so most of the cola in my show where Ange south was revealed everybody could find their space and in a completely equal fashion they could melt their individuality melts in that Ashera wash em malicious things and they melted that uh she relishes Isis are shown houses all sizes map mem and hey which is the National map complete bit all complete bit so in moisture we can all like sort of speak find that complete unity the second assess that's not enough you know why because we don't live in that space people ultimately are gonna go home for breakfast the shoe is gonna we're gonna go home for breakfast when I'm to be gone for breakfast you know what stock and you'd stock could be very nice as long as you're you know you're 22 years old and you're floating and you're a spiritual and you're one and then you Shiva says you gotta pay tuition you know so you say okay let I couldn't pay tuition you know let the ain't safe paid tuition you know what happens now we don't really live in that world you live in the world of identity so there's a second level of leadership and that is you don't inspire your loyalty you inspire great students moisture said the sheera and they internalize it and repeated it that doesn't mean it repeated like a parrot I can hey they're soggy they're soggy burn they repeated it from from from their own space in other words moisture infused them with his vision motion fused them with his vision so his shooter becomes their shared so these are not those people who surrender the people who maintain something it goes inside of them but I'm a student with a teacher I'm a student who's receiving from a teacher then there's the deeper challenge the deeper challenges are I'm just I'm doing a little bit of a free association I'm not thought it was a perfect one to say just the concept you have Nehemia says however there's something deeper you know there's a time in history when moisture bein was not there the time that the Talmud can sent by his rabbit and just listen and then absorb and take it home there's a time that his masters not their moistures is not there forever so what happens now well if mu says that the real leader doesn't create followers he creates leaders he creates people who are independent the real leader is so successful that it creates people who don't need him what do I mean they don't need him not that they really don't need him they are connected to him mostly by being disconnected from him his greatest tribute is that he's completely not here and yet he is completely here because his presence is not through his presence as presences through their presence you with me that's why in the Haggadah there's no name of motion the whole encoder and people say why don't we recognize Moises chorus Aptos the answer is the greatest recognition you can give to moisture by not recognizing it that's his ultimate recognition it's the greatest recognition in Europe the fiduciary and says huh the Gomorra says I'm a become a tough sama call her moister absolutely I'll give you the Toyota ain't no emblem very hush boy somebody who sacrifices himself for Divini Toyota you will not mention his name there's a whole SIL game of a comma the Dove and hemella sent him to the push them did some Headroom and it was a time of mysterious nefesh to find that on her Walker how lucky is if I'm a lot of save my life by being Mazak mom and kuvira we don't quote them because they have mysterious message for dinner today what's up why did you ever say something we don't quote you some look at two perspectives then it's Eve and the judiciary then it's it says cuz you're Mohammad Ahsan Allah das you now let it dry for Toyota you are you get punished we don't say your name the mix is the large inertia she did this sure Tim asked the same question I know his answer is call her moisture at smile vivid at Taylor you don't call him because he became one with toda his very I merged with Titus you don't quote him there's no him he is Taylor he's a stick Taylor because he's Meister absolutely flipped over he says where do you see that impaction for attitude sovereign right about that it's Alva motions name is deleted why so it says because my chateau de Champagne enormous if Erika erased me from the safer toner if you don't forgive the Jewish people erased me from the Taylor my shed that moment was my sir absently for dividend trader and most sad to me for call yourself she says there's no name Klee said that moment made sure became so one with God there's no name till that point it was to fill Allah moisture ish helical and at that moment is not ish anymore it's completely one so the real moisture you see when there's no moisture that's what you see my son what Moshe accomplished is that the Jewish people have moisture in their bones in their kids cos even when he's not singing Moshe gives the marching orders moisture says every let's go and they take the ball and they run and who runs a day run it's with the clear from the in safe of moisture but it becomes so much theirs they're not even students anymore their leaders they sing on their own and yet they seemed one song because here within individuality you recognize that inside that's the deepest level on one hand I'm singing in your singing and we're not following anybody but we're still singing the same song why because here you reach a state where you you discover the great paradox the great discovery is that when you go deep deep deep down into individuality tal you is really a little bit mistaken because tal you believe that individuality and ain't so far essentially a paradox so if I exist you can't exist you come to a deeper level and you realize that the ultimate I the ultimate I is inside and when the ultimate I ain't serfs I could be fully present and you could be fully present and we could sing the same song but not by obliterating it on the kind of theory so this is where you so to speak recreate our code them in a world of identity cuz I could them is not such a hid before I'd them today yeah but in order to get recreate I could them you have to have the tension of Taiwan tickle because if you only have to take on then you weaken individuality you only have taught you individuality goes much sugar in the tension between taro and tickle the respect though how you creates a tickle and the respect that chicken has Fatah you and me that couldn't you don't make fun of toil you have to respect are you to create space for it there's something very real about it identity taught us to create space for tickle it has to be miss out of the tickle and that is unity synthesis compromise the tension between them that's where I could them is recaptured in the real world I could them as we capture in the real world okay animals generally are very I am Who I am this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot they ueshiba net / donate