Parshat Beshalach: AGAM Mayim - the Shabbat Shira of Two Remarkable Women; a Mitzvah For the Birds

[Music] it's now Monday of Paras of shabas Shir and B bat toat in these days will be making kav so I make it immediately but everybody's making K this week so it's the Kish of auspicious time and um the she that I would like to give today will Encompass say would say the grand finale of known as shiray and I think we should begin by acknowledging the I concept of Shir comes at a time when there's mortal danger and a person survives the mortal d danger um the is very similar to the idea of bring a carbon TOA the carbon TOA is a physical manif manifestation of air same idea so who who brings a carbon to Mar tells us it says basic if you're traveling in a dubious uh path that you don't you know it's not necessarily so safe right especially in the water or other sort of travel a person who comes into illness which we don't know if they'll Escape uh so to speak with their lives and um and somebody who comes out of prison how ironic somebody who comes out of prison how propo where we have a trickle of people coming out of prison one of whose name may be the most interesting and not being in erell being in Gs for these couple of weeks I I don't have my hand on the pulse of the feelings of what's going on in Nell the same day same way as I might over there but it did occur to me the big story was related to a girl named aam now aam is part of Hal where aam a aam is part of the sh and Hal right there right explicitly so what was the Shir of aam her Shir apparently was very similar to the to the the Shir of clel which is one of the four carbon toas is getting out of prison so she was a carbon to a carb to and uh her toad dalem was as far as I understand you could probably tell me more detail than I am aware but uh apparently she and her mother simultaneously took on Shir shabas unknowingly not knowing that the other one was doing that and then I did see a clip of the mother who was one Big Hollow and H do this is a woman who did not grow up uh in a in a in a Torah environment let's say um was it in religious isos somehow she intuitive she locked into this incredible incredibly high level of to in in in essence sh shabas is a Hal to hasem because it recognizes Hashem both as the creator of the world primarily but also as the one who takes clil Adam MIT so you see that by acknowledging chabas you're actually acknowledging the concept of which is what the carbon to us include specifically um leaving prison which is what akin to the whole experience of CLA Israel so isn't this ironic it's almost like a echo or I would call it um you know how the backup singers there's the backup singers the all of K singing But then there's these backup voices the the shiras Miram the shiras Miram yeah which is also I I gave an extensive she once on shiras Miram we have to talk about that perhaps another time but but look could ask like here's two women two women right a mother and a daughter who are singing Shir what's Miriam Miriam was a mother and a daughter Y and and Miriam were mother and daughter and they were at the epicenter of the entire Yeshua because without the two of them a there would be no Kel to go out and number two they gave birth to you know give bir birth and save the life of moshu I mean let's let's face it these women have a right to sing the Shir preeminently but even more so the medus tells us um that there's a concept and I'm going to get to this okay we're going to get to this a little bit later the concept of Miriam's sheer and What What In general the Jewish people saw at shiram as well they like to address in other words it was a and it's and and it epitomized itself in Sim now remember not every N is a happy one think of Y and of of yes a lot of gave us mus that was the primary objective was to give us mus but then there's a different type OFA or revelation of hem which is pure Sim not exactly the same it's an experience and not a message it's an experience and not a message it's compared to the nzi now of coursezi was given a n but his n was not like other nvos in in its uh in the chapters relating to the revelation of the B the third B mikdash which everybody who left saw even tell us we know that they saw an image and I have to put two and two together it's not that yka saw this great thing and saw this great thing and it's two separate great things it's one great thing they all saw the N of Bishi and I'll prove that to you from inside the text it's just that even a saw it to a greater extent of clarity than ycel himself saw it Andes was test with writing down this information it's like the 40th chapter uh for a few chapters of the book of YCO and recorded for posterity and yet you know what any any person any person at all that was at the oppos of could have done theoretically a better job of describing in great detail the revelation of Hashem that is the okay so we starting with the with this profound thing that there's a shirat Miram going on here mother and a daughter uh about shabis which is itself a h and hem for brium and briam which is akin to birth of a child and also the uh exuse me Tri which is the akin to leaving prison or D dangerous circumstances we can't get into all the horrific details of what their she would was like but it sounds not that the world cares that much uh if at all but that's a story that also needs to be told it's kind of like the satanite obligation you know we should talk about the bad times to highlight and illuminate the good times so let's hope that this energy is really something with a great happened let's connect the aam to the concept of the of the Y same idea okay that was just like a glance from a distance but here's what I want to share with you okay last week we briefly said the logic of the te of the eser makos as G as hasem revealing himself one by one logically persuasively powerfully and with utter Clarity what was that so if you recall the first Mak represents the concept of M the lowest of all the 10 spheros okay which is assigned to D essentially and culminates uh inos which is connected the highest of the three sphos and we mentioned the dis distinction between pares by AO which has which houses seven of the makos to last week's par par B which were still in the hash Bo until tomorrow still make abdah and Par Bo tomorrow and in there contained the three makos that are called moin or Brain Trust we described that last week or whichever way you want to look at it uh the different Traditions but the peak of the peak of the peak was was makus boros and of course the ultimate Bor is who parro parro is the ultimate Bor so if you want to look at it this way although all of the borim died with makos on Sater night right parro if you learn that he didn't survive or if whichever way you learn the subject of the Shir is was delayed seven days his came on the seventh day of PES you follow me it was a delay in the makos but it's still part of the same thing hence in we say course we know in there's multiple multiple 200 250 Etc but the essential concept is is is that the makos didn't finish in MIT follow me it carried over to the yamu there's a parallel between the makos that brought on and the makos that he brought on the on the MIT at which culminates it's an extension or perhaps a A reproduction of all the T makos K but the obsession within the Shir to speak about again how many horses we got over here there's a lot of horses everything is horses you know why are we so fixated on horses and carriages I mean okay there were 600 re but CLA thrs three million people at least maybe more and so why were they so afraid of six chariots oh come on six chariots against three million people like what's that like is that really like six main horses you know is that really so scary it looks if you would say to me there's 600,000 chariots okay I get it if you'd say to me there's 6,000 chariots I don't know 60,000 for sure but six you know shos 600 okay all right you know it's not overwhelming that means that for every Jew je head of household right every 10 households had one charity against it right because we know there's 600,000 core families so one Chariot for 10 families why can't 10 families overpower one Chariot well you don't you can't underestimate the power and symbolism of this but it seems that it's very Associated to the concept of sus parro sus parro parro is a sus what does that mean what are we talking about here what does it mean that parro is a sus Su power so and how is that part of Mak so let's understand okay so if we go back makasam as we explained briefly last week D Hashem was taking the Ancient Man the the typical person of Egypt who was completely lost to aara what was there a vodar hierarchy so let's understand on top of the pyramid so to speak was Pharaoh he was the ultimate of odara they feared him and they saw him as the as as he saw himself as the master of the Nile as the best of all good he replaces the notion of and that's the ultimate of but under him there's a Pantheon of helpers so who helps parro in this world of anti- um anti it's got a few partners who are his Partners who are the partners who who plays a role in in in parro's demonstration of dominance that the whole country is subserving to him help me out here what are the some of the tools what right the magic of which parro is the chief Kum as it were and that's why the Kum plays such an important role in the Marcos as we shall see that they're they're like right-hand man of parro controlling everything who else is a partner to parro parro has lots of Partners co- deities co- Cod deities is what I would call them who's the number one power of Egypt number one is the Nal itself right remember yovino blesses parro that denal should come up to his feet which which inherently is a Act of aora for the in other words to to claim for power to claim that the BR of Yakov which was from Hashem was actually his doing that's the ultimate ofar so the yam is a partner the are Partners what else our partners what did they worship in Egypt what did they worship in Egypt sheep right and they worship wild animals too did you ever see the Sphinx what is the Sphinx it's a lion it's a half a lion what did they have in the court of theum that moso had to make a sign snakes these are what did have at the foot acced M at the foot of his throne two massive hungry Lions you couldn't come close there impossible so the wild beasts are part of this Mystique of this aod Zora image False Image what about and their magic is part of it the theal is part of it the very land of MIT is part of it the land itself because it's a land which is spooky everybody knows doll you go to the modern terror movies right Boris carof here I'm dating myself and the mummies the mummies it's all about the mummies and and and they're drinking I forget what it's called some sort of tan leaves tan leaves give life to the mommy and everybody's terrified and we're terrified part of Egypt that was you know the original the early terror movies a lot of them surrounded on Egyptian magic not not only the but the T leaves it was the land itself there was a land that was to Black Magic you know things like just like on the opposite side the land ofel is for K connection to was for connection to Tuma and that's what it was right so the land is a partner the wild animals are Partners the are Partners okay now what does Hashem do he knocks them off egregiously one at a time he says let's take it slow we going demonstrate to you Mr mitz and first and Mr MIT is parro ultimately this is a theological debate between mosha and parro moshe's which explains according to my friend stepen fre who says why answers the the million dollar question or I should say billion dollar million dollar is nothing today billion dollar question why didn't parro just kill Moshe at the very beginning what is he hanging around every after every Mak he should have killed him why did he kill Moshe just kill him get rid of him you got the Lions there you got everything so there's a lot of answers that you could possibly offer but one of them could be that he had no animosity towards Moshe I mean according to M he grew up with mosha at least he made himself not know mosha according to one opinion yose but Moshe kind of he knew grew up in the palace you know um assuming that's all the same cast of characters we know bisa the mother of Moshe was one of the Y so he wasn't an unknown so therefore he didn't really have animosity towards the leaders of the Jewish people as we've said ruen shim and Ley tribes may not have served in servitude at all Ley for sure not but it also looks like Dustin aam led a cast of Elites Elite Jews there's lots of elite billionaire Jews today right and they're not necessarily you know backing a vision of uh of you know haku's vision for the world they got their own Visions for the world they their own plans for the world so these billionaire Elites lack of better word have Merit because they provided goodness good things for the Jewish people protected them I said of not simple at all at all they were bonified Heroes of Israel save the Jews it's unbelievable what they did so these were part of the Entourage of of uh of of parro and it was a theological debate between mosha and parro about who's God and therefore who represents God Moshe are you the king because you represent everything you the Mel you're the manifestation of hashem's will for this world his kesser as it were his crown or is parro who is the ker of Tuma the other way around he's the Prince of Darkness as it were he is the embodiment of the Ron so there you go you know it's it's a but they're not having an unfriendly conversation they're having a friendly conversation how do I know because things change things change in's B all of a sudden Hashem gets angry with OSHA gets angry with parro he says so let's understand first first and then with the transformation of Moshe to being the King instead of parro follow me that's what's going on here D Pro disproves denial as the as the as a deity right blood Source of Life source of death SOA you poison you kill you either their crocodiles or their poisonous frogs whatever they were death so in the Nile which spat out the sorda it's not helping not going to help you okay the land of Egypt the land of Egypt with the soil of Egypt that's kinim no no won't help you and even the Kim can't make kenu and then you have Aro the wild animals the snakes the Lions that's not going to help you Dev that's the domestic animal they're not going to help either sheep it's your God forget it okay themselves the people they were they couldn't stand the front of mosha because of their boils they are going to beat mosha the Sak Tuma is gonna beat the Saka no so wipes out all the they can't stand okay so what do you have left nature nature right that nature is is the ruler not Hashem nature rules Hashem is not in charge nature is in charge that was the big mistake of the door Enos that they started to worship the natural uh govern governors of the world so what happens with nature Hashem sends borod the last of the seven first Marcos fire inside water cannot be no nature sorry guys I've checked your list off the bottom seven deities are going to be discounted who's left there's only two things three things left two to three things left who's left what did ancient Egypt worship what was the name of their God interestingly enough it was the son what did they call the son Rah you can't make this stuff up the name of their God was Rah they worshiped evil what is evil the son is in charge CH is not in charge the son how can you beat the Sun okay so few here and there in the Nile itself lowly water but the sun you can't touch the sun you can't stop the sun sun does whatever it wants it's in charge so brings arbe K AET and it's dark even the most lowly creature who will eat every source of food that you have son's not going to help you it's not going to grow your crops I can block out the Sun and it's going to eat up all your crops going to leave a leaf on the tree Rashi explains to us so what are you banking on on the sun to save you I don't think so and then comes H ultimate Darkness there is no sun not that there's a sun but we overpower it so you could say maybe the sun will have a good day and and be M no only only then the final blow is makos which is parro himself was a so you want to say the LA the top of the pyramid the top of all this uh um I would say kadra or kakan of of odara tip top top is pyro and he's going to get his in the yamu but not before rosha seizes the crown here's what I want to show you ready when we enter the world of the three mosu says to parro that there's going to be makas ar okay and then there and then at that point mosha gets upset with par oh let's just let's just read those Pim for one moment that's a critical critical Turning Point from last week's para and and he says parro mosha walks out on parro who else walked out on parro with the exact same words is a reflection of something we've had experienced before Yakov ainu did the same thing AR is so to speak Ked Yakov ainu Yakov turned his back on power walked out mosha would turn his back on par and walked out Yakov ainu came down to to M because he needed food didn't have food okay the Mak AR took away all the food of M to show yakob doesn't need your food you follow me it's the the complete reversal what jakov started mosha finishes and at that point something happens that's strange but say mosha leaves off he gets angry at parro one second you're not allowed to be angry at parro because Hashem told him it's a very beginning before the marus began is you have to be respectful to parro and respectful to every Dustin and a and every other guy that's going to give you a hard time from Ben Israel You're commanded to do so that's how I want it to be done with tact and with not with anger but with teaching and therefore you can't turn your back on parro you can't go out the off in a in a h how could it be that mosenu all of a sudden it changed how did it turn on a dime the answer is an incredible thing once we enter the last realm of three which isad the highest level the malus was already being transferred to Moshe himself so who's the king now after ARB who's the king mosha is the king because we have a deep question here MOS never heard a word from Hashem or spoke a word to Hashem in Fr ofro it's filled with thear you can't talk to Hashem over there there's nothing but a vodar over there how could moshen receive the N of the of the end game and he says power throws him out and says you're not going to see me anymore he's Mish him and says you're right you're not going to see me anymore how did mosha know how could mosha possibly know similarly mosha says to you're also going to give us you're gonna give us animals we have no record of such a thing we have no record that mosu took animals from parro right and then gave them as carbonos on behalf of parro there's no such thing so how could mosha say such a thing so let's understand if Moshe is now the king what happened to all the aod Zar it's immediately dissolved because an evid has no possessions all the possessions of of of have disappeared they're gone they're gone they're completely gone and therefore there's no here Moshe is cleared for take off he can talk to hem he can receive from hasem he means that I'm coming to you you're the king and I'm honoring You by you know curtsying in front of you or approaching you Mr King but moso says it's not going to happen anymore because now I'm the king that's all he meant he he he never we know that he saw parro once more he saw parro because he came parro pajamas in the middle of the night we know that he came but he didn't receive him as but Moshe didn't receive him as king anymore that's the difference okay and finally about the animals this is interesting why did mosha say that he's gonna take the animals of parro so here's my theory you ready the Sheep of mos of yaku ainu were the nassin souls of the Jews in Egypt that's what our kados tell us now those sheep had come under the power of par every those represent all the Jewish Souls that have been lost lost swallowed alive but like Mrs Miss aam or what's her mother's name what was the name of this aam's mother the one who uh came back from Gaza what is her mother's name they they were not under the influence of T mitos necessarily but they spark back in powerful way that's what MOS is talking about he says those Shep those unmatured Jewish Souls that you parro still clutch to and how many millions of them are there un yet unburdened shouldn't use that word yet unawakened Jewish Souls there there the spark is there the fire is in there it just has to be opened up and the nature of yur is to open things up and when this girl went through yur and out of her Shone the light of chabas and the light of kras and hopefully bem she'll get married she'll be able to observe T have children holy children all children are holy but but they'll be able to have children up T that light came out that's what m is referring to you're also going to give me animals meaning unripe Souls Souls that have reached a certain level of development but haven't quite made the transfer from our animal soul to our high level Soul okay now so I I want to suggest that it actually went Yakov yak Abraham how did this happen yako a was makas AR because he was the one who reverses the the food thing all the food is gone it's all out it's all there's no there's no more reason for yakob to be in shibud because he's now in charge viu so that was how could you say that I'm I'm angry at you why am I angry you because you say I'm going to come to you as king mosha says uhuh no more I'm never going to come you his King and I'm angry at you that you don't get it this philosophical debate has been going on for a year and you still refuse to get it but that was Hashem hardening his heart mosha got angry at him saying I'm the king already so what are you do what are you doing I am the king now parro wake up no okay the next Mar of is K why why is mar connected Y what do we say about y could he see no he was blind he could not see he could not distinguish between the choice of Yakov and the choice of asov a lot of mfor on this about what yes and what no but he certainly saw asov is playing part of the role that yakob was destined to play uh unfortunately without him and um that's why it's is didn't quite discern and the last one Marcus B was get ainu why because Claus roel was chosen through ainu and therefore other nations such as MIT cannot be the chosen people once you get to makos the choice of parro as the ruler of the world as the inheritor of the world as the master the the destined Master of the world you know the Nazis Yak they said because we were a blood Master race we deserve to rule the world because that's how nature works right only the strongest survive so since the will so to speak of the Creator if there is a Creator was that or or just nature the will of nature is that we survive so they had a blood cult based on the idea that you know the fit to survive and and the ones you are who are lowly you dominate or get rid of and that was their belief it was their belief and and we see how FCI that was because nothing to do with nature nature is merely a tool merely a tool of convenient Veil to hide behind so that you don't so that you have the ability to choose Hashem and earn reward that's what that's what our that's what our m is to everybody that hem plac hid himself in this world isem hides himself in this world through nature and uh and and and by doing that um gives us a choice okay now let's go to yamu if you ready we're coming down the home stretch okay where are we up to yes okay we're gonna try to keep this short I know we're running late G just try to wrap this up very quickly what happened in Shamu why do we even need Shamu like what's the point what really is the point and why was it that the sh saw butzi could not see why what was that what was that all about I mean you got out of M hoay Harrah I'm gonna kill parro that's very nice but then something goes Way Beyond okay let's look at the Shir for a minute for a minute the Shir says couple of directly to the bayi what do we need to talk about Bishi now we got a long way to go we didn't even get to ouri yet and you're talking to me Bishi like slow down right here is the Shir by the way the Shir is how is the how is the Shir written in the text of the Torah itself who knows help me out here what's the text what does it look like you go you get that you get that Aaliyah you look in the Torah in that portion even inash how is the text written the normal way no not the normal way what does it appear as a wall of bricks in in the mishna in Bas in the very beginning it speaks about who have to build a wall so there's different types of bricks that represent different sizes okay it says is a and a half on its it length that's what the mission says too um so why would we build bricks ah hashem's Throne also has bricks because that was what was seen by the Shivan when they gazed illegally at Hashem they sawasa meaning the Bion structure it's bricks which was the suffering of the Jewish people was burning in front of Hashem and was sh and their and their souls were shining there despite all their hardships and that's the building BR building bricks bricks bricks bricks are buildings buildings are building something it's not just that you get out of the water and you towel yourself off or you walk through the water dry and you say wow I'm glad I didn't get wet and all the Miracles that happened the um there was fruits there were I imagine vegetables there was um there was uh wonderful you know icy uh brilliant beautiful uh spectacle of the how the water iced up or whatever Happ crystallized we don't there was a plethora of each path for each chevet separately forget about it it was a massive Miracle it was a lot more than being saved it was a lot more than getting out of prison why just get out of prison walk through the water and get rid of the captors and that's enough why do we have to go to the n n n of Human Experience of AA that no one could touch except at that moment why was that part of right now why soem said because Hashem says for one short minute I'm gonna give you a glimpse of my glory I'm going to show you what the ream really is all about as far as you can as a human being can conceive right and it says the following words [Music] this is my God I can see God I can actually experience a direct right whereas the maros Paro are the antagonist I can only experience their shibud that's the opposite and and then it goes on this year not only about parro the Palestinians are gonna gonna be scared and they are scared but they're going to be a lot more scared the Christians the Western nations are going to be shaken up a MOAB the jordanians and the sis and all those guys they're going to be quaking Naman the so-called Palestinians the canites this is a comprehensive Victory not against power against every evil every obstacle to hashem's Glory being revealed and here's the Here's the Clincher I'm gonna take you to and build I'm G to build the Bas the B so here's here's what I'd like to suggest here I like off what Kus ramu was an extension of it was an extension of marusos it was it was Kus it had to go to the core of all Goos m is only a metaphor for all the galios that's why in in the sh itself we mentioned Moab and Edo everybody ples everybody who we're going to have a hard time with Edam all the Christian nations all the Arab Nations everybody everybody everybody because at that very point at the top top top of the spos is kesser the will of Hashem what is the will of Hashem the will of hem is a de the will of God is to live with us to be with us and that is expressed in the so you understand that they can't have the Moos without getting to the will of Hashem because there's no point otherwise that's why tell us that ker is ducked into malus malus is ducked into ker it's like a circular thing in the beginning and the end and the end is the beginning why because Mal's down here I all those good things is just the manifestation of a higher will that a started way way way back that we can't even possibly comprehend that he should have a de the will okay now here comes the punch line yeah let me just make this point drive this point home the makos were revelation of the will of Hashem that we recognize him as God they had to go through all the options check out like theab quarterback checks out oh I can't I can't throw the ball that guy he's covered I can't throw the B that guy he's I can't do this I can't do that I can't do that what am I gonna do Splat and they tackle him in other words there's only one way to go upward sceem and everybody needed to know it that's why even a sh had to see it herself so that every potential member of the Jewish people and by the way a sh could be uh a you know someone who was purchased from a non-jewish um Na doesn't say doesn't say it doesn't say a Jewish girl who was sold as early marriage as a as a child's as a child to to grow up in a house and then be married uhuh does it says sh sh is the Shish which is the you know the lust the unholiness this is what susar represents suso means Theus of T what is the type of a we once spoke about susim you know did you ever notice the Devils have no susim you have have IM AR riding a horse when he went to battle there were susim there were plenty of susim the anthropologists are goingon to argue with you but there were no domesticated camels when aam was a sorry you got it wrong and there were plenty of horses too how come yakob doesn't have a horse how come y doesn't have a horse how come Aram never has a horse because you know what a sus represents T lust G cover it's an animal that that adores attention some people say that you know some of the big Triple Crown winners the big famous horses they used to prein around the you know the victory thing where they gave they gave the horse flowers do you believe this why do you give horse flow they gave him a they give the the one that Rings wins the race they give him a crest of flowers what is the horse GNA do with flowers besid eat them and the answer is the horse understands it wants to win it has a will it has the will but not the holy will it's got a will it's got a will to fulfill its desire for covod it's all so desire for for uh for for lust that's that's a horse right I can't go to deal but represents um an Unholy desire okay an that's parro if man becomes if if if he listens to his then he becomes slave a slave to his passions that is MIT a slave to the Passions we we want to beem okay so that's why it has to go down to the level of every you follow me is she work she works for somebody Hashem wants every sh to work for him why because Hashem wants to be close to her that's what Hashem wants we can't explain it we can't possibly understand it what does he want from us it's like think of it this way million dollars the richest man in the world right now we think we know who it is even Elon Musk calls you on the phone hey Yakov you think I could have a few minutes of your time few minutes of your time you know president Trump gets you on the phone hello you know however he speaks this is President Trump um do you think you might be able to spare a few minutes come to the White House and advise me on some important issues well I don't know I'm kind of busy today I have a doctor's appointment do you think you can rearrange things to come see me for a few minutes well I don't know let me speak to my let your people call my people and we'll see if we can set something up thanks gotta go bye Donald it's not happening if somebody's calling you that's very high in the hierarchy of the world you are there you're dropping the phone on your friend and you're out the door so fast right that's zillion bazillion doll what hasem does with us every single day think you got a few minutes for me want to talk can we talk a little bit little doing maybe you want to be connected to me I have these things that we could do together like a play date what's a play date oh I got great opportunities that we can feel connected a Mitzvah is a connection it means is a connection he goes here little VRA it's a great toy it represents so many things it's so beautiful let's play Let's play together let me show you how it represents everything the good things that I want to do for you and how much I love you you know I'm a grandfather now several times over and a grandfather brings toys and you sit and play with the kids and that's what a grandfather does I'm sitting on the floor playing Cho choo trains or Menches with little kids yeah you better because that's exactly what the relationship is all about BR you know a zillion zillion zillion Doos somehow for some reason wants to play with us loves us reaching out to us wants our time we have to make time can't tell the we're busy that doctor's appointment talk to hem I really want to be everybody to speak to hem in their own language look at these girls look at that girl a may I call her a May from H look at that girl what incredible Aus hasem she did we should only reach a small fraction of her godas and kadus these are things that hasm is showing us because he wants us to understand plane crashes how many plane crashes are there I mean the whole country is crashing you think it's like a terrorist attack like 911 and I'm not saying it's not who knows but what is Hashem saying I want your attention you know you got guys are can't rely on science as the answer for all your science and all your worship of uh uh of of Nature and Science and logic you're crashing the Planes together buddy what are you doing here wake up you're harming you're not helping ultimately science without God harms science with God heals that's the merging that we're having that's Theus going into the going to M but last statement is our will what is our will this is the saddest part and I could just cry what is our will what do you really want what do you really want at the core of course so you know what being wants a human being a man wants a warm meal a good steak a glass of wine sit down in a warm environment and just chill that's what the body wants it doesn't want anything else oh it may want a relationship with an attractive partner that too and it may want to make a lot of money or steal a lot of money that too that's about it as far as it goes that's the will of the of the eight Sara it's what it wants Comfort pleasure comfort then milberg used to say every time wants meaning wants a meaningful connection a meaningful connection dominate meaningful connection learning meaningful connection meaningful connection sing connection and I'm going to use the last few minutes just to tell the story of my journey to America you ready here we go connect to sadim because it helps you with your Mauna so on the way here on the way to America it's hard to get a ticket right how much does La cost now $4,000 $3,000 all right I got a ticket for $1,000 round trip how do you do that okay you fly air Poland lot polish to Warsaw oh and there's one catch if you want the $100 Fair which is already upgraded so that it's a changeable fair with no feet it starts out at 700 move it up okay but 11100 is what you want you have have a 21h hour layover in Warsaw I'll take it I'll take it not because of the money but because 21 hours gives me enough time to get a driver from warsa three hours and take me to to the and in the whole for there on the way and have a mikah and a beautiful meal and and a Nate's minion and get back in the car you doing my heart out for everything I possibly want to D for including everybody in K Israel and for the captives and for everything else and then you get in the car go back to the airport catch a flight to New York that was a 21h hour layup okay I didn't I didn't sit in the airport I wanted to Davin for the well-being of holim for the well-being of of CLA for the well-being of my my my my relatives my close people and everybody that I know and Hashem to connect to Hashem so there's two places in the world where if I go there I feel obligated to say not tell him but the old tell them one is the I have son who's now 19 years old 20 years ago exactly exactly 20 years ago I traveled to the H and in one year I did three things it was the year 204 when I left the Blessed Oceanside I had to start my family from scratch I married my wonderful wife H she had two boys I had a daughter who needed a new a new msus in order to establish ourselves as a family it was a to me it was a to my kahila it was a to it just had to be and I made that courageous decision to leave on a trip to uman my very first trip to uman I made a decision saying I'm gonna put my hands my life in hashem's hands and leave and he get provided us with wonderful opportunities and we came to AR Rockaway we had a beautiful beautiful life just down the corner I'm right I'm right next door to the house where we lived for for those years those uh years 2004 2012 when we made alah wonderful wonderful years in which my two young Sons were born and uh and we were able to make alah okay so when I made that leap of faith it wasn't without trepidation and it was really feeling close to theik took on various practices especially to DAV by that year I also did a Mitzvah called shakan shakan is one of the top Mitzvah you can do according to KES sending away the motherb bird all right my wife and I wanted to have the next level of our family so because we had two boys from her her first marriage my dear my dear Sons Mendy and Ley were now married have wonderful Families my daughter aala who just gave birth to my second my second her second uh boy and there who bris will celebrate on Wednesday and and then I'll go then I'll be able to head back there toel and uh and two younger ones two younger ones they were born after that visit so what happened we did you say it should say you send away the Le bird and you take the egg so why did Torah say say B him ah the Z says what happens in shamayim is that the birds complain the SAR of the birds say what what kind of business is this to steal the eggs of my of of a mother the mother is wants to kill herself now the mother is distraught and then Hashem says and am I not also distraught it's the same concept of a resting place has been destroyed and that my children have been sent away have taken away and then sh they start to cry and cry and cry and cry and they make a decision with Hashem weeping and mourning with Hashem that they're going to Advance the GAA everybody who does the Miss of Shan and I have a guy who does it and he his name is Rabbi Khan you can't make this stuff up his name is rean so when I was finished with lens arried in America and I had gone to visit d by the bab shbi which I always do and then I said there's one Sonic I want to go ding for just pull out all the stops his name is the ribet rebbi in m b muus his K Round the Clock people and I've gone there before for on difficult occasions in Cena Yeshua I want to go now I want to Dove him for the health wealth wellbeing of of people who need it and for K so I said I got to go say the whole tale I get a phone call in the meantime on that day and I said okay I I have a nest are you interested this I haven't done this with this guy in 20 years in 20 years once in a while he texts me and I try to direct people once in a while Pete he texts me I got a con you're interested and I said to myself Bingo there's a big store now bingo in far has everything pabas it's amazing it's good thing I didn't build it before I left on Aliyah I don't know if I would have left also also I said what is this business and he goes I said to him but I'm on today I have to go to Manhattan I have a number of appointments in Manhattan I I'm gonna go by train I have to see my daughter she just had a baby I don't know what I'm gonna do he says and I have to go to ribet so how am I going to do this he goes well you should know but the riv rebbi said that he's closely associated with this Mitzvah more than any other Mitzvah and that many people rabbis and people in the know first do sh and then run to DAV by the rib inabi so you're better off doing it coming to me before you go there why are they talking about meetings in the afternoon it's four o'clock and you know what temperature was outside like 9 degrees below zero and it felt like that anyway and it says what should I do I left my car by the hospital Rockville Center not far from where I was the hospital Rabbi South N Hospital great place plug it's already Mount Si RC okay so he says okay here's what we're going to do call me when you finish your meetings Manhattan we'll work it out where is the con it's in Queens no problem so I finished my 4:00 meeting 5:00 6:00 5:00 is and they I call him up at what now he goes take this seven train from where you are Penn Station right six stops or whatever it is and get off at 40th Street so what does this guy do he goes around the train stations and looks for Pigeon nests because pigeons build their nests in these places where people don't live and the is is something that you find on your way there's no better way than a Subway okay so they nestled their nest and these nooks and crannies on the elves on the elevated trains and different parts of the train stations okay I get I say okay I'm on the train 40th Street and you know I've had a whole I've had a whole day of traveling already I'm already spent and I still have to go to Muny to ribet save the entire book of tum okay this is not so simple so I I get 4 Street he goes wait for me on the platform I say there's no way I'm waiting for you on the platform because it is freezing here I found a CVS God blessed them and I went inside and I found a package of stora cookies because I hadn't eaten all day why didn't I eat all day because I bought treats for my balaba that I learn with sandwiches from traditions in the five towns in Cedar but I can't eat because I don't eat meat except on rosesh and other holidays so I had a pami sandwich sitting in my pocket but I couldn't eat it because it was too early you understand it wasn't yet after 5 o' you know after 6 o' so I'm starving I found these I found some U parve stor cookies thank God for that thank go a CVS and I meet him on the platform and you know where the steps go up to the platform from the ticket booth there's a ticket booth right there's a guy sitting there and then you go to the right or to the left whichever side of the train you want on the left side we go up and two beautiful beautiful pigeons and and he says sh she said the father sits during the day and the mother sits T night but they were both there and he he says to me there's one egg in there I know there's one egg in there then it became like a James Bond movie because well first he explained to me all the greatness of this Mitzvah and how it creates and if you do it it's a school for children it's a school for a zillion things okay and he okay I'm sold and he so he says don't the game shouldn't see because it could be like why are you bothering the the the pigeons you understand you take a cane he's got his Cane that's been used by holy rabbis to poke away the mother bird and he grabs the eggs so I'm I'm standing there on the subway platform no on the steps up against the wall like this hiding hiding the cane and and he's like this also back up against the wall we're waiting for people to go down go down go down they all leave now's our chance I go he goes I want you to do this so I'm saying it's okay I'm sitting there and then then people start coming go let's get this over with let's get this done I need that egg I'm making the let's go do this right now I can't meditate for half an hour we got to get action so I grabbed the the The Walking Stick push away the motherb bird and I and he grabs the egg now it's a little beautiful little pigeon egg and then he takes his uh ey uh like a flashlight shines it through and says it's 100% kosher there's nothing in there at all he taught me something he says when there's blood on the outside of the egg there's no blood on the inside of the egg that's nature my wife says he looks like a bird and he sounds like a bird he talks very quickly Rabbi Khan he chirps and he showed me and he moves around a lot like a bird and and he's polishing to eat the egg he says to me the big you know the best I said what's the first eggs that we I got with my he preserved them for me and I have them in my house they're preserved like in a little thing where you shake in snow you know the snow comes like from the 1964 World Fair I'm dating myself okay so he put him in jelly and he wrote the date that we did it it was that year where I went to um Rashana did went to the Hal Graber Mel and when I came back we were we were expecting our first child who are together who I named ell understand triple header now here I've got I went to uman I went to the only thing that was missing was and then we had a personal good news and hopefully for everybody so it goes to me got eat it got eat it the biggest is to eat it would you like to eat a pigeon egg from a metal beam on the seven train on 40th Street Station are you gonna do that my wife's like ah I called her I told her no way said okay inar if I'm doing this I'm gonna do this right so we poked her open I drank like Rocky Balboa you know from the movie Rocky he drank eggs before he started to run I drank the the yolk was actually very tasty and then he drank the rest because he was Hing to do that I gave him $800 that's what it was to do it I give you the phone number if you want you can go do this incredible Mitzvah especially people who have not yet been blessed with children they'll be blessed with more and whatever blessings they need or just to help bring M okay but that's not all now I still have to go to Muny I'm in Queens on the 40 on the seven train I take the long two stops later Long Island Railroad Long Island ra road to Rockville Center okay so I'm in there within like a half an hour but I don't remember where I parked my car and in Rockville Center it's a massive train station with with the 12 Municipal parking lots and I said no way I'm going to get a ticket so I parked in a building a medical building which had an underground parking like thing and a black fence and I ran through the fence and I ran and catch the train I have no idea where this was it could be anywhere around the train station it's about 9° below winds and I'm wandering around the train area where is that building where where is that black fence and I'm saying I want to do a Mitzvah please help me r i want to come down by you I just came from you help me out so after wandering around in the freezing cold that I'm thinking about just quitting going back to farak in a cab and then I'll find the car whenever um two guys walk out from a bar right in front of me B Center has a lot of restaurants and bars and they say and I said to them I'm looking for such a building I described that it had cement you know how you buildings held up on cement stands you know and then underneath you can park have a lot of those buildings in N realm so they said we don't know but there's a bartender in the bar he knows everything about this place I think he's been living here for 50 years okay I put on my SK cap and then I go into the bar and I'm talking to this huge Irish guy and two other guys and I tell him my dilemma and I start describing the building with the black fence and then and he says to me okay take this number down 770 no he goes not 770 77 but he said 770 I promise you North Center Avenue I think that's your building sure enough I go there CU near fire station I remember a fire station and there's my car and then I remembered what r told me that you have to have a sudas Mitzvah when you after you do Shan and there's my pastrami sandwich from 9:00 in the morning half Frozen and I take my bottle of water I wash no one's around I sit in the car I had a Kosh of pickles I I bought a mustard because I was giving away these sandwiches to my my my balaba so I had and I made a Suda I put on some Jewish music and I had a suda in Rocko Center in my are which ironically have been pelted with bird refu in a way that you've never seen before thank God it got washed off with the rain yesterday but I have to drive to man please give me the physical strength to do this I need the physical strength to do this okay I get to M it's even colder than New York I say okay 150 after the first 50 I'm gonna take a break after every 50 I'll take a break I'll take a break at 50 no I'm going to push to 90 and then I'll I'll finish cu sadic is a cut off point for me because first time I ever met the holy was just recently was on my first trip to uman uh ever which was after pesak 2003 I joined him in me at the B at sundown and then we said to with all of his stic till the end and I thought I was in a different world in a different world I just felt out of an outer face so always to me sadic is like a cut off point it's like a section in so okay I say the first 50 I wander back to get another cup of hot black coffee from the from the rest of the area and I'm like I'm losing altitude I just I don't know that I can do this it's just a little too cold I'm a little too tired no I persevere I go back to the building I get up to 80 and I say I said I'm at I'm I'm that's it I got about 10 more in me I can get to totic but I can't get Beyond now we're in a little building and are standing there three guys same till other people coming going and I said to them my boy I need some help I took I took on to say the God tell him but I I think I can only do until Capal can you help me so one guy says yeah I'll do KU test to the end another guy says yeah I'll do sadik to K another guy says I'll do K to kuest and we start saying it simultaneously by the time I finish my my slow recit ofum snail like recitation of they're already finished with all their K we make a we make a dance and we D in for FMA people close to us Etc I gave them the names and we danced far we our prayers should be received yeah and I got home at 2 o'clock in the morning okay I collapsed into bed and the truth is it's all about the Ruto I could not physically do this but I wanted to do it and it happened should be a for everybody um I'm happy I can share these stories if it if it inspires you to have rone to be to do what Hashem wants to do is to is to be in a in a joyous loving relationship with us as as crazy as that sounds to break through all of our all the cipus that constant L constantly constantly 247 envelop us and we need to break through like that little girl aam broke through and hopefully we're going to see more breakthroughs and more breakthroughs and the light you know should just get stronger and stronger we're in very very special times but very very dangerous and precarious times and we need just like the Jews coming out of behind us and we got we need protection sh protection should help us bring yeshuaa CL sorry for going over thank you for listening have a great week at Ma [Music] oh