Parshat Vayishlach: The Encounter Between Yaakov and Eisav - Rabbi David Kaplan

now I went out let's finish up we were anywhere on this purchase lease left I want to show you what we're finishing up with Yaakov in this epic battle with the Malek and because this is so there's such a fun a couple fundamentals it has over spending time on this we had mentioned that and Parekh lemon basil cloth test oh wow we're way back there okay well what we'll finish this up today then tomorrow conservation so Yaakov is fighting with this with this with this angel and then on top of page 176 we had said yesterday Omar shall canakya Elijah her angel the ministering angel of Ace of says the echo send me off because morning has broken by Omer la shala Hakim Beretania will not send you off until you bless me now we had mentioned yesterday the yeah Covina the angel is intimidated because the forces of falsehood do not want the light of truth to shine on them the forces of false Odin out not the light of truth to shine on them and therefore a rock Tobias yeah he wants to run away top of page 176 now there is a Gomorrah that I've mentioned in the past I think is it's worth repeating because this is also on the same topic it's an insight and into just about every single human being is one of the most commonly experienced gamora's that I think everybody everybody goes through you know the doorman says in the future what's going to happen to the evil inclination did you ever hear this gore what's going to happen to the year to her in the future a shim will slaughter the evil inclination Hashem will check the evil inclination in the future so the orange sucker says that that's definitely basic verses I said will slaughter the evil connection I think war makes an interesting statement where it says everybody is going to stand around and cry it tsadikim are going to cry and the roshaniya are going for the righteous will cry and the wicked will cry the righteous will cry because they'll think to themselves how this massive mountain how are we able to overcome this massive mountain you will tension the mountain and sometimes of life when you think about the pain that you invested in something you're just thinking about it could cause you to cry oh yeah I remember my met I remember my finals I remember when I took the state boards you know to get my to get my you know my I remember my finals in medical school yo boy yo we were up all man that eyes unique actually did the pain that you there that goes into it he actually start crying right the the wicked the regime are gonna see this on Commission they're gonna cry they're gonna be saying this thin strand of hair thin wisp thin strand of hair how could we stumble that a thin strand of hair how did he trip us up when things dry out of here there's nothing more says the obvious question is what what's the obvious question correct I mean either either it's either a Yeats of hers a mountain or it's a thin strand of hair why you know why do to light why are they singing it from a different why do people see it differently the answer is that in every one of life's experiences there are two stages there's the imagination stage and there's the actual actuality stage in the imagination stage which is the evil inclination the legation plays with us he plays with our mind in the imagination stage pleasures certainly illicit pleasures are always bigger and better than they are when you when you experience them they're made in our mind to be something magnificent until you actually experience it you realize it might be good but it wasn't what it was cracked up to be there's a letdown of some sort there's always a letdown of some sort in the imagination stage it's got to be unbelievable and you'll find this even in that illicit experiences if you ever go out on a camping trip many people get Clare being by the equipment your fishing poles your you buy a rifle or two you know you get your you get your boots here you're camping boots you get a tent everything else we're going camping you know then you go off and you find that it's not quite what you expected it to be you find out that alright you know wasn't that much fun to pitch a tent and and you got some poison ivy right in at night you blew away and then he got chased around the tree by a grizzly bear you know and the whole thing wasn't quite you just expected to go and it's just gonna be the be-all and end-all when you come back you tell everybody oh it was great oh it was unbelievable sure because you don't want to look like a fool spend all that time and money and he had a miserable time see always come because I always unbelievable always great and hopefully they'll do the same thing you know they'll they'll get theirs but at the end of the day it's not quite what you expect to be on Yom Kippur when you fast it and you can't wait to eat after Yom Kippur anything so this is gonna be it take three bites and you know that you're good it's certainly better than eat and not to eat but it's not what you probably what you picture it to be that sadek is somebody i'll give you even a more a more common example let's say you're working on protecting your eyes you are on you know try not to look at inappropriate things so you're walking on the street and a female type person comes walking past you and and you in a female type person comes walking guys Michela a female type person goes walking comes walking past you somewhere on the street you see rand right and you don't look as long as you're not looking what do you feel like being tortured boy am i there's something good over there there's something good over there and you just keep keep your eyes tightly closed of your voice then you look alright you give it and you look so first of all you shouldn't get rewarded for those moments that you didn't look that was also the other day you know justice I'm all or nothing you get rewarded then you look and you know okay over there even if she's that even if he's 25 could also be most of the time it is all it's a letdown also and in your ear you're just say yeah okay so for those few moments now let's say you had never looked less he had never looked you would walk away with the feeling that what happened you overcame a mountain of temptation there was a mountain of pleasure over there that I looked at and I didn't so is its attic since you don't indulge you never indulge you live with the perception that you overcame a mountain of it because there's a mountain of temptation and you do this over and over and over that's what makes it's adding when you're a Russia so you walk around your eyes are all over the place you're looking taking you taking in all the sights and each time you do that well what I really have to look at that a little thin strand of a wisp of hair tripped you oh wait you stumbled over to wisp of hair that's the difference between inside akin to Russia so ultimately what is the an evil inclination really just an imagination he's just playing with your imagination he's just an illusion it's not really there that's what he was I better get out of here before sunlight because in the light of the Sun when you're thinking rational you see there's nothing there it applies in many I heard about a couple there about a couple that plans vacations they spend months planning vacations they buy brochures travel arrangements lodges accommodations all the arrangements for travel but they never go because they don't want to ruin it interesting interesting because when you go you see it's never what you crave what it's cracked up to be you'll see this with relatives also you know if you haven't seen your relatives for a long time you've been away at university or in your Shiva for a long time and you go back to see your relatives and you haven't seen them for six months and you're on the plane and they pad the pilot announces okay everybody fasten your seat belts are gonna be landing so and you get the little thump thump thump Oh soon we're all gonna be together and we're gonna just be so happy you know it's gonna be great right and the plane lands everybody together after 10 minutes you know your mom's all over you your dad's making the same jokes you're ready you're ready just to turn back and head right where you came from you know the first 10 minutes are great the first seven minutes are great after that after that it's a it's a letdown that's the nature of that's the nature of of they say you know in the Shiva world they say that marriage is not as good a single people think it is and it's not as bad as married people think it is it's somewhere in between they say it's all imagination and therefore a person a person who is what do you call a person who is it's a take you're living you don't know what you give up you don't know what you give up a guy a guy in a guy in who's born and raised in Bnei Brak right or a kid who's kept kosher his entire life I don't know what a cheeseburger tastes I never had a cheeseburger in my life I other things that when we were younger you know Doritos or something that we felt was in a queue which was anyway not kosher but a cheeseburger the the thing that always got me was a Switzer Steakhouse they had a Kerala commercial on TV for the Switzer Steakhouse which was absolutely I mean a guy yeah they got a guy that guy had one of those voices you know this I'm from this was loose steakhouse you night one of these deep voices and they show you the steak with the baked potato anything in the other two commercial is if you don't get in your car right now and drive down to Swizz lers you're not hungry yeah I would let me tell you that and I do what the one that I really really had a weakness for yeah yeah and it looked it looked good okay that the one that I really liked to get at is Kentucky Fried Chicken they're there they'd always say that always got me but you don't and so I'm thinking my goodness not anybody's ever had at McDonald's burger and you know every kid's IQ fried chicken so you know listen and you know I mean it's okay okay but you do better for five bucks you know is that is that the greatest thing in the world that's the that's that's the imagination and if you don't indulge you just walk around think boy I missed out boy have I missed out my whole life I missed out where is the person who who overcomes it with person who indulges a big deal that's the idea okay now look at the next look Valmer master Makarov I already love master Mehta Yakko says the danger what's your name Leo Morocco sorry sorry a second line the angel says what's your name by Oh Marilla of a young Earl of mash memory Yakko but yo Merlot yay Yakko the Orochi invite your name will no longer be called Yakko keee miss rel he sir ISA amoeba I know she about to hell because you battled with with with with angels and with man and you cook ok so his name that's a prediction that his name is going to be to be changed but now go go go even further fourth line for the top ye shal Yaakov Valmer Hagi Dena Shamika Yaakov says to the angel tell me your name well yo Merlot Mazzetti shall leash me cuz why she why would you ask my name Laver taco so shop and he blesses him over there no what does that mean Jocko says what your David the angel says why would you ask my name ok so there are two explanations for this explanation sis what do you say Sam you got that smirk what do you say why don't you tell me okay okay so let's listen to you but at the end of Jakov doesn't press the issue you know the echo doesn't say that according to you yeah coach doesn't say come on I told you my name you know why don't you tell me your name so either again we're there's an insight here into the evil intonation there are two eyes are there two there are two types of there are two types of two approaches to the answer when answer is tell me what's your name speak of the evil inclination so why would you ask my name I mean so what opinion is it's his name his name it's like the classic who's on first hey what's your name why would you ask my name because I would I know it's I told you you told me what my name yeah what is your name why would you ask my name I got a wire it is I wanna know your name I told you you didn't tell me I did I told you would you tell me what would your name will you cut that out ready to tell me your name that is is that why would you wanna ask my name is his name meaning meaning where my commentaries points out that's also how we approach the evil equation there's a temptation in front of us and instead of investing it in gating it should I or shouldn't that we just indulge we don't ask its name we don't find out is this the right thing you're not that's the name of the evil inclination the evil inclinations name is why would you ask my name meaning don't think about it don't think about it just indulge remember the Nike was it the Nike commercial I don't they still have theirs thank you see ever tried to just do it you're saying like you see advertising just do it right that's the evil inclination that's the snake they're not how Scheck had money dad what do you mean do what are you thinking about just indulge is that the Nike swoosh isn't like you look a little bit like a snake that's another good money just do it that's exactly what the evil inclination is why would you ask right mean don't think about it don't think about if you think about it you might convince yourself not to do it indulge ask questions later that's the first aspect of the illumination the second aspect of the inoculation the the commentaries say is why would you ask my name means listen you ought to know my name I could tell you my name but what it's that could help you because if you think well I overcame the evil inclination with this name he's got the first of all Warren says he's got seven names what that means is you've never done with evil inclination in life in life you're never done with the evil inclination you always got a situation where where you you know you decide you know what on the way home tonight I'm gonna work at my gigs uh-huh all the way up sorry I'm a selfish person I think when I get home I'm going to be giving and I'm going to help my wife I'm going to do the dishes I'm going to clean off the table I'm gonna help her with the kids instead of my usual evil inclination where I leave I get up from the supper table I scratch out on the couch with a can of beer and a basketball game I let my wife take care of the house I'm gonna overcome the evil nature and the way home from work I Drive it home I'd be really proud of myself because I am them going to overcome the utilization of selfishness tonight and that's a good thing isn't it and as I as I get to the front door front door's locked I knock waiting and knock you know one word and knocking one more thing it takes my wife ten minutes to get to the front door she's in the back room talking to on the phone to her mother and I absolutely explodes so what happened I got trapped by the donation of anger I mean okay I know there's one evil inclination over here big deal there's another evil inclination called anger why would you ask my name you think you defeated me okay which evil inclination my I am physical desire oh good well I defeated him he didn't throw me down oh yeah great so you're gonna conquer your physical desire you got to work on your ego your anger your eyes your inconsideration you got a million or one of the battles that were over so you have to say you may have you may have defeated in one area which by the way never think that the minute you think that you got them in one area that's area you're gonna fall yeah this you know this anger thing ain't so bad hey when you get moved back a little bit you know next thing you know you're gonna get picked off just just when you think you got it done now I got this worked out already there you gonna find a comment a Q some other way remember we mentioned the the the remarkable parallel between the evil inclination a snake did we taught to speak about that the snake the serpent which represents evil Yammer a yesterday we talked about the service isn't it interesting the first temptations of cava and the Torah is the snake you know how many parallels are between a snake of the evil inclination it's remarkable it's remarkable it's a snake is evil donation for one thing for one thing all it takes is one little puncture from the snake and the venom overtakes you right the evil inclination he gets in one area and he could saw he could he could count for you in one area all it takes is one little one defeat and then he could take you down completely number one number two sometimes the snake rattles I know sin you hear of evil inclination due east it's usually in the sound of heels I evil inclination there's a rattle okay I got a little bit of a warning I got a little bit warning don't don't look there's the evil inclination over there sometimes this snake you can't hear him at all and he gets you where you're most vulnerable right in the ankle in the back of the ankle they think the snake bites you where you're most vulnerable I'm working on my selfishness and I'm working on my self-control I'm working on my and my eyes and I'm working on not being a physical domini being ee buy him a physical and also that front door birds like garnet get angry yeah you're right we're least protected sometimes the evil inclination overwhelmed you like a boa constrictor you just feel I I'm losing this battle I I am so weak right now he has got me he's wrapped around me right sometimes we're in a snake what are you doing this thing what's he called a snake goes into their position to strike he coils to strike that so he coils up to strike what are you supposed to do what do you do in a snake coils to strike don't move no mo yeah I can't move a muscle can move a muscle so they could get you I once asked my and your brother was gonna be a zoologist why I can't just jump back and start running and if he coils you know just jump back and turn around and run so my brother's trying to explain me how quick snakes are that they're quicker than me give me an example he said okay let's imagine there's a mouse loose in the room I tell you to catch the mouse with your bare hands what chance have you got to catching a mouse with your bare hands that's about your chances there's a snake when there's a mouse there to stay sake just goes like that catches the Stein catches the mouse my said quakes things are quicker he says if you're standing if you try to jump back this thing would have you would would get you and be off of you before you even got your heels off the ground so that's our quick there so in a snake when it snake coils to strike you don't move a muscle you don't move can't breathe so sometimes there are times in life where you're in a situation one false move you know you're you you are spiritually dead with one false move and you can be on your computer and one false move one button you're gone you're dead freeze freeze stop what you're doing the parallels are remarkable stinks are camouflaged sometimes you're in a situation oh this should be safe and what you're doing is you just walk it right into the trap right let's guy here the guy once said to me a couple guys in these shoes that literally wanna go down tell me after after a long day we want to go to a bar and review the Gemara might we're gonna go to the bar and review the Gemara I'll bet you are no better place than a bar to go review the good one right yeah what could be wrong here that's camouflage right and even that's not so camouflage right there very simply very simply duping you God into the back to the bar to study where I want you to go buy some beer and study your knees you instead of in the bar do a lie be alive better for you you understand that's the similarities that's like you're trapped by him and ultimately he's flying authorities the imagination I heard a very good liar by the way worried what you worry if you know something people are worried errs or people worried about the future worried about this very worried is generally letting your imagination run away with you something negative is happening there's something potentially negative and your imagination just turns it into something which in most cases life it ever even happens Hey oh my goodness you know I don't have any well what's gonna happen I heard the stock markets long what if the stock market crashes I'm gonna start making Chris a delivery be able to go to college they can't go to college or I'm gonna my goodness I want to get a job I'm gonna die starvation look I can't okay you know all because you're ready to report the stock marrow which may or may not even be true this time I also know you got your whole life worked out you know most of it most of it doesn't even happen anyway rights imagination worry is also just your imagination worrying running away with what could possibly be negative that's all this we are we are dominated by our imagination okay now there's very cute thing here if you take a look at pages lime and bass we're gonna find now the second sorry the third Mitzvah in the Torah there's the third bit Center we've done two mitzvahs so far anybody remember what they are what's the first Mitzvah they're only three missiles in the entire book of braces you're fruitful multiply bracelet me luck now we're gonna go to the third med submits the number take a look at page Lima dollars plus a climber dollars via car yeah cachet Mahama company el it's six lines from the top VII croco Shaima McComb PDL Kira ec Elohim punim del Ponte Motta not so now a Yaakov names the name the place Peniel for I have seen how does their toe chair the divine face the face and I have been saved okay that's a calls the place Peniel then it says the deck sponsored by Israel Hashem is the sunshines cashier of our espadrille when he crosses over hoots solea I'll you Rachel he was limping Yaakov was limping where he got hit in the thigh and therefore that comes along a command bus verse 33 is a command I'll show you something amazing about this alkane lo yolk lube initial is Gaeta not sure the Jewish people are not allowed to eat the the sciatic nerve how did it how does he out of the air to go translate as he calls a sciatic nerve the displaced sinew I share a cafe or it out of your visit to this day keno got McCarthy era Yaakov Megiddo no because the this angel touch Jericho V injured am Nikita inertia now the gear inertia is in the animal on the right running down the thigh bone to the other quarters of an animal we're not allowed to eat the Geeta Usha and it has to be it's a sinew or tendon it has to be removed now in most kosher your knowledge eat it it's tasteless it's absolutely tasteless but it has to be removed out of taken out of them out of the meat and it's not an easy thing to do because apparently it has many little little branches that they're branch off it could be done it's a specialized skill by in the in the Jewish slaughterhouses as a specialized skill to remove both the Gita Yasha and what's called the halo okay love is the forbidden fit there's forbidden fit in kosher animals all of that has to be removed in most Jewish butcher establishments it is not cost-efficient it is not worthwhile to hire somebody to do it in most Jewish kosher and most kosher establishments they simply sell the hindquarters of the animal to a non kosher a company because they're just not worth their while to have somebody sitting there taking out the take out but there are plugging places I have a friend who works out there and it's a skill and it's a skill it's a difficult skill but we are forbidden to eat the ganache it means you're now allowed to cook it you know they'll put it in your meat and you have your meat cooked with it and so on and so forth it's the it's a Torah prohibition now the if you'll notice and if you notice the beat the torah begins with the words alkane lo yellow banana oh okay the bonito should I now you have to see this inside gentlemen if they said guilt is one of those things when you see it once you'll never forget this as well as there's gonna gonna register deep okay so everybody get make sure you see the puss like okay verse 33 verse 33 first two words on the line alkane low yoke Lubin a so the Jewish people should not eat now it's very interesting in the pasta that begins with not eating we will find here in this puzzle an allusion to the fasts of the Jewish year right right in the puss ik where it says like a low yo ho great so the Jewish people should not eat and now we will fight alluded to in this post are the faster that does anybody know how many fasts are in the course of Jews here six fasts okay what are the fixes six fast yom kippur digivolve Tiny's Esther some Gedaliah acerbity vase the terms of today's and the 17th of Tammuz okay those are the six fists of the Jewish year okay now the Torah says okay low yo flu Bonet so we should not eat okay when don't we eat well the next word is s you see that s everybody that L can see where that is take a look fine fine puzzle our McGill okay okay we look at you look look at Gill show shouts where the pasta gives a puzzle army gimel okay stay where we'll read it slow alkane alkane low yo fluid a so Jewish people should not eat now when should they Alice tough S stands for two things it stands for a tiny sister the fast semester the toughest tightness Aleph is ester and it also stands for tisha of the ninth of of okay so those are the first two right the next one I'll go over it again I'll go over again don't lose it would stay without go over again the gimel obviously stands for what your Dalia the you'd stands for Yom Kippur and you'd is the tenth of Tabas and the word gede together if you add up the letters given you valid yema with seventeen as a 17th of Tammuz so right after it says the jewish people should not eat you have alluded to in the next five letters the six fast of the jews here okay how's that for a coincidence right right I love tough again I love tough is stands for two things Tiny's Esther the fast of Esther and tisha of the ninth of of okay we call it Tish above because it's bit of but you know for what we're doing for our purpose isn't good enough okay gimble obviously stands for Gedaliah to the fast of your diet which is also an gimel t-shirt that's on the third day of Tishri give along Eulalia huh all right in case you have any problem with it yield stands for two things both the 10th of the month which is the tenth of teh vase and yom kippur and then the three letters together gimel you'd dalit the numerical value of 17 there's a 17th of thousands and in the word high inertia inertia rearranges into the letters of Hashanah of the year these are the fifths of the year the 17th of Tammuz the 17th of Tammuz which is the 17th of Tammuz was the first day of the first day of town was okay but it is all man-made better it's all written by man very clever man whoever wrote him I tell you okay if that is the that is the idea of already called okay now now we come to the epic meeting Yaakov raises his eyes very glum and give us a caliph seven lines from the bottom Lisa Yaakov ain of Yaakov raises his eyes yaran ace of bow the emo are bao CJ so come along 400 men well yeah that's si yo lo de Molay of al-raqqa welsh - waffles he presses together the children with Leia and with Rafa went to shows but y'all said massage follows us yell dare me Tony puts the bait servers and their children first that's Leia Villa da forum and then after them Leia and her children there's Rockaways Yosef a corona now you should be asking me a question here there should be a few following the story I had a question for a long time which I finally found the answer to a few years back I found an answer to this question but I hid the question for a long time I hit my an answer for it and you should ask me the question right now there's there's very big questions all guys got the whole family together growing and ready to meet it so he arranges them is it ready to meet a so does it say bother your summer doesn't bother you think you have a question over there something should be bothering you saying nothing bothers you about that something you share a fundamental question and the text itself what's the problem well as families with them and he's got his family with him they're coming to meet the man oh very good then there I thought the camps were split he had split up the camp so that they shouldn't meet everybody together so what are they doing all together over here had this question for this question for a long time but I found an answer so I finally saw I think that was the the the one of classic companies a makeover he says sure but then he a Cove had that vision where he was fighting with the angel and when he sees the angel can't defeat him he sees that as a sign a so it's not gonna defeat him there's nothing to worry about once he has this vision the vision he sees that as a prophetic in a prophetic indication Asaph can't defeat him Asaph can throw him down with his again thrown under the pointless to have a that sends the camp's together and no longer in danger he only puts them in an order no he puts them in the order that they're going to make a he's still taking precautions don't a he's still taking precautions it sounds like a little throw caution to the wind he's putting them in an order we're gonna put him in an order and he keeps Ruckle all the way in the back cuz she's very beautiful he does one a so to see her and even yo se stands up in front of his mother to block a subview but but he's coming towards ya ASA though he's gonna have to meet him now take a look at three lines from the bottom the who of our leaf they have Yaakov passed in front of them by east Abu arts a chef upon me Maggie Stowe a dog he if he boughs down seven times till he reaches his brother Jack about seven times as he comes to see his brother remember he said as a brother he's a human being he hasn't seen his brother for 20 years and Yaakov is very very uh it he's deferring to Asaph he's being very very humble he bout seven times which at a deeper level means Asaph represented an evil inclination has seven names there which are seven forces seven seven co-hosted evil get in each time he vows he's weakening one of those forces and he vows till he gets to his brother by your odds ace of lacrosse Asaph runs towards him via cod koe hugs him ye pol al suvarovs he falls on his neck via shark he kisses him by youth cooing they cry now you'll notice there are dots over the word rage okay ho there are dots over the word range okay that means when you open up the safer Toro you read it in a safer Torah there's no vowels the same fruit or there no vowels there are a few words in the Torah which we have a tradition that have marks around those words if you look in a safer tour you will see on the word via KO there are dots on the word very shocked a hope now those are obviously not violation dots there's some sort of indication dots what are those dots doing there so take a look at rocky Rashi is the left column four lines from the bottom left column four lines from the bottom of Rashi and it says via cop KO he hugged him says Rashi nice gal Gullu Rock'em of his mercy was aroused Shira Oh Mischa the college duck of Oz always son bowing down to him aces mercy button was pushed by Isha Kay who says Rashi Nakhoda olive there are dots over the word via shark a who meaning that what I told you in the Torah there are dots now what did the dots indicate they have to indicate something the age hulking McGovern's a the Brice of the sea free there are two opinions there Teutonic opinions what are those dots symbolize yes adore Shaniqua do deserve some say some expound on this dot edge Lamar shallowness Koba holy bow he didn't kiss him with an entire heart a so kissed him the dots just indicate he kissed them but it wasn't with a full heart all my Robbie shimon ben yokai says resuming yokai how long he be a doer it is a well-known halakha chase of sony lack of Asaph hates Yaakov Ellison Nibiru Rama was a shove in Ashoka Holly bow to the country Sherman if I says so well-known I love the ace of a taco you know either dad's over here in spite of aiding him at this moment he was so warmed up he hugged him with his all heart there are two opinions here there's one opinion that that's indicate it was not a full hair a kiss full hug and kiss there's another was that a full kiss there's another rib Jim Merritt Isis to the contrary even though there's a how local that ace of hates Yakov here he kissed him with a full heart our human if I would know very well where was her true high for 12 years why the Romans descendants evasive we're chasing him so he knows what a service like which begs a different question look at the statement of Roberta there's a direct quote from a imma Benny okay it's a well-known Hal lock up that a sub hates Yakult any comment on that statement when there's a halakha is there explanation why do we put on film why do you Gingka will move why do you why do you why do you you can't wear shaatnez you why commandant that's a really L it's a reality in the word in the way the world runs there's a reality you have to put on sullen with all the explanations at the end of the day there's no explanation at the end of day there's no explanation you have to put on some kids God said you have to put on so on there is a hell walk up there is no rational explanation ace of hates Yaakov about of mind and the Jews through history have found this out in both directions when we behave like Jews they hate us and what we try to what he called it we tried we try to assimilate they hate us even more right nothing works all those books there have been books written on analyzing anti-semitism books piles and piles of books those are great books by the way great books every one of them you ever have a loose table at home and it's you know shaking up and down that one of those books should fit it should fit under your table you know it'll hold up your whole and what do you call if you ever need to jack up your car in order to change the tire get about six of those books you know put it on some of it have hard covers - that's what they're worth that's what they're worth that's about it and if you have a log of all more fire and you can't get it started use one of those books yeah that's what those books those books aren't worth diddly Pugh because there is no explanation because all the explanations have been tried and tested and every one of them has failed we hate it when you're with us try Mille then we hate when your weight went when you were thought of strong well we hate you when you got sits as we hate you without your tits us why don't you know that now it doesn't mean that that every it doesn't mean every ace of it doesn't mean everybody in the world hates students they've been righteous Gentiles but they're a lot more than we're willing to acknowledge and why do they hate us no explanation if you want the deeper understanding of it the deeper understanding is that we represent their conscious we are the conscious of mankind because they see that there is a different way to live Jews who don't keep and live like Jews then they hate them even more because you're supposed to be living a certain way as I did that's what's happening deep down was that me deep down was hey you know that River Weinbach once told a story to Israeli guys were in Scotland so he stopped off at a roadside Inn they ordered a meal so propriety comes over them good night trade for meal and he's Israeli guy her sitting there the proprietor comes over there means hands them their food as he hands another food he says Casey question I mean your people have suffered 2,000 years just so you can eat the same food we do everybody knows we expect more from you we expect more from you the Jew it behaves like a Jew will we have a grudging respect for you at least you got some principles the Jew doesn't behave like a Jew we got no respect for you at all what are you stand your team what do you what do you fear whether fan stay on your thing we got no respect for you at all I told it I have never encountered in at night on the street on the street no cars and drive by one so I yelled something about a yarmulke but in a personal in personal interactions with judges I've never encountered anything but respect you know when you when you represent when you represent your live people respect you you're making us faker you're willing to make a statement dealings have put in people's faces but people may I was once walking on the in LA I was on the sleeve on the airport you like going out to the airplane and the guy walks over he says excuse me sir and the pilot can I ask you a question pilots you know I was starstruck you know who the pilot you guys yeah he goes can I ask you a question are there Hasidic I thought there were only Hasidic Jews in New York are there Hasidic Jews outside of New York also so I said to I said well first of all there are Hasidic Jews outside of New York also yes it's not only New York and seg-y I personally am NOT a Hasidic Jew there different types of black answered and not every black yep means I'm Hasidic but I didn't I saw him I but there are Hasidic Jews like saying goes I didn't offend you did I so I made a mistake I said oh no no not at all I should have said you well yes you didn't you know if you put me in first class for the flight you know I'll think about forgiving you that either I blew it it was one of those opportunities that I let's I let slip through my fingers yeah but I've never encountered people people are people are very respectful of people who make a statement people who are are consistent that's Allah Allah Asaph hey Thiago nothing we could do about it is absolutely nothing we can do about it with there are indicated we don't have time now they're indication in this parsha how to deal with asa that we're supposed to defer to ASA don't go marching in there flexing your muscles with your a when it with your a so bow down to ASA give in day so the what ASA tells you to do we're in Gullah we're not in charge we're not in control right now yet the Torah is teaching you alright to be continued you