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Okay, so let's begin.
What I want to do now is
part two of the
Hebrew language lecture.
A quick review of some of the ideas that
we need
is that we understand that we're a
nation of a language.
When I'm Kadosh, Hashem chose us, he
chose us of all the other nations, and
he chose us more than other languages.
Tavah Tano Mikol Amim
V'chol Lashonot, all the languages.
Meaning Hashem gave us as part of our
treasure
he gave us a system through which we can
understand the world
in with scientific
you know, specificness.
That's what we say, if there's any other
language like the Hebrew language
it's the chemical language.
Because the chemical language is able to
describe reality
for you.
In the same way, Hebrew defines reality.
God created 22 letters
and with those 22 letters he formed
the cosmos, he formed us, he formed the
world, he formed all of reality. So when
we study the 22 letters and we
understand their meaning and their depth
and we combine them what are we really
doing is we're really studying reality,
we're studying life.
So the study of the Hebrew language has
always been one of the major sources of
of wisdom as Jews.
Where do we get the information from?
So there's one book which is a book that
preceded the Kabbalah which was written
by Avraham Avinu called Sefer Yetzirah.
And in it it's one of the deepest works
that we still have in our possession and
it contains a lot of these concepts.
It's very difficult to to comprehend.
But that's where a lot of the wisdom is
from Avraham Abraham going back over
over 3,400 years ago.
But there are more simple ways of
accessing the wisdom.
One is of course the name of the letter.
The name, the simple name means
something.
Number two, the shape of the letter.
Number three, the numerical value of the
letter.
Number four
the first time a letter appears
in the Torah where it starts
the root of a word. I'll explain what
that means as we go along a little more.
When you combine these four things
together in addition to a a brighta that
Rabbi Akiva brings for us in the morning
Shabbos and he explains even further.
When you put it all together you begin
to grasp the depth of a letter
and it's like you get the chemical tool
now to start analyzing other words. And
the more we do this together the more
you'll begin to appreciate and build it
yourself.
And it's not as difficult as you think
and you begin to gain your own insight
into
into what's happening.
So first of all, you know, just just a
quick idea.
You know, we mentioned that
the closest language to Hebrew is the
chemical language.
You know, so let me just give you an
example of what that means even just you
know, for example, if I would write H2O
of course we know that means that two
hydrogen molecules and one
oxygen molecule.
Now it's interesting
if I were to write the word Mayim which
means water. H2O is water.
The word in Hebrew is this word right
here.
Mayim
which is just very interesting because
I find it fascinating because if you
note Mayim it has two mems and one yud.
As if to indicate to us that what?
There's two of something and one of the
other.
Just as we know the chemical language
tells us there's two hydrogen molecules
and one oxygen molecule.
Pretty fascinating.
You know, and if you look at the word in
Hebrew for example for snow
snow
snow in the Hebrew is sheleg.
Sheleg. Can you hear me there?
My yeah, you with me?
Sheleg. Why is that the perfect
description of the chemical property of
snow? Well, something just very simple.
Numerically shin is 300.
Numerically lamed is 30.
Numerically gimel is
three.
Now that's interesting.
300, 30 and three. If you think about
it, in the process of formation of snow
what happens?
Water
contracts.
Correct?
Water which is usually wants the
molecules usually want to expand
when water freezes there is a
contraction. So the word sheleg is
indicating that contraction. It goes
from 300 down to 30 down to three.
As if to describe to us the process of
the formation of snow. The contraction
of the molecules. 300, 30, three.
You hear how that works?
You hear the description of reality? Or
for example, what was I saying? Okay.
Is that all right?
Expansion, but there's a contraction
also. I know that we've had this
discussion. There's a contraction also.
Now if you I'll give you just this one
this one you can't argue with.
The word for pregnancy in Hebrew
is herayon.
Hey
ray
yod.
That means pregnancy.
If we do a little numerical numerical
analysis of it
hey is five
rays is 200
yod is 10
vav is six
and nun is 50.
We add it all together we get
what do we get?
271 which is a very interesting number
because 271 days is the exact amount of
days in pregnancy.
Right? Nine months is 30 and the day
itself of delivery is 271.
Yeah, you with me?
So do you hear the specificity
of the Hebrew language in describing
reality?
It's it's it's remarkable. It's it's
remarkable. It just that it's But let's
take it let's go a little bit deeper
now. But you know, we could go many
angles to it. There are many approaches
to it and I want to give you a
you know, a smattering
and hopefully at the end we'll see some
system in it.
Let's just review
something very important.
We begin with the aleph and a little bit
of review but I'll
we have our aleph over here.
As we've seen.
Aleph.
So aleph, whenever we see an aleph in
any word, we've discussed this many
times
aleph always represents the connection
of something spiritual to the physical.
And it makes sense because aleph
let's go through our system of analysis.
Numerically aleph is
is one.
First time we see aleph in the Torah is
Bereshit Bara Elo
kim, right? Which means
God. Good.
We take a look at the letters themselves
and the letters are composed of other
letters.
Aleph is actually composed of a vav
and two yuds. Numerically vav is six,
yud is 10.
We add that together that's 26 which is
an interesting number because that of
course is the same number of Yud Hey
Vav Hey which is another name for God.
Right? Yud Hey Vav Hey Adoshem.
Which is 26, right? Two 12s.
Right? 10, 20, that's a yud.
10, 20 and five is five is 26.
So again we have our 26.
And then we go a little deeper into it
and we notice that it's actually
describing reality. God is the source of
all reality. God is the makom.
Right? The world God is the place of the
world.
Right? We look over here. So the deeper
literature tells us that the yud
represents
the 10 sefirot of the upper world
coming down connecting the vav is the
letter of connection. It actually means
and in Hebrew.
Connecting to this world with another
vav, another yud sending those 10
emanations back. God gives connects the
upper world down to the lower world,
lower world up to the upper world. All
the connection which God does
right there in the
aleph.
And then of course we take it a little
deeper
and we're stuck by something a little
bit of a problem. You know, aleph when
we spell out the letters
aleph
right?
Sorry.
Aleph.
We spell it out like that. Another
source for the fact that we see God's
oneness in it, we do a little gematria
of the letter spelled out. Aleph is one.
Lamed is 30.
Pay is
80. We add it together
80 plus 30 plus one is 111. Back to the
ones, you hear? One one one, right?
Everything is bringing us back to our
oneness. God God is the one. Hashem
Echad.
Now it's interesting also
that aleph means one
but alef, if you vowel a little
differently, alef also means
1,000.
In fact, when we talk about multiplicity
the way the Hebrew language works, aleph
is one, alafim are thousands, alef
alafim are many thousands. The same word
that means one is also the word the
Hebrew language uses to mean many of
thousands.
So again, it's the question we always
have to ask, God, you have an infinite
imagination
why couldn't you have created two words?
One word that means one and one word
that means thousands.
Why what is God trying to communicate to
us
by using the same word which means the
same letter that means one and the same
letter means thousands?
What's the connection?
Well, the connection is
is that Hashem wants us to look
at the thousands of powers in this
world.
There's the power of the sun. There's
the power of the wind. There's the power
of gravity.
There's the power of rain.
Right? There's there's the power of
fertilization.
There's many powers that are acting in
this world.
But don't look at them as isolated
events. See how they're all unified by
one unifying source, God.
You know, the mistake that the idol
worshipers would make in life is they
would look at the sun, they would look
at the moon, they would see the power
manifested by those vehicles, and they
are are powerful. In fact, God uses
these things to bring blessing to the
world.
That's what we call in Hebrew mazal.
Mazal.
But you have to see that behind all the
mazal, well, I should say that actually,
God is actually flowing to the rest of
the world. Let me show you what that
means.
If aleph means one, right? Aleph, it
means one
and it means 1,000.
Why? Because in the thousands of
multiple forces, there's one unifying
force. Now, the earlier idolaters, what
they the mistake they made is that God
created the planetary system. In Hebrew,
we call them mazalot, the word mazal.
This word here, mazal.
Excuse me, mazal.
Mazal. Right? What do we say when you're
at a wedding? What do you say to the
bride and groom?
Mazel tov. When you go to a brit milah,
what do you say?
Mazel tov, right? Somebody gets married,
gets engaged, what do you say? Mazel
tov. How do you translate that into
English?
Say good luck, right? So, I'll tell you
to say good luck to somebody
is the greatest insult you can give
them.
It's insulting even to an idol
worshiper.
Even idol worshipers don't believe in
luck.
You know, you person gets married, you
know, they're going to go good luck.
You have a one in two chance of making
it for the next 40 years.
There's over a 50% divorce rate. Good
luck, right? Isn't that
What an insult?
What an insult? That's not what mazal
means.
Mazal
comes from the Hebrew word nozel.
Nozel.
Nozel in Hebrew
means
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Okay, good. Thank you.
Thank you.
So, the word mazal, rabbotai, comes from
the Hebrew word nozel. Nozel in Hebrew
means flow.
God created the planets and the sun and
the moon and everything like that and
the stars. He uses them to to flow
energy down to the world.
The mistake idol worshipers made was
they looked at those stars and they saw
the flow, so they started worshiping the
flow instead of realizing that God is
behind the flow.
So, idol worshipers in the past were not
crazy. If somebody bows down to a rock
or a stone, that person is not an idol
worshiper. That's That person is is
clinically insane.
Right? That person belongs in Creedmoor.
When the early idol worshipers worshiped
idols, they were not insane. What they
were capable of seeing was, yes, there
is a flow emanating from Mars. There's a
flow emanating from Saturn.
Right? There's a flow emanating when
Jupiter is aligned with Mars. They
understood this, and they saw when it's
aligned that way, yeah, the crops grow.
They were in tune to it. But instead of
realizing that God is the source of it
all, he's the one unifying power behind
the thousand of multiplicities, they
started worshiping the individual
forces.
See how that works? So, God creates the
letter aleph. It means one and it means
a thousand. So, we should not make that
mistake.
Never make that mistake to think that
the forces are independent of
are independent of God.
Okay, so aleph as we understand it,
always represents the most spiritual
force in the universe. And whenever we
see an aleph in any word, we understand
it's going to represent something about
God, something about Hashem.
Now, if aleph represents the highest
point of spirituality,
what do you letter do you think
represents the lowest point of
spirituality?
Well, it would be the letter which is
the furthest from the aleph.
What's the letter furthest from the
aleph in the Hebrew alphabet?
The tough.
That's interesting, the tough.
And in fact,
the first time we see the tough in the
Torah is in a word that says
tohu.
Tohu, the world was tohu va vohu, which
means empty. Empty.
Empty. The physical world by itself,
physicality, without God in it, without
a spiritual
push, without a spiritual underpinning,
is empty.
It's empty.
Perhaps that's why most marriages do
fail.
Is because a person goes into marriage
without saying the purpose of marriage
is to bring God and to bring us closer
to something spiritual, it's a physical
relationship. A physical relationship
without God is
empty.
Now, it's interesting.
Look at this. The word in Hebrew for
letter is this word.
Ot.
Ot. Did everybody see that?
An ot in Hebrew is a letter.
If I want to say the letter aleph, ot
aleph, ot bet.
Interesting. Look how perfectly that
those three letters describe what the
Hebrew letter is.
What's a Hebrew letter?
It's something spiritual
which God has linked to form something
physical.
God created the letters and with those
letters, he joined them to create a
physical reality. And the letter vav, as
we know,
letter vav is the means a hook. It looks
like a hook.
It means above. The first time you see
in the Torah is vav ve hamishkan, the
hooks of the curtains in the mishkan.
It looks like a hook, and even the
Hebrew language, what does it mean? It
means and. It connects something with
it. So, what's an ot, a letter?
It's something spiritual connected to
something physical. It's also a sign.
When God says I'm going to make a sign
with the Jewish people, ot benei benei
vebeinecha, a sign between me and you,
ot. What's a sign? God says, I want you
to do something physical which connects
you up to something spiritual, like
shabbos. It's a sign of our
relationship. Our men, brit milah. Do
something physical that connects you,
hooks you to something
spiritual.
Yeah. I still don't understand how this
tet represents something physical. Tet,
if aleph represents
the point of God, something the the
spiritual manifestation in
in the world, the letter which is
furthest from it would represent the
lowest point of
physicality, which would be the tough. I
was just wondering if the way we
isolated an aleph as something
spiritual, that's why actually getting
the letters, the parts of the letter
Yeah, so so right. So, we could do with
the tough also. Um
but for this for this discussion, let's
just take it in in in this way that it's
the furthest point from the aleph.
It's the furthest point from the aleph.
Numerically, it happens to be 400. But
I'm going to show you why that's going
to be important in a moment. But let's
just think of that for a moment.
But see how things work so beautifully.
I did another example with you last
week, but I think it's worth mentioning.
We have a Yeah. So, in this um
interpretation of how the aleph and bet
are, are you saying that bet since it's
the second to it, that it's the first
and the first word in the Torah,
bereishit, it's something spiritual like
It could be. Yeah, we you'll see in a
second. You'll just see that.
Let's take a look at another word. Very
good point. Let's take a word at this
word. This is a word for truth.
Look at the word for truth.
What's the word for truth?
Emet.
Right? The name of our organization.
Emet.
Like my calligraphy.
Okay.
I know you're down there. Okay. Emet.
Truth.
Let's take a look at why these three
letters are the perfect description of
truth.
Okay.
First of all,
aleph is the first letter of the Hebrew
alphabet.
Tough is the
last letter of the Hebrew alphabet, 22.
Mem happens to be the exact
middle of the Hebrew alphabet.
That's interesting.
The exact middle point.
What is truth?
First of all, truth is when you can see
the beginning, the middle, the end.
Right? If you're going to look and just
see a part of something, is that truth?
If you just see the end, is that truth?
If you see the middle, is that truth?
No.
Truth means you see the beginning, the
middle, and the end.
Which is what God says to Iov. When Iov
is going through all of his pain and all
of his his his, you know, tribulation,
so finally, God turns to him and says,
"Listen, Iov, if you really want to
understand why you have to go through
this pain,
you have to have seen it all from the
beginning.
We have You have to the beginning of
creation
and show you the whole movie through.
But the truth can only be understood
when you see the beginning, the middle,
and how it's going to play out.
Sometimes in our lives, we have pain and
we have difficulties and we say, "God,
why are you doing it to me?"
The answer is when we see the end,
we'll understand exactly what was
happening in the middle.
But because our perspective is so
limited,
we can't say that we have the truth.
We have to trust and we have to know the
truth and the goodness is coming.
Truth means you can see beginning,
middle, and end, which is a very
interesting description of it. Now, it's
interesting, our rabbis tell us if there
are three things that we know about
life,
number one, that we're born from a
mother,
number two, we're going to die,
and number three, that we're going to
have to give an accounting before
God.
Those are the three truths of life.
It's interesting, those three truths are
right here.
If you divide the first two letters, it
spells "aim", which means
mother. We're born from a mother. If we
divide it this way, it spells "mate",
which means
death.
And of course, the word together, emet,
is one of the descriptions of God.
Who Elohim
emet. He is a God of
truth.
Now, interestingly, if we take a
numerical analysis,
aleph is one,
mem is 40,
tav is 400.
444.
441.
We do what's called a gematria katan, we
add them across.
4 + 4 is 8 + 1 is
is 9.
Why is 9 a very unique number
in
It's 9 is an interesting number because
9 is the only number when you multiply
it by any other number, it will always
come back to 9.
9 * 1 is 9. 9 * 2 is 27, so what is 9? 9
* 3 is 9 * 2 is 18, what is 18? It's 9.
9 * 3 is 27, 2 + 7 is 9. 9 * 4 is 36, 3
+ 6 is 9, thank you. 9 * 5 is
45, 4 + 5 is 9. 9 * 6 is 54, 5 + 4 is 9.
9 * 7 is 63, 6 + 3 is 9. 9 * 8 is 72, am
I right?
Yeah. Yeah. 7 + 2 is 9. 9 * 9 is 81, 8 +
1 is 9.
9 * 10 is 90, 9 + 0 is 9. 9 * 11 is
99, 9 + 9 is 18, 1 + 8 is 9.
You can multiply 9 by any combination of
numbers that exist.
Try it if you want a calculator, just do
it later.
Trust me on it. It will come back to 9.
Now, what does 9 have to do with truth?
What's interesting, if something is
true,
you can't hide it.
If something is true, it doesn't matter
what form it's in, you will see that
this is truth.
Truth is there. Truth identifies itself,
it speaks.
It speaks out loud and clear.
When a person does something right, when
we do something right in this world, we
don't have to tell anybody.
It will speak out, believe me. The truth
speaks.
Goodness speaks. Doing something which
is truthful, which is serving God, which
is right, which is correct. You don't
have to brag. You don't have to tell
anybody. It will be seen. It will be
known. Truth speaks.
Truth will be visible.
And it's always visible.
And that's why in every generation, you
know, you've had systems that have tried
to corrupt humanity and society and
people,
it always falls in the end because truth
comes through.
Truth will always break itself through.
It will always be noticed.
Now, it's interesting, if you notice
these letters of emet,
they're all letters that have a base.
Very solid. Truth is something which can
stand. See all the feet there?
Everything has two legs to stand on.
Let's contrast that with the word for
falseness in the Hebrew alphabet, which
is sheker.
Sheker.
What's interesting about the word for
sheker, which is falseness, is notice
there's only one leg.
You see that? Something is false, it's
baseless.
It's also interesting, by the way,
whereas emet, truth, is first, middle,
and last,
the word for falseness happens to be
three letters in the Hebrew alphabet,
which are right next to each other. Kuf,
resh, shin in the Hebrew alphabet are
right next to each other, but in the
wrong order. Kuf is here, it's shin,
kuf, resh. Really, it should be kuf,
resh, shin. So, sheker is something
where you're only seeing one part of the
picture. That's falseness. You're seeing
a little teeny piece.
It's like when you look through a a a
a keyhole and you think you know the
whole story? No.
You think one isolated event.
You look through a keyhole, right, and
you see a man with a mask
and you see a man, he's holding a knife,
and he's ready to stab.
What are you about to do? You call 911,
you call the police, the police kick
down the door, and what do they see?
It's a dentist.
You know, you hear a scream and you hear
the drill and you hear the yell and he
has a knife, he's
you know, he's helping him.
But you thought he was killing him
because you're looking through a
keyhole. That's falseness. When you see
one part of the story, that's sheker.
Truth means you have to see the entire
vision. You have to see what's going on.
Now, it's interesting,
the truth of life
is
when you can take God
and you can transport God
all the way into everything you do in
the physical world.
Aleph is God, represents the highest
point of spirituality.
Tav represents the lowest point of
spirituality in the physical world. Mem
is my favorite letter,
not just because my name is Mordecai,
and my wife's name is Monica.
Mem is my favorite letter
because mem happens to be numerically
40,
and it means mayim.
It means water.
What is water? What's the property of
water?
Water always wants to be in
motion. It always wants to move.
Right? Water doesn't like to invite you,
you know, you spill a cup of water, it
doesn't mean the molecules don't like to
come together and join together. They
want to expand out. Rivers want to flow.
Right? Water wants to move. It's always
in motion. Definition of water, it's in
something moving, in motion.
Now, it's interesting,
40,
mem,
happens to be the middle point of the
Hebrew language. The mem is the middle
point.
Now, look at mem. Mem numerically is 40.
Now, what's interesting about that is
in Judaism,
is 40 an important number for us?
Well, let's think for a second.
How many years in the desert?
40, right? The midbar.
The midbar was
40 years. Let's think. How many days at
Har Sinai, the mountain of Sinai, when
we received the Torah?
40.
Matan Torah.
Right? Matan Torah.
The giving of the Torah.
40.
Let's keep going. How many days of rain
were there when God destroyed the world?
In the mabul, there, how many days of
rain?
40.
Mabul.
That's interesting.
40.
If you have a mikvah,
in order for a mikvah to be kosher, you
know, mikvah is a it's a gathering of
water that has to be rainwater, has to
be gathered in a cistern that's into the
ground,
and it has to be purely rainwater, a 40
It has to be 40 sa'ah.
40 sa'ah is approximately the weight of
a human being.
40 sa'ah for it to be kosher. So, a
mikvah,
which again is the mem,
has to be
sa'ah, it's called.
Now, it's interesting also,
we know from the Gemara Berakhot that
after
a certain number of days, you should
stop davening for a boy because the sex
has already been determined.
How many days does it take for the sex
to be determined?
It's actually a medical fact as well.
40 days.
40 days. The point of gestation
where there's you go from cellular life
to actual human life
is 40 days.
We call it mayim
may mayim, the womb of the mother,
stomach of the mother. 40 days of
gestation. There's interesting, why all
these 40s? 40 40 40 40 The midbar, the
desert was 40. 40 days at Har Matan
Torah was 40. 40 days of the flood. 40
days of 40 sa'ah in the mikvah. 40 days
of gestation in in the womb to go from
cellular life to
to human life.
And notice that they all begin with a
mem.
Very interesting.
All begin with a mem and they're all 40.
So, what is happening? What's special
about all What's the common denominator
of all these events?
Cosmic is
transformation.
In order to go from a slave nation to a
free nation, we need 40 years. In order
to go from a nation before Torah to a
nation, a holy nation of Torah, we need
40 days. In order to go from a world
which is so corrupt it needs destruction
to a world which now merits to exist
again, you need 40 days of cleansing. In
order for a woman to go from a state of
impurity to purity, she needs a 40
sa'ah. In order for a baby to transform
from cellular life to, let's say, human
life, it requires 40 days.
Mem,
the number 40 for us, always represents
the idea of change, of transformation,
of expressing something out, of bringing
something out
anew.
Now, that's interesting because
if you look at certain words,
we look at emet,
one of the truths of life, which is
really the job of the Jewish people, is
we have to take the aleph, we have to
take you God,
the vision that God is everywhere, and
we have to transform it, we have to
bring God out into the physical world
and everything that we do.
Isn't that beautiful? That's the job of
a Jew. Express God out
in anything, the physical aspects of
your life.
In your work, in the way you eat, in the
way you interact with people, the way
you interact with your spouse. Express
God out into everything.
Bring him through.
Now, it's interesting. Everyone with me?
Everyone with me, everybody?
The word in Hebrew for the human being
is this word.
It's Adam.
Adam.
Okay, there we go.
Adam.
Why did I write that? What letter am I
interested in over here?
What letter am I interested in? Let's
analyze Adam for a minute. Adam is the
human being.
So, first thing we notice about a human
being is there's an aleph.
Right? That's interesting.
The most basic element we have to know
about every human being is that we have
we're created in the image of
of God.
If you miss that part in another human
being, you've missed the human being.
If you can't see godliness in another
human being,
uh you know, our eyes are not trained
properly.
Our eyes have to notice godliness in
another human being. We have to notice
in ourselves.
The second part, of course, is that
we're dam. Dam is blood.
Now, we mentioned last week, I believe,
or 2 weeks ago that dam is the perfect
description of the physical part of who
we are.
Why? Because we know we have 33,000
miles
of veins and arteries in the human body.
The human body, the veins and arteries
in one human body can circle the world
twice.
Twice. Twice.
Remarkable.
That's part of the creation.
Shem's briah.
Shem's, you know,
Let me share this for a second.
The word for
Sorry, if I get out of order. The word
for The word for the creation
in Hebrew is briah.
Briah means the creation.
Briah.
You know what's interesting about this
word?
Briah.
If you change the letters around a
little bit,
it spells this.
Bet.
B'yirah.
B'yirah. Briah means the creation. The
physical creation is the briah.
Right?
If you change the same letters around,
it's b'yirah, which means for the sake
of
awe.
You say we there's yirah shamayim.
Person of yirah shamayim.
They fear God.
Yirah doesn't mean fear of God. It means
ri'ah. He sees. He's in awe of what he
sees.
That's what it means to have yirah.
Person Person you said this person is a
yirah shamayim.
It's not that he's afraid.
He might be in awe, and the awe causes
him to tremble. Who wouldn't tremble if
you're in awe of God?
But you know how it works? If you look
at creation correctly,
that should bring you to yirah, awe of
the creator.
The creation contains yirah.
Study the creation. Think about it for
10 minutes that there are 33,000 miles
of arteries and veins in my body.
They could circle the world twice.
And it's compact in such a system that
uh
we don't even notice.
That should bring us to a little bit of
awe of the creator, of yirah.
You know how it works? How the Hebrew
language speaks it out so perfectly?
Study creation, but the purpose of
studying creation is for the sake B'
means for the sake of yirah,
of awe of God.
Beautiful. So, let's go back for a
second.
Adam.
We have the aleph.
The human being is created in the image
of God. We have the blood, which is the
dam, the physical part of who we are.
Dam, of course, we know is the gematria
44.
Yes, which is the gematria of
av, which means father,
and aim, which means
mother. Av means father. Aleph plus bet
is three. Aim.
Aleph plus mem is
40. You add them together, excuse me,
41. Sorry, excuse my math. 44, right?
Beautiful, right? Cuz we know that there
are three parts of the creation. God
supplies the soul, and mother and father
supply the
the physical component, dam.
Now, our rabbis tell us, of course, that
if a person thinks they're only
physical,
and just goes after the physical body,
and thinks they're only dam, dam happens
to be the same root in Hebrew as
midam, which means death.
A domain, which means lifeless.
If you think you're just physical,
you're dead.
Or dumb. Or dumb. Right, that's right.
That's right. That's good. Very good.
Very good. The beauty of the human being
is the balance between the
the three.
Bringing the aleph out into the physical
part of who we are.
Now, our rabbis tell us
that Adam
is a very important word
because if you change the letters around
a little bit,
Adam, you switch the letters,
it spells
me'od.
Me'od in Hebrew means
means very or
more.
More.
Me'od more. The essence of the human
being is we're born in potential,
and we have to become
me'od.
Interesting. That's who we are.
An animal, in contrast, is called a
behemah.
A behemah, which means ba
mah. In it is what it is.
An animal doesn't need to change.
You never say say to a dog, you know,
"Stop eating off the floor."
I say to my little son all the time,
"Stop eating off the floor." Right? You
know, I
You know, why? Because we have
expectations
that our job is to become somebody
great.
We're born with potential. We have to
become
me'od. Now, it's interesting. Adam is
the same
letters as
adamah. Cuz God created us from the
adamah,
the earth. Question. Does earth have any
real value of its own?
I dare say no. What's the value of the
mud under
the Chrysler Building or under the
Empire State Building or under 56th and
5th Avenue
versus the same chemical composition of
the mud in some field out in um
I don't know, Nebraska.
Is it the same dirt?
I'd say it's the same dirt. Same
composition. So, why is one,
you know, square mile worth,
you know, 100 million, and one square
mile is worth uh
$100?
Location, location. I think I have real
estate people here. Location, location,
location. Meaning the potential of what
you can do with it
determines its value. True?
Dirt, adamah, is the perfect description
of something which has potential. God
created man from the adamah.
Why? Because the essence of the human
being is we're created with potential,
but it's our job to actualize our
potential.
Now, look at the word adamah.
Adamah, if you vowel it a little
differently,
it spells this word.
A da me.
A da me. Hebrew speakers. Adame.
What does adame mean?
Adamah means dirt. Adame means
I have to know a little Hebrew for it.
But I'll tell you,
it means
I will be domeh. I will be comparable.
I shall compare myself.
Adamah means dirt. Adame means in
Hebrew,
I will compare myself. Who will I be
compare myself to?
I will be domeh
to the aleph.
So, domeh in Hebrew means similar.
I will be similar to Hashem.
That's the potential of a human being.
A person can be dirt,
but in the same word that means dirt
is the exact same letters in much the
same order that means I shall compare
myself to God.
I will be adame. I will be comparable.
Domeh, comparable to the aleph, to God.
That's the potential of the human being.
What are you going to be? Are you going
to be dirt? Are you going to be Godlike?
That's our free choice.
That's the power of free choice in the
human being.
And there it is in the word. Adamah,
adame. Same word.
Ground, and I shall compare myself
or be comparable to God. Domeh to the
aleph.
Do you hear the the Do you hear this
language?
Interesting language.
Now, let's take a look at the Adam for a
moment.
It's interesting that aleph is written
like this.
The letter aleph, of course, we means
the my highest point of spirituality.
How do we pronounce an aleph, by the
way?
Listen to my Listen to my aleph.
You hear it?
Hear my aleph?
Did you hear it?
You heard it?
No sound.
Silent, right? Because something
spiritual doesn't have a sound.
The highest point of spirituality has no
physicality.
The aleph has no physicality. It's the
highest point of spirituality.
All the other letters have sounds.
Bet, gimmel, dalet.
Heh, chet, tet. Right?
Now, interesting.
What's the mission of the human being?
A person is born Adam.
He's born with an aleph, and he's born
with blood.
Physicality, spirituality.
The mission of the human being is to
become
me'od.
Meaning, what does it mean to become
me'od? It means transform that aleph
that you have, that godliness you have,
into everything you do out in the
physical world.
Look at the word oat. What did I tell
you the letter mem meant?
Mem is the letter of
mayim, right? 40, transformation.
Transfer out that aleph
into the dalet.
The dalet
in the Hebrew language always represents
the physical world.
Why?
Well, let's see.
First of all, the way it's shaped.
It has the four directions. It's the
first letter to start expressing itself
in four directions.
Up, down,
right, north, south, east, west.
Numerically, it means four, which is
the four directions.
It means dalet means a delet, a door.
A door.
Why is a door the perfect description of
the physical world?
What? Why is a door if I can describe
this world? The perfect description of
this world is a door.
The purpose of this world is a proof
door, the olam haba.
The purpose of this world is a doorway
to lead us somewhere else. That's this
world. This world isn't an end in
itself.
A doorway has to get you somewhere.
That's why we make a big deal about
doorways in Judaism.
What do we What do we put in every
doorway in our house?
A mezuzah, which has most important
fundamental fundamental statement of the
Jewish people. Hashem, everything is
you. Hashem Echad, right?
Why? Because doorways
illustrate to us what this world is.
So, the world The word letter that means
the physical world happens to be the
dalet, which means delet, which means
door. So, the job of the human being is
you're born Adam. You're in potential.
Your aleph is over here.
Your job, however, is to become the yud.
Transport that aleph out into the
physical world, into everything that you
do.
Bring the spiritual side of who you are
into your life, everywhere. That's what
it means to become the yud.
You hear everybody?
Good.
Let's take a look at men and women for a
moment.
There's a word we use for man, which is
called ish.
There's a word we use for women called
ishah.
What letter does a man have that a woman
doesn't have?
Man's a yud.
No. No. No. Just the
No. Just the hey.
What letter does a woman have?
She has a hey.
Okay. Let's do a little analysis here.
Ish means man.
Ishah means woman.
Simple analysis is, of course,
that
a man has a yud and a woman has a hey.
At the point of marriage, a man combines
his yud with woman's hey,
and you have God's name. Kah, yah. One
of the names of God, of course, we know
is, right?
Is kah. It's one of the names of God.
Marriage is
a man bringing something,
a part of God, woman bring a part of
God,
and together they can discover God in a
way that neither of them could do alone.
If
a man and woman enter a marriage without
wanting to bring God into the picture,
we don't care about spiritual life. We
don't want to care about Shabbat. We
don't care about kashrut.
The goal of our marriage is to vacation
in Tahiti all the time,
or to live in
wherever, right?
Or to have fancy whatever.
If that's the goal of the marriage,
once you remove the yud and the hey,
what does it spell?
Esh, which means fire.
You have two fires that consume and burn
each other up.
And
you know, that's a 65% divorce rate in
the world.
Maybe it's due to the fact that instead
of bringing out God and bringing a
relationship with God that can only come
when a man and woman combine,
if God isn't part of the equation,
there's fire. There's conflagration.
There's just two people burning each
other up.
And who wants to be in that type of
environment? Better get out.
Better run for your life.
So, we see something very interesting
just in the shape of the letters. Ish,
ishah.
You bring God in,
you get something beautiful. You take
God out, you have fire.
Now, let's take a little deeper. Yeah. I
have a quick question for you.
Um,
can you describe the hey, like what the
hey represents? Yeah. Yeah, good good
question. Hold on a second. That's a
very excellent question.
Let's go a little deeper on it.
First, let's understand why is a yud
the male letter?
The yud is the male letter.
So,
the yud is a very interesting letter
because
the yud, as you notice, when you write a
yud,
a yud never touches the top of the line.
It never touches the bottom of the line.
It just hangs there.
A yud is actually just a dot.
If I'm going to form any letter, I first
have to have a
point, and then from that point,
I can do whatever I want, right?
Yud is just a point. That's all it is.
The deeper literature tells us that yud
represents the idea of thought.
It represents the idea of an idea,
a thought.
Numerically, it's 10.
10 is Mathematicians tell us this is a
cognitive number.
A thought number. Why?
Because 0 through 9 have natural
symbols.
Once you get to 10, you have to start
using thought to formulate it, to create
it.
Do we hear that? 0 through 9 have their
own shape.
Once you get to 10, you have to start
combining other numbers to create it.
You have to use thought to create this
new system now beyond 9.
And it represents the idea of thought
now. It's a thought number. It's a
cognitive number.
It's also interesting that
when you anyone forms something in the
future,
if I want to say something will happen
in the future,
in the
Right. In the
third person,
what do I say? For example, he will
sing. What do I say?
Who yashir.
He will go. Who yeilech.
He will stand. Who yakum.
Whenever you want to say something will
happen, you use the yud.
Yud represents the idea of an idea, a
thought.
Now, this is the male letter.
Yud.
Because the job of a man in this world
is to be involved in ideas.
Listen to carefully what I'm going to
say.
A man's vision in this world, gentlemen,
is to take
big ideas and pull them down.
Bring down the inspiration of godliness
into the world.
Be connected to Torah. Be connected to
thought. That's why learning Torah is
the key mitzvah for a man.
Bring down the ideas. Reach up
and bring ideas down.
That's the vision of a man.
To extend upward,
make a connection, a root connection, so
to speak, with God,
and therefore allow God to flow
his ideas into the world.
That's a man's job. Reach up
and to bring down. Bring ideas down.
Men live in the world of ideas.
That's the vision of a man.
It's interesting.
On that thought, I'll come back to this.
I'm not I'm not leaving it. Don't worry.
A man has a mitzvah of tefillin.
Correct?
So, when a man puts the tefillin on,
right?
He's putting a box up here.
Big box? Yeah.
He's putting a big box
up there.
And on that big box,
there's a shin on this side.
There's a shin on this side.
And he's putting his head between the
shin.
What's the word for head in Hebrew?
Rosh.
Rosh, which is the meaning of the letter
resh, right? The letter resh
means rosh, means head. So, when a man
puts his head, his rosh,
in the middle,
it actually spells something.
It spells shoresh.
Shoresh in Hebrew
means
roots.
A man is reaching up.
He's making a root connection. He's
linking his roots up to the higher world
in order that God should bring ideas
down.
And that's why the tefillin straps
extend all the way down a man's body.
Right?
Right? They extend all the way down
man's body to the loins, past the lower
part of who he is.
Right?
Make a root connection. Connect with God
upstairs.
Allow God's sap, so to speak, his ideas
to penetrate you
and to come all the way through you.
Bring ideas down deep.
Bring it down.
That's the vision of man. That's the
vision of a yud.
A yud is an idea. That's a yud.
That's all a yud is. It's a thought. It
just hangs there, like an idea.
But you can't live in the world of ideas
alone, can you?
The The of ideas alone are very lonely
places.
Right? You need to do something with an
idea.
An idea needs to be brought out into the
world.
A woman
has a letter. Is everybody with me?
A woman has a hey.
Now, a hey is a very fascinating letter.
Because if you look at a hey,
you'll notice that a hey is
composed of a dalet
and a yud.
That's the way you write a hey in the
Torah.
It's a dalet and a yud. What did we say
the dalet represented?
Four. It means delet, a wor- right? A
door, which represents the idea of the
physical
world.
And what did we say a yud represents the
idea of?
Thought.
So, what what is a hey?
A hey is the letter
that shows a thought, an idea being
expressed out into the physical world.
Right? That's what a hey is.
A hey is an idea being expressed out
into the physical world.
By the way, right?
If I were to take my yud and my dalet
and I would write them like this,
it spells hand.
Why is the yud and the dalet the perfect
description of a hand?
What does a hand do?
The job of a hand is to take your ideas
and express them out into the world. The
hand is the interface of my ideas and
the physical reality.
True?
That's what a hand does.
A hand expresses my ideas out into the
world. That's a hand.
Purpose of a hand.
It's also interesting, by the way,
nu- numerically,
a yud is 10,
dalet is four, which is 14.
Why is 14 the perfect description of a
hand?
Right.
14 points of connection, 14 joints. 1 2
3, 4 5 6, 7 8 9, 10 11 12, 13 14. Right?
14 points in which I make my connection
out into the world.
Right?
So, if a man's job is to be a yud, to
bring an idea down,
a woman's job is to
to take that idea and make it real in
the world.
Right? Perfect example, of course, is is
reproduction.
A man provides
the seed,
genetic composition, what gets it going,
the idea, so to speak.
A woman then takes that idea
and nurtures it and nourishes it and
forms it and shapes it and after 9
months expresses that idea out of the
world in the form of a child.
Do you know how it works? A man is the
idea.
I'll say it anyway.
If you look under a microscope, you'll
notice that,
right? A man's seed looks like a yud.
And if you look under a microscope,
you'll notice that a woman's egg
happens to be the shape of a hey.
So,
right? The physical reality is
describing the spiritual system.
Spiritual system, the spiritual world is
the system. The spiritual and the
physical world, of course, intersect,
they meet.
So, a man's vision is to be involved in
the world of ideas. A woman's vision
is to take those ideas
and express them out.
So, whereby a man might learn
the intricacy of the laws of Shabbos,
and might be involved in the theoretical
aspect of Shabbos,
a woman's vision will be to take a home
and transform that idea in a way that,
yeah, there's an environment here that
that lives it.
You live it.
Right? That's the beauty
of marriage.
A man could be in big ideas,
and woman could take his big ideas
and like and make it real.
Which is more important?
Right? Ideas are
life.
Right? You need both.
You need both. They're both super
important.
But that's the vision of male and
female.
Idea verse expressing that idea
out into the world. Now, it's
interesting,
God created the world, it says,
with the letter hey.
Torah says, "The hey baram."
Which means he created them, but our
rabbis explain that word to mean, "The
hey baram." With a hey, God created the
world.
Why did God choose to create the world
with the letter hey?
Why? Because what's the description of
the physical world?
The description of the physical world is
you have a physical reality that
contains a spiritual idea within it.
There's a spiritual idea
within the physical shape of the world,
anything in the world. So, the hey is
the perfect description of
the creation of this world.
Now,
we looked last week
at a word for love.
And let's take it a little deeper this
week.
And we said that
the word for love
is a hove.
Right? A hove, love.
So, why is this the perfect description
of love? Right? Simply, we said, well,
numerically, aleph is one,
numerically, bet
is two.
And we said, of course, every letter not
only has a numerical value, it has a
meaning. We said that the letter hey
means
give.
Right? Letter hey means
give. We see it the first time the hey
begins the root of a word is in parshas
Vayigash, when the brothers are down in
in in Egypt. So, Joseph wants to give
them food. So, Joseph says,
"Hey lachem ochel."
Which means give them food. Hey lachem.
Give.
So, it's consistent. But if you look at
the letter
hey,
why does this letter mean give?
What does it mean give?
Well, first of all, what?
What is a gift?
First of all, right. First of all, when
you give, the point of giving, of
course, is your hand. Right? That's
true.
And and and what what is a gift, really?
A gift is giving something from me
to you. It's a giving of A gift, what's
the point of a gift?
A gift isn't the physical object, is it?
The beauty of a gift is what is behind
that gift.
Right? When something comes for you, the
idea behind it. What did you have in
mind? Your intention.
When you give something from you, your
thought, your your your spirit, right?
It's coming from your heart.
When that gets out into the physical
world, it gets out to somebody else.
That's what giving is all about. You're
giving something, the deepest part of
you, your idea of your love. You express
it something out to the other.
One gives to
two. One gives to the other.
And of course, we mentioned that
what's the way of really building love?
When you give to the other
an aleph,
you give something spiritual to somebody
else,
you create a much deeper feeling of
love.
Why? Because love is going to be a
function of, you know, if you can give
something of greater value, the love
will be greater. The greatest thing of
value we can give to somebody is when we
give that person an aleph.
What is what's an aleph? Either we give
them a home in which we've been God damn
deep.
We show that person that there's an
aleph inside themselves. We make them
aware of their greatness,
of their talents,
of something we have that's special. We
give them an aleph.
We give them a divrei Torah.
We give them a way to connect up to God
deeper.
That, of course, generates and builds
the love
in a much much deeper
fashion.
Good.
Let's go to the word world
of prayer
for a moment.
We said there was a letter
that represents
the male. In addition to the yud,
there's another male letter.
That letter is a zayin.
Zayin.
Now, a zayin in Hebrew, it looks like a
sword.
Means a sword.
It also means zan, which means to
nourish.
What's the idea of a sword? A sword is
something you use with for conflict,
right? You use to to fight.
So, the job of man in this world,
basically, is either he has to fight to
defend
or he has to fight to bring food to the
table.
It's not always an easy job.
Zan.
We mentioned that there was a letter for
a woman, which
was a gimel, another letter.
The gimel.
Gimel
is the Hebrew letter That's not a good
gimel. That's a good gimel.
Yeah, okay, decent.
Yeah.
Okay.
Gimel
If we write the gimel out,
gimel
actually means
Gimel means to give.
Gomel chesedim.
It also happens the same word as gamal,
which means to wean a child off milk.
Question.
Why did God choose the same word, which
means to give, gomel,
and gamel, which means to stop giving?
Gomel means to give, and gamel means to
stop giving, to wean a child off milk,
stop milk.
Why is the same word in the holy tongue?
God has an infinite imagination.
Why didn't he choose two different
words?
So, what's the inner core? What's the
inner connection between the two?
What's the greatest kindness you can do
for somebody?
When you give
When you can stop giving.
When you can create independence.
That's the greatest kindness. The
greatest giving is to give to a point
where the person is full, they don't
need you anymore. You can wean them off
of you.
That's independence.
Right? If I'm going to be helping my,
let's say,
5-year-old ride a bicycle, ride a
two-wheeler, so I'm going to be running
after her, trying to hold her up, you
know, running down the street.
And I'm doing kindness.
Now, if I'm going to do that for my
17-year-old,
am I doing kindness?
No.
Big and overprotective, not, right?
And and that's ridiculous.
Real giving is you want to give to a
point where you create independence.
Now, it's interesting
that's why the first time we see the
gimel in the Torah, it's because it's
this word, which means
gadol.
Gadol means big.
The whole purpose of giving is to create
somebody to be a
gadol.
Big. They don't need you anymore.
In fact, if you break the letters down
of gadol, it means you give to a dal,
you give to somebody who's poor, till
they become a gadol.
Now, it's interesting, by the way, the
letter gimel also means gamal.
Gamal means a camel.
What's the connection between a camel
and giving and not giving?
What's the connection with a camel? What
does a camel have to do with the whole
picture?
What's unique about a camel?
Drink water. It can contain water
and basically go by 30 days, I think,
without drinking.
It has the capacity to be self-sa
sufficient.
What's the greatest kindness you can do
for somebody?
To create self-sufficiency,
independence.
Do you like assistance? Assistance?
So, gimel represents the female letter.
I
I don't like that.
Let's start again.
So, we have the male letter, which is
zayin.
We have the female letter, which is the
the gimel. Now,
we mentioned that the letter of
connection in Hebrew
is a vav.
Right?
Because a vav, first of all, it looks
like a hook,
it means a hook.
Vav is the letter of connection. Vav and
mishkan. How do we say married couple in
Hebrew?
We say a
Right? A zug.
Zug.
The male is connected, hooked up with
the
the female. That's a married couple,
right?
The male energy hooked up with the
female.
Now, I know I showed you that last week,
but the reason I showed it to you again
is because I want to discuss the zayin.
The zayin, again, we mentioned looks
like a sword.
Right? It means a sword.
It's interesting,
the letter chet in Hebrew, the next
letter,
is this letter right here.
That's a chet. That's where I see where
the chet is in the Torah. What letter do
you see in the chet?
What do you see?
You see two
two zayins.
Correct?
Two zayins facing each other, as if two
people with swords
in combat, fighting,
yet unified by a canopy.
The chet always represents to us two
opposites which become unified.
Two things that are potentially in
disharmony finding unity in them.
Two things of a fight, but no, we're
going to unify it.
That's a chet. Two swords facing each
other unified by a canopy.
Now, it's interesting, the first time we
see
the the in the first time we see the
chet in the Torah is by the word
choshech.
Choshech.
Which means darkness.
You know why? Because in life, if you
can't unify certain ideas, you're going
to be in darkness.
You know, if if you're going to you're
going to look and you know, look,
God, I know you're all about love and
goodness, but like why does this happen
to happen to me? I I'm I'm in darkness.
If you can't unify and look for deeper
explanations, it's going to create
darkness. You can have opposition and
that's going to create darkness. But
other times we use the word chet,
it's for chaim.
For chet can mean the actually the
letter means chiyut.
Chet means chiyut.
Which means life.
If you can unify the opposites in your
life, you can find harmony
and find God in everything that happens,
even the difficult areas of life.
Right? You're going to have chiyut,
you'll have life. It gives you life.
So, you can either be in darkness or
you'll have life.
But chet is all about unifying two
opposites. Now, it's interesting.
What's the What's the thing, you know,
we had a wedding last week, right?
What the bride and the groom stand under
this canopy?
What's that canopy called?
Chuppah.
Chuppah means the wedding canopy.
If you break those letters down, you
know what it really means?
Chet po. What does po mean?
Here. The chet is here.
Oh, you have a husband, you have a man,
you have a woman,
you have two beings which potentially
can be in opposition to each other.
Women have their strengths, men have
their strengths, women have their
disadvantages, men have their
disadvantages,
right? Men have their weaknesses, women
have their weaknesses, men There's a lot
of differences. Men are from Mars, women
are from Venus, right? We have a lot of
differences.
Two things that potentially can be in
disharmony,
what does the chuppah do?
It unites it. Unifies it. Don't worry.
Chet
po.
The unity
is over here.
Chet
po.
You know, that's what a chuppah is.
Bringing two people that could
potentially be adversaries, bringing
them together in a union and in a life
where each and our strengths will
complement the other and help bring the
other to a place we couldn't have gotten
to alone.
The chet is here. Chet is po. The unity
between two opposites is present. That's
what a chuppah is.
You got the rest of
Chet po, that's your chuppah. Chet po,
chuppah is yeah. Doesn't the chet also
mean sin?
Chet can also mean sin.
Like when you say chet, like you have a
chet. Right. Chet can mean chiyut, it
means life, it means chet.
It's a different letter, different
spelling.
But you're right, it can be the aspect
of sin. Sin is when you can't unify
these two opposites in life.
Right? You have your own drives and you
have your passions, your own wants and
needs, and there's God's word, and I
don't want to put it together.
There's a fight, there's a conflict.
That's chet.
That's why, by the word, you know, the
word for chet is actually this word over
here. If I would write out the word for
chet, which means sin,
chet, it's it's like this.
Chet.
Right?
Chet.
Which letter is silent?
The chet.
Ooh, that's interesting.
What's the source of all sin?
When you choose to silence God.
You don't want to listen to God?
You know, when we're very aware of God,
we don't sin.
When we're aware of people, we don't
sin, right?
Is that true?
You know, all of a sudden, you know,
you're doing something wrong, somebody
walks in the room, whoa.
Yeah.
We sin because we choose not to see that
God is watching us.
That's the sin is we silence God. God is
present, but we choose not to focus on
it.
Free choice means that we can focus.
And we can see or we can choose not to
see. That's chet. That's sin. Silence
the God. Silence the aleph.
It's as simple as that. Yeah. I have a
question.
Not to ask like, what's worse, knowing
that you're doing something wrong and
doing it,
or choosing not to see that you're doing
something wrong? You know, like
Choosing not to see.
So, if you know that you're doing
something wrong, God is watching, but
you're still going along with it, what's
better, knowing or not? Yeah. Look,
knowing I'm doing something wrong, and
if you know you're doing something
wrong, you're on the rest of the path
towards teshuvah.
I know I'm doing something wrong.
I got to try to stop.
The person who chooses to deny, it's
okay, we're going to rationalize what
I'm doing wrong is really right,
then the person is in danger.
But of course, our rabbis tell us that
you do something three times,
you rationalize that that we say you do
something once, it says,
you know, oh my gosh, I I can't believe
I did that.
Two times, ooh, I feel a little bad.
Three times, what I did was a mitzvah.
It says shlosh pa'amim hu'traba. That's
what it says. Hu'traba.
You made it a mitzvah. It's permitted to
you. Right or not? It's a mitzvah.
You made it a mitzvah. What if you don't
regret it?
You don't regret it. Yeah. Third time
you don't regret it anymore. Third time
it's a mitzvah. What if you do it 100
Ah, it's a mitzvah. You know what? It's
a mitzvah. You know, first time you feel
bad, second time, you know, first time
you regret it, second time you feel a
little bad, third time,
I'll I'll tell you exactly why I just
did was a mitzvah.
It's amazing. It's amazing. You know
why? Because And the reason is the
reason is very, very deep.
The reason is because the human being is
so holy.
The essence of who we are is the soul.
And when we do something that that is
wrong, then we silence the aleph, so to
speak, we
we cause a blemish on the soul. There's
such pain that we're experiencing inside
ourselves.
The only way to deal with that pain is
to rationalize what we did is really
right.
Because we can't live with ourselves to
feel that I've done something that's
rebelled against God. The soul can't
tolerate that. We can't tolerate that
really.
The only way to to live with ourselves
is to say, "I didn't do anything wrong.
I did a mitzvah."
I did a mitzvah. I did what was right.
I had to scream at him.
You know, how would he learn if I didn't
scream?
Right? It's the only way to teach. It's
not for me, it's for him.
You know, right? They got to that,
right?
I You can rationalize anything away, you
know? Think about your any
you know, immorality, whatever it is,
you know, helps the marriage. Oh, well.
But people can rationalize anything
away.
Because they can't live with themselves
in the feeling that they've they've
they've rebelled against God.
That's the power of rationalization. So,
we have to be very careful.
And the core of spiritual growth is
really being in touch with our
rationalizations.
And believe me, we have power to
rationalize anything.
Anything.
Three times it's a mitzvah.
That's what I keep in mind. Keep that in
mind everything that we do in life.
Okay, let me take you through one more
point over here.
I want to take you through
the most important thing that we say
every day as Jews.
Twice a day we have a mitzvah to say
Shema.
Right. But before I do that,
right? Let me show you the power of free
choice for a second.
The power of free choice. What's the
word for choice in Hebrew?
Right. To choose is bachar.
That's interesting.
In these three letters
contain everything we noted about free
choice.
Bachar.
I can write these letters as
chaver.
Which means
a friend.
If I make the correct free choice
decisions, I can be a
friend with God.
Or we can write the same three letters
as
cherev.
Which means a
sword.
If I make incorrect free choice
decisions,
I am a
in conflict with God.
I can battle with God. In opposition
with God.
Right? Free choice bachar, you can
either choose to be a chaver
or you can choose to be a
a cherev, like a sword,
in opposition to God.
That's That's the power of free choice.
Okay. Let's take a look at Shema Yisrael
for a second.
Twice a day we say this word Shema
Yisrael.
Shema.
Yisrael.
Hashem.
Eloheinu.
Hashem.
Echad.
Okay.
Shema Yisrael.
Hashem Eloheinu.
Hashem Echad. Let's say it like this
thing for one moment.
First of all, Shema.
Shema in Hebrew means
listen. Listen, Israel, Hashem Eloheinu
Hashem Echad. What are we really saying?
The word Shema.
If you look at it, it actually contains
shem
ayin.
Shem in Hebrew means
a name.
It means
shemot means the essence of something.
Shamiyim is heaven. Right?
Sham means there.
It's all the same thing.
The essence of life is sham, it's there.
Shamiyim, it's heaven.
The word for joy in the is simcha, which
is the same shin mem. Simcha, joy. When
you get in touch with what's there,
sham, shamiyim, with the essence of
life,
you'll have joy.
Shema means
essence, shem,
ayin. What's ayin? Ayin is the
eyes. What's the job of the eyes?
To look, to see, to understand.
Ayin shem.
Shema.
Ayin, the essence.
Look at the essence of the world.
Shema.
The job of the ears
is to gather together all of the facts
of this world and create
some form of harmony in our head.
You know, the eye looks and perceives
something outside the body.
The ear takes something inside.
And when we speak, it's a very
fascinating thing, because you're taking
my words
and you're using your mind
to construct it, to formulate, and
analyze what I'm saying.
Vision is a clear perspective reality.
Clearly, I can see outside.
Listening means I have to take what I
see
and bring it on the inside.
And form reality. That's why the word
vayishma actually means another root of
yishma means to gather together.
Saul Saul the king Saul said vayishma et
ha'am. Gather the am. He didn't say
listen to the nation. Yishma means to
gather. Sham.
Shema, listen.
Ayin.
Look out and perceive the essence of the
world.
Look and see. Look and perceive the
essence.
Look at the essence of the world.
Think about the world a little bit.
Shema.
Shema, listen. Listen, not just listen.
Perceive essence. Look at the world and
discover what's going on in the world.
Discover the essence of the world.
Go to the zoo.
Right? Go to the zoo.
Go look at a giraffe.
And ask yourself a simple question.
A giraffe has a neck which is about 4
and 1/2 5 ft.
And the giraffe has a job that is to
pump blood
uphill.
Uphill.
Now, things have to go downhill. It's
called gravity, right?
How does that giraffe pump blood 5 ft
uphill against gravity?
Difficult job.
So, it so happens that the giraffe
happens to have, guess what?
A second pump.
Where's the second pump?
Right at the base of its neck.
The heart pumps the blood all around the
body, 33,000 mi. The giraffe is probably
about 66,000 mi, right?
Goes around the body.
It reaches the base of the neck.
All of a sudden the second pump kicks in
and pumps the blood from the neck up to
the brain.
Which came first, the 5-ft neck or the
auxiliary pump?
Well, let's think, right? If the 5-ft
neck was there without the auxiliary
pump, you'd have giraffes which are
brain dead.
An auxiliary pump is there without the
5-ft neck, what's it doing there?
Like when you see two things that acting
in in harmony, in tandem,
what do you say? You say designer.
He happens to have a perfect pump right
at the point of a 5-ft neck to pump the
blood from here to there.
Beautiful.
Go to the zoo and think about that.
Think Don't be
God created the world in a way
where if we'll look and think about the
essence,
we'll come and we will discover
God in the world.
And we'll have balance in life.
That's what listening is. Listening is
gathering all that information
so that we should have the proper
balance of how we're supposed to live
our lives. Which is interesting by the
way, I want to come back to this for a
second.
What's the word for ear in Hebrew?
The word for ear is
ozen.
Now, that's interesting. Ozen means ear.
It also means in Hebrew izen means what?
Means balance, a scale. A scale in
Hebrew is called an izen.
Right?
Just so happens the word for ear means
ear, ozen, and it means balance.
Where is the physical point of balance
in the human body?
In the ear, right?
When was that discovered scientifically?
Masha.
In 1910, something? Yeah? 1920?
Of course, we've had it in the Hebrew
language for the last 5,000 uh
and something years, right? 5,770 years.
Right?
The point of physical balance is the
ear. Where's the point of spiritual
balance in the ear in the body?
Well, let's see. When you need spiritual
balance, what do you do?
Come to a Torah class.
Come to a lecture.
Right?
The ear is the point of spiritual
balance, which is very interesting by
the way, because aleph means what? Aleph
always means Hashem. Something about
Hashem. Zayin in Hebrew means
l-
Zayin et ha'olam kuloh b'chvod b'chvodo.
To nourish the whole world.
Hashem nourishes.
Hashem provides spiritual balance,
right?
That's the job of the ear. Hashem
nourishes.
Gathering the information about the
world, which means thinking about it,
is how we perceive God. Shema, listen,
Israel. Not just listen. Gather up that
information.
Look into the essence of the world.
Go to the zoo and think about that
valve and pump at the base of the neck
of the giraffe.
Right? Or look at your own stomachs and
notice that
uh right? Any PAs here, right? Medical
students?
Yeah. We have a lot of hydrochloric acid
in our stomachs.
And that's why when we go to a wedding
and we get served a samosa
or something like that or those chip
you know, this wedding left. I couldn't
believe this wedding by the way. You
know, I was at this wedding.
And first this like lamb came out.
And it was so good. I had a big chunk of
that.
And I was like, "Oh, that was great, you
know. I was full."
And all of a sudden they start bringing
out samosas. Like
And so I have to take a samosa.
I thought that was great. I'm getting
really stuffed. Like
And and then I got to dance.
I come back to the table.
They have this plate of of onions with
the um this cube
Yeah. Whatever.
I got to try it.
I go, "Well, that was really good, you
know, but I can't do this much longer."
So, I I go to um
my wife is getting ready to leave.
So, I'm the only one who does this
like does the
But I go into the kitchen to get to get
tin foil, you
Yes.
Come back with the tin foil. They're
there to start wrapping up some stuff.
All of a sudden they they come with
another platter
of uh
of this What was on the platter? I don't
know.
Chicken and meat. Chicken and meat and
that.
I was like
I was like, "Wow, this is I mean I was
like, you know
I was in heaven. I was like I was I was
like I was
I was in heaven. I mean but I could I
couldn't I wasted it all on that first
piece of of
uh lamb over there.
I blew it.
I should have been smarter. I should
have been smarter. I thought that was
it. I thought that was the end. I
thought I could go home with a piece of
lamb and go home.
I should have known better. You see, I'm
always learning. But how did I get into
that? Then it can always bring me
straight back to me back for a second
here.
Let's let's try. Moshe, tell me.
acid again. Oh, yeah. I had to go. Thank
you. All good. Thank you very much.
There we go.
So, in any case
hydrochloric acid. So, the way I was
able to eat that piece of lamb
is that we have hydrochloric acid in our
stomachs.
Now, question. Hydrochloric acid is a
very strong acid as we know.
Why doesn't it burn right through the
walls of my stomach?
The answer is yeah, we have a coat of
mucus that surrounds our hydrochloric
acid.
Is it? The job of the mucus is to
contain and to protect it. So, the lamb,
the samosa goes down. But it stays right
where it's supposed to stay.
And the hydrochloric acid doesn't burn
through the wall of my stomach.
Sometimes it does. It's called an ulcer.
Right? Sometimes it does. That's ulcers.
Right? It keeps going.
But in general it doesn't. Which came
first, my friends?
Which came first, the hydrochloric acid
or the mucus?
The mucus.
Well, I mean medical students will tell
you by the way ask my sister, he's a
doctor. Whole purpose of mucus or its
main function is to contain the
hydrochloric acid.
So, if the hydrochloric acid came
without the mucus
right? No samosas.
If the mucus came without hydrochloric
acid, there's no purpose in the mucus.
So, again you see two things interacting
in perfect harmony. What do you say?
Say designer.
That's what it says. Listen, look at the
world. Think about the world. Think
about the essence of the world. Take it
inside yourself.
Shma. Bring it inside yourself and
understand all these facts. Put it
together.
Right? Shma Yisrael. Shma, listen. Focus
on the essence of what's happening.
Wake up. Shma.
Yisrael.
Interesting. You know, in Hebrew
all words in Hebrew have three letter
roots.
When you see a one two three four five,
a five letter word obviously you know it
has to be contained of two words.
That's the rule.
Yisrael actually means if you break up
the letter word Yisrael
Yosha El.
Which means Yosha El which means
God is straight.
Yosha El. God is straight.
God, you are straight.
I'm the one who's crooked.
If I can't perceive you, God, in my life
it's not because you're not being
straight.
It's because I'm choosing not to see
you. I'm crooked.
I have to focus a little bit to discover
you, God.
You are straight, but I can be crooked
if I want to be. I can choose not to
see. I can have my own drives, my own
passions, my own wants. I don't want to
see you, God, today.
I want to do something else.
But God is straight. Shma Yisrael.
Shma, gather up. Think deeply that God
is straight.
We're the ones that are crooked in our
lives sometimes.
Shma Yisrael.
Hashem. God, you are Yud Hey Vav Hey.
If you take those letters for God, Yud
Hey Vav Hey they actually express
Haya Hoveh Vihiye.
Haya means past.
Hoveh means present. Vihiye means
future.
God, you are past, present, future
all at the same time.
And people always ask me the question,
"Rabbi
if God knows the future, how do I have
free choice?"
Right? "If God knows the future" I've
heard this question
you know, I had someone say to me
because I'm a big guy like a seminar.
"Rabbi, I have to talk to you. I'm
really bothered philosophically."
So, I go, "Guess what? Let me guess. Let
me guess. If God knows the future, how
do I have free choice?" How'd you know
that? How'd you know that?
You know, that's everyone's major
question. The answer is a non-starter.
Why is it a non-starter?
God is past, present, future at the same
time. Yud Hey Vav Hey.
Haya Hoveh Vihiye.
In the spiritual realm, there's no past,
present, future. It merges into one.
Time
is a function of a physical reality.
Time is something which is only relevant
when you have a physical domain.
Once you're out of the physical and the
spiritual, you could have past, present,
and future being the exact same thing.
Can your minds comprehend that?
No.
I can't either. My piece of mush up here
can't comprehend that.
But that's God.
God, the name of God indicates that he's
past, present, future all at the same
time. So, if God knows the future,
there's no future. Just from our vantage
point there's a future. So, don't get
stuck by the question. It's not a
question. Just accept it. The spiritual
world does not operate this way.
God does not operate the way we operate.
And we just have to go with that.
Shma Yisrael.
Hashem Elokeinu.
Hashem Echad.
Now, let me show you this word Echad.
Echad means what?
One. It means one.
When we say this, we put our
eyes over our hands over our eyes.
Look at the word Echad.
Echad, what do we say the Aleph
represents?
Spiritual. Good.
What did we say the Dalet represents?
Physical world. Beautiful.
What did we say the Chet represented?
That was a Hey.
The Chet was two swords battling each
other. It was the battle of two
opposites. That's your right of Chet.
When we're saying Hashem Echad, you know
what we're saying?
God, you are one. Meaning
I can discover you
in every aspect of the physical world.
There's nothing in the physical reality
or in any reality which is not you.
Hashem Echad. But oneness means in order
to perceive oneness it means you got to
get that Aleph all the way out of the
Dalet.
But to get there you have to pass
through a Chet.
And a Chet as we know
is two opposites fighting.
It's two fights. There's a fight.
There's a fight.
Because to perceive God in the world, in
any aspect of the world, there's going
to be a fight inside yourself.
There's going to be a fight. There has
to be a fight. God, if you're all about
love and kindness, then why do you bring
that sickness?
God, if you're all about mercy, why do
you bring the Holocaust? Right? God, if
you're all about Yeah.
Like there going to be questions in our
lives.
That's Echad. But if you're going to see
God's oneness, oneness means is you have
to bring with that Aleph all the way out
to Dalet, but you have to first pass
through the Chet.
Echad.
Oneness. I got it. It's a fight. To see
God's oneness in the world is a fight.
There's going to be a battle inside your
minds.
God, I know you're all about love, but
why is this happening to me?
Isn't that interesting? That's what
we're saying. Gather up all the
information.
Know that God is straight. He's past,
present, and future, and there are no
questions.
And he's one.
All of reality is him.
Take that Aleph.
Oneness means see that Aleph out of the
physical world, but to bring it out into
the physical world you're going to have
to pass through that fight of the Chet.
There's going to be a battle in your
mind. God, I don't understand it all.
Now, guess what? When we say Shma
Yisrael by the way, what do we do?
We cover our eyes.
Why do we cover our eyes?
Because God, to say that you're one is
something that I can't always perceive.
And therefore I cover my eyes to
indicate I'm really in the darkness.
And if I'm in the darkness
I'm going to have to use my heart
to trust where my mind can't go.
God, I don't see it.
But I can't see everything in this world
about you. I don't understand everything
about you, God.
I'm going to have to use my heart to
trust my mind
can't see.
In Hebrew we call that Emunah.
What letter by the way represents
trust? Oh, excuse me. What color
represents trust?
What color?
White.
Lavan.
Represents trust.
If you'll notice by the way, the root of
the word white is Lev, which is
heart.
And Nun, when it's written like this,
happens to be the longest letter in the
Hebrew alphabet.
It extends
really far.
Lavan.
White represents trust. Why?
Because what's trust? Trust is taking
your heart as deep as it can go. Where
my mind can no longer go.
But reason where reason ends faith
begins the mystical Rabbi says.
Where my mind can't perceive I'm going
to have to let my heart trust.
God, I don't understand. I'm just going
to have to trust.
But you know, in any relationship
it's really what we don't know about the
other
which is the point of the real strength
of the relationship.
If you love somebody for what you know
about that person
that's not loving the other, that's
loving yourself. I'm loving my mind's
definition of you.
When you really love someone, you love
what you don't know. I know enough about
you to know that even what I don't know
is something worth loving. That's real
love.
That's trust.
White for us always symbolizes
the idea of of of trust.
Where my mind can't go, my heart has to
go.
It's interesting by the way, white, you
know, there's seven colors in a in a the
spectrum.
Right? Red, orange, yellow, blue, green,
indigo, and violet.
However
when they all merge together, they're
all white, right? White light, if you
were to refract it it would contain
seven other colors.
So, it's interesting.
White light contains something beneath
it.
But you can't see it. White always
indicates there's something more that my
eye can't penetrate.
Which is the idea of trust.
I can't perceive it, but it's there.
What's the color that represents for us
belief in God through using the mind and
the intellect?
Blue.
Chochmah.
If you break that letter down
that that word down it's koach of lamed.
The koach of lamed. What does koach mean
in Hebrew?
The strength of lamed. The letter lamed
in Hebrew means
lamed means limud, study.
The strength of study.
Blue always represents the idea of using
the mind and studying God's ways.
Using the intellect to go as far as it
can go. In fact, the color that the eye
can see
before the eye can no longer detect
colors is what color?
Happens to be blue.
That's when you look at anything from a
distance, what color do things appear?
When you look at the ocean from a
distance, what color is it?
Blue. When you get close up, hey, this
isn't blue. Right? You look at the sky
from a distance, what color is it?
Blue. When you go up in an airplane, you
go, "Hey, this isn't blue." You what's
going on?
Seeing out towards something, the eye
can perceive only up to blue.
Blue always indicates the koach of
lamed. Lamed limud, the koach of study.
Now, it's interesting.
We have a mitzvah in the Torah
to have to wear tzitzit.
Tzitzit are composed
of eight strings.
Right? You have a four-cornered garment.
And on the corner you have to put eight
strings.
There's four strings total over.
And then there's a mitzvah from the
Torah to take one blue string
and to thread it around.
The tzitzit symbolize to us
the base of life has to be the white.
The base of life has to be trust.
Because you're never going to perceive
everything about God. It's never going
to discover it.
You're going to have to trust. And a
real relationship is only built through
trust. But once you have that basis
understanding, I'm not going to see it
all. Okay.
Then take your blue. Take your koach of
intellect. Take your mind and go as deep
as you can go.
Use your mind. Use that powerful machine
we have here called the brain. Try to
study. Try to understand. But always
understand there's always going to be
something you will never get to.
And that's why
when we look at the aleph
and we spell it backwards
aleph means God. You spell it the other
way
it means peleh.
Peleh means wonder.
Because there's always going to be
something about God which is going to be
a wonder.
You're never going to get there fully
with intellect. And that's why when we
say Shema Yisrael
we cover our eyes. God
I know it's all you.
I know everything is you. There's
nothing in this world which isn't a
manifestation of your oneness.
It's all you. And I'm going to declare
it echad. I'm going to fight to see it.
I'm going to bring that aleph out to the
dalet. I'm going to have to pass it
through that chet. There's going to be a
battle. And that's why you say echad,
you say echad cuz you're thinking.
I want to bring that aleph all the way
out to the dalet.
But my eyes have to be covered.
Why? Because ultimately I'm not going to
be able to perceive it all.
And where the mind can't go to
I'm going to have to let the heart
trust.
And that's what it symbolizes.
Okay, everybody. Another little taste of
the Hebrew language. Thank you very much
for listening.