Self Expression or Self Surrender? | Torah Or "Vayigash" #2

the yeshiva dotnet mm dalitai man I love the first column page 87 on top so we have two models two models the Michigan in the base--emitter and it's not just two models of construction it's two models of construction but it's two models of construction that reflect two models of a Vedas Hashem as we will see two models of Yiddish guides ultimately they will represent two forces two voices in Chloe's role throughout history the model of the Mishkan follows what he calls Satan Aristotle's the evolutionary process where there is a hierarchy madaba hi Samia diamond the human the animal the Botanic Kingdom and finally the inanimate inorganic material it represents the shitty mess after Haghighi shamayim cada mula Eretz heaven precedes earth metaphorically representing the idea that spirituality precedes physicality physicality emerges from the spirit the body emerges following the soul heaven precedes earth ruffini's perceives gosh miss in madaba you have the most fewest the most spirituality that's visible in high oh so less and say may have yet less but they're still motion there's growth there's movement you recognize a form of vitality and a plant in a tree and then finally in diamond which be speaks no outer expression of vitality of feels of life and that's the hierarchy set up and say dearest all soulless and it's set up in the Michigan that way so the roof of the Michigan is made from animal hide the walls as you go down representing not only down physically but also a descend sent spiritually you come down from the Eirias which represents the higher energy of the Michigan there are mock if yeah if the animal you come down you have the wood the crush from the beams which come from wood which of course comes from trees which is Sameach and then the earth of the Michigan the offer a mission as it in Paris nice I mean off for a year but CARICOM Michigan we took the earth for the site because the earth of the Michigan was basically the desert whatever wherever they were in the desert that was the earth of the Michigan they didn't tile the Michigan that comes from diamond because offer is diamond in the base I make there suddenly everything changes the walls are from afar Vaughn name and even the roof is from Ivana which is all diamond we're Sameach it's hidden somewhere away consoles to letters you don't even see it in fact you now letter have an AIDS boil it in the base on mikdash partially your now ladder have lace it on the car collates by the MS Mikasa Malekith a now whatever AIDS boil and we're sky this Milano high sky is completely gone diamond is the predominant not only predominant is almost exclusive instead exclusive material and say mayor is concealed based on what he says this is based on a whole other set of priorities not based on the system of evolution but based on my shovel of Hashem we're safe myself a massive Aquila and there earth Trump's haven't no pun intended there heaven follows earth earth precedes heaven by Yuri Messiah Shambala Kim Eric's wish a Mayan a Louisville ethereal Kim Chi in the Gemara says in her gigabits at my shovel Eric Scott militiamen and since the Michigan is the temporary residence the base--emitter is the permanent residence what does a temporary residence mean it means you're not fully there with your entire essence it's your transitional home will you're there but you're they're not fully everybody knows about the home that is temporary you're there but you're not there fully you don't feel it's mine it's an emotional distinction even if practically you may end up there 20 years you know and therefore it's cool to decide it doesn't capture you in your essence spiritually speaking the Michigan doesn't capture so let's be God in his essence it's divine but the base our mission is the dearest Eva and therefore has so to speak in his full presence and intimacy not only the hierarchy of creation but the mother the way it's in his own thought that is reflected and that's what we say in the base--emitter she have zeisman new hacia reflection of young circle in Shaba Saluja Mian Olam haba and then Asia Scylla Terra's baila the woman of Valor will be revealed to be the crown superior to her husband Nick Ava to save of governor's the parsec says femininity which spiritually represents earth mother earth earth is that which absorbs the droplets of rain that come from heaven the droplets of rain represent masculine energy Zahra seat so to speak procreative substances that are absorbed by the womb of the feminine earth and they're nurtured and they're fertilized and they're absorbed in the earth and from there everything rose like the woman who absorbs the seed and nurtures it and develops it that develops into an embryo and a fetus and ultimately emerges one day hopefully as a healthy beautiful angelic child this is the mother earth which really heiresses Cod militiamen massive Asia Scylla Terra's viola and hence the offer which in the Michigan was on the bottom suddenly in the base on McNish Rose completely to the top it's the roof and it's the wall and he says this quality you see in the fact that Eretz is the source of all production so may excessive needs it and high needs it the Madaba needs it everything grows only from offer and you also see it spiritually in the sense that offer is allows itself to be stepped on by everybody in other words there's absolutely no ego whatsoever because it comes from a server hey chef ma the National Mah it has that quality of bittle representing God's thoughts representing my shovel which as we explained the ego of letters and words are completely swallowed up in the energy of the idea or emotion that one is thinking about that is a very Swift summation of what we learned yes yeah but in that just lay on her as follows you say HS is the earth which is higher but its crown crowded Malthus is the lowest of the Sphero that's the point in the hierarchy of the Mishkan Malthus is the lowest and in loss of love it's going to be revealed that that which is the lowest is really rooted in the highest space so if my seller moksha so it strike a Louisville ativy relic in kind heaven precedes earth and earth precedes have your completely one with God and you're invincible right whatever prejudice a person has suffered or even forms of abuse it's not internalized to the form where you interpret it as demonstrating to yourself that your meaningless your valueless your pointless your worthless and all of the lovely emotions that we deal with wait a minute wait wait it doesn't happen every day that you learned something in the Gemara mr. Rajesh Sharma the kimono makes from it I got some ice sir and it's not clear exactly what and then in thyroid he reveals the real depth of what the Gemara is saying so that's what we're gonna have the privilege today we just learned to Sookie that he's gonna address the nutrition this sugar is gonna address now with Kyra SH and their young age versus slide ma we just learned in agra moderation Shana Tova chemo and and now he addresses it on a deeper level it's a very good yet having a mission Moshe presentation style Terrace polish idea a terrace loss in Louisville we get around Pandit Cee Lo's yeah but lesson love what she should be lying that's what a tourist and there is that her a lower universe Veera no shot eeeh right now mouthfuls is under the other Spheeris law I said lovely Asia style will be a terrace Milo will be a crown which is above the head in other words mouth closes source will be recognised shall also be my shava do whatever Eretz cut mother Shamanov is now but it'll be higher little right right so when you look at mouth loose you could see it in two ways Evan masu our boy in him I saw the rich peanut becomes the cornerstone she says only Shaun the first one who me Shawn mm darling I'm and I love the first one on top will be Shawn in shall miss lavish prettiness a bit embarrassed it's from here it's because of this source that Eretz possesses this quality of bitumen of subservience so when you look at the bittle externally you say oh everyone steps on it in other words it's just there for everybody to step on it seems completely subservient but he says amit sadh Z this Alice's love alias at that is violin but this very quality is what causes that loss and lover it will be sublimated to become a terrace violet to become the crown over the husband Asia Scylla terrace viola this very quality that would make it seem that it is subservient to all of the higher forms and that's why I step on it I am above it this very quality of the bittle is really such a profound quality that essentially it's this reason that lucid lover it will be revealed to be above all the others look I know you based on Victor's mavin and Africa and that's where the base armistice was made unlike the Mishkan precisely from Ivana and from stones ma shaken by Mishnah Oh commercial Casa parentheses commercial custom gum Kimba maka maka opposite miss Marie Honoka survives as explained also elsewhere in a mine mirror in the coup d'etat around miss mission oxidized or calf um Ruby Gomorrah the Camorra says in the beginning of miss after a Shoshone al-qaida's about Cyrus about coitus they love it with also died of his shaft myths he became vinegar he deteriorated morally by Massa cause Arvid scaevola arrived cleanest so may ask my base emitters because he commanded that they should mix in Sameach vegetative produce wood in the structure of the base emitter need the Bakken die even gala Lhasa when need birthday our Hadas the pasta tells us in Ezra that he sent a letter when I'm gonna go through the whole history right now Hui we dealt with it for a long time but very briefly - very rich and Esther had a child in the Hmong the Persian Empire mm when the Persian monarchs you had there your wish yet Cyrus Clara SH dari others the great yet coitus yeah - Varys and then you had his son die Amish who's also identifying your mother asked Irish because he was a melakarta he was a good kid the Jewish kid to Kurdish means kosher and he allows them to rebuild the second base a McNish and the gomorrah says he was so prominent by the jews that they treated him as a jewish king not as a gentile king in the sense that the reshawna for his monarchy is Nissa not astray like jewish kings but then they shifted back to Tishrei why cause Hoffman's Cornish the Gemara says that he became vinegar from wine he became vinegar yeah but a witty she became vinegar witty see and the second answer of the Gemara is that he told them to build the base of mixers and he funded it three rows marble and one row new wood evan gualas marble three rows knit boxes rows three rows marble beneath box and one row day akhadas new wood what's the big deal so he wanted wood he wanted marble and wood and the gomorrah says slam it did the same thing he did the same thing so his mother says no she let me hit the wood inside shocking Bibiana slam oh oh so plastered it on put his on top and this man put it on bottom it should be ready by this the close to the foundation he had it protrude it was outside and it was not covered it was not covered there was no SID there was no plaster on it so what's the havona so I'll peep shots the way the camera says it is he was preparing for rebellion if they rebel I should have a partially a wooden structure so I can burn it down if it's only marble it's hard to burn it down but this begins from something deeper and that is them in the basement mixer she's not supposed to have to say man you're not supposed to have eights that protrudes what's the sign that has myths he took the Mishkan model and he puts it into the base on McNish model weird say Maya is such a prominent feature all the walls of homes in math and he brings that he translates that back into the base I'm English this was the sign of curtisha's spiritual deterioration he certainly is cool I Bhuvana madoski Mitama now because it's a denigration it's a violation of the energy of the base emitters when you're going back to the model of the Michigan to me something it has to be all stone why because air it's called militiamen in the vision of losted lava the diamond reigns supreme yeah interesting ok I mean Evan glow is a quote of his letters I don't think he meant excrement love them White's American still that's a good question we'll see you needed Sameach but it's concealed you don't get rid of it's a mayor but what's what you see is the diamond good question and by Kurdish and that's how Slimer did it slimmer hats a mass the Gomorrah says clearly but clay leaders did it the other way around so when you have these this little soup it looks it was a technical thing slender put it inside and Kurdish put it outside as we will see coitus was actually representing a shift of consciousness which Lima was representing precisely by how he built the base emitters and then by his Shanee there was that shift of consciousness represented physically by this change to the point that the Gemara calls it vinegar and contrast to wine the wine becomes home it's the wine becomes vinegar Canisius hashman skank items arguments calico shackles obit fella who penises stock avoid submission - ah coiled the medaka penis diamond for Isis at fill names in Estonia in Davin ink there are different stages till Shabana Astra one darvin's loud one is supposed to thousand-mile a lot of speaks are you Davos took a dissimilar every word Bushido Abbas Imre one darvin's loud saying every worth counting it like pearls ensuring Astra number one this is taka voice one prostrates himself in other words when africa offer la katya and realistic hvar as you know was pictured here dying for a client you would go down all the way that's - oh such - is called mama dhaka a still thin subtle voice this represents diamond and that becomes the peak of Dominique and generally I see us at the log and osseous letters on their own our thinnest diamond my shengcún by Myshkin shan asset if you say that a specialist on a shelf the Mishkan follows the hierarchy of today finis america llama llama diamond samara transcends diamond shamayim cardinal Eretz haven't procedures ok no you are coastal Miyaichi hence the walls were made from wood ok xie Woodville a ferrari McAra kamischka and where was earth earth only always remained on the bottom looking escola Lukesh motion by a lab as we explained before it means that within a person's own life we have the diamond of a person that's a make of a person the Chi of a person and the Madaba of a person generally the ISIS that we speak are associated with Diamond because the ISIS themselves divorced from the energy that infuses them are compared to Diamond and then you have those aspects that are same AF in a person you have the tie and the person and then you have the Madaba in the person himself like you said in every world and in every state you have all four so Diamond exists on every level you have done them as we speak about it practically but you have also done him in many different dimensions the he may after this introduction which he started by you gosh I love you then he went into the Mishkan via nasal gum can enjoy Sevilla hooda this is the contrast between the two brothers Joseph in Yehuda show gam King penis Amadeus Cho Mayan various of criticism a of a diamond if you want to understand you who then Joyce if you're dealing with heaven versus earth so may have growth versus diamond inanimate what's the connection between the two Michigan versus based on McNish of course one immediately if you're familiar right away understand the connection the Michigan for 369 years when it came to register all stood in which city Chile she lays in whose territory yes the based on Victor's was built in Yerushalayim the territory the region that was given to shave it you hood so right away there's a connection over there 369 years the visa mixes was only built 440 years after the Jews went and Tara too strong for 400 or 40 years there was no basis emitters most of that time there was a Michelin in Chile the Mishkan went to another few places it was in know even in giving and Google but most of the time I was in this helical yes but we do we have here heaven earth same a earth diamond he says look at the names it's always in the name what does Yosef mean Yosef means growth Yosef Los Santos was very Yosef means growth life Safa add to increase says Russell named in the eyes of Yosef assembly been after the passage says Ben Polaris Yosef been pirates Ali and pilots comes from the words period Olivia fruitful multiplication say may have pay me a Patriots I may have been pirates Joseph Joseph means growth K Yosef flushed entice was ready boy Shammi Kosovo hey little Bogdanovich barliman Yosef mo Joseph's mission statement is corrosive he grows and he goes and he climbs greater and greater higher and higher taller and taller more and more booing and cleanest Sameach this represents the myth of a frappuccinos ha eres particularly the cedar should guard over oil Allah my Allah my Allah be rumah my Lewis it's not just a regulatory but the errors as we said before represents the perfection of Samia Yosef is called Yosef ax sabbaq sabbaq we say into hilum sada Katamari froth carries balafon anushka it blossoms like a cedar in lebanon which is an Arras guevara carries balavoine in his skin but I knew that I knew he's gonna use now mystical language in parentheses and I'm not gonna focus so much on it because it gets into intricate sugars I want to stick to the theme but I'll just translate but yes I know penis is an air and Pindar sillas Yosef represents is a ramp in which means the small phase the Middle's of our solution across a mayor le gambe um al husseiny class diamond which our mid Isla Gabi Malthus are called say may Allah Gabi diamond commercial Kosova maka maka by Rufus shemitah Ashba ham Smitha Megiddo in me dice are called Sameach because me doors are called Sameach people's emotions never remain the same you can try but good luck the vector so far the last design mu vector hoof of the Lincoln site today you're on top of the world a few hours later you feel that you're in the abyss emotions are roller coasters that Sameach they constantly changing people develop people mature people's emotional states are never in the same space malice Isis saintliness diamond osseous represents meiosis Smitha and isis represent diamond because osseous themselves are static they're not dynamic they're not vibrant the Han septum Isis is as we said there Caleb their containers to channel to contain to convey an idea or an emotion the osseous themselves don't have light the ISIS themselves they have energy through them and within them but the oceans themselves are called diamond in other words there's no growth in the oysters who prefers el penis eights Eddie's vasive that's what we speak about this an H areas of cedar and an ace of shaysing of penis our cotton is very innocent God knows the a sieve is a what is it called the hyssop hyssop right the hiss of grass which was thought small and the air is is godless but it's all in Samantha's ocean cause of Kelly's ball woman years ago when they had to cleanse the Matsuura or for para dumb mother used to take on a terrace and an ace if those are the two extremes in minutes MA evasive is a very low grass and and and areas represents a very tall tree but we see from here that air is in cement itself is the ultimate growth the yosef be fraught especially Yosef Cupertino seaside Schuyler and Hadassah das a la da casa Shama via Milan Milan Akira Hezbollah vana Y Yosef more than anybody else Yosef has made us how you say your site is the center column of the Spheeris you have tested on the right guru on the Left affair is in the middle nut sac on the right on the left you site in the middle the middle columns are connected to each other so you saw it is Euler to the ferris which is Euler to das which is Euler to Kassar which basically represents trying to bring out here is that in Yosef the level of growth is emphasized even more than anybody else because it's Euler and hoc esta which is above that's the area's Bala Vaughn and you ski you hood erets mouth is that solution penis had doing them that sillas in that zilla's itself it's called the silent part philip nu hood russian hiya a bit Yosef means growth you hooda means what submission hide or like when you say modems are commonly at me i acquiesce I surrender I submit and even why was he named you Hooda her pom you dare Sasha gratitude gratitude is a form of submission it's a vulnerable think gratitude means I acknowledge that you did something important for me maybe you changed my life and I express thank you that's a form of vulnerability it's a form of subservience the measure says he was called you hooda because he's the first man in biblical history to confess publicly nobody confesses mistakes everybody makes mistakes but who confesses mistakes the first one to save a yahoo you who the vitamix outcome me many i am the one who is the father of these children of thumber the whole story in VHF is you hood and that's why it's called you hood the demanders says from the word minder my demeans Madani i thank you my demeans confess like V Dewey my De Aza means submission it's been my de amide my tubby mixes I'm older to you it's all the same concept subservience submission not growth and self aggrandizement shadow management cleaners have it'll be a second Escalade because the diamond as we said the offer has within it the profoundest form of bittle and that is what you hood represents now as is often the case the wording that's used the vocabulary that's used is abstract it's what you would call mystical language or spiritual language and it must be deciphered we have to demythologize the abstractions in other words bring down bring down that which is abstract what we're discovering here is that Yosef and you hood at least one aspect of what we're discovering here there are various layers in this but one layer of what the ballot Anya I think is teaching here is the Yosef and you hood they represent not just two brothers and they represent not just people who have disagreements people have disagreements every person has their own mindset to the mission the mission says it's an hadron and they are saying Chavez no two people think alike and no two people look alike ain't parts of angels but what they're really representing is two completely different modalities and as we shall see and that's always the key it's not either/or the way we translated in history is everything is either/or you're right I'm wrong I'm right you're wrong but it's not either/or it's alluvial udev Rilakkuma Khayyam both represent a truth and in different points of history different truths have to reign supreme as we shall see there's a time in history when the yosef must be the king there's a time in history when you hood there must be the king the time in history when they could both be kings and at a time in history when they can be synthesized as one but you can't jump ahead of yourself if you don't work through each one independently because if you want to create unity before you respect individuality the unity is going to come and want you because it's superficially imposed in other words unity that negates individuality we're won because we make believe we have no differences is going to be short-lived because the moment our differences emerge ice unity it's like a couple who gets married based on the idea that they are the same and everything right and then one day you wake up fire by Boyken rahim a he layeth you're not mamas one and everything so what happens now so there's a real unity emerges from individuality and through individuality so you hug and yosef as we will see there's a stage of unity but before the stage of unity there's the process of working through yosef in youth and these are not two brothers these are two parts in every person what is the difference between yourself a new hood I'm going to express it in a certain way you can express it in different ways but I'm gonna express it in a certain way it's the name always the name the Gemara says in humor Peggy mo that mayor have the Madaya crush mo remai believe the names you told him your name and it mayor says now I understand or she recognized it or divine providence how that works out let's not open every can of worms in one day you know free choice destiny what we know what we don't know names and so forth dialects are besides it when we'll deal with free choice so the name of Yosef captures yourself and the name of your the captures you hood what is the name of your self why suffer Smitha growth what is yes of saying what is Yosef message Joseph's messages Sadiq otama you FRA Kara's Bhavan in his what does it mean to be at Sadiq Kara's believe on in disco in simple English I would say it represents a particular mindset and the mindset is that the purpose of human existence on earth is to actualize your potentials and actualize your potentials in the highest deepest and most powerful way Yosef at sabbaths message in his presence in his soul and in the way he lives is never ever surrender to mediocrity Joseph's messages grow and grow and realize that the sky is the limit but let all of your crisis all of your faculties all of your potentials be exercised be actualized be expressed be utilized in the most powerful way to put it in different words Yosef if you would ask yourself in the interview Yosef and you would ask yourself what does Judaism want from a person or what does Judaism give a person Joseph's message will be that you disguise trader allows a person to be able to become the most powerful most actualized most successful human being possible it's there to allow you not only not to stifle your growth but to cause and bring out of you the deepest possible growths and not just a small tree a splendid tree with full beauty with full prowess with full splendor that's what it's here for now some of you are looking at me and like what is he talking about which Judaism which religion which kool-aid has he been drinking which which he Shiva has he been going to some are still waiting for the teacher to say we're here so that each of you should be able to shine infinitely so that each of yours personalities should be able to actualize itself in the profoundest way so here we come to the big question what is the ultimate purpose of life is the ultimate purpose of life self-expression was the ultimate purpose of life self transcendence is the ultimate raison D etre is the ultimate purpose of life from a Jewish perspective that the human being actualize actualizes his or her self on every level physically psychologically emotionally socially financially spiritually and spiritually of course is a very important idea but that is what God wants God wants you to become a of luck others but over my separations areas Bhuvana Niska you should be able to look at yourself and others should be able to look at you and see the cedar tree the cedar tree which is not stifled at all that is ultimately the message of your district Toyota Mitzvahs avoid this Hashem what is it it is to be able to find tune your talents and to be able to help you discover your infinite potential so that your growth will not be stifled by anything so the whole Gemara the whole system are all of our voices Hashem is here to help you maximize yourself in every area of course everybody knows to maximize yourself to express your deepest potential you have to discipline yourself if somebody's not disciplined they can have the greatest potential you could be potentially the greatest runner the greatest athlete the most skilled dancer the greatest writer the greatest communicator whatever the skill is the greatest artist you're gonna need training you're gonna meet discipline training requires discipline for a person to be able to unleash their profound this creativity they have to learn to say no to certain things so the yosef doesn't challenge discipline a trio so can be full of weeds and you have to you have to help the tree grow and you have to as we have an emotional Shabbos we have Zoomer you have to weed out the weeds that's of course you have MIT's necessity Mitzvahs my sister so you'll ask me question why is do so many knows in Judaism no doesn't mean I want to stifle you know sometimes means I want to help you grow I want you to be able to express yourself and yes man is complicated and if we're left only to our own devices we're also sometimes left to our own vices I guess that worked and that means which part of me is gonna take over I mean I want to sleep today till five o'clock to five o'clock in the afternoon I want to express myself I want to express myself that's how I express myself my mattress expresses me and some people believe in this for 10 20 years of their life and once you taste it - why should you get out of bed so you know 70 80 years I mean so did you express yourself I mean you expressed a very very impoverished version of an impoverished version of yourself there's this lovely anecdote about a baby a baby camel who turned to its mother and says mom why they are we created in such so strange way where we have these three ugly toad three ugly toad legs like why can't we look a little more in our feet can a little bit a little elegant so mommy says to the baby the daughter camel because we're not like everybody we're unique we march thousands of miles through deserts we trek thousands of miles we need sturdy feet Wow mommy what about these ugly eyelashes mommy says you're in the Sahara Desert there are wind storms you're gonna get blind these eyelashes protect us during these long tricks Oh mommy what about these ugly humps AHA you think in the Sahara Desert somebody's giving you water mother nature provided us with these humps so that we can store up in our system water for weeks and not die from dehydration and that's where we have these humps so the baby thinks for a few min says mommy I get this so we have these three toad legs in order to march thousands of miles these eyelashes to protect us from the sand stones as we go thousands of miles these humps to be able to store water in us as we march thousands of miles so what in the world are we doing locked up in a cage in the Bronx Zoo right that's the question that's a question one has to ask themselves why am I locked up in a cage in the Bronx Zoo look at the ISAF's life and you'll see this as joseph's life he never ever allowed himself to become a victim never circumstances never put him down they should have put him down as I said many times if you would have taken yo subs resume and give it to a therapist maybe excluding dr. Lam I don't know and you would say it does this man is this man doomed to success or doomed to depression say tell me about his life well for starters he lost his mother at the age of nine and she was quite close with him and then his brothers despised him and hated him and then they abducted him and threw him into a pit with scorpions and sold him as a slave and then when he was already a slave successful he was accused of rape and he was thrown into prison what is your prognosis for this kids and yet when you follow your subs career wherever he is he grows he always emerges from every situation with more success with more creativity with more ingenuity and always comes out on the top this you can't crush this man nobody crushes him he grinds he's in pain but he's always growing yes of his grown you can't snuff out the spirit from him you can't kill his soul there's nothing you can do to him that tells them I am a loser and I will forever be a loser surrender to me the accurate II and live a life of quiet desperation he'll never do that ah he should naturally be thrown into the pit physically or psychologically you're in the abyss yourself at Sabich remains same man and somehow from every experience it every expect I wanna say manipulates it but he uses it he finds it as a catalyst as a springboard for growth and you see as little as you follow yosef throughout violation of mccain's ye gosh he's he's not a detached person detached people don't grow from experiences they're survivors yosef is not a survivor yosef is an integrated person he goes into every situation fully he feels the full pain of the situation sometimes people are detached they don't let anything get to them and that's how they survive they don't grow they survive the ISIF doesn't survive he grows because he's in touch with every situation if you're not in touch with every situation situations can't cause you to grow because you'll have Hillier detached you're in a very lonely space he's not in a lonely space because he's there and therefore the painful realities touch them and hence there's nobody who sobs as many times in tonight's I told you as Yosef eight times you haven't crying in Cornish but what happens is in that process he uses it as a springboard for unprecedented growth and from this man finally me besar Suren yüksel Lilith he becomes the second to the most powerful person in the world as the Primus prime minister of Egypt was me which was the superpower of the time right on the pirate but happen then and happen there's a little kid what is he dreaming about all the storks are bowing down to his the Sun the moon they're all bowing down to him the brothers are looking at him and saying what's this about this is not Judaism whoever this is Judaism Judaism is Bittle Judaism is transcendence Judaism is not about you Judaism is about surrendering to a truth that transcends you and living according to that truth that's Judaism this is self worship massage so Basara what are you standing the south of us IRA you're busy grooming yourself into a king this is not Judaism this is what Judaism came to fight this is hellenism this is Greece the McCallum uka says Joseph became Adria Antiochus Yosef become a union Aliyeva why because the matter is said that in the time of Hanukkah they told the Jews peaceful ahem I'll care in her shirt shameless come here well the case is strong right on the Horn of an ox that you don't know what's the Horn of an ox there's no better place to write that you don't believe in God you needed a Horn of an ox take poplar is what they have then papyrus said whatever they had and write it there so the Magatha Lucas says no no there's one cat and I sure wish the carne rain kind of harsh or a harder lo Yosef Yosef is called Sharon and Carney assured they said you want to see a Jew the Greeks said yes if that's a true dressed to kill charismatic powerful resourceful and knows a language understands economics runs a world that's a man your fate toy your fav Myra but noise saw doll a sure your Jakob says on his deathbed all the girls of my time would climb up at the climber to look at the oysters there's the Greeks like this do I like in the hem Caleb el occasional you know this is not you didn't do it this is not God Yosef is a model that's what you should look like it was a very impressive figure when Joseph was grooming himself our people in me is I don't happy maybe not be concern is what was he doing Joseph was making the statement Joseph was saying Rebbe I am an AZ Derek he azshara see other law you mean ardham pre-k Ava's pyramids what's the proper path in life what type of question that me says AZ there if you shara shara learner a high you learn mr. brewer you'll see there is in Chara you caught me you come to your she would say what's the proper path in life a little get more you'll see the product path and his answer is even worse cause she heat if eres la I sell that which makes you beautiful Wasif eres loin in harem and that which makes other people look at you and say wow this is a beautiful person that's represents and there be knew a thing or two about halakhah w de nasi is reviewed that this is that this is Yosef cause she definitely the Yosef was making a statement I mean an internal statement automatically external OSA and that is that a void is Hashem ultimately is a path to beautify the human being and bring out his or her deepest resources and potentials if Yosef creates a school what do they teach in that school what do they teach in that school and that school they teach what we want from you is to allow us you to allow yourself to become the most powerful people that even the sky is not the limit and for him this is a spiritual path this is his path to God this is what's represented by Samia Cara's ball of Onan disk the brothers look at the earth surface and whoever heard of this whoever heard of this Junius Judaism as something else Judaism is about the fact that God transcends human imagination human existence human dimensions truth is about surrender truth is about the courage to say it's not about me it's about truth I am ready to enter into a path of self-forgetfulness self transcendence I have the courage to transcend my emotions my feelings my experience and dedicate myself to a truth to a mission that is beyond me that is where you find God not in self expression in self transcendence you hood submission hey Dawg Bittle a whole different mode a very different mode and I'll ask you a question to break it very practical if your child is dating or getting engaged and married and comes as tardy mommy tell me what marriage is about is marriage about self-expression or is marriage about self-forgetfulness what makes a thriving marriage when you come into a marriage and you say I'm here for one reason you will help me become me good luck or is marriage about an opportunity to give an opportunity to go out of your space and look what the other person is about which one which one and if your child asks you Tati what is life about is life about me becoming the most powerful successful person possible and I don't mean narcissistic greedy on every level spiritually on every level and Rosa needs to or no life is about kushma of vadas Hashem you're an avid ELISA you're a servant of God ask not what God could do for you ask what you can do forgot you had to look at that Jason and said which is Shiva did you go to whose shear and were you going to who taught this to you who speaks about self expression and self actualization we don't speak like this we speak about surrender and abnegation and here is where human glory lay here is where human dignity lay Seimei off and diamond it's not just two things it's two modalities very different modalities undoing when you step on offering step off or says I'm here to serve I'm here to serve doesn't mean step trample in the sense that I become nothing I'm here to serve I'm here to carry the Kumari on her - yes Kimmy Duma sure sure I mean I some of them have the Sun you know some of I become we I wanted to appoint two leaders they said we're not interested he says you think you think I'm here to make you rulers I made it make you servants not Sharada out of the sunny nice and let them what do you think a leader by Jews is a leader believe if I do that schmata out of the Sun in Iceland look um everyone if you're a real leader who after sunny noise a month even more than other people wouldn't imagine what the leader goes through if he's a real leader I don't mean a leader who's selfish and uses everybody a real leader he has to carry everybody suddenly it's not even about me anymore and back to me you're more practical when you once you start having children and if Baraka show me have a house filled with children and somebody asks you so what is life about his life about self-expression or his life about just try to get a few hours of sleep you can get so that you can have kaya to be a schemata for one more day to be able to cover tuition and mortgage and the way I am and about mid spend options in the prison the next consonant of the consumer and the most autonomous stick and his stick and her shtick can deal with this and make sure that in their process the killer doesn't throw you out as an up occurs try to do that and if you could not get honored by the dinner so then your mama may I know Elam hobble you reach perfection and let's just move on you know this next next somebody once said as a rabbi my function is with Micah Hillier i hatch them I match them and I dispatch them that's it enough don't talk too much about yourself just let's move let's get the process going now what do we do with this and I asked you if you were to create an educational system today what should the Judaism be about what are children being taught today what is Judaism about is it about self-actualization or self-abnegation if you would interview most graduates of yeshiva seminars bicycles bicycles buy sodas by significance whatever it is the school's girls boys interview the 18 year old kids 16 year old boys 21 year olds from from from all the specs I'm not here talking about this skill of a killer and asked them to tell me in one statement is you this great about self-actualization or is it about self-abnegation that's the question to ponder okay so Yosef and you who they represent in summation two very different models two very different perspectives two modalities when it comes to avoid SSM serving our son and two modalities generally in life and the difference is intimated and conveyed in their very names Yosef means growth in the world I suffer Joseph represents growth and say maiya Sabich he's called in sabbaq sabbaq otama you from Kara's Bala Vaman is good and you hood which comes from the word ahoy da which means submission to submit to acknowledge to be minded acquiesce to surrender represents not the model of growth for the model of submission and surrender or in the words the terminology used here in this moment say mayor versus diamond the now she cut off for LA Katya offer is the diamond versus the Sameach the diamond is classified by the fact that it doesn't grow and the contrary it submits itself and it allows one to step on it like Rattus sidewalks roads stone earth and so forth which same AF yes you could sometimes step on some grass we could do it all the time and some lower bushes but certainly the taller it is the harder it gets and certainly with the cedar tree you're probably gonna be safer if you don't try walking on top of it because it may end up walking on top of you so you have here to represented two concepts two ideals and the point we brought out was that this is a general question in life and the big question is what is the ultimate what is the ultimate purpose of life visit self-expression self-realization self-discovery self-actualization or not once ultimate focus should be on the privilege on the opportunity to surrender to transcend to submit now we all understand the value the significance in each one of these the first and I don't have to explain probably the concept of self-realization and self-expression is something that motivates a person to be able to be their best to be able to actualize themselves we're talking about actualize yourself and very very positive ways anything in good ways and spiritual ways and godly ways they suppose it sounded but the oeufs mo was you fate Toya via Fame IRA not just that he was handsome he was beautiful he was gorgeous that too but Joseph represented the idea that either skite is to make you beautiful it's to make you as beautiful as possible it's to make a person express everything that they have in them and the most glorious and splendid fashion that a person should talk which should grow to the tallest position that they're capable of growing and that's all in the word Yosef which means growth more growth and more growth that's one perspective the other perspective is you hooda and you hood there means submission you hood the means surrender you hood the means from the word are the gratitude which is my demonic rule of Maidan ela Felicia a pump is a sham toda raba toda and the more delica i thank you also from the word I Dow in terms of confession which will represent really the same thing that's a vulnerable act of submission when I confess I say a murder that I did so on so my diva mixes a form of confession and then there is the third interpretation of my dimers and Gomorrah maidens are commonly read mayor I am my that's not a confession of a Oh sin but it's a deferred defer oh okay look who the wind blew in this morning huh the FIR and even more than that I would sure act my old position I'm owed it to you meaning I say you were right and I'm wrong which is a form of submitting my mind set my view and surrendering it to this person or this philosophy or this position and the question translates itself it trickles down into many many different areas but the one always focuses on the on the beauty of you disguised in the tenor in terms what do I mean by beauty beauty of how is that the Mishna says state if air is lies Sarah they say Ferriss linemen are are them how it beautifies the person on every level and one focus is more on the truth of it in other words it's not about me and it's not about what it does from me and it's not about how enthusiastic or inspired I am and it's not about me ultimately finding myself it's ultimately about the opportunity in life to be able to surrender than me to a truth that is beyond me I want to characterize the question and somewhat more philosophical with subtle terms and that is what is the real from a Jewish perspective and think about this is the objective of life to find yourself in God or is the objective of life to lose yourself in economy to find yourself in Hashem or to lose yourself in Russia what does it mean to find yourself in our son to find yourself in our sin means I want a relationship with our sin but I want to be there I want to find myself another what I want to find how God is meaningful to me how God brings out the best in me as a human being as a person as a Jew as a father as a husband whatever I am whoever all the layers of my identity as an individual and as par of a larger unit whether a family unit a community unit nation unit but the point is I want to find myself and God another I want to find those circuits within Hashem within the area by national island that become meaningful for me war one says No why are you reducing God to you as I said ask ask not what God can do for you ask what you can do for God to fill the perspective the objective is not to find yourself but to lose yourself in it to lose yourself and it means that you actually don't find yourself there it's not about you finding yourself it's about you losing yourself there in a truth that completely transcends you because truth is never about your feeling for it or your imagination of it or your experience of it and as I said in every issue of life you have the same question when it comes to marriage when it comes to education when it comes to all forms of relationships when it comes to spiritual growth when it comes to avoid this Hashem and so forth yes they are oh okay right you're saying why do we have to pit the two against each other you're right you're right that's so we're gonna work on that's what we're gonna try to work on I'm just I want to bring out the two so no we should understand the two approaches on some level yeah the haedong means I cease to exist on some level of course you know if it's me working on it that's I'm always existing but I'm trying to get closer to non-existence we're in yes if it's the other way around so now he continues he may be say that it starts almost at all in the Satanist also most today meaning in the process in the hierarchy that God creates today Yosef is Lamine Lamia hood on Yosef is higher than you hula Chalet her mouth was my Cabela's sheaf of is to use some in huzzah in mystical language Malthus which is the attribute of you hood that receives its flow and vitality from Yosef who represents za which are the meadows full of fame Yosef are hemella the Messiah so in that stage of history who is the king yes if he was the king in Egypt supremists a mayor Yosef represents growth he mosquito businesses rising higher and higher exaltedness who I emerged with Amish villekulla he was the one who fed nurtured and gave to everybody including you hood as the person says Joseph who Joseph is the marsh beer bar he is the one who nurtures he gives the food which here doesn't only mean food it also means spiritual food spiritual nutrition to everybody who are Charlotte old celeritas name he is the ruler he is the man he's the king be you who I'm a combo and you hood is the recipient of Yosef bizarre custom ie gosh I love you whoever you may be a dog who approaches whom you hood the submits and approaches Yosef beseeching him saying be adeney please my mask you da burn are of the flower Bosna then I'm going to speak and you heard that pleads and beseeches Yosef in the beginning of my Yiddish what does be a doily mean what does the work one of the words means he says Peter's the deeper meaning is should volumes Akasha familiar cefoxitin be a tiny you're my master I need you to put to give me the flow be your our spa should go into me to move or beside every gosh as it says in sorry my English the hanger tech roof the Alma bomb says my eager she love you hood there was not only two people approaching each other was two worlds approaching each other the truth - Alma bomber the worth the crafters know what Kira if the cure of it's the practice approximation the closeness the approach of two universes the ZOA recognize these are not only two brothers they represented two paradigms the high note Alma Tata you have the lower world famous malkos mis llaves Vinnie gaseous l'homme armé law premises are lockable Asha the lower world of you hood that comes close to the higher world of Yosef VI Donny I need your flowing in your smile gazelle are they're excited about Michigan this is the paradigm of the Michigan where was the Michigan in Joseph's territory Hudson may Aslam aluminum in the Michigan the roof was made of animal height the walls were made of Sameach which is part of the world of botany the world of vegetation same AF and only the earth of the Michigan was made of earth which was diamond in other words there's a hierarchy where high transcends to may have to match transcends done in what would that mean spiritually same AF means you feel the growth you feel a void accession makes you grow makes you a better person a happier person a more engaged person a more successful person I'm a productive person a deeper person a more powerful person there's a sense of growth diamond I submit I'm submitting I'm allowing you to walk on me i transcend myself it's not about me it's about you it's not about me so in the Michigan say Mathis higher than high because Samia has heels Samia has vivaciousness said mayor has vitality you can't compare somebody who surrenders to somebody who expresses themselves just like you can't compare an employee to a boss right when you're the boss does a different feels there's a different mentality why because it's ultimately yours you're not working for somebody else you're working for yourself there's a passion there's a growth because you feel you feel the fire in your belly of the reason you feel the fire in your belly because it's so meaningful to you you're not just transcending yourself or surrendering yourself to another Authority whatever that authority may be so in the model of the Michigan Samantha's higher than diamond this is one model of Jewish history of Allah said love in the future your salary you hood the Li Aslam animal in assess what's going to happen is you hood is going to be sublimated beyond uses commercial costs of Asia Scylla terrace baila similar to what we spoke about that the women woman of Valor becomes the crown of her husband above her husband with such Chartres Shalimar Chava tilaka now because in the Shailesh you who desire in the news because safe my sir the diamond is all of them are sovereign in the ultimate mother shava face of ma the Bittle of mark Sava Eretz is deep Eric Scott militiamen in the process of history heaven must receive her in the ultimate journey in the ultimate destination earth precedes heaven cousin thought earth preceded heaven came a gonna be some mystical language it will read an ultra-beam a massive ovation MA we learned before my shovel combines two words hey chef ma the high note tackle is habit my shovel represents the ultimate vittle which means nullification Sabrina Scott my dad sillas quiet map which generally hokhmah is a combination of two words Hosmer's oh yeah ma cough asthma a which means the tire of what why is Huffman called the tire of what do you want to tell me what it is tell me what it is don't tell me it's the tire of what in other words that's the point customer doesn't have an articulate definitive identity its identity is the Chaya can be able to say what they'd be able to able to say ma or as moshe rabbeinu said Wanaka knew ma key Sally Norland what are we what are we correct ma the ability to say what the ability to ask that is the concept of MA and masiva is Haitian month now generally speaking what this means is in the process of cognition there are two stages which we spoke about once hakama and bina and the difference is bina is when you get an idea fully you comprehend it Kaufman is still the stage when there is a spark of inspiration and enlightenment that enters into the person's brain that cannot still be articulated it's still very very nebulous it's like you have this inspiration that's light bulb that goes off a moment of intuition but you still didn't figure it out you still didn't decipher it and where does that come from we you know you suddenly have this spark of inspiration we didn't come from you don't know where it came from it came from a place that's called Korea Hamas kill the unconscious which already knows the answer but the answer can't be known in the conscious hakama is the transition between the unconscious and the conscious so we say from know where you get the spark it didn't come from nowhere it came from nowhere that you can identify it came from somewhere within you but how does that happen how do I get in touch with that unconscious wisdom how do I I learned the Gemara I read it again and again I don't get it and then I'm walking in the street boom it pops into my head the answer is Karma's Koya MA it's the ability for a person to nullify everything they know into something that they don't know a person who believes that they know everything will never learn new things ever because anything that they learn they always translate in a way that fits their old huh what you say into their box it suits their comfort zones and if it doesn't they'll say the person is meshuggenah or an epic harris one of the two and then you don't have to deal with it what's the it's aria of course Nate now sometimes it could be sometimes it could be the verses of a Sugarman sometimes it could be doesn't mean it's not always but the point is I have to make sure it's not coming from my own fear for my own inadequacy my own inability to open myself up so Harkema Scalia Hamada Claire you have to say what fascination tell me what what to be able to sit like a child like a wet sponge and absorb everything coming from the discussing seat and sponges absorb everything like the sponge and let it everything go in exactly that's why is Oaxaca my lemon McCullough there's an expression in city muslin called gay Shia translate it rightly gay is gimble yud aleph which means every arrogant person is a fool some arrogant people are very smart it means by definition because arrogance never allows you to learn anything new because I really know everything so hummus Chaya MA when a person can not comprehend something that's because the walls of their brain the parameters of their brain are finite and a 7 ounce cup can't contain 16 ounces of water but what if I break down the walls what if I open myself up to something else what if I surrender my intellectual ego to a truth that's higher and the greatest ego in the world is unintellectual ego it's far more lethal than any other ego just read intellectuals and you'll see what I mean by an intellectual ego especially people who claim to be scholars scientists and others who may be scholars sometimes the worst egotism comes from them why because it's a sophisticated ego it's an enlightened ego it's an ego that doesn't come from ignorance it's an ego that comes from knowledge but really it's the most lethal Igor why because it's the ego that traps doesn't let you grow at all at least if I have an ignorant an ego that comes out of ignorance one day hopefully I'll become knowledgeable and I realize that my ego has to go but here it's the contrary the more knowledge the more small the more stubborn the more the more condescending the more time descending the people's whose views are different than you there's a psychologist in Los Angeles the name is dr. Hamlet it was name was dr. Hamlet so his son wrote an article that he hid from his father that his father once went to a lecture by a student of Sigmund Freud by a student of dr. Freud and the question that this student of Freud raised at the conference was a very interesting question why is it he said that every culture has a myth that at some point a flood destroyed the entire civilization just for example the Bible has the myth of the flood and he went through most cultures that in their early literature they always have these myths of a flood coming and destroying everything and then starting all over again so he explained because this is the deep Fabio the deep fear that everybody has of death and when you have such a fear you have to deal with it and the way you deal with it is by projecting that fear unto reality and by saying that at some point the whole world was destroyed and that's how you deal with that fear and he explained this at length so dr. hominid raised his hand and said maybe the reason the Bible has the flood story is because it happened maybe that's the reason this actually happened he said there was a stunning silence in the room so silent you could cut the electricity literally you could cut the tension with a knife it was like almost he said to shame I'm afraid she said something that nobody ever utters this is something that a person who calls himself human does not speak like this and after a few minutes of very awkward intense sounds he says did the lecturer dr. Freud student looked at him and said my teacher told me dr. Freud told me we will never know who is stronger a polar bear or a tiger and the reason is because they can't live in the same climate so therefore they could never never fight it out he says you and me mother polar bear and the tiger we don't live in the same climate there's not even a point of arguing or fighting so so here you have a different type of close-mindedness a closed-mindedness that comes from open-mindedness and sometimes if the worst closed-mindedness and it's a very very serious issue especially in the community of of scientists or philosophers of psychologists of evolutionary psychologists physicists sometimes they lie but sometimes they rationalize which is more dangerous lie because I'm not lying I'm honest I'm ethical it becomes a truth that's a lie yes fish yes fish yes fish and you'll see the anger of some of them when you oppose a dissenting view how they get angry if somebody is intellectually pure why are you getting angry you're looking for truth I said something maybe I'm wrong so explain to me why I'm wrong they won't say I'll explain to you and they'll say you're an idiot why are you calling a name why explain if I'm wrong I'm wrong if you searching for truth you should be happy if I'm right you should celebrate it so this is a very very important idea hakama is the ability to say Cara MA it's the courage to say what this vase garnished I know nothing I'm a blank slate so there's no confinements to my intellectual ego so I break down the walls once you break down the walls you become open to experiencing the truth of your unconscious that previously you couldn't experience because you had a confined paradigm and a box and all the ideas that suited that intellectual box could come in so really any person engaged in serious intellectual pursuit and learning of any type any hakama especially China especially tired entirely you have an additional challenge and that is you have your the justification of God once you have the designation of God it can also become very very dangerous why but here the ego could become far more profound because you could tell yourself it's not me it's God it's quite surmise like the famous anecdote or a Blanc of Emden McCoy casting the same shaman cipher this guy in a mask like us for the sake of heaven will endure forever as long as it's not with heaven you could compromise you give him $50,000 it'll be quiet but the moment that shames a Mayan now I'll fight you to the end but it's not me it's Hashem Jean once it's our Shems honor I can't compromise even if I want no even if my wife tells me relax I can't God comes before your wife that could be yeah but again people can delude themselves and suddenly sometimes what seems apparently is religion or holiness is really a cloak for deep insecurity or for a profound arrogance or pompous Ness and the person is so closed because they think if they're gonna listen to another opinion they're listening to heresy yeah and a way of dismissing somebody by saying you're you're discussing impurity is it becomes a very lethal weapon because there's no ability for a real conversation there's no ability to react if there's no ability for real growth there's no ability for real growth there's no way you're gonna find God there's no way you're gonna find sure there because there's no koyama so hakama is that priceless gift of the color to say what and it's the only faculty that allows you to experience newness infinity that which is beyond yourself you can't stay in that space of hokhmah some people do but if you stay in that space of karma you're out of space bina means then taking it and assimilating it into your walls into your faculties and that's why yeah comprehending it developing it it's basically the father in the mother the father gives the seed and the mother takes the seat and develops it into a fetus so hokhmah is a seed of inspiration it shoots out that the governor says Eureka hate like an arrow the Lightning bulb goes off and then there is the development of the idea Edison said that every invention includes 1% inspiration and 99% perspiration how come is inspiration and bina is perspiration without Smithson you have to sweat it out to work on it person walks in the street and it oh I got it I got it what did you get I can't talk about it write it down I can't what is it I don't know what it is the truth is so what do you say I got it that's what we say it's not really I got it it got me I didn't get it I miss toughness it got me Bena is I got it and you'll always see that the clarity and bida will never be the same as a Cosmo when you get that intuitive inspiration it's usually a few words and later when you fully comprehend it you will seek and yearn for the clarity that you have during the Tiffany of Huffman and it will never come back to you because that level of clarity are not capable of recreating why because that level of clarity happened in a moment when you surrendered your intellectual identity and that's what allows the clarity because it's something else that so to speak entered into your space the moment you reser whew reassert your intellectual identity the clarity of the Epiphany level must surrender to your identity so Hawk muscaria Matt Hoffman is bitl but the transition from the subconscious to the conscious happens through Kaufman without bittle I can't have that experience because my intellectual conscious self is not capable of it that's why you'll see that that PIFAN II always happens when at two points number one you have to be disgusted with your level of knowledge or experience if you're not disgusted with it if you're content with your intellectual ego you will not experience it usually happens you're frustrated with yourself you like that's a humility that allows real growth if there's no frustration in other words you're content with your arrogant self you won't experience growth they'll be the more the frustration the better the more the frustration that better the more you give up on your brain level the more you'll actually be able to understand the more you realize I know nothing the more you'll be able to experience I think I once read our research about fifteen therapists to us for many years practicing and I said they asked him after many years if there's a way that you could figure out if the patient who comes in is gonna be successful or not gonna be successful so he says yeah he learned after many years the person comes in the first session and he answers all questions clearly it's bad news how is your marriage Allah who are you this house you like everything he knows if he comes in the first session the other but shift overcome he doesn't know what hit it everything is confused he stopped see he says it's a good sermon this is a good segment because you don't have to break down so many levels of ignorance so many levels of perceived enlightenment so therefore in Hoffman is an element of frustration number one and number two the person is not thinking about anything else completely dedicated to the truth of the idea that's why you'll see that the PIFAN ii always happens when you're completely thinking about the idea but you don't even know that you're thinking about the idea in other words if you're thinking about it actively and telling yourself I want to figure it out you won't figure it out because you're also there only when it's almost you don't realize that you're completely focused on it does it actually come into your system my shovel is a shove my why my shovin we spoke earlier about my summer versus deeper in my shovel you don't feel the words you don't feel the letters in deep where you feel the letters that's why everyone knows that they speak in a language people don't realize that they think in a language because in mush and every idea our feeling are two stages there is that energy and there are the containers the osseous and the oil the iris and the Kalin the idea is the energy the emotion is the energy the letters are the kale of the containers in Kakuma the osseous are completely bottled to the other it be now the ire is bottled to the ISIS meaning you'll always see that an epiphany comes in merely a few words it won't be more than six words three four or five if it's more than a sentence it's not an epiphany it's always boo why because Isis are containers what's Felton customer is the truth of the idea not the mechanism in which it's conveyed in beam it's the other way around veena is the construction of it through letters and through words so you have many many words and letters in bina me you'll have a few letters a few words but an unbelievable light and clarity in B know you'll have lots of words it's gonna get very wordy and write it you explain that you discuss it but what's missing is the power the clarity of the energy that came into Huffman Masha Van de Boer are not Hoffmann bina their vehicles how you process the idea either hakama am bina you think it that's processing to yourself and Bieber is processing to other people but it's a similar difference my lava space of my what is case of map it's in my shovel the osseous arm or bottle to the idea and that's why there's less a person could think about something in a minute one minute you think about something to say it will take you nine hours how is it you know what it means right now some of you are daydreaming for example think when you wake up in a few seconds hopefully you wake up you say my dad on me think how much you thought about in the last 30 seconds of your day trip you went through quite a lot know anybody nobody was daydreaming here it's impossible that's impossible thank you so it's a fascinating thing you go through your datum you'll see in a minute you covered you went to Australia you went to Israel you went to Russia you went here you and there you met people you could build a whole life in a day team and it takes a minute to say it all or you give up you can't even start why is it because in my shovel what's felted is more the light the energy the osseous are just the container and they're not emphasized that's why we don't even feel so much that we think in language and deborde's the other way around now in terms of containers and energy therefore in my shovel that containers are bottled to the energy and deburr the energy is bottled to the containers in terms of existence you have the same concept the divine energy is conveyed through letters through words by sorry my mother's never island in the world of masiva it's an internal world the deeper is bottled to the energy and in the world of deep where the energy is bottled to the deeper so therefore when you say you hooda is rooted in masiva south mice all of macho vanilla that is less separation there is less separation in other words that diamond is rooted in a higher place than Yosef because essentially it comes from a place where there's absolutely no separation and therefore self-actualization is not a necessity because the self is not distinct from the truth in the world of mahashiv ah the self is not distinct from the truth let's see let's see another few words the he may abba yah subrata an expression is our the father brings forth he creates a foundation for the daughter Abba yah son Bratton Bratton Aramaic is daughter bass Abbas father what does this mean Teja Milan Italy really the higher Hakim is called higher or Raj Matata the lower wisdom she among us here talk is lower or bozell Abu Yasser brat the father has a special relationship with the daughter she became this year a law the hakama named Jacques a Malthus irritant on the lower level of year which is diamond really comes from the highest level of year which is - the daughter comes from the father special relation between daughter and father beyond the mother which is Vina well the asset loveita Salib in this year tata birla micaiah now when we hear year etat are the lower level of or submission what we're seeing is an inferior form of surrender we see the daughter not the father the acid lava here at Qatar will identify its own truth its own source i'll came to you as a terrorist by allah so she will become even higher than everything see a bit till the myeloma by dragging me out of the year in the mid this and I'm shackled in disgusted that were dissolved because really bittle is rooted in a much deeper place than loved and passion and or which come from a set and grooves ø í mouth was is lower than Hasson and hora that's true but it's really rooted in the father which is constantly love which is higher so if my stomach's of Attila but now we see its inferiority and therefore we celebrate yes we have to celebrate this the ISIF is the king well I said love a will see the true essence of here a Tata of Eretz of diamond of you Hooda and then you'll see that it's really rooted in custom a law which is high patient McCoy yes ma and therefore Asian skull will become a paris-bound not because it will change because you'll see what it really is all the cars that I'm out of yes Bartlett's goodness of Italy I so that's why even now Earth has the deeper brittle the chemists ll or penis bit till the earlobe thinness of my Vegas motion I mean all of my solomon anima but this needs a lot of explanation you know somebody's saying here no okay that's good that's a good thing if you would understand what Michigan good if you don't understand the Schengen demand explained in the three minutes now I'll say the point now and then tomorrow beta - Ann will elaborate when I say the point briefly very succinctly detrital is Russia Yosef has to be higher than you would if you hood is higher than Yosef you just know I'm in touch with reality there's a stage in history we all sit comes before you Yosef is the King you hood this the recipient you hood there was upset about us the brothers were upset about us they wanted to be the leaders they couldn't understand that Yosef is the key twins do they have a point of course they have a point were they wrong or right they were wrong and they were right in the classic Jewish answer they were right in some stage of history they were wrong at that stage of history that's why Yaakov has this relationship with the only silver other if summer isn't over Yosef has to be the king one day you heard there will be the king Nova hemella comes from your dish line will come from you hood mushiya comes from you look not yourself but for you hood that to become a king you first Joseph s to be a king and you can't jump ahead of Yosef you can't throw yourself into a pit and say he belongs as a slave I'm the king it doesn't work that way Yosef has to be a king to the contrary if you were the ones to become a king and has to go through yes but then you hook that becomes a king and then there's something deeper in the Iosefa need to become Kings together as we'll see later in the mind where the avatar of IE goes from the high school the two sticks become one this man becomes to explain what this really means what this one does this represent so here is the here is the here is the core what is greater in life self-expression self-actualization or self surrender what's the gradient we all understand yeah in terms of our own lives our own experiences a person gets much more passionate about something like I said before and what you express if somebody will ask you should I take a job that I'm passionate about or should I take a job that I have to every single day in the morning wake up and say I'm not doing this for myself I'm not doing this for myself I'm not doing this for myself we all know it's a blessing to be in a field of work that you love those who are in a field of work that they love know what I'm talking about and those who are in a field of work that they hate know that what I'm talking about even more you'll say surrender what about marriage is it better to be in a marriage where you come home every day you say ah this couldn't be better or you're in a marriage where you call him every damn before you walk into the door he's like that it's not about me it's not about me me I once asked a fellow he was married 60 years I said how did you do it so well I mean I know you're a stubborn guy he says I was partially blind and I was partially deaf so his wife heard him and she said I knew she said I was completely blind and completely done come in the time there's this then there's that vastness let me just try to survive he can't compare how do you compare do you want your child to sit in school in a state of surrender or the wide shot to sit and settle in a state of self expression wow this is so interesting this is stimulating I love this or you said I don't care what you love this is what you do till 18 you're under me you graduated eight you go do whatever you want I'll make a big butter chef let's run it but till 80 surrender I know there's a very popular book now called the surrendered wife Cerreta the model of somewhat of the of the of the next model so it's very obvious yet or to speak in I see ahsoka said this was greater out of the year orbital a levira means I'm in love I love it I love you I want to be in a relationship with you Lyra means that there's an intensity to saw Bittle diamond means I surrendered so wake up in the morning in an avid cyclist what's a ha but the greater chakras a chakras in which you say ah I can't wait to say I had a hovering achieve it was a very spiritually sensitive soul so he once smoothing that night after say the night we were sitting many many years ago was sitting by smothers it was quite late at night her face you know she be you sit late know was 12 or one whose shoes he was a very deep person still is a deep person so as I instantaneously he says ah I can't wait for tomorrow morning I say what can you wait till tomorrow morning he says I want to be able to say how you do lash mq leash my idea of animal Eliza it's a poetic soul poetic soul he wants that experience so now go around to people here in the shoals with all these men Yanam that happened here I don't know if you mathematically you could figure out all the manana me but basically if now every nine and a half seconds it looks like you just have to figure out which building which basement and this construction also so what's yesterday's building is on the new building we go around to most people yeah saying you wake up in the morning what's your feeling you're feeling is ah I love this relationship I want to put on so I want to put on towels I want to put on a star Dominique and talk to God communicate to my soul melt away in this relationship experience the bonding the intimacy after we go out of the area or no it's not about you regardless of your emotions your feelings your instincts inclinations your disposition any characteristics your are either he wakes up in the morning about but we know what that thousand he looks like two different avenues yeah it's a tale of two dominates so the fighter the model of Yosef is far greater than the model of you hood it's all different model is there room for it of course is room for it is there room sometimes to come home and say it's not about me and if you had an argument with your spouse to say it's not about me and if you're not in the mood of something you still show up because if you do only things when you're in the mood how long do you do them for surrender is critical to life surrender submission you can't do anything without surrender submission because if it's always about me and I always have to find myself in the experience ah yeah often sometimes there's an element of transcendence of forgetfulness there's no question but what reigns supreme what's dominant obviously have the yearís self-expression same as much greater than diamond you're gonna compare the life of cement to the life of them on the life of madaba if you can have a choice to be a rack or to be a person what are you gonna choose well they say a rock feels no pain yet an island never cries maybe Never Dies - that's true oh that's a deeper level then Iraq osa never dies people by rocks don't die little doesn't die but that's a whether you're jumping to the higher level there's a whole different level of life MS that's all ms and yet there's a deeper component where you hood arrange supreme not only then even now but now it can't come out it can't come out by nature of reality there's a distinction between the two and you who them must be Makabe from yourself you who there is macabre from yours but essentially there's something in you hoodie that's even deeper than yourself there's something in the diamond that Marsh of Attila once you can unravel the depth of existence and figure out the mush of Attila the case of mother Kozma you discover that in the diamond in that commitment of transcendence lay a relationship that is deeper than the relationship that's experienced through passion through self-awareness through self realization through self-expression but the only way could reach that this if you go through the process of Yosef as we this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot they ueshiba net slash donate