Stoned, Burnt, Beheaded and Strangulated: The Psychological Version -Likkutei Torah Shuvah Yisroel#5

the yeshiva dotnet okay let's continue right there 1:28 yeah the middle of peda gimel so we have been learning the new could that everything in China evolves it doesn't begin with physical it always begins with the spiritual and then it evolves and morphs into more concrete and material incarnations this is true with our Vedas this Davidov of a disorder in its very brute and crude fashion but this over that way disorder Bottari is sociable hooks lawrence worshipping your job worshipping money worshipping people who you need for money not working with them not asking them worshipping the meaning I lose my head clay FIFRA say I'm a stock of that yeah yeah when the when the when the slack of the spa becomes your marsh of Ashley of the ash for the once the channel through which the ash for comes through like the shamash of the area or all those things through which we get her spa in this world and a marsh of it as separate from the rebbe initial island that's the concept of of a desirable what's the results killer what's kill again this killer in its very crude fashion but the skill abolition is skill a Bottari is like like this out of a part of the skill of Bottari what skill of Bottari he says he can't open his heart the desensitizes the ability to experience the full love and the full vigor and the full life in the human heart the heart is closed and even with his blindness and Kanazawa he says Lea Phillip is liberal and the same is true all their sins that the Gemara compare starfighters are anger arrogance doesn't mean customer Psalms ups on mr. Scalia it's a concept in a more ADA law - above a designer and the result is also skill and ADA life and that's the Begum and the shame yield why is it a garment shame you would the reason it's a garment shame you this because you'd represents that's what he says had a pagan bias huge to win in a bitter finish off you'd the first letter you'd represents hokhmah it represents bitl the youth is also the seminal point and hoffman always represents Bittle Cockrum is the first glimmer of consciousness where the person opens themselves up to that which is beyond themselves that's what costume is custom is the inspiration that comes into the brain as a result of the complete humility of a person to open themselves up to a new reality that transcends me that's what's awesome is Bhima is already the way the person internalizes the idea within their system but karma is the openness to a complete new idea which always comes from Bittle it's being comfortable having the courage to transcend my intellectual ego and comfort zone so that's the youth of Shame Avaya so that's what we said in Pugin tebow issued the brittle kriya Sh'ma what's better creation a little clearer Schmid's after such a creation as little Krishna is the oneness with Hashem when I was Movado Krishna whether through anger whether through arrogance with all these things through a Vedas are the Bottari this is all skilar so when the person says the sky after the best in the skillet ride a Mickey Loomis Scout T the best in Hurghada Subash lima draco h Martha it's not just killing me Scout T in a physical way it's the recognition of the psychological ramifications of a psychological ramifications of a person who's not completely one with his own source not one with his true self and therefore his heart is plugged okay I governor the bitl mitzvos a set leaders by shield the two later they're nice and Hoffman Africa's etc then you have the hey ah hey shall our shame the second letter that hey you penises by the nose by differential because in cervical the how lovely boy it's the meditation in the infinity of the ain't safe which inspires the heart behind oh come ye Saints you're slaughtered as we read some other as much unlike the youth which is a tiny seminal point the hey is expensive it has both length and breadth which is like bina versus Kozma Kozma is the glimmer of consciousness and being as the development of the idea by recessed is our richest is our cover that's the head which allows for a more developed to powerful emotion ok negative and then you have the penalty of strength what's refer here again this burdening stay for physical the physical punishment but we're talking here always this psychological idea so yesterday flea boy pages are there but I was homeless what's Rafer sneha means the heart gets burnt up with an alien fire and with brute addictions that's what it means a person gets burns skill amines you don't feel you're numb your lifeless you can't have empathy you can't experience love that's killer what's today fur it's fascinating today fears you have a lot of passion but what type of passion it's passion in order to numb the pain of numbness the fact that I can't feel is so painful and I need to feel something so therefore I develop all types of substitute emotions and passions in order to compensate for the void of the fact that my heart became like stone so skilar is one component ah so the therefore the heart becomes like fire but what type of fire it gets burnt up it gets consumed doesn't somebody gets burnt as mussalam they're not left and not there anymore a person gets burnt they become flooded not flooded by water flooded by fire both types of passions all types of typhus all types of addictions they're not in control anymore they've burnt up in it they're overwhelmed so here there's a fire there's a tremendous fire because they're always thirsty for more this one needs his alcohol and this one needs his gambling and this one needs a smartphone and this one needs his food and this one needs is that whatever it is called cobbler cobbler from sugar delay whatever it is this one needs other things I'm gonna get so graphic here at the moment but every person this is their soul gets burnt up the ages are oh what's in ages are it's an alien fire it's not the passion you're really looking at not the passion that feeds your soul it's the passion that gets you always more hungry nor thirsty you could never satisfy yourself because what you're looking for is not that that is only a destroy action hey Zara means it's alien Heiser also means it's a distraction it's a distractive it's a it's a distractive it's a fire that's simply distracting you yeah yeah you need distractions it's a distortion yeah it becomes a distortion becomes a substitute at the moment it feels good because Sobrante brenda Micaiah I'm alive but I'm killing myself it makes the skill of much worse slay fur comes after skill again and misses best in and gosh missed either one or the other it really needs it's not either one or the other it's an evolution skill is one concept the next step is safer but it starts with skilar it starts with a pain it starts with a numbness so you have it in two lines and three four lines you have air two hundred years later three hundred years later and all all the books on addiction and recovery and twelve steps all the same after the two three lines where no one spoke about this before this system doesn't start with safe it's not with skilar starts with the pain of having a labor ever and that's why the more sensitive the person is the more the surface the more sensitive the person is is heart closed up the more the safer because see the labor evidence is painful it's traumatizing the fact that my heart becomes like stone some people they don't care so my heart's a stone but if you have a big heart you can't tolerate a heart of stone so what do you do so you need a big age daughter to make believe the heart is alive the hardest feeling the heart is has love but the heart is not experiencing love the heart is experiencing an alien love it's not a love that feeds the heart it's a love that takes you further away from the heart and that's why it's never ever satiated and tomorrow I need a bigger dosage because it's just it's it's it's getting there once I have it does the carnage to bleep and it's an Asia's art I got burnt up with nothing left of me it's not an age that nurtures me that that puts me on fire it's an age that destroys me there's two types of age because sitting you know in the forest in a tent by a bonfire and roasting marshmallows you remember or hot dogs and enjoying the flame singing songs that's an H that's nurturing and then this customer Suliman age that that's destructive it's an age that that chokes a person that kills a person the same is true emotionally have these two types of Asia that's why you got to stop the fires you have to put out the fires as long as I have an escape route once I stop the fires I'm gonna fear I'm gonna feel the rock once I feel the pain of the rock I could confront it hitting rock bottom very good you gotta hit the Evan you gotta hit the laymen and what to say phase by every person that's different he doesn't say a clock he says age thought of a typist homeless holy whenever it says holy means etc etc etc in other words you finish the sentence for the paragraph or the chapter or the book holy looks like an insignificant word it's not an instigator holy literally means to finish like by a hula watch of mine right so you say my macaws are will save a Hooley what holy means instead of ending it like you finish it off here he's not saying my macaws Allah so might I become this but holy means let everybody finish it off he's not gonna describe here every conceivable addiction that people have and every conceivable distraction that people have in order to get themselves some fire to numb the pain and the void of having a lever cool you gotta finish it off that's the job of the shear that's not that good question so we asked yesterday between Krishna Bittle curious ma is skilar why doesn't mean when a person doesn't say Krishna gets killed there's no switch with me or in the heights we said when I say in Kippur right or out of him Kippur we're gonna say alpha times on Ohio male I'm skilless Rayford again are these serious stuff so people cell hates the whole engine of our haters is understand what the whole Union of our head is not the best solution to our base I'll cut this about a consciousness the whole union of VD right that's why it's good to us for some people to read these things in English so they don't know what our hate means I'll hate you gonna love enough of the seeker Uyen what is that as men people what's sicker or you know the glance of an eye what type of sins need to do with the glance of an eye secret means makeup they have their own maybe translation of the master without the missus Tanisha Sean adelphia yes how come the Spartan mascara Arthas that also means makeup glance of an eye why we do lotion robinmichel new but God knew right it's strange the Russian oven is strange because it's like it's like not a way to confess imagine I ripped you off a hundred thousand dollars and I want to apologize I come to you and I say we want to apologize cuz we stole get out of my house min novo poets are the I stole I are some tea but God the tea was this a shop new and the best is by Jews mahanakhon zingin I backstab you I killed you I destroyed you oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah I betrayed you I lied to you I mocked you I eliminated was links to the zinc's knife they say I'm I said that a boy came from yeshiva and so on Hamish he got a 60 and I'm social knowledge he got a 50 and I'm your money he got a forty-year who liveth holy okay and the father looks and looks and looks okay this he failed that he failed English math by all everything and they had in class they had a session on singing and dancing dancing lessons or singing lesson and then he got a hundred the father so that got a hundred he gave him a France he said I don't understand when he give me a flask for this and this I got a hundred he says you fail everything else in the hospice care to sing in a dancing the affair that you dancing no it was tan stuff first and stuff so the shampoo Bogart no this is all the the pail of others they say from a Pinterest college they say from the Pinterest cards at one of the told me the emotion it's a very heavy interpretation that a sham new but God knew how hexa Hatano was we in God I'm saying it's it's a Deering interpretation in other words you were you were and I know not here but out of the safety zone out of the safety zone and then there's also the idea of therapy the idea that people together feel their incompleteness and they can acknowledge their brokenness and it's always more powerful so really a shaman who is not that I'm trying to absolve myself or exonerate myself it's the idea that we are what do they say don't judge another person just because he sends differently than you you know that that's another concept of a shaman I'll call pon him so--but taqueria Shema is a bita love you that's a become in the yield of shame you'd give off that right the you'd of my soul the Karma that Bittle the Vedas are the skillet then you have the hay is already different the hay is not Hoffman's veña veña is development bina is what creates emotion Cosmo doesn't create emotional customer is a glimmer of consciousness where the person gets lost in a concept the person actually ceases to exist as they're opened up to a higher level of inspiration I think Edison said though somebody said all invention is 1% inspiration and 99% perspiration Karma's inspirations Thomas Edison yet BIM is perspiration it's devoid of his bitterness which is the hay which allows you to really fully understand the concept and if we develop a a Slava's so therefore when what person is podium in that capacity the ace of kedusha is overtaken by the ages order yes so now take a look the coyote was a hybrid protea vedas orbital Mithras in Pergamum as a shame a vehicle Cardinal for my the other than option so I'm not giving you a whole list but all the different proton of evaders orbital mitzvahs which blemished different elements of Shama by every person according to what he knows in his own soul there's my skillet is my stay for this my head again is my feminine so for example you asked about filling what is to fill it filling you put on the heart on the chart to my cell your desktop on the muscle against the heart the biceps against the heart and on the head so tells Excel tomorrow's the cavern of tefillin is cheb with a lathe of a maraca it's harnessing its channeling the heart and the mind a person could know something in their mind but it's not translated into the heart what is that that's the hay of ute cave of K which is the Bema which is Brita brings the emotions the mythos which the opposite of that is rafer where I'm very emotional and very passionate but I'm passionate about my addictions I'm not passionate about my true values my true connection is my own so my own relationship with God then with life so the bit to love Dylan is the gum of high hat being Elise being elites to it once to spin it is a full understanding of a concept a person can a moment not the bittle of this mitzvah strafe ever again we're talking everything in looseness this dis evaders that Esther de fabricación is not one that could be skilar once they for one hand it won't connect then this habit what's headache headache as a person is beheaded they lose their head they lose their mind no awareness anymore it's a person without a head then the Hispanic strangulation what strangulation strangulation is the ear is not allowed to go from the brain into the heart the passage of here between the Maya and the lathe is interrupted the passage person autographs a cop but there's no there's no harmony there's no balance connect yes that's what we say Christmas it's it's what what do you mean by the word gum and I don't know what you mean by the word gum a bit full Mitzvah means what's what's a typical it's a little Mitzvah means if a person if a person meets certain value we know today that certain people's behaviors are based on a lack of certain nutrients vitamins that they need ah that missing vitamin B vitamin C vitamin D whatever it is right these are nutrients that are necessary for a healthy body to function there are nutrients that are necessary for a healthy soul to function I should all cane because of all this what's the resolved well you Halle Hampshire shame how value the penis of the kid who what Simpson be hooded tattoo of the lolly is a scarf in this hopper so when now he brings it full circle what to come what happens now is the person doesn't have the ability to communicate to connect the Hawaiian delicate explained before holiest site of debris is via data and by surveys all over kiya sham who L akin to synchronize you to give off Canela Kim what's a lock-in a lock-in is the world that we live in which is based on symptom based on restrictive innocent concealment that's the shame of the Kim that's the place where we live in a world of barriers of restrictions in a person's own life that means when I'm in a place of restrictions and symptom I don't see the fullness of my being the fullness of my presence have I you who ellika means realizing that a - I really want that the person should not surrender to mediocrity and live in a place of concealment but to realize that is you who the law or Tata the lower level of unity the higher level of unity night or day we learnt earlier Krishna by nitrogen my day yap go if you throw one is a scarf you one is this how one year in a state of battle one year in a state of peace one is subjugation one is transformation different levels of avoid about the common denominator and all of them is that there's an awareness that this could be a unity between Utica Vovka and eloquent shame Avaya could come into the world of similar common sense so yeah Eva V new now let's remember we explained before that I shampoo elder Kim has two interpretations you remember one interpretation of shampoo well the Kim is that al the Kim is also really Hashem well say still the Kim is a sham that really the whole symptom is only for there to be revelation because without its symptom there wouldn't be worlds so the Kim is also a tool for you to cave off the second petition of are you well the Kim is that even have is a leak in the gob a esse a much deeper interpretation that even you'd cave off K which is gilja veins surface also Simpson whose leg a beta X M that itself is an engine of Simpson as explained by rhesus that even the source of life is called iron because la cabina at CIMMYT side so therefore there's to shut him in a value all icky so Yakima V News says in yearly Kimmy Mahdi Allah Kim will be with me or Sh'ma Rani and after everything with shaft available based on Eva hi assembly Leila Kim that after all the my drag is he's gonna reach a place where how Valley is gonna become a look in in other words go been back at the abscess so Jakob speaks and I find us at Sadiq him we're going me my dragula my dragon and therefore you're climbing this ladder on till waha yah humbly lilyc it but then he started with the person who is not like yeah cliff not my draga such a dick rather he blemished he erred he fell he fell he stumbled in his life and he starts off with the whole garment Isis or bittleman success a which doesn't allow the connection between a Vienna little kid mean you hood they law it I thought because I've I he gets blemished in his life so there's no connection there's an imbalance Tina Vienna like him so he says well H are you would still as the eights in now is by it's a koala value I'm saying to Hillerman Papa's Aria man he said shoppers before minica by its APOEL of i they screamed to buy a meaning daily some Chaka survived to be able to communicate again the youth cave off-key in the person's life sorry I'll have to put in a psych eval 8th week and of eval Avon will come home to deliver the person has to be able to experience an outcrop at psych and don't think of psycho necessarily means a physical output that also but the main site we're talking about is at cycle belief a person could scream ah like evolving but the question is what's behind that cycle the main thing is that's become a kind of evil a i'ma come to deliver there's an outcry from the depth of the heart lamenting the difficult place to the person is emotional phileas bottle the nickel biting so far homage Shalem eylem a penis Avaya Kyani Avaya who Shmi elements are that smooth a MOOC is but ethnically a shame a noisy mission IP shaming this face Bechet vows NMR on noise he annoys you month of sha allah mani oaks evil if nayavada taro the myeloma penis a virus or some Walia scala stance on missus lobby on a keyboard he had two stood so ever again we say at the end of Yom Kippur Hashem who elekid seven times seven times less Epis can say it once just get her - two more what's the seven times ah so the truth is the seven times represent seven stages of our lives what's the Vaart so again in homage it says our Samuel akin once the Italian muscle of overlooking doesn't repeat another pose after a solid ask a sham or looking in Navi with a Leo or Navi what does it say twice yeah the story of melio an AVI we don't before name Elohim I love yours I guess by you blue column up named by your home remember by your Emmylou hashem well look him twice the story with the Leo and the Navi a bomb why twice in foolish once by Leo on Navi when all the Jews are worshipping of a deserter and he takes the two bulls and they make the whole experiment and the fire comes down on Elio I know these bull everyone screams a shame o alikum twice Y twice since a half with the kabir now because there's that Shamu L the Kim of the Sabich and there's that shovel the Kim of the ball children that sham well the Kim of the table because one Asamoah with him the shimmer well Kim of the ball show is a difference unwarlike what's the difference I said well the kidneys are seminal the Kim I want so for this riff there wasn't me not Shamu Ellicott it's like saying Yankel is the ankle thank you s'matter loose metal God is God so the English Tudor to them they have a nature after are you look it means the Lord is God thank you what's the Lord and what's God obviously you're trying to say observer Hashem well the Kim you would think I shall miss mister look at Hashem is a look at Russia Miami Mao and even by Lawrence macaques you think in heaven - member gsella Kim bada it's not so the Vaart of courses la Kim is the divine energy that's manifested in the universe it's completely concealed you could walk the planet as an atheist as an agnostic completely spiritually desensitize and and the world works thus his father cut the toilet but yet yes that's good mr. farmer couldn't either that's a step before sadistic it's a step earlier I'll eat that once it's for me either his name is Rebecca Brower he's a pro a new professor of neurology neuroscience in McGill University he's no substitutions so it's an interesting combination is a big scientist a neurologist a neuro neuroscientist I like that a big mind I once heard from him he lives in Montreal I'll leave that Langer bored with pace taught University for many decades neuroscience so I once heard from him that very interesting depiction so here's a bunch of it became about so many many years ago he was as a Harvard student in medical school in marvel she said once he went into a lecture in McGill McGill is in Montreal right Thank You Lou he wanted to he went into a lecture with his students so they were discussing biology and the brain and the body so there was a there was a skeleton on the state on the podium there was a big skeleton full size and he brought his son for the lecture take him out of the house he brought his son as six years old the 70s ought to be with him in the office in around some walks in seized a skeleton and says Tati it's not a real skeleton right it's fake yeah was just made from rubber or plastic he says why do you say that he says look first of all it's white that's not what my skin looks like it's not even what my bones look like second of all the screws everywhere there's so many screws my body doesn't have screws I also see this marks different places as marks black marks it's not it's not it's not a skeleton and I also see that the arm is missing that means it's not a real skeleton coast gulten us to arms so Tati it's not a real skeleton right he says yeah no no no that was the end of the conversation this is what happened of course it was a real skeleton his son was frightened he was frightened so how did he deal with the fear one of the ways of dealing with fear is denial it's not a real skeleton but it is but then he saw differences between this des screws so he took those differences and he says they're screws that proves it's not a real skeleton and it fitted into his picture and everything was calm and his father shook his head and the boy was happy because it's not a real skeleton of course it wasn't real skeleton two screws because that's what they did in the hospital in order to set it up and do a mark because that's what he was teaching and there was a certain collar because it was an older skeleton and it was missing the mom for whatever reason so what happened he needed for his serenity that it shouldn't be real but it's far too real so he found ways to prove that it's not real of course all the proofs not a real truth but it's true so he said in the world of science you see this constantly you see this constellation what do you see this is not an Avenue I think it's he says you see this counselor a person comes with a certain Mohammed this has to be my conclusion I'm gonna make this my conclusion by hook or by crook this is gonna be my conclusion no question and it's not true well it's fine I'm gonna reach this conclusion and then I'll say you see this you see this you see this you see this it proves it says he offered sees this in the world of science and he was explaining the tendency of atheism that is so entrenched by many scientists he said the conclusion has to be that the world has no gods because that will shake up too many things and then you point to this you point to this you point to this that's the world of a leak in the world of facility the world of youth cave of K the world of Revelation Hashem well that kid means creating actors seeing the world as a place of harmony in that itself does Bashar ma ma ma those large Matassa Russia Miami mile with serene a Lawrence Mitaka sits with struggle Yaakov struggle you strong Lee Royce Yaakov you taketh one is Krishna at night one is Krishna in the morning it's dark or it's light sometimes you live in a space of darkness of confusion of uncertainty sometimes you live in a space of brightness that's the communication of our similar-looking what's at our value who L look him specifically it means that even a lake in is only you'd cave Africa for there to be identity for there to be a world there has to be able to Kim so it's really part of God's expression if our value would be expressed without Allah Kim we would cease to be everything would be ain't safe for javea to communicate with the world you want a relationship so you need symptom in order to create a relationship because without symptom there's no room for identity that's you to give a f--- gay on one level but then there's another you give us what's the other you give of there's another molecule and that is even Hashem is only ellicott hold if you worked not that how via who L it came that Allah Kim is also a via the second side is our values o silicon in the Shiva Shiprock the first finish is it's an up tension Allah Kim and the second pillar is an uptight in Hawaii the first Peters how valuable the Kim is at did another Kim Elliott Kim as I have I it's also God revealing himself concealment is also revelation it's the ability for you to emerge as a separate person you can't emerge as a separate person if there's no other kid right because you got flooded it's like a tsunami of divinity there's no room for you for there to be you I have to conceal myself in order to create space for you a good parent a good teacher a good mentor needs to create space for people to learn and make mistakes and become independent unless you want them to be robots so Hashem buela Kim means I Shem is Ellie Kim and the Kim is also expression it's also killed the Helen is only a method of communication the second assembler Kim is different it's a platinum ayah even a sham is only other kid why because even the ain't safe when it's revealed is only other kid it's only a trickle it's like the ray of the Sun the ray of the Sun is revealed but what is it it's only a little radiance of the Sun doesn't capture the fullness of the Sun and the Ray in the Sun itself ceases to exist it doesn't occupy space we spoke many times as the Marshall that's brought here in this moments one of the big mashanda Malekith of theater so any from Tanya and that is what's the relationship of a light wave to the solar core when it's inside the solar core a light wave is unbelievably powerful when it leaves the solar core but in the solar core what's the value of a light wave it for us huge it lights up the planet we're very thankful for light waves we're grateful for lifeless hallelu samaya violet solutions we're there but what's the relationship of the light wave to the solar core in the so liqueur its bottle I'm a bottle have I'd even avaya I'm er value who Schmidt's also a name and the definition of a name is only that you should be able to define me from myself I don't need a name the whole name is only the way I am experienced by you you know even you'd cave of keys the way that ain't safe is articulated by creation it's still not all the kibbutz have i but even our values elekid even our values on the killer already you'd cave asking which is your hey valve a hakama that's already on the kibbutz amenities the guilty of ain't surface all systems and that's why we say a farmer may int matzo its I must taste iron why do we call it iron again why we called the world me yes may I in something from nothing why is it called nothing hey again you have the same two interpretations either it's a dim in the ash or it's a bit in the iron I'm using this this gun yeshiva solution you could touch the reason its iron is why it's yesh bi and why because for the yesh it's iron I gave you the muscle for the sucker for the nail a hammer is something you're safe hole doesn't mean anything divinity is intangible it's not a reality we call it iron that's a up tight in the yesh but there's a deeper interpretation of iron and that is legate XM even the oiling surface called iron it's like the light wave in the solar core it doesn't have a shame its iron its nothingness it's like the two types Ananda Shamu well the kin mother to tighten and iron so Yaakov Avenue says when I finished my whole avoid the shots peevish Allah my base of it the Yaakov goes on a journey that's like the journey of the soul that goes from Aristotle hood starts by 8cms of Al Quran in ela Kimmy Mahdi Sushma Rani vanassa only lack unless elevated globish the shafts Phoebus shall ml base avi the higher are violently Lally Kim which is the ultimate that even have value will become like Ellicott Yaakov speak Scuderi hots a deacon they climbed the ladder Tula Milo you start with other kid you got to you to cave okay at the end of his avoid the by assembly lilyc Emily but this moment is about Trula the person who's not like Yaakov the person who interrupted the flow Hawaiian Allah Kim are not synchronized this is a person who experienced killer slaver Harry fennec emotional the heart became like stone the person became an addict person lost his head the person is completely imbalanced skill is safer headed chemic and some know how to do all for him one day one sort of what until about you'll never be said this halacha by Mick this the sheer mikvahs mem Sasa the gomorrah says a mikvah has to be i'ma a llama Barroso usamos the sheer of a mikvah is the water should fill an AMA right of an AMA I'm a link than an AMA breadth and the depth the height has to be three hours three hours basically cuz I'll explain I'm a llama usually the length of a person's body is AMA the thickness of a person's body also could be letter Phenom Amin depends again the earth and they write huff and the height of a person is dollar Damas but rubbish amis is tilde head solar samus is basically four feet five feet till the head till there again we're talking average till the head so basically you go into a mikvah the minimal size when it is and it basically fits your body till your head and then you have to of course bend down to get your whole headed to the mikveh but it's free right inshallah Sharma's and that's the concept of miksa so the person could fit him and that's basically what we estimate to be our volume saw that's the stretch minimus a stops off from in other places so they never ask if it's for the person why don't you do our bombers it should be below him our Bahamas which includes the head which includes the head so he said of or tanida she says the concept of Nicolas to be my tire from Toma the Gemara says incited of Gitmo how many sluggish ain't on them over Nevada LMK mission is my a person doesn't sin unless the spirit of insanity comes into the sunset Volta got that cop what did the Huskies indict the similar was said that probably Mick Fresnel hawkish can come but they got that cop if he would have had a head he wouldn't have gone there the reason he has to go to the mikveh is the hopper finish can cup so therefore it's made for the person who's very slowly shot must not be looking my botanist but I'm I'm is what this is good after make her he's not fully present he doesn't have presence in his life misters bestows that's the concept of headache that's the concept of Hammond then the skill of Slifer skill the safe is he can have a head but the heart is like stone or the hardest burnt up with addiction so this type of person you talk to them about how vile echidna faces with the rest there's no our value there's no synchronization not the hood they learn a few little talk not the act of naughty strong so the ballot Anya says what happens now is this person hopeless why it's a coup l hasha you have to scream to your cave off game what do you have to scream Leith give off okay because you're higher you have to go beyond u 2k vodka we say innkeeper many times and all this liquor sir on no fee or noisy who might have share what's on ice you know if he's not yet give off Ganesh is higher the earth give us the high assembly where the kid my Shambhu Alec in Hawaii is also symptom Maccabiah noisy who erases sins on no theologian Muslim shall we say in Capri by Amos a capitalist material Michalka they say come with may Hashem T taro so the voltage is what's left may Hashem before Hashem you'll become pure listen a really means what before fired hassle it's may before you came off okay when you reach the place that's deeper that snitch earlier that procedure there from video lifetime because this person was poking him in UK vodka the you this blemish the haze of lemons devolve is blemish the hay is Blanc and that's killer slave for Herod famine the flow of divinity in life the balance of heaven and earth the balance of soul and body has been interrupted that cycle of the person who wants to get out of the mess reaches well my little cleaner survived and he says that's where closes neshama sister all go yet kipper when he says I'll Lea's close to some miss assaults are very interesting expression when you talk about a person individually I asked you whether you go Yom Kippur and you say I become hungry on Yom Kippur that's Jim kipper for some people that's him Kip he's waiting she says I'll Lea's cluelessness Thomas is so you have every person is on their own journey there's no question but there's a concept called closeness some massage on the show mrs. Staller like us like a symphony it's like a body it says organism polish on mrs. song onion Kippur lawlessness on mrs. Staller island how much you feel what's happening with calls to some mrs. strong depends on how much you feel what's happening below how in tune you're with energy some people I'm a man - there's still oil oh so there was a part of me some mrs. so but you bring a take a horse Caligula uh the Roman Emperor appointed a horse to the Roman Senate so you had a horse in the Senate so now you take a horse to a symphony 600 piece band and you take the horse and you put the horse in the front seat because it's your horse and right a middle of the symphony the horse gives that grunt could they boil a method though horses by the symphony but I don't know how much is typhus it's like do you put Jews at a symphony they go to sleep like Jews at ballet and opera the sophisticated juice from Manhattan go to all these things but they dawai dawai forces them to call and then they fall asleep so in Kippur Jim Kipp in the summer sister all our oiler to the crinoline I see and therefore how do you finish him kipper Hashem who well the Kim there's some missus all I'm Irish that even youth cave off gays at Simpson even give I ain't sofas at some say it's the intimacy with add some sense of its intimacy without some sensor gonna pay another voice from their ever he said what shot in the illa the vel catches what's in the illa everybody knows what you remember in yeshiva Watts nearly what do they call it Neela everybody forgot everything salamu Shire baseness Illidan a scintilla shine your voice a mesh of a are you able even the Sun is about to set the gate you know it's when the garage starts coming down you know what do you have to do you got to run out or run in cuz if not you don't want to get let me get it on your head the garage is coming down the gates of heaven are about to close hopper I'm last time for true the last moments for you it's Phyllis for your by cautious because the illest are it's a time of closing of the gates Neela so what's the feeling of Neela in a few moments it's gonna be over seize the moment caprara which is true that's new what is a deeper perceptive now the deeper dimension of a nila is during the illa the gates of heaven are closed but you're inside you're on the other side you're not outside of him cuz Hashemi well ok as long as I'm in outside these are the Kim this youth cave of KITT but even you'd cave off kids on the killer by nila you're inside you're not anymore outside you're not a spectator anymore in a hot Senate says him kippers a hassle we wear white we fast and keep us a hot sauna but you know employs skin what's the end of the hopper then of the hoop is not the breaking of the glass the end of the hoof is what the you hood room according to many points came that's the hope of Hitler that's why you'll see the Masada condition brings the aid is always to the user to because you need a two-step the usual room is only Hassan okawa the finish of a year's bedroom is that even the Schrager can't stay even though she wants to they always chase around not only that even the photographer who's usually the ball a boss of the whole Hassan and more important even than the cousin kalakeya do with a photographer it's the most important feature at a wedding nothing else is as important as the photographer even he leaves the year and even they robbed the Mossad the condition leaves their children what happens in the year Headroom there's a oneness it's the first moment of oneness after the Hopa that's the pin of the illa and you also see in the usual room I know a little some experience no Hassan even though they're fasting all dead ends there's always good food in the issue do better than at the wedding but they don't touch it they leave the food for the rabbi and for the photographer usually they're robbing the photographer coming afterwards the Michalek hep-c can't see and they eat up everything and then they go to the concert they don't have to eat anymore of course they threaten the issue though I'm a Shia nobody saw the photographer nobody photography nobody takes pictures of him cuz he's the photographer and the rabbi makes a deal with the photographers at Kansas on Essen that's what happens basically in the afternoon afterwards after the action is over but it's a funny thing they never eat they never eat you fast the whole day of course after the hooker hopefully the adrenaline is flowing so much you don't have to eat you'll see Jews complain a whole iam Kippur about the food I can't seem Kippur they complained by nihlus a smile is so lush ameralik in there's a certain heritage by a baby by nashumba see so they're not hungry Sahib shot you'll say because it's cos supper is coming very soon so relax but that's a very superficial interpretation if you know what's happening they don't need food at that moment in the you should room with Hashem with absolute source it's a pin of a nice here nice even you cave of kiss on the Kim so may let's beyond description this is not God with names this is an IC beyond the aim so if it's not anymore the Lightwave it's the solar core itself that's where that sugar reaches because he can't reach into you to give off him because he was Pokemon you to give off the heat he dimmed that light he cut himself off from that light but you could cut yourself off from light you can't cut yourself off from the essence because the essence is not defined by light or darkness I can cut myself off from light not from the essence he says bhai know how do you get there either cleanness or a come on us this is unbelievable Vaart how do you reach to that place of a noisy it's always through empathy through compassion compassion on who compassion on yourself - Ramona's and on others automatically me Duster shall Yakov Maria's men are caught salawats it says in Commission trauma that there were many Bria there were many abrirse poles that went into bulbs to connect the beams of the mission there was Bria haughty hi Maria Mena cots Ellicott's the Zarya attaches when I cut tool Acosta's only from ones of is all around me not cut summer cuts so it says and sorry that's me do socially active minister hmm is breeher tatomovich when I cut some uh cuts what does this mean Rahming Itzhak Nadia Kavya love has limits discipline has limits Gura Rock mm has no limits it's my fridge when I cut sur la casa there's no situation where you can't evoke Rackham I can't always feel love we know that but rockem in is never bound is never in shackles even a person is in the lowest lowest lowest space they could feel bad for themselves I may not be able to feel love I may not be able to be in a mode of Guru I look at somebody else [ __ ] are mamas me the Seraphim honest means empathy being sensitive to the journey of a person into the brokenness offers you'll say yeah but he did this and he did this and he did this and he did this so there's no room for empathy bullseye you're right love has limits sometimes you see certain things and you know what the love they say love is blind right there's a truth to it to be in love you have to be a little blind maybe and when you open your eyes sometimes it's like whoa I can't love you anymore but I can always have empathy I can always have compassion so that's why we dusted shall Yakov is may not cut to La Casa there's no place that there's no room for a sermon so therefore therefore it says the Hyneman ax-cut say attacked and say you're at Matamata ellicott Sahelian shemitish called Dargan finis and no official of my little cleaner survived me the Soraka meme of the Bulge of evades a qualifier the compassion the empathy feel bad for the darkness for your own darkness it's my Richmond a customer cuts from the lowest place it goes to the highest place to the cuts aha Elyan beyond your cave of K and hits a knife or penis come on the zoo actually mounted to Tula Khrushchev an option to feel compassion for the divine spark in your soul after they show you Somali boy Raymond was saying so but Herbert worried about smasher Donvan is McKenna's avaya when a person realizes that the a knife is deeper than a fight Kiev are Bahama Assad are you'd cave off he begins with hakama the coulomb become a seasick Steve show cassia gashes we say in Davin in Colombo cosmesis and literally it means you made everything with wisdom while Tania touches even Kozma as I see it even how I allocate the eel is Oh Sarah come on as good day long it's until the kubinashi actually are that playmaker Iran so when you understand who you are the person essentially is a heck of a - it's insane stuff you understand a little bit 1/8 surface or you don't understand what it is but you can appreciate that even youth gave off gaze on the other kill and this niche such a range size is in the person and where did the person comfortable whether the person end up it when a person can really be cognizant of this this is in a very deep deep deep place realizing all the distortions in the human soul or premature hamauzu ice anima vacuum and a vanilla column but I come back hard a Baraka milena but a chimera Dyke we always say this avinu over half come on I'm a rockin rockin all in in other side limine I'm a alert as we say Coulomb because my sister Ella kaolin Baraka met her Rackham oh why does the matter that while not why document why not your document he says Colima Shia PA they are among us , God Allah beliefs sheer they ain't be realists are Sunnis nish my st. all the Shire goodie delights America Manas Allah he died I lost my earning safe but you don't know who you are so how could you feel compassion for yourself but God knows who you are hard I don't know who I am I think it's when I stick it - things ever I stick miss especially if you told that your whole life a pediatric wanna send a piece of filth on a piece of garbage a bidet a burst of a study I read the best he knows that your ain't safe so imagine you see you know sometimes you see a teenager parents know this very well a mother tells me this boy the brightest the deepest of the whole family a genius most sensitive most kind most emotional and now he's a from a junkie or a zombie or in depression it's a whole different level when you know who you're talking about you're not dealing you look at a person we don't know who it is you understand is the history of the person the potential of the person what's in the person is a different aloneness it's a different outcome in yet but as much as we can appreciate who we are we don't know we are we know that we're ain't such but I come that hard up do they still here you know I am here only the ain't safe really knows what ain't safe is to really cry for your exile you have to understand what your Angeles if you think you're a slave and you're born to be a slave okay you're born to be a slave but if you're born to be the king and then you become a slave and you walk around by hassanis and instead of eating by the smorgasbord to go to the garbage can and you eat from the garbage because you think you're a dog and that's where you belong and then somebody looks at this person it's like whoa I grew up in a community Crown Heights section of Brooklyn there was a youth the ession - Ella - his name was absolving the chicken zombie the Shakur was quiche Mike ain't home dibs amma the shaker like to say look I am not only Shabbos afternoon by the kiddush and not only after chakras by the tikkun but also before taking hot sauce after thicken cut sides before that fear I mean after that famous the middle of davia you at least in Parkway there's an island with benches and he would sit with crown wood and he was a deep purse in fact he was a composer of songs and he used to get royalties because he did some very heavy songs in the 60s but not full of shikha's and he would collect money but he was a very very interesting person but a mama shake it so holistic again Aidan and absorbing the Shakir he would say interesting ventline I told you once of art I heard from him he said the opening Rashi of the hole finishes bodacious bottle hisses - eyelids Akashi I'm gonna be took well hired Sarah there was no need for this it's her this whole enterprise was unnecessary sort of Zalman would collect money he's nuts from everybody he had a little class but the feesh MEK that you'll respected me now certain 770 a lot of people every morning so and in the evening and especially there ever was then speaker give meet people or give dollars so it's our thousands of hours of people kids it was very good but stuff for business but he wasn't the only one who thought that there were another place a thousand beggars who would come so once he was in a grocery store that kind super it over there on Kingston Avenue he tells the he the habit of mine coveted the waiting then he was buying a little food to satisfy his own I was an observer I think he bought he bought they was selling lottery tickets he bought a ladder a sip some what happens if you win the lottery what are you gonna do with all the money what are you gonna do with all the money you're gonna be what do you have money where they go so what he said he said I'm gonna hire security guards and put them at all the entrances to 770 not allowing any beggar inside so I'll be the only one I'll have the whole 770 for myself let's talk it the Hearst's some people live their whole lives like that he already won the lottery should I'm ultimately a man but he's still a beggar LMI you'll have security guards so nobody else will be allowed so be able to collect from everybody mommy that's but I come back our Avraham Elena he really has big sis she's really hiring security guards but I can't get out of that orbit that's the story of life it's a sad story but it's a story of life they say there was a Shannara New Rochelle I mean he would go up all the buildings you're something to collect they ask the one will app what will you do he says he'll build elevators and all the buildings see won't have to climb up seven steers in May is shot and we won't have to climb up seven floors to collect money to get nine a garage to get a shekel they'll have elevators everywhere he'll build Oliver's inertia lion so even when you think about the godless of a person they ain't sir it's all relative to all the messages that I heard my whole life the Bastad dos dos song you want to give messages I think once a week we have to hear the messages or that you tell yourself and even if you grew up in the most loving environment and embracing home where you were built up in a healthy way I'm nothing more than a spoiler in a healthy way still your built up as a good person but the real the real clear cover know some of ain't so if is lost so you say but I have my heart out not smoking duvet stuff here you know what Anna some is you know who I am you understand that I come on this I don't sometimes our eyes open up and we're like whoa Wow but that's when you're sensitive that's already the beginning of healing that cry of Rock'em in goes minute cuts a la casa it takes you from the lowest place to the highest place which also means something very deep the moment you can have genuine compassion for yourself you're already in a very deep place you're in a very in a good place even though you didn't do anything the moment you have real Rasim in on yourself or on another person it works together if you can have reaction when you serve you never have another person if not not if you're judgmental to the world you're judgmental to everybody it's you're in a different place but if you can have compassion doesn't mean you agree compassion doesn't mean the person is not guilty compassion doesn't mean the person others have to do compassion means you're sensitive to the trauma you're sensitive to the pain you're open to the pain that's a primary emotion that's not anger that's a primary emotion that's minna cuts Ellicott sir I the person is in the lowest place that's true and that's where a maximum maximum is the only middle that does no matter eiga that it doesn't touch doesn't we submit the see active it's called me to service my freshmen are counselor cuts I say can you love this guy I can't but can you feel bad can you feel empathy I can feel understand empathy doesn't mean I agree empathy doesn't mean I don't have to have boundaries empathy doesn't mean I could be his best friend empathy doesn't mean there's no consequences empathy literally means being sensitive to the pain of the reality yet looks too good of course people read an asana Tychus and they go crazy really no sonnet iqaf is one of the most loving prayers in the world because who do you want to be judged by you want to be judged by the one who knows you in your deepest deepest places knows every struggle knows your innocence knows the trauma knows for person who's abused he knows you deeper deeper that's who you want to be who do you want to be judgment you want to be judged by people to sit like this and say you don't look exactly how you should look you want to be judged by that being judged by God is the sweetest thing cuz it's being judged by somebody who knows you're unbelievable potentially you're unbelievable beauty and greatness and also knows the complicated journeys of life by it's a coup l javea this cycle reaches beyond you to cave of the meter seraphim has the power to lift the person from the abyss into the place that's even deeper than you to give off this which is a nicely i-i know names i has no names Utica vodka is a name a name by definition is already an outer layer a name by definition is already how I am experienced by you how you relate them it's not me Anais I I myself I know she an OT of my success on the money twice a month okay missed out sirs and I just want to be a few lines here we'll finish so he says we can't we'll never figure out the item Erica Montes all I did that the de las I smiled inside but who you know why my eyes are SHINee SHINee say no in the penis google vanilla yes me I and a man my gosh do I like it it doesn't matter inside Laura we could be very sophisticated but ultimately our souls are finite yes may I am and even the I am is I in lagaa be the Etzel so we cannot have the fuller gosh to what this you need of in size means to understand the you neither you have to know where you were I told you sometimes see a person if you knew where they were you start crying you didn't know they were this is where they belong that's what's lies the hearts right Isaac the hair you see teenagers you see young but you know who they were who they can be if they could only who they were when they were six seven eight nine ten before the monster got involved over there and then you see the journey and it's a whole different level of rock on them that's within human terms now imagine the Gabonese surface of ceases even the greatest neshama it's a liver and the liver can their hair what's the transformation from Ange safety yet that transformation is incredibly profound the zoo here he gives another bomb but to Spalla hana áliveá oh boy hey Sofia after of Rosh Hashanah it should say Hanna Davin's for a child that is pollo con ella sham lation know what is follow Hanna I'll Hawaiian she davon on top of youth came off he was shot so the before some struggle explaining the fate of his son Levitt is fouled Hana how Hashem of offensive them see touches shy they penis / here he penis amid the societies are commonness to swallow I'll wash them I'll die kill my love gonna survive you know why she could be reached to a place that's áliveá because it was BA face Africa Buffy Sofia is the Saab which is also the chauffeur the smart Amanda truer that is dimittis Harlock mm that elevates a person from the lowest to the highest because mythos rrmm creates a paradigm shift if you can really feel compassion for yourself that means you know who you really are and if you know who you really are you're already there even though you're not there the moment that addict you've ever seen it happen the moment that addict has are a moment when he really could feel it a common for his soul for his journey for his life not deny it not numb it with more as knows the moment he could feel it now now now you're not healed yet but you're the beginning of he'll the moment you could cry over the fact that you don't know how to cry you'll be able to cry if you could cry for the fact that you don't know how to cry Oh bah fleece obscure then you're ready little native Africa and it has to be lift make a volcano why because your youth came off kids destroyed you have severed your channels there's no assembly well akin by you the regular are Samuel the Kim the first tight now here's what the whole magma comes together the first types of assembly well that can doesn't exist by you why what's the first time that even now the Kim is also a vai it's also Gilly in your case that's not true by you all the Kim is elekid its symptom hell them everything is dis concealed you have to go to the second - I'm well again that even our Shem is on the other Kim and therefore the began in youth cave of is true you don't have a scientist anymore to give way you have to go to the source the source which is undefined it could be found everywhere that's beyond you to cave off day that's the even your cave off is only a name it's it's pretty big it's infinity but it's a name of infinity this person you'd cave of K won't do the trick this person has to reach into the eczema nefesh mama SH the core core core of existence which lives even in the Attic even in the soul that's completely broken but the only way you can come here is if feels the brokenness if he doesn't try to protect the brokenness the moment you could feel the brokenness and have recommen but to spell hammer Elijah so a li looks at karna what does she say he say to her you're drunk you ever thought about this a clean blood watching a woman break down crying imagine you're sitting in sure and I eat then that comes in and Kippur - darling Claire - and starts crying and sobbing you look at it and say and vibe Allah how's the drunken eye what time my gosh severely listen Qaeda maybe she's broken she says loyal early-ish accosted work on either the s place has not she lift nasha vital if NASA mute give up get a we saw something he saw something very very Leela Shekinah the person whose Bhave syska person was Bacchus Africa and we were seeing something very deep he saw something here unusual that was the Buffy cific and then we understood what it was he was completely melted he was transformed it's a different type of Tooele it wasn't any more than sadist villain there was the Bacchus if yeah after so now let's finish this paragraph the zoo sugar you sir all other similar Ke$ha here our Titan opposite the freight of Shabbos sugar is the first person sugar you saw add a value a beauty a volcanic ash everybody touches return Israel till the Lord your God says no sugar you sit all out of a little Peters actually have value here the pinna silicon what's that sugar sugar is the Prasad you reach a place that have value becomes of a care that youth que vas K is Allah Kim Simpson I they actually hue sailor surf month which brings you to a place of a nicely and the gabion I knew you'd cave off key is also Allah Kim and therefore you don't have to get Paul from the Bhagawan shame Avaya because you touched on I fit are you messed up with you to cave off can you messed up with you to give off gay but I know she is their key cannot super believe troopers in the heart that's true virtue is not words chatty actual birthday local traffic enemies I live my own could deliver at Kiev Lovato velichko law-abiding said we're home Amish shallow Milo Milo Kanazawa react with Mayibuye editor Ivana Ian I feel my what chuhwa that the person's relationship becomes so deep that you melt away in the Ange safe itself beyond you'd cave of the pain of the reader tells a person I want to become one with you beyond any such - beyond any level of identity that still is internalized within my framework because his framework broke and shattered therefore he can experience a cooker to be one with ultimate truth without any sense of self that separate and that's why only the raha mem brings him from a place that's LaMotta map that Allah my Allah my Allah beyond beyond the beyond Beauty vodka after children because it's such a deep experience of brokenness that the person is is catapulted that's the words the person is catapulted the base was catapulted meant how do you explain catapulted from cough akela you learned about cough akela but the good one I guess wait like the swings the sling goes outside its catapulted from this all the way up to an earthly because with you to cave of Scottish English Krish black he doesn't have a splash with you to give Africa but he has a splash with the Etzel beyond and that's the note here Nathan oh my cup Shaka that's why they don't say a shambolic in once moisture Bane who says at once the Jews who were over the Vedas order they say twice a sham or low because there are Shambo well the Kim is also the second of all again that even have is only a legend that's the second of our look at Yom Kippur will say it mark seven times I'll just read to you one line because the gate that fight tiem kipper take a look at page 131 page the last line of the first column say beard out sugar you stir all you see the ballot on used to save my mahram very often and a few days later he would say a beer on the first mind man what was the beer first well he would explain things more mostly he would explain how he got to these conclusions there was a deeper level he would basically reference everything in like he would go back to kiss vhari song and he would show what it says in kiss fury zone and how the ideas were developed in his own mind the first moment he says the inion the second man was like almost a Shiva telling the Talmud how he got to this year the whole process so it's much more it's cross-referenced and it's very deep in this pool pullin the BRM are very complex so you'll see beard or should be he slowly starts very differently the managed service totally starts with the active and you slowly who they Liza them he restarts this is our the my my stuff is submission acidic mysticism is a safer better bomb Newell hi Ricky ah mas mission of cinemas are from one of the Big Mac abolitionist the mastectomy the Indian Zion polymath Shambhu a viola constrained up in Hill the same I could put him Mazzella shiner I just want to read the lush but it's a complicated lush informational sexism how vayas our youth cave of gays are basically the mythos fasted word to ferrous not to hide this site Alec in Ookla Alec in miss femininity which is molecules basically nuclear is the cavity the hole the opening where the merest comment onion kippered have ayahs are crazily a Silicon Valley youth cave of key becomes a looking below say Latika when youth cave of K goes up to attic which is castor shall agave ha ticket Kerala commercial cuz l'homme attic youth cave of his also Ellicott so why seven because elekid is because I've ideas or what is up Zara's a rampant so you have all the mythos so you start with [ __ ] and then you go because it's a source of myth is never tested word to find that's a hide you cite the seven elias that goes on yom kippur it is that each one of our via is oiler to a place where it becomes like eloquent that's the lesson of middle and now this is classic Kabbalistic called language that's it i've come a shining it figure it out the whole mind man now the beer comes to explain the words of the mysticism but already in the first moment you see what he say you at the cave off-key this is out there if this is an acidic our body took it and took the conscience of cabal and tried to decipher it a little bit you should understand at least that lee a little bit so your cave of k is a shame it's a name it's ain't safe but it's a name legate an IV it's a lake in its meet us at simpson to get the ray of the sun out of the solar courts it's it's either ray of the sun is unbelievably powerful it could it can warm a planet that's true it's unbelievably powerful well the gobby the solar core it's only kiddin it's been such Simpson at the end of Yom Kippur neshama cease all our oil on Yom Kippur to 190 so remain low how does the soul finish in Kippur what's the natural expression of the soul on Yom Kippur our value who look at what Yaakov Avinu was hoping to reach at the end of his life the ball silver reaches at the beginning of his life because he has no choice he broke he broke the system once you break the system you got to go to a place beyond systems that's the difference that Sabich lives in this says people like talking about the system today but here we're talking about a little bit of a difference is we don't mat the cosmic system I'm not talking about the system of twenty almighty we're talking the cosmic God cyst that sadek lives in the system just like you have a boy who goes through the system what does it mean he's a good kid he he doesn't break the rules right he follows the system and you hope that he graduates and you ship him off and his children will o people well hope so follow the system that's the Sabbat but yeah the Octavia the story of a scout three of us happily of the struggle or you have the the man of heaven the man never if that's all in the system the system has a lot of different people that's the person who's loyal to God system God system does how fired as a with Kim and there's a value who well looking but then there's the person who breaks the system how can he be healed so some say you're damaged you're finished you're done you don't be out of the system until you don't conform and come back into the system you're out but the ballot on you says he can't come into the system the system is broken for him he shattered it we're not discussing whose fault it is wish I could but maze and - it sound even a gay huh the fact is the system is broken firmed it's out of order he comes back sorry out of order so he's not a system person anymore so what does he have to go he has to go to the god that's deeper than the system that's beyond the system that's done nicely enough you make up Chava that God will you say have a yahoo elekid and from there reconstruction begins from there he could begin to reconstruct always always so when you have that brokenness the opportunity is instead of telling the person you're out you have to tell the person know you could now could reach the deepest place meters her alcaman is the cat is what allows the person to experience that transformation min Hakata Ellicott's on average when I cut some of us to document our boya me I am even in vain Apophis I heard that by angle tell somebody a few months ago a person who came to this year the first time so he the person said he liked this so he said no no no you have to come 40 days it suffice 40 days uninterrupted and then make a decision for you not for you but make a decision from from from enlightenment don't come the entire forty days were has to be uninterrupted so you were you're in it and then after forty days you make a decision he said that's what happened to him you see lie there the results so say I heard I overheard the conversation I wasn't for me I was I wasn't even eavesdropping I just overheard it was near me so I told it is a marker for this and then in intima now Freud of Yom Kippur Hashem tells yurina to go to Nineveh he comes to Nineveh and he says oh you die boy you me I am vain in vain a pathless 40 days and in vase transforms Nineveh is turned over everybody has a stick on Nineveh yeah mystical member and a stick Elena that sent in in the way and Jana runs away from God that answer todd wife there and until he gets swallowed up by a fish till he gets swallowed up in the miami album of life and then the fish spits him out then he sees he can't run so he comes to Nineveh and he says in forty days and Nineveh gets turned over and then they get shaken up so you're asking a good question but the Visclosky event i by mu i'm so it's not a fake question a good get been shot everybody at marks in the toy over to you and your families the best combination will be here on Monday yeah I'm Kip it I'm here yeah kipper I'll be speaking and show after Kol Nidrei upstairs here and there before you skir and before nila and very massive and avoider will try to sprinkle sprinkle into the governing some insights some explanations perhaps I hope so if you come this is totally and about filler I hope so the citta lead about Phillip story of Jana event took place as a metaphor yeah Kenzi I get why he's got the bloody she King believed this - and the first place never come true comes from it says he is 40 days you're right the whole world is a metaphor and what was Haley doing at a women's sex we learn we learn from the oh you don't need him a pizza maybe she went into the men's section she was drunk it was in the Michigan it was the mikveh is the height of three Amazon which is around four and a half foot to the head so that the person she said why don't why shouldn't it would be the height of a person what do you have to dump she said the mikveh represents purifying yourself from impurity and sin if a person would have had a head he would have never sinned the macness for the person who's missing the head conceptually speak that's the man the mikveh is followed in the copy lost is that you say I lost my hand I lost very good star shallots know very good this is good reversing the heart of stone I've been waiting to reverse Buster stop the fire yes so this river but that's what he sent it by the malt sugar he has to go deeper and then reconstruct is to go to one no tea and then he can reconstruct a system because the system is broken so from within this system is that he has to break out of the system even the system of production centers didn't work on the street having a good time the system the real reason is because Hashem wants them to have a relationship with an IT so therefore he allows them to break themselves so that their system could be destroyed so that they could go beyond the system that's the real Vaart then this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot they you Shiva net slash donate