Tanya By Rabbi Yitzchok Minkowicz Chapter 16 - "The Beinoni" Level 5 - 2 levels of serving G-D

tonight we are studying trapped in Tanya chapter 16 in Hebrews called Perez ayan Tessa's 907 nine and seven together 16 so chapter 16 we are right now in middle of discussing something called the bane Ernie the personality called a Ben Oni and I'll explain what that is in other words we have in Tanya discusses generally three personalities I'll give you a brief overview one is the SAVAK it's alec means the righteous man which I will calm on the right side the Russia the wicked one will come on the left side and the Bailey is the intermediate one now what we need to say is Right Saavik Russia and binary is as follows so here we deal with there's two components two components one component is the physical and the practical application of your life which we refer to in Kabbalah it's called the garments now what I mean garments comics like a jacket put it on you take it off a shirt you take it on you pick it off a hat whatever may be needed you can put it on take it off whether you in the mood or not that means for example um we all have different type of clothing right since you're going to look a cocktail party wear cocktail clothing right if you're going to the beach you have each type of clothing if you're going out to work its fifth lipa clothing and so on and so forth which is interesting you can wait to hold all these open up the clothing and the question you can ask them who are you yesterday you look like a beach you know a guy playing you know going to the beach today you look as you open to your doctor you look like a doctor and you're an American doctor can dress up like a lawyer or you can dress up like a sanitation department or when you're going to send it are you dressed up like you going to show so whoa who are you but what's interesting is the most important point that analogy is that you see do not have to be holding on the level of whatever it may be to put on that clothing it means you don't have to be in the mood of swimming you can still put on something gear you don't think in the mood of going to sending stop on their clothing you don't mean the mood of going to work but you can still get dressed up for work etc so the power and as a pros and cons of it is the pros are you can dress it even though you're not in the mood um the con is is it real or not but back to our point so we in the world of Kabbalah we call the garments that you can put on and take off three garments thought speech and action now what does that mean their garments that means whether you're in the mood of acting appropriately or not you can act appropriately course you can you can it be it or fake it acts exactly the point the point is that's the point is an action action you can do with your in the mood or not ok you can you could take an action because their action is an action so you can just like you dress up whatever you dressing up for speech you can say all the right things even though you don't believe it you can say all the wrong things if you know you don't believe it right so speech is basically like a garment you put them on whether it's true not true you're holding my you believe in it it CLD you can say the right things you can say the wrong things the point the street does not really get you we don't know who you are yet and then you have something which is called thought right so your thoughts you can think about anything you want you can think positive thoughts even though you're in pain and you can think painful thoughts even though life is great a new hundred percent can choose your thoughts you're going through a terrible thing right but you can still think positive thoughts it's not a contradiction and whether you're the same faker there's like when you do the right things or not and we're doing it but it's not about fake it so that the point is that we have full control of our action speech and thought irrelevant what our inner emotions turmoil or great condition wherein so the benefit of that is the benefit of that is you can always act appropriate you're not remove question is the influence that I believe you manage want to clarify this you're showing 7 we have less control over the internal stuff like the emotions so we'll talk about it we'll get to let's get to the internal seven minutes we'll get to that but let's first focus on the external stuff so the beauty is that you can be in full control of all your actions or your speech and all your thoughts and that's that's good news now that is we call that garments it's not really you what is you who are you well obviously have you godly soul and so on us up what is what is we call the internal structure make up that your intellect and your emotions intellect and emotions that's already your mindset whether you know your your upbringing your education work spiritual work that you've done like meditation and so on and so forth your emotions how you feel how you develop your emotions and so on and so forth that is the internal person who you are now that Saavik the righteous what the gold traced over the Boehner knee but let's first look at the sadness to give your frame of reference and some people are new here that sadak is someone that basically for sure his thoughts speech and action or kapar he gets 100 in every test but not only is this thought speech and action which is a given but even if emotions are totally in sync with God his intellect is totally lined up with God he only sees and experiences and feels God godliness positivity joy happiness life is wonderful there's no room it doesn't even exist anything negative or anything inappropriate it's just not in the radar now obviously we call it sound like a righteous man because that is a very high level especially living in this world with all the challenges and all these struggles and all things that you hear about and so on and so forth but obviously atomic has either been born that way either born that way or he's worked on himself pretty hard cuz never King David worked his whole life to get rid of his animal instinct and he was finally getting able to get it and obviously the end of his life he was on that level of a topic so time did you either born with or you've worked in it but it's a very high level to totally transform your emotions that you only feel on a feeling level everything is great and everything is wonderful and intellectually be in that place that's a very high level now that is what a topic a rush on the other hand the other extreme his thoughts me some action is what he got zeros and all those tests he has exactly what he wants when he wants it anything I'll make him feel good at the moment when he steps on someone killed someone or anything that's what I Russia is so means obviously his thought speech and action are disaster and for sure his emotions of his head spaces in the wrong spot some fake democratic debate okay it's not that much less why okay okay um no comments on say um now you can even joke and be happy but alright oh ok ok here we go so those are the two knows our first five seasons now you're in trouble ok so here you go you have to give the two extremes here we go now to the the outer it describes the everyday person the everyday person and he calls the bane Lee which means the intermediate person and what is the intermediate person so the octopus is like this and here is a fine line in for speech and action the Boehner knee now obviously we can strive to be a topic but let's at least go for the beanery in thought speech and action let's start with the action and we go up go up meeting say the spiritual world gonna go preferring to more spiritual versus more physical in the world of action all his actions all right i'll never do anything wrong and always do the right things yeah we haven't discussed yet what's going on inside we're talking about the bein me on the outside world his behavior is up to par he's not in the mood of going to work he goes to work he's not moving the kids in her be forgiven her that we're doing laundry does laundry he's not the mood of the praying he prays anyway it's irrelevant in the mood not in the mood actions or you'll never catch him doing the wrong thing now whether you want to call him a faker a spiritual con artist what's fine but the fact is he's doing all the right things and that's great his speech he'll always be saying the right things you might have just upset him to the point where he's ready to explode or in flow with it but guess what he'll tell you hey how are you thanks so much it's so good seeing you you know etc he will not allow the stirrings inside the pot that's boiling over to actually bill over will spill over with he'll say something inappropriate won't do it he'll only say positive things and gossip I'd say nothing negative okay thought as much as this competition you because your thoughts are working constantly to enter into the negative world have negative thoughts depressing thoughts inappropriate thoughts no thoughts a life is great now in action I only speak to even your thoughts his thoughts are always positive upbeat you know what does God want me to do only positive thoughts now that's harder obviously as you go from action to speech the thought because we're getting now closer to the in the world but still that's still a garment because you can still think positive things even though what you're reading and seeing doesn't look so positive you can I don't own it I don't want to do with it life is great life is wonderful how am I good wonderful it is because God run through world I trust in God right God everything costs God everything that comes from God is good and life is beautiful that is what the world of thought okay but guess what now we're going to take you into the real world the vein Ernie is in the real world of the Boehner knee let's start with the feelings I will go to the interlock his feelings are guess what because we know we have a godless all animal soul so his feelings are struggling on one hand he's happy a one and maybe wouldn't be a bad idea you know to do something inappropriate etc right it could be many variations so he has an inner struggle he has an inner struggle intellectually he doesn't necessarily believe or agree you know that you should do all the right things to say all the right things or think all the right things there's a real struggle inside you notice the the energy that's pushing out is a struggle but guess what he stops it wait i know will meditate tonight you know we'll work on it will go to the rabble right we'll go to maybe whatever it may be somehow work with the inner stirrings but guess what there's one place you're not going it's like when you tell the kids you can play in the playground any way you want in the in the fence okay you can't go out to the fence that means you want to have crazy thor feelings you want to have all these in erotic thoughts no problem keep it in the fence in the fence you dress up you put on nice white shirt don't make a stain on it right it's going to look not look nice so we start speak sure and it's a real struggle real real struggle that is a mouse I'm giving you an overview just to get you up to today's speed with today's class that is basically the life of the binary the life of the main NE they know me Boehner e which is the intermediate person okay anyone could recognize where they fall sabic rush abandoning don't only Russia now accepting that I'm not letting out of my thoughts not most of us you're paying me let's just so let's try to stay in the bay in the world right okay at least let's try to that okay let's agree to do because it feels the bay Niko's no because the author was said that everyone could be a baby she's also a said made a phenomenal statement and he said everybody has the power to be a baina me think about it because you cannot tell me you don't the power to control your actions because I will be alone because you could control the actions either with you in the mood or not the power to control your speech with you in the mood or not and you have the power to control your thoughts so everybody could be a Boehner knee you can all be that the heart emotions yeah you can't control your emotions your interlock you can't control that right based on the way you think and so on and so forth so what happens if somebody was in thought speech and action got 100 send everything and is inflicted emotions are driving me nuts is he vainly absolutely that is the quality that is the definition of anything now last week what we discussed was that there's a painting that serves God what does that mean that he serves God that he realizes oh my gosh you don't like is great in terms of thought speech in action but guess what my inner life is driving me crazy I don't feel this love for God I don't feel this love for people I don't feel all these positive thoughts I don't feel that everything she peaceful I feel like once in a while you know get letting so no I feel right how am I going to deal with this so the October last week in Chapter 15 you can go back and listen to the tape on last week the author explains that that there is a term called over del Kim or Bailey that serves God now what does that mean he serves God that means his goal is to create create healthy positive powerful uplifting emotions for God to be love with God to be nor of God which spills over into his whole life because if you love god you love the people God created the people what do we explain last we have the baining go about doing that and we discussed last week at land through meditation by meditating on the greatness of God so when you pray which is a great time to do it or any time throughout their but prater's meant to that you think about how great God is so he created this world he created me he created everything that I had right he gave me or you're married a spouse and children and parents and friends and the list goes on and on we have so many things to be grateful for that will create a real emotions of love for God real emotions being all of God and that will create a real powerful relationship with God so when the Boehner knee goes ahead and meditates on God and about the greatness of God and is grateful for all the beautiful gifts that he has guess what happens all of a sudden his emotions thought like you know boiling in a positive way now once the emotions are boiling and positive I guess what a lot of the struggle goes away now the reason yes well peaceful now the realities of that says what Santino bein liana topic the answer is very simple because the topic is basically in autopilot you know he's driving an automatic are the bane knee even without you stolen a stick shift car he still has to play with the gears but if he stops meditating that's what the love goes down the all goes down he's back to the same struggle so this morning he's able to meditate you know work the shift right and you know fuel the energy no one's able to meditate continue instead of the Aces that's why we pray three times a day as long as three times that he praised and he meditates what God and in the prayers you know you say the prayers and you think about the prayers and it creates a real enlightenment in the brain which eventually spills into your emotions which eventually spills automatically in your thoughts speech in action and then you become you live like a topic but you're not like its ally because the fact that topic is an autopilot he basically just Peter Caesar that way the Bailey is still working on it so that's what we discussed last week about the beynon II which serves God what does that mean he serves God that means that he meditates consistently and consciously to create real live emotions a feeling of love for God and to be in awe of God and by doing that guess what happens he's a change human being now what he now he's not a hypocrite now and he does his action do you really feel these are the right actions to do and when he speaks positivity and when he splinting thinks all these great things he it's coming it's coming from his emotions which is coming from as in flick which he worked on through meditation that is going to discuss last week now and we said that's like that's like a high level you know Bailey this struggles 80 the struggles paid off but that's a level of being that serves God being said he worked on meditation comes along I'll throw this week and he says guess what I have news for you living a life of a Ben Oni without that meditation that's not the goal of the baby true the goal of a knee is to get through life where it alls actions are great all the speech is great and all stores right that's wonderful and that's really you know the goal is the little great life now but the goal of the beanie also is there is emotions to be cooked up to have this tremendous feeling of love for God and love for people and love for life and you know to have a real enthusiasm and joy for life but from coming from an emotion place not just giving messages to your thoughts and just you know coming out of lip service but the really to feel it ball Kaltura says what happens if somebody cannot create that within it now what do you mean zone can't create that with him so the author explains I'm gonna go in a little and I it's actually a footnote here in this chapter a little tangent butts an important tangent dr. explain something very very powerful that we each all of us or souls where our souls come comes from heaven now when it comes from heaven has has the souls come down to heaven it goes to a spiritual process from heaven which is the infinite power of God and it goes through four levels we need four levels for spiritual levels like the highest levels all the world about salute what's that mean axiall constant would have closed I mean it's close to God it means the spiritual energy the godly energy is very strong it goes through the world of bria creation which has been now it is a form of creation then there's so it's going away from the infinite power of god there's really a creation then majority you see which is formation now there's already more of a form and the world of a Thea the world of action and these are all on the spiritual level not necessarily even getting a physical level but a spiritual that comes down these four levels then it goes into obviously this world so what happens is when the soul comes down when is it come down for nine months once in the mother's womb right so the souls this ends so the way the soul descends so it's like a journey so for example let's say it's nine months and has to go through for four worlds you know for spiritual energies so it could happen i'll give you an extreme i can spend eight point nine months and in the whole highest word about salute right and then the last month it shoots through the eyes three worlds now when this all comes down to this world because it's been eight point nine months in the world about to lose in such a very high level it's going to see things like a level of atopic motion was that pepper soul he knows her and didn't understand God want the food to read what foo needs food you need God he couldn't relate to eating food you need you want to be want to be inspired take out at olin study Torah you'll meditate why because he he was a soul that spent eight point nine months in the world of XE loot and boom he came down to this world now you could be the other extreme where you spend the first month in going through it and you spend the eight point nine months in the world of ASEA before you come down to this world in the physical spiritual world right so when you come back to this world only thing you know is physical things physical thing physical course things try to talk to Sir personally about spirituality it's very hard they have to really work in such to refine themselves to redefine themselves cuz they they never really they went straight into the process and the sound was more and then you have obviously hundreds and thousands millions of combinations pending on where you spend the time coming down you could spend the most amount of world abri i-80 again it could be multiple combinations who millions of combinations right so the author explains that what happens is let's say somebody went through I went through so here so the world about solute is in the on the spiritual chart of the Kabbalah it mirrors the world of rough stone you will the world of Bria is the world of intellect the world of its era is the world of emotions and the world of a Thea is the world of action right so what happens if somebody spent their whole you know in the in the process of coming down to this world in the world of Rhea never spent any time in the world to get 0 now what we say the world anew tier is what the world of emotions so when he comes down to this world he can't relate to emotions if you have people that really they're brilliant very very smart they know all the answers they know everything but emotions are like I wouldn't take dad because no one's ever dead but it's like you know from 1 to 10 it's like maybe a maybe the hash just emotionally not developed they're not you know their IQ and EQ their EQ is totally like almost flat why spiritually because they never went to that process so you have somebody that can meditate and guess what they can meditate meditate and guess what it don't get fired up so it could very well be because spiritually they never went they never really developed in it when they came down to this world in the world of eat Syria so therefore they have a spiritual stronghold is in the world of intellect but the world and emotion is very very weak and therefore then i can get inspired but here you have a pain in the back to the point in time you hear you of a beanie comes down to this world and he's meditating guess what he understands it he comprehends it he understands about God but guess what love is not it's not it's not it's not happening the all it's not happening he knows it it's okay like here's a fit exactly doesn't feel it so obviously back to the point thought speech in action it's not a problem he can still do it and that's great if you can do that that is a great place to be your vanity well what's the problem here the problem is that the world of emotions so comes well in the author Reverend Al purposes as follows since ultimately the Bailey doesn't want to live like a robot because think about thought speech and action is great but robotic and certainly the goal is to get the meditation going to kick in the emotions but since this person emotions aren't fired up see how Trevor says and he explained the reason why he doesn't it fire it up so you said there's something which is called I'll Satan he ball translated tulum ah hallett which means like this when a person meditates so if you're somebody that was spiritually emotionally developed it means you went through your proper times in the world of each 0 great you're going to feel the love and you're going to feel the over God whatever if somebody wasn't emotionally develop spiritually so was I mean he has no emotions he has emotions guess what but it's not excited there's in Hebrew this someone that their emotions are excited it's called other fire love karishma h like a burning fire he was known as like i love for something you know it's like burning fire right a passion a passion but but wyman someone doesn't have that they won't act but they have something which is called alpha and he was called alberton Dugan a love of the lights me and say it's more of a calm love it's very very calm surreal love it doesn't mean it's not long as you can love something without the passion and be deeply pretty strong so the author of said that through meditation the vaina me even though you don't see the love flying but guess what there is love there or just think about it because if you there is no love there why would you do all the right things why would you say all the right things why would he think all the right things because there is love there it's different type of love it's a love it's more subdued but it's real love so another's because somebody have loved compared with passion doesn't mean the other person that has like you know like a calming love it's not real love it's two different it's the bolts on the same family it's just expressed at magna titans two different way and one is not better than the other it's just two different levels in two different types so the Alturas says since this person goes ahead and meditate traffic greatness of God and it's a real meditation and the person will skipper step will come back is inspired to think all the right things and bring peacefully and lovingly and happy etc and to say all the right things and we'll do all the right things I guess what happens obviously it kicked in the love kicked in but the only thing is the love is not bouncing all over the place it is a very very calm soothing love you know like a very very peaceful relaxed I to judge it not judging we're just defining what it is so in other words the optimist says guess what this is real love a different type and the proof is of this love fuels his thoughts you fuels a speech and fuels the actions so in other words so ultimately could every single person every single person even the one that can't fuel the love like we discussed last week you know the one that serves God this is also serving God because as long as you do the meditation you will produce love in other words like this the other explains that husband and wife when they get together in Tennessee they produce a child certain children are right all over the place and so good god forbid they're all good certain for a very energetic and certain kids are more calm and relaxed but they're still kids the same thing also dr. person when there's meditation when you meditate about the greatness of God it by default you have to become in love with God's your love will be based on the type of love energy you received when you came down to this world if it's if you spend a lot of time in the world of your zero oh my gosh that love is going to be passionate if you spent more more time the world of Rhea etc your love is going to be what it's going to be there but it's not going to be as passionate but it's gonna be real love it's real love so notice a deer for as long as a person meditates and the proof is in the pudding because if you're doing all the right things and you're saying all the right things and you think no my things guess what they love kicked in but not necessarily on the same way if someone x passionate right at me notice what would slowly we still still really there so based on this the outer we explained something very very powerful and he said as follows and very interesting that is an expression that says that let's say somebody I'll say the Hebrew I'll translate let's say somebody had a Mashaba tova someone had a good thought I think someone had a good thought he wanted to do something good and guess what happened he didn't do it we got a good thought to do it so the expression is my java toba someone has a good thought her cottage Miroku God will mix are for well it will connected to an action so the questioners I asked one second the simple meaning of that is if you have a good sort to do something even though you didn't end up doing it God will give you credit for it that's a simple interpretation you had a good sort of doing something donkiz credit but the question is when it says doesn't say God is credit if you look at the translation and says personal is a good thought God connects it to an action what action is you connecting to do yeah what action what they write the word should've been God consisted of a good thing right but it says he connects it so the author explains it's talking exactly about this level of vanity does think about it the Bailey is meditating but it's not producing any fire emotions so guess what how is the house the actions and the speech and the thoughts going to work so God bridges that gap that weak point where the person has with the emotions aren't fired up God takes that powerful intellect the meditation and connects it over to the action the action of action the action of speech and the action of thought and God makes that connection so as long as you will go ahead and meditate about the greatness of God and for all the wonderful things I think an income being grateful right as long as you're being grateful whether you say it you think it guess what you're going to start feeling real feelings in other words I don't do the best and God will connect exactly with the bridge of emotion that's missing and the author points out something very very profound and also another it's like it's a very interesting Kabbalistic idea and he says like this that what happens is when we do in this world mix vote we do in this world next vote right we do good deeds in this world whatever the Mets with our so obviously we're living a good life but ultimately when do we get the rewards and award for all the good things we do in this world anybody know huh exactly so ultimately the reward you get for doing mix fault in this world for living a good life is not in this world this is a transient world will tourist so maybe we have tourist visas for a couple of years huh way we look at returns me we have all tourists some God here for short my peers but all the good things we do this world for example we're happy right we pray we study we do MIT's vote we have a positive attitude we don't want the negativity get to us right we control our actions our speech I thought the rest of us that which is all which limit which is a strong girl right but nevertheless we overcome any time we overcome an obstacle guess what it's like putting it on when you put money in a CD and eventually you retire and hopefully money stole they have the bank then go bankrupt right but the point is God's Bank never goes bankrupt but anytime you do a mitzvah anytime you overcome an obstacle you want to go set you don't get upset guess what boom another ding love doll and not 100 ever you want to put in a scene he goes on a CD when you take it out when you finish this the your turret tourism in this world after 120 or whatever the time is you come to heaven and guess what you think you can't waiting there for you now in order to your bank have to be full there you need to make deposits where do you make deposits in this world here in this world you have the power to make deposits in the world become walkers in this world there's so many struggles it's easier to give in but when you fight and don't give in and nevertheless you still get up and you still put on a smile and you still you play and you study and you do it slow then you're a nice even though with the person upset you so you're fighting with your ululation so every time you fight and you and you sort of speak win the fight that's what money goes in your CD now the reality is like this how much money goes in so it's too tight there's two types 1 this quantity of the money i'll explain spiritual it means and be it the quality what does that mean so every time you do a mitzvah you get some money right anytime you pray anything you overcome a struggle you get you get funds into your bank account the world to come now what happens we're in the world we're in the world that comes as a go because we know for example the world to come there's different levels right because we looks like you have in this physical world so when you leave this world so you have the in the spiritual world in the spiritual world even in the spiritual there's the world of ASEA in the spiritual world which is like a it's like the low-level you know it's like the bleep beyond the bleacher seats you know in a good game right so the world of a CR to the world of action then you have the world war of emotions that's already closer up any of the world of intellect which is even closer and the world of will will and pleasure which is even closer you notice to being right there with God right now how do you move up in rank in the seats in heaven very simple if you just do the mix vote and you basically live on a functional level when you go to where your seats in the world of ASEA all the way in the back only meadowview right exit going through motion so you got a co seats I see a seat what happens if you're compassionate about that life and about Judy is in about God and about total run about mid slowed and about being positive and happy you're like fueled up emotionally so guess what I'm cheese not yet you got some good seeds you an out of the world of ASEA into the world of a yet 0 it's here the world of UT receipt so now you have the emotional seats right getting closer what happens if you're not only are excited but you actually spend a lot of time meditating and your mind you realize oh my gosh God is it this is like the only real thing but it like literally lights up in your mind yes and you see the light intellectually so guess what happens now we now when you do the Mitzvah or when you pray or when you study Torah you're studying for me not just a functional level not just because it feels good but also because you see the light you connect that intellectual level guess what teachers got almost almost the world abrir the bria seats right one is if you like your will is lined up a God's will there you got front row seats that's the world let's see--let's right next to God are you able to move up if you is it you talk about the world to come yes so you're moved on now you're in these bleacher seats right is it eternal hey stop there yeah so the thing also think this there are certain things you can do up there to get points but that's why that's why when someone has put weapons like that's when I saw him pass away so your your children grandchildren or people that can do mitts for you on your behalf will give you that push up there you know what do you call it that children can do instructed seeds no God for that no don't they we said you're thinking positive saying positive I've been obstructed but you know three no no we're only thinking positive things you made up so your children you think anybody kick in zero you believe a stretch its dear yes yes their mutual would absolutely genuine should be absolutely yes yes yes that's so that's why a lot of people they pass away they leave an endowment you know like what a trust company that should get our charity for them forever this way i have to give in the charity they're getting they're getting bumped up in heaven but now so the point but that hear from me here's the main point we all again back to the point the bane of me remember it actually does all the right things and he doesn't do anything wrong in speech he says there i think the unfailing wrong in thought also but here's the question is he doing it as a robot as a functional they know knee then guess what she only goes tessia their seats are seein so you can be a vanity but only earn our seats and what level i see a scenes because you're only functional their robot your heart x where's once your heart gets into it your heart is fired up now you earn seats where it's cyrah what happens if not only emotionally I you fire it up but intellectually you studying you comprehending you while you see the light now you own since umbria and now what isn't you on the level of us is whatever God's will that's my will and that's like recruit now you're flying so what seats do you get that about that's like exactly I'm the debt on the home team's right there right there exactly right there right there right there right exactly as well as my work that's cosmos you're absolutely so in other words in other words so even though even though a regular standard B&E what's a standard being so on that stick shift someone that has all his actions are good and his speech is good and his thoughts are good and you're right you know what I mean he doesn't necessarily he hasn't worked out his emotions and his intellect that standards but the reality is doctor explained today ain't ano that every single person through meditation can either reach up that level that we spoke about last week whereas emotions are fired up or even if it's not five but the fact is that you made in a commitment in your mind and this is the right thing to do you lit up your brain so the emotions even on that fire but the emotions are there because it's impossible if you it's what salute but the emotions are there but ultimately the point author is bringing out which is very very important to know that based on the effort you put in to fire up emotions or fire p intellect your that's the type of really seats you're producing for yourself in the world to come so you have to what does is it really empowers you realizes oh my gosh just like for example you'll want to have you know you want to earn a livelihood but you have to think I could live lead in heaven you can't after you a hundred and twenty who's gay you know the game is over whenever you earned this world that's what you have she have to remember in this world you gotta invest to the future and that's the best investment because this is going to give you the best spot so it's not only important to functionary do whatever you have to and then obviously that's basic i mean that's like that's like that's non-negotiable stoic featuring actions are negotiable you have to also work on being inspired emotionally which comes from intellect but really meditating on it to the point where your will and God's will hopefully be the same when a person does that now you reach the low