Teshuvah: The Power of Renewal - Rabbi Dovid Goldwasser

[Music] many times what a person begins to understand what this man is we get discouraged because we think to ourselves who knows will I be able to do enough to Shuba this I shouldn't forgive me for everything that I've done am I able to reach the level that I need to during this time and so it's very difficult for a person not to have certain feelings of can I do it or not am I going to be successful or maybe I should just try a little bit and not go the extra mile the truth is every person during this time it is a grace period every person has the ability to have complete Khepera completes leha complete Shiva complete forgiveness there is nobody no matter what they did no matter what happened last year no matter what they didn't do that cannot get to Shiva that cannot reach the level of perfection for this coming year Baba Lane Allah Tala it's interesting thing that if we go the extra mile that if an individual in this world knows what they have to do in order to gain forgiveness the person that says up until now I could only go until here but from this point onwards I want to go further it's taking the heat Oh root the inspiration that we get during this time and it's going through the entire year there were two people and they were traveling two people were travelling and it happened to be a night like this it was raining outside and the wind was blowing and the Thunder and the lightning was in the air and it was very difficult and they were walking in between the cities it was hard they didn't even know if they're gonna survive that night all of a sudden a carriage pulls up right alongside there was a driver a Bala Gullah and he was in the front like in a compartment and then behind they had a carriage and the driver said it's a bad night out you want to have a ride both the guy says that of course he said okay go into compartment in the back they both went in there they're about to sit down and in front of them they see that there's an our own form a team for dead people now already the trip was not as luxurious and as comfortable as they thought but still it was out of the rain it was out of the wind the Thunder the lightning and maybe it's not such a nice journey but at least they'll be able to be there safe inside dry and protected well they're going down the road about a half an hour later they hit a bump when they hit a bump in front of them from the our own there was that black velvet on it begins to stand up they see a person and they begin to scream shuffle shuffle to go back go back down the driver hears screaming inside he turns around and he says listen don't worry everything is okay I picked somebody up before you and that guy told me he's very tired do I mind if he'll go to sleep in there for a little bit I said go ahead don't get nervous Seska some of idea it comes a whole year so an individual says what am I gonna do I had a nice journey we had a pretty good year everything went okay alright there are a few bumps along the road but then it comes to be during this time a time when we try to do teshuva a time when we try to wake up when we try to be inspired and we get all excited but after that passes along we go shove the go back that everything's okay you've got to keep the inspiration the entire year it's not something when a person says I need it right now for a sham I gotta have a good judgement I gotta have a good did after that I'm gonna go back on the cruise control and everything business as usual no the trick is that a person should understand maitake salad on bollam Oh what is our purpose here in life what are we all here for to go as high as we can to accomplish to impact to make our imprint on this world to help another person as much as we possibly can that is the reason why we are here no other reason I gotta try to do as many mitzvahs that possibly can I gotta try to learn as much as I can the Shalako though says that every person's life was dictated every single day in during that day I have certain things that I'm able to do to accomplish to grow great to become something every single day I have a tux neat I got something that I got to accomplish on that day if I blew it on that day if I didn't do what I should have on that day if I was goofing off on that day could have been the day that I could have been Kona Olam haba I could have got my whole world on that day and I decided you know what it's not the day I'm a little bit tired today ah you know what it's raining out today I took a look in the stock and the stock went down today this is not my day I'm having a bad day today maybe tomorrow maybe the next day an individual never knows which day is going to be their day an individual does not know when it is the important time the tschosik oh sure that I can accomplish a tremendous amount in charm I am that is what we have to worry about especially during this time every day is an opportunity every day the door is open for us to accomplish every day that door is open for us to do great things in every way in our bein Adama cavero and our bein Adama McComb in the way that we do mitzvahs in the way that we relate to each other friends to be nice to each other to be nice to do hesed for each other how many times a person has a chance to do a hasit particularly over here and as yeah here is unbelievable such a community such wonderful wonderful friends of mine there are chances that we have every single day been Adam listo between man and wife Danish listo how many times a person can do something to celebrate Shalom by celebrate Shalom by it I'm soaked and everybody here should be so good to meet their by shared to meet theirs evoke there should be a lot of visceral to vote in the community and all of cloudy swell year boost well code somebody came over right before the shared a sleep abraca and that individual has so many sickly or so many just in the schools that they come and they learn and that they comforts like old everything else they should have the Sirota vote but we also got to know how do I keep it strong marriage how do I keep it strong when I'm going out don't let it fall apart I have to tell you something that happened I have to tell it to I'm going to share it with you one of the greatest things that we have is right from the Sheva brothels where we say rain heavy rain woven beloved friends I got to have beloved friends just as my friends but certainly my marriage partner the person that I'm going out with has to be rain while Veeam has to be very strong strong together we forget that but that really is what is important for us to know it's incumbent it's to you it's obligation that has to be my great friend so a guy came in to me and he said the following rebby uh you know I'm having a difficulty in my marriage I said what do you mean he said well my wife she wanted that we would do something for the Phoenix of the children and it could be that she has a point but it's against what I grew up with and it's against my traditions and everything and I don't want to do it so I began to talk with him and what happened oh because of that we haven't talked for a week haven't talked away it's bad enough you don't talk for an hour a day forget it but a week cf char that cannot be a person needs to always talk the OAB swelled the great Optive said even you've got an enemy you've remained talking to the enemy because what a person can do if you don't talk to them is much worse then at least if there's some communication between you even an enemy a husband and a wife they cannot be enemies husband alone so he began to talk to me and I said how a week what does she ask you for what does she want so he told me I said to him it's not such a big thing you don't do it for her you know it got on my nerves already and I'm angry about and I got upset I said can I ask you a Shayla I want to ask your Sheila rebby you want to ask me a Shayla what ask you each other I said I'm asking you tonight okay I can ask you you're a very giving person Hospice Shalom Kosta Shalom it should never be never ever be say a wife would need a kidney would need a kidney would you be today would you give in a second he told me in a flash I said wait a minute a kidney Kosta Shalom you would be willing to give part of your own flesh undergo an operation only it Siddiqui man notion seed cunning us do that you willing to do it you would yeah and you're not willing to do this would she ask you to do much less than to give a kidney Rabi you don't have to put it like that I said yes I do yes I do you got to understand keep things in the proper perspective what is an individual willing to do for another person to give them their life and all she's asking to you to do is to do something for he knows for the education of your children I feel that sometimes we get mixed up having been Adamic aveiro means that we care about everybody when autumn cavero means that i put an extra capital t limb i say an extra parity limb for the jewish people for all of those suffering right now in Houston Texas or wherever people are no matter where they're at in the entire world I have to remember that's my Benidorm laka vero we are all connected we have a very strong connection and that connection is an obligation that I think about every single person whether they're related to me whether they're not related to me whether I met them whether I never met them it doesn't matter it has absolutely nothing to do with it it is that fact that we are all people connected together we are all brothers and we're all sisters we're all together and because of that I've got to make sure during this time that my Benidorm la cavero is in top form we have a fascinating Gemara and I want to share it with you and it's about a wedding fascinating fascinating Guevara and there we learned it happened to be that there was a wedding follow with me for just a second at the wedding the Robin and the common said the revenue no zooty they said revenue no zooty we want to ask you a question is it possible it was at the he Lula de marbre the Raveena at the Feast of Mar the suit of Mar the son of Raveena it was his wedding leash Raylan Mar they said it's a simcha to do what miss Samia katana bacala it's a big simcha right everybody here should be mr. mayor so part of that we know is to sing is to have music is to dance Riku deemed one of the main ways that we are Miss America tun bacala is by dancing at the wedding everybody has to dance anyone : enemy Sudha eschaton whoever enjoys from the suit of the wedding then of a something but they don't get up dance maybe one time around the circle that'll get up oh not good if a person does it they get many Braco but if they don't do it it's a problem so they said to him they sent to her Avenue no zooty could you please sing a song for us can you imagine the great Kaka meme when they come and they sing a song what that does this simcha that it brings out a Malo he said to them of course the great Rebbe you asked me to sing so I'm gonna sing at the Santa wedding okay can imagine all the songs today without making any comment the songs have to be according to the rule of the Torah has to be according the roof of the Taira and that has to be every single band and every singer has to sing those songs which are Nguyen that bring out kedusha they bring out holiness they bring out the right thoughts the right inspiration not songs from the world not songs that echo the beat in the rhythm and even the tunes and the melodies of the outside world that we already know is dangerous so they asked him could you please sing a song they said fine I'll sing a song I'm gonna tell you the words beautiful words vile on dumbest non violent Demi snog whoa as to us we are destined to leave this world woe to us we are destined to leave this world it's only temporary and that's what he began singing at the wedding now you can imagine he would come today to a wedding it's like you have sweaty right so one day you come sweaty comes the wedding and you say okay Yaakov listen we want you to sing your best song this is the most important wedding and schwanke will start singing hey your father yeah you say yuck oh god no way you don't have to sing a sigh you know how did this he says okay let me say a nice as Oh No how could it be the Rebbe is coming here and they asked him sing a song in honor of the great simcha and out of the great wedding and this is what he does we got to understand that what it really means that one there are things that are happening from the very beginning of a marriage things that are happening from the beginning of our life and that is that I got to be very careful about the timing the timing of my day the timing of my life every day as the acara Matthias every day is precious every day I have something specific that I've got to accomplish it Hassan and kala a bride in a groom at their wedding they got their whole life ahead of them what is the most important thing that can be sung what is the most important idea they say listen bride and groom hustle and Kalla you should know that every single day of your life is important you'll be able to accomplish with your house half gnosis arkem you'll bring people in you'll have Torah classes you'll support Torah you'll make money and you'll donate generously you'll be able yourselves to work out my tree go to go up all the levels and become someone that is the reason why revenant azoty decided at that time to say we are going to pass from this world eventually after under in 20 years in order to give the idea that they would be able to understand that life is precious that every day in every moment a person has to take the heart that we have to constantly realize why that I came into this world for today who lie there is something perhaps that I've got to accomplish that no other day and no other person will be able to accomplish it in Eretz Israel there was a yeshiva before he wanted to go to pray by kee freight tsadikim go to pray by the great graves of the Sun he came so it's a specific reason he wanted to go he hired a taxi driver the taxi driver not religious picked him up in u.s. shall I him it was about an hour to have to go to the Karim and he got in there and the taxi driver began to talk with him the taxi driver began to say why you religious why you Dottie and he begins to explain the idea that we have mitts folk that we got to do in this world that we have to learn that we have to do everything and that eventually after 120 years we are looking forward to Calle Olam haba that everybody was looking forward to the next world after a good life here for 120 years the Dottie starts to talk to him like that taxi driver says I don't know what you mean I cannot understand any of that and you really believe in that Olam haba in the next world and you believe in all of that and so forth then he says yeah he says you believe that everybody has Olam haba he said yeah shiva boho said yes everybody has a I have all of my BA the taxi driver said he says yes he's making fun of the Shiva guide the entire time finally the taxi driver says I tell you what I have a llama ba you want to buy it from me you want to buy my portion he says yeah how much you want for it taxi driver says I'll tell you what give me 20 Colleen give me 20 to Colleen and I sell you my llama ba you Shipibo her says sure he gives him 20 Colleen they shake hands they make it Keaney on the Shiva Botha in the backseat got the Ullom above the taxi driver okay they get to the chlorine the buffer goes he stays by the cavern he's crying the entire time he sang to tell him he is MIT pal l he is praying like never before like Yom Kippur the taxi driver is interested and he's looking through the fence and he sees that this is Shiva guy is really praying and he's crying and the taxi driver begins to take it seriously he's moved so I can't believe it and he's watching him and watching him he must have prayed he was doubling for at least two hours he comes back to the taxi he goes into the back seat the taxi driver begins driving quiet not one word was traded between them all of a sudden the taxi driver said you know what we were talking about you know about the Olam haba and so forth you you didn't really mean it you know what I tell you what I just give you a 20 sculling back and you give me back you know that thing would just forget about it Shiva Behar said no I'm a dotty everything that I say has to be true every deal that I make has to be an honest deal I gave to the twenty Shalin I got Allah Baba there's no fooling around with it when I do a deal I do a deal mid Varsha care till Hawk from a false thing you got to keep away the taxi driver begins to plead with him I beg of you I beg of you please take back take back the money I want that hand look all of my bar he starts to cry finally she Baba said I tell you what I will give you back your twenties column I'm going to take back that 20s column and I'll give you back your halo column ABBA but only on one condition one condition you don't ever make fun of religious people and the second is that you will go to a class of Torah to start to understand immediately the taxi driver told him inimicable I promise you I accept it and he gave him back the twenty column the taxi driver got back is kala kalah ma ba they reached the stood there by her apartment and you were shall I'm he got off after he left the taxi driver was driving about two minutes later the bahar here's a tremendous crash tremendous crash outside he runs he sees that the taxi driver got into a tremendous accident tremendous accident yada sham he survived why survive who knows if because that one minute earlier he did chuhwa he repented and he believed in Allah ma ba and he begged for his Gaelic back but who knows when something's gonna go on we're not able always to get a introduction we're not always able to get a warning a person has to know yesh canola mobile shall close that it could be that the time when a person has a chance to do a mitzvah it could be that a time when a person a chance to be mohel somebody else to reestablish a connection to reach out to somebody to make it stronger the family unit husband wife children to get it back closer together to be move out there to give up on something to be muffled a person to forgive them that is something that gives us additional sakuya's that is something that gives us additional merits if a person thinks about it then that's something unbelievable during this time we can ask for whatever we want there is nothing in the world that a person cannot ask for it's alright now however we do know that during this time we have to ask for the right things a person has to know what are the types of things what are the in your name that we should be asking for at this moment certainly for our spiritual lives for Ruth noot we got to ask a lot we have to ask a chef our dealers should be on a good level we have to ask that we're able to learn we have to ask that we're able to give stockin we have to ask a Shem for complete forgiveness during this time that is the main yes ode of the types of children that we have to do of course to ask forgiveness to the past but also to know how to ask for the right things now there was a king amazing thing that happened there was a king and the king I wanted to have fun he had a sport what did he do there was a river small river and he said anybody that can swim from one side of the river it was a raging river river that was constantly raging the ways very dangerous anyone that can swim from one side to the other side that person would get a huge treasure huge treasure have enough money to spend their entire life wouldn't have to work another day however the king made it dangerous and he put into the river crocodiles crocodiles that will swim so everybody was waiting on one side and the Kings waiting on the other side and the great day of the contest and nobody wanted to do it as much as they wanted the money as much as they wanted the treasure nobody wanted to do it all of a sudden there was one old Jew all of a sudden he jumps in and everybody's flipping out of the guys crazy jumping in in the middle of all that in the water the crocodiles in the raising the old he jumps in everybody's waiting they can't believe it the whole community is out the king is on the other side and the man somehow makes it through the ways gets to the other side and climbs out the King can't believe it this old man the King comes over to him and he says I want to ask you what do you want what can I give you you get everything now that you did this what do you want you want a palace I don't need a palace I'm happy with my home I got a nice home would you like a big new carriage with eight horses I don't need a carriage I don't need it I have a donkey and the donkey gets me around wherever I need and he begins to ask him he says finally well if you don't need anything so why did you swim through the water he says because the guy pushed me in he says so what can I do what would you like I have only one request the guy that pushed me in the water you should punish him bad the king says that's all you want you could ask for anything in the world and you won the guy that pushed you in to be punished that's the only thing you can think of it comes during these days Hashem says ask for whatever you want show me at Philotas Shem is the one that listens to everything uh that can answer our every prayer whatever we want in the world we can ask from borio lamb anything and you know what some people say the guy to push me into water for you take care of him I share all the things that we have all of the things that we need for the next year if we could only keep them in mind if I could only know what to ask comes to be Arab Rosh Chodesh Yom Kippur cotton if I could only know on that day what do I have to ask for I ask gosh am that I should become something I ask gosh em help me that I should have the right things this month help me that I should be able to do good then I got opportunities to do good help me that I should be all maybe nice i yon help me that when there's a challenge a test when the hrrahh comes and says listen man I want you help me to be able to understand how do I deal with it dealing with the 8th Sahara is something that a person has to do every day in Basilica Sharan their arm Kyle says it is a war that everybody is in every single day and the guy in the girl that thinks they're not in the war every day they are in la-la land they're unfastened because it is an assay on every day of our lives and in particular in our generation where we are at right now there was never a generation that has the nice Yanis that we have never never I can tell you I want you to know summertime summertime right that days are long night comes late but sir Shabbos it was late I get a call on the telephone he's emergency emergency I said you you want to come now it was about 11:15 and the guys say I got to come now I said all right he said believe me it's important I said okay fine he came in 1115 and he sat down in the study and I said to him what's going on he begins to cry before he says anything he begins to cry I said what's the matter he told me Friday afternoon he's a little bit bored it's not that much happening he's already older he's looking for a shineth for a while so he went on the computer he went on the Internet he looked outside on a young Gotham it's still bright outside still a lot of hours until the night and he's on there he's chatting all kinds of stuff whatever is available and hooks he in it's an addiction and he began to go and go and go all of a sudden the next time he took a break he looked outside ye ho sure is dark outside he looks at the clock it's an hour past this mud first time in his life he was Michael L Chavez first time can you imagine a person through the computer through the internet to have such Irie da never Mahalo Shabbos in his life he told me I was careful he brought in to safer to me Z Krew Taurus Moshe it goes over all of that I thought of Shabbat he told me do you know how many times I reviewed this do you know how many times I looked through it and this is what happened he was embarrassed it was late to go to his parents for the Sudha so he didn't go the next day he didn't know what he's going to say enix for an excuse why he wasn't there in the night before I don't want to tell you what the rest of the day was he came to me because he said I feel like running away from everything because of what happened lovely day nice I own we pray every morning we diminish em don't give us a nice eye on the nice Yanis of our lives in today's world is much worse than ever before they're much tougher and a person has to be stronger the only way that we can make ourselves strong that we can fortify ourselves is by learning the only way that we can possibly do it is by praying the only way that we can do it is being part of the community is the single common aside from that it's a very difficult chance in our daily life very difficult time when a person has something that comes to them they have to be strong Amalia Krrish Marco Azrael Leo colloid if I said would not help us at the time in this ion it would be very very difficult I gotta tell you I got a call it was one o'clock in the morning so I had already gone to sleep I pick up the telephone you know you have like an automated response it's like when you send someone an email and you think that they answered you and they say oh thank you very much we appreciate you send me the email and this and that and then on the bottom it says it's an automated response and they'll read your letter within the next week and then get back to you automated response we just say what we think we have to so I pick up the phone and the guy on the other foot end of the line it's 1 o'clock in the morning he says Rebbe I want to do a nivara I said how can I help you it's an automated response how can I help you she says to me no I need you to help me got to do it so I said to him okay well what's going on he told me where he was he told me what's happening so I said to him listen at this moment I want you to come to my house he says I'm in the city right now I'm in Manhattan I said you got to come to my house right now uber it over but come so he says Rebbe I got a kind I could do it I could do two over here I said yeah I'm afraid you do choo here you come to the house I have to say mica I'm car who is like Benes from L 2:30 in the morning the guy is ringing my doorbell 2:30 in the morning so I bring him in I sat down with him we learned for a few minutes when I started the guys okay I said all right now please go home me counselor but how many people gonna pick up the telephone how many people gonna do what that guy did you know the courage the all mats do you know how that guy is strong as LG bore to be able to call up at the time of nice a yawn that's what our Shem wants from us once or us to be strong wants for us to say that I met the truth no matter what the person will always say the truth will get out of anything why because the truthful once I start covering up for what I'm doing once I start saying all kinds of things then I ain't ever gonna come to the truth I can only come to the truth and only come to sincerity and Torah if I'm one with myself and I say exactly what is the story at all times one more small point one more small point and it's the interesting thing that no matter what is this mahn know or what the time is it always has something to do with learning the more that a person can learn the better off we are in the Pacha remember it says that the Ben sorrow Myra he was a problematic guy right young boy didn't listen to his parents didn't listen to his parents keep it over aim it's one of the a--so dose of our Torah it's our basic in life that a person has listened to their parents no matter what age no matter how old we are the parents are something that our primary in our lives anyhow he starts by that then he begins to steal he's a ripoff artist a con artist then he goes to the freshest off him he goes to the crossroads and he begins to steal from the brios and then he even starts to kill in addition to stealing then it says at the end at the very end and what does he do Oh Miscanthus Tom Udo not only does he do all this bad stuff but he also forgets his learning he forgot his mission ayahs he forgot Bava metzia he forgot you vamos he forgot to Duchenne he forgot mich Nyhus he forgot the parsha he forgot all of the things that he learned in show canaro and because of that unfortunately he is doomed that's the great part of it sure of point of ichiro we just read about all these things and we know we go from the easiest to the most difficult from the lightest to the most severe so we started about not listening as parents that's pretty bad then robbing stealing that's worse then we get to the next part he's killing what could be worse than that but at the very end it says what does he do he doesn't learn anymore he doesn't go to show for this year he doesn't go to yeshiva and that's the worst rough Cohanim and says why he says because Cole's mom that he's doing any Avera doesn't matter what the sin is doesn't matter on what level the sin is doesn't matter even the person was evade evade Azara even the person served why Dalls a young woman came in to me that was are they avodah Zarah that she served about Azara and not only that she got others to be involved with her and she asked for a tekin chuva crying tears crying tears tears of Coover like i never saw in my life she did she was lamer not only that but she said Rebbe you didn't tell me to hold Tico I know you did it I know you advise so you tried to be nice to me and give you an easy thing tell me now what I gotta do I said you're ready for your complete tikkun you got to go to campuses and you got to get young Jewish people who have strayed who have left Judaism where have left Torah and you got to bring them back and you got to find those that never knew it and bring them back and she did and today the shame Latif eres a Vera a person could do - for any Avera person you do chulip or there is nothing that can stand in the face of chuva no avaran no matter what it is and look in the Torah look how many people did sugar pyro mela free tribe param elephants ryan a murderer power mellifluous time he himself thought he was God he did sugar walking in the water it's up there Michael Marco Bailey my chef who is great like a sham look at all of those that did chuva look at it and loves have been da Dada look at the people that did Shiva it's amazing amazing for whichever of error they did but once a person loses their connection with Torah once a person doesn't have that kasher with learning kasher with what the tour has to say then the person is lost how they ever going to come back a fascinating fascinating incident happened and it was in the town of Oman there was a wagon driver named rabbits a dog wagon driver not anybody great came every day early to pray everyday afterwards he said many tell him said it with tears just a good man tried to give whatever little stock I could give unfortunately at a Sun and the Sun went way off to Dara the Sun rebelled against our Mitzvah it was it was terrible became really disconnected so that got older his days were numbered he knew he doesn't have long in this world he called his son Moshe and they found where he wasn't they brought him he said Moshe I'm only asking you one thing one thing please he says after he goes sake addition to show Moshe didn't answer he leaves it walks out son of guys Masha comes to shore he wants to say Kaddish the people were afraid that he was gonna be Metta madam he was gonna defile them they threw him out of the show as you can't come here he went to the next show the people were afraid he's gonna make them Tommy he's gonna make them defiled they threw him out he went to a third show they also threw him out finally the Hassid a breslav have a cloyse he goes in there Meechum Loma gosh I'm a foodie from there they don't throw nobody out he comes and he says Kadesh he doesn't pray doesn't Darvin he doesn't put on Tilly and he doesn't do anything the only thing he does is he says Kaddish nobody said anything to him they left him a few months later one guy comes over to him and says listen you here anyhow you praying anyhow he governing anyhow so at least put on the fill-in he said okay moshe begins to put on the fill-in mitzvah guy rarest Mitzvah one mitzvah leads to the next he begins to the oven he begins to put on tefillin he starts on the road to becoming a show merit or arm it's hot completely one day the Bolsheviks came in and they close down every mixer in the city no mikvah they attacked the Shura SHhhh a purity of kedusha of holiness the basic of the Jewish family they destroyed every mikvah was closed Rebbe lady it's look bender came to this man to this Moshe and said listen now is your chance yesh kono lamal now is your chance hashem bless you your hands are creative you know how to build make a secret mikvah allow the kaduche of the community to continue allow terrassa mich pasa to thrive even when the government shut everything down it has to be in secret welche went with his own bare hands and began to make the mikvah very difficult and did it in the utmost secrecy when he was finished he made a covering so that no one would ever be able to discover it and he put on the top such a heavy covering that you could even take a wagon and horses across and it would be fine it wouldn't cave in and so it was reinstated one day the Bolsheviks heard some kind of a rumor they didn't really believe it that there was a mikvah so they came to check it out they looked high and low all over the place they rode right over the mikveh and they didn't realize it they didn't find it so the person that they said was going to defile and beam itami every was the individual that ended up to be meta hair to purify everyone the core of chuhwa the power that we have of chuhwa is an interesting thing not just that I can do two ver not just I can straighten out my life get rid of Maya Varys not only that I can become pure and holy but I can affect others the my am to Hiram the pure waters can go and can overflow one individual can be Matai er many can purify many but it takes that idea of my own that I'm able to do it and I'm able to climb the the levels every person has to have deep inside the idea of the potential that we are here in this world not to let the time go by we are here in this world to capitalize on every minute the person that loses a minute the person that doesn't take it seriously the person begins to goof off during these days that individual is I wouldn't tell you even a person that's foolish there's not even a proper term for it because they're so missing it their show a sham be motto Hashem said you listening now you goofing off what are you doing you got years peeled or you don't you're serious about it or you're not it's a time for Chava another couple of weeks God it depends how a person can take it to heart it depends how a person says how do I want the next year to be how do I want it for my family how do I want it for Claudius or L we got to have a better year every single individual has the power to create a new marriage can be the most beautiful marriage even if up until now it was a nightmare hello Maura panas ah even up until now persons shaky and palasa hasn't been coming in too much house Deshawn this year could be chef Rob the person could be supporting who knows what up until now has the Shalom the held wasn't so good produce good health Rifat can come into this world the greatest bra Haute the greatest blessings can come to us only if a person utilizes these days the tsaatan is very upset he don't want anybody to utilize these days he wants to say listen wait a minute is going to be Labor Day Monday a Labor Day a picnic you know Labor Day you got to go out to cruise cruise line Labor Day Labor Day come on so probably the beach is still open I don't know I know the Holocaust but probably still got another day Labor Day you got to get the last day before the year starts you know then the kids in school then you got to go to a Labor Day take it easy hey what's the rush man chill out take your time it's okay about what they didn't understand was Labor Day fells in the middle of hello hello not so push it labored they just went out the window that vacation the cruise is out is it sorry you may be dreaming there you know with the martini but God for hello Lala is it different time it's a time when everybody gotta be a little bit more serious where I got a thing mats off-key solid humble mo I got to think about if I can only remember that one Avera that I still got to do tissue Baha I would think about it for one minute I can't think about it while I'm holding the martini with the reflector in the Sun soaking in the race ahead don't work it don't work but I could think about it if I open up the tea lame and I see huh c- Tamid and I see some of the other things it will help me to understand take a look take a look what we say in Tahoe noon take a look for one moment what we say Rocklin wakandan Hashem please have mercy on me Hashem I don't know what to do you know there is some in hog when you come this banana loan a da and learn a da man I said so there's an interest in min hug it says a mission bro cough it's Cayenne that you're sitting down you stand up you stand up you sit down like they're not alone they die we don't know what to do but one thing we do know what to do Labor Day Chuba Labor Day is for us to labor it's a Yamaha da but in a voter session that's what it means Labor Day just in case anybody had any misunderstanding about it it's not the day for vacation it's a day a yummy yule it's a day for teshuva it's a day where the person has to say whoa hello I gotta worry about this now I got to think about it because the little work now brings a year that is unbelievable one thing that we all forget one thing will forget Hashem says everybody does teshuva you become a Bria Hadassah you become a new creation that means we are not the same anymore Bria kedusha means that I am a different person altogether bruja Concha ha kodesh it can be Hashem you give me a new spirit I'm not the same guy I was before I'm not the same girl that I was who I am different I am not the same that is abrió Hadassah that means that I can renew myself and I don't have to be the same this is for everybody why because I take a look at myself Goldwasser what are you oh yeah we know you are you know I am could I change can another person change everybody could change the greatest wishes Shiva can change to get better a guy says yeah but I'm used to doing this I'm pretty good generally like you know I'm 99.999% good there's one little thing that I'm not under presenting but that's okay everybody has their weakness everybody has their little thing so that's okay isn't it no no that's the thing that I shall sent us into this world to try to become a little better but I think I can't change it because that's the way I am if that's the way I'm created and that's the way that I have and I got my desires and I have my things that I'm interested and I got the dreams in my head and ever so I can't change it I've been like this always low ruach ha kodesh big care be Hashem says I'll make you know Hashem says you come in and you do chuhwa I will recreate you Hashem says you will recreate yourself Hashem says you will not be the same person anymore you will be a completely different Bria you will be a new creation and so Rebbe burrows bear the great Russia Shiva of calm units Robert Baer wrote some of the deepest commentaries on Tom wood known to modern man rebirth bear he had a father it was after the first world war his father fell ill rebels bear was very careful in Cuba love aim you've got to honor a father and mother you got to respect them it is the hardest mitzvah says in the Talmud to do to respect father and mother it's one of the hardest but it's one of the greatest mitzvah so Rebbe Barbera when his father got sick went to him did not leave his side night or day night or day stayed together with him didn't leave for a second what happened was he got so upset over it he no longer gave she or he no longer gave the class in yeshiva unfortunately they began to saw that Roberto bear his health began to deteriorate because he said by the bed all day worrying about his father helping his father he wasn't taking care of himself and they kept telling him you got to take a break you got to go out will bring a guy in from the Achieva he'll stay he'll replace you just go out for a little bit and come back revoke their promised no I've got to stay with my father his health went down so bad that finally they convinced him one night one night he agreed to go for a few hours they had a BA hora came in from the achieve and replaced him unfortunately on that night his father was mr. his father died when Rebbe barf bear was not in the room we're both bear was so upset that he let his father down that he wasn't in the room at the time when his father gave back his neshama to the Gein same aroma in their Abarth bear became completely depressed he became so upset that his health went down even further they could not do anything for him they were afraid for his life he could not forgive himself pathetic I am pathetic I am the greatest in the entire generation heard about it what was happening to the great Russia Shiva Ribeiro bear Santosh liya to bring red barf bear to the cafe is qaeem the Javed scheme Tokra barf bear and held his hand held his hand tightly he told him the following many many times he explained to him the essence of chuhwa how chuhwa how doing repentance turns us in to new people to a Bria kedusha the covered sky him said and I'm going to quote the words chuvash Anderson Olano may a sabore the chuva the power of repentance that was given to us from Hashem anorak Caporal ahead it is not just atonement and forgiveness for the sin L o Achieva but the repentance of self meh appearances Sodom the ishka - it turns a person into a completely new man there's no place to be upset about the past he continued to speak to him - Roberto fair until finally Roberto fair broke down and cried he accepted his words and as they helped him to leave the room where barber kept saying Adam kadosh honey I'm a new person Adam Kadosh Annie I am a new person everybody here in everybody in Claudius Tyrell during these days when we walk in to the young nor I have to say Adam ha - Annie [Music]