The Book Too Painful to Publish

give me an example of something that you didn't put out or you're not putting out like so it was a novel I wrote and it was about a couple that couldn't have children and then I was buying my re's house from Miss Kaplan rebi says what is what's the book about I told him it's about a couple can can have children and this and that he says don't put it out I'm like what do you mean don't put it out he's like no you can't put it out it's too painful he says let me ask you a question you have an aunt who doesn't have children would you bring it to to your aunt would you bring her this book she said no so that was the beginning of that was chapter one okay fine I can't put up say put I can't put up what's the point of having I can list them right okay so then we gave it to a couple to me and she goes like she says please don't put this book out she says if this book was in the living room a shabas I wouldn't be able to walk into that room don't put it it's too raw it's too real don't put it out so I is said okay I won't put it out I didn't put it out that's it what kind of learning experience did that give you the main point is you got to stay with me