The Inverted Seal - Likkutei Torah Eikev "Eretz Harim" #2 - By Rabbi YY Jacobson

the yeshiva dotnet he may be Schmidt nyet Cyrus right you with me the line starts at Cyrus I am animated a gash on page 34 below the middle of the page so we have misuk on my initial high and you remember the difference does the pouring of the wine does the pouring of the water pouring of the wine is a whole year pouring of the water's on suckas and it created a tremendous amount the outcome of inna pours wine water into the wine that he gives to its hook to access a deeper broader because we have here two different experiences maíam and yayan mayan represents the hoisin boil at the protruded seal and mayan represents the recessed hoisin moussaka mayaman away is deeper than missile ha yayan he may be Schmidty had said us I am the mighty Tiger Chien ah a whole circus you're pouring water you're pouring water what happens when you had Cyrus you start saying Geshe muddy digestion he starts descending the rain see what happens here this is literature my intestine my you have been pouring water a whole circus and now it's many at Cyrus is murder that guy this is the Mayan nook then that brings the my endure in the feminine waters that aroused the masculine flow shows ohon chakras my Andorran mel milah this is the masculine waters flowing from above leus Nicollet gillian in Southborough Habana samus is shown makarevich believe amo that the full expression of the divine infinite energy should be entrenched in the nationís of the jewish people in the deepest form and the do care is Killian himself cause we're dealing here with Maya remember that valley below brings forth the mountain above the recessed seal below when I take the recess till my post put it on the on the wax what comes out it protrudes it sticks out so it's always in the reverse could hoist em I miss a person man - hi Somali Becca hi Samantha so therefore the maíam below creates the higher above it creates the Ghibli the revelation above without Levu because when there's a skier when there's a sense of ski in the sense of Shakya indented recessed in this original esata when these are loose Tata is aged then it creates a nice elusive delaila that is that is Shakya my boil it creates a Shakya but when this elusive esata is one of meiyan in other words not a high symboi lot but a high some shy kaya so then this iris is the laila that's created is a ghillie of christ and boiled without any love ocean Hamas did him without any garments that Eclipse he says when yet saris is the mighty digression Val's enema this is shuttle emitter a sham I am Tish to my in to the rain of heaven will eric estrada rink water Shakur de la Mancha come Chavez ooh Alyona the meta Raja mine which fish many odd Sara so I did mr. Carmyle macaque asuka's doesn't say militarism I am it says limit arch am I in you first give the water which then comes forth and comes back and reciprocates there is a reciprocal relationship where the water comes down to the person the materia Maya you have the nistrim I'm of suckers which brings the gas amongst many answers the Zohar Marshall are now called the Marshall silica Vedic did she actually used the way a man pours his friends so he then pours back - and he nail Pisa you Vinay Pathak Miguel come on I say oven very lavish on which the air is not hollow say this is the meaning of the past this will give us our vana Diprivan the pasta can meet her we often say this bus it as possibly is associated we say it also intosh look me calc America we say us at the end of math - you're in a chipper after minister who was a god like you now say other in carry sins over our passion forgo sins Lachey eros not kalasa for the remainder of his inheritance hey this is from the word shire the leftovers the remainder in a philosophy of his NACA lon this is a passage by the Navi Miko Thom Ruhe dissolve a painted base initial shot and come the Khazar and the second panic of necessity Shoshanna da feuds ayan they say the Peter Seamus the meaning of the word shale is what strapless Shamus knocks iwasa they say Lachey a this means the Misha Mason ops my kisser I am somebody who makes himself like sharing Shania means leftovers what does this mean you have two attitudes one time sometimes a person's attitude is why you another attitude is why me that's Mesa mouths make a on it one attitude is when I have leftovers then I'll give you something I'll throw you a bone in other words you'll get the I another attitude is Mason ops mikesh anion the person really could integrate with other people and empathize with other people that he could actually give himself the should I am make himself the shin I'm make himself leftover what does this mean what does this mean the ash Leviathan the English first have to explain one in yin Chiba City Makkah Bolam haka minam McCrea mama de sel Yanis Gaga's could do la grulla Tavares in the early works of Kabbalah the sphere ice begin with you have ya kasseri of Medina but then you have when you get to the emotions you have Padula guru Taveras Gaga's hi new submitters how's the is burning wishing to do long Thomas custard is defined as good luck Bates anion when it comes to the Ariza in a safer it's time Nikki raha hysterical Gaga's he changed it from Gaga's to Chagas from gulag Virata Faris Knesset purity fellas shanira amid the machine lesson overpass successive campaign we go back to the Tanakh when the pasta enumerates the me dice in debris hi young we said every day the PASOK says Muharram had the dual of agora Vata Faris Vanessa Hoyt doesn't say Latasha my asset Akash on how to do one in other words there was an evolution in Tyrese a Kabbalah this Kabbalah Mehcad my name as he calls it the earlier capitalists and then there is the later cabinet when he says the later Kabbalist as he puts it it's from the era of the Ariza myhres apostille way hey of the fifth day of of Shinhwa midbass 1572 1572 as we know it's fast buried in the old cemetery and swass that was a major error when Kabbalah was completely revolutionized the reaso had a never miss never was there a mock Rab moisture cordovero who wrote a safer called paradise remind him the orchard of pomegranates he passed away two years before the Arizona in 1570 said I think esophageal Thomas also buried right there and spots you know you have those Bluetooth tombstones in the old cemetery near the results mikvah this is the remark he wrote the Pirates a team is from the reason and there we see this shift when earlier kabbalistic texts you have a lot of earlier kabbalistic texts there you'll have doula and the reason jizz it to the desert what's the difference why buy them it's doula glory to Ferris and and the deposits that will Akash I'm how to do love out for the doula is called Tess Tess is called the doula and then from there I am and on it's usually quoted as a sad word the fairest nets are cut for her onion the Union is as follows keep em is being safe part of houla shyah shyah shyah shyah asset because really when you're dealing with the infinite one you can't say he should give tested kindness why rat Maximus could lead to la st. shake it's because of his good doula because as we say in ASHRAE the loss en fakers Padula has no inquiry there's no way to inquire to research it why because there's no way the human mind can investigate it commercial co so as we say the past success in tehilim Eric I am booboo Dow hasit Erica pine oak dowel hazard so the word is right we say this in in the ashtray rano raraku Martian Erica PI Adolphus so we see here the two words together the dowel Castle his hazard is coming from good doula who could dilute acetic acid comes from to do what's the engineer hehe neighbor open a malachite another POSIX says but initially but open a malathion in the light of the Kings face you have life in the King's presence there's life the Leo she is but a snicker Erica pipe because he's called Erica pie in which literally means his anger is long it's it's long it's delayed how came initially is kadal gossip so therefore from Erica you have oka doll cos as will explain how much a customer maka maka the Lehane who has said ain't Cates the tackle Isla hoste attire and therefore it's a HESA that has absolutely no limitations no boundaries there's no end to discussing the zelma does vary our asset that's knowing as we say Hashem Hashem kill Rafa vahanam at a Hawaiian the lava rested here again the focuses is not regular custard it's Arab it's gigantic it's great it's badula it's Badal hazard I'm the Zohar Buderus in know say Amnon penis has insertion Masada the doula Zell who dived I came amid a saint so for this type of Hazard coming from the doula you can attribute the infinite one I shall do the Lausanne shake Ezra doula has absolutely no way to inquire no inquiry no investigation okay who Levada who Cadman the halacha Dumon because he alone is before everyone he's the Cadman from the primordial reality before any other reality even before the highest realities as we say in the sheerest I am King boy go what does Keigo ëgod mean he's teaching that he's God he's above even that which is above golf in the word gaius exalted aloof sublime God we got walking Lascar viaduct gondola that's why the posture says look harsh I'm on the doula the word doula inter in lieu of hazardous look how we attribute to you Lokhande mashenka mean if Ryan was shy amid assume when it comes to creations this type of asset that comes from Padula from infinity is not possible may after shame by Emma Scalia she V because their reality does not have a high shiva's does not have significance in light of infinity the colorized ocean was the entire cosmic evolution who can tipple Ogawa you pee on us like a drop of the Atlantic Ocean mom is like a drop vo you send McCain an heiress and don't think my metaphor is accurate it's far less it's far it's infinitely remote from the drop of the Atlantic Ocean because the Tippin did Tiana's even though one cup of water one droplet of water relative to the ocean is quite insignificant but nonetheless ultimately ultimately the ocean is made up of drops yes not ten drops and not even a million drops it's gonna it's gonna be quite a stretch to get to all the drops but the point is ultimately one drop of water captures something essential of the ocean yet you can take a cup of water isn't something you know about it there's not a lot you know about the ocean it's certainly not like being in the ocean but Epis it's been a right but it's not really Boehner as an expression on the very shoe and my secretary is I know how to be a day Neela Shire comet appreciation by young I could estimate how many tip is there are in the young lady me comet if you could talk about it comet tip research by young not an easy sizable not but that's what the Gemara says in Hardy is the field I think so here he says I'm just giving a Marshall but it's really the Yosemite Nana well pain but cozy tradition so therefore whenever you're dealing with kedusha hoop in is Bittle the emblem of kaduche is bittle the absence of arrogance the openness to a higher reality the cava iein a sense of a person opening themselves up to a larger identity the caleche Evie the person understands that the Eagle does not have her Shiva's a person's identity it's true reality is that you're aligned with the infinite not placed within us Kaduna and therefore the facet is opposite from the doula of the Ange site which represents absolute expression of infinity the Lehane nuclear energy solution at its Kanaan washing her not all orbital the name fair you saw the original name is commander with the konami titers here comes from the word Kamiya ain't earned unless paulo Elementor kuvira she writes motion - ah - ah means a conniving submission dedication subservience the opposite of arrogance the opposite of asia's the zelma does has said love ROM this is the attribute of a promise message and I'm sure home cleaners are nicely off of a third of ROM said I am dust and ashes well that looks on my yahoo no sir painting the color Kassadin I became smaller from all the fasten commercial custom began aside riders as explained in tanana Gary Sukhoi - ein shop so therefore we have heard two elements two ways in which we talk about lessons we could talk about tested in terms of doula and we could talk about hazard in terms of facets what is the difference between the two this is the difference of he says how the MOCA bollam spoke about tested before the reaso and how the McCallum spoke about a set after the Alisa [Applause] what's the hufana here what's then I could he's making it's a little bit kid sir maybe not a little bit it's not quite the kitchen there are two forms of crescent so the McCallum before their easel focused on one badula and then he focused on Castle what's the two forms of Crescent now you have to understand why he changed the Daphne okay we'll soon see he goes on but let's bring out the first point he's making one is a facet that's born of a sense of greatness the little luster ain't fake Ericka pion Dal desert excuse me our Martian killer a cop I am very wroth guess it's all a hosta that comes from ralph from absolute greatness from absolute infinity that's when you talk about the ain't safe when you talk about the person if a person gets up looks in the mirror and says I'm infinite in other words I'm the only one that exists that is not the greatest recipe for pheasants in fact we have a name in English for it that's called narcissism narcissism means that in your mind you're the only one that exists and there are people like that it's just you know today I mean it's been diagnosed though so today's a lot of discussion about it it's a very profound reality sometimes the narcissist doesn't even realize he's a narcissist he's a compulsive narses and sometimes the people around him it takes years to realize because sometimes he has a lot of charisma he's not even aware of how deep it is but as somebody once said how do you drown a narcissist you put mirrors on the bottom of the ocean somebody else once said about a particular individual he said watch me once told me about a person he says watch out from him he's a self-made man and he worships his creator so there was a fellow who once told his wife that he never made a mistake in his life guide tells us like I never ever made a mistake so she says never never Oh once yeah 1962 she says what happened he said I thought I made a mistake that was his mistake so you have sometimes person is going to cultivate that concept of goo doula little Aussie ain't shaker an IVA of c---eight I'm infinite I'm the ain't safe I'm the only existence then automatically it's impossible for them to have real custard it's just gonna be manipulative gossip I need has said to get validation I need tested to get to step two it's just a stepping tone I'm just using you and that's the question in life without me already humour there was once a woman who said that she stopped dating why she said because her last day she goes out with a guy and for three hours he's talking about himself as you know is not so uncommon right all he's doing is talk about himself he does this is this season a season finally after three hours he looks at her and he says you know it's enough of me talking about myself let me hear what do you have to say about me so you have sometimes a person even their perception of Cassatt is also narcissistic it's all than to use the achieve a solution it's all a didn't then yes it is also a didn't you even it's a facet I need to be a Muslim can i address it to my resume can you put in my resume could you put up my might savor that I'm a ball facet not to do with other people yeah and even that skoufis our dinner even if you talk about other people it's also add in its it it's a gather okay now you're gonna do hasit I was at a Shabbos a few weeks ago so there was an out to the buffer there out to the baka 36 year old fellow who's a friend of mine and for many years he wasn't interested in getting married but you know how it is with from Jews everybody has a for everybody so this was in a hotel for a Shabbos so I was walking with them and every woman says I have a for you well my brother my nephew my uncle my niece my brother I say my brother he was a mad guy my niece my dis man everyone and you know he was polite so but I I felt bad that we were walking talk with us tell us what you know I stopped one of the one of the people who wore finish it up and I said I don't think it's so respectful do you want to know if he wants to talk about this now is he interested it's in front of somebody else what do you bother inform maybe there's a system why don't you ask him privately maybe send an email what's going off Ram oh so person without blink and I says what do you mean I'm doing Tessa I'm doing shy what's the definition of peasant I decide I'm doing acid and that said you don't like it tough work on you last night I went for an ism availab somewhere it comes in and he has a story to tell the Oval a long story he started telling the story The Oval tells him it's a vice to myself I know the myself what do you do quiet knows the story so he turns to me he says I'll tell you the story so now I had to hear for 10 minutes the story he came in with a story he had to give it he has a sheet to give he has to express himself the guy is not ready the etching ahead okay we'll find it on the carbon to say it too that's maybe in a dramatic way no I'm sure he meant well I'm not judging him a thug enos coverage of the Gilliam climber sometimes it's hosting abyssal I get it you have a coffee you gotta let it out it's important for a person to understand yes it is not about part of my resume is I'm also kind part of my perfection is part of my narcissism is that people don't call me a narcissist now you have this level that got beloved level that's why that result changed it he says don't the sense of good Dula by Hashem it's the other way around God is the only reality Hashem is reality look at the luster in cake he is the infinite reality so therefore that is reality there is no other reality so therefore this facet of our Shem comes mid-south everything is infinite and kindness is also infinite the kindness is also infinite it's a choice and it's a choice that is infinite because everything in life is infinite so all the mythos are insightful if a person applies that to themself and says oh I'm infinite and here for my casa doesn't fit oh that's the first problem the moment your infinite the moment you fill up every space there's no space for anybody else can i press it the first thing you need is you need to have a sense of symptom a sense there's a place where I am NOT - something I have to learn from somebody else this space have to create for somebody else I'm not in safe I'm not infinite Jakob says cut 20 McCullough hasan of rama v nu says a noisy F of a he says that's the Clallam all kedusha all kaduche is me you sit on the at lack of arrogance the definition of kedusha is that is bitl what is brittle brittle as we spoke many times doesn't mean you're worthless schemata Bittle means don't limit your existence to your egotistical perception of your existence which actually makes you much smaller and part of your true reality you can only learn from other people you can only experience it in a relationship in camaraderie there was a you do once came to the summit said it and he said that everybody in Scholl steps on me that was his expression everyone ensured steps on me so the term ascetic said too far places oh me too he's vomited at nod is us of death you spread yourself everywhere so wherever anybody steps automatically on you that was the end of the conversation what did he mean everybody step so you know sometimes you come into a room you see two people talking to each other you're convinced of course they're talking about you who else are they talking about this typical somebody else to talk about in the world of course they're talking about me yeah right maybe they're also talking about something else not spreads of course on the top up who doesn't exist anywhere has to exist everywhere if you don't have one place that is yours then you need every place to be yours because you're desperately looking for a place and when you have to be everywhere then wherever anybody steps it's on you because you're everywhere so somebody cannot take a step without stepping on you so from this heritage of ain't safe which is delusional the first sometimes people in their consciousness don't have boundaries they really feel they are everywhere they belong everywhere they live in other people's minds they replace other people's realities in fact they believe that their existence is really the truth of another person's existence now you may not know it yet you have to find out the truth that you're really me okay you'll find out one day that you're really me but this is a very deep emotion that some people have they're actually living vicariously through other people in other people other people's experiences as themselves are really not seeing a serious their main experiences my relationship to it and this is a if you don't have it you don't have it but if you have it this is very serious it's very profound because it colors everything it affects everything there can't be any real empathy and the reason it can be real any real empathy to the person really does not acknowledge their borders now deep down the reason they don't acknowledge their borders is not because they have too much confidence because they have no confidence ultimately it real real narcissism comes because you never had a place to call your own and therefore you cannot trust that and give life room to have an experience outside of you because you're afraid that if there's an experience outside of you you may die in the process you understand what I'm talking about because there was you never had a place to call your own you never had an identity to call your own and therefore because you never had an identity to call your own therefore you have to be in everybody else's identity you never gave credence to your own so the narcissist is desperately trying to survive so in paradoxical ways the infinity comes because of a sense of worthlessness I have no place to call my own and therefore I have to be everywhere it stops it frustrating a little by a human being real hasit is not that you're infinite on the contrary there's always the aside of Bittle there's always the aside of ayan what's the aside of Bittle and I in a person is part of something far greater and they cannot allow their small ego to replace them to replace life and that's where s it comes from and that's why that I recently says change the noose on look harsh a monk duel by you it's defined as Pedulla what's Kula Dola means greatness by a person we don't call Russell Cotulla a different type of good Allah we don't call that facet lucas duda his little laissez and take much the same so it's a different engine it's the pin of contain technical officer there's only me no I was only me beyond South Division closes everything okay 35 on the top a few tests on it Alif so we explored the difference yes doula versus custard yeah Priya result post I read zone yeah not with no penis module it's not coming from arrogance in other words by a person there's two types of Cassatt as we said one is it's not two types by a person could do look had become the antithesis of Hazzard's doula means that you're infinite as I said yesterday the person believes there's nothing outside of him or nothing outside of her what we would call absolute narcissism I am the only one that exists and when you suffer from that experience it's it's a serious condition you really cannot empathize you cannot really see things from another person's perspective a person emailed me yesterday that we're hearing online they said they liked the class but I did not explain enough how dangerous narcissism is I don't know if this person has some experience or whatever but I said I did not explain enough how dangerous it is so I'm being marshal them and telling you that it's if you don't know what it is you don't know what it is but if you have dealt with one or you suffer from it yourself it's very heads its it's powerful cuz it's lethal and it could be very subtle it doesn't look that way people could be very very charming there and sometimes from very young age let's like that it says mom is a survival skill pushed a survival skill they have to be the only one existing in order to exist no then it's not gonna then test it is not really gonna work it's all manipulative it's all men the feeling of it's it's subconscious manipulation constantly constantly but you somehow are always at the center of things and if something doesn't work out you know sometimes if piece of people in homes the husband's white whatever situation something doesn't work out their way can have a husband the wife you see it sometimes they just go crazy sometimes made me not externally maybe they're smart enough for discipline enough not to scream but internally they almost can't handle it if if somebody disagrees with them if something doesn't go their way if something doesn't work out exactly the way they wanted it it's like mom estate day it's like a suicide it's like they were murdered they they almost intellectually can't wrap their brains around it like can that even be how is that he's impossible so when a person has that sense of ain't safe that becomes very dangerous becomes then tifus obsessive so that's why I resell he says did not use any more than word cannula he used the word acid instead of vanilla love gosh I'm a doula when it comes to sham we do use the word to do more because God's infinity is not a result of arrogance God's infinity is because that's what God is God God's reality is reality so it's everywhere wherever there is reality there is wherever there is something it's reality right so it's not it's not a form of delusional arrogance for a human being to be successful is by realizing that you're part of the whole you're not the whole the moment the person thinks he is the whole he can't be a person anymore he's just a crazy he becomes crazy becomes obsessively michigan because you're not the home somebody comes before you somebody comes after you you're part of the whole you're an indispensable part of the whole you're an important part of the whole you're a crucial part of the whole but you're not the whole you're just not the whole it's like wake up and smell the coffee somebody once told me he was happy he says I own the whole world as does the world doesn't know it yet you understand but they'll find out as my life progresses they will find out Napoleon Napoleon had ambitions mama didn't take over the world the Bala Tonya wrote a letter about Napoleon his son rod has added a hint from his father that he despises him he despises him in the deepest way because his MA who says yes his MA who says core is infinite arrogance and Eva AB see I'm Amish it's the greatest antithesis to Ducie out kaduk are that the ballot Anja lived in a city called Lea D first and Liana and after his arrest he moved to Lea D both in belarus belarus little static little stuff look and Napoleon invaded Napoleon's greatest mistake in his life was that he invaded Russia in June 1812 you'd based on was I believe 1812 he crossed he crossed caverna right went to Vilna from France it came from Lithuania into Russia it was his greatest mistake because he lost probably five six hundred thousand troops and it was ultimately the beginning of his end a few years a year - after the water was just a disaster for Napoleon and Hitler made the same mistake Russia is just a big fish yeah you don't you don't start up with a big fish if you can't swap horns you know what I mean because it's gonna fight back Russia is not a little country Russia is just just endless endless endless you can't win Russia because they just always retreat and it's infinite they just retreat then retreat so you can't win Russia it's it's a ask beautiful Russia is unique it's an interesting phenomenon Russia either you think Russia's New Jersey people in Russia is New Jersey in fresh days so you know Israel I got but Russia is like a match in the football field even smaller so the Lee Abby was pretty close to the border it's pretty close to the border so in a few months he arrived in Thomas and L already was getting close to Belarus so the valeton I escaped Lee Rd I think end of Shabbos Mubarak mellow tough cough iron based 1812 he escaped and he escaped farm and he traveled with he traveled right ahead of Napoleon's armies and his son wrote a diary a year lady wrote a diary so the diary really describes his father's escape route but really it's a study of how the war advanced and I once compared to somebody wrote a book comparing the historical records of the war with the myth Loretta's diary of how his father escaped it's fascinating because they Mohnish at parallels each other some of the greatest conflicts and the ballot on he was like a few hours away and then and some I said happen Richard Shan I just want to be not one party probably escaped yet escaped deep in Russia and the winter was such a heavy winter and snow in the winter of 1880 at the end of 1812 was a bitter bitter winter which caused the Poland's defeat they couldn't survive the winter and the ballot ano say passed away then that one in Ukraine here anyway he left to Ukraine and had near how did she but it was buried an average in the Ukraine but there was a terrible winter he got sick and he passed away so when he was running from Napoleon somebody asked him and said he felt very much that he wanted the Tsar to win not Napoleon and as I said he really despised Napoleon so somebody asked him said I'll say it in Yiddish and he said somebody said that fun yeah fun you meant the Russian peasant okay somebody said to the ball Tania what are you so infatuated with with the Czar and with Russia that they should be victorious over France cause a lot of it earlier I wanted Napoleon to it because he promised emancipation freedom liberty was a big mark Lycus caution it's a maggot a lot of good oil that many wanted he should win all the time you held that it's gonna destroy us it's gonna destroy the Judaism assimilation will be the worst it was a very interesting much like as they had I'll call poems so that somebody set them is it fun yeah ganas fun yeah knoweth which means the Russians are gonna of him the Russians design is how government are adulterers rots him what are you so Napoleon is that Russian that's at the camera in the anti-semitism and he knew what Russians were he suffered terribly he was almost sentenced to death from them you know what they were anyone so Napolitano said as a fun yet kind of funny and knoweth a person is considered Sasha Mahad Napoleon is a stealer Sasha market which means he felt that Russian Russian it was a lot to be desired but Napoleon had a sense of uninhibited arrogance and he said I cannot when I am under the same jurisdiction as Napoleon status my krishma says when I say Shania sauce I'm like a neshama hood I can't experience it fully because he felt that Napoleon represented something that was antithesis to God's oneness where Russia yes there were a lot of a lot of promiscuity a lot of immorality but they had a certain religion Russia they were the Greek the Greek Orthodox for care they were very committed to religion with all over the you know all the poison and all the anti-semitism and all the issues but he felt there was something here this is what we're talking about when the person believes that he's ain't safe when a person believes he's infinite now most people are not so delusional to think that their mamas ain't safe but psychologically we're talking about the psychological experience when you cannot recognize your boundaries in marriages this is a very serious issue when people do not recognize their boundaries and don't respect the fact that I end right here and you begin right here and this place is not my space just like this space is not your space your space is not my space and it's true this is a very impatient with children also right one of the big issues when we talk today about abuse and all that is violation of boundaries that children have to know they have boundaries and those boundaries need to be respected by other people just like we expect from them to respect the boundaries of other people if I'm eating soup and suddenly you take your spoon and you put it into the soup and you take it's a violation of boundaries this is my soup you just don't put your spoon into somebody else's soup and think male if I'm eating potato chips and you take out potato chips okay that's min ago I long because you want to save me from the potato chips but somebody's eating the soup that's the main reason yellowish mobile - whoa yo someone eat the potato chips when it comes to a soup however you don't put your spoon nothing the person says taste my soup but regular why it's a violation of my now imagine when a fat bone ruin physical boundaries are violated not just food when bodily boundaries and then the psychological violation of boundaries it's playing with somebody else's Club somebody else's Tom I told you I think I know the last summer Mike my son came home from camp early so we looked push Nyhus every morning so I chose him a second to a Riven I like massage day so we would let him assassinator than with him so so somebody comes in you know Chicago that comes in says you learning with a little boy aid of inland native it so I tell them in Yiddish I say how the sophistic for Kingdom assess a native and I think it's important for Kenda because a d'avin is all about boundaries everything in Halawa acknowledges boundaries it comes to Shabbos this is my boundary this is our yoke this is Arab this is my house your house this is our courtyard right to turn a court yet the whole eight oven is based on one thing there's boundaries in life anyway I hear my mind that night my grand why my mother was talking to my son saying what are you doing so he's saying I'm learning with kotti in the morning my secretary event so she says what's that why then my top D feels that it's important to know about boundaries so we're learning I'm a sector that deals with boundaries these things that the kids have to know about boundaries so a learning agreement that teaches about boundaries it was very here it was an endearing moment this what our psychological boundaries that all a Riven is really psychological I know people think it's very very technical it is but it's really it's really a reflection of the the concept of Rashida's urges and there's different areas psychologically boundaries really means to acknowledge the fact that the issue that you have a different identity than me doesn't mean that my identity is bad just because you're different than me have different means different priorities different desires different ones different expectations different things that get you upset it doesn't deal ajith um eyes and decimate my identity and therefore my response to your distinctions doesn't have to be aggression I don't have to deal Aegina my's and criticize your priorities because they're so different than mine unless I feel that they're endangering my priorities why would I feel that because I feel that I have to be in safe at least in my house at least in my house you get it this is very deep sometimes people it's very subtle than people so okay so you're different than your very difficult said net mr. Veeck it doesn't destroy my eye the fact that you have a you and four carrot and then when I realized that I could celebrate you and I can even be of assistance I can help you achieve what you need to achieve and not only is it not compromised my eye on the contrary it enhances it it broadens my horizons it's it's it's part of a relationship and so forth but when a person has this feeling of anxiety call it a Napoleon complex right I think that's what this whole person huh okay refines the fact that okay that's what the psychologists like saying but probably was more than that they say that Napoleon slept very little so they asked him why so he says I don't like to be in a position where I'm not in control when you sleep big you're very vulnerable he says I'm sleeping but if there's Napoleon so so that's that's the distinction so it's it's it's a different experience it's a different reality now the question of course now is this is going to be above our initial cibola the language will be a little abstract but the concept will be clear why did I reason was not only talking about people who so from Hashem so why did he change from the diluted essence so on the first line you see you test it has Marcia cost of Bates high amid the assassin Valero Magdala h-hi him is the basic work of that reason called The Tree of Life was transcribed by his student of crime fatale time we tal was the primary student of the reason of Hitchcock Lauria my reisel is a drain a new revenue it sucks a journal of Rafah right our results just good to know it's a name you hear a lot I resell is a drain a know our master a teacher Rob a no it's Hari it's a join a live rock that's why he's called re zone I read what also means a lion but it's the leadership tavis of his name repeats exact Rennell of Rodd his student was a crying Vittal is actually his last name was Ashkenazi I mean it's a Gloria Ashkenazi was his last name came from Egypt and then he settled in swass and his main student was a kind of a town who wrote down most of his works because I resell wrote very little and the main work is called h-hi that's why he's distinguishing here the HCI Marcia cousin my cousin behind me this festival are my middle why there's a giant change as he said the early macaw ballin when they want to talk about her so they talk about doula they call it Gaga's the reason calls it haggis not do LaGuerta fairies but less ignore it affair is why this change so now he's gonna give a Kabbalistic explanation but the words here are very abstract I'm just telling you it's mystical code language of Cibola high no ki beti madaba Bethesda the design and PennDOT sillas it's guy and he's talking about the facet of the world of at sillas the air amp it means the small face the air amp in which basically represents the six mid-ice of the world of our zilla's hasent word the ferris nutsack I decide I should how Kaelyn in the patinas gruel of attack list and the vessels therein not sillas are known as being relatively finite Rachel Ahmad Vova Allah firm revolvers Perseus the Kabbalistic works it gives a number 236 thousands Myriad's of parcels of parcels for Miller basically of huge huge distances spiritually speaking which a custom big area Sukhoi leaders Deborah Maskull Eva kie but lo que knickers the air amp and that's why it's called a small face my shrink and Erica primal inside versus Erica pine which means a long face Kabbalah there are two famous terms IRA sampans Arrington anybody who reads any of the literature knows Aleph Aleph Soloff I love Oliver's era campin or or a long face era is from the word oral unpin means face we have indeed human with the sera from Hashem Hashem K Roth of a common errors up i am literally a long face Rashi explains what's Erica PI M F means anger Erica PI means you're slow to anger your long Tanger in Kappa Kabbalah that's not what Erica paya means actually it's it's what it means but it comes from a much deeper idea Erica PI means a longer face which represents an infinite face versus a ramp in which represents a small face in other words it's contracted it's compressed it's like when you see yourself in the mirror and the mirror shrinks the image looks the same image you have a picture of somebody the picture is not the size of the person but it's the whole person in the picture or in the mirror so the whole body is reflected in a smaller you have a cup of water and sometimes the whole moon or the Sun is reflected in the cup of water the Sun is a little larger than the cup of water let's put it that way but nonetheless the glass of water the cup of water captures so to speak a reflection of the entire body of the Sun so that's the area pin versus Erica Pam the small face versus the long face so it represents that the divine the way the divine compresses itself in vessels in containers that's called a ramp for Lehane Bethesda's a ramp in Nicorette has said the map in his bid for the Ariza started to speak not only about has said above of erica pi there you would call the doula but the reason started to speak about the customs a ramp in lowered the way Hashem compresses his hazard with in containers so there he doesn't call it gudule a calls it the desert because over there the focus is on penis bitl facet of ma there's a sense of there's a sense of dedication a sense of boundaries a sense of nullification shark Kaelin patella mom Ashley it's a horrible because the containers feel a sense of complete loyalty and dedication to the infinite one evoke in a sulcus and we say in an ashtray Zephyr have to have been such an inverter from Hashem Arif a pile of dolls acid that's the tester that comes from Erica pine from doula the Ralph gazelle bubbliness IRA camp in Shalem ila Mozilla's doula comes from the Tessa that's beyond the world's even the world about Zyliss which is basically the highest spiritual manifestation of divine energy over there the result calls it hasit the earlier Merkabah lamar speaking about Erica pie and IRA camp and they call it gudumba commercial cost of bizarre and being invested the McGavin Vanessa de Labarre Soria makes a distinction between inner class and an outer testator in this context infinite the Tessa that comes from God's infinity and the Tessa that comes from recognizing your Ballinger ease miss Rita suck a lemn shimmer ulama tell you nice javelinas Cassady smallish agam who passer we have in our world a reflection of Casa de Aragon but usually we're explaining here our tests that comes from recognizing our boundaries and from recognize from from our humility and from our interdependence and from recognizing the value of the other we also have a reflection in our world of the higher test of the infinite casa after the process of shri sai kala the Kalyan broken aloo Matar you in the world of chaos where we know in the world of thali we learnt us in my Mauritius yam I'm another man Martin previa for this world there was a world known as alum ha ha you in which the energies transcended the vessels the vessels were not limited enough the vessels were not broad enough to contain the energy and therefore they cracked under the weight of the infinite energy would be like somebody who's a genius and they have brilliant brilliant ideas but they don't have retaining power or somebody has ambition but they don't have the ability to relax or somebody has tremendous love but they don't have restraint so in all of these experiences when somebody has so much intensity without calum to contain it ultimately the Kayle their vessels break from the weight of these myths and that was the concept of alma mater you which caused severe suck a lemn a breaking of the vessels and all the divine energy in them fell and got scattered so he says you have Cassidy Ishmael from Erath Anton you have the tested of Ishmael Asha gum who passer him he was a positive positive means he was a great spender alkane appeaser but the spending was but daily Harris's are sure to show off his wealth that if air is good Allah say and his splendor the LEAs laila Shambala two fellas to make a reputation for himself sometimes you have people that are very kind but their kindness essentially is there looking for validation they throw huge parties they're very social but it's not because of confidence and security it comes because they need they seek the validation of others they need at their table should be adorned with guests they need that people should feel that they are a good company these are this is a person you want to hang out with you Shmuel looked like I've wrong but he was the opposite of a problem he looks just like I've wrong because I've robbed him was so outgoing and his small was so outgoing I've robbed was so extroverted and your small was so accurate I've robbed loved having guests and your small loved having guests but it came from different reasons by you Shmuel it was Erica pie going sour it was God's infinity when infinity breaks down and you don't have anymore the genuine energy of it all you have is a sense of narcissism so it's infinity gone sour so it's basically you don't have a place and if we have to be everywhere you need to show off your spin you need people to come and and and celebrate you you need it because you don't have a private space that you call yourself and it's a Ramona's on such a person you always have to dress up you're always on stage you you never have what's called a Down moment anybody knows such an experience huh it exists it still exists in the world yeah even in Muncie okay hey Padma penis have bitl penis uh purveyor of realms as unknown feet off of a furred woman mailer shade must be Iraq Muhammad's mr. light your small will only give from his leftovers he'll never give from something substantial he doesn't really care about you he's not letting you into his life a carrot it's just for show so if he doesn't have extra why would he share it with you so it looks like it's you know very ostentatious very out-there very extroverted it's really coming to church pumpers should show off as well through pressure to make a name for himself to make a reputation it's not coming from an earthly off of eighth of Rama V who has a genuine sense of appreciation of respect he doesn't take his ego seriously sees himself as part of the whole and if we values the other as much as he values himself sometimes more he says miss javelinas Eddie never I am out of people gained this complex of infinity we don't people get this I know I - we recycle and I come I love my toy you shall lift me out still is surely a hazard of penicillin because beyond that Cilla's the test set is tacit infinite and when you had a shri recycle and when there was a breaking of the vessel so that energy falls and gets lost it gets morphed into other forms but it's really that energy of infinity so this really means that like everything even narcissism has a share in kedusha it's mush and Erica pie um it's just you missed the boat in the sense that you can't identify what it's to spiritual sources but if a person can associate it with its source that becomes it's ticklish that becomes its tickle because when you can associate it with God's infinity then your infinity doesn't have to exclude the existence of others because it's not coming from insecurity so this is really this really postulates a profound idea that's recently coming out and that is that narcissists are much more insecure than regular people at the surface it looks like the other way they have to rule the world but it's really the other way I have to rule the world because I don't have a world I have to be everywhere cuz I'm nowhere I have to own you because I don't own myself I have to be every I have to be in everybody's mind because I mean nobody's mind I'm not even in my own mind so therefore my emotions are so dependent on your emotions so sometimes when a person cannot respect their own emotions they need that other people they need to live vicariously through other people so it's not coming from real arrogance it's coming on the country from terrible terrible sense of mediocrity to to a point of oblivion but if you can align that with God's infinity then everything changes around Theory gives a few footnotes of aha Adam sorry we dub Lake Bemidji is the island had taken s at the map canoes with a human being or two connected and me dies of a llama tikkun olam our chicken is already the world after tell you where the kalyan contain the light there you have a set of ma ma represents bitterness acid that comes from humility from a lack of ego LaHaye nephila Magilla Reyes and Mac Miller's Kassadin luminous arts mimic Mikasa what are the practical ramifications sometimes you do a favor to somebody and it comes back to haunt you there's a razor not everybody not every duelist has said they make you a guest of honor sometimes you help somebody right like somebody once told me I don't know what favor I did to this guy that he hates me so much okay face it must become get done that he hates me what did I never did anything from I don't know why I deserve to be a tit sometimes like Melissa said McGill Mariah says I'm not giving you extras sometimes I don't make me have a lot it's a difficult voluminous after Malik Malthus and he won't he won't stop Kevon should Simba circus and Marsha Mason add some acacia Ryan because the test is not coming from a place of insecurity and arrogance and therefore the moment I feel like I'm not getting what I need from you it's all over and I'll only give you my extras it's coming because Mason mathematician I'm because he doesn't have to put himself at the center of the world he could really consider somebody else as significant in a genuine way and therefore he has the ability to actually transcend himself and give and that's and he's completely fine with that he remains completely wholesome with that feeling the he may had a penis beetles they utilize galas along with dice of schlock others borrow Hamish subpoena Smithers Kumasi as far as beguiling Amish now here's the paradox when a person experiences Heston from this place of bittle from this place of humility he now becomes a receptacle to experience the doula to experience Hashem Smith this mamma-jamma doula which means Hashem is infinity because we go back to our good old seal Khaled a pianist Guillermo Mota show cleaners bitl membership the Seleucid available cleaners poison buglet oh goodness me this velocity is part when the person experiences the recessed cell it's not self seal the face some harsh IKEA right the seal in which that's indented so way it comes out on the other side is it comes out protruded so when they ceruse Adela SATA when a person's avoiders in a state of humility and bittle he becomes a reciprocal of risky becomes a receptacle for the slice and boiler that i Shems inspiration from above for truths in other words Hashem is good doula Hashem is infinite expression machine can be satyagraha we're in the other side not holiness your cleanest yesh over there there's always arrogance nem Shama Shama Rakesh Risa Kayla he can only get the infinite energy through a breaking of the vessels though in yin what they sear it so now a curse come overcome and you see what he is in one line the end of the sector Marcos Romaic even as colleagues are travelling and they hear Koha - all right me Rome is at its peak Revere Kiva is living in the 1st 2nd century after the Common Era few years after hurtin by a Shamy or middle of urban a few decades after and they going and they hear what's happening in Rome Rome is at the height of its power at the height of its success and all the hum and mock crying Arabic Eva is laughing to say what are you crying for what they asked what are you laughing is what are you crying and they say how could we not quite the based on Nick dishes its decimated base of the cane was sort of Bayesian look at these guys look at the height of Roman culture and success via Cuba says that's why I'm laughing in law you've read it same a car well I see are saying that luck has come with a camera if this is what they're getting imagine the oyster is saying to those who do I shams will what they're getting so but Bala Baptist what he means is in the future we'll get our reward don't worry about it and look what it's gonna look like from Rome you can see what its gonna look like that's trap while time he goes to step decrease talking about now he says in what are you really sorry Mecca if I return I get is their whole access to divinity is through Severus are Caleb through the breaking of the vessels laureate Serena lockers camera camera you could get infinity from its source everyone is looking for infinity everybody is looking for the wholesome divine reality but when a person gets it through ashes they can only get it through Sakhalin in other words they can get the energy that's fragmented that's broken not the real authentic relationship what are you serious I know they get directly because from Chrysler mache kaya you reach the Khoisan Boyland that's what he says your typhus commercial cost of Makkah Marcus Raboy LaMotta con named shakarez Irene softly initially most of the cooler in T corn you can have the insight from the complete perfection the after shows al gum can finish auditorium of Colliers this may also be the prat of it's a land of mountains and valleys Kiev ROM shall put in his heart I know me the successor of ROM is a mountainous Crescent and hazards and omission foreigners are noisy offered the effort subpoenas bigger penis myth of realms hard comes from the valley his has said his growth his expansiveness comes from the premise little machine can be cetera African also narrates his role in kedusha it's a Eretz harem that comes from the Kois the zelda heiress na colossal ameesha Mason absolutely sure Ali that's what the Gomorrah means in Russia Shana defuse I me Cal cometh and I say I oven oven our passion of shame is not colossal the Gomorrah says somebody who makes himself cashier I am II become like a leaf for you to come home with the Soraka min that's what the posit is talking about these give them with the Soraka min can you give him this arrived from the crime Rock'em and Dolan they are called great compassion commercial Kosovo barakamon joy limb a captive shanem shock him if he knows Villa de la seine take they come from his infinity shame of cleanness Erica pie in Oakdale cousin Val Kane a 9mm caliber Misha Mason misapplication I am shopkin a ski or building where can you have the miquel combine a nice a of invited a Pecha which represent these your Minister Ackerman which the area snack Allah say for somebody who's recessed for somebody who's in the state of Mittal for somebody who opens themselves up for somebody who transcends ego and allows their true vulnerability to emerge and recognizes their oneness with a higher power with a higher source says ed ICO applique lila penis hoisin pilots Allah my Allah because only the high some Shakya the recess seal is the receptacle for the face and boil it for the protruding seal Shama Milo from above commercial coastal by richness of POSIX see mainly kathai Somali Bertha the Souchak also that's the meaning of the pasta Kenya Shia ki Koyama Hashem says ROM Vanessa mother and the car bearish ashlynn mezda kumara God is above God has exalted God as High God as Holy where does he well he dwells in the one who's crushed he dwells in the one who is of a humble spirit or as the coccyx where everyone said that there is nothing as there is nothing as straight there's nothing as a crooked vehicle isolated stars a crew mazzaglia glyco later I'm sorry Senna stars are crew mazzaglia glide vertical there's nothing as crooked as a glide rattle would be a life where to look adjust on somebody else's catchment there's nothing that's crooked Sinistar Zaza versus Goliath we accumulated there's nothing as straight as a diagonal as a crooked ladder that's what a ladder supposed to be the stars are smart society device at that rhythm there's nothing that's black as white shrouds for a maze for a corpse Oh sénor stars our dancers actually had two broken hearts and there's nothing as whole as a humble heart because in the humility of the heart of the humble heart where a person empties themselves out of all vanity of all vanity of all the egotism of all narcissism so they actually allow themselves to become really part of the infinite they open themselves up to experience that which is truly infinite the caisson buglet becomes the Kayle for the caisson Shakya which sit Roger never wants to leave go of that the Asia's and therefore at best it can only channel the energy through the sphere of Sakhalin if depended the dividend we can use small and the son of rama he says he doesn't understand but if you go to a philharmonic orchestra the music sounds good a fresh statements but the music 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