The Joy of Pain

if God loves us and cares us why would he send us suffering the villain Millett writes ship Tessa omission Tessa hey my Yin AHA Mooney sheddeth is a stick machine it is a cane a stick is there the hip a cane is there to support he says borio Lam both of them give me consolation I feel good and the question is your consoled when God gives you the stick when something terrible happened in your life as I'll explain there's a story of a child who went with his father into the forest and his father tells them you must hold my hand the whole time because if we lose each other I don't know if I'll ever find you and I don't know that you'll ever make it out of life and the boy walks with his father and he holds us in he's there with him for a day in two or three and the fourth day as he's walking he something catches his attention and he's distracted and he lets go of his father's hand and the father and son lose each other and he's screaming death and with nobody answering and he's scared out of his mind and it's getting dark he starts hearing the roaring of the wild animal The Lion the Tyger names for his father and he's screaming with his voice I scream anymore and he sitted in sugaring is no it's gonna be with him and then the middle of the night he feels someone from behind who gives him a slap on his face they never felt before his life's to Japan as its feeling the pain he's wondering who did that and he walked looks turns you see the sponsor and when he seen his father he gives us for the biggest time these are mother says when you give me a slap that means you care about that means you didn't give up on that means you're looking to me you know what God will do he didn't care nothing how would you feel if every night you came home 3:00 4:00 in the morning drunk drugged out and your father nervous is working not after a day not after a month times a year your father sees you self-destructing every single day and doesn't say a word what did that say about your father this is your K value but God does