The Love of Hashem - Rabbi Aharon Walkin

is that Chevy's Bora we hope the help of Hashem to begin a series shield him titled the gimel javis the three loves love about shem tov spoke that he came to this world to introduce and to be much SPEA to bring to the world the importance of working on the gimm allah hafiz the three loves what other gimme la havas I have a sham I have a cetera and I have us Heathrow those are the gimbal our hobbies we find the word I have oh by these three things by the ribbon asylum the a half dozen Emily kaho krishma they have to you have to love the rebei initially love me I have the sash Emily careful my tighter we find it to heal him ma 1/2 T save us fo love of Tyler love of your fellow man another heat they are after that I echo Camejo those are the gimel aha breeze the three loves the basic tenets of EDA skite of yadus some it's a sham we will speak in parts about each one of these I have raised these loves what it is and how to attain it it's interesting that the Pacific via half - Emily Kaka the love of wash em actually stresses and points out three things they're half disassembly careful bacala vodka over Hull Knapp Shaka will the hull a devil with all your heart with all your soul with all your money it's a shambles show coming sheared him how the three harvests are my room is they are hidden in the McCulloh Vovka will become nap Chaka will become a deaf oh and how all three are directly connected to the half dosage Emily kaha the love of their banished Layla this is goddess this is what the Torah wants this is what is expected the ideal of tighter and Yiddish guide to love to love to love Hashem to love is tighter to love Claudia strong this week will begin with the love of Hashem everyone needs love all creations especially humans thrive for love thrive to be loved and to love everyone needs to love and to be loved and that's why there's so much unhappiness in the world because love is misunderstood there's so much written literature about simcha and Happiness people are searching they're unhappy and the real reason for this is in simple terms is because they don't understand what love is people do not have a clear picture a clear understanding clear feeling of what have is that they lack and that thing's long for in Shira Shira slam I'm Elif actually discusses this point he says and she died she didn't pay the gimbal plastic I live our Mischka v ballet lace as I lay in my bed at night Muscovy ballet lace Bokashi I search because as the search as Ivanov she what my nefesh what my soul is searching for I have the caste I have a the half of my nefesh the cast of the limits are safe but I don't find it I don't find it why not so the pasta continues phase in jammu plastic basalis again will continues a cumin of a solvable ear I get up and I either supplement rates are roaming in the city Bushwick a mobile Avis in the places of sale I guess we could call it a street nightlife shake him or her voice the streets roaming I'm searching and I think there I'm gonna find a shabwa naxi I feel that if I go here and if I travel and if I look and if I go and if I stand that if I sit here this is what's going to bring me happy love Vox ah s Ivanov Shiba kashta vehement sauce if I still don't find it I find enjoyment but I don't find what I have us nefesh with my nefesh the love that my nefesh is searching for and this of course is because we're searching for the wrong thing we're not identifying what really is I have a snuff she what does my soul what is love what is it searching for love is misunderstood love is misplaced what is love Ali muster speak this can be found in the label Yahoo from a bell you'll up young he says people walk around and they use the word love in the wrong context it's misunderstood you ever see a person he could be eating a piece of fish or he could be eating a steak and he'll say I love fish I love steak says rebellion love yacht say Bali Musa you love fish if you loved fish you wouldn't chop it up grind it that's not called loving fit you love yourself and you enjoy fish the word love it's thrown around in the wrong context and therefore we don't understand what it means love what is truly a half of now what is a half oh and how do we achieve a hovel and like we spoke it has to be directed I have a session of us a toy gyro maybe most important obviously soil how do we achieve that it's difficult men of the restrain them contemplated this question how does one get to a half of how does one love I shouldn't either you love where you don't love love is an emotion it's a feeling so how does one love the rhombomere Eddie speaks about it in yatta Hozuki and you say they're tired paid days he says how does one reach love and the answer is if he looks at the creation and he sees how great the creation is he begins to love they're a bunch little created this great creation Nepal Kannan Vasser month and it's kind of it's my Marin discusses how difficult is to understand the formula to a muna into our hovel of a chef it's complex and then you have contemplated this as I say from the Rambam the roundel already asks how does one reach a hovel love we say it's so important to love to love the Raboy initially long to love his tailor how do you reach love how do you achieve it so it's interesting rebel Hutton speaks about emunah and he says take a look at child at 13 Pease makuu leav he's has to keep all the mitzvahs a child 13 what does he know today maybe not more than the sports and a little bit that he learns in the class and yet he's McCoy than all the mitzvos at muna and a harvest session included how could that be great philosophers have contemplated a muna and they haven't come to a clear understanding of a muna a belief in a shed yet the child is asked and required to have this Emunah ably side you know what I believe simple shot is of course there's levels of Ramona there's levels of Ahava but every year every Jew has that basic emunah and basic love the faith and love for Hashem and his Tyrol and yes for his fellow man naturally ingrained in the soul of every year every year is born with what we call a Yiddish and Ishod what is the Yiddish at neshama the answer is the addition of sharma has in it the DNA used that term the DNA of love of Hashem love of tiger I love the cloudiest role and pyre that DNA is a moon on a Shem a strong emunah and unyielding a mullah and that's what every heed encompasses from within that's what's unique and special about to eat I would like to tell you over a beautiful caduceus lady they could do cestlavie of course is a void there was love love of a Shem potato and of course as well known love of Claudia's Rome he was an expert on love and he said Amory to get inside a beautiful insight it says in the pulsing she has shader Michele Ashley she got share him is the song of love between our chairman Claudia stroll and vice verse xie xie Michelle Ashley says the pasta quiche akkanee mushy case pijo Hashem should kiss me but the kisses of his mouth he tithe him they AHA your love is better to me it's dear to me me I am from wife says the kaduche a slave ii the by ditch allah the Heyliger by digital what's the shot it's everything we've spoken till here till now toy heed what is the greatest appreciation that he has with being an even hashem it's not the reward of keeping the mitzvahs many people they learn toil and they dive in they realize how important it is they realized the reward that comes with it says the kaduche us lady that's all good but that's not the ultimate love that heat has for Hashem Torah and Claudius role what is it he shall cane even shikai spiel the fact that they're a by Nash Liam loves me the fact that their abundance oil and kisses me that love that connection to the Rabine asylum is tithe him it's more dear me yayan than any reward any wine and the external reward that we could get through he'd the love that the age des has for him is what brings out the love that we have for the replenish Leila it's very important that we always remember and keep in mind that the rahbaniya show who loves us we must go around and it's sometimes very difficult because we have tremendous miss shyness and we see tremendous tragedies and we're confused but what must remain clear and unyielding understanding that they're a banished Loyola loves us he's shocked a knee and she please peel that love is reciprocated that we pre give back to the reminder slam our love the catcher that the vague was that connection with the Rabine asylum I'd like to coach you Isaiah Isaiah our SHM ice para que le male have a Yad in Benin Asha if people would only know Elam Molly javi hadn't been a national her after he Musa the Ruffin kuchibiru holy Israel how much love does the a bish to have for Chloe Israel have Ogden kicked Rio Lemire deaf Abbas Trey they would roar like a lion in pursuit you see when a lining is in pursuit he roars so we would roar in pursuit a bass ray to run after the Rubino soil every youth may be at times he might not openly feel it that love from their bein asylum but in his heart is the Yamuna and the Heritage the feeling - lamb loves me every situation and this is a guru sure this is something that is given to us from our parents ingrained in us from when we're born that the rabona schlund loves me and in return I loved her but initially Shem loves me and returned I love Hashem they're a bi-national um senses reminders even in the darkest of times and even in moments where we feel lost the replenish Lingam sends us if for a better lack of a better analogy a text message today everything is electronic one day the maggot she won't even be sitting here electronically they'll have the shear and the the listeners will all be electronic their patient sends us little text messages of love of love I'm thinking about you throughout the day you've got to be able to read those messages and pick up today we don't pick up our phone calls and we don't pick up our messages the neighbors just sends us these texts we should pick it up posix says and these che know it's a pasta Conchita she really my Melek says honey is Shayna I might be asleep yet Libby my heart air is up my heart is a sleeping called aidid I faked because the Kyle the voice of my loved one there a bi-national died fake it's knocking on the doors of - Shama piss fili opened the door I'm here I'm not far away I'm not lost out there I'm closed piss feely open the door I'd like to tell you a beautiful story years ago when I was an hour to stroll a trip I took they're too strong my yeshiva sent me we tried to forget some buckram to recruit to the yeshiva and they set me up to say shuran a different yeshiva so I could meet Bufferin and bring those buffer and maybe to the achieve afterwards one of these Shiva's was on the outskirts of yerushalayim I had went with taxis I was set up you know with the taxi and to go to the yeshiva I didn't know exactly the directions but I hadn't a piece of papers before the GPS days I had on a piece of paper more or less than directions I get into the cab from bite the GaN going to this even the remote area in the outskirts of yerushalaim throughout the trip I felt uncomfortable it was a lot of terrorist attacks at that Kufa time and I didn't know where the driver was I couldn't place him didn't know the way he was dressed I wasn't sure I felt very uncomfortable and I tried to look maybe a bug and ugly I try to find something no trace that he was I need there was no trace I couldn't as we were traveling outside you were this remote area in Yerushalayim we got lost and he turns to me and do you know how to go and he was getting nervous and the more he nervous he got more nervous I got he radioed in how to go out I I started to say till him in the back of the seat in the back of the taxi I started to say to leave him he turns to me and he was nervous and frustrated I think damn sure couldn't let it you mean I'm smaller I thought to myself listen the Gomera says that every turn that a person takes called penis shot the plane out if Natalie am in go right so I tell him hi my brother Amina go right he put his foot on the brake and stopped short and I thought to myself that we're in trouble he turns around he says my Martha said I might scream Alaska Jimena he says no no no no no mamata it's a mighty Aminah he's no leaf neighs Aminata what did you say before that I said I said ah hi my thing my brother he took out from the glove compartment of yarmulke put it on his head he says my brother I'm Lee palace and you know she would say ice melts and hearts and it gave me a jab in my heart how Pomona's there and he got my disc's on your left luck hotel only when I go to the castle do I hear this do I hear this so I said to him that's what it means called aidid I fake rabona shilin was knocking knocking on the door sending us a message and the message was was me telling him you're my brother my brother called dye deed I think we need to learn how to talk to all our brothers might even take just one word one kind word one word of love one word of acceptance and that could reach the Nash um in the deepest parts of the neshamah we'd be Moyer him and wake him up I'm liba left Chicago I thought he he I'm Lee believe they are permanently happy magische Sonia Lila Kaito I want to tell nobody sigh another minute or two I eat no matter what he goes through remains loyal to the tenets of his neshama there's nothing that could swayed all the difficulties and all the assumed and I believe Schley mamela already speaks this in Shira Shira Shira Shira para que it says mitts only Hushai rim her so even in the ear he Cooney Pizza Oni they hit me unfortunately daily terror attacks because we're youth a shame rim has siphoned the ear he Cooney but Sony whenever we get hurt from the fact that we read yet what are we respond how does every year at the moment of trial he doesn't toss the shell of them become against his his tenants of business Shana of loving a sham yet he responds as the plastic says clearly he's bought the estimates the next posse his body as can be no issue shall I mm Tim Saudi Mataji doula hi last IVA Ani the more you hit me it doesn't work I still remain loyal the love is still there he lost honey when a person's of hila it's not something that he chooses it's not something you choose its inherent it's something that is and it's not something that you could take away I would like to share with the eylem a beautiful beautiful beautiful letter it was a safer that I bought nerds astral years ago the Haggard Ummah was so classic so inspirational back bummer right that's a safe right y'all - lukla and it says and one of the horrors of the ghetto of wash of Warsaw one of the warts of places in the Warsaw Ghetto between stones and bones imagine what it looked like in a bottle of benzene in a battle they found a note you know the note in his kite this is it he writes that he's going to die soon and he's going to follow all the thousands that went before him it's a long letter I won't read the whole thing obviously because I should read the whole thing okay listen I truthfully talk about a beast I would talk warning tonight if I was able we owe the rabona sure I'm a lot more than just talking about his greatness from day to night all the sudden all the greatness so if you like me more time I will read you the letter the I fast enough whoever shall get the varsha and one of the sort of is the destructive the destruction of ghetto varsha between bones human remains there was a bottle small bottle and in the bottle was a note you see the way they send these bottles on the ocean with a note inside it was written by a lead in the varsha and the ghetto and the words are so unique and it's pure yadus it's the neshamah you read the neshamah of a year in every word a my mother's Yahoo a harpy saying the death is coming can't wait anymore and I must finish my writing what am I gonna write he says as follows animes to Chava I die peacefully Mooka hit a limey Jewish but not with use alack the actor of I went after the Rabine - Laila I'm shocked him Emily even though it seems that he pushed the away it seems like the remaining I was pushing away yet I still went after him Chianti is its face up I kept this mitzvos donkey's Johnny okok even though I was tortured for it 1/2 teeth I love Dasha yes even as surety no love boy I remain loved to the a bridge to remained God Kathakali I'd offer even though I was oppressed and broke into the ground some money lalala kelas I was embarrassed yet I remained faithful and he brings a story that he heard from his rebel his rabbit told him the story about a family that survived the Spanish Inquisition they were able miraculously to escape and they went in a small boat and they started traveling to safe shores in the middle of the trip big storm came broke the boat and his wife and his children drowned and he made it safely ashore broken shattered he looks up to the rahbaniya SH loyal woman he says the irony you saved me from the Spanish Inquisition only that my family should get lost at sea how should I respond burnishing I wanted to say I love you anyway because there's nothing you can do that will push him away my love is strong no matter what I love I love you I love you remain Ashley and the huset finishes off his letter with the same idea regardless of the whole Nazi experience the burnished lunch malleus relish Emily kainoa we love that is the essence of eat through all the torture the miracle of the address of you this kind is that we still love there a burnished lamb I would like to end with the following birth what does it mean he lasts Ahava ani we had the passage in Tim's who has died e Mataji delay and this is after he Cooney but Sony we answered and we say reboiler his body what that we are homeless I have in thick talk in Hebrew it should have said Annie Kayla Sahaba I am it's a verb I am Kailasa Havel not ki Kailasa have Ani the show you will masive tetons and frack there cash in the show nation the south of Childress and he says a classic Verte he says it doesn't mean I am in the sense of verb it's Hylas I have only that's who I am it's an adjective he'd call us it's not I am homeless a hovel but Who am I the heat is of Kahless Ahava to their brain asylum his love is unexplained than some conditional it's so strong that it's high less Ahava and it's an evil eye after there's no one else who could be like that and that's why it doesn't say I need pilot don't tell him I need Kesava tell him who I am my milah what is my milah time I was her last I have Ani that's who I am of Uribe initially this is what we are and this is what we could achieve if we understand what I have is and if we understand how much I have our neshama our innards have for the ribbon Asylum and we tap into it we could find happiness in the most difficult of times and we could be able to say if the half doors are shamily careful the Hall of love huh who become Navajo a Bahama I hope he meets a sham next week next time we meet we'll be able to talk about Ava's satire when the heat fills for Tyra and how much love one could find for an interior and then the week after or the next time we meet after that I've asked you strong how much love we have from within for every year and how all of this is included in the after Emily careful you