The Outer and Inner Heart - Likkutei Torah "Ki Seitzei" #1 - By Rabbi YY Jacobson

the yeshiva dotnet okay we start today we start a new mind member asiashanks Warren this is a mine rocky site say we did one kiss en la ish but this is on key states Eli Malcolm Oliver could the Toyota part risky say to you go to page 70 and there's also connected to the month of ello which we are about to enter today's area very disheveled so you see llama hey I'm at gimel or page 7 the llama hey column 3 page 7 the in key states this discourse this mine where the ballot an ELT represent in the year tough cough sama hey which would be in the secular calendar would be 1805 and it starts with the pasta he says Allah Muhammad Ali Mecca when you go out for war to war against your enemy the terror describes the situation on a sunny a similar cattle by a dark official visa she really you capture captives you capture a captive very sabasha VHD safest area you see an extraordinarily beautiful woman with a whole series of her losses no one as Asia's if Esther in the time of war which will soon see we'll get into towards the end of the mine where but that's how that's the context of the beginning of kiss a kiss a syllable , it's quite a unique rear and interesting ilaha where she says did returner can negate so harder the tighter addresses the unique situation psychological duress under which soldiers find themselves when they're battling on the front lines which put them in a whole different category as we know so that's the Titan I'll pitch shot of that pasa cover that did in the beginning of keysight's theory right away cortisol he Nagisa misery heart desire says chaste slicer SAS her over the time of Davin Inc slice in aramaic means Davenant feliz called slice probe in aramaic means Mahama in hebrew as well careth chaste slice at the time of prayer is a time of war the time of battle of conflict so if you're having a mohammad during gavin ink you're in tune your presence place is not over the person is in war and they're expecting peace they're just not in touch with reality if they're in war and they're expecting war than in touch with reality so shall slicer there's a certain element of krav of all comma a he'd once came to the house of allah Blin the seer of the Blin the aquavit Scott Colleary Horowitz not Horowitz Horowitz right what was the place at last night huh device dimensions so thought of it with them name you try to forget everything okay you know I forget everything the good stuff you could remember so you came to the house of Allah Blin and he says that he has my shovels on his dirty davenic he has alien thoughts during domine the Kaiser says I'm afraid to say it's not you're having my Shabbos Zara's during Dominique the marsh of us are not alien the Dominic is on my shoulders are invited you know there's those much Chavez that's what that's what you think the dampening is mixing into your macho reservist is a different perspective so sad so I searched Oscar over time of Davin is a time of war more commas we Masha Kosovo Himalayan bombardment during day this will come with the toyota writes about impartial specialist when it says ISM will come against our Moloch in every generation he just says it galata hate but this is the mahkum of no Himalayan bomb a lake of course I'll be shot them will come against a Moloch is ammo come against the nation of our Moloch but in the world of Mister this is the more common will come against our Moloch is that will come up my darling shall behold our invader bajalia in VO incidentally is Muhammad Zubin after sodom and every single generation and every single day a person what to engage in this war in the soul of the human beings when it says muhammara Shambala with dirt dirt it's not stung because i'm malik will be in every generation it won't be on our Mulliken every generation even if there's no are malik this pasta still applies with the reader why because there's a different type of makan man this Mihama happens in every dirt and in every single day where is this war in the soul of man to hide for some of other strings are made of a high even could the brings a fiber some of others that there was a great king a warrior who came back from war very successful and the great sage of the city comes out to greet him and says welcome back from the small war to the big war the king was quite insulted he just way tremendously great and awesome campaign successfully defeated vanquished his enemy and how does this sage tell them welcome back from the big war to the from the big from the small water the Great War so he says the Great War will happen in your heart and in some ways that's the greatest war the greatest Muhammad so every diet and every day there is that more common than foreshadow what is this moment what is this war why is there war Cazale aromas aside like it the PASOK says in prahalis why mama let's ask a Hellas pay anxiety Zelo Oh Massa our seller came Hashem made everything in this world Oh Massa every Force has a counter force every reality has something that's up that opposes it to balance it out everything is l oo massa so therefore a person OSA operates a person has an F which the kedusha a soul of holiness what does this mean a soul of holiness and means is my said the Burma Chava made this a whole the dish enumerates all facets of human personality and behavior actions words thoughts emotions and cognition five things he goes through this action is what you do this how you speak this how you think this how you feel and then there is how you awareness what you're aware of how you look at things perspective say one is completely of kaduche it's all from holiness connected abut against it is nefesh I see you nice a Bahama is fully personals as a biological soul meaning the soul that gives them fuse which is essentially an animal and that has a whole different range it has a whole different personality how it thinks how it speaks how it does how it feels our the most how it appreciates reality why I'm alone Yama's Hashem tells rifki when she's experiencing her turbulent pregnancy that you have two twins in your sh'not omen will allow me Emma's why millennium which literally means one nation one nationality will become stronger from defeating the other one in other words as Raschi brings there from hazael that surah nourish a lion in Mahwah her over they both don't stand and equal they don't but they don't they're not they're never identical when one will Falls the other rises when one Rises the other falls so he touches loyally Mehmet's as the internal war between Yaakov and Asaph between the nefesh al the kiss and the nefesh of humans the nefesh a Bahamas which of course explains as he explains elsewhere how rifki had some peace and serenity from that conversation at first glance it's a strange story in Paris told us rifki is in a can't have children she has she becomes pregnant and it says by his rights it so abundantly careful the fetus didn't she thought it was one fetus the fetus is turbulent by his rights it suits a lot of war there's a lot of agitation so rifka says three words Lama Z on Murphy which means why am I very fascinating expression to a turbulent pregnancy she doesn't say oh I'm in so much pain I need a good doctor I need some good homeopathic remedies I need to go on a diet I need to exercise llamas are nothing why do I exist Wow what a question lumbers up nothing why am i this is an existential question it's not a regular question a person is uncomfortable so she seeks God but tailored literature session by Yamaha Shemesh am towson snake i am a vintner snail aluminum a is a parade although you may like me I'm at Sri Ravi Ovid side there are two nations in your room not one two civilizations will depart from your womb although I'm Milla eyeing lime is a nationality one nationality will become stronger from the other nationality from defeating it and rifki apparently is at peace what did she learn now that she didn't know before what did she learn now before it was crazily and now it still was full of agitation and distress so she learned there wasn't one it was two but if what was bothering her was to pay the pregnancy they didn't go away what did he tell is it ok there's two natures unbelievable so now my stomach I have two nations before I thought it was one huge crazy nation and now I know it's too crazy [Laughter] what's trapped what's that woman the Emmis is this is a very profound meditation and reflection of people on a deeper level episode Arpita sinners of the enemies of theater this is the discussion err riff cos agitation estatua tation of every person every person is pregnant symbolically speaking but is a Viceroy to this tremendous agitation as Rashi puts it she passed by a pagan ashram or whatever it was called then when when we learnt it to the teachers at a church and I wondered the Christianity I thought happened a little bit after you'd spoken Rifkin I didn't know exactly how she passed at church but whatever it was I don't know that there were ashrams but the far eastern disciplines that seemed pretty pretty ancient according to the Sahara for some of our problems children right he sent them to the east ok it's a whole separate issue right Buddhism whatever is then Hinduism its associated with our arms teachings according to some would change to mimosa ah ah in the martial arts martial arts really ok so you're saying we have to reclaim it we have to reclaim the martial arts we embark you know by the kiddush after after darvany the kid the shops it is that sitcom okay so so so some pagan I center of idolatry and and and of course a service is trying to get out and then she passes by a base madness I don't know if it was the mirror or vodka or whatever it was but one of the bottom ad Russia and and and Jakob wants to get out shine what does this mean this is an experience and every person is the Viceroy tip so a person at moments can be inspired to God can be inspired to a dominant to a mitzvah to learning to a versus role a person could be gravitating to the best marriage and everything the Miss Manners represents but the same person an hour later a half an hour later a day later is gravitating to the most deep immoral promiscuous behavior so a person looks an honest person looks in the mirror and says three words Lama is that unlikely Who am I and why am i Who am I which is the real me who who is the real me is the real me the me who's standing with Kevon who's learning with qivana who's inspired who's an inspired human being and inspired jus and inspired husband and inspired father and inspired person or no no no the real me is the other me the me who experiences sometimes very base and I would say vulgar sometimes vulgar instincts promiscuous inclinations and this and and and a person has proclivities and a disposition and characteristics and tie this addictions or habits especially in our imagination that we don't share with others and everyone got the image but now fewer people go through by his rates or if my what is real what it's fake and if you're an honest person it's very hard not to come to the conclusion that your inspiration is nothing but a celestial delusion you know what that means a celestial delusion means it's a it's a heavenly dim units a column shakaal Mahanama my fader vår ayah an hour later not only is it out the window but it's replaced by instincts that are so different so opposite and this may be referring to issues us in terms of intimacy relationships or in terms of anything else whether it's from anger or we spoke about narcissism or laziness or depression or sluggishness or selfishness whatever it may be fear all types of fears that people have so she goes to hashem bottomless nutritious asha Hashem gives rifki one of the most important messages in life the whole tanya is based on this Schnee vividness you have two souls the story of human life is not a story of one soul it's a tale of two souls two souls in one city not a tale of two cities it's not London and in Paris it's a tale of two souls in one city that's the problem in one city the city is the human body the human organism the gemara says in the dardan ear katanas are both the Daruma midbass the human being is a city because basically every human being is basically a city and if you can control your life then you know how to create a government a government is basically the macrocosm of how you deal with your own life because basically what's what's what's the foots the problem of governments what are the arguments the political debates for thousands of years how to run a country how do you negotiate between different people of different agendas so socialism has one way of dealing with it communism has one way of dealing with it monarchy is another way of dealing with it capitalism democracy is another way of dealing with it right these are all different ways of negotiating the various points of view and the various interests of a society of ass assignment it's not easy it's not easy Churchill once said that capitalism is a horrible system it's a horrible system but he says and the unfair system he said but here's the difference he's as socialism capitalism I'm sorry is the unequal distribution of wealth socialism is the equal distribution of misery so this was this is not simple how do you navigate a society and it all begins in yourself but for some of all the silver the big city must've say this you have to first learn if you can't create a government within yourself you can't negotiate between your various instincts then you think you're gonna run a country thing you gonna run a business you're gonna run a family so what is I shall tell if cash neg I am a vintner the story of life is a tale of two souls who snail or woman although i am ill i mean IAM odds what's considered victory for one is considered lost for the other and what's considered victory for the other is considered wars for this what does this do to a person why is rifki find a moat why terrific is fine because she realizes number one she's not schizophrenic number two she's not dishonest just because i have moments where i am overtaken by a very very beastly urge it does not deal ajith Oh mais that there are moments of genuine inspiration and that's a very that's a key there's two souls and they're both real does the nefesh tell the kiss and it's real what he says my shovin de burmeister said hold me this all of conditional divine ah both are real now ultimately ultimately ultimately as we learned in the mind make you see analyse stain our shamrocks are so a Bacchus Noah there's not a real conflict between them because really in the source the nefesh obamas is even hotter than f is even more holiday than effort shell the kiss but that's already the next stage it's an important idea but here we're talking about the way it's manifested the way it's manifested in a person's life is person can operate on two different levels we have two operating systems we operate on two levels of consciousness and both are both illegitimate this transform drift is paradigm this created from bias right tsutsu the viceroy tattooist on there but they basically it gave her the ability to identify each one and to put it in context and to say that just because I have one experience it doesn't deal ejido my's the other experience an additional point is it teaches the person that conflict is inherent the duality is part of the makeup of the human psyche there is inherent duality and economy in the human psyche don't get upset at yourself don't judge yourself for the dichotomy that the economy was not your creation who was gods Krrish you may misinterpret the dichotomy and make mistakes that's true but in order not to misinterpret the dichotomy you first have to understand the other that kind of because if you don't you get the depressed you get angry at yourself and you D legitimize everything you have and you throw your good out of the window too and that becomes a great mistake so two important ramifications number one the academy is inherent not superimposed and therefore don't bash yourself over something that's not yours the struggle is part of the journey it's part of the process number two the moments of unique and profound immoral promiscuous urges do not cancel out and D legitimize the moments of genuine inspiration it's too real aspects of a person the second one is Shahar a guy in ah the moments the experiences that a person has when they find themselves to be very lowly very base it doesn't cancel out it doesn't be legitimize it doesn't mean that everything else was false that moments of genuine spirituality and inspiration are just a fake delusion Varia an hour later a day later look what you want or look what you want to be better look what you want to be yeah basically it's a zero-sum game that one takes from the other so how does this necessarily jive with the fact that they're both valuable it seems and what is up the other has to be down supposed to both be enough simultaneously okay that's a wonderful question the answer to that is that in the first stages it's that way just like yak of an ace of Yakima nation but not destined to be in conflict forever there are stages in history when they're in conflict but we even have in parts of Ayesha the activist expecting war and when he meets ASA what happens he kisses him and embraces him the point de Lima Lima Metz is not a decree for eternity it's based on the erroneous perception of how the souls see themselves that they are what's the word the techie mystic or combative or sometimes full of hate ASA wants the murder Yakubu kill Yaga on a deeper level they're brothers they're twins as I mentioned earlier there's some such of there's an element where we say that a sub is even holier than Yaakov ASA has a charge that's deeper than Yaakov right but again but a person has to appreciate that there are still moments of more primitive consciousness where victory for the godly soul is called defeat for the animal song and victory for the animal soul is defeat is defeat for the godly soul and one has to be aware of that every yes also includes or no in other words I have to have the courage to be able to say no by your mind to say no the animals salt if I want my godly soul to be victorious so that's the Mahama lamba mullet with the dirt every day a person has to make a conscious choice which soul is going to sit by the steering wheel of your car because only one consent which one is gonna sit by the steering wheel both want to sit at the steering wheel and both will remain in the car you're not getting rid of one of them you can't open the car and throw it out right you can't that would be very nice some maybe can it's a separate discussion most can't there both in the car the question is who's gonna be sitting at the steering wheel and who's gonna be the backseat driver that's the clock there's always a backseat driver you should have made a left you should have made a right you're doing this wrong you're doing that wrong let me drive you know that one let me take over the drive anybody here is married so you know the feeling right you don't know how to drive you can't drive let me limit so don't love me you don't listen to ways you too arrogant whatever it is the question is not if you have a backseat driver you'll always have one deshyla's who sits at the steering wheel that's the Shilin well while I'm away me Emmas you wonder which one should sit at this thing that's what you want to know do you want to take it you know what well when you say the nefesh a Bahamas is true what I meant true is as follows it's true in the sense that what you're feeling is true in other words it's part of your life in the bigger picture of things however real peace can only come of the animal song is the backseat driver and the gargling solos by the steering wheel and the reason is cuz the animal saw it's just like a dog and a human being I told you once this motion if I'm going walking my dog on forshay or somebody else's and the dog goes into a garbage can can mimic a cloven there's some always good food in the garbage and cop car let's go whatever the name of each book let's go soul doesn't want is in the garbage so there's two choices one is you go into the garbage can because you want to be with your dog usually I should say hopefully that won't happen if you insist long enough the dog will follow you sometimes begrudgingly and sometimes actually enthusiastically and willingly in the scheme of life you could never get the godly soul to become the animal song it's just not going to happen because it's divine but the animal salt which is really only a distortion of the divine could be challenged to either begrudgingly or willingly follow the godly song and thus the to the conflict that is inherent in the human soul is only in one direction not in the other direction because if I just follow my animals soul my godly soul remains horribly starved agitated feeling an emptiness and a void repressed and crush the other way not the other way altum Utley the animals soul in its source is also conditioned so therefore kedusha doesn't destroy it it actually feeds it even though at the moment it's screaming that it wants to be in the garbage can which is fine that's part of it your typhus what I'm saying now but sorry Sodom La Habra nefesh the condition the shots mikami shots at foolish azu shots acronym eyelid this is what the ZOA means that the shots at Phil is the time of the most common between these two souls because this is a shot secretion this man when the Jewish people davon whether it's in usually in the morning the chakras governing desire says it's a shot psycho sure it's an appropriate time to wage this battle because there's a certain energy that allows the person to be mag beer to allow his godly soul to triumph over the animal soul I am the person is the opposite you who taught in the parenthesis in a minor and violently we explained Shabazz Parrish is clear Sh'ma the Christmas Marvel I am finished even with Shimon the first two parties Sh'ma Schmid's Reuven volumes Amaya's shimon ms reactive is LaVey shman Astra is Yehuda you hood the ahta you hood the utter bitl the Ashley Mardell hangs man krishna viscosity is mitzrayim selenium is reactive who act selfishly shyest mega gimmickry Mysterio Hooven Shimon Levy with Phyllis when Astrid Irish is pagina Harvey is the Hilton this is the mystical counterpart for the Halawa that we just learned in Hills Escrima that the time of krishna ends after three hours chicane there at my name ilaha mohammed mashaallah Saugus three hours from either Mugen of ROM from dawn break or the ballot Anya and the Vilna gone from sunrise and is how you count the mornings as different as monomers you see for selves mine Krishna you always see Morgan uh from there are rather I'm gonna run held that starts earlier so it ends earlier the other this isn't starts later but it's absolutely socialist choice she's mine s we have another hour right subs month filler you'll always sees an hours of struggling crew is nine twenty so mental OB not a ten twenty what is the reason for this spiritually because the first three krishna the three parties of krishna Sh'ma volumes shamalia and then MSV Autzen is Reuben shimon lady that ends after three hours feliz connected you hood so that you have a fourth hour because the hours also correspond to the slaughter so that's your hood so the point here is that there is a certain giving of the print of removing of shimon of lady of you wouldn't now this he elaborates the pouches might be what does this mean stomper oven Shimon remove and basically is associated with vision area shimon is associated with schmear with hearing wavy comes to the word do you lover which means intimacy a palm heel of is she a lie my husband will accompany me a unique connection and then you hood the who is the militia fish bottom you who'd that after you do I thought it comes in the words hi da la hoy hasta la jolla destruction which means submission so in avoid a session one relates to the first parish of Sh'ma the second parts are some on Emma's reaction which deals with UCS miss rhyme and that all ends after three hours because he seems to trying they put together with crema and then you have you who do which is minister but this is the Shah Sequoia of Davin Inc when a person could help their godly soul take over the steering wheel either in the pin of Reuven or Shem and oral AV or Yehuda or all of them then you have the other schmuck term that relates to after Dominic he suckers wool and done after only God uh sure this is what happens after Dominic for example after dominating you go to learn it says my basic NASA syllabus i management that's the pin of you suffer because I'll say you suffer with the son Hedren de son heaven came from them then you go to work business that's villain just he goes to the various Martin that goes throughout the day throughout the day we go through all the twelve chalant them but in the beginning and the governing we are the first to forceful now he says bikini issa by xiah desire tells us manda cocktail Olivia Yavin liebe ratted the Malcolm you know all these stories and jokes they originated in the Zoya how you go through a contest whoever kills the snake gets the daughter of the king a lot of anecdotes and stories developed over it's old stories when it has assassins iron already the King says whoever kills the snake I give you my daughter Sylvia who knock Russia cut my knee penis a Moloch the snake always represents the first snake the primordial snake other man have a snake a Moloch Amanda cocktail Olivia whoever has the courage to kill this nation not succumb el kamar he wins the war Yavin Laemmle a lubricant is brought to the milk they then give him from above the daughter of the king what is the meaning of this desire it also fits into this whole concept that is a war and when one wins the war how do they win the war by killing the snake so they get no milah drafted the Malka thus the the daughter of the king waha in yin the practice keen mmoca Missouri asthma based penis because the war has two aspects how live mid-south quiet unofficial the kiss she say home amid this reaction Luke is the crucial is Gabrielle and I say a camel come one is the nefesh of the kiss has power it has its own personality its own say hell it's only noise its own cognitive faculties its own emotions and has the power of kedusha to win while there are Amanda cocktail Olivia and this desire says if you kill the snake you could kill it how bass is a second element Marcia a McLaren effects mr. Oxman is gamba it cannot come from the soul on its own I'll say Omri Yavin Laemmle mela here is where you have to get a gift from above God will give you the daughter of the king there's a part of the war that you can achieve on your own there's a certain element of the most common that you cannot do not because you don't want to or not because there's no you don't have any potency but you're this up there's the limit to what the soul can do on its own and then there's the second part of the Mohammed which is your heavenly who indian prince malcolm Allah shamba Moloch Madurai the Malcolm against a Moloch operates on two levels there's the Muhammad that the human being can wage against a Moloch and then there's the Malcolm shambolic that's the second stage in desire amanda cocktail sylvia Yavin libre toda mauka there's a gift that's given from above because it's not what the soul can do on its own so it's a sense a little bit very monday ugly it was big because yeah i mean in other words it was a result of the fact that in assistance it's not a gift no no no no mom the cocktail Olivia's stage one Yavin Lee brought to the mauka which allows for Stage two right no no that's just the Imam the couple can be stage one stick and then the oven they brought to the Malcolm which allow something deeper so it's not only a satire you did this I'm gonna give you this no once a person goes through this process now the empowerment goes to the next level we are when they drafted them off as he will continue to explain what this means what is the Vivier what is the brother the Malcolm what are the stages of the war and what is the key States allah mohammed al / say say page 68 I'm sorry 677 correct page 17 mmm the line starts Yavin lame Allah Allah who printers will come unless I'm by mullick 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 around 12 lines from the bottom of the page will be your engines he may drop to the Malka the line starts Yavin lame ella ella will be your onions so if we say that the Zayas of desire says man the heavenly mom dakota lillahi be of an eyebrow to the malcolm one who kills the snake and the Sawyer says the king says I give you my daughter she says there's that which you could do on your own and that which you can only do with the power that you get from above generally life is a battle to say salam alikum oliveira means that life is a battle desire says shots Lisa Oscar over the time of Darwin Inc is the peak of the battle but that's that's just a peak of the battle but the battle continues every day there's a void from the tarish Lima to finish Lima was written by that a dumb scary slime over a dumps was one of the great earlier hasidic masters he says he say to my mother my leave echo he Sates it when you go out when the neshamah goes out to the world women a shaman leaves its bosom in heaven to go out so they tell the soul you should know Islam will come my way vaca you're going to wage a battle why is this important to know because when you experience a battle you shouldn't become demoralized you shouldn't become discouraged you shouldn't feel that you're doing something wrong that there's something off about you there's something dysfunctional you're worse than anybody else you're battling we say welcome to the club on the contrary it's much you're in a much better state when you're battle and know you're in battle when you're in battle and you think it's a peaceful situation because then you cannot be prepared you cannot wear the gear you don't have your ammunition ready etc much worse than a country being in battle is a country that is in battle but denies that it is in battle it's one of the great challenges of our dear beloved nation as knock'em suckle of the Zionists ed Eden's are none I'm talk of an oven I believe that I'm Hassan but nothing but Margaret a Bissell is say who will give and good this brilliant people would have a little cycle it would be good when you're in battle and you deny you're in battle it's a great tragedy it's a great tragedy are many levels psychologically practically militarily morally and so forth so spiritually also key safety after note slum will come on experiencing a more common good you're alive welcome to the club you're alive why is there such a more calmness he says because we operate on two states of consciousness constantly we operate not on one level of consciousness but on two levels of consciousness and the fact that you vacillate from one to the other that is called human life one minute you're in this state of consciousness and an hour later you're operating on another level of consciousness we don't have one operating system we have two operating systems and they're sometimes diametrically divergent different and sometimes diametrically opposed not just different and the same human being can literally operate on both level of consciousness and they're both true one person one moment could be a saint and the next hour the same person could be a villain question is how they allow it to play itself out in their life but this sketch the spiritual schizophrenia there's not a reason for demoralization or despair or hopelessness on the contrary its inherent its intrinsic to the chemistry of mankind its intrinsic to the composition of a jewel and this acknowledgment is a very comforting and powerful idea simply to understand what you're made of the stuff the material the fabric so to speak that you're made of so and now burning is the time when you've got to negotiate governing is the time when these two operating systems come to clash with each other and one really must negotiate a conversation at least a conversation between the two sides of themselves and the Zohar says that he who kills the snake they give him the daughter the daughter of the king and he says this the more some has two aspects is what you can do on your own and then there's the gift that you have to be given after you do what you are but the Mahama is constant it's Mohammad Ahsan Bob Mollica means the reader the inner Amalek is always there and it's me dirty dirt every generation and every single day although I'm aligned Mehmet's as we explain what the mala when Hashem tells Rivka there are twins in your twins in your room so now he continues who bearing in zet explained this he may drafted the malc when desire speaks about the daughter of the king you'll be given the daughter of the king so in the stories we have you know the king says you killed my snake I give you my daughter this was the highest reward like shawl hemella so lamella promised his daughter to the one who would defeat the Philistines the pledge to Solomon of promises his daughter the daughter of the king you become the son-in-law of the king that's how people shot loving her malice of course becomes the son-in-law of this of them of the King doesn't work out that well but that's what happens so that's how people shot but then there's something deeper drafted the malka whom the Kudus see a nucleus is strong the Knesset vice emphasized her other sister all delaying sprack the words but I'll explain them it's been a good that we called C I suppose n a number to talk with CA seeing is not only a place a location it's that to Yerushalayim is called seeing artists all is called see it but CN represents not just geography CN represents what he calls here then the CUDA of kanessa sister all what's kanessa see so we said missus is wrong means the gathering of the Jewish people kanessa sister all is really the metaphysical source of all Michonne my sister all together the Niagara Falls of Jewish energy Shekinah is vice surface Messiah artists Estrada Laila that Nakota that gathers in it it assembles into it her RS sister all delaila the light the hearted the light the glimmer the rate of Estrada laila of the sublime is strong if you can go to the source of all neshama sister all the mother the spiritual source of all neshama sister all that energy that all the summers come from that's why I say the Niagara Falls the source of electricity of naxxramas that's called NASA sister all the place were all miss summers converge into one i den into one spiritual identity and then every Jew has his or her own a shaman that's called niku does C&S is his soul that gathers in it the whole light of his rondelay one of the higher Jew the higher Jew does he saw the less after this on the subtle sudden did you below but the Jew below comes from the Jew above and the Jew below is always connected to the Jew above the Jew below is the Jew who's just gets up and looks in the mirror and brushes his teeth in the morning and is just trying to make some money that's the Jew below Labor Day maybe he's gonna go play golf if this weather allows it or at least a barbecue whatever it is because golf has too much exercise but that's you saw the lisara restall delaila he saw the Laila is that somehow Jews almost inadvertently are involved in things that they don't want to be involved in somebody once said Jews don't know how to play Little League they're always playing big league other nations know how to play Little League just know do your thing we don't have to hear from you Finland Scotland right who hears from them there's 300 million people that live in Indonesia you know that 300 million people live in us you don't know how would you know that 300 million people live in Indonesian when do you read about Indonesia when there's a tsunami you read about Indonesia in Israel you have 7 million Jews 7 minutes a front page every day front page of almost every newspaper every web site Jews don't know how to play Little League they try but they don't have some time hum how inadvertently they get involved their identity is just very dramatic it's it's so spiritually we understand Italy say Jews are the vertex the vortex between heaven and earth they're in the eye of the storm in the world when you know that whirlwind of the storm that'sa struggle early so dilemma means that the higher energy of all of the Jewish people gathered together and it could us see it it's very hard to understand the Jewish story if you don't understand installed Allah Allah but you saw the lasat that doesn't make sense that's what you say we'll just regular people we just want to eat sushi and drink some wine and we're not interested in anything else but just people like any other people that's one of the great claims of so many Jewish leaders in our generation treat us like regular people the only state the only country in the world that claims that it's normal and it's just like any other country is Israel always maintaining will just like any other country our people is just like any other people but somehow nobody buys it why they don't buy it there's a reason they don't they don't Bob we try to buy it but they don't buy they never bought it and they never will buy it nobody looks at Israel as a regular country nobody looks at the Jewish people as a regular nation the Jews are the only one who view themselves as normal and even we know how complicated it is for us to view ourselves as more the heap in US and the Kudus how lave opening me you say I'm a scholar bacala's neshama miserable in Azusa the liberal there you have romantic poetic expression about what a Jewish soul is CIN is called niku de soleil the core of the Jewish heart opening me you say is deepest Penniman is its deepest inside which comes out the cluelessness on my sister all the pen amis Nicholas olive doesn't come out in one Jew or another Jew necessarily but it comes out in the story of the Jewish people it comes out be clueless neshama sister on the penis Russa deliberates called rooster the liver Russa means Rutzen liebe means lave in Aramaic ruses it will desire yearning Lansing left song in Yiddish pining Espace deep aspirations called rooster the liebe the premise rooster the libman erupts in her life Kamisha Castlebeck olive of fresh basil of others concern is a little a missile the Kalevala means the commander says there's two vases says in your Sami brothers why - because there's two hearts so people shout we all know the Michigan brothers but olive of her the gomorian breakfast non-dominate Soraka yet sir Toby XR here he takes it one step deeper in the Jewish heart is the external heart is the core about Chinese 11:00 p.m. easily see I drafted the Malka this is rusev the liveth then it could us alive it's the Penn Emmaus alive of the Jew which comes out in closeness some mrs. snow which has something called Lucinda Lieber or Ruxin ha lave this is the Panama assaleh that every Jew has but it comes out in this story of neshama sister in kanessa sister all in the source of the Jewish people this emerges and it its fanned in its full splendor and its full power and every Jew it comes out in one way or another sometimes revealed sometimes concealed sometimes extremely concealed sometimes absolutely eclipsed but always present always there but color Vovka this to love others could sign a solid opening music it Sonia Saleh HeLa mataman Abbas it Sonia's her laved external art is the heart that is below perception below das meaning it follows das it follows wisdom knowledge perception Shannon mana Luka hood comes from it it's the emotions that come from awareness we feel reality we feel about things based on how we think about things this is a very important doctrine that the way we feel about the way we think about things is ultimately the way we feel about them there's no feeling that doesn't is not preceded by a certain awareness now this is important because often people think that emotions are just an independent domain uncontrollable lack of control in fact many branches of psychology advocated that idea your emotions are just completely self-contained they have their own GPS their own navigating system today more in positive behavioral psychology there's more studies that a person has a lot of control over their emotions and Bala Tonya was a very big fan of a very big advocate of that idea that wave comes from das he says momenta look ha how you think about things is how you will feel about things you may not be able to change the facts but how you think about the facts is how you're going to emote about effect so when you're feeling something toward somebody we often just take it for granted we don't challenge it if I feel loved if I feel suspicion if I feel thread if I feel hate if I feel angry that's what I'm feeling but the truth is you're never feeling this because of the other person you're feeling this because of the way you're thinking about the other person it's because how you're processing Leon the person it takes a lot of discipline and courage to be able to go back to step back and re-examine the emotion from the place of what is this person making you think or making you how are you perceiving what they're saying you're putting it in context you're framing what they're saying there's no emotion that lives in a vacuum every emotion comes from dass there's a certain perception that's why two people can hear exactly the same thing one person doesn't even hear it and the other person for three weeks is miserable this plotting their assassination consciously or unconsciously they both heard the same thing one person is like okay gah mata right I'm mangamma Labov it is a joke it's not such a joke though about what should I be used to give you had a beautiful Bulova nester so people wanted a bench on this lulav so the first day of so cuz he would give it all the days who ever wanted a bench after he benched early in the morning so he gave it to somebody it was the first day so he tells the person Martin ominous logic it was the first day you can be yoga with somebody else's mover MacArthur what can buy ammunition can be achieved at reversible Louisville law you have to have your own beliefs he gave you a gift but he said it's a monastic person says oh mein gott Martin understand he didn't understand he thought the rebels giving him a bracha so he says I mean why am I saying this people can think I got some I had tips my own novice okay but I'll call upon them so thus every emotion is preceded by a thus my perception and the way I perceive about the way I perceive something is how I'm going to feel about it or to put it this differently it's about framing it you can have a picture a beautiful picture if you don't have the right frame if you don't have the right frame you'll ask the designer of your house they can charge you an extra twenty thousand dollars for getting you the right frames what is the frame do the frame puts the picture in a certain context when it's in a certain context it leaves a different impression every every life has full of stories full of pictures but the question is how you frame those pictures how you frame those stories how you think about it how you process it this person said this to you what are you hearing what did you process this is not based on them or what they said this is based on how you are experiencing are you thinking about it this is fascinating because today this is the future of psychology that people do have control Seligmann and Franco all the positive psychologist huh cognitive behavioral therapy and the cutter Toyota this says maybe 900 times maybe more all emotions come from das mental look huh people thought that's not true motion the motion of the Kings asked Freud could do something about your emotions movin crazy monkeys uninhibit as he said crazed monkeys uninhibited monkeys decide they want to do everything whatever they want to do whenever they want to do however they want to do it with the low that's infinite then the contrary as long as you don't acknowledge it you're a neurotic you become an erratic you're in denial of your reality because emotions are very powerful but still there is always a das that precedes them always add us and this is true even when it comes to your emotions towards your wife and your show people think that emotions are sparked and true gonna overwhelming with these kids and the spouse whether it's husband their wife that's always with dust as a certain perception there's how you're touching up there's a lung this before emotion is always lung this before emotion maybe instinctive maybe very deep you may have never thought about what you're thinking but you're always thinking about something that's it's only a cell life it's called a scientist it's a nice it doesn't mean it's so external it could be pretty deep pretty intense relative the plumie isolate its concern in some way that's the new the new studies in the divided mind and everything of course psychosomatic you me you me psychosomatic stir you thought about no I understand yeah I'm not sure I mean people do walk on hot coals you can ask them Anthony Robbins it's only a Salafi LaMotta minute - Tim Amanda look how the he is gay Bruce and nefesh the Cuyahoga Savas colossal it's the soul that prevails through the power of hisagi comprehension Haskalah awareness samus callosum is bananas it meditates it becomes mindful now here he's addressing concerning select specifically ones relationship to Hashem there's the Judas that see end is the Israel of the whole of Africa experiences McAuliffe Africa thus its own Yasur the premier's so the concern is Isthmus callosum is bananas the soul meditates miss bananas from the words true nabina his minor notes mindfulness meditation shave the face of Mamata shame Li Amaya as I'll say in Madras no grass no blade of grass below grows without a muzzle that strikes it and says grow grow grow grow so Salah trying to say don't take a blade of grass for granted the blade of grass is growing because there's a muzzle there's a spiritual force that tells it to grow the flowers as we all know if you study plants they are geniuses beyond we marvel and people who know sharp us can barley or shall need a dices baba what a flower knows to do nobody knows how they know all this how do they know so much about science and chemistry and physics and botany and cosmology and sunlight and climate they know everything they know everything these blades of grass are brilliant you see a blade of grass you should do cardamom a stock of them you should stand up for the coven of what they know of what this knowledge that they know never mind you see an ant you see an ant you should put an ant on a pedestal what an ant knows in its brain we think thousand years we still haven't figure it out figuring it out brilliant so cuz I'll say that every single blade of grass has within it a spiritual force that speaks to it Macha boy hi Malik doll which was a way of explaining that there is a tremendous spirituality and a kettle a key in every single blade of grass Raghava amalga voice it goes higher and higher of a gamer a dilemma mindless of mockery voracious coli specialist with chávez's ayahs the source in the beginning of the entire cosmic evolution and the creation of the energy isabellew osipov cults vom the optimist is cool we say into hill and we say Travis morning bit VAR Hashem shamayim Nasu / Ruach keith cults vom through the word of hashem heavens were made into the spirit of his mouth all of its legions we say every morning and Avenue I worked of it but after Messiah school exceed the pass success or a tenacity Lauren and I you miss a high in there some of us why should i bei know at the end of his life tells the Jewish people consciousness of them see I have placed before you today life and death Hooper heart aback I am you should choose life and the obvious question is does one really need moisture Boehner to tell this to a person he tells the Jewish people there's death and life I want you to choose life a normal person chooses life a normal animal chooses life even trees even plans instinctive in their DNA is the desire to survive to live and then to propagate why should a bad news summation of life is there's life and death I want you to choose life with someone he says so but call divine near the edge betweenness mothers Versailles what he's saying is an every created thing there is the life of it and there's the death of it he's not just referring to this death in life you could kill yourself kalila or you could live choose to live he's saying something even deeper in every existence there's the death aspect of it and the life aspect of how mothers who gosh me the sound of overcomer you say but how are you my new erroneous turbine in every single thing in the world you could gaze you can embrace you can become intoxicated by the part of it that dies or you could focus on the part of it that ultimately lives what's the part of it that represents its death its externality its brute material facade that takes over it makes believe that is the reality but that is really not what gives it existence now understand he's not here knocking stomm gaseous he's knocking when you don't realize that gosh meanness is written is when you don't realize the energy that's in it so what you're taking for granted is just the external facade which really without the rukmini's that wouldn't be alive so when you look at the world what he's saying is you should be able to focus on the life of the world not on the death of the world just like you take a piece of food for example so any nutritionist will tell you the first year side the nutrition which so many of us struggle with this don't take the cheesecake at face value it looks like your friend it's your enemy it's your molokai mother sits or something but the way they'll be optimized the devil its came here it's it's it's an anti-semite it wants to obliterate the Jewish people I it looks good that's all anti-semites look good we think all over them are nasty some of them are very civil and smiling at mayor Shapiro sparked the Gemara says in sight while yada itches for us you know what the Gomorrah says right a loin amid melon LaMotta but I need mama they can't emotions grave and hard enough why they just started they're gonna figure out where he's buried he says though that went to the top of the mountain it looked like the grave was on Bona they went to the bottom of the mountain it looked like the grave was on top he touched that there were two ways in which they decided they're gonna bury my son I've been a once and for all one is by elevating the Jewish people in other words by giving them all the freedoms and emancipations in the world that's one way and the other way was by crushing them by migrating them there's two different ways so this this piece of food you're looking at it looks very inviting but we asked of you before before you become sold on it why don't you dissect it take this beautiful piece of cheesecake to your nutritionist take it to a scientist and let them dissect it right take the cigarette to your dog let them dissect it let him show you what happens from this person what it's made of besides the fact don't just treat it the way it looks on the plate what happens to it after seven seconds imagine if you would go to a restaurant and they would serve you the food after it came into people's mouths how much people would pay for those meals so the food industry which as you know is billions and billions and billions of dollars is all based on seven seconds from the moment the waiter brings the plate and puts it down until it's in your esophagus how long does that take with most Jews between 7 and 9 seconds doesn't take longer so for those nine seconds we are ready to pay who knows how much because it looks good and for those seven seconds it's gonna taste good right so what is it I'm worshiping the death of the food let's say it's the death of the food not it's real value the real value is that which goes into the bloodstream that wood becomes part of my feels - some of my personality but I'm saying that person gosh meais and everything you could look at that which is displayed artificially externally or you could look at it spin Emmaus at its core that which remains the whole world is that way so marina bay who says Uranus ah telefónica Sark I am as some others he doesn't mean life versus death in their dramatic expressions that - but he's saying something much deeper and every nibaran there's that which makes it live there is the time of it is the Titan of it the toys from the word toys to use the pen emmaus and then there's the fit Sonia Cooper Carter Burke I am every moment in life you have to choose between the death of the reality between that aspect of reality which ultimately is its dying part and the part of reality which ultimately is its its living part and that's even true in the blade of grass is the ace of the physical ASA but what is ultimately allowing it to be allowing it to exist it's the devar hashem the Mosel a MacAvoy Mallick down we know today even and these words are not so strange today even in the world of science and physics because we know that every single needle everything that's created is comprised of millions and billions and trillions of zillions and ultimately sicked ilion's of atoms and each atom each atom on its own is comprised of so many different subatomic particles that make up one added and then the atom has to combine with not hundreds of atoms millions billions sacct iliyan atoms in order to ultimately constitute and make up one object one object one one one leaf one ant one drop of water whatever it is one finger etc we don't even can't even imagine how many atoms how many atoms in one finger but the atom itself the atom itself so you have the core of the atom right what is the core of that I'm cold ah the nucleus of that and as much as we understand but what we do know is you have the electron that goes around the atom and the space between the electron and the nucleus of the atom is huge to the point that the expression is the way that we understand it is that more than 99% of an atom is empty space more than 99% of an atom is empty space that means when you're looking at something because it's so small our eyes don't acknowledge the empty space we just make everything cohesive we print it into one mass too small for us but if one would really be able to perceive reality they'll be able to perceive that not just most of it Amish almost all of it besides a tiny fraction is empty space that means that if you would take the whole matter that my marshes of this planet the part of this planet that is actually substantial it's not empty space they would fit into a suitcase it would fit into a suitcase so you're looking at this world what are you really looking at you're looking at empty space what is the empty space that's where the devar hashem is that's where the divine energy that says imma look down that tells it to grow so yes our eyes turn it into a very big powerful world but if we would have that ability to perceive we would realize that if you could take the entire planet everything that has real substance not empty space it would fit into a suitcase so what's the whole world the whole world could go into a suitcase that you put into the j-f that you're carrying in JFK Airport now what does this mean of course a sham didn't want us to see the world that way he wanted us to see a big world but that's what my shirt is saying in every nivea you could see the part of it that's Marvis and you could see the part of it that's kind so he says the mother says gosh me sound of overcomer you say because that's not its substance what is its real substance it's real substances energy spiritual energy and the volume is the roomiest shahi days el-bahari bhai him as he continues lava soshim tu caja you should love God because he's your life what does it mean he's your life so who died you have high embargo because he is the life of life who McCullough revelations of the Kula and the source and the root of all vile negative in us mothers anything in contrast to him is penis mother's in other words what does it mean mothers it means you're choosing that which is not real in the liver you're choosing that which is fake in the neighbour that which is external in the name if you want to suck the map mud my should have a new Sanger's of a hard to behind I want you to suck the marrow out of life how can you suck the marrow out of life for this you have to look at the life and everything what's the life and everything the life and everything is that which is its core of existence its root so lava Sasha military hookah yeah what does it mean to love Hashem you're not loving something abstract can you cry yeah you want to love your life you want to love your life but what is your life what is the time of everything that the volumen every neighbor is the Eliquis of the neighbor to relate to the godliness of it is to relate to its Plinius to its depth and therefore to its eternity so therefore most rebecca says abut heart about hi i'm a person constantly has to make a choice and the choice they have to make is between the death of the liver the mothers of the liver and the higham of the new fur and this is true in every single new code of life what is the person going to embrace which Nicole so motion Elena says at the end of Paris Matt Sullivan that we read in a few weeks your anus our telefónica uramasa hi inverse at Ava's her mother's mercero CI placed before you today life and goodness death and bad evil and he finishes a few become later over heart a behind you should choose life and the next parsec he says lava sasame laquetta to love your God wish may have a coil the Duff Cabaye to listen to his voice and to cleave to him he who - because he is your life fire Thea Mecca and the length of your days etc that is how partial its oven with its forty per second concludes the palak Anya here intimated the question that's raised in the farm and he raises it elsewhere namely moisture table a new seems to be implying a hideth a revolutionary idea or at least a novel idea there are two paths path of life in the path of death you should choose life you should choose life of a heart of a hiatal but look Ida ostensibly at first glance that seems very strange because who which normal functional person knows that this is the path that leads to death and this is the path that leads to life has to be told to choose life so some of our sham explained he's talking about a different form of life and death not physical life and death that you don't even know even an animal even a healthy animal doesn't jump into a fire doesn't do anything that will jeopardize its existence the instinct to live is the deepest instinct that a living organism has whether it's a human being or not even even plans bushes trees they do whatever they can to ensure their survival sometimes they can't but they do whatever they can cope a heart about high in this is embedded in the G of every liver every creation the instinct avisek I am the type of sahayam you want to live some moisture Levin was saying a signature by heart - behind me should choose life so there are various perspectives but the perspective at the ballot anja conveys here and this minor of kiss 8c is quite profound and that is moisture is referring to something deeper but in every never in every existing reality every reality that exists in the world in yourself or outside of yourself in the world of diamond Woodson may occur hi Amitabha everything there's the volume element of it and there's the mother's element event there's that element of it which is alive and that element of it which on its own is essentially lifeless what is it the life of everything is its spiritual core it's divine essence that is its fuse that is its neshama that it's that is its energy that is what it really that that is the volume of it what is the mother's of it the mothers of innovate I just look at it superficially and I take it at face value and I treat it simply as a material physical brute reality devoid of the divinity the godliness that infuses it with all of its depth with all of its meaning with all of its energy I am embracing the mothers of it not the time of it because the true substance the true essence of every single liver in the world is that Ilocos of it the devar hashem sha - ooh over you are difficult swamp a maja I said mama - shaimaa Mazel mom I love I'm early Amaka by Varma like Dow as he quoted the ahta Mathias : we say every morning at the end of a world of it Ottawa sham lava jato ceases a Samana smash mine called smarts McCullough Cheryl ah yeah man bacala Shanahan and we conclude the puss ik the otter is cool in other words the Truman sees the true reality of Coulomb Coulomb is everything everything everything internal and external is Virata mkhaya is the fact that you give it life the life force the chemistry of it the real reality of it is the divinity of it and then when somebody now looks at something or deals with something one should obey who says you're a you could look at the volume and you could look at the mother's so I caution you who by fire - by volume you should always notice the volume component of it you should always be able to look at the penis of it when you're looking at yourself when you're looking at anything you're dealing with you should always be able to see the pinna meais of it the rumors of it the internal core of it the godliness event and by Mela he's continues that's at that twice's right after la vez a similar cachaça yeah what's the meaning of our assertion that he is your time loving God is another way of saying loving life it's a very important idea loving God is another way of saying loving life people say how can I love God I don't know what that is love have a problem loving people I see now you want me to love invisible realities in some ways it's easier because even love me what does love even me love God if I have to admit super half disassemble of God oh my desk what does it even mean our session here is giving one perspective lavas are similar Kazuki kya you already love God you love life the life of life is God God is life it's the core of life you love reality you love life what is it that you love about life what is real about life that is what God means God means the truth of life the reality of life the reality reality that is God you want to love the facade of reality you want to love reality you love life reverse of Shambhala cookie who Yahoo was that's gonna cook us a time of everything as he puts it he says it's the life of life in his words are you a client it's the life of life and it's the reality of reality we all want reality we all live in reality the question is what is reality what is reality what is real she says what's real is don't get deluded by the external facade where everything just looks physical mechanical and brute the truth is does the where you are v called spawn des devata Messiah s coulomb the Vegas with Hashem means to Vegas with reality with the reality of reality with that which is real in reality every reality and that that that has to do with any finger dealing with a relationship of any existence beginning with own body with your own existence with your own self whereas we discussed practically a piece of food so when it comes to food everybody talks about this right don't get in this both from the hits ideas as we explained don't fall prey to it because look at the reality don't look at this sugar-coated packaging you buy a product that sugar-coated its it the whole psychology of advertisement is right you want to make it appealing to a person the whole industry of advertisement of Madison Avenue cynicism is basically to impress upon you the idea that if you don't get this new product you are a miserable person you are destined for a life of agony the stress the void that you always thought you had since 10 years old will be coupled you will ash meet therapy because you're not buying this product that will teach you what it means to live a life of luxury I will introduce you to the life of all the fine strippers in the world and they play with our psychology brilliantly you look at the picture like wow and even if I don't get it but the first moment I could get it I'll get it because plan a seat what is reality that problem is you buy the product it's very tight the bunkers as they say it's it's worthless it's meaningless it contributes to your joy like turtles in New Zealand to contribute to your joy actually watching turtles in New Zealand would probably contribute to your joy far more than this besides the fact that maybe a schemata in other words the point is in life you always have to be able to distinguish between looks appearances and substance between the outer and the inner between the external and the internal between the Higham and the mothers on the contrary when the external is infused with the internal then the external is seeing in the middle way it has real value it has real significance when the gashing is seen as an expression of the ruling so it's not a denigration of the gosh me it's elevating it to allow to see what it's real life is ramus article Fernandez are hired by some others over Carta every moment you have to make a pillar bhai Amanda premiers the premieres of everything and he continues though full lines from the top 1 2 3 4 page 70 kisses so Raymond my scale bigger number headed by fears be Adam we say in tsukina Zimmern the last circum of the last capital of the hill Oh hallelujah she rule a sham sure harder still ossobucco Hassidim so we say Raymond mais el big Raynham the hair FPSB Adam Larsen come of a - hey how's my lumen Lester my haein Bezique him you remember even if Madiba heavily visor these hood can ring a bell huh some of you said it already this morning so partially the English translation it's good sometimes to know the person English translation what are we saying Raymond my scale big retina the exaltedness of God is in their throats the hair of be fierce a double-edged sword a sword with two mouths two edges beyond them in their hand to take revenge lasses nekoma against the nations who oppress them rebuked against the national to arrest lesser to incarcerate male in their Kings Bezique human chains vanilla medium and their respected monarchs their glorious men behave all a barrel with shackles of iron lastest behan mich but cuz of you didn't think you say this every morning right in hebrew it sounds different right so what is this what is this on one level up shop smoking about the suffering domina mela is describing the the anti stairs no word anti-semitism then the word anti-semitism is a phrase that was coined I think in the 1870s by a German German journalist William Marc but but over time Mela Lahav wasn't talking on anti-semitism talking about the fact that many kings or empires and nations wanted to destroy the Jewish people so driving must scale degree number exaltedness of Goddess and their mouths like when he fought go yes and other situations to pushed him and other enemies my other Malik etc lasses nakum ever going to hit us below as usual in the teachings of the Baal Shem Tov all these sukham are brought in and applied psychologically and emotionally internally she says now will understand the posture it's only lima to go you when we talk about the guardian who are these Guardian were talking about last hasn't come of a he says I hate to break it to you talking about yourself you're not about anybody else hey my my sympathy booty I'm Amash of this a shillelagh Shamima himself in the penis on mullet we're talking about words or deeds or thoughts in which a person is not aligned with God Loyola sham Hema means you're not aligned with a shunt meaning you're not aligned with yourself because again what is his definition here of Hashem ki who I echo the optimist is Coulomb it's the core of your reality so what about if a person is doing things but when he's doing them is BAE he's not aligned with himself with his own truth an example person has a moment he loses himself he says things that he would never say in a moment of sobriety loses himself he had a hard day come home with a migraine headache Labor Day weekend did not do you well you say things you got involved in thoughts they don't reflect your better self or actions Loyola sham Hema in other words it's things that we knew in which you're not all or nothing to in in the terms of neither sky that means it's not aligned with Hashem it's not aligned with the core of reality with the Virata Mathias : in other words you fall prey to the death rather than to the life to the aspect that dies rather than to the aspect that lives because in every single thing as we said you have the two things you have the part of it that's gonna die by definition it's not eternal it's not real it looks real but it's not real and you have the part of it that ultimately is going to live it's going to live and you choose the other one or it not even shoes but you fall prey loyal or Shamim and that's what we mean when we say go you behind the comma what does revenge against the guy you mean revenge doesn't mean you take a cleaver and you're gonna knock him over his head Koufos doesn't mean that I'm a communist he'd be to Mohnish mera song and the comma means we're not here talking about revenge's revenge the common means to obliterate to break the pattern how do you break the pattern who are you David head of P fears from a penis remember scale what you need is a double-edged sword that comes from a rememer scale the exaltedness of Russia what does this mean listen test run I knew which I was born inaudible when a person meditates show Who marker vishaya Schiestel solos that REM is the source and the root of a stylist a stylist means the cosmic order how a half-alien borrow who and is the life of life and that means every blade of grass every flake of snow every droplet of rain every nook hood every nook and cranny every detail every nuance every cell every Adam every particle in existence he is the hiya hiya Ramos Kelby Grenaa when you appreciate what kale is then lastest nakama of a - faithless below me and then you break the patterns within yourself where your words and your deeds and your actions and your thoughts become aligned with reality that's what we're saying Raymond must Cal be good I'm um then you have the desire of that you need in life lasts us in the calm of a - Hector's problem Bozell shikou so this is what Yaakov Aveeno tells you he's different passions my youth he he speaks about the city of Shem I shall lack academia they're mighty hard be overcast II remember the per second by Fe I took it with my sword and my bow the tear go monk Allah says the targa monk Elizabeth's a loosey-goosey Garbi and caste is my prayers and my requests what's the connection tired wish Jakob says I cook them with my sword and my bow so the target says he means but so Lucy Liu Lucy with my Dominique why is hardly in caste Domini why is dominating a bow and arrow shooting an arrow using a sword or dagger or what does this shy they had filler bonus cardamom Musa Musa - Rakesh a maken because street filler what is filler drill is basically focusing on the fact that Hashem is the essence of all reality Nasim is a premise kind of Akasha Slovakia Abhinav Fela creates the sword and the bow and arrow in order to break the patterns of rah a fragmentation of disalignment from God in your own soul so we see this already in homage but the higher be of a caste means nómine dómini is called a sheriff that's why the Zohar says Shas SLUSA Oscar over the time of Dominique is a time of caravan we see this already from yeah Trevino in parishes viously the difference between the sword and the Cassius and by the way it's two different types of weapons what's the difference between the sheriff and the Cassius ah close up in distance one is a visible enemies right in front of me you use a sword the kiddush of the bow and the arrow is who was the first weapon that was devised early on in human history the history of the Homo Sapien to be able to target the invisible enemy or the distant enemy the mother Tonya says that there's two enemies within he says this in part is why you see does the conscious one and there's the unconscious one does that what you see and that which you don't sin as we know that which you don't see is sometimes far and more lethal and dangerous because you don't see it it's far away far away meaning could be right in you but far away in terms of consciousness so this hardly and this cosh these two separate avoiders the brisk air of we did you hear that no no no no it's not a Gomorrah but they say in the name of the / hi I'm salivate Recor his son either the crime risk or the velvel of Riskin another part the very GU schmuck of art and that is the difference between a sword and a bow and arrow is a sword you don't have to be that skilled I mean if you're doing professional sword fighting Duffman cannon but even an amateur person you give them a knife you give him a serpent right you know the monoliths Lana in Israel the recent wave terror you think I'll go to the kitchen I take a chicken my kitchen knives in 2015 and 16 killing people and imagine what the world has come to we thought we're developing nuclear energy atom bombs and our neighbors showed us kitchen knives we could do it with kitchen knives we don't need anything else cleavers kitchen knives that's Kirby caste you have to be able to aim you have to know what you're doing cos you have to be skilled so governing the brisket of this in diverting there's two components there's the governing of the Nusa of the unchecked nociceptor lon that's a swords and then there's da Vernon in your own words that's a Cassius when you're diverting in the words of an chick necessary dialer so you're using sacred powerful words you're using a sword it's gonna have an impact with a Cassius a bow and arrow already it's depends on individual skill depends on individual connection depending on individual mindfulness where you are because you're creating so to speak your own feeler you know when you're when you're singing somebody else's song if they're a great singer you know the song is gonna be good when you're creating your own song maybe evolve it may be brilliant but it also may be amateur you're reading somebody else's poem the greatest poem you know it's a good poem if you're creating your own poem it's not a yours it's a bow and arrow but it's yours okay I'll call upon them so we see here the connection remember scale bigger right nam look at if he fears be up he may lavochkin but Nasim is a prince kind of Akershus Lonavla - of enough so that's basically at the end of so could the zimri we say this is our dilemma mezcal Bergeron what is Pawtucket is Indra when you think about it all of this occurred is Emmer and more or less as a meditation on this concept Sookie - Ximena we discussed nature the result shows took him up to hill and primarily that discussed nature natural phenomenon go through it how nice and shallow cut summer we're talking about the snow before ka for your father we're talking about ice useless forever yam Seng Josh everything we're talking about rain the next hallelujah have Shemesh array of clay layer tannin in crocodiles age Baruchel Akita vapor fire snow rua sorry I said very mountains mounds fruits trees of fruits Cedars highest bahama snow masticated animals undomesticated animals birds what are all these what are we talking about what's the point there hello Luke again ala Luca gonna look again how many times does God want to be praised at some point even a person who needs terrible validation too many compliments will drive him crazy to imagine you come you know your boss loves compliments right so you're going your tongue by the way yesterday when you spoke at the board me you were brilliant in fact I never heard such a brilliant speech of course you don't mean it but you wanted hoping for a raise in six years so you tell them how brilliant it is and then you come back five minutes later and and by the way you're also good-looking and by the way you're also slim I see you lost 60 pounds the guy gained 60 pounds but right what does it do do not do for poor no sir and then you complement them again and again 2036 day at some points he says ok get out of my office you look shocked you probably won't fire you for an extra compliment that people don't do but little is a shirred when you look at this ok this image doesn't stop yeah I'll look again I'll look again I will loo while the lululu praise praise praise for what for when what is this this is even somebody who needs the validation was insecure generally secure people man anybody likes compliments I don't know anybody doesn't like compliments very fun maybe met one person in my life that doesn't like compliments everybody says they don't need it but no but it was not I never heard of a dent area in the world somebody took somebody for the entire because they complimented them too much no need of mr. shottish doesn't hurt anybody and I think I made me met one person who couldn't care for companies maybe really couldn't care it's a unique skill it's a unique thing so here you dealing with your boyish Elohim and every group took in the Zima again again and again compliments praise praise praise on the look and kids are raised with governing and achieve a young age they wonder about this they asked this question the first time usually at age six you know what the answer they get what's the answer you got when they ask the question at age six why are we doing this every day doesn't God get bored forget that I get bored doesn't God get bored male I get bored okay shiny I get bored of the learning oh so he says and get bored of everything after five minutes but what's the point of this so there's a lot to discuss in this but here we learn with discover wonder code and that is every day there's a battle again on the soul of reality can you look at the world and see the volume of the world and see the mothers of the world whoops okay the zimmer is basically doing is teaching you cultivating a mindset to be able to look at a flake of snow to be able to look at a shrub to be able to look at a frog to be able to look at a butterfly a worm of be a mosquito a fleet to be able to study the skin on your body to be able to study or look at anything in the physical world within yourself without yourself and be able to align it with the true reality in other words to be able to see it as an expression of the divine suka does Imre teaches you the Virata mathias coulomb it's a celebration of the world but in terms of seeing the world from its pune mystical perspective is that needed every day the question then is not why everyday question is why not every minute of every day this is the battle of life this is the challenge of life than anything I deal with can I look at the core can i dissect the core can I embrace the core or do I fall prey to the external all addictions all bad habits all proclivities all promiscuous instincts when it comes let's say tomorrow Savas or is that people haven't work for during the day in terms of relationships and all these things what is it about it's basically you're infatuated by something external whether it's a website whether it's alcohol whether it's a casino whether it's a particular image whatever it is everybody in their own life and their own struggles what are you doing you're infatuated by something external that you think will fill the voids in your life and will give you the ultimate joy you're looking for the problem is even you're misjudging first of all what you need they're also misjudging the reality of that because you're not looking at the permeance of that reality you're divorcing the consignees from the premise so so good there's a lot to say about this of course but so can the Zimmer is that daily meditation to align your reality with reality the mathayus : roma mezcal big right now that's what you need for the hair of lasses to come of a the guy inside of you but your thoughts your words and your actions should be aligned with your own true life what is your true life that is lava source emilich a shocking who hired huh that is what Khayyam is what is Shyam Shyam is Eliquis Shyam is a locust in simple English a relationship with God is not about suspension of self a relationship with God means realization of self did you understand what I said in my show a relationship with God is not about suspension of self it's about realization of the self key whoo hyah ha you want to love your life you don't want to love a shell of your life you don't want to love on external appearance of your life you want to actually love your life so if this is the case then it means that Judaism is really searching for the holistic life the holistic life the organic life the life in which you're in mind and in touch with the truth of its reality he may he's born in a zoo he McKenna small who see his Baraka Mameluke alone all this meditation basically begins and ends with mouths Hashem Malthus what does it mean I'm a male kawaman kemo who's come a molecule ism this is defining God as the cosmic energy this is basically the definition of God here is the battery of the world the consciousness of the world this is all Malthus is this all there is Tasha no but this is Malthus whenever you hear the word mouth was what does this mean this means Hashem as the core of existence God as the creator and the core the energy behind existence and within existence as the posix says an ashtray Malhotra it's your media of mouth which is the mouth hose that's called a lemon that pervades all the worlds to put it in simple words Hashem created the world because he wanted a relationship with us a melech Malloy I'm a Mela who cannot be on your own you could do a lot of things on your own you could sit on the top of a mountain and write poetry of love in fact usually when you're on top of a mountain then you don't see anybody you could be far more loving than when you see people some of the greatest poems about marriage and about love by people who never had to meet a person in their life you sit on the top of a mountain you wax eloquent about love the same is true many other emotions you can experience them within yourself there's one meter that you cannot experience within yourself and that is marriage you can't be married to yourself at least not according to the present definition of marriage I'm aware that that may change in fact there's merit for changing because after all people are split they have split personalities and they're very complicated why not get married to yourself and get a tax discount it makes sense and the prospects for Sholem bias will be far greater because it's just you with yourself you have to negotiate between the various parts of your personality Niska fairly they say the definition of hood Spurs you come to the therapist you have a split personality and then you want a group discount so ok what is this this is the concept of Malthus mouths loose and kabbalah is known as the feminine i can't be married to myself what is the definition of marriages that which happens to you as a result of a relationship you can't be a leader yourself the definition of leadership is that which is created in you as a result of the feedback that comes from the people you can be an author without the book that is actually read by people in that sense why because it's about what the relationship does for you so whenever we speak about Hashem Malthus it means our Shem defines himself in terms of a relationship meaning God as the source of existence as the battery of existence as Virata Matthias cool rashim Aloha Saugus and roshambo some Aloha and that's where all the how suckers of all the summers at my law firm reach when souls and angels perceive God what are they perceiving mouths and we say this in the morning and daven in here each dozen others tickled Avenue remember this piece to Sparkle and that'sa a sham assure us of Coulomb I'm Deborah Milo Oh Marsh me and be here Dave really Kim Chi mamela Harlem right I'm a shop him I'm a fire demon married simple math addition Oh mom with him what's the next words a shame Michaela Mel AHA god oh the high knew prima so minusma who Serena Ella página Shane here is my diary is only the name he said it's an Edition I'm little the name knows only the name only the name only shame okay Shane a lap in the same it's only a name I ask you a question is your name you the name that people have in the world is that them is that them it's two separate worlds there's the name that he has and there's who he is one of the greatest tragedies of reading about heroes who changed the world is how much their children hated them Albert Einstein right Karl Marx in the world they're like wow theodore herzl of the jewish world the strange minh of their children it's very sad the name has nothing to do with reality the name has to do with resume lesson do with marketing the name is your reputation what name do you have even practically what is a name a name is here for me to be able to define you you don't use a name for yourself the name that you have is not about you it's how you're experienced by others what type of named of this person have the way people see him what Hashem has also a made what's the name of a sham the name Adam is the way he's perceived how through life living through the organism that the optimist is coulomb that's what my love them get that's what my son was good moldos color okay who Livadia smarter smarter and Vuckovich similarly mumble miss na say you moved them he himself is my Ranma it's aloof it's moved on Smith NASA its exalted but the malice is the shame the charm of a curse a nefesh I'm a skeletal miss bananas Beshara Bella Kim Hyon British Moscow since birth in the name of a sham that's where the nefesh becomes double which nephesh I'm asked Alice or miss bananas remember by him he always postulates emotions are based on das all emotions are based on perception that precedes emotion the nefesh I'm asked Alice the nefesh that meditates the message that thinks what does it think about it thinks about the Raymond must scale thinks about malkos it thinks about its own Cherie Ridge Bella Kim kyon it knows God from itself from recognizing our shimmers it's surely - - Marcos Oh commandment as we say every morning baroque st. marco servile envoy via after what's this point you understand what does never have to come from borrow ashamed when you understand the shame the name of ma who sign automatically via hafta you know why because everybody loves life what's there to love if there is love in the world it is to God that's one of his tradition and Ava's a sham how do you love God don't do you love anything if you love anything you are loving God love towards anything is love to God why because the reality of reality is about the higher school so burrows M Cuomo who sell oil involved there may lava Hafner once you recognize the shame that's real hot done this is it Sonia saleh's time you think it's pretty plumbing is thick but relative to save Bay's this is its ideas Helene this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot a yeshiva net slash donate