The Science of Happiness - Likkutei Torah Pesach Matzah Zu #1

the yeshiva dotnet will be good today a new Mimer that's connected to Pesach today is business soon even according to the fishermen Gamliel you start learning about peso the Kumari I'm suffering courts are malaika's between the government of Sherman I'm Lille when you start learning about Pesach soil de madera milk is a hag solution me I'm tied to my hog I'm gonna say you start 30 days before the fisherman I'm Leo says two weeks before because moisture started to talk about it two weeks before Irish tradition isn't we read yesterday's I faded shazamicon Ridge and our mission will become hotter Shannon he started to speak about the carbon pace of camp ASA today according to all the this one could certainly prepare so we'll begin our new Miami and Pesach the my Miriam of pace of the ballot Anja primarily in Lakota parishes South they put int itself so please go to the front we'll do the first one on pacer which is on page 22 on the bottom all the way on the bottom the right column on the bottom or da Fuhrer left column three on the bottom Lahav in my Shack us about God you see on the bottom of 22 law having Marcia Kosovar god this is the javed Marcia coast of Baja God to understand what we say in the Hagaddah Matz's usha no Aslam al Shema Al Shean Sheila hiss peak but ii love is st. Erasmus archer Nicola Melek mal hey I'm lucky makan his burrow hole golem we pick up the matzo we hold the matzo and we say this smarts and that we're eating why are we eating it because the dough of our fathers of our forefathers well hiss Peck did not have the opportunity to become leaven to become comets to rise until Hashem revealed himself and he redeemed them and the Haggadah quotes the posit that the Jewish people baked the the dough's that they weird the flower though there appeared a baked it as as matzah why Kagoshima mitzrayim because they were expelled they were thrown out of Egypt and if I didn't even have a chance to let it rise to let it ferment they had to immediately leave and hence it was baked as matzah just had to put it in the ovens immediately and they didn't have that chance you know people will make today sourdough challah the real fermenting could take some time and every type of fermenting takes time they didn't have a chance the marsh ma what does this indicate her Illinois grow sure they would have not been expelled if the Egyptians would have said take your time do it on your pace for his pickle Hoffman's and the dough would have an opportunity to ferment they wouldn't have to throw it into the oven and eat matzah because they would have all the time they wanted and they would have baked the bread in an ordinary fashion where you allow it to rise are your slim comments they would eat comments he says Keigo some of its right because they were expelled therefore they had to bacon us as matzah the lie but McCoy dark wine it's Tavo by ursula Hadassah already they were commanded moisture commanded to them but Isola Hadassah on the 10th of the month all over the mitzvos that are discussed in partial Sakai edition one of them is a Lewis a possible.i lhasa you should eat the meat of the carbon based on this night and that meat they had to buy it says from the tenth of Nyssa Patricia's but ah sir you had to take the Sheep with a goat and prepare it for the carbon four days earlier and the pasta continues al Matz's Oh Miriam you eat it together with matzah and martyred in other words the commandment to eat matzah came already and recitation is and marshana been was said on the 10th of Nissen you should prepare the carbon paste I can eat it with matzo really on the 10th of Nissen they already had to either they knew about the matzo prepare the matzah realize there's going to be months once it would have been story with the Egyptians nobody would have been expelled they have all the time in the world they still have to eat matzah there was a mitzvah that the night of Pesach you eat much what in Max's ooh sha Allah Masha Allah you know I reading this monster because the tailor says but area of place no monsters on the night of pay sufficient it matters and that night they also ate monsters before they left mitzrayim by day they tried to say that white eat mats had to say there nobody threw them out it was before Marcus Paris they didn't have permission to leave yet the permission to leave came the middle of the night after the first male born did the oldest males died so pyria got up and he said leaf and they rushed them and they hasten them fight I understand but they eat not so much earlier the eight months at the beginning of the night together with the covers why they eat matzah they were in Egypt the answer is because I sham said that at this night you eat matzah so you should say matzah souchong rifle malsu ha ha because it's a mitzvah to eat matzah just like the Jewish people the first night of place I hate matzah there was another story that happened the next day and that is it happens to be that what that they were exploded and have a chance to eat the bait to make matzo to make comments the ate nuts that's what he says I like when it's not too similar give me a clue that's the matter who shot a commercial mom The Gambler data is also for generations it stopped when they were told the partials boy the same passion she was young I'm sorry Laura matzah me but I am fully but how much we say sum total it wants us for seven days there shouldn't be comets and all of you must receive him with how much recession and all of your communities wherever you live Telemachus you should eat matzah the Russian is she in the end of precious Bharat Sheba see ominous early much close to there and period-based persecute us she was young surly much have ever taken you shouldn't have sorry we ceased to come at seven days in your house because whoever eats comets there's a penalty of Korus calm as much as nice a tale about how much they say from total monsters now when was all of this when this all of this effort this is base the commandment that Hashem gives to mush on Rosh Hodesh misson this is two weeks before they're leaving he tells them on the 10th of listen you should bring a carbon pacer that night the night of test valve you should eat the meat together with matzah te together with mother and all of the instructions how to eat it it should be roasted it shouldn't be cooked at senator etc to put the blood on the doors and then he says and then he says this day will be as occurring seven days you'll eat matzah Aerith paces you should get rid of the comments which marked him as a Marxist and then he adds for seven days throughout all the generations there shouldn't be comments in your house and the homage were safe from telematics remember this is all in Egypt two weeks before it since Messiah that means that before anybody ran before anybody was expelled before anybody had an issue with it becoming comets are becoming matter because it's not time there was already a mitzvah that I Shem gave that I'm pacer he'd only comets and I'm Pesach you eat matzah and the first night it's a mitzvah minute Arab ahead of time so just like then it was a mitzvah and then the pasta continues moisture called them and he told them all of these mitzvahs and then is an actual story in the middle of the night Hashem struck every cried and and and and chase them and chase them out and the Egyptians were so anxious for them to get out so then it says they took their dole before it became comets they took their dough before it became comments this is later why terribly a comments because they were in such a rush nonetheless what do we say the Haggadah that the reason we eating mats is why because of that story shallow HISP it but sex love a sailor laughs was he didn't have time on the Haida it's an interesting addition but even without that story we would still be eating lots it's just like they ate mats as the first night were believed to eat mats over pasta cots my gosh larvae in the plastic itself not only in the hug ELISA question on the Haggadah the way the Haggadah which is based on the mistletoe the way the Haggadah the way the Hazael formulated the midst of matzah but in the plastic itself you have to understand Schatzi we shall the dinosaurs a Khaleesi as Messiah the mid suit for generations was all the commemoration - what happened with the exodus of Egypt in other words Hashem told Moshe this is what you're gonna do tonight at this year and then there's what I want you to do every single year what do I want you to do this year make a carbon base F eat matzah etc what do I want you to do each year Lizzy current he says make a holiday eat matzah seven days get rid of the Comets Erev Pesach and you now that eat comets for seven days Shiva Selma certainly much a little bit a come and eat matzah starters the Shiawassee wilderness areas a fleet easements right while they pay says mister I am in a know you sir common solar medical caduceus if your mother paid attest obstruction of something government base but here you have an interesting anomaly the Gemara explains himself him that pacer commit Syrian the issue how much was only one day not seven days in other words that year the year when they came out of mister comments was the first day that was this Acamas your immaculate so it's a very strange thing which is why they would have baked it as comets Lahaina if there was a district have comets for seven days what do you mean they baked it as matzah because the Egyptians expelled them nobody's expelling us we're still not baking come as the answer is when I allow do but over there the issue was only I'm a cop first night right right the rush Nakamura is exactly exactly so they had to talk and make matzo because they were expelled and then what are we doing to commemorate ETS mr. I am what are we doing seven days she says that itself has to be understood Shiva sir limits interpretation when that will didn't even exist originally what existed originally was mister one day and teeth marks of that night they have no only at night only at night only another didn't have it for seven days right that night yeah yeah the lotion dilution our mission is conveyed to cordless commissioners of something mohammad olive the mission of the mission that says mobbing passage from the passive notice what's the difference between passage mitzrayim the patients and they made their and the pace that we do in generations so he says over there they had to take the carbon Pasic on the tenth of innocent okay they had to sprinkle the blood with a bundle of hyssop and on the door on their doors they had to eat it fast but Lyla occurred that night pastor there is no heat cold shiver and passive Judas is knowing all the seven days of Yom to met with the Gemara that's a little more that's the mission assess on something government olives the reasonably Tanya has had the government mages because this mission is cryptic so they throw the Gemara explain her basically explains that what that what a pace of pace of concern Eames he would say knowing L AM a hot the Easter to eat comets him it's Ryan was knowing only one day why it says layer of comets hey yo I'm at the maximum it's Ryan that the Easter Achilles comets was not by pace of mitzrayim that one day that one day also do they also and pay staff notice is not your culture yeah yeah that's the question no sorry they were supposed to have matzah anyway the fact that they were chased out is a completely separate issue when they're making lots of so told Pete muscle the first time he they knew which day yeah the 14th there the 14th he said clearly seven days blue bonus for generations as an Easter for seven days and nobody out of pay so he have to get rid of the humps the demonic says already there Shoshana they were there Shoshana Butler Butler avoid them in my sentence I know Watson while I was two weeks before they did it to get a sheep and a goat on attentiveness and leave it for days yes Alton and then be it Mac Ramon the fourth day it wasn't so rush they knew that the night of your doll admission the night of testimony F never stayed there and eat the carbon paste of sheep or goat with the families and also eat matza Kneedler right and there in the Haggadah in the Haggadah yeah the reason that had God that says we eat Matt says why because they were expelled they didn't have time to let the dough rise when even if that would have that can't happen even that would have not happened we're still eating lots at night just like they ate much of the first night why cuz the Toyota says the night of pace of heat matzah the first night the first time and the anniversary every year there was an additional thing that they were expelled but they were told this night you eat matzah and seven and and and and not because then but also the donors for generations to eat much of the first night not eat comets for seven days etc then he asks another shilin the PASOK itself Mauritius says diz what to do this year were you gonna do for all the generations why you gonna do with all the generations lizard current to remember the ecologist what's right he says but there's something weird strange here when it comes to matzah we're doing what we did that when it comes to college then the Easter was knowing only one day I'm gonna ask a question gives a reason but the person also asks the same question which should do right no that's a separate try this is but pasta got some rationale of them that that scaevola data's was a elitist let's try but if you go back to the original there was a completely different set up when we're offering a carbon pay saw it comes with a seven-day package right you eat the carbon based if the first night you know let me transfer for seven days seven days of pace of plus Erev Pesach when it comes to basis when I am the gemara says a me knowing it sir how much jelly I'm not only that one day Russian was basis monster I am they were austere to eat how much one night the night of pacer maybe I said Willie says no no you gala um I thought there was one day and he says that what is Rahil is how much was no pessimist and throughout the whole day not only the night okay so when by day and by night but that's it that's it that was over the second night of pace of what we call the second night of Pesach right the sate second say there could slaughtered so fellow Moines Register all there any comments it off the way to La Concha Mesa Mesa she says there's something off it's like the original was much weaker than the copy we're doing it as a copy and really it's much weak those are the questions Vanya and explanation and this is the pace of material in in Noah Galloway mahad pace of mysterion was tock annoying only one day in other words the Easter how much was only one day well okay and Africa gursha and that's why the reason they didn't eat comets the first night then first day was tacky because the Mitzvah but then he says located africa Gershon but that's why they had to be this whole thing that it's because they were expelled because math Mizzou alum accent gamba share my semester that's the reason they were eating mats on the second day and on the third day I'm on the fourth day goofer because the Easter was only by us the reason we're not eating comets for seven days instant incumbents for seven days they didn't have that issue so the second night of pacer this the night after you'd see us miss Ryan right they could have in comments the next day they could've eaten comets why didn't they eat hummus because it goes didn't have why didn't they have because they were expelled it's not like they took the dough and they fermented it and they had bread and they took it out and they fed their kids bread they had not so they threw it in the oven before it before dries and inflated it so before fermented so they had only months but looking that's good girl show michael madsen embouchure you may see some asbestos the Lehane customer is roughly the partially a opposite cuba hit pause and yet salsa a bain ileum is roughly the great commentator on Rashi explains in Paris today on the pasta you should eat matzah why keep it free puzzle yet salsa because you rushed out same question that's not the reason why you eating matzah cubically pause in your toaster because you went in haste supposin means with tremendous Jesus was tremendous swiftness and alacrity so that's the interesting thing the first night they ate matsutake because it was a Mitzvahed eat matzah and they couldn't eat comments first well there was a Mitzvahed eat much and they also couldn't leave comments to things so they couldn't have it together the next day there was that connoisseur comments but you need bread you going on the desert they wanted they wanted their food right you're going on a trip you know how juice travel huh especially when you go into a desert especially guns class altogether so left the kept assassin yeah this is before the man they knew that there's gonna be man so you gotta have food so now the question is what type of foods they could have had comments you could prepare for the journey with comments because they were expelled didn't have commas the FOP came had solution Ladera Zion Yama nonetheless despite that they didn't have a Mitzvah but for generations that savory is not to have hummus for seven days expelled or not expelled we have time but we still we have a Mitzvah not to do it behaves ethylene CS material and it still called as a whole it's Easter so when we say this matzo that we're eating is because they didn't have time it's strange because we eating the maps of the night of pacer when they didn't have time and it's a mitzvah so what we just learned here is wonder could that because there was Tucker no please sir the other days they have to be a special reason they add matzah for the other seven days what's the explanation in all of this this is the introduction to the moment oh heavens a singing a Sheila's matzah so as usual you got to go back to the core what is matzah the first name versus matzah to understand all of this you have to understand she's loving tossing in a Sheila smarts to understand a little bit yesh lach dominion my Adam was similar so we first have to introduce the concept of Maya demos simcha which jumped if pay suckers of course one of the three my Adam the three holidays designated for joy she eat Cara Maria de Molina system we see for me the main idea of my Adam is simcha my Adam listen that's the loss of me saying domine Matty turn on wash Emily Cain Obama my Adam listen you have given us Maya now the word my aide means a designated time that's what Maya is just like we say base is valid look our common it's a designated place right Avadh base have awed by the Sanhedrin or you'll have by the R&A vino a dirty look Shama what's been a a dirty Locker Shama yeah that's the designated place where I'm going to speak to you there's designated spaces and there's designated times or if you want to express yourself this way there are islands in space and there are islands in time an island in space a person is cruising through a huge ocean maíam Shane LEM so if it's endless and then you see an island in space time goes and goes and goes and goes and goes and goes doesn't stop the clock stops for nobody and there's an island in time you know you just like an island in space you get out of the ocean and you relax on the island there's also an island in time you take off time you stop this my so to speak the ball Tania is an expression that Shabbos Islam a luminous man in other words there's an island and time when you go into a different mode and you are in a space of my Adam the Shabbos and in his Yom Tov the definition of Maya the monument of the designate time is for one purpose simcha who penises simcha that's the whole purpose of the moya them or the main purpose of the Maya them is to help a person achieve joy who could exhibit the path success thus a mastaba Haga how the Mitzvah is you should rejoice Baca gotcha and your holidays your festivities we see from here this is the Mitzvah of the hunk a person simple a person's joy which by the way just in parentheses I should add that people prepare for Pesach a lot a lot of things from here it's much more the most important preparation is that you should be happy the most important preparation for Pesach for young people all is that when your home or wherever you are you should be happy you should be in a happy place in a happy space sometimes that preparation is forgotten but that's actually the most important preparation goes left the purpose of the way of them well simcha samartha Makaha to be in a state of simcha and to generate that to other people when people are happy the people around them are happy when somebody is miserable usually people around them especially ones closest to them are also miserable char's now what's this concept called simcha Shiraz was manually moistened the EEMA Yom Tov is a time when there is a certain revelation not just a certain or an intense revelation of what's called moisten the EEMA motion dimma literally means the intelligence of the mother mice in the image my son is from the word my after the brain the brain the mind the mud the EEMA of the mother which is going to explain what that means this is an expression from kiss vhari so that Yom Tov is the time of moisten them in the writings of their resolve everything is mostly code language cryptic code language the expression then is that Yom Tov is the time and Priya time in other works of their easel the time of motion the image the revelation of the mind of the mother for who I know Marsha cost of Mahalo this is what we say in how little mushy via Karaca bias aim her Bonhams michael mckeavy a Karaca biases he brings back that Karaca bias Karaca bias from the word a Karass from the word Acorah the one who was infertile he brings he brings her back aim her Bonham she becomes a mother of children whose mayor who is rejoicing we say hallelujah motive the opening of halal is a mob on America that's connected to the fact that the Yom Tov was the time of moisten the inner the joy that comes from the mother a mob on America a mother of children is happy that's the happiness of a mother her children or at least a major part of her happiness or its deeply connected to her happiness that's connected to Hollow which we say on yom tov Vahine neighbor Shabbos who Gilley my friend ABBA Shabbos it says in Kabbalah is the time of the revelation of motion dhaba the mind of the Father Vera me Cyril unum motion the Abba represents something more lofty than motion the email if there ain't something is newly similar could be empty that's why I'm Shabbos there's no revelation of joy like on Yom Tov Shabbos is the energy of my friend Abba which is going to explain young TIFF is the energy of my fin de mer simcha especially connected to a maja Bonhams sneha like we say in our on Shabbos you don't have the same explosion or the same manifestation of Symphonia matific says I empty the Samak double hagatha on yom tov we say Maya dim the simcha taka Shabbos is also an Indian of simcha especially an engine of oil egg this Mitzvah spark Shabbos well the simcha is not emphasized like it is on Yom Tov there's a season for sunshine on Shabbos doesn't say you some home office correct right that's interesting you smoke over Moscow so thus far them said but no Sahara knows you don't say it on Shabbos on Yom Tov you do say it so here he says we those are asking a question if my friend the observable universe says ancient China's Gilles kalila there should be more similar than an octave in yen the explanation is Qian a B or mu who's motioned him to understand what is my sin the MA you've won by Michonne Ida based cleaners bagillion in Southborough who have to understand by introducing the destruction Asst there's two dimensions bagillion and safe particle in their revelation and the expression of the light of infinity of the truth of our shell Aleph number one is penises stylus verse Aidid Amadeus what we call his stall chalice which doubtless means evolution the word is flawless comes from the word shall shellye's which is a chain and it's one of the most fundamental ideas in all of Panem et cetera in the works of Kabbalah and moshav and siddhis this is called his stylus which is say drama Drago's the order of steps the order of steps means the evolution of levels shame penis on Jacques Mayol Oh Leela who leha ara vajradhara holy it means that there are two types of given two types of revelations as he says from early in Southborough from the light of infinity one is the one that's communicated through what we call the starless it evolves it goes through an order a hierarchy like a seder does it say there's an order just like a chain one rung leads to the lower rung to the lower on to the lower rung of course the chain is the very bad it very inaccurate example because the chain the quality of the lowest rung and the quality of the highest rung are exactly identical is just one is on the top one is on the bottom it because it's a physical metaphor but in spirituality when you say hairstylist it means that it actually goes through a process of transformation or as as the energy flows down through the madrigals and that's what he says I'm Jacques Mae ela leu ela ela is determined Jewish philosophy and Iran bombs works in other works in law and oh ho illa is a cause and all is an effect illa is an antecedent and Allah was the child of that the offspring what comes from it you know does the chicken and there's the egg what comes first the chicken or the egg the chicken the egg comes from the chicken and the egg becomes the mother the ELA for a new chicken when it hatches and that chicken becomes the ELA for a new egg which becomes on ela for a new one in other words what is an owl on one level becomes an ela on another level right you are a child of your parents and then you become a parent of your children and sometimes you gotta be ready for that adjustment you gotta grow up because you used to think you're an owl but now you became an ela I was talking to a group of young delight particular shoes so I said Kaba de Sevilla ves America doesn't only mean respect your father and mother it also means respect your fatherhood and respect your motherhood respect yourself as a father and mother sit sides of auxin you're not a child anymore respect yourself as a father cabin respect the father in you don't look in the mirror and say and I'm just a little immature dependent baby respect the Evita the father in you mother's rise up in cautery natebain Akhilesh la feast relati as Shmuel told sol hemella about Amalek you may be small in your eyes but in reality you're a leader so you have to be able to assume that identity so the Inland all is that process where there's an allure there's a cause including the first cause and then it goes down it just travels downwards and every auto becomes an e lo Wichita another Alouette cetera et cetera when you're looking at an apple tree right you're looking at an owl and an all the seed is the antecedent but that seed came from a previous apple tree all the way back to where to shame in relations to the first apple tree and that really means that all of history is connected you know my DNA today right is a direct link to the DNA of my progenitors thousands and thousands of years ago and in that sense you know history is very tight it's very very small it's like the past isn't the present and the future is also in the present so that's the process of of his styles both on a physical level but on a physical level is only a manifestation of the spiritual level who are of how uttered the horodyszcze array and then there's the ray of the ray and there's the ray of the ray Oh the ray of the ray etc commercial say hope amid this omid this but my Java holy an example for this in a person would be say whole morphs into me this me this morphs into my shava Huli libera Mesa safe whole would mean deep awareness of something cycle is an idea mid this is the way the idea develops into a value that a person has a value means something that's a personal value safe hell is just an idea which could be abstract it's something one one appreciates intellectually as an idea mid-ice means the next step is it becomes something meaningful to me something I believe in something I feel is the right thing me this is that feeling I feel this is the right thing then there is my shava my shovel is actually thinking about it thoughts there's words there's actions that's an example for a specialist where it evolves from one place to another place sacral terminus to my shava etcetera we always used to say that my shadow comes before me those that we don't express we don't emote until we've done that's a good question you're asking that my shove exists even in cycle how could you understand idea without my shovel we can't process any cycle or any middest without my shovel everything is too much over there's two concepts when we speak about my shovel there's my shovel as a lavash force a hoe and there's Mashav as an independent reality meaning all ideas we can only process through thoughts there's no idea I can know about an idea without thought but in that level thought is a garment that's a lavash that processes the McConville let's think about this people think in different languages some of you think in Russian some of you think in English some of you thinking you dish or Hebrew whatever the languages we think in different languages like we speak in different language so two people may be giving a speech they're saying the same idea but they're speaking in different languages right we may be thinking the same idea but in different languages in other words mash of is basically made up of letters and words and osseous that carry every say whole or every meter in a conscious way so it's just like words it's just words in a much more transcendent subtle and abstract way that's my shava as a lavash as a cloak that carries any single idea and that's why you could say the same saeho in different Isis sometimes dear on Rush and tourists are saying the same Safari completely in different words the same idea is being conveyed in completely different words one says it this way and one says it the other way but it's really the same say in other words the cycle transcends the macabre transcends the osseous the same is true that meda the myth it's like almost a picture it's a picture of something and then in order to process it you have the letters of thought that allow you to process it that's why I'll give you another example aa CPU right I could another thing is I could read a page children do love them you could read a page of machine ayahs right memorize it but not understand the word yeah a lot of people know ashtray by heart right but if you start asking the meaning of it the person may not know so I have all the osseous I have the letters perfect mom is perfect somebody would hear these letters they understand it another person knows it verbatim much better than then the person doesn't understand a word why because I see asar lavash they carry the idea or the emotion but they're not synonymous with the idea they are a low voice that carries it that's why people think in different languages yeah we understand the idea it's the same idea but the way I access it as a different language mother tongue usually yeah people don't realize that they think in a language yeah yeah people don't realize that they think in a language that's the mouse over that is bottle to say Helen minutes and others if I'm learn English too maura right and there's a soiree I process the smart I access it through Isis always through Isis de Boer is where the ISIS become very tangible and concrete you know you could measure them you can feel them they create air waves etc mashallah the ISIS are still very very subtle they're more transcendence they're more Adel they're not so course but there's Isis just people are not so aware of it that's my Shover that is a lavash for sale ominous here he's talking about shava actually thinking about something which can be in the positive or the negative you know if somebody's obsessing about something reflection you're actually thinking about it that's already a step after me this there's my shovel this deboard is my son those are called devotion that's my shovel as a reality in and of itself which is part of the evolution that comes after cycle administer cycle does midlist is my shovel that that that oh so that could be on the level of say Hall on the level of Minister on the level of mashallah mashallah is the activity of actually thinking about something your mind is filled with with deliberation thoughts reflections on this sometimes it could be in a very positive sense sometimes it could be in a very annoying sense whatever the situation is you know I can't stop thinking about this I'm thinking about this all day yeah of course yeah yeah yeah yeah and my shovel always works I mean you can't stop thinking you know try to stop thinking you could have yeah I mean there's an interplay between all of them as a low voice to say ho and I love wisdom in this yeah hi yeah yeah right so that's all an example for his specialist of how things evolve on our starters now something may exist on the level of psycho man on the level of mythos right on the level of midlas but not so much on my shovin level of myself and I did bore not mice and so forth mid this itself each one itself has many dimensions and say holders command is Benna and there's das right in mid there's just so many different types of mid this this is just a very general blueprint but each one comes with so many levels and branches and subbranches etc when you speak about mid this for example yeah there's so many different layers and levels of mid this mid this is basically how sagal becomes personal it becomes a personal calling a personal duty mid this we usually translate emotions what what exactly is an emotion I told you a few times when people say I feel you always have to distinguish between what I feel means right you'll hear a sentence somebody says I don't feel like going to the wedding around 60 seconds later the person will say but I feel like I have to go to the wedding what you just said you don't feel like going to the wedding they look at themselves as hypocritical you're not a hypocrite you talking about two different realities there's different levels of response I don't feel like going to the wedding is basically my body telling me I'm exhausted that's it it means I don't feel my hands and feet and stomach and head and appendix and kidney and pancreas and liver and chest and heart we don't feel like getting into the car and driving to Montreal that's it it means it's not that it's nice of else that's it it means I don't feel yeah my liver is not up to it and my Bloods my blood there's also not up to it that's it that's what I don't a minute later but I feel like I should go to the wedding you know why it's my sister making a wedding it's my brother making a wedding it's my close friend making a wedding and these people are dear to me so I feel like I should what's the difference the first was simply your you're saying my I'm not up to it I'm exhausted that's like saying I'm just exhausted the second idea is basically your value this is your conviction and you're going to go you'll probably go me you'll have to make a choice but you'll probably go and the reason is because this is what I feel it's not translating in my body my body is not screaming yeah we'll go into the wedding sometimes it does then your great sometimes demeanor right actually permeates everything it goes into my Shover goes into de Bourgh it goes into mice it goes into the goof and then your great sometimes demeanor remains remains a value that doesn't translate in the most physicals of now the disconnect the disconnect now often people look at themselves as hypocrites because I don't feel like going to the wedding how do I not feel you shouldn't look at yourself ahead but that's why this is this information is so important it just means that it didn't go through all the levels of response so it means you're not a perfect person so what it means that not every value there's 24 hours felt in every limb of my body okay yeah okay wasn't me the mind ruling over the heart it means what I what I what I believe to be valuable of real value yeah person said I'm not in the mood going to chakras today I'm not in the mood that happens all the time no right I'm not in the mood coming to the today but look you're here I don't mean you I know you're always in the mood because you're here like two hours before so you have to be in the mood the business balcarcel but I wake up in the morning I'm not in the mood what does it mean I'm not so say they do it no I'm a hypocrite you're not a hypocrite I'm not in the mood simply means yeah that my money my parts of my body are not up to it so what what so there's no complete oneness the truth that I believe in has not evolved and encompassed more the totality of my existence Lewis verse that's not a hypocrite when you identify these things you can understand I can act on my values even if I'm not feeling it there's no physical sensation of course you're right a hundred exactly and exactly these are two truths the fact that I'm exhausted as a fact and it's competing against my value and now I could make an informed choice I can make an informed choice but you see a glove by you by you schmuck asada mr. Jairo Monsieur then that the body the body was was instinctively aligned with the souls values but you said sir a gloss sometimes we have a thermal cousin says you're exactly right by bill um you saying my bill oh right yeah and we know when we're very excited about something the body is completely there right you tell you tell a child it's time to get up in the morning he's like I haven't had enough sleep we're going to Six Flags at 3 o'clock in the morning everybody's dressed with snacks and like really why can you do this for the past 12 years in school then serious because this is not school this is a calamari Guling brothers we're going to eat bananas by the Ringling Brothers uncle um I ate so it's a whole different parsha so the Ringling Brothers closed down I heard right so what do we do column is now we're just six flags okay or we just eat the eggs in the house we just eat the main thing is the eggs the hard-boiled eggs and the polkas that's the main thing in aluminum foil anyway so so the bottom line is you know that we see that the goof will respond if something is really you know if something really speaks to the goof on that level so that's the that's the element of a socialist is a flow of energy and things get translated from one level to another level to another level then he says we Shikoku missus Tyler's their ass clown licorice mesh all of its tarsal is generally is called the a Schmeer Schmeer Schmeer it's one item one entity that's morphed from a previous yes yes yes to give that example the apple tree in your backyard is a yes it comes from a yesh and that's the seed that seed is a h that comes from a pre which is the previous tree and it always boils down to that original yesh the original progenitor which had within it the potential all of the subsequent the ashes it's always yesh me ish this wall is a metaphor for the divine flow one form of flow of the ain't safe which happens from ela ela from one year to another yesh as it goes down as it flows down in a very intricate and nuanced evolutionary process from the spiritual all the way down to the physical the he nay I use the word evolution please don't confuse it with Darwin Darwin Darwinism and are witnessed evolution here we're talking about the evolution from the Ruffini to the gosh me from the metaphysical to the physical and from the metaphysical to the metaphysical me he may be histology loose ups of Hebei ii flow islam iluminage socialists there's one that skips through his posthumous it transcends this flow yesh may I in Mohnish may I in a moment this will always be defined as yesh me aya not eh-eh-eh-eh Mahesh is Allah from Allah from ahlul from Allah from ahlul from Allah you have an antecedent which has a previous enters into the previous antecedents always yes from yesh then there is and that's called espouses then there is yesh may I in mama SH something that emerges from iron what do I mean I and he says may iron a mullet from absolute iron and the reason the ads are Muslims there is a lien that's relative relative means in the world of a nail the ideas are not really relevant right try building your sucker by explaining to your nail the importance of cyka the nail won't respond the nail only believes in hammers why because in the world of the nail your ideas don't really exist for a person I could explain to you something and persuade you to do something but the nail needs the physical act of the hammer in other words the hammer for the nail is reality ideas for the nail or iron they don't exist but it's not a in a mullet in another world ideas are much more powerful than hammers right for a person who's a barcycle coming with a hammer won't do anything maybe just strike some fear into him but ideas could change his life in a very deep way I in a mullet means not relative iron but absolute iron yes Mayan are Muslim means it's a new yesh it's not the yesh me yesh it's not a development of the previous it's not the chicken that came from the egg that came from the chicken and in the progenitor you had already the properties of the future reality yes maíam means ex nihilo then it's something that emerges from nothing so it's not an evolutionary process it's not from Seco then it goes down to mid this and then it goes down to myself and each one is basically a development of the former which is called the HTS yesh may I in means it skips the process of a socialist it's a reality that is completely new when we say new we don't mean relative no we mean really new yes may I and mama SH comes from nothingness comes something and in nothingness you don't have the properties of something this was the egg has the properties that will allow a kitchen to hatch that's why from the egg of a tricky and I gotta have an apple tree and from the egg of a person you're not gonna have a chicken from the egg of a mother you're going to have a human fetus that's just a process of things right then from the egg of the salmon fish you're not gonna have a car a cart fish or Chilean sea bass or a herring or a human being or a horse you're going to have a salmon why because it's yes yes and the second guest is defined by the first year which is defined by the previous X which is defined by the previous dish iein doesn't have the properties of yesh IM means absolutely nothing in other words it's a completely new reality in our world we don't have an example of yesterday i in within our own orbit within our own activities similar but not mama somebody somebody hand code that DNA sorry right right yeah i mean but i see but we're always working with the first yes that's what I mean we have examples for it but we all say we have to work with some first yes you're right but that's the reboiler shall I love yeah yeah there's a gap that absolutely cannot be traversed like a run was in it that's it because this time I get confused and sulukim symptom no no no V he may be stylus Allah vowel whenever you have an evolution of Allah overall Oh an antecedent and its subsequent result in child Allah is the cause although is what comes from the ELA that the chicken that comes from the egg the tree that comes from the seed Shah Alam is scholarly law semi-matte Allah my Allah he named a sigasi los a very beautiful words when the owl the child gets close to the ELA to its progenitor to its source me Mottola mile it rises from a lower place to a higher place and it gets closer to who it is where it comes from teen a Hamas legacy lost it can grasp something of its source because I come from there the Lehane who suffer Sameach boy and that always causes a tremendous sense of joy of ecstasy the owl is sus4 Sameach it rejoices and celebrates body in the ELA who t he has simcha de la vaca here some Candela and his joy is grand it's great commercial been hemella shiatsu Menasha via who bother us penne of f like the prince interesting metaphor like the prince who comes out of captivity he's been abducted by gangsters for so many years or felon into the hands of the enemy and then that day when he comes out of shivir when it comes out of captivity and he comes and he sees the face of his father there's few Joy's in life that can describe that simcha of the closeness that comes after alienation and distance why is a simcha so great on both levels the father or mother are grateful and happy to be able to reunite with their child and the child is so happy to be able to reunite with his parents because they're really one they're really very deeply connected but they have been separated the circumstances of life have separated them yes similar all forms of this muscle yeah exactly yeah yeah this is just you know one manifestation of the muscle but that muscle exists on so many different levels every ill overall old the ELA really is a yesh mashter yesh moach means you were first pregnant in the first yet you're a child and then this child separates so there's pain on both levels just paint on the ILA's level there's paint on the others level whenever you're separated from yourself and who you really are there's a certain pain there's a certain anxiety the great simcha of that unity of being one with who you really are of meeting yourself by meaning your source that creates a very very deep sense of joy the joy of unification after that distance that's the joy that the child who meets the parent the parent who meets the child and of course when there's no he gives this example of captivity because when they're together there's an expression time look to me the a night I know you know when you're together you don't feel that joy it's just like you know it's it's it's it's its inherent it it's more concealed but the separation is one that creates a tremendous tension and when that tension is resolved it creates a new simcha and we know this even we don't have to go as far as Sevilla you know sometimes a child feels alienated from parents parents feel alienated from children they feel that their child has been abducted so to speak physically or emotionally and when that meeting takes place when there is that sense of clarity and unification it's just a tremendously deep simcha it's a celebration that is is absolutely unique you know if somebody's child has special numbers going through processes and challenges and journey some of some people around this table know very well what I'm talking about and then when they come out on the other side or at least come out partially on the other side the Simca on both both sides Tati and and and the father and the child of the mother and the child is is unparalleled that's unprecedented in spiritual language and spiritual language what is it it's the Allah land the ELA coming back it's the UH land the inland that there are all is massing the ELA and spirituality a hug is not physical a hug is how saga her saga means I get it when you get it you have it right you hug it lajas aghh means to reach it to comprehend it when you're talking about spirituality I can't physically hug it but I can hug it in my mind and my soul in my heart so the oval is massing the ELA and suddenly they're always at peace it's one of them all the tension in our life or I should say I don't know all these are big words much of the tension of our life is really from the Allah land the ELA being in a state of dissonance the allah is trying to make a life for itself when really it belongs close to the ELA and the eel is trying to make a life for itself when really the allah belongs to the ELA we see this in the animal kingdom the cry of the young of the Cubs you know when mommy is away that natural cry because the olive and the illa belong together and at least at a certain stage in life until the the the olive was ready to become a new Elan create a new generation you know when the birds have to fly away from the nest so the other and the ELA when they come together there is always a very deep deep simcha the his skyress of the ultimate allah now we have to understand is that it's not always so simple because sometimes the although has such a hard time getting close to the ELA because there's too much pain involved there's no pain that the owl can experience like the pain that comes from the ELA right it's it's the sad thing of life but the ones who are closest to you cause you the most joy but they also could cause you the most pain that's why Jewish kids and their mothers have a complicated relationship many Jewish kids because there's nobody as close to you as your mother or your father and therefore when the when there is dissonance in that relationship whether it's real or not real but the the whenever I'm very close to somebody I could be hurt by that person more than anybody else a stranger can't hurt me like the one who's so close to me because the expectations are so much deeper so that's why the eland are all those relate when we speak about Sevilla here you know he's giving the very practical number they took away the child sometimes life has taken away the child sometimes experiences have taken away the child so when that ela comes back to the although when I can work through work through that pain it's a very very powerful experience because beneath the pain there's usually a yearning for closeness and if I can identify that yearning for closeness so then a lot of good things happen so that's one level of simcha when the uhlan and ela come back together hi TIA simcha hallo begala is niggler some of our Yuri lishala Mila similar to the Ben hemella who meets his father is gonna be the simcha of the Allah when Allah Allah big ego is legalized to love such poetry when the leader of the ELA gets revealed on the ol Shalem ila Taha Sasha your dad be install tzimmes instead of the fact that the ELA descended down a long road but NOS america crafts be no you Benny Lawson and a tremendous distance was created between him and his ela Baraka may our eponymous a said I'm a Drago's and he became so distant from the light of his face in all of these say Sierra Madre goes the secret levels meaning because it went down so low so now and the evolution was so intense so therefore there is so much concealment and so much distance but when the owl experiences the light of the ELA it feels embraced it reunites with its core with its own source that's like the simcha of the child coming back to the father instead of the distance we do so far you come back you overcame that distance because the ELA spread out its wings and extended its light and the other was resub sumed in that original in that original oil Vaako luminous shot a biggie louisa yesh leha saga it's a yacht Sam a Fela lawyer gobble Oh Morava Liam tiff who mushy bootleg Ola all of this is because now in this revelation he has a hisagi he can experience how he left darkness to light grief became how a happy day and enslavement became redemption the distance is a state of a fella the state of she boot it's a state of of evil the person is basically in separated from themselves which is the worst form of prison the worst form of prison is I'm an exile when somebody's in exile what does it mean it means that some others are in control over me I'm in prison I can do what I want I'm basically at your mercy what does it mean to be in a psychological prison I could be free physically I could move around but internally I'm in a trap right I'm a slave to my fears or my insecurities or my past or my trauma whatever it is and that's where I live I really live there and the UH low is completely not free the uh low has been abducted by other realities it does not know itself the first definition of freedom is know thyself to be able to know yourself to really be able to know yourself and then you could be yourself that is the alt all will coming back to the ELA and experiencing it and then it has a hisagi in the ELA when as I saw gun dealer what does it mean it's like wow so this is Who I am so this is what I'm supposed to be you know I've been walking around with a washing machine on this shoulder a washing machine on this shoulder another washing machine on my head and I thought this is life this is the lemon and then it's taken off Wow this is what life feels like like the first point a person puts on glasses and realizes there's a world to see really this is what the world looks like all of this is an expression in a tangible way of this simcha of the OL coming back may fail allure goggle Mabel the m.div machine would machine with La Jolla which is an introduction to be able to understand what simcha summative is about as we will continue Bayesian what you said the beginning this the idea that Adam slim oh the integration but you you said something really I mean it's a lot of things fantastic and profound this idea which I I wish I could show some like people new office is supposed to be leaders that if you amputate a part of something which is part of yourself then you'll end up always forcing other stampy it's such a tremendously so yeah when you talk about that there has to be exposure to everything understands everything so I want to tell you I show you this once before it's a famous that's basically what you spoke from Robert Sullivan Show two creations I want to show you exactly the rash eat because Offerman Adama sovereign but I remember the worthiest I really promise you this at the finest but its words in the essay that beautifully says there is no place in the cosmos when man feels unfamiliar that was there's no place in the cosmos that he feels when Jesus Rangers a visa because of this suffer Africa liberal there's no place where he feels out of place versus versus you know miss Mohammed it's it's only one place or ban was mama should be that was much the same I do you say yes that's always if you could send it to me if you haven't defined it it was he gave it as a lecture at Rutgers University I think in the early seventies to very secular college to us and almost became such a dramatic hit who's also be written up the text of the essay and he was called majesty humility just one second yes you say freedom night know yourself it's interesting that is that freedom in general freedom that's there is you can be free yourself sometimes the key to a Jew you can be anything here with right there's an external freedom you're saying the freedom where they tell you you could be whatever you want besides besides besides yourself yeah yeah and sometimes the freedom to be whatever you want helps you forget who you are to her and then there's a different type of freedom yeah the real freedom by experience and not good there's good that we didn't want right as long as freedom means you assimilate there's a good free we accept you huh you dissolve you dissolve in the melting pot yeah it's a different type of freedom this freedom is our the although they're all feels the ELA the hashed and the olives will fill in the in love yeah the fills Tooele it's a descendant on that level was so I'm gonna see another level you know by the Outer Hebrides operates on many levels it's very interesting yeah okay I guess the first stage is listening to other people's experiences thank you this class is brought to you by the Shiva net please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot they ueshiba net / donate