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an incredible gun in fact who was from the talmidam of the vildergon and uh closely related to the most important kudolim of lita at that time in fact his mother became married he was an incredibly great thomas he was for many many many years he passed away in 1851 something like that which meant he lived a long time and he uh was incredibly respected during his lifetime there was no literature of him he's only wandered off for the whole kihila there's a lot of stories about but he was and the story of his becoming is very intriguing it had to do with avoider he was this incredible gohan and to put it directly he wanted a relationship with god not just with his scholarship and however he managed he wove his way into the clandestine class and destin hasidic group in vilna he became one of their members and eventually became of course one of the most prominent members and he finally did what every hustler does he made a trip to the altar now the altar had a philosophy and a policy that said that when you visited him for the first time he would ask you quote what are your questions in learning and nigley and londis and uh you would present dalton you're shyless in negligent altered would answer and that would be that the second yehidis would be the time when you would propose your away hashem issues your wish to experience a relationship with god and you would have what would be as the previous labor calls it in the source of your soul which was an instruction for a lifetime why the al-taraba did this i don't know but that's the fact the first yakidis was always londis came to the altar for his first audience for his first irides and he came into the altar and he presented probably on a note his avoiding issues his spiritual concerns his wish not just to practice the religion but to experience it that the spiritual side of judaism should should work for him he should feel the closeness to khadija so he uh presented this paper to the altar and after we took the note and he read it and the alternative says to him quote they say uh now i i i may be not quoting it precisely but this is the spirit of it the first year is you have to tell me your questions are neglected which means i didn't come here for that this is a very uh telling commentary now insisted that he re share his questions in neglect there's a long story that goes along with that but that's not where i want to go i didn't come here to resolve my talmudic difficulties understand that being a host in those days was very costly on every level financially physically spiritually socially familially people did not become hasidim for some superficial childish or material reason people became hasidim because of what hasidis is truly about an intimacy with god they wanted they were scholars some of them were incredibly great scholars they studied day and night and they wanted more they wanted as has called it the giver the they wanted a relationship with god and qasidis provides that and hasidis provided that and that's what they came to the altar before so says i you know i'm i'm plenty scholar and i know i'm not as great or scholar as you but i wouldn't make this sacrifice for the additional talmudism that i'm going to benefit from here i came here for a way of life i came here for a relationship with god and that is truly what khasidis is about to make the spirit of yiddish guide which is to have a sense and a feeling of akaddish bhattachar true and real you