Tishrei by the Rebbe, # - No Yechidus, Michtav Klali, Slichos, Panim Pan Klali., Rabbi Yossi Palteil

[Music] so she she's older than my parents she knew that his mother everton who passed away 57 years ago almost 58 years ago now so um the robertson lived on president and kingston on the corner in the building called 1418. and she would go outside and she would stand on the corner and she would greet people today's mother was very different than the devil's wife didn't want at all the the role of the of of rabbits she hated it she said my husband said but i'm not at evidence that was her line um but the debbie's mother was very much at evidence she had been an episode of a community she was the wife of the rover yakatinaslav of the nepa petrovsk which is a big city and she would stand on the street corner and say hello to people you know and in those days crown heights was not like now crown heights was every kind of firm jew it was it was such a mixed neighborhood of orthodox jews from rochester till fl to flatbush but there were so many from eden here every and she knew everybody so she was sitting on the street corner this is the 50s and she sees young libavich couples pushing baby carriages now when you see a young couple looking baby cat it's no big deal but if you saw a young couple pushing a baby carriage 70 years ago you could assume that that couple either survived hitler or stalin or both as children in other words some 10 12 15 years before they were living in russia under the threat of the communists under the threat of nazis or they were american-born in which case the yiddish kite was one of mercedes nephesh and the rabbitson deb's mother commented such fortunate couples they're the couples of of of my son zola gazoons and ghana didn't say that she said my son but she addressed him very formally my son shlita that's how she spoke about it so you're all the rev is kinda and every time they read the attendance you know it's it's a beautiful list of beautiful beautiful names can i know how to should all be healthy and well and successful life is good if debris wants it to be right there's always tests but you want to pass them and you want to succeed you want broccoli so uh we just had a shallow it's always a good time to give bracha so when i listen to her read that list that's what i i don't know all the names but i know most of the names and it's music such beautiful list of names you know in other words i'm out a grandfather right yesterday i was you and then i was married with children now my children are married with children and these are the same names again and again generation after generation we're supposed to tissue by the rabbi i do this every year i'm going to describe to you teach by them a step by step point by point okay and i think one of the topics we're going to have is that the day before you go to the yoyo we're going to talk about going to the oil writing pajamas and writing letters aside from that as far as i was told and of course you will know rules are made to be broken i'm doing okay so take notes remember it's good stuff i think um this is a fascinating fact that yahidis which lasted in a in a complete way for 25 years and a little bit of a abridged way for 32 years till 1982 members that ever stopped yeshida's private meetings with people for all of those years for the first 25 years of their business cs and then for another seven to like 1982 members the rebel would see people three times a week starting eight o'clock at night sometimes till the morning sometimes the devil would sit 13 or 14 hours in a row from eight at night to like nine or ten in the morning without a break he wouldn't drink tea he wouldn't drink coffee he wouldn't go to the bathroom we just sit a person walked in a person walked out the last person who walked into the rebbe found the man as fresh and as present as a first person it was really superhuman you see this was unbelievable rabbi groener's children just published the first volume of his journal of his biography and they write in the journal that whenever groaning would walk into the ribbon and say this is finished and the rebel would always ask him nobody else you're sure there's nobody else he said nobody else as soon as the heaven knew that there's nobody else coming into him immediately he would look exhausted when the people came into the rabbit they never looked he literally controlled his face he looked fresh and he was so sharp he was so there people who are a little older than i i didn't have yahidis i'm a little too young for that who had ye they said to me this was 30 seconds it was very short he said but it didn't matter how long it was because the feeling you had when you walked into the rabbit for those few seconds in his room but there was nothing else in the universe but you he gave you all of his attention that was the feeling of yahidis and this went on 11 months a year whenever it was over so depending the times of the year the earlier years would finish around midnight within a few years and two in the morning by the 1960s six o'clock in the morning was normal five o'clock was normal young tiff time so sometimes young they would see people the night after a night if they would go till 10 o'clock in the morning 14 hours and they never wouldn't stop for a glass of water for nothing just person after person after person it was super human they spoke about the most important things in the world everybody walked into the devil's room and had the most important conversation he would have in his life or her life about life huh no no life is not random life is not random but what who am i what am i gonna do how am i gonna make myself happy what's my purpose you understand this was very deep even for simple people kids wanted to hide this the rabbit would change them just by his gentleness just by his ability to connect to people you see this is very important a person at one year in his lifetime remembers it because it was very it was because that was an important man but because their experience was very important to them that was the point in our whole speech because tisha the guests came there sometimes they have to have day but elo they never took off ella was officially not now as i mentioned before rules are made to be broken so there were many occasions where the rabbi had made exceptions you know but the rule was an evil that ever stopped seeing people that eben needed to get ready for the new year and it's ironic that the day after rosh hashanah that i before people but the day before rosh hashanah that i was busy getting ready for rosh hashanah you understand but evil the rabbit was his month was there his time for the new year officially for four weeks there was no yeshida's is number one the first thing that's negated is this um number two during the month of l the devil would write a letter al-banay of nazis that ever wrote letters to every jew in the world to every jew in the world do you remember the laboratories he didn't really see them he didn't run to people who come from the baby homes he wrote them albania beneath are the sons and daughters of israel wherever they may be may god be upon them and they should live and there were certain friends of lubavitch in quotes who really didn't like that like who does that ever think their stories about the daily assault who does that ever think that he's writing a letter to you in the world and of course the answer to that question is did ever knew exactly who he was and he also knew who other goddale saw were and that ever knew that it's important for him to write letters to every jew in the world that ever was a universal arab if there ever was one and it ever wrote letters to every jew in the world and it was officially that ever wanted every year in the world to get a copy of his letter and to read it in preparation for yomtif they ever wrote letters like that from the first day became vat 51 1951 tough shin you're olive probably that pesach he already wrote a letter certainly the following tissue your base and every single yom that for tishrei and before pesach there would be a myth of claudi written to all the jews in the world this letter had a message for yamdev it also had a practical message especially in the earlier years whenever first became a debbie in those letters that ebbet talked about outreach you can look at the letters they're all published and now america's just gave out in english a beautiful value of two volumes of all that ebb has let us translate into english it's well over a hundred letters i think they're green books you can buy them many of those translations that have actually edited in english as well and you could reading that as letters are like a tie down to itself for the first year read through it's 40 years worth of letters it's a lot of letters um it's it's it's a whole toyota about each yum about tishrei and about pesach for the first 20 years there'd be one such letter until about 1970. after 1970 the w is direct ii and usually unless it was shabbos the first letter would be dated yellow the second letter would be dated always the same day at a week as is yum kipper by the way um so the rebel regular yellow and another head usually where continuum so for the first 20 years he wrote one letter in the next 20 years it ever wrote two letters the way these letters were prepared was that every secretary would come into the rabbit's room they would basically say they would talk to him like a very formal secret he would go out write it up and prepare it that everybody would edit it and they never worked very hard on the letters letters that ebb wrote worked very very hard on the madame machamus in the footnotes when the rebbe's letters came out people sat down and didn't read them they would study them they would learn them like it's a piece of mother and these letters were very important and every year from 1951 or 1952 until noon base there was a letter or two letters that came out from the dab of each yamtif this is another thing number three the rabbi always spoke to the women before rosh hashanah um in my years this is a little bit of an evolving thing but in my years officially the debit spoke to the women three times each year sometimes it'd be a fourth but it was always three and it's developed slowly the three times here that ever spoke to them were as follows number one before rosh hashanah before rosh hashanah the women probably in the beginning they went into the room i don't know they would meet them in show the men would leave the show they would come downstairs and all the way there's many films the women would fill the whole room they would never would walk in the women were all standing there would sit and that would indicate asking the ladies to sit and of course the ladies would sit and the girls would stand and then i would give them a bracha for the new year these series which went on also from 19 i don't know exactly when it started but it went until 92 tillman base used to be shorter it was mostly a bracha but over time they became much longer in my years my generation those could be half an hour 40 minutes and the rabbit would speak in the bachelor he would speak khan rambam whatever he wanted and there was always a practical lesson and a message for the women for the new year and it was full of brachas i mean the trademark of the baba is i mean there's videos of the rebe standing by his door giving brachas and he see that he just doesn't want to stop he's giving broncos and he's closing his door closing his door this was very special let me spoke to the women if hoffa yellow was shabbos then it would be if khafil was not shabbos then more or less the date that ever spoke to the women was the birthday of the world which is this year it's on a wednesday so that i've always spoke to the women now the other two times i spoke to the women this is just this is just to be comprehensive was in nineteen early fifties that have been made in the shabbat that made an organization that women should mobilize themselves for inreach and outreach called the goodison and the good of the championship started here in new york in 1955. it started in other places a little bit earlier but the rabbit started in sheikh here in and the shechem was supposed to have an organization they had leaders who were supposed to do different things and they had two conventions two annual conventions there was a winter convention and a spring convention the winter convention always took place in southern they'd find a city where there were enough laboratories and in the 1950s there were not that many options and whoever could afford and in those days there was not a lot of ladies later on it became more and more women would go to wherever the convention took place and for two or three days they'd be hosted they'd have lectures they'd have speeches they'd have all kinds of stuff in one city or another of arya it means out of town the spring convention always took place before she was in crown heights and it was around the shabbos and the highlight of the spring convention of sheikhabad was that the debbie spoke to the women so it was usually two or three weeks before schwarzenegger's love steven so it took place at the end of year after like there'd be a shabbos women would gather and in those years it was a lot of people you see what happened was as soon as i started making the kidness so they it funneled a lot of the attention from the mention because more than half the women who came to the convention with the wrong convention so the convention today is not today is not what it used to be because the there's the shlokas of their own organization um but before that the women from all of the world would come to crown heights for a shabbos and sunday the rebel would come downstairs and he would speak to the women and it was before schwess so there was always a schwa's message you know the women's role raising the children and so on and so forth this was the other time that they never spoke to the women the third time that i spoke to women was actually not to the women it was to the girls but they let the women attend mrs kanegarwich she's young enough to remember graduating basically 8th grade when there was no high school and going into the rebbe's room with her classmates graduates for abroad so the eighth grade graduates from basically going back you see talking about 50 60 years ago how young she is but she's certainly a lot older than i am um when she graduated eighth grade all the girls like all 12 of them or eight of them whatever number graduates would have got in those days went into the devil's room and never gave them a break and those way way back basically did not have a high school so you finished pacific elementary school you went to vishyakov when basically made a high school so then the eighth grade graduates and the 12th grade graduates would go together into the rebecca's room it may have been as many as 15 girls 20 girls max and then then they made a seminar there were three more girls who went into the debut room but at some point there were more girls than the rabbit's room could hold so that i would say okay we'll move the speech the barakah to the graduates to the show and once they moved into the show all the women would attend so at the end of every school year that ever spoke to the women and the girls are sitting in the periphery the balabostas the rabbits are sitting right on but that sequel is actually to the girls and it's of two purposes it was a graduation speech you know the whole idea that graduation is not an end it's a beginning as you all know and it was also a pitch for the summer that was spoke to the girls about being counselors and how important it is and how holy it is and how much the experience of being a counselor of campers for a very short time for a month or for two uh could literally change children's lives so these were the three times the end but always spoke to the women always without exception often there would be a fourth i would say often from time to time that would be the fourth like in nun base 1992 i i don't want to call the year of the stroke what is the ear the stroke after tis shay they never asked to see the women a second time i'll get to that when i get to the midsize so this is number three the third thing that we have to share in preparation for rosh hashanah is does it be spoke to the women number four is slickest right this year we had the maximum slick as could be why because rosh hashanah is monday night to tuesday but the society could be sunday night to monday monday night to tuesday wednesday night to thursday or friday night to shabbos but hashanah cannot be sunday cannot be wednesday it's going to be friday so if hashanah occurs on thursday or shabbos you have shorter sliches occurs monday or tuesday last year it was monday you have a longer circus yesterday on this tuesday monday night which means you have nine days of sleepless or eight days of sleep you have a whole week sunday to friday and then again sunday and monday so it's a maximum sleepers so shabbos sleekness is this week pacific survey right this shabbos is sleepless even though it's not shabbos charts of warcraft is next shabbos but this shop is we're going to start saying sleeves now the costume of sliches is like this the the first night the first sleekness is dead at one o'clock in the morning that's our custom now of course barak hashem the world is very modern and very sophisticated and very educated and very enlightened so people do 10 o'clock at night whatever it is it's better for the band and better for the hazonium and better for the people who want to go to sleep early you're supposed to do sliches after midnight the kabbalistic reason for this is the first half of the night is time of god it's considered the darkest time of the 24 hours of the day from midday till midnight is guvurah from midnight till midday is khasid so from 12 o'clock in the afternoon until sunset is gura from sunset till midnight is even dark that's why you don't say till him at night till midnight you don't know until midnight midnight even though it's dark it's a time of ghasted so the minigames they do at night early in the morning after midnight and basically ideas we're showing image to how serious we are we're doing it as early as we can we're waking up in the middle of the night or as it is in most of our cases we're not going to sleep okay but midnight starts sleeping so 12 1 o'clock in the morning with sleek massage beginning with that monday monday tuesday wednesday friday and this year sunday and monday slikhous was far talk it wasn't twelve o'clock at one o'clock in the morning it would be before my times and i just would have heard from people at 5 30 in the morning when the baby was still normal but that's like ancient history yeah by the time i was growing up circus was very early it was seven o'clock in the morning which is like in the middle of the night for us yes after the rabbits and passed away thereby for reasons that have to do with the logistics they got the mosquito decided to make sleepless nine o'clock they just felt as easy for the debate that shouldn't be at seven nine o'clock in the morning so that's what it was but actually wrote a note really upset about the fact that sleep is supposed to be early early in the morning and they make slickest essentially three hours into the day but he never asked to change it he complained about it but after remembrance sneakers was nine o'clock in the morning but until then slightly was seven o'clock in the morning which is for love averages it's early enough right it's still the middle of the night um but like i heard that in the early early early years which is before i was born i don't even know if it's true sleepless was at 5 30 in the morning but it was at one o'clock now in the later years of the seas and in the early years of the shops in vargham there was usually a fabric in chapel sleeves the shabbat foster was at some point during that fabregan probably every year certainly most years basically and talking for a few hours interrupted by singing and yeah when the rabbit talked sometimes he talked on a topic for a long time and sometimes you just move from top to topic in one second there because you know let's talk about this this and the red would often mention things in passing you know just as he was weaving his way through the fabric and he would throw things in and one of the things that i would throw in at some point during the fabering in the shabby alternative yiddish rockland is a trembling why it's very simple shabbos didn't finish you stayed at 1 o'clock in the morning so by the time sleepless came you were sitting in fabinho for many hours and you had many of the so by the time sleek started their mood was kind of energetic which means the neville would always say this and the rabbi knew exactly what was going to happen but it didn't stop from saying it um what i was trying to say is get ready for satan's and he received a visiting exhibition the fact that when you sit as a citizen and you can't sleep is a little bit happy and sleek is supposed to be awesome and earnest and serious and you know focusing on our vedas that's really the trademark of see them one of the biggest problems laboratories have girls was one of the biggest problems about joseph you know what one of the biggest bible just have none of us are afraid of god we're not afraid that someone's going to punch us in the nose in many many fruit communities god's a mean angry guy that you're afraid to get a punch in the nose we're not raised to be afraid of hashem and we suffer for it i'm not afraid of a shark i can do whatever i want he loves me anyway and it's true but this is see this we don't have a god of fear of a god of love and our whole avoid so even the yemen even days that are more awesome and more pensive and and gurudeva kind of days see them always find a way to bring joy into it senator would always mention during the family not always but quite often during the february sleepless so you understand what happened that's ever finished when you came to 770 at midnight so the boys were gathered all over the neighborhood and it was 770 was very happy very very exciting and the devil walked in at one o'clock so until one o'clock but as it got later close to one o'clock the room was full of people and there was an energy in the room like some hostile the energy in 770 before sleepless was so up it was so positive it was so energized and then they never walked in okay now girls listen to what i'm about to say okay even if what i'm saying is boring you listen to this okay this is important i think this is important to know [Music] when i grew up i was born in 1965 okay so my memory is 770 as a child of the 70s the lamins and there's a book of the 80s the mems that's the story of my life i got married in 1989 19 okay when i was a child the devil walked into show it was so quiet you have no idea when they ever walked into the daven it would be everyone would stop stand and not move if you watch the films of the fabregans the fabregas of the deliberate from the 80s in the 70s with the river and the 60s and the 50s for sure that would get very quiet the only noise you would hear is an occasional clanking of a bench you know a bench went up a bench were done it was very quiet 77 is a big room they haven't walked pretty fast but it's a pretty long walk that feeling had so much respect in it it has so much it was so powerful in the 80s that changed when the devil would walk in we would sing i'm sure that ever was happy about it but i'm telling you as someone who experienced both we lost something the feeling of the level walking into show and everyone standing in their place silently with respect was very compel non-laboratories who would walk into 770 and watch this would say wow it was there was no place in the world where you saw that kind of that is very powerful it's very beautiful it was very awesome so now imagine 770 the night of slippers the room is rocking and never walks in the back door so until my bar mitzvah years i was older the minute that ever walked into the shoulder got quiet so we had this all of this singing and all of this energy and they never walked to the shoulder something became very very very quiet and the devil walked through the shoal went up to his place on the bimmer or the floor depending on the years and the hazard would start saying and the mood would so radically shift this incredible simcha was replaced by this great respect and this sense of awe it was a perfect segue to the yamaneiro in other words the fact of the falsely has we danced and sang so electric so excitedly and then suddenly we stopped and then whenever you were standing you stayed you didn't move and you said sleep only took 45 minutes not very long but the mood of sleekhas the awe of salikas the seriousness of sleethes was actually heightened it was made more about the dancing that came before it now in the later years deb would walk through the shoal and we would continue to sing that would woke up to his place he would never the night of sickness that ever never turned around and did this you know like you see in the movies they went this place put the slickers down and start open up the sleekest and again it was very quiet so it was a little bit different but the the feeling of yamaha slices was very palpable that transition that happened from the singing before to the suddenly stopping and thinking about what's going on and what time of year it was you felt it it affected everybody you felt rosh hashanah was coming you felt the awe it moved you in a very real in a very concrete way it put you into a certain frame of mind which set up the fact that rosh hashanah is coming very quickly okay that's sleekness now after matzo shabbos like i told you so again in my new york in my years that i remember mostly remember the level came into sleep at seven o'clock in the morning which is pretty early now during the week one or two months and sunday friday it was half an hour very short out of rosh hashanah sleepless is an hour every single circus is pushing it's a lot of pages longer than the first latest the first thing has took longer because it hasn't sank slower 45 minutes but the average stick is half an hour it's not very long er version of stations was an hour the sli hot select okay now um the next thing on the agenda is panem okay now normally what i would do at this point would be to give you an expose in panama letters i usually do it but i was told that i'm going to have a special class for this so i'm not doing that with you i'm not doing that with you um i will get to it iyh okay image hashem so i'm just going to tell you what happened by that ever you all know that you go to the rebel you write a letter you give a pigeon and a for those who are concerned the is in the category of a letter there's a very big difference between a pan and a letter first of all a letter you write based on mcdowell on the top and you address it to the debit to the odier debeshlito or however you want to address it upon you don't write based on amazon on top you write penguin pay noon stats for pj nephesh the redemption of the soul a pan is this the difference between a pigeon fish and a letter and a is that a pan is in the sharma document when you write a pigeon fish the only thing that really matters is your name in your mother's name my name is yes if you're talking about the name everything else is gravy but make sure to write their names correctly i can tell you stories that will give you goose pimples what about people writing wrong names and the letter said this is your name and you would say yeah and this is your name and you would say yeah and then 20 30 40 years later you'd find out that you didn't have a wrong name i'll tell you i'll tell you all these stories when we get to it you got to make sure that all the names and the mother's names correctly in the past it's very important okay the details we'll talk about i'm giving you a special class on letters and pajamas that's why they gave me instructions when we get to that class i'll try my best i'll try my best what i can do to answer all your questions i want to stick to the topic scary story not now i'll tell you later if you're scared you can go outside to this day when the spooky part comes i'll let you go outside and when this spooky fight finishes we'll invite you back no yeah well we have holes in the roof you can't do anything about it okay unless somebody wants to go up and cover the roof but okay so so the tradition is you don't want to pan always upon your right you know when your birthday read a pan we write a pit pan you try to kimmel tom was and for some reason i don't know the reason why the rabbit took is only for men women who were not married whatever reason didn't have a man in their lives would bring a pigeon to the mosquitoes they would write a pigeon and bring it to the river but they didn't have the opportunity to hand it to that lekka for example that ever gave to men and women the truth is mate didn't give to women women dollars once dollars started there was no different women at all they bring it down to men of thousands of women that's the children demographic they could trace them to my modem to men women and babies newborn children got tanias from the river they're exactly going to learn it but that became men and women pedianus was only men so if you you know your father wrote for you your husband wrote for you or you got somebody else to give database opinion or you would bring it into the secretariat but the rabbit took pajamas now a pigeon is a piece of paper with money in an envelope and girls one of the things which is truly staggering about our debate is that probably until 1986 or 87 to remember to the last years that ever opened every envelope himself nobody helped it ever it wasn't like the president united states when you wrote him a letter and somebody else read it every piece of mail that came into 770 that ever opened himself which is why we were always told that if you're not putting a letter in the mail don't seal the envelope because it literally took time to had one of those mechanical machines you sliced the top they would slice pull out the letter and read it the debit would not throw a piece of paper away then it would save all the flaps of envelopes and use them as scrap that ever with his exactitude could drive you nuts let me save every piece of paper huh how that's why he's a rebbe man he's only one woman girl only one rebbe how was their time the young 400 letters a day 400 a day he opened everyone himself nobody helped it up with his mail in 86 87 they never gave permission for people to open up the letters and cut off the bottoms of the pages because if this page they better say he would save if you wrote a letter it didn't fill the whole page it would cut off the bottom and save it as a scrap because it's about us it's a big aveda the rebbe's exactness in avoider was not normal they were save every envelope whether the store would never saving stamps and giving it to a stamp collector a little girl was a collection of stamps that was under stabs she would save the stamps and give attention to the girl the mail but opened every piece of mail himself a pan is an envelope with a with a note and money officially that ever had to have a chance to open every one of these envelopes before rosh hashanah so that he could read them i understand this i've heard different things from different secretaries i understand that the rebbe did not necessarily open up all the pedianis before rosh hashanah but then i've had to take the money out and the money if it was cash it went in one pile if it was checks someone had to take them to the bank into the pilot i mean depositing the numbers checks was a full-time job they never got hundreds of checks a day not to be deposited and they've had many different accounts for different sudokus and you had to keep them all separate it was a very responsible and earnest job the way that it had been managed stock of money it's it's a very it's not a simple a simple person cannot handle the different kinds of stockists that that ever had to handle and they made it the pidgins so way back when the tradition was that edible rosh hashanah was one of the few days of the year that every dive with dominion as i'll explain to you later around 10 30 in the morning open the door wearing his garter his shabbos dick is silk capota and his hat and people filed by and that he hadn't you just literally handed it that'll be a pigeon for the new year uh one of the stories of 770 is the story of the lions one of the things that you will never experience unless you go to the oil and gimmeltamas is i guess that's a good example of that yeah is the story of the lies i always tell people you know you can imagine getting a dollar from the river you can even get it off from whatever what you cannot do is wait for it we waited for those dollars for three hours in the pouring rain in the boiling hot sun and the girls always went first by the way it was not fair especially when it was raining five more women they stopped the men's blind women i mean it was the right thing to do but i remember standing in front of his house so long by the time i went in i was mamish a sponge my clothing was so wet i just threw it through moisture i walked into the house every step you can see the floor you waited the waiting in line was a very important part of so imagine waiting in line for four hours and you have five seconds with that bit nothing waited for the night for four hours and you have two minutes five seconds all that waiting made you nuts and then you had to somehow get present when you walk up to the rabbit for those few seconds to be there it was a very important part of the experience was the waiting in line the worst line was the line for matas there were literally two lives a front line and a back line so the master line that ever stopped early they stopped after that heart attack allowed me to rebel stop giving much to everybody he would give it to the koilo the next two lines were kesha bracha and la cache they were both they were they were they were quicker than mata but they took time we never gave you luck i'll talk about it later he would look at you and decide what you deserve and literally break a honey cake in half handed you with with his fingers in your hand girls also no napkin no gloves you understand that but every time it was done his fingernail was honey but he would give you a piece or a half a piece or a piece and a half he would look at each person man woman and child and decide how much honey he knew everybody so if you're married you've got a piece and a little piece if you're a bucket you got a piece of you were a god you've got to have a piece and they would waste his time breaking pieces in the last years they put them in plastic bags then we just gave you a bag with a dollar it saved a lot of time we'll get the honey cake when we get the honey cake the fastest line by far was pajanas they would line up from 770 down to brooklyn or brooklyn until president i think and presidential kingston sometimes all the way around like a garcia all those people go through in 20 minutes you're talking about hundreds maybe thousands of people very quick because it was taking it wasn't giving was very very fast and there's films of it i gave the web opinion many times and it's very hard for me to i feel so bad about all the opportunities that i missed and the lack of attention that i paid but then i would stand by his door taking pajamas the whole time he's speaking and by the way you tried talking it over and over again and he would say again and again again but he said it so fast the line went so fast that you got half a bracha and the next person in other if you were one of those really really aware see them you said okay what did the rabbit tell me this year i'm gonna have a good year or a sweet year you know one person received vaccine but tell you the next person got the shot on the table that's how fast the line was very very fast and then would collect them between his thumb and his i don't know what the string of the pointing finger and when the index finger he put them down but you could see even in the films as people handed out a page some of them he put here some of them he put here some of them put here and you could see that as the rabbit took your opinion he was reading it he didn't have to open the as he took your opinion the way he collected the pedianus how he treated every person was different and in the taking the pajamas alone in the taking the pajamas alone you could feel how something was going on it wasn't just collecting envelopes in other words giving the rabbit pigeon was not a formality but given that opinion you handed whatever pigeon fish you had to deb in such a way that at that instant there was some kind of an exchange the late of course they never would open the envelope take the money out and read the pigeon and save the envelope but this was a secondary event the first event was handing them the pigeon nephesh there was an additional tradition which as i always tell the girls i do not know when this started um but i don't think it goes back to times of the altareba i think it only goes back to the times of the three decade but i'm not sure i should really ask mccall's election every time i'd say this and say okay ask mahal's election and then i don't ask him and there we go again i think it started about freedom it's called a pan cloly a general pan a pan clothing was a nusir which was written by the gigaboying a pancroali had two purposes number one the whole world was giving the devil padianus what about the rebel himself what about who's giving that was the first reason they made upon clothing and i think that our i think without knowing that our debt started during the time of the fleet of kitab and it became a tradition number two there was a period of time that many many siddhabad our brothers and sisters in other words not stamin but anash we're living in the soviet union we're lost in europe and we're simply not physically in a position to send the pigeon so it was decided and again i think it was that they should give the rabbi pigeon nephesh on behalf of eden overseas especially those hidden overseas who found themselves in the maidset of shivya behind the soviet union or in prisons or in gulags or in camps ahmad islam to give the river pidgin so it became a tradition about a pan chloe the rule of the pan khali was that all of us would sign on the pan cloudy and we would give money to contribute to the pan chloe and then the neighbor would take it all and that would read the but you have to be married so i only signed on two or three or four i got married so the first time i was allowed to sign that pan club was tough and gimmel and dalit i probably signed that pancalia after that and handled i don't know how many years i did it um but you had to be married and on top there was a standard musa and then you would write those big big pages you write your name and your wife's name and your children's name and of course you're very careful to write all the names bass or ben your mother's name it was opinionated and during that edit rosh hashanah as the devil was taking pajamas the gaboe would walk in the line would stop and they would hand it over the pond there was a lot of pages with a lot of names and a big envelope full of money that would take it that would read the type on the top and then he would say i'm sorry that i'm not reading all the names now had to make people to wait and so on and so forth and he would give a bracha it was a standard tradition that the devil would read the pan and he would give a blocker then he would continue the line of beginners now girls i need to say one more thing and then i'll let you speak because i got two minutes by the time i was a baker the crowd of people was so large that if the rebel had collected it would take a very long time an hour and a half two hours a long time and everybody ever went to the oil was a very very busy day at rosh hashanah so they would ask us all of sidney if you're in crown heights do not wait till era to write your pigeon give the rabbit the pan after salivas is monday so it's five days hence at a quarter to two in the morning in the middle of the night they have a finished tank he went up to his room the rabbit door would open and if you were able to ride a pan that night you would line up you'd walk over to there and you'd give it a dip and then i would say the same thing usually there would be two times besides foreign opinion the first was matashabas and i think tuesday gimbal the slithes which is a date that's very important in chabad no one's exactly sure why the third day of singles which is tuesday morning they're able to take again pedroinis and they asked everybody else wait till the only the people come to marathon rosh hashanah now the next thing on my agenda is the fa billing you'll remind me and i'll tell you what was your question or comment um should have a good year however they i don't think they wrote it up his name though i don't think it was his name he wasn't able to write upon him right they didn't necessarily they didn't necessarily know those people of course not of course [Music] yeah for all the end of the world basically especially when i was growing up it was for hidden in russian it was complicated anash and russia couldn't send the pigeon so they would say the yidnu find themselves behind the iron curtain by matsuruba shiva were not free to write up in your nephesh so although later on that they should have made it for them yes absolutely of course and during the second world war when they handed those pedenas to the vehicle you understand that those pajamas were saturated with tears okay shall we break [Music]