Torah Or - Toldos "Reah Reiach Beni" #3 - By Rabbi YY Jacobson

the yeshiva dotnet as I was listening to the Knesset area of Shabbos a partridge told us and strengthened very much what we were talking about last week that the Turner clearly wants you to empathize not only with the position of the righteous Yaakov but somewhat also with the possible intimacy that was being promised it was a promising moment and the disappointment which of Asaph is the whole story is just to bring out those clear boundaries how a sum is a rush and not because it's odd that which is true and horrific it was right then you have to manipulate situations because if not the bad guys win and if you want the good guys to win you have to manipulate the situation so that's of course a way to read the story there's no question I think it's the you know many Martian I mean even including Rashi I mean I think gosh she's classic way and purchased all this is these were two boys and one was really wicked and now she says when he came home exhausted it means he came home exhausted from murder oh yes period sister yeah the gomorrah says that day he did five big cardinal sins ball Myra Morris etc and it's this is not gonna get any it will be the suppose does not negate the reality of the choices that ace of made however what we're introducing here is the idea that ace of himself is not just this black and white creature or to put it this way a so this black and Yaakov is white and that's the end of it but that ace of blackness is far more subtle and far more complex which has to do with the idea of understanding that everything has a soul and when you understand that everything has a soul then nothing is black and white anymore because even blackness has a soul thank you so therefore so therefore the main point was that ace of its himself has two identities well he calls here the enemy and the Ermakov were to put it in other words a sub has a conceptualized sense of self and then there's also a self of ace of the he can't even conceptualize about himself there's an element of a subs identity that he cannot define himself that way because he doesn't have a concept of it but it's as real as the rest of his identity and in many ways more forceful and more powerful which is called the mark of evasive and the mark of evasive is actually connected to kedusha it actually comes from his hunt and one day we'll be absorbed in its and even today as he says is he's buried with you scoff that's the head of ASA the origin of ace of the potential of Asaph the core the core evasive it's xi earned Lavina Sokka as we said in the catalyst which links the reality of divine the reality what we call the reality with the divine is revealed to the reality where the divine is completely concealed it's that number 11 it creates the link but by definition in order for clipit to continue to function as clipper it must remain ethereal right it must remain ethereal meaning it must remain above transcendent even though extremely potent and forceful and that is the ace of who comes to his father and says how do you give my sir from salt how do you give my sir from straw not just good questions but deeply idealistic questions who cares about giving myself from salt nobody cares no certain people do care certain people care about giving myself from soul giving myself from straw nothing is called completely not edible useless it doesn't need mice he's looking even in the melon in the tavern and you talk identifies this and Mason and the market of Asaph asks these questions even on another level ain't shame shame and sugar because there's no integration between the market and the economy by Clinton that's the tragedy of clipper on the other hand it's also its unique power because it has a certain element of we discussed wildness or uninhibited miss because it doesn't have to be integrated it doesn't have to come into vessels it doesn't always have to make sense it doesn't have to have consistency here the hidden is that it Scott wants to bless ASA the final point was maybe one of the very profound ideas of this mind where is there's no way you can trigger a subs holiness if you don't learn the language of your own market you will not articulate to yourself your own mark if you will never be able to touch another's market or to put it this way if you want to touch goodness or you don't have to find your markets why because kedusha operates in a way where there's integration between the energy and the vessel the spirituality is integrated within structure so therefore even when you relate only to a structural sense of self you can sometimes reveal its holiness but always be alert honest but a subs link - kaduche there's only market it's only through mock if he doesn't have another link - kaduche in terms of his conceptualized sense of self of who he is in terms of his day-to-day identity there's no relationship to holiness this is what that's what clip-ins is a youth shell that completely conceals and eclipses and absorbs and swallows up and therefore covers up the light of the Divine that is in it it's like it's in it but it's all I can cause it's an exile it's in prison it doesn't have expression where there is a powerful expression of kedusha is Marcus but that's not translated in an integrated way because if it would be he wouldn't be able to survive so that paradox is he's fueled by a tremendous sense of holiness without knowing that it is holiness in fact it can be used for objectives that are exact the opposite and yet there's a tremendous sense of idealism here and therefore it's hook says rifka quote see it's haka saying even though he didn't say it but it's cook Rifkin quote see it's saying to a self that if you'll bring me food in the expression is virus car listen a Avaya I'm gonna reach into a place that comes before you to cave of kanuda cave of K the structure of condition you'd hey Bob hey Kabbalah you'd have ah they are the four worlds of sinless breeds you are seeing Kabbalah you live off gain you disgust me has been evolved his middle is a small cause the structure will be college thousand was the evolutionary structure of godliness that descends throughout and vibrates and shrills throughout all the worlds that is you cave of cake you'd cave of K that's Hashem's name it's brought in smart immunity buff case what word you have a he creates he sustains right how you are however the year the source of his Havel's of being of existence is all your to came off game but over there it's under revealed waited it's the name of my shame it's a shame on the fire is just a shame I add some it's a shame I mean you should different names that I give and shame I'll buy you have lift may Hashem doesn't only mean in the presence of my son it means literally lift made before hard you have it once more Yom Kippur key by Yuri Marcel is Harper a little attire estimate Kolkata say come with may Hashem they thought oh and there he also touches the same thing now once a person ruin their life they have to rehabilitate themselves from a place that is deeper than you take off gate because the structure has been destroyed but there's always a relationship that's deeper than the structure like we spoken Jeremiah is a foppish ikata you saw who the Yaakov relationship could be detached could be severed but not the in strong relationship so therefore here to get success Barbaresco with Phoenicia I'm gonna go in so to speak to the world of Marcus to the world of holiness that transcends my conceptualized sense of self in order to be able to touch you on a level that transcends your conceptualised sense of salt did I say it right yeah but yes that doesn't have a Matthew he's completely internalized was he supposed to find Mike and myself that's his trench Jakub strategy they don't have much if they only have it open ESP me I had a good question what about the it's hog where's he supposed to find his market if his condition the answer is by yeah via truckers Ace of Cakes I interfere Yitzhak has been eating a subs food in other words it's hook has been nurtured by Asaph and part of what he receives from a service that relationship to maka so by eating ace of spooky sided bethy's he knows how much a sub has trapped in him how much power a sub s trapped in him and he wants that food he wants to he eats that food and he loves them because of that food in other words that there's something tremendously authentic or raw or naked or very powerful and potent in ace of that Yeats Hawk feeds off of and Yitzhak appreciates and it took respect that's why ASA feeds him and that's why hits hook says the only way I could bless you is if you bring me your foods you have to bring me your food for me to be able to bless you and reveal what is really behind your food and here I don't only mean food as in physical food but also a subs food means a subs energy he feeds from a subs a subs energy so if a person could go into their own number 11 then they can touch somebody else's number 11 but if I can't go into my number 11 I remain only in my 10 I can relate to other tens I can't relate to chapter 11 so when I look at chapter 11 I'm like out of my life get out of my life we have no relationship anymore because if I want to put it in very very simple most simple terms or maybe it's one way of saying it is if you worship a God of structure people who do are not part of that structure have no place in your life and if you want to touch them you have to do one of two things if you want to have a relationship with them you have to do one they have no initially you would think they have no place in your life and if you want to touch them the first thing you have to do is we want to touch them in a real way is you have to be able to graduate from a place of structure to go into a place that's much deeper than your own structure and you have to figure out a few structures maybe being fed by fear because if it is being fed by fear rather than by enlightenment then it becomes a prison when structure becomes a prison then ultimately it keeps you captive if structure is a choice it's a choice what do I mean by a choice a choice that infinity choose a structure then even though you live a very very structured life much more than other people but in a moment's call you can graduate it that's what you will find that in Jewish history some of the greatest sedition who had the most years shamaya were also the least judgmental people you would think the more years Shem I am you have which means the more structure you have because the fear of heaven means there's certain things I don't do I don't even get close to and I'm talking about such people right so when you have such people whether they should be more allergic the people who are not like them in anybody else dish because they're not you know liberal compromises who are sponges don't care as I as I you know not everyone who's not judgmental is it coming from a powerful place and because you just don't care if you don't care of course you untied you mental you have nothing to be judgmental about you have no values person has no values what should I judge it's called moral relativism there's no right and wrong so how can you judge anybody you can't even judge a terrorist's because they probably grew up in a refugee camp be sitting on ten billion dollars but there always grew up in a refugee camp so what I'm not talking about that we're talking about people of real values in other words and values by definition means structure there's red lines you don't cross this is right this is wrong that's what the whole sophomoric is about this is motive this is awesome this is caution this is trave right this is Zakai this is higher this is join this is Lila etc so it's a world where there's tremendous value so the height as such people should have been the most judgmental people and the most allergic to people who were not that way but the MS is that it's really the other way around because for them structure was not the prison it wasn't that they were afraid of something that's beyond that on the contrary it came from serving Hashem in a genuine way not because it suits my comfort zone because it suits my comfort zone so you don't fit into it you're out of my life came from understanding that ultimate of life is to integrate infinity and finiteness so therefore infinity must come into finiteness but at a moment's notice I never become defined by it completely to the point that I cannot relate to godly sparks wherever I see them so when they sometimes saw a person was completely in a different world they had a connection always to the secret of Marcus and therefore what's a seed of adavi says the Madras - Matt saw see miss diamond I found of Eden's diamond which means of course light and his daughter is because Tophet came from roost and Russ came from my of and might have came from light so that's time sometimes you find mushiya Holly and Stein right but saucedo Madhavi wisdom for that you have to have be very expensive person because if not you cut out everything that doesn't fit so the mela only when a person worships a God that is truly infinite so then infinity has no places where it expresses itself exclusively and therefore this doesn't mean it's an easy journey but it means that I could really appreciate like the intensity of the Sun that can draw out all the moist all the dew that's in the earth the more heat the more you attracted to it the more could do sure they had the less judgmental they were the more they could be my tire of Jews the more they can embrace people because if you're really godly you see godliness everywhere if you're really really godly you see godliness everywhere if you're really really refined you see refinement everywhere and because you see refinement everywhere you're not threatened by people who are different on the contrary on the country you're like a fireball of inspiration you're a fireball of joy you're a fireball of possibility if you see possibility everywhere you see the own market even if it's not integrated so you could bring it out so you talked wanted to do this with a sub at this moment Vava Africa with may Hashem to be able to help restore Asaph to his innate spiritual dignity which he was separated from okay that's the Nakota anybody has any questions or comments or feelings about us on some level on some level to Ferris general ease integration but the integration here comes from a place of choice you choose it you're not imprisoned by it and therefore at a moment's notice you can also transcend it you can transcend it it never becomes a box you may live in a box but you're not defined by the box ever and we if you have to open the box you're fine with that because it's not really a box it's just another way that infinity is being expressed like we learned about the SS stirs our noses of our khuddam that the 10 there are not really so differentiated from each other because they're really just different expressions of the same truth so when that happens so then you're never defined by one of the other completely goal would have been to give a brother so that and Mike if should become internalized but leave a little marketing behind said that you really should have given Yaakov a broker to give him some money never he was yeah it was really all inside the fifty he fed or that Bianca was the Yoshi of all and you really shouldn't get any other couples and I don't know her already was the word nepo I want to use the word net become we're bringing out something in a civil time in other words yes tis up there's a mile in market is a mile in market but is also tremendously sorrow because it remains market that's that's its challenge so it's very easy just to cut it out just to say a so has nothing for me there's nothing in him for us and that's what we usually do we just cut off a so there's nothing in him for us but but there's really something deeper if there was nothing in him for us there wouldn't be a story with it ASA wouldn't occupy in such vulnerable space in your cooks hearts right so if you want to live a black and white life it's easy I don't know it's easy and it probably doesn't work for a lot of people but it works for some people there's everything is black and white no confusing us but do something in Asaph it took loves ASA for a reason so again we say you know he fooled them he deceived them but that's that we're fooling ourselves when we say that he fooled them he was an old man he fooled me was now but blind he couldn't see what's going on and so forth we're gonna get to that now was it took wrong what the question is when we use the word wrong the word wrong is a word but we have to define what wrong is so we'll see in a moment what wrong is sometimes you're wrong but you still right yeah that's exactly what rifka wanted it's a good question what happens at the end is Yaakov ultimately has to put on a subscript it was telling him there's no way you're getting these blessings if you don't put on a subsonic Anne call it an act of manipulation it was it was more an act of initiation that Yakka will have to become comfortable with another identity as well we'll see in a few moments let's go for her inside here [Applause] so you took wants to draw an ace of not through Yakov he wants a relationship with ace directly after the coma Camila it's the page 40 the line starts earlier it's like probably ten lines from the bottom the line starts earlier after McCormick I'm Thomas ah nonetheless we call you trucks behaviour you hear the answer the question a toast an error what stops same Asaph Godiva prin uzuki my de Yoker a sub needs to be sublimated but it has to happen three hours why the feesh my our highest of shahe Lisa if the vitality would go straight a so he bomber has personam Kimmy can do one of two things happens either would get swallowed up like the first time around Oh in the opposite well year McGinnis ace of clone there would be nothing left then the nuclear energy would either become swallowed up and just feed more of the negativity or there would be the other way around if it would be so revealed he would expire there would be no ace of left I will see a is happy to hush our culinary for the transformation of darkness to light when we needle the mascara darkness to sweetness the f ck my they akka it must risk on the student has to come through Yaakov who represents what we call Tzadik Duchenne as a ramp and would represents to six metres of Catoosa shall Yoda his bear mace and that the sparks will be sublimated refined sorted out Boyer selected some ASA the you Kovac Duchenne and the locking his commuter gunk in the Bertha's yak of Africa which is why it's cook himself concedes and agrees to the blessing of Yaakov at the end all the ace of amar and finally when he wants to bless a so he tells him mich Manny horizion massive ella misma may mix osmani first he said me to Mahalo can meet our Shah Mayan whom each male our heads he should give you from the towel and from the swanee area so lack of armor to mesh man mitosis Voth but a silly says miss maneja are it's EMI Java car behind me Tom Chisum mysha mysha mysha mysha colores xiaomi mi saveco Prima's Plinius from the left over from the Thomases from what squeezed out that's left over from the Shuman the chemin the fatness that goes to the earth from that shmaaya arid that goes to the earth over there should be my show vaca over there should be your dwelling place which is your enemy is you should have something of the Schumann which he said before that chemin represents hokhmah and Abba hokhmah is the source of the daughter which is arrance and he wanted to give him the towel and the chemin in order to elevate him said now he says from this chemin should come into your dwelling which moistur is always your conceptualized sense of self your premieres only Tyler Sam I am so Yaakov young circle car honking a velena LM a owl that's his lotion metallus amyum it should be made out the hi new penis markovna loud machine can be active Anita maka open tonight is a condition that Rafa continues there sufficient average GT a bottle of Guinness Yaakov shall yoga really a doctor canister lay in the final broccoli yetsko gives a self what's the lawsuit that he says this is what he's interpreting enough the original brothel was very different this is what he wanted to give a stuff in the brush at the end that he gives a self his lotion is when a sub begs and begs we only have one brother so finally he took towels and lotion miss Mannie are at EMI severe coke natasha Lyonne made all so moisture vodka is your dwelling meaning what how you see yourself you should get something of the Shemin in that tower sham I in which I gave ya Kavita macaw will still remain may all the condition is a sahifa tava ultimately ASA will have to find guidance and direction from Yaakov in order to be able to come back to his true self because only that way will he be able to have an Aliya so what is he saying here you took had this whole plan and then at the end he says he took tall when we use the word mistake this is extremely important to understand it's different than when he's using here the word mistake usually why do people make mistakes to put it I don't mean to be so general of course about why people make mistakes there's only you know but trillion reasons why people make mistakes but with with the with the danger of being of over generalizing people make mistakes for two reasons one reason is because they're blind they don't have information and the second reason is cuz they're lazy they have information but they're lazy and when I say laziness I mean all emotions we make mistakes not because we don't have the information I have it but because of emotional issues or I make mistakes because I don't see reality those are the reasons we make mistakes I don't see reality I'm not smart enough or I'm not perceptive enough or I have been fed the wrong information that's what people make mistakes why why do you make any mistake what do you mean why do you make a mistake about your child the other day if you didn't realize the truth if you would have realized the truth you would have not made the mistake or you didn't realize the truth but you had too much emotional baggage I was looking for a new word but fine I think we can go back to the baggage to money emotions that are stopping me call it laziness call it fear call it I'm too comfortable it's too unfamiliar it's too humbling whatever it is I'm too angry and that's why we make mistakes we make mistakes there's a third reason why men make mistakes they're hungry when they're hungry they also make terrible mistakes but that all has to do with the either you don't see reality or your emotions when you say here you get stuck at all when you say you get stuck ATAR it's important on this thing there's generally a debate I would just call it a debate between I don't like the word but I'm just I'm using it between the car ad world and the modern orthodox world and education in the more religious world they like to say that a lot of the characters of Tanakh never made mistakes they're infallible they don't make mistakes in the more modern orthodox system they love saying the beauty of the great people of the Tomas is that they've always made mistakes and we don't cover up their mistakes and we talk about the mistakes and so forth right now the reason that people say they don't make him talk about that said they come into my office because of this abuse and Gomorrah Omarion shop is deafening hey Karl I'm a roving Jota a niala Thalia coloring madhavi cocktail attire color image Lima Cortina thought you read the tunnel what did Amon do what did you even do what did slimy do look what they did tomorrow says aim al Italia you don't know the story what I think about of trying to say what of us all trying to say did they make a mistake do they not make mistakes and this is a very important because it comes up right here with you talk did you took make a mistake that yes I cannot make a mistake the whole mind Mayer and that's his objective he's installing the perspective of Yitzhak and then suddenly he made a mistake you just explained to me the whole thing with maka maka from active and phonemic he made a mistake ok so then maybe you should rewrite the - of course I made a mistake there's a mistake and there's a mistake I make mistakes every day some of you I can't speak for everybody probably also make some mistakes every day what are the mistakes the mistakes come lack of information or lack of complete self-control one of those two reasons we make mistakes no self-control on an emotional level or a lack of information which means I push it don't up those two mistakes that's what the Gemara means : made of it Kosta nal Italian I want to compare the ovens mistakes to my mistakes it's called emotional weakness it's emotional weakness I'm having a bad day I woke up on the left side I didn't get the compliments I need it so I have a void when people have voids they need to fill them so they fill them so different things so when breakfast comes they already start off on the left leg and then the day just goes downwards ok it's that email that came early in the morning who asked you to read emails and but you did that email that you know it it's derailed you huh accepted tone and that's it so I'm not in a good place what if you're in a very wholesome place and what if you have access to all the information do you make mistakes we don't make mistakes done those are good decisions those are the types of mistakes they make they made mistakes from very wholesome places so what school why is it called a mistake it's called a mistake because God had a different plan that's what the mistake is because I Shem had a different plan and there was a reason he had a different plan there was a reason because maybe the certain information there is certain that he has access to so it's not the shortcoming of the person coming from a moment of profound moral or intellectual weakness but rather the person is actually behaving on an optimal level but nonetheless in the scheme of all of reality it's called a toast it's called a mistake so therefore this is a very important idea people say Kazaa were just apologetic they were always apologetic they were apologizing for everybody since everyone is perfect rom is perfect look what he does - sorry's perfect you took his perfect active his perfect of his perfect slam his perfect soul is perfect look what Saul did he's perfect so the one way of saying they just you know they just can't see that people make mistakes and they have this perception that nobody makes mistakes and there's a whole there's a lot of literature about this you know the tomas is about mistakes everyone makes mistakes mistakes you you mean you're human you're human and there's a there's a value in that idea that basically learned from them don't turn them into bucket forget about the others demos is a different league you talk even about the good item of the last generation if you read most history books they're not trying to make mistakes then I tries to make mistakes right everyone is the same story when they were for they knew Tomas Papa when they were 7 the nutritionist in Michigan when they were 16 they finished barley by 18 they finished your xiaomi boom boom boom boom boom okay if anybody struggled with anything it's out never happened never existed never will exist now I'm not sure educationally it's a very productive first of all it's not true but that's besides the point this black the second thing is I mean you're not a normal person so there's nothing I could relate to you and I can get inspired by you if you're not normal we get inspired by human vulnerability not by human perfection for perfect human beings I can't learn from it so that's an extreme where even where there is genuine mistakes on a very human level we have an issue with it we have a problem with it well the Gemara is saying is : me removing hata Ruben made a mistake it's cookie says we made a mistake but I understand our mistakes and there are mistakes there are mistakes that come because I'm not fully in control of myself or I'm blind unfortunate one I'm not open to the information and there are mistakes that come from a deeper place and that's why he will not back off on everything he said about you Tony because the trainer wants you to know that you took wanted a blessing and risker would not come to you so I can say don't bless Asaph she will do what she does but she will not try to change his cooks opinion why not because she wants that they should remain a reality in which a sub has to be blessed it's cooks paradigm as a service to me must and he tries to do it rifki would not come and say no no no you do what you have to do I'll do what I have to do in others both realities exist there's the reality of its in this reality of Yahoo the mainland what do we have from this it's God wants to give ace of the market an elevated and yet hook feels that he can do this that's why you think that wants to do it and yet Paula Tanya tells us and ultimately the process has to come to a stop but they have to be channeled through in aachen the companies of why not to ace of my record isn't that a much better way because you're dealing with a something why do I have to temporarily deposit the Brooklands by active until one day the actor will be able to supplementation the Gemara tells us in mastectomy the mastectomy Gila body about the Mordecai Valley's a Kazakh della Amara that what why did that happen because ace of stairs because Maya ASA wisdom over it's a crocodile or Mara and therefore mourners have a his executor in other words this cry of a sub did not get ignored by history history is not tone deaf to ace of steers and generations later martha is gonna cry I think there's a void from delusion there the Heyliger the messiah who won't come until Yakov doesn't dry up a some stairs what does this mean ace of steers came from his makkah 'the his primal self crying out why did nobody ever give me a chance in life that's what he was crying nobody ever gave me a chance in life I know I'm a criminal or I don't I may be a criminal but nobody gave me a chance in life and I don't know if I could mommy's can pretty much like Melek Alba once told the story that he went to a high-security prison and you know he used to hug everybody as he once said when somebody challenged them about something that when I come to heaven one thing they're gonna say he hugged more Jews than anybody else in history and he was a good hugger he knew how to hug you know what a hug vulnerably so he once went to one of these high-security prisons don't know if you ever visited these places it's scary just to walk through the walls and see some of the creatures behind the gates it's you know it's not places that the guards don't feel safe they put it that way and simply they don't even have a lot of have guns because they're scared they're gonna wrestle they'll never take him from them and use them so he was going through one of these and he is hugging everybody hugging hugging so the you know there's this big guy in seven feet huge muscular you don't want to start up with him in a dark alley and even in a bright alley and he sees him he's oh my holy brother let me give you a hug me hug him and hugs him and hugs him and hugs him and he blesses him and then he moves on and the guy is chasing this way molester the one going with him got scared you know what is he up to he says yeah what he says give me another heart another hot so he gives him another hug even longer hug and then he said over he seven the man looks at me said you know if I would have gotten one such hug in my life I probably wouldn't have ended up in this place so there is this is not about condoning condoning the criminal criminal behavior and making people not responsible for their life it's about the idea that sometimes people never got a chance nobody ever gave them a real chance nobody ever gave them a hug verbally nobody gave them a chance all they heard was that they don't fit into the system and ASA was the classic example of that and when he hears finally you know this moment by each Saku Saku doula this cry that the toilet is so dramatic about is a cry from kedusha it's a cry from the maket a subs primal godly self is like I never got a chance five minutes later he's going gonna go kill you know business is business pleasure is pleasure he's back on schedule he has a schedule the Mafia's waiting for them they gotta bring ten pieces home but this primal cry of I II thought like I kissed Maya a service delivery of a--the and it's a pasta can itself but suck suck Adela was his Mac of crime but here is a challenge there was such a lack of integration that if it would have given him the breakfast one of two things would have happened either it would have got squandered and absorbed in the pinna me of Asaph and simply would use nuclear energy to fuel this function which is very dangerous or if yak reviewed so could make sure that the market is more revealed there would be nothing left because there's no way that this can be integrated so ASA would have to cease being a sub and then you destroy him you turn him into holiness but he's a zombie and ultimately you lose the energy of Asaph he says to transform darkness into light as a process and the process must happen through Yaakov because then it can happen in a process where Asaph can absorb it rather than get destroyed yes this times that Humber Shimo the end of the Pacific War happened through dropping two atom bombs in 1945 on Japan it ended the war very very fast but there was nothing left the amount of casualties and I'm not criticizing Truman's decision I'm not doing that but I'm just saying there is you blow something up and there's nothing left so one of two things would have happened either the market would have been swallowed up or it would have blown up a sub they couldn't be in a sublet how could he be a sum with such market he would just be absorbed in the infinite in the inks life and then you ultimately did not work through the shells you didn't work through that void of me room the void of boiler can't happen that way so therefore is its hoc writers it's could not write its hook is right in the sense that a subs market is craving to be redeemed and hey Civ is craving to be redeemed and a subscribes to be strong enough have to be dealt with a subs cries are meaningful on the other hand he says it sucked off in the divine scheme of history what rifka understood was that Yaakov has to ultimately absorb the market that Yitzhak wanted to give a son so one day he should be able to channel it and transfer it to a something and when that happens ASA will have a beer but what that means is he tells a some sfe Qatar would ultimately for you to be able to integrate with your Mach if you're gonna have to build the relationship with Yaakov and Yaakov will have to become a moral teacher a moral leader who will be able to help asa find himself because you right now don't have the tools to be able to figure it out on your own you must have those tools from yakima vino and therefore that did the challenge for you is that it should happen through Yaakov association traveling an ace of himself therefore has this paradox with Yaakov on a penny me level he wants to kill you cook on a market level of course he is one with yucca he wants to be one with Yaakov Yakov is the closest purse is an expression weak sometimes people want to kill that which they love most that which they love most that's what you want to kill because it's very hard to make peace with it so that which you love most you want to destroy so the process now has to happen to put the process that has to happen is that the bitter of ace of happens over history but through Yaakov and this is of course not only ace of inactive it's the ace of inactive himself within within every person themselves is the tooth is the polarity of ace of an outcome that ace of gets sublimated through the act of process but there is that special unique gift that ASA has which is democracy today we know who you go girl who's Yaakov today Jews and whose ages of today he didn't have any from Jewish women you know I mean yeah well generally there's no eights of other than laying in the merits of Machpelah right I mean generally a sub became associated with EDM which in cause I was associated with Rome I'm all lake yeah but Noah Moloch is one brand but the Rome is associated with Western civilization right we all know I'm not a male can and ed them but they're not they're not Jews at this point you know they're not where are we still having that association with JME mama where she embarks stablish patisserie somebody mumbled comon has a different neshama than the other Guardian well we don't have a nation to make all deadlines but generally speaking the Italians at the Italians maybe I mean that's how we like people we like Susi to so that's a problem with that's for the children of um wrong the Chinese food and or are we are we reconcile in with the driving me insane are we reconcile innate the guy oh that's a very good question I think that we live today in a world where many many of the are actually waiting for this moment of yaacov displaying moral leadership and that's why the focus is around Israel and what is of cook once said very insightful idea I think sout stock are not shot okay mom in the sorry not in the street not in this trailer the cars for show joined an integrated card you join us yeah right after this year I came to me without shlocker just make sure the rocks are not looking sorry what sharpest rocks I hear of Jimmy Carter yeah and and in fact by David Lake Tahoe if what was bat Sheva who wasn't you know wasn't that even just a test wasn't bad Sheva test that he you know didn't make it weld of it himself staccato see wash my sin to God right he acknowledged his sin what the Gomorrah Cesc alignment of a continent I think part of what is saying is that it's easy to put Italian into the category that we're common we're used to it's easy to put their mistakes into the can right away I'm saying by Traveller's a colorful found emotional weakness I see something somebody beautiful and I just lose myself right and i betray everybody that crisis and is way you would think no that's you get so you read yeah Sherman Harris is famous statement or of cook once said that they asked about anti-semitism and this he said something very insightful very interesting Clara you had debated we can probably debated but it's worth reflecting on he said something of this nature that Jews never knew how to play Little League they always play big league those weren't his words aren't always on center stage now he said the way history evolves is as follows every culture and civilization is given a few years or centuries decades or centuries Rome was given five hundred years and it's like you get the mic and you're in center stage and you give your speech to the world the Persians made their contribution to Greeks long as the Byzantines the Egyptians that's the Babylonians they make their contribution for good and for bad you have your mic for a hundred years fifty is five hundred years the Roman crazy the long and what do you do when you finish give me the speech what happens side a Jewish dinner nothing you don't finish but usually you finish giving you speech and you pass over the mic to the next civilization and then so to speak you you go on to the dustbins of history he says the funny thing with the Jews is they were given the mic and they're still holding it why except because they're stuttering they're stuttering so the whole world looks at them and say no but they're they're too afraid of their own message because it's too powerful for them to believe so whenever you have a message that's too powerful for you to believe you stutter you say it but you don't say it so all the world is saying is new news he says they never got rid over the mic because they're still waiting for the Jews to say their speech the FASTA pasta that's a profound insight on Jewish history when your message is too powerful for you to believe it you stutter but the world says we know that what you're saying is not your real message we feel it right you're just diluting it so tell us what you really heard at Mount Sinai that I'm not ready for because I think you're gonna make fun of me you're gonna hate me even more you'll think I'm completely cuckoo my whole agenda is to be integrated so therefore you become very uncomfortable with things she says that's why they never go off center stage now it is a funny thing I mean the obsession with Israel is anything but rational right called obsession Jews Indonesia has 300 million people that live there how often do you read about Indonesian yeah usually once in 25 years when there's a tsunami or something Israel has 7 million people yeah 8 million people yeah how often do you read about it it's either on page 1 or page 2 or at worst page 2 P or usually all three somebody gives a burp in Israel and everyone jumps you know a Hindu priest could remain in a monastery for 99 years fast nobody notices a Jew sneezes and it's front page news because they sneezed in Israel the only country that claims it's like any other country is Israel nobody thinks it's like any other country but for Israel the greatest compliment is when somebody could call it a regular country well it's not it's nothing but no and no one even thinks that the only ones who try to think it's a regular country are Jews because of our complex that it's a regular country so the last paragraph on 40 if after you've over her costs over a day I have beneath Reyes other say Baraka are seven according to all of this we'll be able to understand the PASOK in told us when Yaakov who eats Huck assumes as a sub walks in and yak Yitzhak asks him who he is and he keeps identifying him as a sub he keeps identifying himself as a sub and it's Huck feel that there's something off here it may be a sub and finally he comes over to him he eats he drinks he kisses him and it says via RF Ezreal b'god off he smells the Ray off of his clothes and he says the aroma of my son is like the aroma of the field that Hashem blessed and then he says right away via to mythology mythology of mine that smell is what so to speak elicits or inspires or triggers the flow of Rafa's this is key Heaney it's hot rods over Hampshire famous maka full of Voynich an Escalade remember that Yitzhak's objective was to help bring forth to be mom sure to draw down to drew like um chakra right we learned in the Horace Hammond today rivers that flow he wanted to create a flow arm shahe of the mock if of ace of towards Asaph ace of really has a dimension that's deeply kedusha but it's in a state of Markov which is very very intense but it's not integrated he's not cognizant of what is in him or to put it more accurately what is above him because it's really not in it it's in him but it's in him in a way that it's above him it's not in him in a processed way and you took wants to help him access that her Mac of which means the earth which transcends his caliber and senses conceptualised sense of self how he sees himself and this is the claw whenever you have our enemy it means a light that becomes part of your conceptualized sense of self you make sense of it this is how you define you know when people talk about themselves on this on this I like this what are your hobbies you know those stupid questions what are your hobbies what do you do what you don't do is know most people know what they do and know what they like to do but even if you even if you got that okay but even if from the few lucky ones that actually you know what your hobbies are well you know you have a certain conceptualized sense of self of Who I am and you make hopefully you make some peace with it the mark if whenever you say Oh mark if it doesn't mean it's not in you it could be far deeper in you than anything else it just means it doesn't become part of my conceptualized sense of self and very often that is far more powerful and far more intense than anything else because it's not filtered it's not limited I don't have to make sense of it so that mock if is what the itzhak wants to be mom sure he wants to bring forth pace well that's what once you would make it part of the conceptualized sense itself would be Michael oh then it would have the restrictions so to speak it's it has its its its component mockup could get away with murder because it's not translated that way so as a result of this he says you took wanted to be mom shed of the market and the lavona the lovino like we said Lavina czaka was this eleventh herb that was used in the Qataris which we explained is not number 10 it's number 11 which is the link between the world of complete kedusha and the world of concealment of condition that's the link and that's the number 11 which is why the Qataris was number 11 because the patatas came to remove the Rua kazuma mother of clipper and therefore you always have to have number 11 because if you don't have number 11 you're not dealing with it in order to access its real energy you need to access the number 11 even in kedusha so to speak and that's what we explained that to connect to a sauce kedusha you took me to connect to the number 11 component because if not you cannot communicate with a subs condition because a solution is a different type of kedusha than Jakob skadoosh ace of skadoosh is in a state of air Mac if it's not in a state of rapini me so whenever you're talking about our opinion me again you're talking about the iron that's what we call finiman pannier means it goes into the pen Emmaus pen Emmaus means in English internalization i internalize it internalize it it becomes part of who I am Macha for those forces that may define us completely but we don't define ourselves based on it they define us we can't define them and that's the key difference commit me I grasp it i define it and therefore it defines me Mac if it sometimes defines me but I can't define it if I would define it it would be integrated into my eye so I cannot define it I may not even be aware of it that's how powerful it is but it often defines me or at the finds a lot of me but the way it defines me is that's the the subtlety of the word Marcus Marcus means surrounding he doesn't mean it in spatial terms that it surrounds Asaph he means it's conceptually what something surrounds me I don't have it it has me and that's two types of experiences in life you have it it has you pinning me means soon as we could goes inside then goes inside so I have it so I can define it I make sense of it I have a language for it do I grasp it fully maybe not remember even our enemy has layers and layers and layers right even a polemic and have a map everything is relative maybe tomorrow I'll gain more of it you know it's like a self-awareness how much do you know yourself today you know a certain amount of yourself but in a year you may be open to something you never even realized sometimes people have an epiphany after 50 years about something that guided them for so many decades and they never knew and then like haha that's so high that's why I always felt the need to law that's why I always recoil I see this particular person Wow Wow Wow so that's like when a Macheath enters the world of panama it's like an epiphany he's like whoa like you shine a light on something that was always there but it was in a transcendent state but now suddenly it's like I grasped it Mac if always remains to a certain degree not fully graspable that's why it's called Macheath it surrounds you you don't surround it which conceptually means it has you you don't have it guess what balsa has the plumie but the kedusha of the clipper is in gulleson epitome the conceptualized self of clipper cannot access the deduction of Lebanese Dakotas and I want to be able to be clipper right the uniqueness of mcafee is that there's actually more revealed condition there and the clipper could survive because it's not integrated you understand the premise of clipper is also kedusha but it's completely engulfed that's why the identity could be antithetical to the energy that gives it identity I can use God's energy to dedicate my life to deny that he exists that works the market however is much more powerful that's much more revealed it's the fuse that gives it values which comes from a trap so how can the Clippers survive within and the answer is because it remains aloof remains above or remains sublime tether ASA would have disappeared he would have become a spiritual zombie or the other way around it would have all been swallowed up and absorbed in that case it couldn't be by Asaph it had to come through Yaakov the brothers had to be deposited to Yaakov in order that slowly he will be able to sublimate Asaph right wasn't rift is formed rifki was just saying the other part of reality to give maybe a simple example I know it's not accurate you know sometimes you see somebody who's having a very very difficult life and you say here go into rehabilitation and I'll give you money here's money here's a check it's an open check going to rehab what do they do with it they buy some more they buy some more substances why because they're not capable at this moment of rehabilitating themselves they're just not there on for it's very very sad it's not that there's nothing to rehabilitate but they're not capable of it they have grown too far from themselves to be able to take control for themselves in harsh martenijzerman vase or syrup so giving them money is not empathy like we spoke it's enabling them it's just enabling more disaster that's the first situation where I'll give more order to Asaph and all he will do with this IRA's yeah he will just you know eat it up too he will swallow it up too it will just manipulate it - he's not in the position he's so detached from his market that he's not in the position of doing anything with it or the other way around it'll be so powerful will cease to exist there won't be anything left of him you could destroy people but then he's not the purpose then you don't need an ASA of course always that's what he says associate average associate Albert the first one he smiled and this it was too intense you're sick yes yeah the zoo AMA the zoo Hamish Martin absurd Lesage its wants to be mom shakuni's macrophylla Veronica now now that's why he speaks focuses so much on the smell rheya which is like the Qataris the Qataris the burning of the instance created a smell created an aroma because it's Hawker is dealing with tourists the ho-hum Chaka who Ali dejar lost my in neuquén Canada my Anouk VIN is is a Reza as you see man it's an acronym Arusha Tavis which means feminine waters in contrast to mem Dollard which is my enduring which means masculine waters these are symbolic terms in cab the Kabbalah which represent two concepts we had it earlier man and mat feminine waters and masculine or feminine waters and masculine orders means like between man and woman there is the flow of the feminine and there's the flow of the masculine it's a muscle for Hashem or for heaven and earth sometimes the arousal begins from Earth and sometimes the inspiration begins from heaven when the inspiration begins from above it's called Magdalene masculine waters there's an internal orgasmic flow of the male Mayan look that means is an internal trigger and flow from the female so it's spiritually representative of the concept of ich muss area goomaroonie door Yama's raasleela if the trigger begins from above where the trigger begins from below sometimes a person feels inspiration very often you feel nothing you have to create inspiration he says all our chakra must have some precipitation some preparation of the Mayan Luqman of the feminine waters it's impossible if there's absolutely no recipient it's very difficult to initiate a flow the email am Jacques my endurance up enemy is die Bahamas Mayan look from the penis premiers if you want to give people an image it's enough if the initiation comes from that state Avila Hama chakras mAb so massive but if you want to bring forth my endorsement of Marcus Aurelius how was my look fancam cannabis market so you have to have this sublimation the initiation should also be from active Vahine a Raya whenever you deal with smell who have lost my in Luqman show cleanness earth kaiser raya smell is a very very powerful force it represents a lost my new coven the smell of something the smell of something is not the object itself but actually what it emits back this is called earth closer the light that bounces back it returns so something that you say this person or this thing has a ray it has a smell so this is the earth hyzer from the object to me I smell it it's not a certain relationship that I have with it but the object has lots of components that I have a relationship with it has light I could see it it has taste it has texture of course sound and so forth but here we're talking about specifically the aroma of it what does that represent for who may have before us the aroma represents a very intense component of it called guru commercial tap or masa Cambria the sweet apple doesn't have much of an aroma raka comet's comets is the sour one and generally Bacolod Varma - yes Maria Kasich sharp things party things have a very strong array of a stronger Roma what's the connection for who the fish are last man who be ruled him in its sights ich enough Luba Severus akela all her last man all initiation from below is basically the bearer of the sparks that fell down into them as a result of the breaking of the vessels the Lehane becau ha mitzvah slain my retina fire you'll never have by any Mitzvah Shem says do this mitzvah it's a beautiful smell for me only one exception car bonus car bomb is the turret it keeps on saying war for the animal ray ethnic Wyeth it's a beautiful aroma why sure why they sham island nefesh a Bahama because the carbon is unique that you're taking actually an animal a beast and you're taking the soul of the animal and you're sublimating etosha em who misshapen its transformed the oil of a nickel of a Shalom ila and it becomes submerged in a heavenly fires in the mario says in humor that a shell milah came down to them as baths to consume the car bonus so here you have the ultimate transformation and in the ultimate transformation from the nefesh of the name into kedusha this is spiritually what creates the element of Raya so every object gives for things that return back to the person a relationship of that object to that verse a lot of different things like we said the sound the texture the flavor that might what it looks like of course its colors but then there's the element of the array of events the aroma of it is always associated with how much of aura there isn't it he says the rheya always comes from varam - from sharp sharp things sharp things he represents spiritually speaking an element of cavora an element of strength of severity of intensity because the rheya like everything that comes from the from the object is then it suits us the sparks of holiness that fell into it as a result of breaking of the vessels and the smell of it is how intense those knit suits are generally speaking whatever is higher always falls more lower and therefore the sharper it is the more sharp it is the more intense it is the more Veria Kazakh it has a powerful AF it has and therefore car bonus well you're not just taking a physical object and using it as a mitzvah but the metamorphosis is very extreme you're taking the Beast the soul of an animal and you're completely elevating it to the divine so this Hashem says creates a tremendous rare phenotype of the earth wiser the earth lies in the light that returns back from earth above is extremely intense and he explains vini haria may shavasana fish rheya it says restores the soul it relaxes the salt the Hyneman area but fillable can assist al qassam - cozier mayor Adams shown near dumb Valley diarrhea Hawk Eye Serum acres that which in the beginning was in a state of his Talca sama - literally somewhat of a person's consciousness is aloof is departed so the raya brings back the alertness it wakes up the person it brings them back the raya has all says may shavasana fish that when there's a stout bosom - a certain departure of consciousness it should come back and fill the person like a person who somewhat asleep he's near down he's drowsy his sluggish is heavy and the ray off the strong smell it wakes him up smelling salt yet dahye new Ayodhya Shinohara Sahaba hello when the person so to speak slept so the safe hole was more concealed back efficient air Mishnah say when he wakes up through the smelling salt he has safe home mayor by beguiling so his consciousness shines in him in a revealed way but coil NASA they her a eshwara frozen mammoth Allah my Allah and this could be effected through this as you say the smelling salt of the ray of the aroma which is the Earl Heiser the light that returns Mamata from below the mile above the Zell in yanaka circle of fauna she might even asteroids I mean this is why it says Rashi brings from Castle when it says back her bonus Raya hyah what's really fire it's a knock us for me that I said and my will was done Mohini ace of La Jolla by killing enemies now ace of the kedusha of him there was no GUI of condition buy him a nap enemies lick away and an internalized wake up enemy initial aim if lucky miss Carla now that there was no condition and everything has pollution but it was a swallowed up and because it was swallowed up he couldn't experience it rock sugar in Assam aquifer Lavina but a substitution is represented by the Lavina the eleventh herb which we called our maka 'the reserve Aurora Estrella abogado that's why it says that Yitzhak had to smell the smell of his clothes the clothes were the clothes of Asaph what youthful did was he smelled the garden who penis amok - shaggy amis area who are lost my in neuquén Laham Shaka Marcus met Alicia Maya the Rhea of the be garden represents always Ralph is an earth Marcus so what creates the ray of it is the earth Marcus and that was the hollows man that eats needed to smell in order to be able to bring down the internal colicky Matala shamayim which was the air market so rifki understood that the only way Yaakov can take the brothers for a sub is if he dresses himself up in the bottom of a sub which means create the smell of Asus garden which is like the Raya Hawk Toyota's derailleur - a car which is the wrath of the kedusha of the Ermakov which when youths smells that from a soft so then we eat the masala Kim he could give the broca's that we spoke about the breakfast of mark of which are metal shaman it's not exactly the same idea but it has similar properties because save of means market but here it's understood a little bit differently but there are similar properties between mock offensive of Colombo why what's what's prompting you to compare this over kilometer integration well generally sovath means market but here it's somewhat of a different concept tools it's not good to confuse at the moment so the soap of marketers market but there are there are yeah a lot coverage of funnel aside I'll be Mazda try to be my husband people have different concepts when you're in a relationship with a person you relate to different parts of them I could see you I could listen to you I can of course feel you I can touch you we have the five senses through which we relate and this we get to stimulation the stimuli from everything around us so I could see you at the talk to you you can listen to you I see what you look I can touch you I can taste you whether its food or an object or a person but then there's also I smell you I smell you this relay if you admit now there's smell as we say you know this person is not using deodorant we're talking that's one element of Raya and that's true and he says that you know sharp things produce a lot of Raya so that's also connected to the very physical concept of rail but that concept represents something spiritually sometimes people say Sushma is good you know this is I smell I snuff it out if it's the element of smell you can't define it Reyes is therefore associated with Marcos the Raya is associated it's the Mac of a person just like literally this smell doesn't have a particular place not associated with a particular place or a particular region the smell travels and sometimes if it's a strong smell it travels wide and travels far and it expands the taste doesn't travel huh if you eat it you'll taste it the touch doesn't travel you have to touch it the raya is considered an omok of of something that are spans and it travels and it's not something that's so tangible on the other hand it's very very powerful aromatherapy as they call it is extremely powerful and sometimes it says Raya has maysha vez an effort it wakes up the soul from a place of dormant from place of latency from a place of slumber that wakes up the Raya this is the herb Mac if that comes out of it just come on to the Santa my side one search for my heat ready on the Isle of Man best his name was Moshe kroner so he once told me that there was an old hospitals name was Marshall a blood-stained who was a secretary and the previous Lubavitch had ever the sixth Obama never there ever I asked he once asked that Marsha Gromit to do him a favor to bring something to Manhattan friend so he brought and he came back he wanted to pay him he said no he's not taking payments from him she said but I want to pay you back how can I pay you so he says told me a story that people don't know she said I'll tell you a story he went to my rear Nevada you know my rien VAT Maryam bond in Czechoslovakia had Springs it was like a doc sure was a cool art a lot of debits a lot of Russia she was a lot of Godoy ladies choice them before the war my reunified in Czechoslovakia it was a very healthy place like a retreat you know they had good good ear and good bath bath houses a health spa yeah yeah my Remo was a very popular health spa I think pictures over prime is zero but at the bear over there no no ha mmm miss Wynn yeah the moon could show on so their diets that pathology I had a lot of health problems in the 1930s MS and other things so he had to go the doctor send it to my region vitamin C went there one day he went for chakras to show over there and then he came home he was eating breakfast and his mother also came with a brush Tom's wife her name was Herbert since Dennis our mother was there she tells his mother by the way of Marshall a Broxton is telling this to Groner who told it to me he was there he was he was the secretary it was a gobbet she says he tells his mother by breakfast that the way back from Shirl I saw today the moon culture the moon culture of was the Bauman's as the laws there was one over there the great rabbis of the time he says he's here also my rien VAT and says mother says ah I would love to meet the moon culture the missus of awesome she says Brad we made up the mortgage I didn't see women privately you wouldn't see women he says he tells his mother I made up with him to take a walk at three o'clock we're gonna take a walk smooth so if you want we'll take a walk you could see him he wanted to see him you could see it so she says fine I'll come we taking a walks he says so so the monk it sure was a big come oh he was very here he's very very jealous person it's a very ill as a person this is a video from him you know we mean it's been circulating a few years about Shabbos I made it kind of Eden hit shoppers so you take a walk so she said she'll stand there so she wants to see him she wants she always want to see him into some awesome so much labor rushed it says this client came and in everyday acts in the menses of Lhasa the moon could show de Labarre but should have been the Mucca children were were taking the straw it was at seer and he was walking a little behind you know just to be a shaman they were sure they were talking about he says a middle the Mucca Chavez are was a gray seed he was a hillock a Eve and middle he turns to the Lubavitch should have been he says douche max versus Mac do you smell what I smell mrs. Welsh Mac there what do you smell he says Schmeck today are from Dunedin I smell here somebody smell the death of grenade lips such so do you smell it off so then he says does his de mama that's my mother she was behind the tree this is the moment that's my mom every person has a smell a smell a smell is not the tangible tangible component it's not the tangible component of a person it's what's called the herb market of us you have the lulav the s regret because I'll say Esther has a time and area move of has a Tom Nuria Huddle's as a rare no time aroma has neither Tom is our enemy ray F is our Marcus Tom is what you digest I taste you I have a conversation with you Raya I don't digest Reyes I smell what you would call a person's hallo energy it's above the person and the interesting thing is the sharp or something is the stronger the Raya because the market is always stronger by clipper than back addition so physically also he says the sweet Apple does not react did the sharp the sharper it is the deeper their AFS so because that's the air market and therefore he says the light that comes out of something the producer is always the sparks that fell down from the shirasaka low since in clipper you have a very intense or Marcus because it doesn't come into Penn amis so therefore the layer that comes from there is also a very very powerful rare that's why car bonus are called rayon the highest washer because the energy that comes out of the carbon is the energy of Maca that comes out of the car bonus is extremely powerful cause here the sparks fell down even below the human race they fell into so to speak the animal kingdom and when you take that bahama and it suddenly becomes a carbon Marsh em in other words it's goes through a tremendous transformation so they layer that that creates as the market is oiler to kedusha is more powerful than any other Mitzvah that's white Africa by car bombers you say really quiet Russia but yet in the avoid of the base--emitter there was only one avoid that that was all about smell and that wasn't car bonus carbonized is an element of smell no question spiritually for sure but traders was all about Raya all there was from celeritas was walked the smell and the Gemara describes how women didn't have to use perfume yeah you remember the gomorian yerushalayim why because of the rare hepatitis what's shot in this what's shot shot is that the Raya cocked iris was so powerful the earth wiser the light that came from those herbs that were being burnt up on the coals of the Misbah accompanied me every morning and every afternoon was so intense that it spread far and wide so this represents always the arm a cup of something that's why people say I smell something it's not you didn't test in a laboratory it's not mamasan paper it's something that's much less tangible it's something much more abstract it's something much more transcendent when it's hook meets a sub here when Yaakov puts on the lavash some of Ace of what are his words he says by your ass estrella god Thoth so the matter says as he brings ray of God of Israel by deed of beggared means a Schrader a baguette in Hebrew a baguette as a trader why is a baguette the same word like a bookend literally because goddamn betray people I could be very wealthy and I wear homeless clothes or the other way around that can be a poor person you where you're not wealthy clothes generally clothes are labels they cover up the truth that's what clothes are so baguette is a boy kid the great Schrader's clothes and often people use clothes exactly for that purpose to betray who they are to themselves even and the key is not to confuse the clothes with the substance so by your FSA have begun of who's got them that glove them of aces on one level it's bike dove it's a trader I suppose a trader on the other hand the react of that is extremely powerful why because it's the ray of Marcus and the herb Mac if of Asaph is very holy the challenge of the Markov is as we as we said many times that it wasn't integrated by yourself you'd suck to give ace of the herb market which is V into mythology mythology Mayan which ultimately ended up by a cave in store for a serve there had to be the biodiversity of God the via to sense the earmark if and only then can he initiate the amok if the man can elicit the mad the man the Mayan neuquén can elicit the Mayan doctrine to give him the mark of mythology Maya what does this mean in life in a person's relationship it means if I don't sense ace of smack if I will not be able to articulate my own mark if in order to be able to give it then so therefore yitzhak so to speak when he smelled when he hopped when he says when he Experian that energy coming from a sub ultimately he can introduce the error market in a more intense way to be able to help him become aware of that Markov because the Markov was completely in a non awareness state when a came very soon in reality this had to go through Yaakov in other words Asaph wasn't wearing these clothes Yaakov was wearing these clothes which is the reason that riff got to dress up the outcome with these clothes because the clothes here don't only represent physical clothes she put on physical clothes and she said go take a bra cos she had to teach Yaakov who was a tutorial it was a lesson she had to teach Yaakov something about a subs experience of life because if Yakko would not learn about aces experience of life how pinata if ever give the brofist a so he can sublimate ace so for yoke of the sublimate a saw of Yaakov ultimately had to get something of this soul of a sub or where the experience of a civil have something of the neshamah vase over the microphone aces at least on a level of clothes when Yaakov keeps on telling ace of on nicely a sub-query uru ace of Omni on e on a literal level you know Rashi says on noise emission HTM ace of his credit and so forth on a deeper level of Peterson mr. with Yaakov was telling get suckas I am ready I am ready to identify with ace of I am ready to to take a piece of ace of into me which she wasn't ready till that point why would he there was a there was a partition between the two brothers but there's no way I could connect to you there's no way I can elevate you if I can't find you within me and you cannot find me within you so therefore she would not put on Yaakov a subs clothes to adjust they go on as you active the whole point is pointless the whole point is I have to be able to find you and me in order for me to be able to sublimate you if I'm sitting in an ivory tower and I say here come into my palace it's not gonna work I have to have something of your world in my world something of you inside of me that I can then identify with you from an internal space and therefore from a genuine space without that there can be that relationship and only when you talk smells this ray aha this I would just put it a little differently he's asking does that mean that Yaakov was finding his own clip in order to be able to access Marcus I think it has to be put a little differently and that is as follows when you speak about Hashem you could speak about litany Hashem and you can speak about you to cave off okay you'd cave off case the way the divine energy flows in an integrated way where things are holistic with the light and the vessel converge they marry each other that's youth cave of can you to cave of K and all the worlds are based on lights and vessels converging and that's the flow of the divine which is powerful it's intense it's infinite but it ultimately flows in a way that can be conceptualized in each world according to its level and each soul according to level each angel according to its level each table according to his level etc then there's what's called leaf nation what we're saying is beyond you to get off get beyond your cave of K means divinity which is a scythe which is infinite and therefore it defies every structure the every articulation because of its very nature which is beyond nature khalipa in order for clipper to live it has to access some of that because if it goes through you to cave of K it won't be able to be so for it to be and remain clipper paradoxically it has to tune into the infinity of God which will fuel it in a way that it could continue being it because that will remain Marcus clipper doesn't want to deal with Kenna me because if I have to deal with the enemy I have to be deserving of it I have to be open to it if I can relate to Mach if it's great because mark have gives you the advantage of getting the fuel you need without dictating your life you could be detached from it so in that way clipper paradoxically because of its lowliness has in a detached way something of LIF may Hashem you'd give off game for kedusha now to sublimate and heal it and elevate it if I remain in the orbit of youth cave of K there's no way I can connect to the kedusha that exists in Asaph because the future that exists in Asaph comes from the in infinite space even though it fell down low that's why he's ace of he's not Yaakov but if I remain Yaakov if I remain Yakko if there's no way I can access his position so it's not that Yaakov has to reveal the Clipper and him I would put in differently Yaakov has to connect to the place of Leif Neha via lifts from a youth cave of gay in order to be able to access the kedusha that descended into the Clipper in a state of Makkah that would be I think abut yeah you can understand what I'm saying well everything is infinite relatively speaking after its infinity that emerges instructure now from God's perspective everything is infinite even structure is infinity it's always from our perspective even structure is infinity it's just another way of infinity like we learned about the world of Akutan everything is infinite but from the perspective of the recipient it's called structure even the structure itself is not really structured we call it structure because we make sense out of it right but the point is if Yakov and Yuto can have an easy smooth transition from the art limited or Marcus then they can touch producer for this a person therefore has to go into a much much deeper place often you see this people who are involved in people who are involved in deep deep outreach work and I don't just mean conventional outreach work but really dealing with with struggling struggling struggling souls they have to be ready to completely graduate all structures and sometimes at a moment's notice it's if a person has to relate to everybody just from his space to certain people you will you cannot reach if I will remain in my even if it's shame have I it's very holy it's great it's beautiful for you you cave off okay but if the person is not ready to smell that rheya that comes and tune into that smell within them then ultimately I have no language to connect with you because I'm forcing you to come into my language and you don't understand my language there's no way you can understand my language and and you'll see that generally people who are successful in this area have the courage and the confidence to really not get caught up in any structure whatsoever conventional thinking conventional wisdom status quo social conformity all these things does a certain point just doesn't work so if you want to remain in your ivory tower you could remain every tower but if you want to connect you have to go into that space and if I cannot find you in me how can I go into you if I cannot find your reality in me there's no way I can go with do you need to connect first of all you want to pick up the other person and second of all if not you really never picking up the other person allows you to become godly not structured by going into the other person's life it allows me to become really godly so it's actually even as much as you hope the other person you help yourself even more you know the story of rebbe nachman of breslev Nachman has a famous story he usually would tell stories he wouldn't always explain this story so you have to use your imagination but he says that there was a prince who went crazy he went he decided he's a turned chicken a rooster so he took off his clothes because roosters don't have clothes he went under the table and he would do everything under the table you know you have to go to the bathroom he ate that everything was under the table he didn't speak coo coo coo coo coo coo he became a chicken a rooster they called in every ferret ever and what they ever they had then I don't know whatever national called them but Roy friend of Farkas what we would call today psychiatrist to come in and check out that nobody can help him so a hakama had said I'll do it I'll help what did he do he took off his clothes he went under the table so the the Prince looks at him and says what are you doing here he says I'm also a chicken just really where did you come from I'm also chicken and they spent time together and he does whatever he does heat those chickens and then one day after a few months he puts on an undershirt he says what's this he says there are chickens who wear undershirts and then he puts on socks and he puts on shirts but then one day he starts eating with a fork and a knife sits on a chair goes to the bathroom he says what's this he says there are chickens who do this to one day he starts talking what's this he said are chickens that talkative and so after a long time he basically was doing everything a human being does with the excuse that chickens do this too so there's one version of the story that at the end of all of it he looked at him and he said you know if I talk like a human being and I eat like a human being and I dressed like he would be gonna go to the bathroom it was been a hot chicken what makes me a chicken he went right back onto the table that's the the sad ending of the story but I think the first message of the story is that if I'm not ready to get undressed I mean conceptually and I guess in that story physically and go under the table and say Coco Rico there's no way I could connect I could sit here and say you're mashugana yeah it's a great it's not true but in his perception he's really a chicken so what are you supposed to do unless I'm ready to find the chicken in me okay now that takes a lot a lot of guts a lot a lot of courage but then what happens is I found that peace within me so now I come to you into your world I connect to you in your world once I connect to you in your world now I could show you what your world is really like or what it could be like now it could resonate tell you what my world is like wonderful you know knock yourself out under with my world how do I go into your will then show you what your world is like this is the process of real evaded with another person so there's a partial that's the whole avoid to hell with it so I mean you can realize this so she realized the only way this is to see if he is to the first news Yago this tutorial and to feel my kids and to feel real but you're such a quote mistake was he thought he to do it himself meaning what yet so he didn't have the ability to reach in and get rid of his structure and go he exhausted Bob or Ursula smash him he recognized that has to come to a place this looking at him than a higher than famous so he recognized he has to instill in this he has to reach this boy through something different but he felt he could do it himself more rhythmical know if Yaakov knows what's happening to him it's not going to work if he is good it's gonna do it it's gonna be premeditated so therefore it can't work it has to come to somebody who doesn't know what hit him that yet forgive give this Thiago these Hackl won't realize what he was quote manipulated or or sort of what happens in where he it's like and he tries to do what he can't work but otherwise yes of knew that he had to reach does he says miss mansion so what was wrong with his plan to do it the quoted him us Anglophone a shock when she explained it to you out life she said those words even though he didn't say it to asa which we understand he can't say it to ASA if he tells a sir I want to bring you to a place before you give off gay face it was like Patti let's not go there but know what I mean we have a good relationship she's saying it's like recognizes there has to be a flashing so what was wrong if you'd said we're trying to do it by himself since you recognized what he has to rank so the VAR tier is that you talks recognition was valid and genuine and the attempt is extremely virtuous in the sense that we embraced attempt that's why the toilet is so elaborate about it the issue was not that it's hook was misinformed but that it's hook was naive or that it's hook was indifferent or whatever like you know Lisa was out for lunch and his words was it's at the edge man of history mitts on Hashem's Cashman the herb mock if an ace of situation Yitzhak saw ace of four who ace of really really was from Yitzhak's world and yet sucks one thing says he's looked at ace of know my Lola motto that gaze is very precious because without that you can't sublimate a self on the other hand there was another ace of and that is the ace of whose completely detached from it and that ace of would have taken that energy that needs her gave him and abused it and squandered it or the other way around there wouldn't have been an ace of lessons so their form it's not that it sucks plan even though it's an ideal plan in actuality has to come through Yaakov but we're not going to deal agenda my Z to explain and say oh it's just a foolish mistake no it's Luke's plan remains the plan the question is how is it going to happen risk is the one who accesses mari says in your vom is about a man and a woman the man produces the wheat she takes the wheat and makes it edible she took it sucks a vision and said to get suck let's make this work you know men are dreamers right you come home I'm gonna take over the world I'm gonna make a company tomorrow we're gonna be billionaires by next year yeah one second let's figure out how to how to do this the first thing is you got a the first thing is ah yeah you have to stop dreaming in other words your risk is a voyeur was to channel to channel the energy in a workable way in the real world and in the real world in the real world it has to come through Yaakov because clip is not in the position where it could figure out its beauty if it does not surrender to a vision of kedusha as long as a sub does not surrender to a vision of Yaakov there's no way he will really be able to figure out how much potential there is in him you have to have that moment of transcendence which is a moment of pain or a moment of discipline it's all there in you but if you're not ready to surrender to discipline to a higher space it can't come out in you it just won't come out in you and that's why ultimately it has to go through Yaakov associate avant 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