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Shalom fellowship today. I would never
let this happen, but I'm not able to
make the fellowship live. One of our
dear friends, our old nextoor neighbors
before moving to the Arugo farm, whose
children grew up with our children,
invited me in Tahila to the wedding of
their oldest son. So, I made this video
so we wouldn't miss a week learning
together. And the truth is, it's a
really deep teaching. The para starts
right off with the tables turning. Moses
had complained to God asking, "Why have
you made it so hard for the people of
Israel? Since I came to Pharaoh, it's
made things worse. The people of Israel
aren't just suffering. It's as hard as
it's ever been for them." And then Moses
is told by God, "Watch out. I'm going to
get involved now, and you're going to
see what I'm about to do to Pharaoh in
Egypt." And in this week's para, after
the suffering reached its peak, the
secret that has kept Israel alive for
all time is revealed. Exodus 6:es 2 and
3 God Elohim spoke to Moses and said to
him, "I am the Lord. I am Hashem. I
appeared to Abraham, to Isaac, and to
Jacob as El Shadai, but with my name
Hashem, I did not make myself known to
them." So from the first verse, Elohim
spoke to Moses and said, "I am Hashem."
What is that about? In English, it
sounds totally different. By the way, it
sounds kind of cool. It's like, "And God
spoke to Moses and said, "I am the
Lord." It sounds like God is saying,
"Moses, I'm the boss. I'm the master of
all things. Watch out." But in Hebrew,
something else is being said. Something
totally different. It's revealing to us
the reality of God in the world. And
Elohim spoke to Moses. Elohim is the
name of judgment. It's the name that
represents the raw powers of the
universe that operate through strict
laws of nature, physics, biology. In
that way, Elohim is the divine name that
expresses God as the judge, the governor
of reality. Hashem relates to the world
through law, structure, justice. The
side of God that kind of holds creation
together, accountable for truth, measure
for measure, consequences. Nothing is
random. Everything has a cause and
everything has an effect. Your choices,
well, they will make consequences and
objective justice determines the
outcome. There is right, there is wrong.
Moral clarity and clear boundaries
between good and evil, that's Elohim.
Choose wisely because a wrong choice
will have consequences. So, Hashem
appears to Moses as Elohim. The
Israelites are enslaved. The brothers
sold Joseph into slavery. They were
successful outsiders and threatened the
empire. A new Pharaoh arose and enslaved
the people. Maybe the children of Israel
should have packed up, moved back to the
land of Israel instead of staying in the
comfort and luxury. Maybe it's the
consequence that a stronger nation will
always enslave the weaker nation.
Survival of the fittest and Egypt is the
fittest of them all. So the Jews by the
laws of nature will end up persecuted,
enslaved, and suffer the consequences of
being a small and different people. So
Elohim speaks to Moses and says, "I am
Hashem." In Jewish thought, Hashem
represents the God revealed through
Rahamim, through love, compassion,
closeness, and mercy. We've spoken about
this so many times. And here it's
revealed to us right before redemption
that this secret had to be revealed.
Hashem is the name that speaks not only
about what is true, but to the divine
compassion behind the truth. the loving
presence that stays close, that nurtures
the soul, that makes room for chuva, for
repentance, for healing, for growth. And
Hashem is the name of Chuva, which means
that no matter what you've done wrong,
according to the strict laws of nature,
you're lost. But according to God's law,
to Chuva, to Hashem's name, you can turn
your life around because God's love
overpowers any system or laws of nature
that are in place. Hashem is the name of
chuva, the name of return. Meaning, no
matter what you've done, no matter what
the laws of nature, what should happen
next, you can turn your life around.
You've made bad choices. And with bad
choices come bad consequences. In Chuva,
Hashem says you can rebuild. You can
restore. You can come back. And so
because God's love
is the essence of life, it's deeper than
the system of laws that governs the
world. Hashem is the soul of this world.
And before redemption begins, Moshe is
shown the deepest secret, the formula of
Amuna. The judgment is not outside of
God. exile, Egypt, slavery. It's not
random. Even the crushing weight of
reality, the pain, the obstacles, the
hardships, the delays, the suffering,
even when it feels like life is just
faceless, strict justice of the world.
Elohim says,
"I am Hashem." The hard times are not
God against you. They are God with you.
Sometimes hidden, sometimes it's severe.
But times have purpose
because there's nothing outside of him.
Oil,
no enemy outside of him, no force
outside of him, no setback outside of
him. So when we read those words, Elohim
spoke to Moses and said, "I am Hashem,"
we are being taught how to look at our
lives. When you feel pressure, when you
feel boxed in, when the world feels
harsh and unfair, when reality feels
like it's closing in, don't assume
that God is distant. Sometimes Elohim is
speaking. But the message beneath is
always the message of Hashem. I am
Hashem. I am here. I am with you. And
everything, even this is for the good.
But the final truth of redemption,
it's like there is nothing outside of
Hashem. Hashem is Elohim. That's what we
say at the end of Yom Kipur. And the
moment you realize that and you really
internalize that in life, the pain
becomes much less. It stops being
meaningless. It's a part of a journey.
It becomes refinement. It becomes the
beginning of kula, beginning of
redemption. But sometimes the justice of
this world is just too heavy. It's too
heavy for little old me to carry. And
sometimes the weight of strict reality
just feels unbearable. And in those
moments, it's not only hard to accept
God's judgment. It's hard to see Hashem
behind the hardship at all. That's why
we call it panim, a hidden face. God is
there, but he feels hidden. He's close,
but you can't see him. So, what do we do
then? What do we do in a reality when we
feel so far away from God and we only
see just the strict reality of justice
that's coming hard on us. The very next
verse gives the answer. I appeared to
Abrak and Yakov as El Shadai, but with
my name Hashem, I did not make myself
known to them. Exodus 6:3.
What does it mean that the patriarchs
didn't know Hashem?
Cuz the Torah, knowing is never just
intellectual. It's not facts. It's not
theology. Knowing means intimacy, a
relationship, a lived experience. Like
the Torah says, Adam knew Eve. That's a
meaning, a bond that's so deep it
produces life. So, Hashem is saying
something really shocking. The avote,
the patriarchs, they believed in me.
They loved me. They trusted me but they
did not experience me as Hashem because
that can only be revealed through time.
Hashem's name Yudhe V
is the name that carries time itself. It
is past, present and future. Haya Hov
and Y together. Timeless
reality is Hashem's name. the reality
that's beyond time, beyond the system,
beyond the laws of nature. That is
Hashem. Hashem is God revealed in
history. He's the master of destiny, the
keeper of promises. He's the one who
writes meaning into time itself.
Araken and Yakov knew God was loving,
but they didn't get to see the love
unfold. They received promises. They
walked with faith. They planted seeds
that they would never harvest. They
believed in redemption that they would
never see. In other words, they knew
Hashem, but they didn't yet know Hashem.
Not only you know him when the promise
finally becomes real. And now after
hundreds of years of slavery, God tells
Moshe,
"I am Hashem. Your fathers waited. They
hoped. They trusted. But now is the
moment when my love will no longer just
be believed in. It's going to be
revealed. Now you will see in time. Now
you will know. Now you'll have a
relationship.
And that becomes the first message of
redemption and maybe the deepest message
of our generation. Sometimes judgment
can only be understood as compassion
with time. In the moment it feels like
judgment. It feels like loss. It feels
like Hashem is hiding. October 7th.
What's going on? But Hashem is teaching
Moshe. He's teaching us no that Elohim
is Hashem. You need to know Hashem's
essence is only revealed in time. The
more time that passes, the more of a
bird's eyee view that we get, the more
godly eye view we get, we see the world
with Messiah eyes, that's when we can
see God's love only over time. In the
moment, there's just the moment. And
that moment sometimes can be really
painful. Can't see the love yet, but we
can trust that in time, Hashem will
reveal it. That's what was being
revealed to us 3,000 years ago. To know
that Elohim is Hashem, to know that
Hashem's love is revealed only in time.
That's the beginning of redemption. The
story of redemption from Egypt. It's the
story of our lives. It's the blueprint
for life itself. And when the times are
hard, it's teaching us to have amuna to
hold on to time because Hashem elohim
Hashem is God is justice is the
hardship. And with time, you'll see
Vado there's nothing outside of him.
Everything is for the good. And so may
we be blessed as the people of Israel
are being redeemed. We too should see
full redemption in our days. Bye guys.
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