When the Ego Becomes Holy - Likkutei Torah Bamidbar "Vayedaber" #6

the yeshiva dotnet so the summation of peda gimel of $1 dis that one cannot reach and experience the ultimate of toyota which is the year ago dialer the year law the higher year which comes from the fact that the neshamah the muzzle of the neshamah experiences the ain't safe the infinity size of kilometer unless the person brings forth first the lower level of year a year a Tata which represents the situs amalaki mallet the commitment of the relationship the commitment to Kiama mitzvahs m'appelle Hamish just like the condition the prerequisite for the new soohyun first you have an external connection but it's the framework it's the commitment it's the ring that demonstrates a powerful potent relationship that then allows for a yield pinning me for an internalized intimate relationship to blossom and develop within a safe environment that will not be breached will not be violated will not be abused and that's why we say cut Shana be mitzvah safe and then the same Calcagno Bucyrus Eartha Kitt Duchenne happens through mitzvahs and be an intimacy happens through understanding of Tara so there is a main hero in karma without year a year at Tata there will not be karma this is the year of Kabbalah so mitzvahs and then there is a main karma in here without hokhmah siter there will not be the higher year a law by martin tighter the jewish people experience the ain't safe without year at our table because he didn't have mitzvahs yet but that was a gift but they understood then that for generations for eternity the way this will be able to be experienced is through the system of nasa Venetia meaning the seder avoid has to be first nasa which is here at AA and then nish ma which is torah which is the prerequisite to yuri law and that's the nasa that call was before before the nisshin and that's why bicurious my cause I'll say you can't have parachuters China without partial Nia Pasha Regina is Toyota machine on table wanaka partially ax is mitzvos parishoners like you a law party Shania's URI Tata so just to clarify parser you would say surprised China should come second because you first need NASA but then it could be is that creation and it could have creation Missouri law that's done it that's why you start off with partner shiner but we're emphasizing that you cannot just have year a law there's gonna have to be an element of yuri tatar so there has to be also kabbalah cell mitzvahs even though in creation attacker comes second but the point is that korea Sh'ma the focus is here in LA but nonetheless is no year a law if it's divorced from here at etaf its divorced from mitzvahs because you don't have the environment in order in which this year a law can be experienced because know in previous dominating the previous parts of darvany apparently are connected to here at the top but even in crush my itself we're you already focused on yuri law even there cuz i'll tell us that you have to have partially sign it together with wash me a-- there's a void from the COTS Kariba it's not mom is the same word well-adjusted it's reminiscent of it in some ways he says we say in korea Sh'ma for how you at very mellow sure knows him itself i am i love often later also Vasantha mr. Vora allah al lavaca after the cops killed her dad should have said place these words in your heart not on your heart right i'll tell you i want these words should go into your heart they should enter your heart they shouldn't sit on your heart see answers as follows he says most days human the human heart is not open there's no way that these words are penetrating your heart they are not entering into your hearts the heart is plugged closed sealed the question is with seven locks with a hundred locks with a security lock that nobody is gonna break or with maybe a little bit of a easier lock to break through but a lock there is so all Hashem asks of the person is well how you have our email action item itself I am Oliver you pile up the words on top of your heart he says so on top of your heart is gonna be a huge mountain of words one day your heart is gonna open up if there was something there before it will all go right into your heart if there was nothing there the heart will open up the heart will be open but there will be nothing to enter into the heart because you did not do the prep work before so in many ways one cannot expect you know in other words to really emotionally emotionally penetrate the person well the Maya the way it affects emotions there's Maya the cerebral just you know Scholastic a computer as a type of understanding of Allah he means that you emot-- from it it excites you it it moves you you're enthusiastic about you so he says the qivana is not always to emote but sometimes when you process real information it sits there and when that day will come and you will open up ah it will all settle it but if you don't have anything there your heart will open up you'll get very emotional you'll cry you'll weep you'll feel this cosmic oneness or spiritual ecstasy but ultimately there will be nothing tangible that lasts after the heart closes up the heart let's say opens up for an hour say for a day remember your mama schlocky closes back up what's left nothing it was like a moment you know you feel people have spiritual moments of meditation of transcendence these are things that people have you know especially sensitive people spiritual people but what are you gonna fill it with you need something to fill it with in many ways I would say that's condition indecision condition is not yet you know the committee but it's the framework it's the commitment that allows that when you're open and when you allow yourself to the other person it will be able to work because there is a loyalty there's a trust as a commitment but without it you know people sometimes are capable of emotional intimacy but it's very hard to create an everlasting commitment of being in a day I'm because it comes in and goes it comes in it goes oh yeah payday payday Hey oh yeah he leaves that Shiva Martin Taylor the second column on 32 oh yeah Alicia by Martin teshon Matt and tight Lia's Gilly Roxane alien Barack Obama lubbers Birkhoff my Allah my Allah they say that his counselors were saying the tree is avoider why they smear asari messiaen she was just full of my hustle Karma's become even though the his galas of Matt and Tyler was as a gift as he said his service in the way low not according to the regular Seder avoider nonetheless there was still some preparation what was the preparation the sphere assignment to the Jewish people counted it's true they there was no Mitzvah spheres I am her then but the seven weeks actually as dear on famously says that they then doves awesome that they actually counted they anticipated the days so the seven weeks that was that was the preparation Zion she was to spread law from a whole farm is becoming you should count seven seven days I mean seven seven weeks for Indian came a finishing in Street assignment or the Consul mysterious America Peter Svidler Milosh Nara the wood sphere amines account but it also comes from the word sapphire array a light a glow like Evans a Paris a Firestone it's a uniquely glowing the diamond so sphere sphere assignment means not only the count of the Eimer but the shining the glow behind newer artists vom shockers l homer sphere summer means you bring in light you you you you create a flow of energy to the ointment what's the I mer OMA was a measurement of flower which came in our item from barley which is Michael Bahama because I'll tell us the mission and sight then Amari M saw him in the beginning hit them as Michael Adam and Saroyan barley is animal father so sphere assignment means to bring light to the oiler what does it mean to the I meant to Michael by him and I know he uses an official Bahamas bazillion missus activities on as fast as women the Euler which comes from barley which is the food of the animal from which she lives represents the life of the animal soul which are her natural meters her natural inclinations because food gives us the nutrients from which from which we create our which enter into our bloodstream yeah Dom Huan efforts that's how we live so the heels of the nefesh a Bahamas is represented by its food and this is expressed in her seven natural middle asia several natural emotions that extends from her that that that arcs that express her so that void of sphere summer is spirit to bring light into the life of the animal salt into all of her seven minutes but sorrowful hydration elizabeth i want what to illuminate them to light them up and to refine them zack zack Lana's from the words it all the sack like chemin Zayas off clear refinement zip elizabeth shed tienen as well as women is the condition that they should be included in other words they should become aligned with the holy midlist like we say in the positive area of massage i'm a module of angora party Ferris van aides of rawhide so that the middle east EVs and after sure mama should become aligned with the Middle's of holiness the penises Scalia this happened either in the model of a Scalia or in the model of is happenin a scarf II would mean subjugation ASAP who would mean transformation which are two models in a vine assertion sometimes you subdue Amida and sometimes you actually reorient it you redefine it you harness it in a very positive direction you don't subdue it subdue it means you say no to it you say this is not for me at the moment I understand I feel this way but it's not where we're going it's Hopkins already a higher mode will you transform it in other words you take it and you reorient them into the positive you recognize its positive skills its positive opportunities and you you transform it you change it so that's and both models exist constantly in a way the system sometimes were called on to do Escoffier and sometimes we're called on to do is happen this Kathy comes in the word lift voice - I say right - compel force subdue it sadly comes in the word van Apple who to transform laughs partner Mahabad bhai no I damn chuckles are you mean the ziffel of the mythos happens that they themselves are transformed by stats when we say hey yo my method lemon how your member shaney yo he represents revelation the composite says informations vehicular Kim Allah oil join Hashem define the light as the day in other words day represents light sure who essentially this is I'm Chavez Kaufman la barra ho in order to illuminate the nefesh a Bahamas mythos it's to bring forth karma Allah Hashem is wisdom Viserys a ruler hama - holy omaha - order - hi Patricia this is a light a little light expels a lot of darkness this light of calm is called a rosetta juruá it's the light and the Zehra Zehra the seed that's planted in the condition of the nefesh of the kiss which can then transform the animal soul in other words the light that's planted that sown Zorua and the godly soul can transform the chaotic einem of the nefesh obamas Rahzel mayhawk he'll hemorrhage by coma that's why the posit says you should start counting from what this when the sickle hits the stalk her mace is the sickle come as the stalk of grain you harvest the grain with a sickle the barley and then you start counting the Omer because they would harvest it the McSally the first night of Pesach I mean meaning to Zionists and that night and the next morning they would offer it in the base I mean - and we would start counting the second day of Pesach we start counting hermes is my lotion ha current agreement the care mace means a sickle which which cuts down the harvest from the word wise ahem is called the sickle so the word half Korean hey them haven't means to destroy them because the sickle cuts down the gray comma hain Hamid ashamed commas become nice abyssal um done by my medium for closet Batak fun but even kill Dyson comma which literally means the standing stalks of green also represents the meters because the middle stand and their firm with a tremendous moment they're very powerful and firm and if you don't affect them the way they are in their nature they seem unchangeable they seem mighty sorry long if a lay of Karma's a person needs to lift up a sickle the patinas had him tell him I'm not Christian allow me attack the solution the mid-ice are not as Ashton Stone as they may seem one can take a sickle and elevate them literally remove them from their from their soil and elevate them and sublimate them that they should become part of the mid-race of condition so a person's mid-ice although we have very strong emotions so it's face value the emotion is a comma its it stands erect and one doesn't feel that they can change it they can reorient that they could refine it they could subdue it because when we have an emotion it sometimes becomes mentally overwhelming and there's nothing else outside of the emotion because we don't see it in the context of a larger picture the emotion completely takes us over you know that right you still don't have an emotion you're hurt somebody tells you something and you let's say your spouse or somebody else close to you says that says to you something and you get this overwhelming emotion of hurt or of anger or frustration or of the spear or whatever it is hatred animosity all the Midnight's that their natural animal soul experiences so what does one do don't just surrender to it and succumb to it you have to approach it with a sickle what does it mean approach it with a sickle I probably with the sickle means you have to be able to look what's behind the meter you have to be able to see what underlies the meter and then ultimately you could learn how to transform it or sometimes you just have to learn to ignore it that's called yes up scarfie means you'd ignore it its upcoming you transform it sometimes you're not capable of transforming it but it doesn't mean you have to embrace it and sanctify it doesn't mean you have to start breaking windows or hollering or screaming or quitting just because you had an emotion scarf you would mean now I ignore its aapke would mean you go into it and you ultimately realize that it's not evil essentially there's a certain energy that it is feeding off upon and if you could trace it back to its source to its source that's the zero or viscera Zora if you can go back to the seed of your emotion if you can go back to the seed in other words where it comes from what its original source you may find it's actually coming from a very innocent and positive space and therefore actually in the right context and with the right help that very emotion could become a catalyst and a springboard for a positive relationship as those who work on themselves intensely know very well from their own life right you know we're not talking about it bring yeah in other words here we're talking about that the nefesh on behalf every person has an animal salt and the animals so like an animal functions basically with 7 meters festival Tavares that's a high decided Malthus Spheeris Armour is the first thing is you take a sickle to the grain and you harvest it that's the beginning of the avoid that before counting is serious sorry what does this represent psychologically in a person's life we all have our personalities that are erect they're like stalks of grain and when you look at the stalks of grain they look very impressive but of course a wind sways them back and forth but they still remain in one space so sometimes a person has certain emotions and they never change they always get upset about the same things by the same people by the same situations they're always jealous from the same people from the same situations their fill of annoyance or hate or frustration or not I'm a city or envy for different forms of jealousy they're always suffering from insecurity or lack of confidence or whatever it is issues of selfishness or narcissism this has said as Buddhists affairs because it means they have you know excessive love no boundaries hua is very harsh very selfish no ability to connect and so on and so forth to Ferris is manipulative nuts of his ambition with no boundaries how it is they feel like a schemata I'm talking about emotions of the animal soul that are not essentially negative but they could be harnessed and they could be expressed in very destructive ways so the worst thing is not to take a sickle in other words to believe that this is who you are and this is we were destined to be and you just have to make peace with it so the idea of serious armor is that you take the same race from the word half-frame to remain and you bring them to the comma and you know that there is a possibility to affect these myth this either is scoff you means they don't have to take over your life or as happily they can even be transformed into something very positive and powerful because each me that comes from a core the animal is not evil by nature right as in essence it may be cute it's just an animal so if it's not trained you know if your dog is not trained to become a monster as everybody knows if an animal is not trained it could take over your whole life and decides that it's the master and so on and so forth so the nefesh obamas needs to be educated and disciplined and refined and it's meters have to be uplifted well in order to make it good you first have to ignore it because if there's no ignoring it it could just take over a life if you're norming it is a big avoid ignoring it is not repression ignoring it means I choose not to allow this to become the defining model of Who I am ignoring the certain mean that means let's say as I give you once an example if you're driving in your car and you start you sitting by your steering wheel and there's a voice in the back seat take the red light take the red light take the red light okay do you have to listen to the voice no you tell them thank you but no thank you there's a truck coming and thank and you thank God that you're sitting at this theory at the steering wheel and not him but now I have a question what of that voice is in you there's a voice in you take the red light take the red light what do you have to do what you have to do is you have to say you know what that voice is not gonna be given the steering wheel that voice is gonna be quarantined it's gonna be defined as a voice so this is the story of life we have voices all day one voice says she hates me he hates me this will never happen I we don't realize what those voices are because we think we are our voices it takes a lot of work to distinguish between you and your voices you are not your voices you are not your thoughts the thought that this is a terrible marriage is a thought doesn't mean it's a terrible marriage it's a thought that it's a terrible marriage remember that thoughts are not all of reality thoughts are thoughts ah fine but it's outside of you but my point is even a voice inside of you is outside of you what do I mean outside of you it's not the whole picture it's not the whole self if I learned to do this and I learned to train myself this way I can identify if I have a deep issue with insecurity or a deep issue with I'm not comfortable with myself so whenever somebody criticizing mitts criticizes me my original thought is they're horrible they're evil I can't be in their presence really what I'm saying is not that they're evil and I can't be in their presence I feel so much pain because their words triggered my sense of inadequacy you understand but I don't say that because my nefesh a Bahamas has not been trained to be open to that truth because it's it's hard it's embarrassing all I'm trying to do is he's horrible I want to cut off every relationship how was I going to help it's just putting a band-aid or much more honest identification is I am really hurt now why am I hurt it's by what he said it's by what I heard him say but why did I hear him say this that happens to do completely with me and has to do with my own sense of inadequacy so what if I could go and confront that what if I feel you can go to the imagine you're close to this person you can tell this person you know I have this in this issue and what you set trigger it so now what you're actually doing is this very emotion becomes a catalyst and a springboard for tremendous growth and it really turns out that the emotion is coming from your innocence your vulnerability you want to have value now having value is not an evil thing so the emotion of hate I'm gonna Astra sighs you I'm cutting you out of my life because you always say things that destroy me and suddenly you see no no you were just an innocent child asking to have significance and value if you go through this process this is called as hapa because the next time or maybe the next month or the next year this emotion will be experienced very differently the same emotion but it was transformed why because you went back to the seed you went back to the scene you went back to the source of it you look at a big tree it's a big monster but really comes from a very pure innocent seed and the seed is a whole different picture that's the power of us happen but that's a very big avoid at first you have to start with the SCAF Ian it's Coffea means this is coming this emotion is coming from a lower part of myself and I don't want him to have the try the steering wheel that's it I'm not transforming the emotion I'm just identifying which part of me is speaking and do I want that part to rule my life if I have an addiction and the addiction has powerful emotions this is exactly what I need right now I have nothing else in my world I cannot get rid of the addiction at the moment I can do is hospital right now may be many years and even then got to be very careful real people in recovery will always identify themselves as addicts I remember I was once at an ad shove at all for recovery so somebody got up and he said you know welcome what is it whatever they say I am I am so-and-so and I'm part of the program everybody applauds so he's been sober for 41 years 41 years I went over to master and I said you called yourself an addict you said I am an addict for this and this but you're sober 41 years I'll never forget what he said robbery Jacobson the day I stopped calling myself an addict I will become an advocate the day I stopped calling myself an addict in other words the day I take my recovery for granted I'm a healthy person that's the day I will become an addict why because I will ignore the devil I have to tell myself every day that there's a devil in me that's about to destroy me and I stand with a gun the moment I put down my gun I will be done I will die I will be defeated now that's a very very mature and genuine observation in life it's tragic but it's also noble it's heroic it's heroic and Tanya the Valentina says America DMO because I'll say myself Danida I feel the coal or oil of olay mm la casa de gata hey beignet ha ha Russia she says why this is not a good thing for self-confidence right we know if Tati mommy who teaches your Shiva revi much gear says you're a wonderful Barker you look in the rain say no no I'm horrible I'm evil it's not a good thing he says something beautiful he says doesn't say hey benicar russia says hey bayonet ha car Russia and he explains that a person should always remember that he has a condition never take your behavior for granted and believe that you're essentially liberated from all negative voices and influences and because the moment that happens you talk are gonna form not that you should look at yourself as a bad person you should understand that you're capable of crossing the red line at any minute I once told a my son at one of them Mona sure it's a very powerful story especially with me some recent news that it's a little disturbing a litter or a lot disturbing there was a I heard this from a paisa can a Chester all Forrester's there was a pile of ever sadiq and Paulin are good to hear it was a holy man and he was a widower so they had a buckler who stayed with him she shouldn't be alone he also had a maid a shiksa Polish non-jewish woman who worked in the house she was an elderly woman in her 70s one night it was winter in Poland the bucket ELLs there ever is there ever he has to go do something for 20 minutes and I'll be right back so he leaves the house he comes back 20 minutes later and this man who's 90 years old I've been Paulin is standing outside and it's freezing it's on winter night in Poland the poor man he has a coat but it's a thin coat then he's trembling he goes over to go to the apologi said he says I didn't know you're gonna come out to stay outside I'm so sorry I would have not left why did you stay outside he says it's usually did the shiksas in the house and see for the mama to be in the house he says it ever let's face it you are 90 years old she is 75 years old and let's face it she's not Esther homonka she's an old woman and not very you know beautiful physically what's what's the what's of Shasha she looks at him and he said baka no neither she says with mine yet Sahara in Finnish Minard very young who's ashamed with my age Sahara in five minutes I become young and she becomes beautiful now I think that's a beautiful story the reason it's a beautiful story is because he was a weir of human nature Damaris is a NAPA troupis lar is the moment you start believing you're liberated you sometimes become the greatest slave that's why you always have to have this model of a ska fear always does the ability are we the millet is say there's a voice but you know what I'm choosing not to follow it it's not the reflection of the self ignoring is a good thing repressing is not a good thing there's a difference between ignoring and repressing separating not ignoring separating very good what we call boiler boiler it is a very good thing it's one of the malakas in the Michigan not for Shabbos but all week you have to do boiler but it means separating this is Silas and this is myself nothing wrong you have a mixture break that's why you have a mind to be boiler Shabbos button is awesome but the middle of the week but it is a feel that's what boiler is in fact the body is doing boyar most of the day and most of the night what do you think your body is doing we eat all the junk in the world and then the body is busy doing boiler our poor bodies have to constantly respond to our poor choices the body's always ok this is good this is going to the basic he said but emotionally we're always doing Byron its caffee is burner and it's a very deep avoider to be able to say this is Silas and therefore it's not me or it's not it's me but it's not all of me and it's not who I want to be because it's not my essence it's a lower me it's my official Bahamas that's boiler that's a very deep avoid you always have to have that is haka is I actually get into the emotion I trace it back to its original source I come to realize that it's manifestation may be negative but it's poor is not negative and if I can actually reorient an insurance for me you typhus so P Russia means he said like a beta me in other words that it's not that he's a Russia he may not be a Russian it may be exotic actually but karashi means that he shouldn't think that he's completely liberated from the voices in him that any moment can turn him into a rush this is why I said history about the ad the moment he says I'm not a Nana in other words I'm free we tell him nas Itamar says you tell another score is hurt the caramel a secret don't go near the vine yard vineyard why the hail appeared because my yet so hot in five minutes in five minutes now real Jews know this very well about themselves they know that in five minutes everything changes ah he's on top of the world the top of the world then tomorrow is on bottom of the world that's how it is why because you don't stand guard every minute - what's going on inside you can lose everything and this is what happens it happens no person no person is immune to these situations this is the role of Escoffier to choose and then this is hapa you don't have to choose you actually transform in a way you embrace it you embrace it are we always capable of a SAP no this times risk our fear thanks for softness it was a week since Mariah and Lawson love it it sees Messiah must keep Borah harm they ran away why'd they run away because it was part of them well I said love it says Lloyd but it wasn't a little P and B sugar Wanaka steve-o share you won't have to run cuz you don't have to run he seems to be saying that there aren't they that they run from themselves you could take a Jew out of mitts tribe you can't take Messiah man of the Jew right will say you could take the Jews out of Russia can take Russia under the Druze could take godless you could take a Jew out of ability can take them you could take mature Ali because then you're out of its time but my shrine is inside so you have to run you're always running you're running from yourself from a part of yourself well I said love it'll be transformation so it says lately pause until a son will live in me no no Santa alaikum kima Sherwin and yet my skin you see is my family my summer Shia even when she ever comes that we say in the Haggadah you may say yeah column has a column FIF the love with oh my summers yes what's the finish the signatures that even when the time of his happy which is lost lover we're still gonna recall the moments of Ascar fear because scarfy has a tremendous nobility to it as a tremendous Majesty to it it has something that is happen doesn't have it's happening away is much harder but also it's means you're a transformed person the scarfie has something that is happen doesn't have and that is that within your state of unholiness you're still holy and that's a very powerful idea it's like that means of Shabbos and weekdays Shabbos there's nobody weekdays with in a state of Boyer with in a state of Silas you still are an IVA - I'm and if you bring godliness into a place of on holiness which has a unique Majesty all of its own so Vahini colorscience Shavuos all the seven weeks came the premise no karma shall never shall the kiss you my eight Sahara beneficial bahamas Lisa scarfy this after when we finished also loose my Kamala motto keep it hot Mesmer you the honor of Martin toyota's the seven weeks of Styria summer is the War of the nefesh shall the kiss with the eighth Sahara and the nefesh eponymous the it's a harder than negative inclination and the animal soul to create both the scarfy and this happen the scarf you means has explained the ability to separate the ability to subdue and its hapless to transform and all over this Commerce Minister specialist Mike Holcomb automatically Bahamas barillo the power to elevate and refine the animal soul always comes from karma desire says Mahatma is burrito all Boyer all beavers the word Boyer select clarify separate comes from hakama and and this is all mcginnises starless meaning the evolution of the divine energy which always begins with Hockman then goes down bina s and current affairs etc so this is all from a stylist from hakama and below because the B restarts from karma acid Maron will come after the end of the war the gamma V net circle astronauts when it's a colossally means iron with the shaft even look optional our knee on a person finished and was victorious of all the enemies meaning the seven natural middle is to conquer them and to subdue them as I may love him a male M is galih rotten alien Baraka then automatically and on its own the Divine Will gets revealed to Allah my Allah my Allah Megadrive starless that will which is beyond his social is beyond the evolution of the world through a sieve of Calallen that which encompasses and transcends all the worlds of wash of Oh Masha that equates the higher in the lower so in other words after that void exists today generally the system is NASA Venetian our first NASA then nish my you a Tatar the near a look even by martin Tyler we started off with you in law because there were no mitzvahs they still prepared themselves seven weeks which the seven weeks is dealing with the meters all the seven meters of the animals solos fire to Mecca to make them glow smarten for the word sapphire to make them glow with sphere a summer which is you bring in light to your animal food to the peace of your animal you shine light on the life force of your animal soul that's what sphere assignment means it's a beautiful it's a beautiful piece fira you shine a light on the oiler on the food of your animal meaning I am Aries Michael Bahama it's barley on the energy of the animal you shine a light and you illuminate it you elevated you sublimated either through a scarf you through it's Africa when this is done so then came Martin Taylor what's Martin theta the ability to be able to experience the divine will which is completely beyond any structure and restriction relatable to the world that shove Amara cotton of a goggle so first he starts off with the beer all the way of his all the Midnight's which comes from Kozma and then automatically you have the ghillie of size of kilometer in Azula Shire stromal and once a person experiences the revelation of saving there's no war anymore key NASA a coil echoed cuz everything is one Oh malicious Arab Nasser should say Akkad Lee hoodie is bara and from where it should say robbing everything becomes a ratio Syosset for God's unity we learnt about the forest areas of Sabbath originally speaking our zilla's Azusa say often and then you have you have ma computer you have Carmel establishes our album which is this world you have different areas but in the ultimate place of Soviet Kalam and then you have the ultimate Jerusalem all the multiplicity becomes one private domain which represents God's unity so there's no more anymore there's normal comma a battle exists only when there's two forces that compete with each other but well down here it's just Arab Missa when you're going up from here you start off with Robin everything that's fragmented everybody's on their own and then the higher the closer you get to the core the more private the more one is there is so in this place does absolutely normal comma because there's no opposition the home will come exists only when a person does not feel the presence of Hashem in them the moment the person feels the presence of Hashem in them then there's no battle between the two souls there's no battle between these myths and those images because one could clearly see the size of kawaman which is several martial occult and mucosal so then there's oneness and harmony that pervades everything so the multiplicity is erisa Robin fragmentation versus a Akkad is oneness when a person reaches a space where they could see the divine perspective the size of kawaman the divine perspective which has even transcends the structure of the worlds then there's absolutely no battle anymore normal hama between the various forces in them because they see it all as a singular expression of the divine and there's absolutely not even a differentiation between the two all of them are just from seeing from a divine perspective so that's where there's absolutely normal comma Oh commercial Avery I'll go take a metaphor of body shame be skulkers l'avorton Protima famous komatsuna so the limbs of the body are divided into individual limbs according to their chemistry and makeup Korea Korea biiian the power of sight in the eye is a relish with a rag oh this is a head this is a foot the body is completely fragmented on one level there's so many different organs McCormick's I miss accident but they unite for how you laugh called them and they all become unified the kulamish minor at Sinai and all the parts of the body obey the will of the person so this muscle that when the ruts and a lien gets revealed there's a fuss there's normal Hummer we see also by a person in the will of a person the kiya karate name a person we all know when it comes to the body and the soul the souls faculties each chaos isn't closed or manifested in a different limb and that particular limb or organ is created in a way it's designed in a way that it could become a vessel for that particular kaya you cannot smell with your eyes you cannot see with your nose and you cannot run with your mouth just like every a ver every aver has its particular function and the aspect of the brain in the brain you have everything you have the central nervous system but every limb facilitates and brings out and lives out a particular ability that exists in the brain which exists in the soul and is it manifested in the brain so therefore the arm this is the brilliance of biology of physiology of the body is created every aver every literally every a behavior of all the 248 organs in the body are orchestrated their chemistry is in a way that they could become facilitators of this particular function and the brilliance of it is dazzling nothing superfluous nothing missing exactly what it needs in order to be able to express a particular kayak or particular function that ultimately exists in the soul but is manifested through this particular area so the kidney does its thing and the pancreas does this thing and the does it sting and of course the heart does its thing and the nose does it whether it's the outside a Varnum of the inside of our then you have the power of will the Koyuk of Rutzen is not limited to any particular space in the body a person decides he wants to go somewhere shopping well he wants to go somewhere to meet somebody for an appointment so because of this Rutzen his legs start moving he starts walking and he goes there so which limb decided to walk his legs decided to walk so you'll say his brain his brain decided to walk wanted to walk and therefore and therefore he therefore he walks but it's something that directly affects all the volume of the body all the bottom of the body are are affected and reflected from that drugs that they are affected by that toxin in other words Ruxin is not limited to a particular raver you want something so every organ of the body a healthy body obeys the Ruxin of the person obeys the will of the person so it's not a kayak protein not individual carriers in a particular a ver whether the arm or the leg but this is taquoia quale it's a general kind of the defines all of the elements of the body and where they're all United so he says counsel that is marshal this gallows Rutzen alien barnacle Coulomb is an awesome tank asada kedusha the ear hood gamma believes superior castration yeah so when the rats and alley and gets revealed everything goes on the kedusha with complete unity without any pirate just like in the Gulf the whole Gulf all the different a volume of the Gulf are all united be is good grammar in the sense of that they are all committed to the ruts in I'm a person that's the power of will power of a will is a macabre myth the flare arts nothing stands in the way of will when a person wants something so ultimately all of the varam respond because all of them are influenced by the power of we'll all of them surrender to the power of the will and even if the person is not in the mood in other words it may be difficult for a particular limb may be difficult to move I'm not in the mood of walking I'm not in the mood of exercising I'm not in the mood of running I'm not in the mood of meeting you but the power of rough sign is it transcends and that's why it's a muscle for save call Owlman looks like we have mammalian save our malli the muscle is the relationship between the power of the soul to that organ so every organ every limb has its own unique energy that is tailor-made for it Konoha Rutzen encompasses all the limbs of the body if you're in the mood if you want something then your brain your intellectualism will work better you'll understand better if you're interested in learning or reading or work about your running whatever if you're interested in something all the limbs will respond if there's a Rutzen it affects literally every single caiaphas part of it because on that level they're really all all united so when the Rupp's an alien also gets revealed now there's normal calm anymore everything is completely one Rousseau's so that's what happens after spin aside Murr gets nagawa the rocks and the alien the save of Kalama social cost of that's where the posix as impartial a for Cecil actual is flush a modicum missus need vasyatka detain for like sieve needlessly PO that's why it says you should make a holiday of shmoo star sham and what do you give then you give need vasyatka then the dava of your hand the likes even it was Lipka medieval generosity is an emotion say he's a generous person it expresses itself in the hand like everything expresses itself in the hand but essentially maneuver like you say need to vastly boy Hatari comes from the lathe when you say by the Mischka cognitive lay via via but by shoe as the Russian is needless your car shut it chemin vers la vie more gashes by Russia's Holly needless a lathe is felt in the heritage of the heart the yesh Misha Iife and there's always somebody who loves by daya names at Venice little mamas even though it's a great meter but nonetheless it's still my heart my emotion there's still the I bar dyin ain't subpoenas little mamas there's still no complete oneness Oh Peggy Lee Watson alien borrow hobo commercial movers monmouth entire saying when you have the Gili of the road sandelion of Saveur miss gala eruption column item in our life what gets revealed as he rots in the tire than a heart Shana Lake Lake a bully isn't it to us a mortgage researcher Autzen a lien the lathe cannot be a clay cable a receptacle that can grasp and experience the higher will of our Shan so that's why fools doesn't say need of a slip hook because the finish of Lewis was the Gili of ruts and Hellion where there is complete bittle so therefore even a pure heart is not a Kaley to experience it because that is a yesh Musharraf but as I Nick renewed Versailles Aatish astatine may allow miasma so it's called mid-bass yatra in other words he gives to hashem because it's his will it's like the hand gives on its own it's not just limited to his emotion like the hand that responds to the Robson cachet every ethic our shambolic a call could Michael a mccoshen MC home al that's where the puzzle says cash a Beretta casa milà casa the way it comes a Baracus in the world I'm Chaka then the Cena as a result from the ham shock of above Hanks in which there were some shaky will be shoe is come and stay a family that's why the bread of shoeless was comets pacer you know let her have comets she was you had to have comets the two loaves of bread they broaden the base immediate rules from comets almond Arkansas whole year was only Maxim left my eponymous matzah only slowest there was a mitzvah to bring basket comments he comments to Washington is NASA's comet is inflated to dull it's exhausted well the pace of us around Hamish Lazar you Nikola Clippers with radically gavvers ragazza Sora I'm pacer kina Lillet have comments because comets nurtures the Clipper the sister al Qaeda which represents arrogance so that's my comment is a certain pace is because arrogance is the source of all negativity all myth is rice and a person come from arrogance arrogance means you don't know your place in this world you don't know who you are you don't know where you are so that is what comets is so smooth Shane can be sewers mission is that for me this activity is virility is the clothes pollution the natural minutes have been refined and they go up to be included in addition and a nice nurse as a little cleaner solution then on the contrary the his master's the sense of exaltedness on Lewis's holy Shih szu is not so see commercial Kosovo gosh I'm not a doula this is an exaltedness that is holy it says to you Hashem is good doula so it's not arrogance when you say Hashem is greatness with harsh I'm gonna do love and what about the fairest this is kaduche it's not anymore negative yes range from you Nikhil the Clipper visitor after the clock there's no nurture that goes to unholiness maximus Gilly rots Analia burrow hooch Allah my Allah my Allah mageddon our stylist because again when this higher will of our Shem save of Kalam and completely beyond the structure of creation gets revealed so then there's no clipper there's no subtraction and then the self the sense of exaltedness is absolutely pure it's absolutely holy there's no uniqueness attractor so sometimes you know there was there's two types of self inflation there's a self inflation that's come at some pace off that's forbidden because that's a self inflation that's actually not healthy for a person it's where the person's arrogance can be him can make him insane can make him could make him foolish when an arrogant person you can't listen to people you can't be accountable you can't say I'm sorry you can't acknowledge mistakes you can't learn anything new you you're overly self-conscious you come because you've become completely obsessed with yourself so therefore a person requires the lack of comments on pace up because if they are in that space and they're not going to challenge it they will ultimately remain in prison or hold-hold their whole life Lewis is a different winner sure Lewis Taska comments why doctor comments because after that valid of Spheeris Ahriman where the person refines the mythos and they reached Monmouth Ontario Santa which is here in LA now the self now the self is an expression of the Divine self of the self as an expression of the Divine self then on the contrary the worth and the value of it is absolutely significant it's the basis of Tara that a person's value is non-negotiable that a person's self-esteem a person's esteem is infinite a person's value is absolute but it's not self esteem as much as its it's divine esteem so to speak we speak a lot about self esteem really the real self esteem is divine esteem or harsh I'm Abdullah but what about the Farris a person is a hella color coming mal a person is a part of our sham so therefore law harsh I'm Abdullah automatically that means that the person is great but why is the person great the person is great not because he on his own is arrogant and here on his own as the master of the world somebody once said about somebody he's a self-made man and he worships his Creator right so we're not talking about that situation we're talking about a human being was completely aligned with his source like the a varam who are committed to the one Rutzen so all of the limits become unified so then there's no sitter after that there's no clipper then the self is an absolute vehicle and a conduit for the divine reality so your comments is like lekars i'm marga doula that's not a bad doula it's not a doula that should be cut down on the contrary to the doula that has to be embraced that has to be elevated so this is generally a clamp that whenever a person is whenever either Sky's is breaking a person is crushing a person and making the person feel valueless then it's not Judaism this cannot be s this cannot be emphasized enough times if in the name of Judaism or religion somebody is being crushed they come out of a conversation with their rabbi or a shiva much gear or themselves and they feel that I am worthless I'm valueless I'm insignificant I'm a loser everybody hates me the world hates me God hates me certainly the people hate me then we're teaching them something wrong what we're trying to that's why that's the point the Komets is the type of you want to get rid of the type of arrogance that doesn't allow you to be able to realize your true esteem your true value your true significance we want to get rid of the camouflage arrogance that is eclipsing and covering up for the real sense of self-worth that comes from the fact that you are so to speak part of God like the limbs of the body every limb is different but nonetheless they're all unified by one rough sign that integrates all of them and they're all part of it and in that sense they're all one all they've are amar one there's actually no differentiation on the level of Rutzen the level of Rutzen pervades all over the Varnum in a uniform in an identical fashion but if it's crushing if it's breaking somebody to the point that they feel that I am worthless there's no I left and they just disappear then there's something off it's not the in disguise it's not Judaism it's a very important idea so even though there is the time when coming to assert because at that point when you're trying to leave Mitzrayim yes you have to know the pitfalls of this exaggerated self-importance where you're not allowing yourself to see clearly your limitations or your addictions or your mitzrayim your your Gullah s-- in order to get out of it you have to be able to flatten the bread which is really complete vulnerability complete exposure complete honesty cannot be arrogant anymore but ultimately the qivana is that a person should find the self and see it as being aligned with with hashem under the leg water and then for carrot s'mores you'd ask a five comments because it's not your exaltedness it's god's exaltedness that's being expressed through you it's a different type of self-worth it's a different type of self-worth it's the ultimate self-worth because gods is God God's self-worth is non-negotiable it's true and that worth is being expressed through me because I'm part of it why should somebody be crushed because what you want to crush is you want to crush that which is not really you you want to get rid of that which attaches itself to you and claims that it's you that you want to get rid of that's like the Comets I'm paste something you want to get rid of that's the ego that's taking you away from being yourself but when you could really really be in touch with your true self then you don't want to take that away on the contrary you want to celebrate it you want to accentuate it so self-worth right self-esteem there's two types of self esteem there's a self esteem that comes at the expense of others and there's a self esteem that actually comes creates more closeness with others bittle doesn't mean that I'm not important at all bikal means that you are so important it's a very big difference you understand the difference in a good relationship and a good marriage right what's bit too little isn't me I'm a smart to do whatever you want no I'm worthless I'm not important bit oldest means I understand how important I am in a way that as a result of that you're also very important you're also very important that's what it means so therefore there is an alignment between the person's self and its source and divine self and then you want to celebrate your identity you want to celebrate your character you have to value it like Kumar says Hiawatha Malloy mark which fill in every eylem so is that arrogant it could sound very arrogant if you believe the whole world was created for you that's pretty arrogant right welcome to your office and say by the way you were created for me you were created for me tell your wife you were created for me tell your sugar you were created for me good luck so everyone was created for me so the person has to be institutionalized but of course I'll say I have other one Finland in Rhode Island this was delusional what does a delusional the whole world was created for me of course it could sound very again they're really very stupid like you know wake up and get with the program because nobody believes it besides you where they say how do you drown a narcissist you put mirrors on the bottom of the ocean you know so you know he can't attach himself from himself so you got to be able to get do you like that you even know who the plies to right I see from your smile always always that way it's always somebody else it's always somebody else and you know there's deuce there's ignoring yourself and there's getting above yourself and the two are very different you know people drink or do other things because they want to forget themselves doesn't help what we're talking here is about getting above yourself getting above yourself meaning that you do not see yourself in narrow terms you get above yourself as a trap in other words you elip you sublimate yourself to the place that yourself becomes far broader than you imagine graduate rather than a narrow self so comets on Pesach is basically limiting the self it's making you closed up to reality it's closing you up like a person who can't be criticized personally kind of a normal conversation with they're very defensive they always have to be right so who's in prison they're in prison because if you always have to be right and you could never be wrong then there's no growth and you're a parallel you're a dead man walking then it's if says SLO a zurka negative right we spoke about this the Azer comes from opposition the greatest help that your wife can give you is by disagreeing with you you don't have to repeat this I mean if you want you could repeat it but I wouldn't if I were you that you should disagree with me we're going away for Shabbos No okay we're not so s Eleazar can negative what does this mean it means a big person is open to opposition not because it's a mitzvah to oppose your spouse there's no such a mitzvah maybe there is I don't know but the new kuda is that a person who cannot be criticized they're ultimately there's no growth you can have come a safety to kind of a relationship there's no give-and-take so the arrogance puts me into a very small place I'm very big because I'm very small that's why I have to be so big but when you're really very big then you could be small because smallness doesn't take away from your bigness put it this way I can't be vulnerable if I have to be perfect if I have to be perfect that can't be vulnerable if I have to make believe I'm perfect how can I be vulnerable if I'm vulnerable you may think I'm not perfect and that will destroy me but what if my value comes from within so then vulnerability won't destroy me then I could go over to you and say come I have to share something very vulnerable and it's very embarrassing so what's gonna happen so if my sense of existence is not coming because I truly exist it's coming because I make believe I exist because I show that I exist because I have a beautiful mask that's very impressive the moment you take a needle and you want to go within the mask I get crazy so that's why I always have to look good they have to look good for everybody because if I don't look good it equals death at least in my own mind emotional death so therefore I could never be honest not with others and ultimately not with myself and certainly not with God so a person says darvany is not working them of course domine is not working for it if somebody is not honest even to human beings he thinks it could be honest asha modock you can be open up to what you can open up to another person and another person is a tangible pretty still can't be open with them you think suddenly by daven aying you can open up to God it doesn't work that way then the whole world I'm closed up my wife doesn't know me my friends that nobody knows me suddenly my darling oh I'm gonna be honest doesn't work that way it's ridiculous it's delusional but what about a person who has authentic value meaning their gudule from the Hashem Abdullah you're great and that's why I'm great that's a whole different type of greatness that's a greatness that's non-negotiable it's essential it's not because I look good to you therefore I'm great this is because I'm connected to the divine from connecting to the divine now my vulnerability won't destroy it what's going to be destroyed that I made a mistake okay I make a lot of mistakes that I'm human of course I'm human but there's an AI that's connected to Hashem it's a reflection of us um it's part of our some inner some is a fear the killer can be mom Amish and even my animal soul was ultimately created by God save of kawaman doesn't differentiate it encompasses everything so therefore I could be completely open I could be real I can be accountable I could say I'm sorry I can be in a real relationship without the fear of constantly trying to show that I have a perfect image because the lack of perfection will not destroy my core why I want to destroy my core because my core is essentially existing because it's essentially existing so therefore what's gonna happen so you'll find out that I am far far from perfect okay so now what so now what so now we can have a real relationship with my true self that can be an authentic an authentic contact but for this you have to appreciate your true value that goes beyond your external value your typhus so what does virtually never I love me but really never Allah means that there's something in my life that the whole world needs to put it in simple terms a birthday right we appreciate says I'll say your Xiaomi says but birthdays Mazzoli going for what's the concept of a birthday you were born what does it mean you were born born means it's the day that God basically said that my world we'll be impoverished without you my world can be seriously enhanced and enriched through your existence somehow we need your existence why you there's something in your life that the entire universe on all of history and existence needs so that's why I could say but surely never alone there's something I need to contribute to the conversation of history and of life that nobody before me or after me will be able to contribute and the same is true with you and you and every individual it's not because I am superior to other people and therefore I can denigrate I can crush it's not because of this fake grandeur that I possess it's the genuine kedusha that every person expresses in their than the soul that nobody else has it's a light that you express just like the limbs of the body every limb has its unique function and no limb can compensate ultimately for the other one I mean if there's no blade oh we know we try to do different things but generally every aver has its littles its mission so when you look at a person this is what you see and this is what a person has to see in themselves they can't just look at their existence and say it doesn't matter this or that no but she really never longed for me there's something that the whole world was created for in other words if I don't do what I have to do the whole world is affected because this is something that only I could contribute to the qivana of existence which really never Haarlem there's other Nicolas that you have to do and for that Wilson never eylem and without this the whole world so to speak is not the same with it the world is transformed and that's the meaning of existence from a Jewish perspective meaning of existences that there's something at stake in your existence that is absolutely indispensable completely indispensable your typhus I'll finish with a nice story Vegas Malcolm I sit brings out the point very well there was an Italian conductor his name was Arturo Toscanini he was a brilliant brilliant man photographic memory brilliant in music and nuance he died in 1959 the big eye of Easter all the whole story was not for now he fought Hitler and Mussolini was a good man Toscanini the real Italian conductor like Italian conductors with the gun says fastest say red ones that he had a biographer was writing a biography about him so he called them and he said Toscanini can I come over to you tonight interview he says tonight I'm business is what are you doing he says he used to conduct a symphony overseas and he gave it over to somebody and through shortwave radio they had them sure to a video he's gonna be able to hear it so he wants to listen to the symphony she says can i watch you listen to his symphony says yeah but if you don't interrupt me don't say anything cuz I have to concentrate fine since the biographer comes and he listens and Toscanini's listening very intently at the end the biographer thousand wow that was beautiful does man man man wasn't good he says what wasn't good this violin missing there was a violinist that was supposed to play he wasn't that he thought he's crazy how did he know from that listening over the radio the next day he calls the conductor overseas and he asks her if everybody showed up last night he says actually there was supposed to be 15 violinists and only 14 showed up so he goes back to Tuscany and he says I don't understand you're listening to a symphony over the radio the 150 instruments playing including 14 violins how in the world do you know that one violin was missing so Toscanini thousand that's the difference between you and me you're the audience but I'm the creator of the music so therefore I knew that these notes require 15 violins and when I heard that some notes were not met they were not played I knew that a violin was missing says that's the difference so many ways it's a very good muscle I think also for the visually nivea Harlem in other words from the audience's perspective a violin is missing a few notes are missing who cares okay next was a nice evening but from the one who wrote the music from the composer's point of view and from the conductor's point of view every note is indispensable something is off in the symphony so be shrewdly never Darla means the more you recognize your true value the more you recognize how indispensable you are and this is not a steerer to humility on the contrary this comes from humility and this increases humility because there's not about a cell value that makes believe I'm perfect or a cell value that's based on a fake delusion that I'm something who I'm not no this is a cell value that comes on the contrary for my complete oneness with my source which means that could be perfectly humble and honest about my flaws and my mistakes and things that come because of different forces that exist in a person so this was the key the difference between pace offense Lewis what pace are comets as asar and shrew was for karat comets is a few in the based on McNish which they allow must be comets because with Toyota which represents the Gili of rocks and algae in the revelation of Hashem is will there's absolutely no vicious around is on the Arusha socket there's no room for fragmentation and separation so then even the middle is gnosis the quality of exaltedness which at the time of pacer could be seen as something that has that can have a negative impact it's completely seen as something wholly untrue it's without any room that something negative like Ivor yes of clipper you know unholy arrogance narcissism will emerge from it because it depends we're basically where the self is that the self isn't in a messy place then you have to be very careful with that self because it can lead you down it can lead you down dangerous path but if the self is in a very powerful and not good in a wholesome place on the contrary then that self is very what to be celebrated at ought to be embraced so the question is which self and where the self is in what place so there's a time in a person's life which would be pace are we speaking about pace of controls it's not just times in the calendar it's spate it's mental spaces that's the point pacer always exists and shmoo us always exists and spirits are always exist that's the whole point a the point here is that these these moments in the calendar highlight certain ideas in Yiddish night and in those times they're very much emphasized and accentuated but the concepts exist you know Pesach is a daily experience like you said since I am not entirely serious timer it's all a daily process it's just times in the calendar when we accentuate certain qualities and components of heaters god I just think it's a important detail to emphasize so but the question really is where the self is is a to give a simple example I mentioned before addiction somebody who's in a full of negative habits and so forth they know that they can trust themselves because if they trust themselves there's some manipulative to themselves and to others at the moment they trust themselves they will be they'll be completely in the dark they have to be an open book that have to be completely humble and vulnerable even a drop of comets a marshal of comets will destroy them if an addict comes to a therapist who comes to group and says I'm gonna be 99% honest but one secret I'm gonna keep it's not gonna work because it's not about how much percent it's about the fact that you did not you're not ready to break the shell you're not ready ultimately to lay your self beer beer is in BA re sorry for the Brooklyn accent so you know you know a little a yourself beer be it be a re open yet very good everybody understands that word Yiddish man naked is not good so if a person says but no I'm al I have a little hum it's a little you know something I'm gonna protect that thing that I'm protecting ultimately it may be it may be completely destructive and lethal because I know who I am and when you know that you have to be completely completely open completely vulnerable it can't be even a drop of comets task to be complete matzah and if these have been a Marshall comets the whole thing becomes austere on pacer that's pacer because the person is in Egypt and trying to get out of Egypt and you're not gonna get out of Egypt if you have even a drop of comets in your life once there was this whole process of spirits I mean in this process of schmooze with a person actually comes into alignment with a deeper self person exposed start discovers a deeper self and a higher self so it's not that the self essentially is evil and bad and horrible then the sense of his gnosis the sense of exaltedness is all part of the person's kedusha it's part of a person being a part of Hashem and knowing that he has a mission of God from God and he's indispensable and and he's in a relationship with Hashem and Hashem wants to express himself through him so then the sense of his gnosis the sense of what you might call inflation or self-importance is not one that breeds narcissism selfishness arrogance manipulation abuse wise and so forth on the contrary it breeds empowerment and and productivity and success and even more love and responsibility right and responsibility yes yeah so that's the key difference she says bazoo pathless the sinner subtitle is her own and this is the ultimate objective of giving the Turner of the Jewish people to the Jewish people today she Achilles Echelon my Allah my Allah my stylist LaMotta the beginners who say that response was basically the cecum the summation of everything we explained this to the tactless of the giving the turn of the Jewish people is to give them the gift and gift is and his words here that it should have the unity of the Milam a specialist in estas what does this mean Martin Toyota trader captures the ain't safe itself the energy of the infinite one itself but that which is beyond this partial as a specialist means the whole cosmic order the whole cosmic structure as he explained earlier there's mamala Kalama and then there is save of Kalama as explained at length and Tyler Matt and Tyler Tyler represents that which is sovath kawaman so it's lamella mesh modulus but it should be able to come in to ish starless meaning into the cosmic order into the human soul in an internalized way but can they say that if Socialists through learning Turner and that's why the Toyota is the prerequisite for the Year afore the ultimate year in the year a la reserva de Brasil a chemist Poland Varner Mela that's the meaning of the beginning of a Sarasota Burris Hashem spoke all these words today lamer an idea Malacca the question the beginning of the miner was why does it say by debris Allah Kim asked all had varam I in the lamer it could have just said by debris relic in my nice - am la casa we know these gonna say all these words you don't have to say I sham spoke all these words and then tell me what all these words is just says I Shems it always is by dabber - ml moisture lame it doesn't say by avarice ml moister everything they were gonna say now by daba da Shalom I shan't tell me what he said by Deborah the chemical Eduardo Mela means Hashem spoke all the words meaning the whole Turner so there's a bit soft Irish about that generation of future generations could they labor then a Jew should be able to say enough Yasha Mollica the whole tactless of Khalid Varna Mela the whole trader all the words of Toyota is lamer that a Jew should be able to reveal should be able to say a no future malacca TGO your nicely the revelation of a 90 Houma Jose Box Muslim which is his essence Shalom ila Milam again a specialist which completely transcends the order of the cosmos which is a noisy elation doesn't even have a name I know she means I what part of I I is my essence which transcends any limitation and me definition any description that is I Lia is McKenna's a viola kakum Amish like they are tailor that an OT should become yours a nice he is I Hashem is already a name la casa is your God the only name of our Shem that becomes relatable to people individually and changes as a symbol of kin no other name changes and the Kim is almost tailor-made ellic in la cat-car right la Chi allocates them it becomes relatable individually to people because la Kim represents me that sub simpson Amala column with a divine energy that is custom-made to every soul that's why it's a name that is poor so to speak it's a pliable name that's probably a good word it's pliable it literally changes you don't have that in other names you gave off kids gave up good I don't care if it's talking about the plural of individual but Allah Kim really you have a look in which is a noun and then you have a lake I write and they came knew our God my God your God our God their God his God La Cava leak at file a Kate him alakay know etc because that's what it represents so it's very different than an idea nicely is I beyond names in other words that which you don't even have a name for cuz he can't describe it's not relatable like we explained that a name is always that aspect of you which I define in other words the way I know you that is your name like you say somebody has a good name somebody has a name a reputation a name generally represents you as you are grasped by people outside of you including yourself how I know myself that's the name the name itself you have shame how valiant shame Allah Kim shame our values already a name that's transcendent similar Kim is a name that is very custom made on noises beyond names the finish of Martin Taylor is call Advani melee murder by a Jew they should be able to be the lamer the revelation of that an Icee should become a la caja there should be a relationship with a noisy and that relationship should completely permeate you and that happens through limit al Qaeda that's what Toyota does the Gili of Martin Toyota color very male allowed that every but if Tyler should have this that the ain't surfboard of who should be able to ble Kat Klub by you who could by shaming him be Cushman like we say by creation my right after for how you add var in my eyelash on item itself car yeah I'm a love of ever these words which are diverted tighter is a noisy mid-south are they connected the unknown mitts Africa always means not only a commandment but also from the word South sir which means a bond through these words are noisy mats Africa I connected to you there's a South so there's a connection between a noisy and the person with your heart Gillies elbow penis must live at the closet but this ghillie as we said in technics but sometimes be only Muslim causing because it's so powerful that the higher part of the neshamah which learns the higher part of tiny experiences it in other words I could learn tight and completely not see any of this just like - Shama down here can't see any of it but the Mosel of - Shama experience is the Mosel of Toyota so sometimes is only on a level of mazel the question is how much of my in touch with my own muzzle that I can even feel this year well their aim is privates are active all Mitzvahs that's why cuz I'll say you have to have together with Korea shine with tiny after I've al mitzvahs which is your Tatar past diagram is partially of I am sure my dish moment so I sign this is the second pair of Sh'ma volume shamaya tissue helmets visor you focus on mitzvahs show me melody Hahm it's we saying here mom Chaka Satyricon Escalade because without the mitzvahs is no qiyam there's no endurance that I'm shocked after like we said before without my suit without condition they can't bina soohyun without her ition ickiness be cacif there won't be beer the beer won't be one that significant illogically whose condition has to happen through the Tabas then they could be through decision without cut chain of a mitzvah sadly you won't have a same volcano be so deceitful for it to have a team there always has to be the framework the commitment the year at Tata the commitment to the relationship and then there could be the year in law the year in laws the absolute is bat most absolute oneness that I cannot even initiate through my own process rather always comes through something that enters into my space not something that I I initiate and that is at and that is the absolute gift of Toyota so therefore based on what we explained them we understand why the trader says by Luis but see so cocksure who is mrs. need was your car sure didn't not need was lipika because he says knit Vasiliev is the giving that comes from the feeling of your heart that you feel in your heart generosity midlas knit yatra is the nacinda that comes because of the revelation of God's will and then the hand just gives on its own without toil and effort on your part because there is a complete oneness with God's will that's why I'm Luis comets is used because when you have that Gila everything goes into the realm of condition that's why a DAB really chemists call environmental Amon and I shall militarily the task list objective of martensite is there's Dallas of a noisy which is beyond expulsion loss in a way that it becomes on the cathode becomes your God and this happens through the learning of turned in which they ain't saved Wells through the introduction of ellipsis so now based on this if we now go back to the questions in the beginning in the questions in the beginning of the - so we could hear some up some of the ideas in the beginning of the mind where the bhava Tanya asked the question I hope you remember with a while ago before Shoeless we started beginning of the Miami he started by de Bariloche in miss Cullen Varner Marilla lamer and he asked what's this kolavari mail it should have said by debris Ella Cayman I see so this is what he went back what he went back what he went back to that is colored Vario Mela refers to all elements of Toyota the whole turn acerbic South but also Eila the whole trader Toyota Toyota Shambhala it's all part of our Sarasota Burris and all of it is by debris Allah Kim is Khalid var and my Ayla that's what it's called vara may allah refers to everything of toyota why is it said then that was number one then he asked the question why was it either given with such fanfare and such a drama when the message of that center so difference seems quite simple at least a lot of italy certainly signifies signif is the basis the basis of every year the basis of every civilization so you start saying that Antipholus of anise intercept either this should be the giveaway of waiting side of the ain't safe which is enclosed and tired and it should be access to a person in physicality so I dabble in the kit muscala through our email is in order there should be a knife here Schemmel a cat huh that colored Vardhan male assailant experienced an idea Shambhala katha done know if he should become a similar camera but the preparation for that has to happen through three assignment in order to explain this he started with a whole explanation of understanding the contrast between learning and mitzvos in you dish time on one hand we say Talmud this God will be my son the Gemara says Tom with goggle sure maybe the day mice not only that the Gemara says in my ate cotton the coca fate similar yeshiva bar that no mitzvahs come close to tighter even half station my Indira Xiaomi says in pea that all the mitzvahs together don't come even to one part of tighter call our mitzvahs Aidan can die even a double affirmative in eternity so that's the contrast on one hand we say that all the mitzvahs don't come close to total yet because I'll say Tom with God because maybe the day mice because it drinks two mice in other words the main thing is my son that's Louie Gohmert says in conditional so he says in Bob Lee there's a contradiction the Gemara says in my ate cotton that cultivates and relational Bob so therefore trade is higher than all the mitzvahs on the other hand it says conquer fate set color useful Bob only your car fates am I not close to Toyota but repetition I am are so what's great at commentary omitted Omar answers mitzvah chef Psilakis I'd a fade in a mitzvah that you could do through other people you're not Movado Tama Toyota Toyota is greater all the Mitzvah Sonata can die for warning enough Turner but if it's a mitzvah that you can do through somebody else then you have to be my Valentine he says he doesn't understand the whole concept of trade is you learning how to do the Mitzvah so how can you say they're learning how to do the mitzvah is more significant than actually doing a mitzvah I'm sitting and learning my sex the truth is I'm learning about the Didem of Karuma and now I could go and do the Mitzvah and I say no no no if I could send Ashley f you do it I'm gonna continue learning how to do it it seems very funny it's very strange learning how to do it is greater than actually doing it the whole learning is you're learning you're learning you let me how to do particular comments Omaha love it no you do it because I'm busy learning unless you have to do it because you can't do it through somebody it's a very it's a very strange thing the whole purpose of looking at al-madinah stuff to understand how to do it so you have to say but there's something in China then it's so powerful that all the midst of don't come close to it that if I could do the medicine through somebody else I send them and I don't stop learning so Nora to understand this he introduced the concept of email hokhmah and here email here a Huffman the question is with which one to begin so from this he went into the main big explanation of this assignment that there's two energies that flow from the divine to all the worlds one is called mam a local almond and one is called size of Columbus the long explanation of the difference between mammalian sizeThe and how save of kalam incompletely transcends the differentiations of the universe when a molecule almond well molecule almond does with all of the examples he gave every morning we say after wash Sam LaRocca that size of Kallang and then there's after C secession a mishmash in my image McAuliffe Cheryl I am about the Messiah is full of is you God alone live a deathless over and then there's after Messiah school of in the differentiation of the universe which relates what which relates to man male cub which relates to Ramallah comma so these are the two two modalities to two modalities in which one can experience the divine and even though save of kilometers beyond experience nonetheless does the concept of Mozilla lucassi the source the unconscious source of the soul which can experience things that we don't experience consciously and it only trickles down to us down here and that's the year that needs Toyota first it may Nachman you without Turner you'll never reach that concept of year there's no way a person to reach that concept of year it only happens through it only happens to Toyota but in order to have that the person first has to have year at Tata which is relatable to mitzvos which is like the condition before minsu you'd got chain of Mitzvah a sack of a saint called cain of a serious actor so Martin Payne experienced they experienced this higher year but there were no mitzvahs then she said then they had the content of sphere instrument which led them into the experience of Martin Taylor and therefore there is the concept that Jews by operators had massive initial because they understood that for generations the only way this can happen is by having first by having first NASA and then issue so how does this at the end ultimately and answer the question about the contrast between mitzvahs and Toyota on one hand you say if it's a mitzvah that nobody else can do then you have to do it move out to commentator for the ministry on the other hand if it's a mitzvah that could be done through somebody else you say that you're not move at ultimate a deferment because the catalyst of Toyota is buy-in Savino Hashem lasses a scholar who can buy a lot the year s are similar cattle which is URI law through the aim safe entering into a person's soul and that can only happen through a limo doctor because II main Hawk mahira the aints I've dwells in Hoffman so therefore if a mitzvah then you can do through somebody else you have to do the Mitzvah cuz II main year a income if there's no year at Tata there won't be any karma and when a person is gonna be move out all the Mitzvah says say they will not even be able to reach Hoffman because they don't have the URI Tata but nonetheless there's an element where you say that all the mitzvahs don't come close to Tyra not because if there's a mitzvah that you nobody else will do ya you don't do it you have to do that Mitzvah but nonetheless there's an element in which all the mitzvahs don't come close to theater because ultimately Toyota which is a rice and macaque common Africa's captures within it the infinity and because it captures within it the size of kilometer Hashem the infinity so therefore a drew learns taina enter so to speak into the presence of the king himself transcending all the worlds transcending all the restrictions transcending all the limitations that's why Martin Taylor was with such fanfare with such a - it wasn't just to tell the commandment of my sister Martin Taylor really was a gift that throughout all of history throughout all the generations when a drooler instyler all of our email or whatever you're learning to be I love Henschel tomorrow should be a mission of assessment roomis critical Gemara whatever is this should be able to be in color Burning Man let the experience that are noisy assemble attack on that which is a nicely the eye the deepest I should be your God meaning your God means it becomes your energy that fills your space that's the tactless of the whole Toyota and in that sense a mitzvah can't come close to time that's why the US Army says and pay that Cola mitzvahs and it could island over that somebody with a title so be Mela if it's a mitzvah chef Colossus are you daft a them the Gemara says it might captain call huh fate similar issue bomb do not move outlet because here is the ultimate intimacy and experience with our chef so therefore we we discussed at some point you know how sometimes we look at trader today we some people you know it becomes like this label kid has a good IQ and he loves sitting in yeshiva and you see her for ten years and he has a good head you know he's not so into the social life and he's great with the books and and it's wonderful and and you have another boy you may be far more sensitive and far more refined but doesn't maybe have the same you know IQ and the same ability to learn and somehow this person is deemed greater than the other person a lot of people look at this and it's doesn't always seem fear or just because you know you were given certain gifts you name a certain tone you know learning takes a certain type of head to be much list and learning at least on the level that we call learning today and limit an environment but some people think that environment very seriously so so it seems a little like you know unfearing I'm just how does this work but I think here we understand that the whole the whole concept of Titus to be understood differently the real experience of Toyota is actually bit bull it's complete oneness with God it's the ultimate of the spiritual experience it's the highest level of refinement because it's not even the year that you can achieve through your own it's the erie law when you come into the presence of the king and it's that which overwhelms you from outside of you it's not even something you initiate on your own and the value here doesn't have to do with how much you know minute person knows it's a devout like a thing but the value here if Toyota is one that is very individualized in the sense that it's not about a competition between how much you manage to cover in a day or an hour or a week but it's really about a relationship with Hashem that exists and Toyota so therefore every person the function should delay what they're learning one person maybe learns five lines another person learns a plot another person learning seven blocks another person covers a tremendous amount of ground other person goes deeper now the person is more superficial and other person masters huge amounts other people can't but the focus is not if there's a parameter and if you know this you considered great than if you don't know this you're considered you know I want to say a loser but maybe that's the right to work you considered not great it's really not about that it's completely about the relationship with Hashem that is a gift that a Jew can experience to limit our Toyota any Jew in any situation when he learns Toyota has this because Toyota itself has a tremendous thing that mitzvahs don't have but if somebody's not going to do the Mitzvah so your main here in Kaufman it's like you don't go to Danny suyun without condition so therefore there has to be the Mitzvah because the Mitzvah is the framework of the relationship the commitment of the relationship centers amalaki Mela you don't jump to your a law before you're a Tata there's one such rule is the bringing the Obama driver was talking about learning she said a beautiful Marshall what Toyota means what learning tired means very very very moving Marshall he said that you have a child who's home all day a little baby and the father is away all day at work and the father comes home in the evening and walks into the house so he says a baby a two-year-old the three year old one year old sees Tati so what does the baby do that maybe excitingly screen that runs to the door and lifts up his or her hands to show taki pick me up and the father picks up the child the child just wants to remain there you know until they feel that security in that sense of coziness and safety embraced by father the same of course is with a mother who comes home and they just embraced them and you'll ask the child so to speak what's the purpose of this what are you gaining from this we're not getting a candy enough getting ice cream but the trial doesn't even understand the question the task list is just to be in the bosom embraced by my father haven't seen him a whole day I missed him just experience that intimacy that is the most precious experience for the child and everybody knows anybody who has children to come home to that experience it's a very it's a very precious things and those of us who are still lucky to have children that age should cherish the experience because it doesn't last forever because once they hit a certain age then ain't hugging you when you come home in the evening you should be happy if they look at you and if you ask them a question and they answer you it may even be a miracle right some of you are in that stage of life so when there's still two years old and they still look at you and they think you're God's gift to humanity before they become teenagers and they know how undeveloped and primitive Mark Twain once said when I was nine my father was a genius when I was 19 he was a now I'm 29 I have a few of my own kids and my father has some interesting wisdom and education it's funny how much the old man learnt in ten years so it's something to cherish I've been saying that there are faculty sometimes people are waiting for their kids to grow up there's something very valuable about the innocence of little children who think that that is impeccable and flawless and maybe that is they just need a few extra years to see it when they get married and have a few of their own kids so the lobe armature never said that that's essentially the experience of a jewel so he says I yield is at work a whole day he stressed he's overwhelmed he's burden this problem that challenge even if it's without slaughter the Kajal but it's still a lot of stress he says he comes home at night what does a child do the first thing runs into the bosom of his father why there's no why he just wants to be embraced and there's no embrace he says like then bracing his father's bosom there's no sense of confidence the droop comes out the natural instinctive thing he does first is he said I say he said he did it then em today's a blood Gemara why is he taking a bloody good monitor because he says in that way he so to speak escapes and transcends all the stress of the world and he flies into the loving embrace of his father in heaven just to spend time with each other because there's no intimacy like the intimacy of Toyota now we all know that a person could learn and not see that intimacy you're just learning about you know technical things and some of you know how technical it can get it can get very very technical but there's two things first of all that itself is a shams wisdom that is the wisdom so God is there in the wisdom and the truth is that every element of Toyotas many layers so even that shot is a reflection of very deep spiritual energy that's there the question is which level of tired are you in contact with and which level of your soul you're in contact with but whichever level you're in contact with the Toyota down here that we have is that same Toyota if I get more or less out of that if I see more or less of that spiritual experience it doesn't change the fact that it's that tighter and even the most level basic level of chat is cosmos it's locked on its vertical its ashrams wisdom and in the neshamah how deeply I'm connected with my own soul but the Mosel of Terah and the in and some experience the full intimacy and a certain trickle of it comes down even into the human consciousness down here when a Jew learns Titus and this has very little to do with IQ it says little very little do with who's gonna become the next god--all who's not gonna be the next godless that's very little to do with who graduates with honors and who becomes goes on to this yeshiva or that yeshiva that's all social stuff social norms some of it are good some of it I'm not so good some of it up some of in our curses etc what we're talking here about is the experience of tired and a very personalized intimate individual way which relates to every single Jew in every single matzo this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot they ueshiba net / donate