Why Moshe Could Not Speak - Torah Or Beshalach "Lechem Mishnah" #3 - By Rabbi YY Jacobson

the yeshiva dotnet we're up to page 131 of some love partials mashaallah okay where the last paragraph I once heard from the revenue Barbara Debbie said that he asked his father-in-law yachts was York citrus today why is how bad they say tax lien on my yard sex father should consider every yard site do you know you don't say Tom's on summer ready a month before a month after a year before a year after a week before week after yard sites it's like you know and bar Akasha every day there's episode yard central melodic and if it's not it's oddly at least it's a Vegas yard citizen other reason whatever so there's always reasons for not possible so you said to his father more uncertain if then is Venice enough doors are good said good site to suffice button he says what's that it's the best time to say I'm sorry is a yard site this is maybe have a better time to say my minister I don't know I don't know I never understood that after sunset I understand nighttime is not a time of Taksim because it's a time of dinner the middle of the day I don't know I don't know it's because usually Mitzvah is later so that just carries over when you down earlier I'm not sure why early ministers don't have time right people used to not say I don't know okay it's a beautiful thing I know where people have against talking on one of the nicest things its ability to be accountable to take a to take accountability for your life to say I'm sorry it's a beautiful thing imagine a matter couple would have a ritual every day for six minutes they discuss what the mistakes that they made it would be a wonderful thing for a marriage no every day the white their husbands say not today to the yard set of the Sharia not tomorrow so we always not today not today not today not today that didn't stop us you don't do it I owe you something you don't do it same what's I know what people have against not so much what's the it's a very nice thing so if you listen to the words I should very nice keys Avenel lots to know you think about the times that you lie the times that you're cynical the times that you betray it's very it's a very good meditation document and it's also interesting that God like he likes it like you know twice a day it's like I'm good yeah another day it's the idea that making mistakes is part of being human that's why we Institute that the papilla there's a time to say I'm sorry we should say no we're all perfect why we're saying I'm sorry that's the problem problem is that buddy making mistakes the problem is there I got engaged my brother gave me a smooth I have a wise brother so he told me he said I just want to tell you one thing don't try to be perfect he says I know you you won't be you're gonna make a lot a lot of mistakes you know nothing about how to be a husband nothing you're gonna do everything wrong this is a brothers encouraging words he says the only thing I say to you is don't be perfect just be accountable when you make a mistake don't run away don't run away physically don't run away emotionally just be accountable don't be perfect just be accountable that's Tasha no don't be perfect be accountable yeah it's a princess Corah stick bring this car it's a sham no chambre yet sitting in the sukkah yes yeah as soon as you give license sometimes not to say pac-man then all of a sudden they're trying to get a tough one every single time yeah that's what my elevations like yeah why they owe me near tears got a balance okay tomorrow morning we're gonna have the regular shear okay tonight is gonna be a big for bringing in the tent at 7:30 everybody is invited also for women and children with music and good food for Shay style but tomorrow schedule is normal the tomorrow and also the facility shall come up okay let's continue here with page 131 page 131 mark vanish Laughlin when I'm done map bitten took the last paragraph somewhat above the first Halloweenish apprentice lessons he may aside finish left from snicker left Menasha my till now we discussed Luxor minarets and now we move on from left him in our is the last minute remaining because the bread from Earth and is the bread from heaven behind the left him saw her mom and this was represented by the bread of the mana which is of course the story of park sister shall walk which is the connection between this mind marabout la commissioner parses the shop so he finished with less human arts and now he goes off to left Menasha mind let's remember what was the summation what's lucky Menards left human are its is the bread that we eat from the earth literally it means their food that we obtain on earth whether it's bread and bread is also a euphemism the Demario cause I'll say for all types of foods like them is like the staple food the symbol food and therefore less famous also he stood the whole foods that nice so left human are its means the food that comes from the earth literally the grain the fruits the vegetables or even animal products but the animals eat grain so they're also dependent on the earth and they're also from the earth they're also connected to the earth takes a Haaretz what's the concept of life in miles and this he explained at length the whole concept of toyo and tecum that the animal represents the primal energy of life which is very very intense very ferocious one-dimensional exclusive and very very powerful and extreme and that's what primal emotions are like that's the animal even in the human being animals have one specific nature and they don't deviate and they don't negotiate it and there's no diplomacy there's no compromise this is the animal in the man and the animal that we see in the jungle as he says the animal has no his scandalous no integration every mean every species has at ever been a abs might in the motion of the ballot Anya it has its own contained powerful nature and it does not negotiate compromise I am Who I am and that's the primal instinct of the animal again the animal in the human being an animal in the world that's the world of toil and it generates it begins it commences not generates it originates it originates in the what's known as the world of toy of the world of chaos where there was infinite energy very intense energy but ultimately there was a spirit there was a breakage over there which is what happens with primal emotions that if they're not harnessed and they're not directed they create terrible collisions of mice from 1 meter against another meter from one person against another person because everything is so extreme everything is so real but here realness actually has a tremendous failure of a cause there's no compromise nothing gets diluted that is the world of tickle Shaima our youth gave off game Adam versus Bahama the world of tikkun versus Jane bond which is big bamboo Timothy Bahama Marburger material atom and here it's a world of compromise a world of structure a world of negotiation of world of restrictions a world where things are more limited in Kalyan and therefore the most important thing is a world of his stylist there's given this take there's integration there's the element of bittle to the Ange site which is the mile of Tikal and therefore it recognizes that I'm part of the picture but I'm not all over the picture and all of gosh mists is a product of toil and the concept of eating food is that the atom confronts the world of title the other confronts the primal world of thali which represents the animal that he's eating or even the food the vegetative the vegetables whatever the person is eating of course when you're eating animal products that tell you is much more intense because you can't compare the ferociousness of a Bahama to the ferociousness of a plant you can't compare a bull to a peach but both have the common denominator that they're products of Toya because the definition of gaash means it's a product of tell you because this is a non cohesive world it's a primal world it's a world in which you don't see integration you don't see synthesis and you don't see infinity it's a world in which everything is on its own survival of the fittest Leviathan and therefore the Exim definition of Gaffney's already has to do with toyo but of course there's things that which tell you is more expressed less expressed but the confrontation with food eating is not just a meal every time you sit down and you stand up to eat it's an encounter of two worlds in other words eating is an experience because I'll never recognized fast foods if you learn Gemara you see how they treated food always with a use of hadass you sat down to eat brought so many if you learn he'll cos brothers they're very complicated also struggle a lot of it has to do with das right do you still have dust to eat do you have now adapting and the whole seminars of canonical where's that Co fine in Zion I think or honk Oh fine in science or discusses I finish the meal and I said let's bench let's bench and now I said now my wife brings out a new dessert we'll have to make a new bra for now I really made a bra confiscate I've make a new bra the problem is once um ACS die from eating so now the new food you have to make a brush so what's cool that's the sawdust if I said let's benchers it has the Conn asked if I brought my and my friend with us and answer I picked up the cup yeah so we go through the different things so I once asked a bigger of I said you know people always okay let's let's banish and then food comes she says you have to understand we live in a generation there's no - before it's not cold das because I believed when somebody said let's finish the meal they meant it today when somebody says let's finish the meal they don't mean it they're gonna see something tempting in front of their eyes it's all over so he knows what absolutely nobody means what they said it's not a gather of das it was not a bad observation in other words it's not a serious conviction let's finish the meal I'm bored so let's finish the meal the moment you'll stimulate me with some more poison or sugar the meal is not over I don't really have what to do I'm not in control of my life the food is in control of my life okay in a tsunami but in other words this point this if if when you yourself say the meal is over you don't mean it it's fine don't be you have to mean what you say yes that's not cold - yeah it main Dustin versus a made dose of dilemma Naya that's why half dollars are not to find a lot of dolls so the hypernym ice about the ballet Lulla today the previous Lubavitch a revenue number nine yards was a big smoker his times you know people smoking they smoked social everybody's smoking so he was here in america escaped the nazi-occupied worse in 1940 he came here in March other that's all there's a neat option settled in New York and so that's what they really started to find out about the damages of of nicotine tobacco for the lungs so you had a doctor came to visit him and he said that he had a lot of health problems a lot very serious health problems and he said with all the discoveries recently I want to suggest that you have to do you have to slow down on your smoking quit smoking 1940 he's sitting here in his officers of 770's Tim Parker in the second floor that's when he moved them so the doctors talking and explaining him everything in the middle of the conversation the doctor takes out a cigarette takes that one of course he gives one to the ER and he takes one for himself and then he takes a match to light up that was the dead it was like today a cup of water yeah and you take I think I mean that was the it's part of social etiquette social etiquette you took out a cigarette you gave it to the person so it never looks in them and he says what's this puppy knows it's a cigarette she says it's a finish I don't smoke I don't smoke you don't smoke a joke how coming hit explain to you I have to stop you have to quit you have to slow that he smoked a lot he says till you came I small but you explained to me that it's damaging it's a finished I don't smoke and that was it he never had his mother's cigarettes that Danny did it take assyrians the doctor was looking at me like okay there's a lecture and then this implementation of the lecture that could think seven nine twenty years right that's cuz we don't really have control over our lives we don't have control but it said you told me it's damaging I believe you that it's damaging it's over I don't smoke that's a type of of control that's very profound because that's when you could begin to live actually you make decisions a decision is a decision you make thus it you have a compass basically you run your life nothing else runs your life that's a very profound quality that you could at least a possibility to think about to live into that quality but that takes a lot of take a fatass conviction and also certain confidence like you're in control of your life you're really in control of your life most of us were like victims to circumstances always reactive really really proactive it's like yeah yeah we'll go here I'll go there I'll go here and go I'm being slept around by an emotion by an instinct by an addiction by a craving by a habit by by a ritual by somebody else by then okay let's go here in this life is know let's go the question is what what I'm supposed to be doing so a component in the world of Taccone when when a person eats there's a confrontation of two universes the world of tickle the world of time but the unique idea here is that tickle needs tell you as much as tell you needs to come I need my primal self as much as my primal self needs me because that's who I really am deep down tire represents the true intense energy of life but it needs the sublimation of tickle and when tickle needs tell you it has the ability to sublimate the sparks have taught you back to their original source which gives a whole new energy momentum and feels to tickling which it doesn't have on its own because over there the energy is much more diluted and much more compromised and that's the Cavanaugh's the Cavanaugh's archila that when the Calum of Toyo the vessels of tell you which are broken are sublimated through the world of tikkun which incorporates them and brings them back to their original source so because the shirah shove Toyo is deeper than taken by a la mala commercial Malu barons a Duluth neighbor boys mallanna is strong it's deeper than take on so therefore it gives a whole new Idaho moonlight to thicken and that's why the person has to eat I feel assertive kavaja and not only the autumn down here but also her man earlier now Allah Allah left him Levada Asia her autumn calcio might say p.m. give me a Harlem the other Morelli I knew so to speak gets a whole new oil from the Toyo elements that are embedded in the food and it's transferred how to the server tava Raja SR Simone la caja that is actually a brother a flow of energy caballo so that comes to Shambala Casa which is what tickle gives in to tell you what tire gives into taken which is less hmmm in Haaretz all bread that comes from the earth however there's another type of bread called heavenly bread it's not the bread that you bring out from the earth the bread that comes from heaven let him sell hama commercial costs of hit any month you must have let him in our samadhi the expression and partials mashaallah says i will reign on you bread of heaven what an interesting expression i'm gonna rain down on you bread from heaven who indian cleaners cow colored the badula toyota dispersion patches my voice for the the man that it's Cana Badu much like a crystal but those are his crystals of the zyre calls the man power the badula crystals of do or do crystals crystals of dude said the man came down in the morning with a layer of do over it a layer of do under it which is the source of of ah yes the map on the breath and there under and over the bread and who's the less emission is of course is a in a double portion of mother used to come down on Friday double portion for Shabbos that's where we have not one loaf of bread the two loaves of bread during the meals of Shabbos and you have the layer on top of the layer under it pal Sisyphus a thousand Azaria calls demand towered abdullah the Doyles again is crystals little crystals commercial Kosovar towels citrus a towel to do cover the mouth what does this mean he may a man your it was wholesome I should the camera says such the tiniest the man came down the source of motion yet three components the clouds were in discursive IRA the water source of Miriam the original Miriam and the man was discussed mice when Miriam and Aaron died so the clouds disappeared the wine the water disappeared that's why they needed water that's why there was a war against the Jews and it all came back ultimately disgust moisture but it begins the man is mr. smushy what is mush mush we already learned in a previous mind memory she says the National Mah impartial specialist what are we when the jews attacked moisture and ironies has been national mock is silly no Elena what are we you look at me and you think that I'm a dictator I'm a tyrant I'm your king yes I'm just a condom Moishe's marsh of a kaufman moshe represents hakama but he represents the quality of martin cosmic Hoffman's made up of two words yes ma'am he chiasma the coif of what moisture represents Matt of Cosmo bhai no Edson Shaima the core of shame mal which as we said is you to cave often when it's spelled out fully with olives show the mile away iris my Finch and him Tsukuba Minister Athena gossip this is higher than the array of intelligence that comes into emotions in order to director behind or in his premise in app enemy's commercial backside Moshe represents my friend not the way it directs than me dice but the way they are essentially well okay now my oh my that's why by my shirts Escobar to pair a quad washed he was difficult they had a difficult time communicating both his mouth was heavy and his lotion was heavy his mouth and his tongue before bazaars of Isaiah says a very fascinating interpretation when moisture tells a sham I'm not a man of words cobot pet with quad lotion on my feet what are the two expressions that means I have a heavy mouth Claude Larsen means I have a heavy tongue they both apparently mean the same thing I can't doesn't mean that much I had a stutter like some say does it mean that my should just had an inability to communicate some people can't communicate doesn't mean that my she had a speech impediment there's different interpretations or desire says provide parameter - about path Claude Washington retainer shipping South quad pair relates to tarisha bullpen the terror that comes through the mouth the oral Turner that comes through the mouth Claude pet Chabad Washington is tarnished a bit south which is with me parish about pez of course attended that wasn't written to tell you that was given over verbally and orally from mouth to mouth from teacher to student to teacher to student generations after generations until reveille knew who they are now see felt the need to transcribe her washing machine ayahs and a few hundred years later to transcribe all of our water in gomorrah combi you saw me on with bob lee all of the mad Russian etc but it's essentially a tire of the mouth perishable service of course attended it's written not on the mouth but it's written with the lotion the language on parchment so moisture says you want to send me to take the Jews out of Egypt and to give them the Toyota fat pear I am not suitable for peckish about that but fat loss can also potential itself what does this mean this desire says so dr. Deb explains very have the idea sheesh Irish moisture between Aspen Emmaus Abba the shares of Mauritius neshama is what's called in the language of mr. the language of Kabbalah Exodus pianist Abba Abba means a father versus an email mother Plinius means the pinna meais of the father which means the inner core not the outer the inner abba is always a euphemism for karma EEMA is always a euphemism for be know Kozma is represented by the seed the semen of life that the father contributes and bina is represented by the mother who takes the seat integrates it and it fertilizes within her body and it develops into a fetus and over nine months becomes a full-fledged fetus bazerman in this birth in the process of the human soul you have the father which is Kozma you have the mother which is been there and you have the child which is emotions the child is only born from the mother not from the father but without the father you don't have a spark you don't have the spurt and you don't have the seed of life so you need the father to contribute the seat to the mother who then ingests it and develops it into an embryo which hopefully develops into a full child which is then given birth which then comes out into the world and that's the world of meters the world of emotions that come from the father and mother so in sifrit citizen kabbalah alba is karma and emma is veena what's the relation within kaufman been customer is always the Epiphany the spark of inspiration what do they call it the lightbulb moment you know the light bulb moment aha I got it what if you get I don't know I got it explain I don't know I got something good an idea to spark its inspiration but with that nothing will remain because it comes in a ghost good bye Lucas bolt it's like a father without a mother he shoots out you know men shoot out ideas biologically and spiritually yotaka hates as the Chimera says shoots like an arrow but that's it withers ago as we know could go Lovato low which is a serious thing if it goes for waste with the wife she takes that creative energy biologically but it represents spur always by a biology is always a mirror of spirituality the two are not detached the world of biology especially the birds and the bees and the world of spirituality really the same world it's just a reflection it's a mirror and therefore she takes that creativity hopefully if she doesn't destroy it or knock it away knock it down but she takes the creativity absorbs it and turns it into or something something real but for this to have to work together closely I'm abandoned after work in a person what does this mean Kaufman is the sparked the Baroque that PIFAN II but bina is taking the idea and making it into something developing it explaining it elaborating and literally fleshing it out mom is taking the seat and fleshing it out the scene as in the microscope it has everything but now you got to flesh it out and you got to flesh it out to the point that there are toenails not fingernails every limb every organ a petition that's what happens in say Oh me you're learning or Stickle Gemara it's very very hard learning again again you don't understand it and then suddenly boom you have an insight but that insight is always a few words it's very brief and I have to develop it elaborate on it explain that the cipher it and then you can write it down you can give it over you can teach it if you don't have beena the consommateurs goes away it's memories like a light to me if you're in pitch dark desert and there's lighting ink for a few seconds there's a tremendous brightness but if you don't do anything with that it's gonna go away as fast as it came and it's all over Edison said all invention is 1% inspiration 99% perspiration cosmas inspiration veena is perspiration with us listen but in costume itself you have what he calls mini Asaba this idea cyber to st. Sonia steamer and this premiere Samba what is this shaders might say Birkin is pinning me a Saba commercial but at CERN it's Kozma the way it is in its own core essentially the myeloma artists are most in the Midlands to Latona kasha pasal Taher Tom a Zakai kyuf he's beyond the ray of mice in the way it expressed in the mid days of Tyler well the car I'm Mike that Pat of cavada Larsson our life when we learned tighter tire is of course moisten its wisdom but it's muslin that directs behavior every sugah this is kosher as possible this is power this is coming this is good this is bad this is mood turk we definitely hook the shop listen what that this is austere it's a man I tell you it is so from this is what I feel ELISA but the evidence is a Hummer this as I call it this is aptly this is kyuf it's all based on wisdom it's all based on principles it's all based on ideas but that's called Horus emotion not motion Batson it's the intelligence that guides emotions and behavior is the intelligence that leads it navigates direction it's the GPS of emotions that's not called Plinius Sabha that's called signing us up everything has two dimensions to it the Premier's submit the hit sign easily the premise of it is who you are visa vie yourself the hit sign is who you are visibly others in other words how you impact others it's two separate things one is called your external self and one is called your internal self your internal self means who you are visa vie yourself no one even knows about it sometimes not even you the society itself is who you are you've easily others meaning how do you impact others what you mean for others why is that called external because really it's very external because it's only that aspect of you that means something to others for example imagine somebody once said he wants to die so you should just be able to hear the obituary because he wants to hear what people think of him how did you think of yourself and how do you compare it to what people think of you if people have to talk about you and you could actually witness it most of us don't have that opportunity right there was they say there was a youth who died he wanted area hospitals he went into the box and we started to do a spade so somebody said it the husband he never ate broccoli he never ate spinach innovate cauliflower because of worms so she's gonna and he gets up and he says I'm coleslaw too they wanted to be myself you know make sure don't forget the coastline but what you would people say about you how much does it have to do with you even if it's a mess what they're saying even if it's completely honest it's that aspect of you that they are gaining from let's say you have a teacher let's say you have a red bear let's say you have a leader let's say of a father uninspiring figure so when people talk they talk about that aspect of what they get from him what does that have to do with his essence we can't live off that so there's your cominius is who you are visa vie you if it Sonia's is who you are you are visa vie others and that's called your external self your external self means that aspect which other people can gain from an appreciate from now that can be tremendous and momentous but ligado your premise is called six Emmys the Amendola Vitebsk and remember Laura duck at the pre artists who's at Amida of the margin of misery this talmidim said could you show us at Southwark mister could you show us a hidden Sabich he says yeah me they said you're not a nester we all know you're at SABIC he says as a sort of a as my Sitka's well given little ear vase here woe unto me if my righteousness was as much as you knew it that's my silicates in other words I'm not sad the Knesset you don't know who make that salad mister does me somebody doesn't know about he lives in an attic for 99 years right Oscar Wilde once said such a cynical money can also could almost think he was Jewish he said the best feeling in the world is to do something anonymously and then everybody finds out the best feeling in the world we tied shuts out the Commissioner your lives in an attic somewhere for 69 years right and then you call the cover condition a few hours before you die and you give it because I smile and then for hundreds of years they talk about this static Minister the cuts grabber said that they it's a harder flak it even when you're dying so they asked him what's the it's a harder when you're dying what do you want to do he said the Attar comes in to you and says they're beasts it all don't just die there's a minyan around here go out with a bang oops I could touch myself close your eyes say smile saw a shovel okay now shove my foot and then they'll write on your my tape might save it yachts unleash must save a toddler when he said I shall she said that's buying class don't just die let everybody talk about how you thought what was this point this point was okay this is the cut score ever it's how the cannister doesn't mean you're on an attic for 90 years you can also be a side of history could be a big sad thing then we know who he is but it's the most optimist why because you don't know who he is you know nothing real people what's the different in real people are not real people a lot of big people I once heard this interesting was such an interesting description I heard this from somebody who worked for many years with all of our journalists I asked them about his experience so you said usually with big people the closer you get to them the less you start respecting them from the outside they're very impressive once you move into their house you know you see how they get upset and you see how they deal with the refrigerator and you see below how they act yeah and when you get very close to them you know it's the hardest person to respect you as your wife she sees everything you know what I mean it's for hard you see up close far person gets dressed to put some uh nice thighs it's it's Showtime he says sometimes you see a person the closer you get to them the more you respect them that's a different type why because you see a different type of greatness for character the closer you get the more respect so usually the world of cominius is not the world of exciting it's a whole different world so moisture says you want to send me to give them the tailor what's the Taylor the tailor is my friend but it's hot RSR my son dimittis all of Toyota is most in the way it comes down the mice it's that's what he says how artists emotional kasha postal talk there's an African minute its wisdom the way it has in it it has implications ramifications even a pseudo of Gomorrah that's theoretical meaning it's never gonna happen it might not happen in gosh miss but it's a concept of a local it relates to action that relates to behavior and it relates to emotion moisture says kebap an intelligible path kebab lost entire backside Lacasse are my gum qing mian i see when i temp said i want to send you his first line was Who am I the COC has been a summer Messiah workshop kolima Tieg s been installed the kabbala cetera de why not listen to these words Eli how your Kailash the lasats Muhammad Ali is named gentlemen who say - a Taylor moisture could not see himself with the ability to Humble himself to lower himself to the point that from him could come shader cetera the source of Taylor it couldn't come from him quad path or Claude Washington Ike not finish the ball path and not addition itself the Haitian black cottage butter hold on noise GAAP I will be with your mouth meaning a noisy mission I see who at stmas ain't so far a noisy is I know names this is Hashem is essence show Allah my Allah my Allah McGinnis ABBA he's even beyond Abba which is - oh my lord matter shoving at slam the higher and the lower are identical well the fun of his butter cachet taqaddum Amish we gotta be him darkness is like lights well the your indominus was Moshe kasher - I'm on hula my love--my Seleucid or something you thought tell you was heart what's sad that might she couldn't talk what is he saying we learned motion was a clap they had purse to speech impediment he couldn't talk why couldn't he talk so this is a story with the with the coals so that's the physical union but everything physical comes from something spiritual moisture not only couldn't talk he couldn't even reveal Taylor shiva commentators about why not because he didn't understand it because his shady dish is actually from a much higher place so he says he can't even become the source of Tidy he can't give title why can't he give Tyler that's what his ayah says quite apparent Lawson side Taylor's about penny maintainer some examples I didn't tell you about bacon gift why not why not the words he says he is cause he's penis Plinius ABBA at some Shaima Marshall Atacama moistures also man hey the beginning at the end his men made with a shin in the middle so therefore he can't and I shan't ask to say this whole verse that he's gonna explain why could annoy PA in places coming from a noise which is higher even than you it's higher than Apple generally speaking any element of her spa of giving is always a compromise of truth always why because in giving the question is what can I do for my audience it's never a question of was where I really am and what I'm really holding by the baal shem tov once said that when somebody speaks or teaches he's like a broom what happens to a broom you have a kitchen floor it's dirty you sweep up the floor where does the dirt golf disappears goes into the broom well Schumpeter says that's what a teacher is that's what a speaker is everybody is supposed to come up clean and he goes home dirty you understand what that means you don't know someone it means you don't do it it means something very deep the broom makes the kitchen clean and the broom itself goes home dirty in other words what means life for others is death for him what he gives to others and cleans them up for him he becomes much more filthy than this why because he takes it all in so ya ever stick a bit of a tragic situation because the real communicator what is he doing he's tried to clean up people's energy people's light he's trying to give them line and clean up the mess clean up Texas City where does it go where does it all go it gets absorbed so it's actually a very big you did defend they say there was once a woman who came to her of and she spoke to him for three hours of our problems at the end she says you're brilliant and you're also a miracle worker the dope says why were you selling miracle worker she says I came in with a migraine headache and it's gone you made it disappear he said it's not gone just went to me it's not gone nothing is gone yeah it was a therapist they read dr. Plotkin he was a big therapist psychiatrist and psychoanalyst so there was a new guy who came in for the office a new resident so he sits the first day and they walk out of the office together six o'clock at night they walk out doctor says new how was your day he says I don't know how you doing this for 50 years this is what's the problem he says there were eight patients here today and everyone tells stories and you have to listen and concentrate please I'm flexing one day I'm boxing you know how are you doing this for 60 is listening to people 60 years at the bubbler said who's listening question let's say if you nod your hand if you take it shake righty and you tell them I'm sorry I understand your pain this is what insecure people go through that's it you gave a diagnosis but all these a MIDI notes it really points to one idea and that is the most understand it's not simple you go when you communicate communication as a form of mysterious nefesh what do I mean suppose I don't know it's completely going out of your space going into other people's space and asking not what you want to say but asking what they need to hear it's a whole different that's true it's a whole different thing ask not what you want to say asked what they need to hear the poem you office says says a mystical gig if I Rather's like a mala you should learn Toyota from him if not not Ameer Abdullah melaka sham smokers evacuate an appeal if not not what shot what Minard Ava's diamond Amala crash and swampers the ponder my office says an unbelievable vote every teacher has to know this it says they didn't email well commander samus is my locker my own diminish Amazon my house when a sati will come how come behind in my Ayla the posix essence higher on the shaman moves and a shaman grows a malik stands for stationery in this world you can grow you can transform yourself angels they grow but it's all in the predictable orbits she said I rather has to be daemul Amala Hashem focus what says I'm teaching Bubba basta teaching Bubba , I learned Bubba comedy Russia Shiva Bubba come how many times maybe 150 times he has a classroom what's his passion to give us a deep pimple to reconcile to ram bumps like a schmuck in ibaka Vegas market up high end market about us bad I miss my crib enough Tully it's not gonna be small whatever it is yeah it's not good of nothing where you come from so well that's what he wants to do the problem is the boys cannoneers etson k - see they can't read at a street like in many achievers so what the nursery shiva's do he gives a pill Puma - I guess I admit I'm a service Mitaka sauce and celebrity can fry look but it's not what they have dear they don't even know what he's talking about so a good Drive has to be a mullah employment not a mahalik you want to express yourself you want to grow but you then you're not a teacher then you should sit and learn for yourself you're a teacher you need to be able to be there for your students according to their capacity so for you it's a form of paralysis you're actually restricting your brilliance and your creativity and your full expression of ideas because it's not what they want to hear what they need a year or they're capable of hearing actually going down to their level and repeating something which for you doesn't constitute growth your anointment is as a rather mula mala hashem Smuckers you've actually such a teacher you learn from somebody else you're not gonna learn you're not gonna learn anything he's busy expressing himself what does this really mean this really means all our spa there's a form of self obliteration why because you wanna know why I teach because real communication means you have to completely suspend who you are and tune in to the soul of the people you're talking to now in therapy work or spiritual work you know this it's all about listening it's really listening to with the person is and not treating them as your patient or somebody coming from your purse but looking at them from your perspective or really tuning into their world and that's not an easy transition it's a very very easy not that it's very easy to get stuck over there but the point is real our Spa is always exciting it's not putting meais if it's please it's not our spa it's expressing you visa for yourself it's signing is here is the idea that the person actually is asking how I am relating to you and what do I have to give you in order for you to be able to get what you need and by definition that means my external self not external in the terms of fake that's not what externally means external means in terms that it's not about capturing my full intensity as I am with me it's not about that 22 caballo celosia has these two levels trader that we have the title that we know is a titer that's called signee asaba not putting me ASAP why should sign in sabah because it's God's wisdom infinite wisdom the way it's relatable to humanity Shania Murchison metallus I mean I mean this is a my heart tells me what to do but my show was in touch with the core of wisdom and with the core of witness clap back watterson tempest not I don't want to finish I can't I can't detach myself I can't become a mala I can't detach myself in that level of energy to be able to come down to a place where I can give title beyond either not me and I see as I'm a nobody Mia noisy for carats me and I see I'm not the RO I'm not the right person for this moisture couldn't talk cause he was always listening to talk you have to stop listening you know when you're listening to something very intently and somebody says what is he saying what is it but you know if you lose any words you're gonna lose it yeah tell me what'd he say once you finish listening and you absorb but now you start giving when you're in a state of Kabul you can't be a mafia in hostess militia you have ID departed lamented annoyed Paulette when you're absorb you can't admit it's two separate things why because when you're absorbed you have to suspend yourself and just listen to that which is above when you admit on the contrary you have to assert yourself and you become the teacher figure so whenever you become the teacher figure it's actually your lowest level you understand when you're a student you're much more real than when you're a teacher because when you're a student you're opening yourself up to something that is beyond you when you're a teacher you're becoming a source for something that is under you so you actually lower yourself to be able to become a mucker when your accountant you're actually in a much higher space when you're amicable you're a much deeper place than when you're a much sphere because I'm a sphere means I'm the giver Makabe means I'm the taker what am I taking from taking that which is higher than me moisture was always in that state she's cloud pack quad washing he can't talk he can't communicate and he can't be the shaders of trader why because the straightish of toyota is the wisdom of infinity the way it informs finiteness but moistures plugged into infinity itself my shower right because he's plugging to infinity itself so therefore he can't be a shade ish to give the finiteness because the whole tire is the way abba comes down into a locker in other words the way it navigates society it's God's wisdom the way I could relate to it I'd say ah that's what you're saying but moistures tuned into the core of the wisdom itself when you tuned in to the core of the wisdom itself it's to transcendence see subscribe path and snitched for a minute I'm not the wrong I'm the wrong person I'm the wrong person Hashem doesn't argue with them because he's right shun doesn't argue with him a Shem introduces them to another reality which is gonna be the realities gonna be discussing the reality we call the man welcome in our Maya how do you give bread from heaven of some evolved on my base column to some involved the shallow page 131 okay this is not an easy stickler this is a complicated Stickle he went over from left hand I Sabina artist elect a miniature my left human audience was the first section of the minor the second section of the mine where is lesser than a shamalia which is known as the mom the third section of the mine that goes back to explain the structure of bench Inc fourth part of the mine where goes to explain what Shabbos is and after that he comes to the end to go back to what the Commission is and the difference between let me stop the niccola thank you and the submission I'll penis - do you remember how he started he's gonna go back to at the end so he starts with left him in order to tell you tickle goes to left him in a Somalian goes back to the structure of bench ink goes to Shabbos and then back to last mission on Chalmers Celeste Herman AREX was the whole idea of Toyo and ticklin explored in the previous unit in the beginning of the man then he begins building the process of left him in a Somalian which is discussed in partials mashaallah desire calls at our the dosa the do's do of crystal and the demurrer in time is that the man came this was motion Africa and for this he explained something about my shadow Boehner who tells our music our two pair and he's a quad Lawson he has a heavy tongue and a heavy mouth which desire that I am am fascinatingly says he has a heavy mouth and therefore he's not capable of communicating tuition like that he has a heavy tongan he's not capable of communicating tonisha picks up and the way louder devil understands desire the way he understands it is that because moisture to quote him is Exim Shan MA because he's Exim Shaima or as he what he calls here at some emotion or Plinius emotion or Nemea sabha all the words of Exim emotion versus Horus emotion the plumie is versus the fit sonia's he's not capable of lowering himself to the point that becomes the service of toilet the source of tailor whether tarnish about band even tennis of exam the cause of moistures unique soul which is at some of the previous Abba which is the sets imitator not it's only acetate so what does Hashem answer him now Shem says a movie a a pity I'm gonna be with your mouth Moshe says Mia noisily I can't do this he says I'm gonna be with your mouth who's uh noisy a notion says his hats missing something it's the essence of the ain't safe which is even beyond ABBA it's even beyond Mart even beyond Kauffman it's even beyond eczema Karma and therefore the highest and the lowest are identical darkness is like light and hence because of noise ein pizza you could be the one who gives us tail and hence the man comes down because motion because this is reflected in the man let's see further inside we explains more he show - I'm on the line start someone he sure - I'm on Lamai let me service analyst at the source of the man is different than lesser man artist left - on line what makes this earthly in this heavenly literally bread is comes from flour that you need with water that you bake in the oven and the flour comes from grinding kernels would grow in stalks of grain whether its wheat or barley or spelt or oats or rye the hellacious mini dog look or essentially any other food whether it's a bean whether it's a fruit whether it's a vegetable this is only naharis it's all from produce from grain fruits vegetables basically same AF the gross from the earth Letterman owns the mine art comes from heaven Lessman when you think about it however what exactly who is the one who created the whole process of lack of Manara to toast a heavenly fruit what allows this to the week when spokes to develop kernels that can be grind into flour that can be kneaded with water and then become consumed as left him it's ultimately awesome in our mind it goes through the arts the mana just comes down but the truth is that the distinction is much profound it says what what are we what's the distinction he says c'mon Olamide emissaries analyst at the man transcends the iris of the matter the arousal of below should be saroo cedilla sati Seleucid Allah Allah laughs Amina all read the processes their arousal from below creates an arousal from above what does this mean high note Kim the penis huh be rude him to tell you nemesis who have mugged me Alisa tell you know there's a table some mother's name sure Who am I in deuteron may understand from the be ruler be room always means from separating selecting refining elevating to you you access the masculine waters my in our waters desire in Aramaic is Zara versus new cover a minute mod versus man malian doing on the masculine waters you acts as the masculine waters meaning the flow the energy flow the spiritual orgasmic energy flow from the lights of Toyo we explain that's left him in Haaretz the process happens on earth every piece of food animal products or any gasoline ultimately is rooted in a very very deep place of energy but it went through the whole Nephila that we spoke about the whole breakdown that we spoke about and therefore it's unrecognizable and it needs the other who is cohesive and integrated and balanced and connected to the divine in a conscious way to look at the tar you and Bhima violent and bitter is always a struggle by definition a void of Baroda MS and avoid of struggle because everything is mixed mixed here doesn't only mean physically mixed means psychologically when everything is mixed up with each other basically to find the kernel of truth is difficult because you have to chip away on all of the shells and all of the layers until you get it and it's a struggle it's a struggle first of all to be able to identify it and second of all to actually separate it even if you identify it to actually disregard that which you have to disregard and embrace that to draft to embrace both are very difficult the greatest work internal work is from the confusion it away this ability to be able to identify that which you have to identify and to be able to actually do something about it that's called be rudiment are you when you do that what happens you bring back call you to its original source which is the iris of Toyo and remember those artists were much more powerful than notice of tickle the problem is the odors could not live in the Kaleb the Kalin was shattered and they fell down with all their sparks and the iris departed back to their source of the divine now when you bring back them it suits us Yuri access my induction you created Seleucid alele create an arousal from the lights of Toyo and that gives tikona whole new energy the how to the savato vein rafters are similar Kesha give a Yoko your Moises graha maverick you create a flow in a viola casa other malli that's all left them in the arts that's why it's called earthly because it all depends on the void of earth I will show the only ones who can elevate tell you is down here I will show - her mom Lula Milan the source of the man is La Villa from above who seduces alive which is a day Sara syphilis at this represents an arousal of flow from above that is not created from the below you have just like you have a human relationship sometimes the ciders begin beginnings from one side certain is begins from another side and hopefully it alternates in other words is interest on both sides sometimes is only interest on one that's the concept of left I mean I read there is a little Santa like a miniature - IRISA delaila okay they pin this Misha nicely it comes completely from an ID from me there's an intership of in Aspen envious a Birkin is moisture on I see a interaction because I need my essence will be with your mouth when are nicely comes into pious Abba which is my lemmings a hug which is Russia an IDI you picker are you Daisy oscillated a la Hache - l'm at the malleus LaMotta can we show the my thermometer tells make sure you can go down and you can go to the lowest place and remain as you were above there's no distinction between my land map that when you're connected to one right a noisy mission I see is an expression in Zoya on the words are nicely a similar Cathy says who's our nation she says the only thing you said much is I am Who I am in English they got it and I see me shine like I am Who I am Who am I I can't tell you who I am I am Who I am that's the best thing I can say about me ah merci Michel no it's an expression of Zoya I am Who I am I am what I am actually so when moisture says I can't do this me annoyed see me or noisy the answer is right this is not me and the reason is because he's higher than it not because he's love with him and he's higher than it is neshama is not made for this the summer is not made for communication business um was made for absorption that's all distinction between communities and concerning these that we explained then everything you see we live in a live often in superficial realities so we have to always expand our models the one thing that you cannot that cannot coexist with Toyota Aidan look at the Toyotas superficial definitions it just doesn't doesn't work together in says that everything here is looking for pure truth so therefore what we call its ideas becomes P enemies what we call Plinius often becomes its own years it becomes topsy turvy the definition of six ideas here is not bad not bad at all but basically anything the way it's defined by others is already concern is anything that's defined by others is already not it it's the external element of it why because it's the aspect of you that I can appreciate in other words it's the way I see you I'd receive you I grasp you I define you that's called your attorneys what's your clemmy's you put in me this is the relationships of something visa vie itself but the way it's defined by others in other words the way it inspires others Marsha dabei no as a teacher as the six ideas of my sugar vein and that's really the difference between a real leader and a pseudo leader or I would say an ordinary leader and a great leader an ordinary leader his greatness is defined by his leadership real great leaders their inner life is much richer than anything anybody knows about in other words that they they become ice leaders their life actually begins it doesn't end for many people that I think they lose their leadership low or what now and what am i worth you know they have this identity crisis so the real leader is in there life is always much richer than anything else which is very fascinating it's like he's most comfortable in his inner life the whole leadership is like a compromise of his of his integrity of his truth it's a suit so exactly yeah character yeah moisture yeah that summit to fight with my to do it mister it doesn't add to his personality on the contrary his inner life is infinitely richer he's no his name is compromised right yes exactly that's symptom yeah yeah and moistures time is not only I don't want to do it not because I'm lazy I can't do it this is not what people need because the definition of leadership and communication is always to talk to people not to yourself it's not communication with communication with people you have to be able to lower yourself and be in tuned to the reality of the person much is ascribe backed by Russian on life and even Taylor what's Taylor Plato's commissar Shan but the way it informs me does the way it informs behavior that's already called its own yasaka-sama it's not basking in the infinite itself it's gleaming from the infinite direction for life and moisture says no I can't do that I can't believe from the infinite direction of the life that's already too much I stay there he's higher he's busy absorbing not not different so it's Sonny is here doesn't know it's not a derogatory term for sinuses it's nothing it's only his hair means again the way some think for any a person becomes a source of inspiration for something else that's called as concern the way I can appreciate you the way I define you the way you do something from me that's your concern is already and that journey of you going out of yourself into a source of teachings or inspiration is a journey from your enemy Asteria societies and the plebeians is always infinitely more rich than the Smithsonian's because it's the person visa vie himself without any compromise yes even look a bit yourself the way you I described myself is already much of sameness the way I speak about myself to myself as much it's only it's not my place oh that's a tough one you have to stop speaking to yourself about yourself in order to know yourself as long as you're telling yourself who you are you don't know who you want you're telling yourself who you want you're like the audience you're watching yourself okay on this on this on that on that on that or convincing or you're convinced already he's convinced they're ready it's usually not good do you maintain it yeah you maintain it you you find proofs that everything I'm this I'm this is basically confirming huh I mean the other way or herself self masochism so how do you define the process of being that was my struggle moisture was in the state of being and he was being forced to go out of a state of being into a state of you're right it's not a solid or moisture said I'm not the right man for this so what I shan't told them is a noisy alien Pizza do something even deeper than at some Hockman that's a noisy a noisy is the essence which is even beyond the eczema Kaufman the penis of hakama the core that's what he says a nicely Misha a nicely the gaba him Kakaako area and therefore I will come into your mouth and when I will come into your mouth you'll be able to communicate and your communication will still maintain the level of integrity and the level of Plymouth's that you would be without communication when you would be simply in a state of being in a state of absorption where you don't have to surface as a source because you could just be a noisy I ain't pizza and that's represented by the man which is not ISA lucid allele that comes from a service totally seduces the label itself and now he explains this a little more and he goes in to another turn another he goes into new terminology that we once learnt already in the precious naima those who remember will remember if not I'll also explain he says I said he showed us a man how in the penis I could the shoulders of man comes from a reality of world that we call I couldn't I couldn't means bound up like akkada occurred shock would be clear it's an expression and a child from the reason that all the lights are bound up in one vessel now here comes his while Trevor's imprint supremacist cannibals to the penis I could an anal Kamiya scholarship - article don't compare the integration and unity that exists in accordin to the integration and unity that exists in the world of takuna discussed earlier sure sure sure new eylem have brooded because the world of Tico and the shortage is not a llama couldn't miss Arizona Bruton sure who you booyah caleb is how cuz Calvin because in takuna have multiple vessels and multiple channels multiple carving lines outlets conduits covered that's what makes a diversified and integrated because you have so many and you can't ignore the other because there's so much out there so unfinished coller lose some how do they get along why they pinners Bittle they have a particularly humility may ha - a Mashable hakama because of the REA the glimmer the light that comes from the name of my youth cave of K in karma so here RS are moist in the middle it's when the motion inspired the me dice I they slap show st. in cyber Kozma because Hoffman has in it a manifestation of the enjoy me Tom shy they her artists emotion women dismiss Callum Gambas often come I guess at the Gloria because when muslin shine in the mid nice they take the opposites like wrestling Laura and they bring them together it's a delicious amid this man my aha Charlotte a la llave o Matlacha some medicinal even Russia the truck for Momo goes because when you have the Maya that rules over the heart it weakens the intensity of the emotion so from being a primal extreme emotion it becomes a compromised emotion it becomes a diplomatic emotion it becomes a structured emotion a balanced emotion and yes it could create space for guru and guru create spaces even if you're in a space of tremendous love you can understand the art of discipline and even when you're in a stage space of discipline you still can appreciate room for love you're not in a state of extremism of toy you where there's no room for anything else no Maya South Club the mother tells the left you're a good guy has said of acid Aleksandra there's also others Laura you're a good guy but there's also others a move a look so lucky you in Russian but talk was about precise Carlos - I couldn't who but the integration in the world of Akutan is different listen to this I've gone be a Samba this Batak song and I couldn't the mythos are in full primal intensity I fell became this afternoon was calm yeah but and I couldn't there's still one why it's up Geely alien safe band the penis ashley most africa because over there there is a complete revelation of a sob in the most perfect manner omits ovulated sociability is based off the club and when you see the insight there's no opposites but I'm not gonna sit so close and there's no division keep in us a plank of celeb amen it's a player from a wolf elements have given in so shoosh like most of the Cologne but listen to these words because their intensity is not because their essences intense it's because the a safe is revealed and the Ange size is the perfection of everything and therefore includes everything so everything could be in its ultimate intensity and yet not collide with anything else but LaHaye Nick Rock would be clean and that's why the kabbalah calls it awkward bound up in one vessel a mimics I believe we are Calum is cow Moos common now I can decode where the unity comes because there's so much diversity and everybody learns that they are not the only ones so we need have picked over militias come out over there it becomes cause of weakness elements of Gillian and Saba take offense language a man and I couldn't the unity comes because everyone is actually in its fullest intensity and because it's in smallest intensity and it senses its source and they ain't safe therefore of course yes of course it's above Toya but he wants to bring out that did the Discobolus of Akutan is very different non rather than the stylus of taken that's the finishing that contract so there's no scowlers right there's a spirit though this written what is he saying right so therefore when the mythos came out they fought before our cousin their undifferentiated right yes yes I'm gonna explain now they're very good in in the story of Yaakov Avenue with the sticks and biped then the passions by Yeats say it's usually the most kids shut down and comas forever then you go through those sticks you know I couldn't no couldn't really I don't know what hit you over there with the sheep in the water so one of the expressions that that's used there constantly as I coudn't and kuden and brooded literally I couldn't means bound up I couldn't which is basically a line that connects a line that encircles the sheep Nikodim is polka dots and you couldn't what's Bruton Bruton is rhythm is I guess could be translated as integrated integrate what's an integrated integrate it is you would have dots but there would be a line that connects them in a scallion that result says that Yakima Vina wasn't as busy with sticks the ocarina was Sawyer says that that's how ya can put on tefillin the whole avoided with the sticks was basically I avoid the vanassa still was different type of Trillin but the point there is that Yaakov was accessing energy he was tuning into energy what energy couldn't could remember in the three worlds is the world of I couldn't the world of the couldn't the world of blood in the ocean of the bhava tonya i coudn't precedes Toyo and tickle the couldn parallels toil brood and parallels taken whenever you hear in custody at sinless breed serious ear that's all post tickle me at Cilla's breed seriously it's all post tickle to ready Oh Lamar Bruton other Monica demons before Tillis and other maja couldn is even before that I couldn't then I could remember them and this is all post Simpson now let's just define the three that are negated here that he's defining here why is it called that couldn't we explained many times that all of creation is a marriage between iris and Kalin energy and containers everything in the world there's the owner the passion the energy the creativity and the Kaylee the container the facilitator the administrator the implementation of it that's Ireland Kayla there's usually 10 iris and 10 Caitlin because there's 10 spirits karma is the owner of cosmic clear Karma the owner professor to clear customs the owner of guru the CLE of core everything as iris and Caleb in a llamar couldn´t there's no differentiation yes sir iris I couldn't be clearer huh it's bound up in one vessel is one vessel that contains ten lights which is difficult to understand because if it's ten so why is there one vessel by definition every light has its way of expressing itself but that's how good next level isn't equivalent Mukunda ministers ten lights and his ten vessels but as he said before dessert ah huzzah each one is completely independent and that's why there was a sharira there first of all the earlier in the Kaylee couldn't get along and each other couldn't get along with the other one each Kaylee couldn't get along with the other one because each one as he said was infinitely extreme and primal and it spoke of was so powerful by unify Yama's by unify Yama's very much by Thomas all seven kings of toy you die before the next one takes over they can't coexist by humans by Yama's these are the mouthy Adam Laflamme allege malice Lana is strong what's missing here what's missing here is tickle now there's gonna be a new world the new world is the world of tickle but it also can but there's integration the iris are smaller the calum are larger and is unique respect for diversity what he calls it it's calculus Cavan everything is diverse in London everything is fleshed out there's details and nuances and each Cayley understands the value in the other why does it understand the value in the other because its own intensity is weakened it could see a different perspective and because it could see a different perspective it can coexist not only coexist it could be enhanced by the other I enhance you and you announce me as we this the jigsaw puzzle the symphony the art it's the art of symmetry the art of synthesis the art of integration the art of diversity the art of cubed selam aleykum also as hard on its male and female together I am NOT in the image of God when I am meet I encounter God in the face of the stranger in the face of the one who's not me that's the power of tickling which he says has ha our estimation well he says here in my Allah Tala left on a weirdness and forms emotion so this 10 Otis and tank Halen but here the calum are large the earliest art but some some indicate Lee they're not so primal they're not so intense they don't collide they don't destroy each other this is a world of balance a world of Corrections called tickle tickle means a world of little takane Toyo is chaos all right so I saw you over volume and the way he touches our other choices so you means by definition everything in Eretz is tell you everything in Geshem is a result of time but there's a big difference between i could' and bruton that's a big difference and that's what he's saying the man left him in a shamayim was rooted in moisture robbed a new PIN of I couldn't versus left him in Haaretz which is a synthesis of tea Conant are you which is brewed in' and the code what's the Nakota Sahil okay what's the difference the difference the key differences you see that these few lines are very what's what's what's called in the terminology of the Ballad Hanyu profound house colored is the very deep idea that he's saying here about the different type of escala lists but I want to focus on one line so you should see and you should see his words one two five lines from the end of the paragraph he says in I couldn't my shy database Huff Himalayas how cuz keep him aside talk of shall ahem a meme it's a taken from a horse elements had given arrange safe toke if means intensity type of tack of strength right taketh intense and very power power its power is not because it's essence it's powerful it's because early stuff is revealed academia yeah versus blew them with his oh so unity but that's because there's weakness bittle and deliciousness in a khuddam to tell Gillian in soy with take your fashion language mmm so you have intensity and I couldn't that's similar to Nick wouldn't but there's no breakage why not why not we just explained and we know this in human relations if you're in a marriage with your primal emotions there's no negotiations when I'm angry I'm angry and you know such people when they're angry you don't talk to them for seven eight hours if you can go to Hawaii for a few weeks to leave Sobers up Matt Toyama no you you don't want to see them and so his people will tell you you know I didn't have my coffee yet you don't want to talk to me I'm still I need I need three hours to land I'm not sometimes people are like very you know they're like instinctively honest with themselves most of us learn at a very young age especially Ashkenazic Jews to suppress instinct we learned to be proper I was the other day at a Buddhist somebody had twins they came from Uzbekistan yeah they were sitting on the floor and singing and jumping the babies came and Ivy was jumping to the ceiling I'm looking I say I can awesome but commit suicide before they would do this out of his everybody standing as right everybody's proper up and make sure the thali that tie is this and these hidden from was Pakistan they were jumping and hollering and screaming and dancing so I said it's interesting what the Enlightenment detached can ask jury amazing turn them into sophisticated people but sophistication also kills something that's what he says this these are collisions is a weakness the weakness yeah I'm not I'm not I'm not here judging sociological making sociological judgments inspired them versus African Allison but there's a certain passion that you see by spied in the Ashkenazi don't have in terms of a movement in terms of heritage in terms of a lot of things they have an Ashkenazi married to aspire D it becomes very interesting usually okay so huh what so so so he says and I could them you have even more taken but there's no spirit there it's actually one Cayley is even more unity than burden why but it's not taken from a horse let's take a faint saw what does this mean what does this mean before we explain it practically which you always have to explain it you just have to always understand the concept and then the concept you bring into practicality and here I'm gonna make our aura about premiers and consignees what's often so difficult about teaching Toyota in Lakota Taylor is that it's a safer that's cool it premieres and yet if you only stay by the pen emmaus tragically sadly most people would lose interest because when we come to a sheer today most people maybe maybe some present company excluded but not everybody most people have one question what's in it for me that question is a question of concerning it's not a Phineas it never allows me to hear what the person is saying all it allows me to do is hear what is in it for me what does he have to tell I want to be inspired I want to be happier now this is not a bullet this is not blaming or judgment this is just a description of reality but that means that sometimes I could sit my whole life and all I took was the sheets ideas of the alternative nothing else all I heard was this is a good voice it's a good one I like it my Shabbos is better my yom tov his best beautiful but we realized that this is its earliest it's how I'm using you for me don't know if enemies on the other hand this is and this is what Marvin was complaining about he didn't want to teach us in this he wanted to be there he just wanted to be there he didn't want to communicate with Sonja's what nummies Linnaeus means I'm not looking what's in it for me I want to know what you actually have to say and you know what I may not find relevance for 65 years much better for carat the less relevance the more true it is the more abstract the more pure right the higher the fact that I'm like I don't know what this is what's what's this doing for me okay so you're actually getting lost in it but she getting Austin eyes she getting lost I know we don't live in that world we don't live in that we live in a world where frankly most people want to be inspired they want to be moved people today are stress they're anxious the greatest thing you can do for people is help them navigate their stress and anxiety and find a place of peace and comfort and wholesomeness with themselves with God with their spouses with their children and with the universe and with the extra-terrestrial police yeah that's the Rumba the Rambam specially did not make us safer of holla holla holla my sir that was the uniqueness of their emblem the only safer vilasa that includes everything in its idealistic space coaster cylinder and there's only one line Oval Office of mushiya then I'm us all the losses mumbay stomach and he treats it with the same intensity and shall tomorrow's it's a welcome ice so what did you ask to do today the Rambam he'll treat those the Shabbos yeah and the card bonus that weren't around by their nominal ready for more than a thousand years to say exact them time there's no difference the bear said that her mom suddenly forgot that he was living in Egypt that's what he says yeah he says he forgot we he was living suddenly suddenly Zin yerushalayim looks somewhat Samantha how he starts describing the carbon-based as the fork axis the five conscious you know what I'm talking about that so okay yeah and it's a it's a Dogma here I'm talking more in terms of avoidance of shaming ruffini's but it's a different enemy as is different than should Siamese enemies is different I'll tell you what deep my sir it's a nice addition my son oh so you have to have you have to have a certain sensitivity to it you know what I mean it's a it's an able to my son I'm telling you so if you don't understand it it's fine - ADA love my son I get this from the bottom ice it brings out something it brings out something very deep does that'll give you a little context you'll appreciate the mice in the lab amateur ever had three types of letters that he wrote he had what they call in the jargon of Chabad a mist of prati a mist of Chloe and a mist of Chloe property now before you get confused I'll explain to you what is it's not complicated mr. Perrotti means an individual letter here either miletti writes back an answer a letter which she wrote probably two or three hundred thousand of summer over these years non-stop every day hundreds of letter today there's already I don't know where maybe thirty five volumes and it told me the letters that I'm I'm so private anyway that's a private letter a private letter to something then it was a mist of Chloe mr. Kali means a few times a year or Shoshanna be foolish Hashanah before Pesach he would send that a general letter like a message that he felt was relevant addressed to the Jewish people and then there was a midst of Chloe property meaning it was for individuals but it was generic was jug generic few times a year let's say Hanukkah tongue whatever would sit down and write down a message some thoughts a page or two pages they about Chanukah about something in the parsha it was an idea an idea of a sermon I did you described an idea an idea and said this an idea and I lost whatever it was people who sent them letters he would often send them back this letter which had a blessing again and usually he would address it to the name sometimes a dinar a line at the end or or in the beginning I got you letters or whatever but this was more of a generic letter that went out how many people got it you could set it to 500 people 5,000 people whoever it was he wanted to send them this message so his secretary once told me or my grano once told me there was a year who sent it up a letter so gay if it was a personal question you have to know to do this the generic letter would enough but it was more person to kill Mr Justice I seed wrote a letter so the never tells our background to send him send him the midst of Chloe prot he sent him to Silla she sets it up so he gets it he comes to the office and he gets it then he yeah he makes a sour face he says what's the sour face he says I wanted both are present look they're pizzamas I wanted a personalized letter he's sending me this wrong I don't know why I decided to tell this to that ever it's good he did because you'll hear the response she tells the depe that the seed is upset it was why she upset so he wanted want to personal a personal letter not so the rebus said sometimes you overestimate a person I'll say it in Yiddish and then I'll translate he says if the gamate as ever give old vision was easily given and finished I'm shaking up his amicably I thought he's a person would be interested to know what I am into these days what I'm thinking about he's not I'll send them in a purse I'll send them an individual letter you typhus that's a difference of climis as its own ease you would think an individual letter powerless mices I'm writing to you you want to talk about this we'll talk about this the generic letters what was he wasn't writing a response to somebody was ranting what he's thinking about I thought we have a relationship and we'll listen was each ligand he wants to know what I'm into it's I said to tip I thought that's what he wants and they'll managed I guess up there I'll send them a personal letter right you would think is the other way more pernicious it's more personalized no more personalized means actually I'm stepping out of my space I'm tuning into your space which is fine that's what you want to talk about but what about sometimes asking yourself not what you want to hear but actually what the other person is saying imagine in a marriage if he could do that right when your wife speaks to you not to hear what she's telling you about you actually what she said not with the Khurana not with smart lachemann the literal interpretation the smart cut suitor that's the definition of clemmy's it's a whole different in Ian's seok Linnaeus meet tuning in to the purity of something without any motive even a motive of inspiration which is basically how it's being defined visa vie me and the same is true and Turner you could learn Toyota right you want a lot no halacha you want to have inspiration and then this trade itself but even turn in itself that we learn is already the heart of Toyota because it's the way Toyota informs life it's not the core and moisture says this is this is not me so I Shem says annoy PA in Peter once I know she will be with your mouth then we can come down in order to and that's what the man is the man comes miss was mush in order to explain this he says for this we have to understand the Cedars of Omaha couldn't versus Allen have written the actus of Akutan versus asked us a Bruton to different actors one is an actor's because there's a lot of Kaelin and everyone gets along with the other because they're weakened what makes them weak he says more young shall Attila left a weirdness makes primal emotions weak because it gives you perspective it tells you relax you're not the only animal in the jungle this is what's called negotiations this is political science had it humanity has struggled with us how we create a society that's normal when everyone has conflicting interests and you don't have issues through a you high employee what do you do socialism was one way of dealing with it right capitalism democratic systems monarchies it was all different types of systems the Roman system the Greek system how do you create systems you have a million people living together everyone has interests how do we live and let live and yet work together but not work together and the truth is it's very tough one of the greatest questions in politics and running a country is what's the balance between your head and simple the rights of the individual versus the rights of the collective it's one of the most difficult challenges most of us we already grow up in a country in America's a mouth social tested is a lovely country despite the older all the challenges here but it's a it's yeah yeah exactly one of the biggest questions first amendment etc what's the rights of the yakit and what are their limits do they have limits America was based on the yaqut that was the signature of America for the people by the people the monarchy the Moluccan is based on the mellah it's not the yogurt and the melodica vehicle is that simple communism and socialism there's no malice there's only at Sid were there's only the people there's nobody else everybody is equal the only problem is some are more equal than others as we know many of our communities are based on that way there's only the cheap or there's only the people but some are a little more equal than others right so that's a very very powerful question what are the limits of the yahud what are the limits of the Seaboard a lot of yiddish guide a lot of hill systems this Malakand hill cuz some Hedren health is more common a lot of that law office of dhaka all revolve around this question what does either side embrace do we embrace the ethos that the individual will reign supreme or no that SIB will reign supreme and you have to surrender because the yog had surrendered to the Seaboard does the zebra surrender to the other in many situations people struggle have very heavily with this they grow up in a very collective atmosphere where there's only community and one day they look in the mirror and they say did I ever exist and will I ever exist and do I exist and it creates a lot of pain a lot of pain because nobody ever told me that I exist they always told me that you are screw that keeps the bookcase together that's your function and the moment the screw goes away huh Victor your school but me clear out what are you you're not a screw but the opposite okay you're not the hammer you the nail okay one of the two so this is the question it really originates in these three worlds I couldn't Anna couldn't and brew them as we obey Suresh and explore this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot they ueshiba net / donate