Why You Can Only Achieve Serenity if the Soul Wins - Likkutei Torah Chukas "Vayaas Moshe" #6

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unless you don't really believe it you don't think so see you say do me a favor get rid of the bad give me good right that's deshyla so if somebody doesn't take it seriously okay you could say for a person who doesn't believe it or doesn't see it this way or can relate to it and listen maybe it's true maybe it's not sure I'm not interested in this little toy if I don't need my right like some mothers would say do me a favor don't give me children who are too smart - brilliant - talented lovers can't override you made simple kids missed this is so clogged mistook look not too talented not too creative who's gonna be simple you can understand but the vomit on himself also Davin innocently he wrote the he wrote a cinder from 16 as high as he wrote acid same city the same Sherman acidy how do you justify how to explain it that's a wonderful question so the question will become very clear as we continue I just want to bring out I didn't understand that was your question then there's a second question of Irish Thomas yes we'll see he's gonna it's gonna all be Bavaro don't be I think of all be clarified he now comes back to the theme in the beginning of the my newest Fela the Zellweger nut filler the Baba Konya began and said that we have to be quicker you lead us on a shaman by la maza that the main catalysts of the unit asana Shama was the vagus to connect with its creator behalf of the year and the main focus is in Davin Inc that's the main moment when the neshamah Cleaves to its creator certainly before birth and after death there is much deeper connection you can't compare the debeikis then Vegas and the body because the whole love and awe that the neshamah experienced before birth or after death is far deeper than the Aven unit of inertia McCann experienced in the body because the body ultimately remains a shell that conceals the true soul and it doesn't really always allow a void a session not only that it slips Tana Shama down to enjoy materialistic pursuits which are completely irrelevant to the soul but since you're living in the body you basically have no choice the body tells the soul this is it we're gonna enjoy ourselves we're gonna live it up the body says here is a good meal and all your problems will go away and the soul is forced to indulge in it because the body is tempted by it and then the soul just goes back to its own void afterwards but that's this journey of the soul so if somebody is not aware of their soul it's not an issue they may feel the pain on an unconscious level they may feel the pain but not know why they're feeling it people feel a certain emptiness in life but they don't know how to identify what it is where it's coming from and most importantly how to resolve it but there is always that inner voice of the soul it's a call to mama dot-com it's a silent inner voice of the neshamah that a person has and let's understand that even within religious circles this void continues because religion is not always associated with spirituality or with godliness person could do religious things but they don't have any relationship with it on the contrary the more they do it they more they may be alienated so even though this tremendous value and does the my son but nonetheless the soul sometimes is still starving so that means that the neshamah in this world goes through a very heavy journey and it could never see what it sees before it comes into the body or after it leaves the body it's a whole different experience in fact we don't even have Isis for the Rambam writes in his commentary to Mishnah is about Olam haba about granadan he says describing GaN Eden is like describing to a person who was born blind different colors it's not per shot you don't of the AI seus explain it better it's even hard for us to understand the martial person's simply red blue green somebody who was sawn then became blind you know what it is somebody who never sought that consequence it exists we don't even appreciate the concept because all of our vision in life our sensitivity in life is always channeled through the prism of the body but the truth is the moment in a shamble leaves the body or before the neshamah comes into the body everything is different it's like from one extreme to another esteem to a point that it's incomprehensible for the person what didn't is Shama experiences and sees the moment after it passes he's so full of outside things nothing is blocked nothing is eclipsed the whole world is one and gosh amis doesn't block the ruthless he says you can't compare the Devey curse of the neshamah before or after the new vegas that the neshamah is capable in the gulf but here is where it comes here is where the point comes in the Zohar says that the pathless of the neshamah down here is to transform mridula Miska bitterness into sweetness darkness into light the whole person was created for this and he started to say that means that our debeikis erinite Fila here has to do with transformation and that doesn't exist before the new shaman is born or after its passing and then he begins the whole process that embodies tradition there was Mohammed Avenue and the buyer Shanee there was a short Avenue today is a longer darvany and for this he went to this subject that all didn't are sweetened in the show bush and he went off but the whole concept of we've been discussing the last few days of Toves of our hawaiian and poke mines amalaki mother so now he comes back that feelin this is Brazil when you're not finished but go for other bye la maza now we come back to the concept of Tefila which exists when the soul is in the body in this world Shama Shama but a cargo of save Ellis studies me assert the soul within the body experiences in Durst's Aras challenges and you suited pain not because of the various pains a person has in life that's something else but here is talking about existence is painful why should it sign nila David be extra the de Shama has one craving one yearning one mission nothing else it wants to have the vagus in its creator it wants to have intimacy with its creator that's what its agenda is it has no other agenda besides wanting to be one with one it doesn't it's not interested in anything else that's what it is it is a chemical akame mal and it wants to be part of Allah common mouth doesn't only want to be a halex separated it wants to be completely one complete vegas that is its yearning like a lover who loves somebody and all he or she could think about is the Rambam says distant hills truth a pair of cute somebody says has this vision about somebody that they love and twenty domum says bhava certificate on me all day and all night he or she thinks about nothing else but this relationship now sometimes it's not exactly a healthy situation person is infatuated by some type of crush because they have a void but the reminisce gives a Marshall to understand when somebody really really loves somebody without a cicadas you can't even take your mind away from it that's 24/7 non-stop and you don't sober up from it because it's real in this case it's real this is what the neshamah wants it wants one thing it wants debeikis in Hashem that's what it was wants to be completely one that's what the neshamah wants however a goof am initial the body has a completely different perspective the goof doesn't allow it but since the goof doesn't allow the goof doesn't even know about it like the goof doesn't even understand the language results two people communicating they're married to each other they live together their whole life and it's not like in a marriage where you could separate you can go away from the house a few hours and go pursuit your dreams pursue your dreams here then a shun man that goof are always one you can't have a soul without a body kind of a body without a song they're not just married to each other they're completely integrated for life and it's completely two different perspectives the goof doesn't even know whether the Sun is talking about it a shaman doesn't know what the goof is talking about the shaman so the neshamah he says existence for the soul is a very painful reality and if a person can't identify this pain ultimately they can't find meaning in any other pain all other pains in life pale in comparison to this this pain is at the core of existence this is not because I'm having a problem with this those are all details every person has problems every person has challenges or prison has no serious no life is perfect but this is at the core this is even the greatest most blessed life which everybody should have this tension that exists in existence nobody can transcend nobody can make believe it doesn't exist there is a marriage of a paradox in every person and that paradox drives us crazy we repress it some people repress it with television some people repress it with shopping some people repress it with barbecues some people repress it with iPhones it's a lot of coffee but with other stuff more benign or less becoming more destructive or less destructive but if you're opened up to it without any distractions existence by definition is painful what is the pain the first pain is not because of anybody doing anything bad to you that's stage 2 it's the bay the fact that you have two opposite realities that are brought together for life and they do everything together they shower together they eat together they sleep together they hike together they go to work together they dive in together they learn together they think together no one is on their own right a soul without a body is not a life and a body without a soul is a lifeless before birth they weren't together after death they won't be together but for this journey they're together and they're completely different the body is physical and it knows about physicality the soul essentially is a piece of God that's a helical economy mom so the soul sees the world from divine perspective the soul sees the world like a Shem sees the world the soul experiences live from a divine perspective and that's what it yearns it yearns to be one with its true self with his true identity and the Gulf is like what are you talking about plus Hakka start shining well who decided all of this and this soul starts doubting itself right so the soul says you know what let me try at least we think this soul is downing itself it's not really darling it's something the body says let's try this let's try this nacelle says okay let's try they try and try and try and try and try and 30 years later 40 years later 50 years later the void still persists it's a very deep voice that's that Cyrus he's talking about it everything else is a later stage you people go through this people go through that but this is not what you go through this is existence itself existence itself has a very powerful painful component to it human condition the human condition inherent in the human condition and if a person doesn't acknowledge this they won't be able to get anywhere because they'll always be dealing with symptoms it's like you have this symptom that symptom so you write and camp we had inert camp I went through we had a nurse so for everything she had the same group it was called a lass injure everything was a loss injury I'm having a heart attack take a life syndrome I have a migraine headache Oh everything an infection on the foot everything was a candy okay but even if somebody can deal with symptoms if they don't deal with core issues they're not gonna be dealing with anything so person deals with this and takes care of this and takes care of that it's all good but if I don't address the core issue that my soul is crying my soul is yearning my soul is not being nurtured ultimately I won't be able to deal with anything but for this you have to know what your soul is to be able to listen to it you have to be able to identify it and nobody can do this for you and this is very very internal it's very very offended it's not about the community it's not even about family it's not about social pressure it's really if your own neshama is home if your own soul is home with itself warts and gulls it's an excise why is it painful why is it painful for the soul not to be who it is I think it would be compared to you'll take a person right and take I'll give you an example the world has different levels of exertion you have diamond of timaya if Ryan you have madaba for everyone self-expression means something else completely come to a come to a tree or a bush or a plant and ask the tree tell the tree or the bush or the plant of the flower I want you to express yourself I want you to be free okay so basically here you're never attached to their one place so boring I'm gonna free you I'll cut you and they'll be able to roam the world be able to travel the world to get on an airplane and travel to Berlin you travel to Moscow to Sydney to Tel Aviv right and the tree says thank you very much for no thank you now take an animal take a wonderful horse or a cow or a bull or a sheep or a goat and you see you see that tree I'm gonna give you everything that that tree house I'm gonna tie you down to the earth and I'll pour water in you and I'll give you Sun lights the greatest torture for an animal what is life for the tree is death for the animal but you give the animal a farm field yeah the goat passions and Huggins a dog he goes from this stack of hay to the stack of hay that this pile of grass to this pile of grass sits down here walks there I'm a higher there's a guy here on spook Rocky has a farm so I go there sometimes with my kids so he has three goats with birds with chickens galore with rabbits ducks turkeys different types of animals and I say new how are they doing he says it's paradise for that my wife loves them they walk around they graze they're free nobody bothers them I'm a higher yeah now take a person and say I'm gonna take care of you just like I take care of this horse you put the person into what I call it a Corral a corral ride fenced around and you put grass and you could walk around there a whole day it's a death sentence for the purse it's a prison that's what a prisoner's they did this to people isn't that what some sex to do the person is screaming killed me hot sleeper how are they difficult a hot sleeper cry I don't want such a life why okay you know what I'll make you like a tree will tie you up to the crown will tie you up to the earth the answer is if you're a tree you're right for a tree the greatest form of life is that it remains in one spot the 3000 years you have trees that are around for thousands of years that's its greatest life that's its greatest form of self-expression it grows tall it's beautiful its blended and connected to its roots you do that to an animal let's type all the time and very nice it's torture but you give an animal the freedom to roam the freedom to eat you're not torturing it you're not repressing it you're not crushing it I'm tired of thousands if you take a person and you say I'm gonna treat you the same way the worst punishment you do for a day it's nice for three days it's nice for a week it's nice afterwards you want to kill yourself why because a human being has certain qualities and characteristics that need self-expression whatever those qualities may be but they're humans relationships with people wisdom right work connections it's on so forth attachments creation productivity various talents and that itself every person is different so what is free and then you have diamond you have a rock yeah let's leave it alone I'm a Shia you have a lake you have a beach you have earth what is free for the diamond is not freedom for the timaya what is freedom for the timaya is the opposite of what's free for the sky you cut him off and you want him to Romney's dead you tie up that's the guy he's dead and what is free for the sky is not free for the madama freedom is not what you do with what you don't do it's how much your life expresses who you are now taking a human being himself you could take a human being right and let him eat the let him drink and let him roam and let him produce but you don't the nurture the divine in the unity then a shaman the human being that's a horrible form of paint that's a horrible form of distress and if the fact of the person is conscious of what's going on or not that doesn't make it less painful a person may not be aware which only makes it less more painful because the person is not even in touch with it that's what he's saying I'm the summer betrayer I goof save Ellis Sutter's visa not because anybody abused you because this is the story of the human condition as the story of existence excellent question and finish - Schuyler this is I get to shine he says it's not fear what's the solution to this tension why is it always in one way one direction yeah why is it that if the neshamah wins there will be manaka-san nefesh and if the guff wins the one women or some effort if the neshamah is happy the goof should be forever frustrated just like if the goof is happy that a Samba should try to be frustrated because the Gov that's the whole point of this moment the goof is really a not didn't and tuck him Allah Bashar show the goof is not really an enemy of the neshamah the goof healing comes when you align it with the soul it can't happen the other way McNew Kassar nefesh can't happen if the neshamah becomes like the goof but if the goof is aligned with the neshamah the liminal cousin of it who's that's the truth of the Gulf I'll give you an example there's no real paradox there is you first have to acknowledge that there is if you rather we go that there's no then there will be you know what I mean it's like a married couple that says there's no differences between us it's perfect then it's gonna be bad because it's gonna emerge right but not consciously and it's gonna take you over you first have to acknowledge the problem in order to realize that there's no problem this is a mistake that a lot of people making their own life they don't want to deal with the fact that there's a challenge to deal with because it's not sufficient oh I don't care about these things I'm not a two-year-old baby you are a two-year-old baby if you can acknowledge that you're a two-year-old baby then you won't be a two-year-old if you can't acknowledge it you will actually be a two-year-old you understand what I'm saying because there's no paradox is gonna be a paradise if there's a paradox then there can be no paradox so let's say a person has a dog right and he's walking his dog so could I calm the dog jumps into a beautiful garbage garbage dump a garbage can because this excellent food leftovers for the bar mitzva everything from the smokers board was there and he's sucking on the bone and the master says come come come dog looks to finish fan art such a smorgasbord live McCauley I'm a mr. Schnitzer not have been they do you have such food in the garbage can come come and he's screaming at the dog he wants to be with his dog so what is the solution is the solution that he should also go into the garbage can and stay there and eat together with the dog and I'll be together with the dog that's not what he does he summons the dog until he gets the dog to come sometimes begrudgingly he has no choice or willingly you understand then the shaman is never gonna go into the garbage dump it just won't he can't he's a prince he's a piece of God he can't be not divine so what's the solution for the tension in life it's never than a summer following the body it's never gonna help because the soul will never go that way but the other way the goof will follow the salt maybe initially begrudgingly and then willingly and then eagerly that depends which state you are begrudgingly willingly or eagerly but that's the only solution the solution for peace in the house is not that the master goes wherever the dog goes it's that the dog follows the master and when the master doesn't teach the dog who's the boss or evolve oi it's not good that's true but I mean ultimately the source of the newest yes settled the source of Manutius a nephesh to get rid of the tension is only in a controlled life when there's at the Boris at Sarala climber when the climber is aligned with the surah not when the surah surrenders to the Fineman that's not gonna work it's been tried for thousands of years people try it people try it all the time they say let the physical rule and that's it I'm not gonna tell you that there's no happy people I don't know that I don't know how do you but wouldn't the happy people there's a lot of distractions on my forum there are TVs that have 800 channels there's more than that okay I didn't know right there's also fun you could have fun you can have a lot of distractions but then there's an element of fulfillment of a meaning you can't replicant fake it you could fake it but it's not gonna help every person has an ax summon a good but it depends what type of soul want everybody yeah yeah Jews have this in a much more acute fashion because of the nature of their neshama so they need much more of this meaning of this transcendence in order to be able to survive you can't not be in touch with unisom at all because it's there but sometimes it's repressed you don't know what it is but once in a while the person will suddenly start crying but the person will suddenly experience a moment of war or a moment of reverence or a moment of meaning these are very very deep internal and personal experiences or the opposite depression yeah and sometimes addiction is completely that it's the pain is so profound the person has to numb it they just can't live with themselves why can't they live with themselves they can't stand in the world look in the mirror and just live with what is they can't the void is so powerful why is it so powerful just eat sleep and get a job what's the problem the problem is that they usually have a deep soul and if the soul is not being nurtured it's not getting oxygen it goes crazy it's like a person doesn't eat for a day two days three days four days you get very grouchy and you get into a very bad mood what happens when you don't feed the soul it also gets very grouchy it gets into a very bad mood it's a different type of bad mood you know you don't eat to get into a bad mood after a while so a day for two days four day seven days even if you're drinking and you're surviving you plotz you you explode your employer you lose it right away you lose it you know when men come home at night and they're hungry I always tell them go to a restaurant before you come home your wives dinner will be seconds and that way if you didn't make dinner I'll be fine does he hate already they lose it they just snapped people snap so when the neshamah is very hungry it snaps in its own way the more a person is sensitive the deeper the soul they have the more it needs the more it meets transcendence the more yearns for it when it doesn't have it the more it's deprived the morts artisan his Sudirman house it has to be fed that means it meets I want to give an example if you remember imagine Mozart would have grown up in a home without a piano Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart was a genius a genius of music thank God he grew up in a home with a piano we would have grown up in the home without a piano the genius would have been there the creativity would have been there the energy would have been there but there was no outlet for so what would happen tremendous frustration breaking windows would be the good thing you have it with a lot of kids even with a lot of young people there little Mozart's in their own way but nobody gives them a piano so there's a tremendous tremendous pain or anxiety and it needs an outlet it needs to come out comes out in all different types of ways fascinating ways the Gemara says our teague be mushy shy a little tinnitus a miserable don't touch my machines these are little kids every little kids especially every little Jewish kid yeah it's like a little mushiya in his own mind he feels like he could change the world he wants to change them especially if you have a Jewish mother so either you are mushiya free you're gonna bring machines but you're not a small person and then as we grow up we're told to calm down you know just live a life of quiet desperation and just be quiet you know go to yeshiva let's not hear from you for a few years let's marry you off and just become an accountant or whatever it is or to do this do that not nothing wrong that's a wonderful thing that's better than some other stuff people do but very often we're told us doo doo doo doo stay follow the system that's the main thing don't stick out don't stick out so for some people that works wonders other people yeah they're neshama star raging so there's different outlets they don't have a piano this different outlet so you have to understand what a soul is you can't destroy people's inner machines can do that some of us are good at it are good at it you know we've become very cynical we've become cynical but the soul is very powerful it needs its outlet so a person has to identify it and tune into it on some level the soul knows that it's connected but how conscious that is in our conscious body that's a question of each individual so do is that connection that's always there it can't not be connected that's what it is it's a hillock kind of coming mouth but how where I am of it is a whole different experience I may not be aware of it somebody once said right by Jewish mothers if you have a good kid a doctor a slow kids a lawyer if he's really underdeveloped and accountants mommy summer sugar now rabbi but there's no no no let's do you got a produce you got a produce now that's all good stuff but the most important thing is to feed the soul person ever feed the soul she says as I visit the mela hukum I go visage gina-sama Crassus loftiest camera show you this is fascinating the neshamah in the Gulf is Mama's like a goddess of Shilla it's like the shimmer itself has to give life to everything that's what God wants he gives life to everything so you have a Russia somebody who's not exactly the most righteous person and everything in his life is being used against goodness and the fears to do that comes from goodness so the Shin is giving life to that which its whole identity opposes the stinger and that itself comes from the shrimp that's what the gulls means exile means when you're an egg is all what does it mean when a person is in exile they can't do what they want to do in fact they're often forced to do work for the enemy against their own will that's what Gullah says what does it mean Jews are in gullies it's not just geographical its emotional and spiritual even an ancestral they say minakata ain't no gully no merits and no and most of young - why you're not geographically exiled you're existentially exon exiled means when you don't know who you are and you're living a life that is a into your true self may be serving your enemy using your talents resources and closeness to serve that which is against you that's very very sad you know it's exhausting yeah how much the person is in prison or in exile they're working on from 6:00 a whole day they're working but all their work is not to express themselves with their true desires or yearnings or dreams it's to work for their enemy and maybe to work for things that are completely against their own agenda their own perspective what happens the person is stripped of his dignity the person is stripped of his heels of his energy so godless agenda means the sinner is giving feels to the Russia because without the shin it can't live and that energy is being used against it that's a state of eggs also a person in a state of exile means you're in a place you're doing stuff your talents are being expressed but the purpose is completely not what you really want yeah in other words obviously once the system is chosen Shema Crassus lahar she is Gamera Shyam Carson a shaman maracas laughs years ago the neshamah is compelled to give life to the body the coal cavernosa a nebbish philosopher so the whole objective of this you read this on a shaman is not for the soul itself the soul's debeikis was much higher before Rakesh Villa Hollis I goofed me off though the whole purpose of the neshamah coming into the body is actually to work with the Gulf to elevate it from Earth but Saudis Levada today one has to refine his body kick-ass FBI that serveth you have to treat it like silver in the hand of the silversmith you ever saw a silversmiths in action he takes the silver with delicacy and he refines it but it's based on one conviction that this is a piece of silver and even if there's a lot of filth and dirt and sediments what is it called what's mixed into silver around there's a word no the soilless in the silver I guess then purities are there as he places the silver the metal and the fire that will be refined the homage to Rufus yes sir the more the sediments the impurities are mixed into the silver so does love added will allow Babel of a shower goggle one must refine and the lobby lid would means clean it out with a greater flame with a more intense ferocious flame why because there's more impurity less impurity you don't need such heat you don't need such intense warmth to refine the silver warp service you need a greater fire cane solace lovara da GU faheen Sahara the same is true the goof is silver but it's mixed in with the 8 Sahara and you have to be moverá the goof from the 8 Sahara that's a mixture that is very deep the Kola v al-shara and bring the goof back to its source commercial Ben hemella limousine an Escalade back to the metaphor of the prince of the king of the prince with the zona with the harlot when the male of hires designer to entice her saw his song and at the surface she is all negative when he goes deeper he sees that her star dish is really the Melek he sent her he sent her to the boy he sent it to the prince in other words what seems like complete IRRI is really just a cover-up it's really just eclipsing it's true Suresh her real real Moses that she's an avid of the Mela and therefore what she really wants as he should say no to her that is how he fulfills her desire and much more than if he says yeah but she can't tell this to him this is the story of the Gulf the Gulf at the surface like all physicality it seems like it's a steerer to the neshamah it undermines the song but the MS is that if you take it back to its cherish a not didn't and talkin alibi char shun it's really pure toy it's really pure godliness it's not looking for anything else even though at the surface it's so alien from the soul the coal ma chère star to visit RBI sir the more mixture of rats are at laughing aah yo sir double the closet but fill it with a bit behind you need a more intense fire in Dominique in order to have the Vegas of the neshamah and the goof in its creator this is the Vegas of Tefila in our world it's not that the vapors like the neshamah has before it's born or after it dies over then there's a soul without about it here it's this happy terminator lumiskin here the Vegas is to take the dinning back to the sugar ah this is a serious avoid to be able to look at a reality and say I see you for who you really are I see you for your true depth to be able to see all or ah for what it truly is based on its Irish the crisis is an opportunity to break down as this an opportunity for rebirth and the same is true that very struggle that in a sum as with the Gulf to be able to see that if you take the goof back to its source back to its Irish it's completely not evil it's completely not at all it's really a divine energy that is manifested in the goof even though it doesn't express itself that way so on one hand you say oh the goof is always enticing than a Shama to do the wrong thing absolutely not sometimes it looks like the goof is enticing the neshamah to do the wrong thing but really the goof is your greatest ally just like design that really wants the Ben MELAS to say no and when he says no she celebrates so you have an interesting situation with the body the body sometimes tells you to do something that you think the body really wants you to do but when you do it the body is disappointed the body actually is a that you betrayed the body when you say no to the body you said yes to the body just like when he said no to the zona he gets more of her than when if he says yes when he says no he's really capturing her essence he actually hasn't because she's an evident the melon when he says yes sir she doesn't have her sometimes when you say yes to the body you're betraying it you're neglecting is the body is like begging you it has this twinkle in its eye and it says please please don't take me so seriously I'm just here to bring out your true self by taking me seriously you're actually rejecting me or betraying me that's the avoid that sometimes you need a huge fire in order to refine the silver from the impurities and bring out the cleanliness of the silver and that's the cleanliness of the body the beauty of the body to be able to create a holistic life so this is a very interesting idea you're following the temptation of the Gulf and you really lean disloyal to it you don't get it you're falling prey to superficiality it's not what it really is well okay but bias Tricia Mahara Harvey shall I hide out in the first place uh Victor with arawa's not so excessive what do we mean there was plenty of rock but the mixtures weren't so bad yet so they can be hydric soil the mixture wasn't so bad the problem we have is that I rule is the mixture the deception the zona looks like a Zoila hello Hudson litter Philippines llamas they be called enough to fill of that everybody davon on their own you could have it for a minute there was known as a cup villa there was no need for filler with fire Kymco Marseille my illaha via rava didn't Milosh our shop I'd a hacker bonus how you died the main avoid this has Shimon the first way submitted was car bonus all their action was to bring back the demon there are all negativity back to a stylish how do they do it through car bonus essentially that's avoidance a car bonus what is the carbon you take the Beast and you offer it up to our shaman becomes irrational a sham in the flames of them is baya they sublimate the entire universe and they allow lying the outer with the inner all the demon well there I came back to its shoulder came back to its source that was the whole avoid of Carmona's they didn't need to feel abyss lavas what that's essentially what a carbon is like we lived in the mind member ucroe dunkey actors make my revelation me now Bahama it's not only a physical carbon it represents the whole avoider of aligning the demon with the shirah SH that's what a carbon is a carbon means bringing back everything to its true source to its true origin Avel but by in SHANY his syllabus a cannot Finland and by his che me they started to be miss akan that feeling that we have which minister but v6r Olivia voice it's ara but it was much shorter first of all there was a concept of tefillin Saravanan oh and also the Dominique itself was short with Fiera it stifles her age photographer said I shall be careful it's commensurate with how much fire they needed based on how much the negativity the brokenness was mixed into them remember the more of this impurity in this silver the greater the fire van afternoon and we the ballot Anya says now he's speaking about us von Osten when we traditionalists Powell yo severe severe Slava Samoyed we needed Arvind more and more with tremendous fire with tremendous lavas the same behold David Earl Amato every generation as you go downward further service list I will be Slava's Ginola needs to Dobbin with tremendous live live as a flam fire of passion but low-key action re not because action or in expression Ingemar any bombers because the dough is more kosher Abba Dabba on the contrary me pen a glug of our ration is arrived in Istanbul called over there because of the brokenness that gets mixed in and increased in every generation taught us life read the eye they aged Kazakh b'stilla you need to separate it for through a tremendous ferocious chrome fire and a burning Orlov added her - every cable to do a boiler to refine the toy from there ow Aloha vol sorry to bring the Rob back to its source commercial been a melody mizuna now like the metaphor of the benandmela quill designer say yeah Jeff what is the void of domine to think half you shallow haram Messiah the oxygen of all your now that's giving life to it a fleshly pious maket is vertical how does it have life for my shrimp keeping laden with on your felonious without a sham it couldn't live nothing lives without vitality without energy without oxygen everything in your life has divine energy others borrows from us are you out there asana Hashem is giving it life that means everything has a divine core there's nothing outside of the divine so now you're experiencing your goof you're experiencing Kivus you're experiencing my Shabbos arias experiencing all types of inclinations and addictions and issues and stuff you could look at it superficially and describe it as evil as bad as destructive but then ask yourself one question there's no thought there's no emotion there's no inclination there's no craving that is not living from something something is feeding it in order to be a fire burns because there's oxygen a thought continues because it's being fed well as we spoke earlier shear them every thought you have is being fed just doesn't exist just like a body survives because you feed it thoughts survive because you feed it what is the information that is being fed into you you'll always see every emotion is being fed it's hard to live this way it's very introspective to ask what is it that's feeding my emotion I'm angry I hate this person oh you don't hate this person you're experiencing something you're experiencing something this person we we never respond to another person's behavior we tell ourselves to respond to people's behavior we respond to our interpretation about their behavior with me our experience of their behavior Varia you could tell me one thing right say the same thing to somebody else our emotional reactions are complete different the behavior is the same we don't respond to behavior we respond to our interpretation of behavior here he goes again that's interpretation here she goes again 20 years I'm dealing with this interpretation you gave an interpretation of your wife's behavior 20 years ago and 20 years lady is still on the same toasters he's still on the same places but is Albert Isis right you know those achievers they don't move 20 years later I once heard from the printers Hirsch broom I told you the word why Yosef why Yaakov said you who did to make the yeshiva not do civil because Joseph sent back the Argolis Rashi says he gave him a cinnamon that he still remembers to Sharon a glorified she says 22 years later at hotmail is Albert sugar and a maken and ieshua ii led by stalin yeah the Zell Basu get 22 years later we don't respond to the experience we don't respond to the reality respond to our experience of the reality the experience of the realities interpretation what do you experience that doesn't have to do with what she did or said or what you said it's your experience of it what is it in you what is it anew they said oh my god I can't deal with it anymore I'm out I need oxygen this oxygen that's feeding the thought that you need oxygen now it's not again it's not an easy way to live because they have to be very open to these things not many people know we're not always open to this but this is true and everything true every stress that you're experiencing all anxiety all suffering pain is a reality suffering as a choice pain is a reality suffering is our interpretation of it that's a whole different experience it's our experience of it the experience of something you have to ask what is feeding it there's information that is being fed that's ultimately creating this type of experience you type this what I'm saying everybody or not huh everybody's tight for sinner really okay so now we have to now if you go deeper and deeper and deeper the first thoughts the first thoughts that gave rise to it yeah there's ultimately the divine thought everything ultimately is getting its ears from Hashem everything so that means that means that everything ultimately has a divine core everything now that could look very different than what it looks here but if you could trace it back there's something divine that's feeding it ultimately something divine that's feeding that doesn't mean I have to embrace it as this but it means I could let it be as long as I don't fall prey to what it appears because if I could take it back to its a dish I can be makalah that what looks like your ah really has a core that's true doesn't mean it doesn't come down us around ah back to the Soylent with the bed Mela but for this you have to take it all the way back to the server and say this is ultimately getting pious from Hashem that means there's a divine energy or divine perspective for this you need a big fire and the more the more you have these experiences the bigger the fire the deeper the fire in order to be able to take the silver and refine it and bring it back to his childish see he says that's why in Jewish history it's Fela goes through an evolution by istration has one type of Tefila moisture have been also daven's he Davin's familiar kale Nora formula hope Gaddafi by his mission is no domine by his Shamy this darvany more much less and afterwards is more darvany and each day so we are used to more text he said it's not about more text it's about more fire this is that Dominic is really a moment a very deep fire deepest Lavos what is it it's a person realigning themselves with their true selves it's a person going into themselves into their goof identifying the Shirish of every Nakula and when they identify the shredders in each Nakota then there's complete Vegas then then a shaman to go for not enemies anymore and what characters are most much gone astray yes yeah what what are you what are you what are you asking the five say falconer could okay once it shits everybody knows what you do based on versus a lot of ah today's it based on Massoud base Thomas is the Kakaako Kula of the rebbe areas was the sixth the previous Lubavitch Rebbe Rabbi Yosef Yitzchok Schneersohn it's an incredible story Russian jury had most Jews in it five or six million Jews in Russia Jews in Russia suffered terribly but what they suffered under the Tsar was nothing close to what happened when the Communists took over 1917 one hundred years ago was the Bolshevik Revolution a few years later the Red Army took over yet Lenin Trotsky stour a whole new era descended on Russia and became a living hell 1924 Lenin died and Stalin took over trucks key was Jewish Stalin was a Georgian mass murderer he killed 50 million people in the next 30 years from 24 till his death port of 1953 most Jews from Jews either they ran from Russia people at the office I am or Shiva's redness of my chiffon today it was impossible this is nothing you could do they closed everything one man remained there and became literally the captain of Russian jury and that was the sixth of a vichara he found it 600 underground issues 600 underground yeshivas and all the money of the joint came to him because he was like the sole rabbi who represented everything and he would distribute to everybody and then avoid the teens she was so fuel efficient engine with the remains initial kebab etc seven million dollars went through him and he ran the hopeless it was all underground as an underground network this is the 1920s finally they arrested him they sentenced him to death to be shot and then they converted it to ten years in exile and he was sent out of prison gimel Thomas to go to exile 90 27 10 days later you'd been Thomas gimel Thomas day freedom for Russian jury at that time this was a watershed moment that he could come out alive from the Lions Den and the underground network of the lubavitcher rebbe of 99 have remained intact till the fall of communism under his leadership and then their Eva's leadership and then they went back and they rebuilt and what happened in Russia after that is is another murder so was a you jumped up at the time and it still celebrated just as you'd basic come on Tom as it happens to be this year is 90 years right it was a big mess what happened then and it was it was a special moment I'll just tell you one voice that connects to this when he was taken to prison who was too suave servant of whispers I 90 27 mm they shot everybody Stalin killed everybody millions of millions of people so the he writes this in a diary of his he was being investigated so one of the investigators they would keep you up nights and torture they tortured him also I've done some ice he asked him at some point he says do you know where you are because he was he wrote that when he came to prison he decided that he's not gonna surrender his dignity he remained very strong they asked him do you know who you are she said I know where I am I'm in a place that's Potter from a mezuzah just like a basic he say in a style a a bathroom and an animal stable I'm in a place that's what - from a mezuzah that's what the answers these were all Jews who when detained and they were bitter bitter Communists bitter communists that's pretty simple place that's part of the business so there ever once asked why do they have to say that it could have just said I know where I am I'm in prison sometimes it's gonna start teaching them hookers mezuzah that a prisoner spotted from a mezuzah she said he wanted to say something to them he wanted to say I'm still in God's worlds don't think that this is not God's world how lockup lies here also this is a place that's part of a mezuzah that's also in detention tomorrow every place has been emotional tomorrow this is a place at sky of a mezuzah he is also Hollow the how long is that if Potiphar miserable it's a locker there's a did that skull on this place if it is a did let's come on this place means Tosa under the jurisdiction of Russia or be sick ninotchka on more spiritual level he wanted the schmear of a mezuzah by explaining the dim him of mezuzah here it's a dim in mezuzah that he does know mezuzah to get that a little bit of extra mirror so the person took out the gone are gone and he said if you don't answer questions this little boy has made many many people talk it will make you talk also and he pointed a gun town so he said that this toy could only make certain people talk and that is people who have one world and many gods but since I have one God and many worlds so therefore this toy won't make me talk that's what he said a couple of this was the day of his liberation whenever they are submissive it's up good based on us tonight will be alpha bring in here - I think ensure this does a legit syllabus this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot they ueshiba net / donate