Zohar - Parashat Chayei Sarah - Where does your soul go at night? - Part 1 - Rabbi Alon Anava

[Music] we are in a partial kaio-sama we're gonna read from the saw page cough cough Alice 121 a and this is the beginning beginning of the parachutes hi Sarah in the Zohar very interesting PowerShell again as usual we're not going to be able to go through the entire parish ah this week but at least we'll go through a couple things that are important to know so the PowerShell starts with the verse by you is Avinash on of assumption of a she versioning and the life of Sava was 127 years and a BOC one of the students of the bishop own starts and he opens it says obviously potaka Verma he started opening his mouth and saying a Suzy may flourish like a man bamboo design he's gonna more explain the verse in the later page but in order to understand what he's about to interpret about this verse he starts interpretating a different concept which is actually not less interesting about the concept with the prophet Jonah Jonah Jonah Jonah however they say it in English but what we read on Yom Kippur would after have Mincha so he first says let me explain something with this prophet Jonah that will help me explain about this verse so we know about the prophet Jonah that the Kadosh one who told him get up and go to the silicon in way this was like equivalent to like a New York City that according to the scripts had 12 million people so something equivalent to like a big city like a New York and Los Angeles and he says go there and tell them I'm about to destroy the city and let them do Chula and of course your honor says I don't need the stinky job you want me to go now into US full of Gentiles and I'm gonna start screaming that God the master of the universe is about to destroy the city I'm gonna be stoned I'm gonna be marks I'm gonna be beaten up leave me alone so what does the Yona does he runs away where he want runs to a city called Tarshish and he hides there like as if you can hide from a shame this is already a lesson to take that shame who in one way or another will give you something to do in this world he tell you right now this is your path and you brush it off since I want to deal with this right now and you ignore it or you run away and the shrimp tails do you think you can run away from me I told you what to do can run away from your reality nevertheless at this point it says over there by yeast suet Yona variety lu li am my modem is Apple if you remember the whole story no need to repeat it he goes he runs away from Hashem he goes on a ship and it starts a storm and what they do they take him and they throw him off board that's how you say off the board of outer board overboard they they throw him into the water very nice crew but nevertheless the second they throw him in the water the water comes down the ocean the storm comes down it says sha harsh liquid yo none of ilium Shattuck Winnipeg em right away they threw him in and the water calm down but he says here haha atleast a clam is something that we have to look into this story any word you find in the Tanakh it's not for vain something there there's a profound lesson he says my timer what is the reason I shot Yama a lady onna why when Jana went into the ocean the ocean became a story what why that why can he just straight away fall into the water why couldn't they I don't know what why it became stormy and it says la magia I'm shocked about the hood slovaks Elisha love Lani show the the ocean is considered outside of the land already why is the ocean so to say came to punish him Bello are ishutin they are and how come the land didn't shake like an earthquake when he was on the land why could the same idea or a tornado or a hurricane why he had to wait for him to be in the water and and it's and when when is the question why wasn't it shaking when he was in the land which was the land of Israel of course and the land of Israel is corresponding to this fellow of manhood Shahir Tahu Jelena show that it would make more sense that the man who should be punished him kovanda hava oz will begin the laddish tshe our leaders shinta why he was supposed to be punished because he was running away from the land of israel and he went outside of israel why that the the holy spirit the spirit of prophecy coming from the man who should not dwell on him basically saying the the prophecy he started in having a prophecy shame is talking to him and instead of performing it he says let me run to a place when there's no properly I'm not going to get the prophecy ignoring from the reality and the prophecy came from this field of market now comes another question Yama am i a fleabite babe kadha vassal why did the water hold them already when he was already in the water meaning la mala he be a la famille hood is a holy omec abode o burrito how come if Hashem already wanted to nail him down so to say why can he get sick or a car accident I don't know what something why the whole production of coming into the water right he could have a get punished in any other way and he gives an answer l of a dime me laboratory hava but every word that we read here is a precise there's a reason for that what is the reason none yam the mile of a Kia kiala hosaka would the ocean is the manifestation of the Sphero of manhood and the MAL quote resembles the zeir anpin zeir anpin is the passive in the world about see loads and the iran pin is called a firmament archaea as a Lapindo militina this is a lamp in the six fellow they resemble veena that that's the secret of the share of glory of ashamed of the sphere of hokhmah saying in other words that the market is receiving energy a chef up from the zero and pain with a your penis which giving the chef of am Ben and Ben I received is called a water here much pot Buki not a Navarre LaHood so the the prophecy is coming from vena goes down to the sphere of hold and all the way down to the market and yeah mal food is called ocean I am of a green cap because of that Yama are three the bay well not only that's why the water the ocean took him meaning brought him into the water into the ocean and then he got thrown into the water and he explains me coming AMA Eric because before that he was running in before the in front it was running from the malkos therefore Sharda Yama yada baby doc Taha that's why the mouth would he so to say yes took a spread his hand to grab him and to bring him into the corner him saying now the words Rock Salim Ali Mayo travelpod near tality sell the market is also called a dirty sale of a lot i havea buena happiness Abba Makarios a tellin everyone but the mal foot is this from for this world is the source of prophecy meaning that this is called the lower realm ocean this is the que ocurre corresponding against the higher realm ocean and the market was here to punish jonah for the fact that he was trying to ignore the prophecy so this is a short explanation about the idea with Jana and now he says now he continually says by issue it your nobility Lord I am Tina Todd I will not related abba yahuveh yama they take they took jana they threw him into the ocean and we learned that they they drowned him into the water i mean they they didn't send him with a lifejacket here at least be in the water they threw him into the water to drown but have a yamaha is the water stopped from being a stormy Zach Finlay ITT Shyama now what they did but they saw the water come down so they pulled Emma up again once they pulled him up again again the water started becoming a very stormy and why does it it says that they pulled him up because they're like what are we doing I mean we're killing the guy the guy is gonna be drowning there so they pulled him up again and again the water became stormy so they threw him again into the water Calma the table really happy ish Takayama and every time the they drowned him more so to say then the ocean calmed down even more ah de ARMA till he said it by himself say only about the loonie Liam he told them just throw me into the water finish with it me advice to jonah veteran i am right away they took him to throw him into the water and the ocean completely calm down Kevon the Tommy Bahama nice Matty now what happens when he went into the water he died right varnish Martin he died into that he went into the water he died Veselka at kosair de Malka now the soul went up to the to the chair of the market in the world above he had a near-death experience and where did he come to to the chair of judgment in where the Sheena sits in my data Dean and the judges waited are not coming via hot rod lame is Matty and then he started becoming a judge he the the screen I started judging him and they gave him back to the soul and he woke up again really had a near the experience a clinical death Alba Puma their how Luna meet nuna and then Jana went into the mouth of the whale and the whale died it's not like you've seen the cartoons that Jonas is sitting there and you know we're having a cup of coffee that the whale also died Lovato it Khayyam who knew Nabucco after that the whale came back to life again as we explained in length in a different part of chaparral beshallach so he's giving us a reference work to read more about that okay so now that we understand a little bit what's going on we see a profit that they got an order from the colosseo who go do something and he says I'm not doing this and he ran away he ran away from the market the market is the source of prophecy so the market punished him and the market when it manifests into the world the market is called ocean so it manifested into the ocean so the ocean was the one who captured him and then he was called up to the heavenly Court and he was charged there for whatever reason they gave him back to the soul okay now now we continue but Emily parish she I'll teach my expert Aneesh metonymy may know we need Donovan Hazara now now one would ask you just telling me that they killed him the soul went up it got judged and then they brought it back into the world I mean if we wouldn't have a couple tens of thousands of near-death experience testimonies in the last couple centuries who would believe such a thing very interestingly last in shabbat on they have Tara that we read I don't know if you notice if you were listening to the after ah it's also talking about a near-death experience that the whole story with Alicia and the boy died and he revived him same thing so he says don't be so shocked when I'm telling you that Jonah had a near-death experience he died he's sewing up God judge and came back what do we need to learn from that he can who behold Adam Cole Oliver Lyla this is what happens to us every night zessica - what does it say that has a common Luke Beshara that the varnish salic Beyonce when a person goes to sleep call Lilia Valera every night nish Mota enough Kat meaning the soul leaves the body this is one of the places in this all that gives us the source that we know that when you go to sleep and soul leaves the body we waited are not coming back dina the Malka and the soul goes out in front of the Beit din of the Kadosh Baku the bathing is the chord and you normally courthouses and jamai many different you have like here here in this world would you have the courthouse for a driving and then of course house for a I don't know what's a miracle things and then a courthouse for a family in this different court decree houses so and the Supreme Court and this court same thing in sham I'm there's a court of debate Dini every night when we go to sleep our soul leaves the body and it goes to the Beit din of the Kadosh Baruch leaflet betadine Sheila Kaddish mokuba's more to the highest of the whole courthouses the lobby shabbat ad name and not in there other but aiding him and what happens there is AK elite' khaimah it had wrought Lehi Alva if has the soul has you know you asked me about that I think the other day when I prepared the class I was like it's good for you it's kind of gonna answer you what you asked the other day he says if the soul has this hood the merit to continue living so they bring the Lystra they send the neshama back into the body when the dawn when the light comes up and they send them all the neshamah into this world so he says here veena who betrayed governing now there the deen the judgment in front of a sham comes in in two ways just imagine we go up at night you leave your body on the bed and we go up to a visit in the heavenly court now if the soul has this hood then you're gonna be sent back which means when you say modernly - Ezra in the morning you have to say with so much excitement because obviously the canno spoke who decided that you have enough merit to continue existing if not the Shem says okay out pull him out and he says that the Deen the judgment in front of a sham comes in in two ways what is these two ways he Dean has hood and no Cheryl Adina whole you have two judgment one judgment is positive and one judgment is negative now you go up there to shaman and they look at the record for the day oh he gave charity he put Faline he was nice to his wife he helped that person you this is a judgment a good judgment and then they say well you know here he lied and here he cheated and he was told and here he had a note here thought that caused him to sing like this him like that so we have two types of judgments a positive one and a negative one meaning they had dining laila varnish albycindy what it is a Malema but they don't judge the person for bad things that he's a and and sins that he's going to do just imagine in the baton of shaman they see the potential and all that you are about to do it's not like in this court that they're only looking back in the court in sham i'm they already see what you're about to do but they don't judge you for that they look in the records as well you know in two days you go in to steal it in five days you're going to say Lashon around in ten days you're going to treat but they don't judge the person for that rather distinct ishyama elokim it says in the in the in the torah and it's now we're going to read it in Parishad Bereshit chapter 21 it says Kshama Elohim Basha who shall because the God heard wherever he is saying in other words you are judged for the actions now you know judge for actions in the future and I'm talking about bad things not good things saying on this verse in the Torah Rashi explains that they whatever he does right now he's being judged and not according to what he's going to do in the future mashenka mama seemed to him but that's only negative things in positive things they give you really the credit so when you go up to sham I'm they're telling you forget about right now what you did today yesterday we see we foresee that you're going to lie cheat whatever but we also see that you're gonna learn a lot of Torah and you're gonna give charity and so forth that is not being taken to account only the good things not the bad things a lot Emma and don't come and say that darling lay Altaf in the avidly hood that they're judging the person only on the good things that he already did Al Ahly ot Valley Isle in on top in the hushed accommodate mouth rather they all the things that he already good things that he already did then they add that to the to the chart so to say as we already learned and more with Danny loves Afghan the issue sama lamaa bond and they judging the person and they're giving him extra merits on all the good things that he's about to do so you go up to Jemima and they telling you okay for all the good things that you're about to do in the next 40 years we're already giving you credit yes so therefore we're able to come back down to the world because if we would go up to shaman and they would look at what we did today forget about it we're not coming back here like you said before you have we were talking about that when a person since he has the status of a wicked person then you do - why ever status of a righteous person here how they look at you at night they're looking at all the bad things but at the same time the same okay but in the next year is gonna do a lot of good things let's add that to the to the scale now he continues as of Aegina ho-ish to xiv of Algarve the EU hashed arriver and for that he's saved from the judgement he/she same thing and he's able to come back to the world even though right now is a wicked person so just imagine you go to sleep today and what did they do today in the morning I screamed at somebody and I lied and then I cheated and I said let's underline I did all these bad things and of course they did a few good things but I go up to sham I'm if they would judge me according to today I'm into the chicken soup pot but rather the way no they say we're gonna add to you all the potential the good things that you're about to do therefore we're not looking at you as a Russia and you're able to come back down to the world why why is that so begin the coachable who are with the TiVo M : billion because the canoes bajo is so merciful and that's so much rested with any type of creation the whole al Qaeda who have a low table Cola and his paths is he only wants to do good with us a shame is not a tyrant or some monster in sha mind that wants to torture us well a dying laverna shall be seen the evil sama lamaa bad and he doesn't judge the person on the future bad things that he uribl to do cuz hemorrhoid he knows what you about to do just imagine if we would be judge of all the things that we were about to do Ramiro hem o begin cap and because of that it doesn't burn ash come a couch abuelo therefore the person is being judged in front of a shame himself and sinner since a shame himself knows the future as we know we say roshambo conclude relay is able to see your thought your heart your clay out your kidneys your thoughts man can abate in general of him and you deem it Adam why are we called to the bait Dean to the courtroom of a shame because the courtroom any other courtroom in sham I'm let's angels and they don't see the future like a logic or knows what you're going to do their form the collage for who knows if you will do to go or not if you would be judge now in front of an angel in any type of courtroom it doesn't know if you're gonna do chuva so right now your status is Russia but the Irish Army is wicked hello Chicago C's forward and he says oh no I know in month you'll do Chuba and I'm letting you off right now and therefore this is us and everybody else and we're able to come back down to the world this is what happens every night that's why before we go to sleep we say kkeok milometer I have a class online where I explain it's very interesting to go and see it where's the source for create Madhumita so the Talmud is talking about now for example we move the clocks we're gonna pray a week now very early now what happens if I want to pray earlier I love it I can pray even half an hour before that I can pray away therefore let's see the minion is here Lana let's do a minion and finish with it now what happens I have to say according to a lahar twice a day smile and once in the morning once at night that's what it says over Shakalaka over Comerica if i pray now awaits an SS man then I didn't say Sh my in the right time what happens is after the stars come out I have to say again man so since in the olden days they used to pray or eat very very early so when they went home they would forget to say SH man so the sage you said you know let's make a prayer at night we'll call it chaotic Mohammed ah and that way you save that you say against my cell at night and if you didn't pray ABA after it's a taco having you say for the clutch man so this is the angle of challah ha why you say that but nevertheless then comes the more mystical part of Sh'ma where we learn whether it's coming from this all the teachings of Kabbalah diesel is very very into create Mohammed ah and are easily expect that this is the time that you do chew up now if you do chew on the right way before you go to bed then you go after shall I'm you deleted half your sins if not most of them it could be even all of them because you already did show up most people when it comes to create Mohammed are they to come to go to sleep they just jump on the bed and go to sleep and if it's time to say catch mom who wants to say now a 15-minute prayer and think of all the bad things that I did today but if a person is smart he takes that 10-15 minutes and they invest this is the way how I can clean the record I'm going to be now judged now at night and if I delete at least half the records at least the judgment is not going to be so bad needless to say that if the way I'm judged at night that's how I'm gonna sleep and that's how I'm gonna wake up in the morning how many times you wake up in the morning and you're like yeah you know food that will jump on a band you like full of energy and good mood sometimes you wake up in the morning how are you now when I wake up even so why is that because of the bank account situation no it's because how the soul was treated at night if the soul has a lot of sins during the day and then at night it goes up to shine and it's the sins they don't even allow the soul to go out just imagine what's going on with that so it says that different angels that are called Malachi Kabbalah angels of destruction they come and they start playing football with a with a soul like this about game we used to play when we were young ping pinball remember the thing thing you didn't remember that so those angels are playing like this with the soul just kicking it from side to side having fun with it so and more than that the soul doesn't get its nourishment at night so you wake up in the morning sad depressed a feeling of emptiness of tired and all that but nevertheless the rest will continue tomorrow and the next days but to explain how was that get to do with with the shine what we have to take from that for a class at least now we have to understand that we every night to go up to Shimon and how many times when I go and give lectures of my personal story people say I want to have a near-death experience if I have a near-death experience that will be observant like you so the answer is we all have a near-death except in the Talmud says it's sleeping is sixtieth over this so all the senses and the power of the soul leaves the body at night you can talk to a person that is sleeping tickle them dance and from then they don't see they're on here they don't feel so we have to understand the importance of what happens at night and that's why it's so important that before I go to sleep I do chew my take five minutes and you say what did i do today you know what I owed that person money I'll tomorrow I'll go and pay him and you know I said something of nice I heard that person's feeling let me go and apologize right away because there are two passes you don't remember you forget completely what you did and you brush it off and a person who's smart does chuhwa that night that night the same night he does juoh and he erases 50 to 80 to 90% of their sins not too long ago it doesn't mean that since it's a race it just looked too bad for them not too long ago just tell you one thing and then we're gonna finish I had a young man I'm still in touch with him and he you know trying to become observant and like any normal man he was telling me listen you know I have a very hard difficulty when it comes to the Department of the guarding the Blitz you know myung I see women all the time my mind is driving me nuts my body's driving me nuts and I sing a lot what can I do what should I do anyway so I was trying to like help him and give him different advice and mentoring him and they and they told me you know what should I do a knight let's say a knight I feel I not able to guard the their covenant the boy what should I do it told him listen you live in New York they are key every every corner you can find the microwave go at least to the mikveh in the middle of the night don't go to sleep with this G felony with this all this impurity or neon and I mean if you would live somewhere else I understand it's hard to find a microwave but I told you live I told him there's a Mickey that is open 24 hours a day about 15 minutes away from where you live let's go and wash yourself like pure did you be pure and if you can't then at least first thing in the morning go to the mikveh because the Mickey really washes off all the security and I told him but nevertheless before you go to sleep at least make sure you're saying schmuck he tells me you yes you're you listening to yourself I just told you I made one of the most severe sins and then you're telling me to sit on the bed and say catch my name yes he says what I just I just did a terrible sin and only that I have you know when you have a sperm on you're not allowed to say Devorah Torah I don't even listen that you're right you just did a terrible sin but at least do chuva right away I know it sounds hypocritical but jutsu bar I know I couldn't hold myself what's too hard for me either the temptation I don't know yeah I'm human at least be smart say choose sake eh ma let me tell before you get out but I better go to bed now you can go to a movie so take a long shower you have four liters of water washing you it's kind of equivalent to a microwave you can also read the CERN mission iota of Mik vault it's also good I told him but don't go to sleep with this JIAJIA is this impurity on your please do Chuba so the point is that the night be how I prepare the night is completely gonna change the next day and needless to say we have to understand that we get judged every night and how we how we prepare ourselves going up there is huge now we continue tomorrow learn some more interesting things but here we have a solid source from dissolve that at night we say goodbye they're also much more someone should take from that is when you wake up in the morning is to back come back you know if we were normal we start taking selfies back they send me back so we have to be very appreciative than our eyes open up and I find myself back in this world is the shame is so nice he says I'll give you another chance today let's see if you can there let's see if you can do chew up and Ashim has a lot of a lot of their hopes with us there's another shimmer should use it we ran an errand a cash amulet psychological Dakota tea Seraphina ago believed or misogyny well Michael Fitzsimmons equarico while they are here [Music] [Applause] [Music]