Zohar - Reincarnations and past lives - Part 21 - Rabbi Alon Anava

[Music] you we left off we're still in page 97 B I wouldn't say the cabe Zion I'm a bit daft Alexander would bit and we were talking about the three conditions that a man has to supply to his wife when he gets married to her which one of them is called shara shara means food man has to provide food to his wife one of them is suta the body and the other one is own Atta which means marital relations we were reading out of the text when a man is obligated to give it to the woman we start explaining a little bit in a more mystical way what does it mean where we explain its corresponding to three different names of Hashem Hashem the name have a yahoo da vodka but with units pronounce the pronunciation is a lo keem and not a you clear of games the other one was the name that is called a [Music] super code and the third word the third name was we said the third name was Aloka right let me just see no what was the third one so that's the three the three terms share occitan on attack corresponding to three names over shame the first one is was the name you'd give up k but when it's pronounced Elohim that was connected to Shara the food the next name was Aloka which is corresponding to the cup to the closed suta and the third name was Paco - apricot which corresponds to on a tattoo the marital relations we went more in-depth on that but today we last class we stopped and before we explained today we're gonna explain a little bit more in depth what does it mean these three conditions now when you're looking at a physical marriage and you have the condition that the husband has to provide cloak food clothes and marital relation to some of the commentaries the clause is referring to jewelry not necessarily physical clothes rather jewelry but nevertheless that's when the husband signs the ketubah and he gives the ketubah to his wife is confirming that he's going to take care of her and provide to her food clothes and marital relations but this is the physical part of it the mystical part we're going to explain a little bit today a little bit more in depth and later on we'll see where is it taking us but again we're continuing in page 97 B and the line starts with the word had mean I bush-era so he comes and explains hard when I do Shara one of them of the three conditions is she writes called Shara Shara the translation means food that the husband has to provide food but now let's see what more mystical part of it what does that mean mushy who didn't eat so on he who then I hear below us a team this is pulling down to the world what is called give Ward's judgment that there are sparks of fire and light coming from Hesiod from Casa deem her shining in what's called dot of the sailin pain as a lamp in is the sixth video that are called hazard wotty ferret nevertheless they also have this fear of that shining in them this is called me Luba shim sham BSOD de Mer New Zealand beam is dressed so to say into the sphere ah that is called Eva this is fear of bina then omegle al abejas easy Lampinen doesn't reveal itself only what cold in the chest of the sealed and pin of the sphere hot o me alo hokhmah Hesed wigwam and from the spirit of hesitant hua NIM shahim is pulled down my zona de zon Cola the abundance of food that is feeding so to say the zeir anpin red color a motor doctor name in all the world below I know it doesn't sound so clear now explain in a second the Eclair you'd cave of cake when I could at the looking and it's called you'd give up Kay but when the Neko the pronunciation is elokim so I'm sure you saw sometimes in the text if you see the word you'd give up cake but you don't say adore and then I rather you say hello Kim this is how you write it this is called nikla have I been a coup de looking you kill of K but it's pronounced elokim I'll shame happy now this is corresponding to the B now she indicated or came across the be nice called elokim vanish Matai Shang avaya but the soul of the bina is called Hawaii you'd give up cake that from there this is the root of all food I mean food is not necessarily physical food can be sustenance they all the rebels to share I have been ah another hint that Shara the food is called bina kashira BtoB poke at one Hashem when you're taking the word Shara and you're switching the letters then how would you read it a share Hashem saying in other words that the word Shara when you switch the letters is that is Hashem Hashem Hashem saying in other words have been an accreta she'll be nice called a shell and he's the the secret of the first day of the name of Hashem that is called you'd give Africa Madame Ascher shman Alamo explaining that the anacott a shell from that comes the sustenance which is called food but the who share ah that's what it says the word share ah that's for food Shuma zolina schemata this is the food of the soul so I know what I said now sounds exactly like Chinese even though I was talking in English so I will explain it a little bit different the topic that we're talking about is that the husband is required to provide to his wife three conditions when he marries her food clothing and marital relations this is the physical part of it but we're only talking here about the soul the soul also needs to get food we get food that comes through our mouth but the soul also needs to get food where does it gets it food it gets it from the world about the soul is rooted in the spirit that is called the even pin and we know specifically of these fuels that are called listen to what they feel and that's a hoe ten years old and every soul is rooted in one of the spirits when a mother and the father a man and a woman come together in unity then they birth a child so the weight works in the world above that you have to spirit in the world about they're called Hawkman bina hokhmah is referring to the husband venus referring to the wife and when the spirits have unity big bertha media their birth an attribute which will be facilitated that's a holiness on how it relates to us that my soul comes from one of these fuels this rates rooted it's almost like somebody coming and telling you where you're from well I'm from there I don't know what New York who are your parents oh so it's a mr. and mrs. so-and-so why why do you care who I am I wanna know where you came from I know where I want to know your background who are your parents what type of education you got what's your background in life sending here the so is rooted somewhere we find it hard to relate with it's talking about a soul but the soul is rooted somewhere right now for the sake an example the saw is rooted in one of the 61 but nevertheless when I'm born who takes care of me well my mother will nourish me she will feed me for 2 years 3 years 1 year whatever the mother wants to do but later on the father has to provide very few people meaning of course it's a great lesson that the parents do kids don't see the kindness of the parents kids don't realize wow my father works real hard he's gonna have to pay now for my food and my clothes kids don't realize that they realize that when they're 30 and they have kids and like oh oh what my father did to take care of me and nevertheless this also needs to be nourished in some way so the soul gets nourished from this field that is called vena why this is a more in-depth topic to talk about but the nourishment that the soul gets coming from this field is called vena what is this nourishment called Mazon as long as food for the physical body it's physical food for the spiritual soul it's a spiritual food so the feel of beena is the one that will provide this nourishment and by the way it's an up until today when a person in our generation a lot of people suffer from depression and if if people suffer from anxieties and fear and confusion and many other problems a lot of the times is because the connection between the sphere of vena and the soul is damaged and the majority of the damage will come from the foundation where the soul is so to say placed on this is called spirit is owed when there's gonna be a damage in this fill of e Assad which in our generation most people there just saw this damage and that will come mainly from marital relations that are done in not the right way and that's corresponding directly to your soul many people and again it's not about judging anybody it's a special no it's not being mocking anybody but when the person is involved in any type of forbidden relation it will damage the spirit soul the assault and the dirt are directly connected is called RT Leon how do we call the first scene in the in the Torah the sin its head the head to the sea no it's adult the tree of knowledge now we call that knowledge but it's referring to this feel of that now when the SAS Cosmodrome a damage there does a can disconnection I'm not connected to the Internet how am I going to now look at my email and there's some type of a disconnection so a lot of the problems that people experience in our generation which can come out as anxiety can come out as nightmares can come out as depression can come out as unbelievable anger and whatever it is it's not because the person is bad because the roots to the of the soul is disconnected from the so is disconnected from the roots so the cannot nourish so to say the soul so what will be my feeling sadness or emptiness and depression heaviness and it will come in many different forms the trick here is to corrected to fix this blemish then right away the chef is coming again exactly like you sit in the morning with the water they stopped the main valve no water no water in the faucet yeah because the main valve is as close or stopped so I get my nourishment my soul gets the nourishment from the spirit that is called veena veena is also called a leukemia so again this is very on the surface explanation but when we have three conditions that the husband has to provide the wife sherek sutala Natasha rice right right now we're talking about the food so we said the shara corresponds to the name of Hashem elokim now we're going to go to the next one which is referring to suta destroy refers corresponding to the name of Hashem Aloka now we'll learn that too but when it comes to the name elokim referring to the sphere of bina how do I get my muscle my nourishment I through the sphere of vena if there's going to be some type of a damage in between a blemish you're not gonna get nothing you can have the most Vance phone in the net in the market the latest version that came out the most sophisticated iPhone whatever it is if you're not connected to the Internet this is just a fancy camera connect now this device to the Internet what's the result oh now I'm getting reception here I can use it as a phone I can surf the Internet disconnected from the internet it's back to being a sophisticated camera now again I'm using this to relate with me if my soul is not connected to its source I'm not I can use anything now how will this relate to me that I will feel emptiness some type of emptiness because I'm not getting any nourishment the emptiness will come out as either depression sadness being heavy and again it will follow or it will branch out too many other things that I will be affected from now nobody knows how to heal it so you've got a doctor the doctor tells you here take a pill yeah but the pill is not doing anything rather go to the rabbit or ever tell you nourish back the connection that was damaged between you the root of your soul to the sphere of bina and the majority of our generation and again it's not about mocking anybody it's not about making fun of anybody it's stating the facts that you know how to fix it not too long ago we had a class here I was reading out of the book somebody got very offended from what I said in the book why because that person was suffering from something that I said and the person attacked me and I was saying don't attack me I'm reading out of the book and she continued attacking me and I told her I don't understand why you're attacking me I am actually gonna give you the cure to your problem I know it's not nice to hear in your ears something that you don't like to hear but this is giving your cure don't be able to get upset at me so what I'm saying that it's not to mark somebody hostage or not to hurt somebody is to diagnose the problem and the sad reality in our generation is that most people they committed a sin of forbidden relation one way or another especially if you are about to rap and you did it without knowing but if you don't have me you can we are only allowed to have our relations with my spouse when it's legally done by the way I don't know if you notice on Shabbat we had Shiva boyhood for a couple some of you were here right yeah shame about hot and now everybody when I said we're gonna have a shiv about hot everybody was looking probably for a couple in their 20s and then they see a couple in their late 40s that's the couple that never got married no they were married for many many many many years but they attended one of my classes where I said in our generation in North America I don't know how it is in Europe in North America the majority of the marriages are not really marriages because a very large amount 70 80 could be with 90 percent of the marriages in North America I'm not done for the right way according to halakha there's no supervision in Israel we have the other news I know people cannot stand the rubber node because they are firm but they do it the right way now in North America I don't know how it is in Europe in North America you have conservative rabbis reform rabbis not rabbis women rabbis also some ways how people get married they think they're getting married the right way but they're not so this particular couple heard me saying if the marriage is not done the right way and one little mistake you have to have two witnesses you can have 500 of the top rappers of the world attending the Hupa there's only two witnesses that are standing there if one of the witness is not a good witness then the marriage certificate has zero value which means that you're not married and what's the result then the husband and wife they love each other they care for each other they have a beautiful marriage but every time they're together in marital relations they're doing one of the most severe sins because they're not married now what would be the result they start affecting them they're slowed by the relationship that health the Parana livelihood the health of the kids and all and many couples that they come to me and they tell me we have this problem that problem is the first thing I got are you even married of course you're married look at this $40,000 ring I have well the ring is very nice but are you really married this particular couple heard it and they came and told me you know one of the witnesses in our Hoopa is not a kosher witness kosher not because we eat the witness kosher means the person is not a valid witness based on the Torah either it is desecrating Shabbat in front of many people known to be thief and many other things it will disqualify the person from being a witness sorry to tell you as much as your kuba is beautiful it's worthless you can rip it it's worthless you're not even married sorry to tell you so this is an honest mistake I'm not honest an innocent mistake so correct it they told me what do we do no problem go to the bait theme by tuba bring two witnesses you don't need a hoop up you don't need a white dress the whole thing takes five minutes get remarried now you have a valid tuba that's it say I love you give a kiss and move on so the sad reality is that the majority of people even if they think they're doing everything kosher not really married and what's the result every time they're together they're committing a very severe sin in our generation and again some of our blaming anybody is just stating the sitch the status when a person is committing a severe sin of forbidden religion then the result is that the connection between the sphere Alvina to the rest of the sphere let's cut that's it that's the result now you want to look for a problem you want to look for solution I gave you a solution don't you rather correct it now you start getting the Shiva again what's this share for what this badness that's called Mazzone it's called food don't know one attack for three days you think you can not only died gonna fast so the first five hours you have a headache the next five hours you ever you feel nauseous another five hours you're weak at some point you have to eat if not you with her and you with their new you're lying on the bed you can't move that's why people in our generation are spiritually so weak because there's no nourishment so not just so we can move on to the next one the idea that he's saying I know what I said sounded like Chinese but the simple explanation is is that the energy that is supposed to come from this feeling of bina it's cut there's no flow of a chef of this Mazzone is no food for the neshamah that's it and bina is called also a locum that's why the idea of food corresponds to the name of all came later on we're gonna explain it a little bit more now when I move to the next one which is called Souta SOTA is the clothes so the first one Shara that's food the next one is called suit ah that's close and like I said so some commentaries they say the suit ah means jewelry.i husband s to buy his wife jewelry not to break the bank not to go now to death but to she deserves jewelry and beautiful adornments but nevertheless here we're talking about the clothes so it says follows suit ah I know Perry show Perry soda Malka the collage book wall there's a I don't know how to say that others don't think there's a word for it in English if I take a tablecloth and I go like this and I spread it on the table so you would say spread it on the table in Hebrew there's a specific word for that it's called Lee force then I take a tablecloth and I now go in and it's over the table beautiful it's called Lee force so it says here here hey Lee so the America this is the presa the soldiers say the covering that the calash polka dots on them on the sole now we are as a soul we have garments so it's not empty soul has to be dressed in garments the same way that I'm dressed in garments and this also has to be dressed in garments but nevertheless the same way that I will take the tablecloth and I will cover the table if you notice before I came to the class tables there the table was scratching or wherever what are they do are covered with the tablecloth has to be nice it looks good it's clean but if you look under the tablecloth you'll see really what's going on but nevertheless I covered it's looks nicer hello Chicago covers something over us certain garments and he explains gamma XI who ihara deny evil even a tea latte deal this is a CERN ham shahe certain energy and a certain illumination that comes and shines and guards the neshamah constantly like some type of a cover that covers the neshamah from the feet Salim the Clipper from touching the neshamah so the garage broke was so to say covering me with the spiritual bulletproof bulletproof vest that is surrounding me a certain garment kind of like to kind of make an analogy in the summer there's a lot of mosquitoes and what people do they take a stern roller and they put on the body a certain scent or whatever it is and it repels the mosquitoes and who wants a mosquito bites bothers you it's itchy it's scratching or like you said before bed bugs whatever it is something we put on ourselves some type of a protection so I'm not gonna be her aren't harmed and especially I don't want to compare it to sunscreen because he put sunscreen not to get burned by the Sun I rather explain it as an animal coming to bite you why because the Clipper comes and tries to get some clue shaft on your if I have kedusha I did a mitzvah I'm radiating holiness so the outside of holiness feeds off it like a leech like a tick and it comes and it sucks a little bit of shine off you how can it do it if you have scenes if I have a scene then I open a gap and this clip I can come and suck my energy so right people don't understand I do so much it's votes I do so much good but I feel tired weak no energy no happiness no sometimes people have the worst problems in their world smiling all the time why is smiling happy so what if I have problems some people they lose two shekels the world is colliding there's nothing to do with what happened has to do this show it's tired why because I did a certain scene and there's a leak all the kedusha has being pulled out so how do I surround myself I have to do protect myself here it's talking about the conozco has a certain garment that he covers us with he protects us now the clip out doesn't have any any connection any any ability to suck anything so it's protecting me from these mosquitoes so to say to bite me and this is what does that mean Perry so deliver the Malka de Paris alle Aloka they say when the king is so to say spreading this garment on the sole what is this garment the name a loca if you remember a few classes ago I told you that order so you know when you buy a nice clothes clothes then people tell you what a nice shirt did you buy it oh I bought it at the gap gap where did you buy who like bothers and miss dinner ah so we go by nametags and if they don't you know what the joke is it's all done in the same place just they put their tag on it so this is Calvin Klein and this is whatever Liz Claiborne or whatever their names are but you would look at the tag now I explained it in a different way that Hashem puts a name on us and when they see the name the fits are in the clip a they don't want to touch if you remember the analogy I gave you is with Joseph and Sally Joseph had a certain garment from his father a special striped okay how would you say the coat on it like a robe the first thing that the brothers did when they captured him they took it off so nobody can recognize that it's yourself why because anybody they would recognize this garment oh that's the son of Yaakov I don't wanna touch him I don't wanna touch this guy it's almost like the son of the top of the Mafia who's Eve don't mess with this guy that's that's the son of so the brothers took the garment the robe of Yosef right away so nobody will know that it's yourself and right away they put him on the market they sold it for twenty shekels price of a cup of coffee they took the blood or me to show the father or whatever but anyway they took it off him why nobody can recognize many of the times we are protected from other forces of evil because we have honest and the name of Hashem and will come a demon a spirits whatever and see it is the son of a shame I don't touch him so Shem puts on us a certain garment and it says I look up the name of a sham if you know the discerns story in the Talmud about a strong woman of King Solomon that he captured the head of all the demons and the head of the demons was a rebuke it was like kind of like a provoking him let me out let's let's see if you strong on me when I'm out nevertheless he let him out and the head of the demons jumped on him and took over him and he kicked millet 400-pound sow it's like 1,600 kilometers and they say kicked him to China for many years millet was walking in the streets he looked like a homeless person saying and he bent the weak I mean I'm the son of David and he qohelet they thought he's cuckoo you know sometimes you see the people in the street that they're walking and they say most of the thing say yeah guys cuckoo at some point they figured out that it is no mom elephant they had to capture this demon how did they capture him there's the whole story but they end up putting the name of a shame on him you'd give up Kay so he couldn't move but the shame puts on us a surname it's called Aloka and that's a garment so it's almost like now me walking around in the city with a certain garment and it says something or him he's protected his from us they have the length of the road to completely twist him in a completely different way eight years ago the Nazis had us walk with a badge here he's a Jew is the least in the least this is the other way around of it we technically we have to walk proud with the Star of David on us which is June after walk proud right now how do I do it now I put a hammock on wear a beard out in the open Chiti whatever it is it should be proud in declaring the name of a shame on you in the morning we put Finland on it says that the one of the many reasons why we put chili on it because we put the name of a shame on us and our enemies seize the name of a shame on us and they fear so a sham puts on us a certain garment and on the garment it says his name I look up so oh I don't want to touch it I wanna harm this neshama cos fish alone so again just to read it again arisu de Lucia de mal que de Paris Allah Aloka what the garment so to say the regime is spreading on us is the name in loca da big dov'è tal do delight a de Mena that's why it says big Doba in His garment meaning that made him a Luba she'd be beggars in the saw was always dressed with his garment venomous delicately minimal run and this garment never leaves the soul behind Roy glad that's why it says in the Torah he should not prevent from her from wearing this garment I mean the text is saying that the husband is not allowed to prevent from his wife to buying her clothes but here it's talking that the kadosh boats on a certain garment and that never is removed the high hook so top that's the hint of the the garment this is the government that Ashim puts on our soul that says on it made in heaven instead of made in China made in Grandon says it's done by the calash below by loca so this is what is referring to the garment mashenka but when it's coming to the third one or Ngata on a town means marital relations he asks man yo what type of a chef what type of an energy is the soul getting that it's called marital relations on a town food I understand the soul needs food clothes so nice clothes the same way that a human you need clothes and I don't know people walking around the street naked even a person who's poor or homeless Oh husband Shalom they wear something it might not be a nicest garment but they have to wear something and food I understand so the soul needs food nourishment and it needs a cover what does it mean marital relations well what does that mean in regards to what the soul needs so he says dama Shiho de Alma de Arte de via Cola this is the shine the illumination was called ham shahe something is pulled from above to below this what is pulled from above to below a certain illumination that's coming from the world above Shehu happy now Shabazz show us Kailash portal as a Hanukkah wanna talk to him what is this all about what is this world to come this is referring to specifically to this fear of beter that that's the root of all the chef's for all the abundance that comes down to the soul what is the name that we attach to it that is corresponding you'd give up kids vote ashamed Civic or evil this is the Sheva this is the energy the abundance that is called ona or now means us like a season or in this case a marital relation necrosha mitzvoth this is the name of Hashem why you'd cave of cachet mitzvot court G motley renata the numerical value of the name or natal is the American value of the name of a shame you'd give up gates lords who thought he wrote on air and he this is the secret behind the illumination that affects the Nets a holding a sword all the sphere of bina amid party myth-busting top zeir anpin coming well Bashar Kaba wrote it gives us a reference now to go and research more in depth that the shine that comes from the Sphero of bina the Filipina also has few words so veena includes in it that's a holiness ode this is where it gets the chef of the abundance into the neshamah itself da e who deny he'll be horny hoeing this is the light that shines in all the lights which lights sati mean almond a lana Dahiya these lights that are concealed and hidden from the world above that this is called it's a high tree of life the very own atamira that's there it's exalted and concealed the Assad of imahara Karuna the spill area soul that belongs to the sphere of bina his cold owner then we common enough cut from there the Scheffer comes out the energy that you know our soul has energy in case you haven't noticed people don't understand I talked about it a few times why do you get tired at the end of the day so you worry Mike might say you know I worked hard the whole day so what if you worked hard you think you're tired at the end of the day cause you worked hard no the easiest way to explain it take your phone comes the end of the day the battery's out why is the battery out because I use the phone don't use the phone there's some connected battery but you use the battery the phone it's not a battery what do you do you plug it in wake up in the morning get back were a hundred percent so the end of the night my spiritual battery so to say was empty then the shaman lost all of its energy so at night I go to sleep - Shama goes to the spiritual charge and I gets charged again that's why you see that said he came they don't sleep much why because they don't lose energy their energy is contained we are not so the game we've seen so energy is running out so what happens is I need to get some type of a ship or some type of energy and again the proof that energy is not coming from anything else but the soul take now a dead person give the dead person an energy bar would it make any difference no the person is dead there's not a shaman there the soul is out you want the dead person to come alive put in a shaman there so the energy that I get is coming from the world above what's the source of their of this energy it's called the skin of bina inside this field of bina the sauces fuels I mean we're not too far away from spirit oh man we learned how every spitter is included from another sphere so in this pillar of bina there's other sphere out there are called Nets are holding a soul and that's the root of where the soul is getting its energy the holder and all that we don't know if he suffered the Alma deity all this abundance this energy the chef that comes to the soul in a sweet way it's using a beautiful word BAE doona I don't know means Eddy and it means like delicacy something that is sweet and good and not only that it's coming also with passion his sofa passion is called key sofa and Hebrews called chuka shall have beena the veena has in it passion hasn't its sweetness she soda-lime about and this is the secret of what I'm about what is connecting us to the world about specifically the sphere of veena not any other spirit so he continues and he says he clutter honey glow Agrella these three lights these three I mean again Kabbalah when it talks about the word light don't imagine a light coming from the Sun or from a light bulb light means an illumination a certain energy pulls from the world above so these three lights these three illuminations lets me read again clatter honey these three lights loyola you cannot prevent from her God he's a cat kid coyote these three lights that are the shared soot Verna the food the garment and the marital relation Loyola the collage ma who does not prevent the soul from getting it she he sad cat Chloe when the soul is acting the right way the soul is not being prevented from that so I can be guaranteed so to say from a sham that if I do what a sham tells me I get everything I get my spiritual nourishment my food I get my garment my protection and I get my connection from a shell that is compared to marital relation the woman has passion and sweetness and that's how it's connected to her husband same thing after can be connected to a ship you know where you see it the most people who are really really connected to Hashem you know how they look smiling and happy I know I always say the same story there's a guy here who lived it's not too long not so far from here I always seemed on a bike smiling first I thought maybe he's using some narcotics or something to make him leave he's always happy but reduce its genuine happiness one time I stopped and talked I stopped and talked to him I don't really know am i how are you so he gave me some beautiful words of Torah and then he says I must go I have to go to the bank before they closed I said ok why okay so he says I have to put some money in the bag long story short I don't even know why he told me he told me he has a hundred thousand shekel debts in the bank and I said so why are you happy don't because it's not two hundred thousand so because it's not two hundred thousand so he's a learning Torah and he's happy so sometimes you see people they have everything depressed sad have money fame power control beautiful house beautiful car so my soul needs food with sustenance so I have some type of energy my soul needs a garment it's my protection you know if a person is not protected you know how they feel fear they have anxieties what are you afraid of I don't know what cuz you're not protected why you feel why do people have anxieties no fear because you're the soul is not protected you feel vulnerable and needless to say needs some type of a joy and happiness in my life it's not coming if I have a Mercedes or not the joy in my life is coming because my soul is so to say in love with a champ and it's receiving its marital relations from a sham it's fulfilled so there's worldly AI things don't affect the soul so when a person goes in the line of the Torah so she says I guarantee to you you'll get your food your clothes and your marital relations the e love but what if the soul is not behaving the right way meaning the person is sinning he kid coyote honey glut God and Mina if the soul is not behaving the right way and it's been prevented from the soul to get the nourishment of the food the garments and the merit relation de la Alva de la otra Film Academy neo even not one of these lights becoming a shine as you get using the word a Terra Terra means an adornment it's not I mean these lights are shining on us why do you think that you have a good mood because a certain light a godly light is shining on you something you in a good mood and you're like oh happy and if this will be removed and so you see the people who are really connected to a gem they can have a debt and you have problems marital problems health problem so how are you why sunlight is shining over your head here it's talking about three specific lights that are shining over the person's head if that's is what's going on nothing in the world will affect you because you get your spiritual nourishment from by spiritual food spiritual garments and this joy and happiness so if the person does not follow the Torah and sins what will be the result they light avid la otra film Akkad it doesn't even get one cover one light adorning from one of these three that's where people that Kasbah shalom they sin a lot then they don't have any joy in life they don't have any health they don't have sustenance there's no madness nothing so far ha people come and tell me I feel my massage is locked well I'm sorry to tell you stop singing singing not singing singing I don't sit well your slider all lit up you talking to Shawn aha you lie you judge you do this you do that I think that you have a beard oh yeah but can you pray three times a day doesn't mean anything usually just send before a certain individual prays reads from the Torah so what if he reads from the Torah if you do a mitzvah hearing ten times ten thousand sins here what good is your Mitzvah it's not good for nothing so you better you just a fool every day big deal so when a person feels that they're lacking this energy spiritual and lacking this protection and as a result that fear and anxieties and lacking any type of sin hot flame joint happiness you never see maybe I cut off the nourishment from the world about the lights that are shot on me you know the metaphorical part here most people they want to be a star I want to be a movie star some people don't some people say I don't need to set it on other people's their dreams to be a movie star why so the spotlight is on me this is the exact same idea I want the spotlight on me because then the light is shining on me I'm the star that's when people are happy on their birthday because not because you have a crowd and you get a present because that day you're shining stars are shining in your own a person's birthday a birthday is a very big shine a spiritual shine from the world above so the personal by default is like with this energy and happiness and people think it's because it's my birthday and I have I got some present no because that day is a very powerful thing so and I have the projectors so to say from the world above shining on me I'm in the love light I'm happy I'm excited I'm for energy full of happiness some good mood how come one day you have this mood one day you have that more because the old depends will shine again from above so he tells us we're going to continue tomorrow but just to summarize it constantly there are three beams of light on me spiritual lights of course one of them will be the source of the food and the spiritual sustenance then will make me feel energized and full and happy and I have energy most people are like I see them like this what's wrong life is harsh life is not hard to be full of life the next beam of light is my protection and protection from a shame so I'm not afraid all the time and again it's not about making fun of some some of somebody people suffer from schizophrenia and also some fears and phobias and I'm afraid of this I'm afraid of why are you afraid of things don't you trust ecological home fortunately people can't sleep they have nightmares am whatever anxiety why missing this beam of light that is shining on you and midis to say this true happiness from inside it's called seem hot claiming that you're full of life happiness everybody wants to be happy at the end of the day it all boils down to happiness the problem is that some people think that they're going to be happy if they drive a Mercedes some people think they're gonna be happy if there I for XRD zvw whatever everybody has the different perception what will make them happy but the real true happiness it's only coming from inside so if I activate all these three projectors that I've constantly nourished I live my life and you know in the best mode ever if I start cutting it off then these lights disappear for me so I walk under a cloud so life is not so easy and all the abundance is stopping so money is hard to get anything is hard to get nothing works out I can't find my way this job doesn't work out that job doesn't work out this relationship doesn't work out things don't work out because I'm bad no because there's no ship above you so this is a short explanation about these three conditions that the husband has to give the wife in this parable the husband is the Kenosha bajo the wife is the soul shem says if you do what I tell you you get everything you don't do what I tell you I have to refrain from giving it to you according to the haha if the wife is is faithful to the husband he has to give her everything the only time that the wife loses her status if she's not faithful she goes with another man sorry to tell you you lost you to one husband doesn't have to give you anything talk about hahaha so here the Kenosha moco says as long as you're faithful to me you do what I tell you to do get everything you'll get no it doesn't mean that's if they keep its vote I'm the next billionaire doesn't mean that it says I have to be rich rich is not necessarily something good I think it's more of a headache to be rich then to be simple but nevertheless life is kind of flowing good there'll be challenges there'll be problems there'll be times of sadness yeah but in overall life is in a different altitude tomorrow Bazaar the shrimp we're going to explain explain a little bit more into the text what does it mean but we kind of covered very briefly these three here it's calling in the three lights that are shining on me this illumination that is on my soul I want to constantly have this illumination on me right because that is good you don't see the bad in everything and you know it as a person you become less angry let's judgmental not jealous you see things in a nice way in a clear way you see okay so this year business was not that great Oh food I did I did what I needed to do I was able to to pull through nevertheless we constantly want to be under this lamb light so to say and the way to do it is exactly how it says God hears our critique it corrodes if you are worthy or so to say you have the merit because you're doing there your actions are righteous you don't have to be called righteous because you're a bishop on value high your actions are righteous let's say that's enough I'm not saying you're gonna be perfect you know I'm gonna hit home run every time but at least your actions are righteous and your desire and your thoughts are clean that's it and if khazraj that I'm a person doesn't then nevertheless you lose the soul to see the connection to the world above and then the problem starts [Music] [Applause] [Music]